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from lobo21 :
hi. Thanks for the note. I know you're still out there and as you can tell I'm still here too. I'm still fumbling through life trying not to make the same mistakes and have history repeat itself. Take care
from lobo21 :
hi. Thanks for the note. I know you're still out there and as you can tell I'm still here too. I'm still fumbling through life trying not to make the same mistakes and have history repeat itself. Take care
from lobo21 :
I am sorry to hear what your co-worker is going through. All the stuff in and around your work and home life I hope improves. Thank you for taking time to leave me a note. I appreciate your kind words greatly. We will see what the good Lord brings. ~~Hugs~~
from lobo21 :
It can wear you down I know. I am hoping for you that life does get better and it will get better and all the hard work will be worth it in the end. Much~~hugs~~~!!!!
from lobo21 :
It can wear you down I know. I am hoping for you that life does get better and it will get better and all the hard work will be worth it in the end. Much~~hugs~~~!!!!
from lobo21 :
Thank for the note. I admit I know nothing of epilepsy. Not even signs that he might have it or something related. I truly hope your life has a turn around soon. Take care. Much ~~hugs~~!!
from lobo21 :
Hoping something or nothing comes from the tests. They are such troopers. Prayers that things get easier both at home and at work. ~~hugs~~
from invisibledon :
Hey thanks I'm glad to be back to writing.
from lobo21 :
Thanks for the note. I am feeling better thanks. Miss you much, hope you are doing well.
from mskindasorta :
Thank you, I wish we lived closer, come to blogspot. I miss you, love you too xoxo
from mskindasorta :
I'm leaving diaryland, new journal is rebeckajane.blogspot.com xo
from fightn4life :
Thank you for sharing beautiful thoughts. Sandyz
from lobo21 :
Hi ya! Hope you are still checking occassionally. I miss hearing from you and I know i have to keep up my comunication as well. Gray just had his 6th birthday!!! Unbelievable how much time is flying by right now, Congrats on your 19th, nice to see a marriage still going strong. Take care. ~~hugs~~
from candoor :
just wandering around following a random link path - hope you are still celebrating your birthday because it is a celebration of entering life and you are still alive... vacations are tough without funds and cooperation from a partner, hope you find all three soon...
from lobo21 :
You are well loved, and today hopefully you will have the best Mom's day ever. Happy Mother's Day!!!
from elliestuff :
That's really sweet, about "being loved". I liked your entry.
from mskindasorta :
happy birthday girlie xoxo
from mskindasorta :
Tribute site for my son and his friend urmywndrwall.diaryland.com xo
from rebeckajane :
Hey, sorry..I have not been around much lately, losing my boy has taken so much from me and I'm a bit of a mess. I'm moving back to this diary..I don't really have the energy to write in the thing I'm writing in at home for my boy plus write in my diary so i am going to combine both in this diary and close mskindasorta. Of course I don't mind if you read. I will let you know when I'm unlocked.
from dcalien :
I just watched pay it forward for the first time. It is a good movie though I did not expect it to end that way. Since I have no memory, I cannot remember where you live, if I ever knew. I did not know which direction to wave. Where are you?
from dcalien :
I just watched pay it forward for the first time. It is a good movie though I did not expect it to end that way. Since I have no memory, I cannot remember where you live, if I ever knew. I did not know which direction to wave. Where are you?
from dcalien :
I just watched pay it forward for the first time. It is a good movie though I did not expect it to end that way. Since I have no memory, I cannot remember where you live, if I ever knew. I did not know which direction to wave. Where are you?
from lobo21 :
A catch up would be very much welcome!!! Hope things are well with you and yours. ~~hugs~~
from lobo21 :
Here's my hiya back to you. Glad you are still around some. Miss you lots! ~~hugs~~
from fightn4life :
I got a short note from Becca and all has been silent. I lost her PW and UN..I'll be greatful when she can open her world back to mine, my prayers are with yours. Sandyz
from onadventure :
www.myspace.com/dcalien1 I am totally overloaded with starting up my new venture that I have little time to do things. This is my my space addy. I will add you when it comes up in queue unless you invite me first. Either way it will happen. Hugs
from me-me-meee :
Glad you're still around. I hope your health issues get straightened out soon. I can't believe your oldest is in 10th grade already! hugsssss
from fightn4life :
Let me know if you didn't get my e-mail ith user name-pas word. :) I used your diary land e-address. I need to catch up on your world too. :) Sandyz
from mskindasorta :
Sheesh girl, do I have to come over there and drag your bahootie to the chair and force you to type an entry? Or do I have to come over there and get shamelessly drunk with you so we can giggle like foolish girls, vent, bitch, laugh, cry and just have an allround wonderful girlie weekend? xoxo I miss you.
from impetuousme :
hi... thanks for the note... miss you too... hope things are well for you.... xoxoxo me....
