| from
phire-inanna : |
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fuck me! I am so lost. I wandered into a dream. And I still cant find my way out. im_your_secrets at yahoo dot com. I lolve you Angel
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| from
hbaybee : |
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Review is up, home skillet.
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| from
chalkstain : |
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i don't know. it was just a dream. they can be so much more intense than reality.
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| from
chalkstain : |
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try checking my profile.
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| from
tiger555 : |
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Teeming with screaming thrills!
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| from
bi-pet : |
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yes - you rock!!
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| from
poolagirl : |
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Thank you so much for stopping by my diary! You made my day!
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| from
tiger555 : |
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<3
xoxoxxx
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| from
tiger555 : |
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<3
xoxoxxx
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| from
chalkstain : |
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yeah. it was kinda fucking deadly.
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| from
chalkstain : |
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it's for the best. i think.
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| from
halfbaked : |
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Well there are some things my body produces that taste like gum... chewy too.
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| from
chalkstain : |
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"it's something i have to do. i was there, too. before everything else, i was like you."
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| from
cassiopeia- : |
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Thank you for the sweet note! I feel the same way.~~~Cassie's mom
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| from
drascus : |
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what is it with you girls today? why can't you find yourselves without latching your existence onto another boy's?
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| from
pojken : |
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that you use double brackets.
that you spell "sadistic" swedishally.
that you are entertaining.
...favourited. instantaneously.
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| from
chalkstain : |
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or so they say
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| from
halfbaked : |
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All girls dream of a prince charming to knock them off their feet. But most girls call prince charming the one who knocked them up.
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| from
chalkstain : |
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like somebody else's nightmare.
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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"everything is blue in this world".... blue? ...grey would be the color.
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| from
chalkstain : |
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let's stop dreaming, together.
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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soulmate, i feel it too. its a wonder, your verses bring out home like no other... and i can recollect so perfectly... just like you, I miss it... i love the vivid scenes. soulmate, it's genius.
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| from
chalkstain : |
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i haven't. in fact, i haven't read any books of interest in a very long time. it's sort of a hobby that's taken a back seat now for a while.
is it worth the read? as for the nine inch nails suggestion - fucking classic musicians.
i've been attempting to find something from them to busk for ages, but it's all too
technical, or the vocals are too low, or too difficult, etc. etc. and thank you for that,
i feel much the same about yourself.
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| from
chalkstain : |
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ditto. oh so much.
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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i'm always here. always. soulmate feels it too.
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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..i smashed my alarm clock against the wall... i smashed it, i smashed it, i smashed it, i.... all i have to say is fuck today.... he was beautiful.
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| from
phire-inanna : |
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I'm not sure where I am. I think that I am just moving about, unaware and mechanically. Somebody took away my light, and now I am stumbling around in nothingness, with no way out. I can feel reality, sometimes, as I just barely graze it with the tips of my fingers.... then I stumble, my hand slips, and I am left wandering in the dark again.
<B>
I focus on "how things would be" if I could find my way out of the darkness. But I guess that light never really was made for me.
You may not always see me, but I always linger in the shadows.
<BR><BR>
*reaches out to touch the wing.
<BR>..........was it a mere mirage?
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| from
halfbaked : |
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The salty ones are my favorite!
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| from
phire-inanna : |
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I'm interrested.
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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if what you're reading is an open book, then i'm an opened book... a confused girl...
i feel you.
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| from
halfbaked : |
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Worker bees can leave
Even drones can fly away
The queen is their slave.
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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there is never enough here to keep me satisfied. i feel distant without my soulmate around so often... i love you. no one will ever love you as much as i do. siempre...
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| from
phire-inanna : |
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Staying in a place where things seem to be going good, is one of the hardest things to do. Accepting positive change is downright scary. Because you are always looking over your shoulder waiting for someone to come take it all away.
Don't let it be taken, if it's what you want.
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| from
msbitters : |
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silence and darkness are voids that people fill with whatever they desire, but only the silent or dark know what they truly hold.
humans are social creatures. people don't realize they are only defined by others. self worth is an oxymoron.
may be random to you, but it makes perfect sense to me.
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| from
phire-inanna : |
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I don't hate you. I don't think I hate anyone.
I gave you my love.
It is your's to keep.
