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"You dont have to say you love me just because i do and you dont have to stay around... i will understand" Its an oldies song. Perhaps you've heard it. I just told kari this kareenie and i want you to know it to. I truly love you and will always love you just because you're you. *BBBIIIIIIIG Kiss and hug* I'll see you in another day or two kareenie. Love holly
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heh. nice. Queen of prose indeed.
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maybe there is much more to the story..? perhaps. i hope....
for the best for you and...for...everything. as always ya-ya...::sending my love::
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haha--yeah...
*especially* the trashy romance novels.
;)
i love you *muah*
-kari
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Hey, just some thoughts. New York is pretty damn cool. Don't feel too bad about not going to college there, consider it a chance to learn more about yourself more before throwing yourself into what I have learned can be a very hostile environment. Since you'll have a bachelor's degree at the end of your time in Chapel Hill, why not do the Teach America program in New York and live there in that way? I might need a roommate if I go and teach there, and I'm seriously considering it.
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*hug*
yeah...
sigh.
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Kareen-
Just wanted to leave you a note and tell you that me loves you.
i hope you're okay.
-kari
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I still care quite a bit. I feel like everything has gone wrong. Call me, message me, whatever. Just don't shut me out without giving me a reason why.
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My sweet Kareenie-
Hey girl, thanks..again. I wish I had the words to tell you how much having you here has meant to me. It's so nice to have someone who can -understand- something so hard to believe myself. I know, it's okay to be girly *sometimes*..but...it just isnt me..hehe (always)
love you mucholy
-kari
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hey kareenie! where have you been? haha. we need to schedule an iceskating trip or something...wow....it's so different not having you in ALL of my classes this year...mr. coach c's class is definately not the same without you.... :P talk to you later! love, cass
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sigh.
i love you chica.
i'm here. if you need me. (i know what you mean)
-kari
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ever heard of the bridge of sighs?
(a moment like that...when you hear -his- voice...when you sigh. it makes me think of that place.)
wish my story ended like yours. love you chica
-kari
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There comes a point when you just have no where to run. Because everywhere you turn...you run into -him-
love you
-kari
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darling....upon request I have decided to unlock my diary. I dont have much down since the server has been down lately.....for me at least...EAT YOUR HEART OUT!
love ya,
hott mama
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tis easier to give advice than to follow. I know, i often tend to pour out *good* advice to people..advice I should follow myself..but, it's never that easy. *sigh*....I feel awful for latching myself to your words and -his-...I guess I wanted to latch on to something/someone that might understand what I am feeling. Someone that might find it *acceptable*
(and i'm feeling more alone than I ever have before)
you're beautiful as well dear, and if only I could be the mirror for you..so you could see you like -we- do.
love you
-kari
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Do not worry. I shall be there for you as soon as I can.
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brilliant.
(maybe we are switching...i am stealing your prose and you are stealing my poems)
When you get the chance, i'd like to talk. Seems so much is needed to be said or so much (for me) is wanting to be said.
Hope you are okay.
::hugs::
-kari
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It causes me physical pain, to think I have hurt you in some way. That has never been my desire. Your smile, your laughter, your voice. Your face and your warmth, these are what I desire.
To think that I have in some way wounded you, unknowingly, rips at my inner workings rather painfully.
I know I promised you a poem last night, it's a promise I intended to keep later today, it's just I was having trouble with inspiration. Then, I read yours, and went off in directions that I would never have otherwise gone in.
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-Just accept... there -is- someone, somewhere, who loves you deeply and wants nothing so much as to see you happy and content for all of your remaining years.
(i love you mi amiga...and i want you to be happy. tho i know that's not what you were talking about...::hugs::)
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I worry about your parents' reaction to such things. I don't want them worried about you. In fact, if there is anything I can do to assauge their fears, please, allow me to do it. A phone call, a letter, anything, I don't want them thinking I'm some evil man who's come to steal away their precious Kareen. That isn't my intent at all.
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We shall remain youthful as long as we can remember how to have passion for something. To care, to not be consumed simply by selfish things and the concerns of just getting by. We are youthful as long as we retain the capacity for a grand, romantic gesture of some sort. This is my opinion, at least.
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Well, heh, our days mirrored each other's in some ways, the talk with someone we respected and trust about our... well, talking about each other, with Glenn and your sister as our respective confidantes. I suppose yours didn't include a nudie bar, but frankly, I could have done without that. It is with great tenderness that I consider you today, and a smile which, oddly enough, only touches my lips when I think of you. A strange thing, to have a certain smile for only one person, but that is what has developed for me. Good day, Kareen.
