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I'm so sorry to hear that :(. Despite what he says, it's good that you are trying to help him. Don't give up. Things will work out eventually; you are strong and I believe in you :). Other than the obvious, I am doing pretty well. School is great, work is great, me and David have worked things out and are better than ever. Once I can get past this parent thing, I'll be fine, too :).
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Thanks, sweet pea, I really appreciate it. A friend of mine said I could move in with her and she is in San Jose, so while it;s not ideal, it's still pretty local. It's good to know that if things don't work out with her, I have other options. Thank you very much, I really, really appreciate it. :) We haven't talked in a while, how are you doing, love?
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Flu+Anything=Throwing up. Why is there even heartache in the equation?
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So you're dating?
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errantnights : |
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What is going on tonight?!
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errantnights : |
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What is wrong with you: You are a girl! Zing. Yeah?
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:(
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errantnights : |
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it has been like a month or more i'm not exactly sure what day it is today but i know you haven't written and it makes me sad
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Oh my god, I am so, so sorry. If you need to talk you still have my number, and I don't have work until three today (Friday). I love you :(
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errantnights : |
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you're almost kinda jealous of a fifteen/sixteen-year-old girl? absurd.
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Want to draw attention to your diary? Check me out! I can help! If you don't then ignore this note and just think of it as a Kudos ;)
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achmardi : |
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Hope you start to feel better soon! I know that antidepressants helped me even though it was slow going and often seemed like I felt worse.
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amazinfuckup : |
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It's not just this though. I also remember way back when he was captain guilt trippy, and I have trouble believing that peeps change overnight. But I haven't met him so I can't judge too hard. I still love you! :D
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I have to say, I am not the world's biggest fan of this guy. You're in my thoughts all the time (bordering on obsession? :P) and feel better. Love! Love love!
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Oh hey, I think I remember you, kinda. ;p
Did you used to live in california? or am I thinking of someone else. Neways... I've just been goin to college, fun shit like that... what about yourself?
~Zack~
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Um.. not to be rude. But I've started going through my old blogs etc.. and came across you on my deadjournal friendlist somehow... and your journal said you only had kept it to read mine.. so I imagine I knew you fairly well at some point.. neways... I wondered who you were
message me on myspace http://www.myspace/com/filsdelasol
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I concur, a bitter bunny, but at least you gave her points for having writing. I probably wouldn't have even done that, because if she didn't have any entries at all, at least it would be undetermined that she is a shitty writer. No two ways about it, though. Anyway, hows about whoever gets to her first? Or we could rock paper scissors. I'll go first--PAPER.
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Thanks, lady. I shore do love borfday eve :D
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I know what you mean, I used to be one of those people that went on and on about SRSLY GUYS THERE IS NO GOD and RELIGION IS A CRUTCH and I DONT NEED A GOD TO BE HAPPY and so on. And I mean, I still believe all those things, but don't get crazy about it anymore, because I had one of those clicky moments too. Also I love you. Also also my birthday is the twentieth, but I really do appreciate the sentiment :)
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errantnights : |
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girls actually do do the shirt scent thing?
hrm.
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dude, i totally forgot i had asked y'all to tear my diary apart. i switched things up a month or 2 ago and i probably don't even meet most of yr "criteria" anymore......and so it goes.
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Sounds good, I too could use some schoolin'. I have already made a list of things I need to learn! For example, that commas go right after ellipses (that is REAL GRAMMAR) or that organized archives are for nancy boys. Hit me up when you're available, I'm online most of the time, and actually, I'm free all this weekend (Monday included!)
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Your new home sounds beautiful!!
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amazinfuckup : |
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Thank you. That means a lot, coming from you. I miss you and stuff :(. <3
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And thus will soon discover they are but there and nothing more. A sad ending to the hopeful soul!
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and-darling : |
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And thus will soon discover they are but there and nothing more. A sad ending to the hopeful soul!
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and-darling : |
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All your base are belong to us.
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Hi Sarah. We haven't talked in a while, but I just read your last three entries. I am horrified that this happened to you. If you need to talk, I am around. Take care of yourself...
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we need more robots.
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amazinfuckup : |
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Oh! You know, you might. His little brothers hang out with my little brother; William and Nate. He graduated the year ahead of me.
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amazinfuckup : |
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Haha, he's small and nerdy and we come from a lot of the same places and feel a lot of the same things. He's more passive and I'm more dominant, but that's okay. I like him a lot :)
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I am here if you change your mind. The arrest worked out for the best, they didn't file charges against me and the charges against the boyfriend ended up being an indictment and a 250 dollar fine, nothing permanent, thank god. His parents havent met me and hate me, but that's okay. We are happy. I'd like you to meet him.
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Is it the one I thought was good? Is there anything I can do? Or you can do? I miss you.
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amazinfuckup : |
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who? what? why? i am around. i love you.
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amazinfuckup : |
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yeah i saw it already. im not really sure what he means either. probably he means not leaving a link. i dunno. whatevz.
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You weren't online in my amazing drunkfest of amazement, but I was gonna ask you to come back when you got on. I know you don't have much time but it would be pretty badass if we could do some more duo-reviews like in the old days.