The question is, Can you love me after you've seen me go through depression?
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| from
phire-inanna : |
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There is no place I can go there is no place i can hide
It feels like it keeps coming from the inside
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| from
phire-inanna : |
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I will write to you soon. I am not okay.
I love you. I will never forsake you. I just have to find the light again.
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| from
halfbaked : |
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I know the feeling... my peanut butter is also growing hair... but it's still quite tasty... Even if you close one door, countless doors still open before you... Life's full of possibilities...
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| from
phire-inanna : |
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it's never too late to win.
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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im glad you're back.
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| from
phire-inanna : |
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The further I fall I'm beside you.
You know where to find me when you get back.
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| from
phire-inanna : |
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i miss you
there's no light here today
the wings that fan the flames
have gone away
i observe from afar
envy all whom you praise
I will never be enough
yet my love for you stays.
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| from
drascus : |
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Don't worry, your eyes aren't beautiful. Nothing else is either, so don't bother cutting anything.
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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Dear soulmate... I dont know how you'll get out here... And I'm so stressed about mom.. but in a state of denial.. she can't die. she can't...
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| from
phire-inanna : |
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She reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by
Hoping someone can see
If I could fix myself I'd -
But it's too late for me
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| from
phire-inanna : |
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Such sadness. Such beauty.
Such longing.
I wonder will you ever forgive yourself???
There is a light at the end of the tunnel. (though it can tend to be a lot more comfortable to remain in the shadows.)
I wish I were Cassiopeia
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| from
drascus : |
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If you have to decide you aren't a dumb bitch, you probably are one.
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| from
phire-inanna : |
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Angel.
I don't worry about you.
I just... 'know'.
You'll figure things out, and I will remain.
You have my love, support and respect.
Always.
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| from
drascus : |
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You can't be a lesbian. You love my dick too much.
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| from
mare-ingenii : |
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Thank you very much. That's lovely of you.
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| from
halfbaked : |
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Strictly speaking... I'd pee in your butt...
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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dear soulmate:: that was the most perfect entry... EVER. I love you.
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| from
msbitters : |
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oh, my dramatic little disciple, will you ever grow up?
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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its because we are like the river running into the ocean...
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| from
lily-white : |
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Thanks for stopping by. Thought I'd return the favour, punchy words my dear. Hope you don't mid if I pop around every now and again.
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| from
halfbaked : |
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pretty... pretty space people... and the cabinet...
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| from
drascus : |
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Just don't let those wings get wet. Also, I have to agree: sometimes life isn't delicate. Especially when I am around. Let's just call it...
Abrasive.
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| from
nelapsi : |
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Five years in December. :)
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| from
halfbaked : |
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I prefer track three...
When push comes to pull comes to shove -
Comes to step around this -
Self-destructing dance that never -
would've ended till I -
Rose, -
I roared aloud here -
I will -
I am.
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| from
vladica : |
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"calm these hands
before they snare another pill
and drive another nail
down another meaty hole..." hi, i found you.
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| from
halfbaked : |
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Toasty O's and yellow toes... Is the sun better than any other star?
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| from
gia-darling : |
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I never lie. If anything I'm too damn honest.
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| from
gia-darling : |
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You are an incredible writer.
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| from
halfbaked : |
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Well there you go, an "a" can just as easily become what you are looking for. I recommend parties, it's always good to cut loose sometimes... and hey, eyeing never hurts :)
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| from
halfbaked : |
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I can't remember who said it but - "When life gives you lemons, make lemonade... Then go find someone whos life gives them vodka and throw a party" I'm sure you'll do fine in life... and to quote myself in that stupor "find the one" he's out there... you just haven't truely met him yet...
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| from
halfbaked : |
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Well if three arrive just take one, even if you don't know where it's going, it sure beats waiting around for another for hours, atleast you'll find out where it leads... And no nothing is wrong... everyone wants to be loved... but not everyone wants others to know it... isn't that odd? They disguise it, especially guys, with jokes, messing around - even at someone else's expense, if only to get a laugh from those around them... everyone want to fit in, everyone want to be important... some want to be important to everyone at the same time... some just want to be important to the one person it actually matters if they are important... unfortunately now, most guys your age - in school, want to be important to everyone, they don't care who... give it time, you can find a person and grow with them...