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Kareenie....i simply cannot express it...i've tried to before, and my words fail me. Its like the essence and honesty and pure feeling i want to say..or in this case write to you cannot be put into words...You are the best writer i know. Your words and narration and detail escape my comprehension...i just wish i could tell you how beautifully you write so that you'd actually believe me. I know a lot of people think i hand out compliments like peanuts at the zoo, but i couldnt be more serious. You are a talent and asset to this otherwise lifeless four letter word world. love you always holly
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I am quite pleased my package went over so well. *laughter* I must admit I was slightly amused by your mother's reaction, though I was fearing it would be much worse. I hope to see you on AIM again soon. I wouldn't mind an e-mail now and then, since you're starting school once again I have little doubt you shall be busier than before, so here is my e-mail. General_Hannings@yahoo.com. I am pleased that the magical shortbread was good, it was of course some of the batch my grandfather baked.
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kareenie just wanted to say happy new year and love ya...come over and we'll play video games or watch a movie...ha ha or whatever jem and chris did...we're the next generation. love ya holly
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I would rather like a password, that is, if you still want me to read the diaryland. *chuckles* Either way, you're still in my thoughts, my dear friend. Expect your mail soon, my elves are working on things.
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Kareen-
I know, obviously, that you felt you couldnt turn to me...but oh, i wish now that i could have shown you that you could/can/....
I love you chica..and i'm here...even tho it feels as if i am not.
-kari
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Kareen.....you never fail to remind me of what a strong person you are...you are so independent and I admire that...I know you feel kinda crummy now but Merry Christmas newayz Kareenie I WUV U! ~Di Di
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KAREENIE!!!!!!!!!!! COME BACK TO MEEEEE
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You shall have all of Escaflowne on tape before the half way point in January. As well as other cool doo-hickeys that I decide to send you. Sound good? I thought it did.
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Hey kareenie you know what new yorkers suck! Well u know what they can kiss it yeah I said that! Anyways you're needed here in NC it isn't everyday that a brilliant mind like yours studies here! Cheer up! :) Di Di
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NYU = lamesness. Darling, dont be upset, I heard lots of bad things about NYU, like its cold and dark !!!UGH!!! I agree w/ holly, NYU is retarded! in my book you have been accepted to the school of minorites, I am president, you can be vp, we can work together and rid the world of our "secret" enemy!!! I love you!!! Dont forget! I'll make you rice, if that will make you feel better! :)
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what the crap!!!!!!! are those people at NYU retarded or something!?!?!?!? i actually thought i would like to go there...but i never applied...now i'm like!!!!! ugh they must have no sense at all...i love you kareenie!!!!! love holly, i'm pleased to inform you that you have been accepted into the school of coolness.
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Sorry about delaying the poem. But all these papers are just making my head spin. I really wanted to get it done sooner. Please write in your diary again soon. I miss reading your thoughts.
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Hey doll...
i'm so entertaining, why didnt you talk to me?!
hehe
love ya kareenie!
-kari
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david foxx asked me about you the other day, and said the exact thing....hmmm...i'm guessing that was him, don't worry kareenie...the sun'll come out tomorrow!! love holly i'm always here if ya need me kareenie love
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You have moved me. Deeply. I must mull this over for some time.
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I'd like to hear your take on America, on American life in general, and in particular on the American military. I am somewhat biased but I gave my opinion today, I'd like to hear yours at some point, Kareen.
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hey gurl......that golden friendship i know who it is yay! how cool yeah he's pretty cool hey if u get another psycho cat name it crayons cuz i've always wanted a cat named crayons but since i'm allergic.....newayz ttyl kareen kareen....bye bye Di Di
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Wow. I should read the date on this more carefully. It most likely could not have been me, since I think we had our wonderful talk the day/night AFTER you wrote this. Boy, I'm such an egotistical lamer. Sorry for the panic attack, Kareen. Consider it a tribute to how very much your friendship and our correspondence means to me, when you look at the incredible freak-out I just had when I thought I'd hurt you. Heh. I'm such an ass. Time to commit seppuku with a plastic knife. Ha!
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Who caused that poem? I felt a strange fear in my gut. I'd hate to think that I in some way caused that kind of hurt. I'm going to assume it wasn't me, though, until I'm told otherwise. I'd like to think I am more considerate of your feelings and thoughts than that.
Or maybe I'm just paranoid about hurting someone I actually care about, because you're rather like me. If this writing was sparked by me, tell me, and tell me why. I'd like to know what I did wrong.