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amazinfuckup : |
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Haha, you have been gone for like ever. I am glad you are back though. I think? You're never online! Maybe I'll call you later and see if you want to shop.
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while im thinking about it, i also told boris, who i am assuming relayed to you what i said.
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amazinfuckup : |
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told you
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amazinfuckup : |
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yes?
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amazinfuckup : |
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that's what i'm talking about! christ, all i do is ask for some time to myself and suddenly i am selfish and don't know what hardship is!
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amazinfuckup : |
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did you not even read your entry? jesus
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amazinfuckup : |
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way to miss the point and be a total bitch.
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amazinfuckup : |
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they decided to go with a rhino because raptors are too scary. but let it be known that every time a rhino appears or is mentioned, it was supposed to be a raptor.
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amazinfuckup : |
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Hey... not a bad idea :D. You'd have to get on aim once in a while though. :P
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Oh man come on, you know who I am. Your fellow redhead slash blonde slash whatever and former partner in crime. Also, while I'm over here, lolz Daria. She tried to friend me on myspace. Twice. Denied, bitch. Have you seen her myspace though? She got so fat. I swear to god she put on the freshman fifty. I am not one to be critical of someone's weight, but she earned it.
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igiggle - I suppose I do know that - who might this be?
x
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I am here for you. Anything you need. You know that, right?
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amazinfuckup : |
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Has the doctor told you anything yet? Call me as soon as you know.
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amazinfuckup : |
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This will sound ironic, but it isn't--I think that was a really good dream for you to have.
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amazinfuckup : |
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I still miss you.
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... if this is about my totally ridiculious entry last night, then you should probably know that i drunk dialed diaryland and don't really feel that way. you should also know that i fully admit that your life sucks ass. you can always call me if you need anything. you won't, i know that, but you have that option. i love you.
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i really wanted to see that. aus sent me a track from it once and it was so pretty i cried. do you own it? if so, could i possibly borrow it? if not, it's okay, i still love you. <3
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amazinfuckup : |
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you will be fine. you will be amazing. you always are. did you get my text?
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faild-hitler : |
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i will eat the jelly beans. tell me where they are. >;[[
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faild-hitler : |
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is this the same guy that body builds and is creepy creepy creepy and his last name rhymes with "mundane"?
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amazinfuckup : |
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Whatcha gonna do? GHOST RIDE IT--GHOST RIDE YOUR WHIP!
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What are you doing this weekend? (respond in REAL lizzife)
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faild-hitler : |
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fucking eat, lady. -amanda
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faild-hitler : |
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no no no no no.
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amazinfuckup : |
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Whichever one is more likely to make you come back.
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amazinfuckup : |
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You left because you didn't want me, how is there satisfaction in that? Not to mention that there wasn't an apology. Ever. Just you being gone and implying it's what I wanted. Which, obviously, it wasn't.
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i just stumbled across your diary. you probably don't need telling that you're diary's amazing. so um, yeah. what i just said.
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non-fuckabl : |
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Huh? You´re not fat!
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amazinfuckup : |
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Maybe, but that wasn't the reason for leaving and we both know it.
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amazinfuckup : |
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It's not love if you leave. But it was probably for the best.
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amazinfuckup : |
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Then why didn't you come back?
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amazinfuckup : |
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Spend as much time with her as you can. Talk to her. Ask what she wants. That's all you can do. :-/
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amazinfuckup : |
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Who?
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You sound so sad in your diary. Whatever happened to you is not your fault. Quit punishing yourself, darling. You're beautiful and lovely just the way you are. ((hugs))
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i didn't realize i left that note under obsesses. whatever. this is my real[ish] diary. just in case you wondered.
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yeah. just... yeah. I'm so profound. I guess my "yeahs" mean something like I've been there and still am sometimes. and... yeah.
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I just read your 8/10 entry. When I get back on my feet, I'll commit myself to help you as much a I can. Right now I have to focus on my own issues, but I just want you to know that I feel for you. If you can come to believe in yourself after all that has happened to you, it will go a long way, because you are a good person, and one of those who shines in this world. I wish my own stuff wasn't so pressing right now, but it's hitting me on numerous levels, and this morning I went over to Mental Health Services. I don't want to be the way I was last night anymore, or the way I've been in the past two and a half years anymore, since my Mom died and I sort of flipped out on everybody. But it's fairly rare that I meet someone who makes my heart go out to them as much as it has to you, so I will really want to help you once I have my act together again, and I am not going to forget you, Sarah.
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rufusmonk : |
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mais, il y a beaucoup des parties vivant toujour dans toi, oui? Tenez ces parties! (Excusez mon mauvais francais)
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teen-review : |
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Hey, I see you requested a review under your old diary. Would you like this diary reviewed instead?
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Luck! I just recently started reading, but I like you and what you have to say. I feel the same way about pants, this weekend I spent 30 minutes trying to find my size (5) because I only had one pair of jeans. It's insane! So all said, and yet again... LUCK!! ~♥~
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Yes ma'am, certainly, please, yes, please.
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Lol! I'm glad you do. xP I do too. -hugs- =)
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