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| from
halfbaked : |
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Well, why is life so fucked? Because it has to be... If life was something out of a Disney movie, in short it would be boring... What is happiness if you don't have an equal amount of shit, pain and nightmares to back it up? Life's so fucked because it's so beautiful... The funny thing is if you didn't feel this way now then when you are at your happiest, you won't be able to look back and just say hey... that sucked and this kicks ass... You just can't let the bad bring you down into a place that you can't get back up from... And of Love... Well you have a life time to find it, don't worry to much about it now, just enjoy the ride... and someday when you atleast expect it will hit you... and you will know, I guarantee you will find it... and I guarantee when you find it you will know it.
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| from
halfbaked : |
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And by the way I didn't mean it as a "diatribe" really more spouting, what I want in life... perhaps pushing it on others... The only thing I've every actually wanted in life is Love, screw the money... screw the fame... Money won't keep away the deafening silence of unhappiness, and loneliness... nor will the false hero-worship of the masses - never finding a genuine person as fame can bring... I am constantly searching for someone who will be there forever, someone who will care, someone who Loves... however given my observations of humanity, I realize that it is rather impossible to be entirely happy entirely all the time... and that's why little thing don't matter, throw them to the wind... because if the little things matter... then a lifetime of little things will drive you insane... But as I said don't settle - if there are big things... things you can't normally handle... then you don't belong there... aswell as so many little things that they become giant things... Either way don't be blinded by Love... All I can really say to you is - be honest... be open... that's all you can do... and If you take that chance and lose... then they weren't the one... So why worry if they weren't what you wanted from the beginning? - The one... (just reading through your entries - and decided to explain what I said - besides I was a bit on the drunken side)
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| from
halfbaked : |
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Hey... I'm smarter than the average dog, alright? I just don't know how to go on the paper yet...
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| from
halfbaked : |
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Well I agree NIN is much better than the gun show... Perhaps some other time... but I think even Trent Reznor himself, would be jealous of my finely toned ABS!
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| from
halfbaked : |
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Well you should never compromise... But just look at these pects! And do you have tickets to the gun show?!? Cause these guns are SMOKIN! You can't call this studly body compromising...
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| from
halfbaked : |
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I might not bet "the" one... but that doesn't mean I can't be "a" one *wink* *wink*
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| from
gia-darling : |
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How do you type this with no arms? :-p
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| from
swingerdiary : |
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Thank you for the note. Your diary is...it just is. I am spellbound and expect to peek in from time to time.
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| from
gia-darling : |
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Well? Does that test actually sound true to you or nothing like you? <3
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| from
halfbaked : |
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I want my grape juice to taste like oranges... and my orange juice to taste like corn beef? Either way they both taste like crying... Is that bad of President Bush? Sorry... just passing through... I don't know if I ever knew you... I wonder if you knew me too... I'm going to go sniff some glue... And I also recommend you do...
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| from
wisdamn : |
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Well, I'm not sure what you are talking about, but thank you!
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| from
gia-darling : |
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Your writing astounds me. You have such an amazing way of putting things. I am in awe.
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| from
gia-darling : |
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weeeeeeeeeelll....a mouth full of spiders ain't pleasant, and it would be a heavy thing on my conscience...plus I'd probably go to hell. You're a terrible one to be putting that on me! My goodness. <3
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| from
gia-darling : |
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Thank you for the note. Am reading your diary now :-)
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| from
drascus : |
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then just tell me...
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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indeed. i had something inspirational to say, but it left me. ♥
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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uhm. femalebondingrituals♥
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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errm.. found the place... he was too chicken to go in.... but i'd be a hypocrite if i said i wasn't a chicken. ♥
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| from
drascus : |
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Consider this me asking...
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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tiffany twisted...
we're prisoners of our own device.
♥
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| from
drascus : |
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I'm still right here, giving blood, keeping faith...
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| from
falconeye : |
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oh so im unintelligent now am i? lol finally you agree. lol. anywayz, gandhi has some good quotes, but i dont know if they r up ur alley. DONT YOU DARE MISCONSTRUE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
-pope
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| from
laucian1 : |
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Sure, we can all stick together. But I'm too talkative to be a pimp anymore, so no ho's for me.
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| from
laucian1 : |
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Hola chica.
This'll be the last time you hear from me for a while.