And if it isn't, boy I've sounded like a guilty ass, eh? Well, I've got a permanent feeling that everything is my fault, until I'm told otherwise.
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Kareenie!!!!!!!!! love you darling, we gotsta have a movie party!!!!!! we'll play barbies too. :) love ya, holly
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heya. yeah- nyu is a superb school (AWESOME dorms) and i'll most likely be applying there also. my numero 1 school is barnard college ~ right across from columbia u. good luck with ur whole college application ~ gosh it can be such a stinkin' hassle! r u applying early (pretty sure nyu has early decision...)? but- if we do both get into the schools of our choice, we can meet up sometime and chill over a cup of NYC coffee (ahh.. the blissful future...:o). eck, i hate talkin' about college, hope i didn't completely annoy you with my incessant college rambling! anyways.. promise you my next note to you will NOT be about college ;-).
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You were staff in Vaxia? We should discuss this.
Heh. I did that for a while myself. Wasn't much fun, actually a real drag in a lot of ways. I could elaborate but I've got a paper to write.
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I would argue that love is not filthy. It is, rather, beautiful. Or at least the version of love that I choose to acknowledge is.
But you know my thoughts on this issue. Don't say to hell with love. You're far too young.
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just wanted to say that i think your diary is beautiful...great work!
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Good luck with the SATS, though I rather doubt you need them. They were seen as something of a joke by me and many of my contemporaries in high school, and, to be sure, for someone of your apparent talents they shall be a joke as well. It's strange, though. You will encounter many people in your life who struggle for a decent score in such exams, and to them your ability will be seen as positively miraculous. Be prepared for it.
A note: We are not truely better people at any time in the past. We don't LOSE anything as we evolve, as we learn. Innocence aside, I believe you slowly become a more moral and useful person as you continue to learn.
Those who remain as children are the most dangerous of all, for their reactions are childlike.
This almost made sense.
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Herbert's "Whipping Star" and it's sequal "Dasodai Experiment" are at least as genius as the "Dune" series (which you are correct in citing Biblical influances). Both novels are out of print, but a list of used book stores and a little bit of free time would be worth the effort if you were to dig up these lost treasures. J
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hey! I can't remember if I've already told you this or not, but thank you for joining the Eowyn diaryring. I loved the books, and I can't wait for December 18th! :)
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Hey gurl wassup! Whats new with u haven't talked to u for a while maybe i'll see ya at lunch leave me a message! I like to hear feedback on my diary entries and no one else really reads mine soo.....will ya? newayz i'll ttyl bye bye Di Di
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Ah, but people such as us are often made to feel such angst, whether we'd like to or not. I sometimes wonder whether I revel in it. Your comments on the nature of existence, death and memory are intriguing. I regret we can no longer communicate as easily as we once could. I can only beg you to post more. Heh.
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Mon petite opera dieu, tu est tres belle! You kareenie i love you so much, i cannot possibly tell you how smart, and intuitive you are. You have so much vision and life that shows in your words and d-land entries, its amazing, i'm just glad we're friends. Thanks for being who you are, i'm glad u had fun! love ya holly
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I'd like to hear from you. You not on AIM or something anymore? I rather miss our amusing conversations.
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geez!! darling we have WAY TOO much in common. I thought that only hispanics slaughtered animals in their backyards! We need to have a sleepover, REALLY!! one question: do your parents force you to eat the meat? Mine do, it's quite sad really! *idea* maybe our parents should get together......multi-cultural animal slaughter at my house! :)
love ya hot mama!
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hey gurl i'm gonna start evaluating people's walk thats soo true.....my walk is fast and sometimes i mess with my thumbs so from that i guess u know what i'm like.....i don't think u look like a drunken cat lol well hold on i'll just have to see u walk one day...lol o and thanx so much for the ride the other day gurl! bye bye Di Di
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I rather miss reading your thoughts. Post again soon, if you please.
If not... well then. But I'd like it if you would.
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Thanks for joining the Boromir diaryring! :)
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gurl where were u???? I waited for you today at 4 and u never showed??? what happened? was it cuz i forgot to call u sorry about that but i did call u today but i guess it was too late oh well i hope u had fun at the ITS meeting. Oh yeah fridays are pretty freaky bye bye Di Di
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mon kareenie what can i say? you write tres belle, i'm soo lucky to have you for an amie. holly
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heyyy you like radiohead too?? they so rock, well just writing to tell ya you've been approved into my operafreak diaryring! if you wanna stop by my diary its at alldrama.yadda yadda you get the point, later
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Hola! Hi dear! nice to see that you have been reading....my I feel important :) I really miss our car rides, I do believe I am a better driver!! I know we dont talk much now, our lives our extremely hectic! I just want to let you know that I am here, as a friend, and as a minority, we have a special bond, it cant be broken!( only minorites have this bond, sorry white people!) I love you, say hi to nico for me, he is such a cutie! Can I get a ride with you someday, just for fun?
love ya........hot mama
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HAPPY BIRTDAY TO U HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR KAREENIE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U....I didn't know it was ur b-day well happy belated birthday newayz love ya gurl Di Di
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happy b day mon petite kareenie!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you .holly
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congrats on finishing the essay! so...recent stats read that kareen has crossed the finish line and takes her victory lap while cassa fails yet to have even started her engine....and the crowd goes wild...ahhh....ttyl--cass
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oy. beautfulmus. hehe. is that a word? ahh..who cares??? lol.....
it is now. like my aunt says, if you can spell it..it's a word:) (great theory, no? lol)
-me
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laaaaaaaaaa. school is tomorrow. AHHH. NOOOOOOOO make it go bye bye. *sob*..well...i loveth your diary mi amigo..wondermus stuff, keeps me well entertained. =)
cheers
-kari
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since when were you not friend material? i find you as one of my best friends and i really just don't see (either that or i'm too blind to) why anyone wouldn't want to be your friend. really....
--Cass
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yea....but it's better than clothing design or foods&nut....anyways....i could be a single mother--i knew a girl in that class who was....anyways.....i'm not too worried about it....i hope you get strings....i'll talk to you later....ciao--cass
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kareenie i love you! eekkk! school soon!
love holly
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kareenie i love you! eekkk! school soon!
love holly
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kareenie! u went bungee jumping! u rock sista that is awesome. love ya muches holly
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Hey gurl omg there is not a dull moment in ur life ur bored? i know i just got back from ny but the same bored symptoms are coming back to me again staying home watching tv eating watching tv, watching tv, internet, watching tv lol newayz omg u went bungee jumping and u think it was "ok" girl u crazy lol we gotta do something sometime cuz i wanna be crazy too and u might be the person to talk me into something lol jk (maybe) DJL
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hey---i'm at camp--duh.....anyways......i'm having a marvelous time (yes...simply marvelous--wait--isn't anyplace other than the hickville we call home?) well, i miss everyone so much and despite all the fun i can't wait to get home.....my arms and my back hurt so much from playing (we have like 3 2hr rehersals a day plus a sectional) and my fingers hurt even too bad to type fluently from playing--the tips are so sore! agh! well, i'll be home all day saturday and i leave sunday night....so ......that just means we have to get together! love ya!---cass
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thanks for your note! i love your layout.
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Kareenie!!! i love you doll, and i think you're wonderful. Neither psychotic nor dyslexic! Hey my middle name is caroline!! love hol
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hey kareen omg i don't understand u have the time lol but maybe it would make more sense if i were actually listening to u talk. Newayz whats this i hear about u gonna turn into an alcoholic huh???? u have to email me with details!!!!!!! luv ya dianna
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DID someone say operahouse? Or whorehouse?? ha ha love ya kareenie
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oops sorry kareenie i forgot something. thanks for the info on the ya-ya ring! i'll definately check it out...ohhh we'll both be ya-yas!!!! luv holly
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Hey Kareenie! i'm glad u had fun at ur weekend. I'm sorry i don't write you enough notes! i vow from this moment on to write u at least 5 times a week! ha ha. love ya dawllllllling. Holly P.S. Stop being so hot! lol
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hey
i didn't know you were still going.......
so when are you leaving??? we'll all miss you....i don't know when you leave and i might be gone before you get back.....anyway.....luv ya!--cass the ass
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Hey kareen u r so right personalities are like clay and maleable whatever u said lol thats why no one can figure me out cuz my personality changes as much as my hair color lol
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geez kareenie! you really are deep, i wish u could have gone to the movies today. i love ya
holly
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Hey kareen kareen damn u r soooo deep!!!!! God i wish i could write like that u should be the writer not me but no u were meant for theatre the stage is ur home and now i know why.. ur so dramatic! Have fun in massachussetts
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Glad to have provide some inspiration....we all need a little more of that these days....
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Welcome to the cult! Peer pressure never felt so good did it? Luv ya Kachingy!
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Hey Kareenie!! first to sign your notes...alright!!!! Your diary is so profound...i completely understand. Ha Ha, no i don't i love you dollface! love holly
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