What with Nevada and all.
So just saying, I'll miss ya and have fun and what not.
Yeah...that's about it.
Later.
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| from
drascus : |
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5:50 p.m. - 2004-04-06
I decided this is a love poem. I wrote it for Rocio before we were officially unofficial. I wish she would have read it a long time ago. And as far as me still being that person, I have to say I seem to have changed quite a bit. I grew up. It happens to the worst of us...
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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every time we go driving with chris
I remember that first time in his other car
and that first time that i spoke to him
didn't even know him then...
♥
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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your entry made me happy
yet i am left to wonder
what do i have to do
with weeds in sidewalk cracks?
♥
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| from
drascus : |
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Apparently my "Goth Name" is Twisted Illusions. Whatever.
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| from
laucian1 : |
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I just got a note from your sister.
I haven't read it yet.
I really should.
But first:
I will miss you when you go to Reno.
And the whole time I will see you and her pushing me out of your car while driving 120 down the freeway.
Sure.
Go twice the speed limit.
KILL ME!!!!
Ahem.
Meanieface.
:-p
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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dear tiffy...
i will mend your metaphor
with orange thread
it might take a while...
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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ROOM NOISES!!!!
♥
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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yay I made breakfast for you!
♥
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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so what if i like playing with my toys in public?!?!
And they had sex under the sea, for your information. But Turt Ell was unsatisfied with Qu Whale's quickie.
♥
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| from
laucian1 : |
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Hey there.
I'm leaving you loves before you go.
Nice poetry.
But my inferior intellect doesn't comprehend much of it.
But it sounds pretty!
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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why with the lack of lyrics???
*sniffles*
♥
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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soulmate.<br> goddamnit.
soulmatetimesabillion♥
Anyway...
I love that you call me that. It makes me feel special and loved. I only update when I have some thoughts fly through my mind about actual things that might possibly have some importance... god sometimes i feel like a dumbass.
i love you.
smack me if i'm incoherant today. i'll try not to attack you with a frying pan out of sleep deprivation. god help me if i turn out like <br> dumbass. <br> you know. lol.
♥
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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dumbass.<br>
you know.
♥
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| from
laucian1 : |
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hey...sorry for being so stupid.
and not tasting the difference between strawberry and cherry
but to be fair
i eat to fast to taste
and also.
it's laucian with an a.
lucian is the werewolf king.
i'm not that much of a narcissist
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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well hrm.
you love me. yay.
well we are soulmates
there's no incest there
we just understand enough...
except you only wrote me a sentence
*pouts*
♥
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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what a dumbass **looks underneath**
i'm sorry mah dear.
♥
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| from
spunkyhottie : |
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no i will not *refrain*!!i didnt do crap to you!!!
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| from
spunkyhottie : |
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hey what the heck what would make me stuiped!!??i didnt say anything to you that was wrong so what the freak is wrong with you??
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| from
la-pendeja : |
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Yes!! but what shall we call this mystical support group?!?!?
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| from
drascus : |
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I think we need to hang out soon.
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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you're not too selfish
not always
i love you.
♥
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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I joined you in the immaturities of running through the sprinkler.
Yay! ♥
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| from
drascus : |
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Right. O.o
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| from
rough-beauty : |
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...Tiffy I need some advice for a change...please get back to me. --kristin
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| from
laucian1 : |
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Hey...
I was at your house today
I felt really awkward for some reason...
I dunno why though. I don't suppose you would?
Laters.
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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at least we're harlots together. What ours dont know wont kill them, and what they do they should get the fuck over. ♥
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| from
la-pendeja : |
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lizard-death is a tragedy. No joke it really is. On the bright side I won a goldfish at the fair in emmett!
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| from
drascus : |
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I don't really know what makes my stupid diary so inspiring, but I guess it's kind of cool to have a secret fan. Let's be friends now, O.K.?
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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now i completely understand about the snowglobe. it was really awkward for me... and I apologize for seeming insensitive. I love you sista.
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| from
la-pendeja : |
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HI!!!!! It's you!
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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goddamn that was one draining entry!! my eyes hurt!! haha. love ya. and yes, manson makes me happy.
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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say hello to the rug's topography.. it holds so much interest with your face down on it..
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| from
thebloodlust : |
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freakin love ya sis.
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