from lobo21 :
I haven't been around much either. Hope things are well with you.~~hugs~~
from rebeckajane :
Hey girl..thanks so much for the well wishes for my boy..please don't feel bad..i know you think of us..take care..i miss you x
from lobo21 :
Wow, pretty busy, pretty busy. I hope you are taking some time to take care of yourself. I'm taking a bit of my own advice and trying to ease off the stress levels. ~~hugs~~
from lobo21 :
Hi ya!! I hope you are just a busy busy girl these days and that all is well with you and yours. ~~Hugs~~
from rebeckajane :
i just wanted to let you know i'm thinking of you and i miss you xox
from captainron :
Same to you :-)
from rebeckajane :
hi girl..no need to apologise..you know that..i miss you..i hope you are doing ok? love me =) hugs
from lobo21 :
hi there. Thanks so much for the note. I will email soon, well soon as I find the time. Take care. hugs
from forty-plus :
Are you THE Sandy looking for the story link? If so, it's http://www.theday.com/re.aspx?re=8bef3ebb-7f20-484c-a253-710f50ec2fc5. The police haven't released a formal statement - everyone is just guessing. My friend works for the State Attorney's Office and information came through there stating the older gentlemen's car was the one that crossed the line and smashed into Cam's. The sadness just continues.
from rebeckajane :
hugs hugs and more hugs girlie xo
from fightn4life :
I bet you see yourself heavier than you are, but I am with you on wanting to get back in shape. I saw myself in the mirror and thought...Good Lord I got big. Back to Yoga and the treadmill. Tomorrow. :) Sandyz
from me-me-meee :
hugssssss I don't know what kind of dosage instructions your medication has but when I've been on meds that hurt my stomach, I found that it helped to take it before bed. That way I slept through the worst of it. And the water instead of soda may make it easier on your stomach, too. Regardless, you need to take the medication because PCOS can cause much more trouble than just weight gain. Okay, enough lecturing. I miss you!
from rebeckajane :
I know we say this every year (lol) but let's make this year OURS, ok? I miss you, thinking of you and hope you are OK. Love me xo
from forty-plus :
Happy New Year!
from lobo21 :
Happy Holidays!!! Hope you and your family enjoy Christmas and New Years. ~~hugs~~
from trulypoetic :
Every time I think about it I want to cry…not because I’m out the items (even though it really bugs me because they were both gifts from Rick…) but because I feel like somehow I’ve been raped of a sense of belonging here at work. As if someone I work with dislikes me so much they can steal from me? That feels horrible.
from me-me-meee :
Well it seemed like one thing after another was happening that was eating away at my paycheck, and the car would break down or a utility company would demand money NOW or some other random thing would happen and it got to the point this past summer where I had to choose between internet and electricity so since it wouldn't do me much good to have internet and no power to run the puter, I picked ComEd. Everything is straightened out now and the bills are caught up, so all is good in the land of Carla. Hope you're well. hugssssss
from rebeckajane :
Aww I know you would and I love you for it. I never see you on chat anymore, probably because I go to bed earlier now. I miss you ..xox
from rebeckajane :
Hey girlie, I miss you too, hope you are well and at least one thing makes you smile today :) xox
from lobo21 :
Hi there!!! Thanks for the nortes. Miss you lots. ~~hugs~~
from livingwreck :
Just dropping in to say hi. (Good old gbook is up to the usual.)
from rebeckajane :
Thank you, and I know it will be, I'm just "tired", you know? Hugs girlie.
from dcalien :
As always you are ever thoughtful. I admire that in a person. Best wishes to you.
from trulypoetic :
Rick and I met on January 11, 2003. We got engaged on October 2, 2004. Remember this? http://trulypoetic.diaryland.com/assholeex.html In January 2007 it will be 4 years. Thanks for being there through all of it…..every last bit….think about that! That’s amazing too. :-)
from rebeckajane :
Thank you girlie, I'm ok :) xox
from rebeckajane :
Remember the other day when I said it's ok to cry, because it cleanses your soul?..well I listened to this song tonight and it reminded me of that, and you :) (sorry this is going to take up so much room..tee hee)....... Everytime my tears have ever fallen, I keep 'em in my pocket For a rainy day So when it's pouring I take them outside I let the rain start washin' My tears away But on a bad day When hearts are breaking There's not enough rain to carry All the tears away Everytime I'm blue I take my feeling I hold it tighter And I don't let go When the sky gets whiter And the air is colder I throw my feeling To the falling snow Everytime my heart My heart starts breaking I take this pain And I hold it down And I wait for the wailing When the wind is comin' And my pain is blowin' Through another town (Kasey Chambers)
from rebeckajane :
And she thinks you're the greatest :)
from fledgling- :
Here I am! *L*
from livingwreck :
No I haven't used it yet! Nothing new there!
from trulypoetic :
I got your note...you're the best. You've always been that way to me. Thanks muchly for always rooting for me, cheering me on and basically being such a great friend.
from starslacker7 :
yeha.. sometimes it does, doesnt it. time to figure it all out i guess... time to pick up the pieces. sometimes life really does hand you shit and then you get to sit there and play with it. nice analogy right? haha.
from nicim :
hey - thought i'd sent username/password. send me email at nicim@twisterjester.com if you didn't get it! XXOO N
from rebeckajane :
Aww I hope the little guy feels better. I loved that short poem, so little says so much sometimes. Have a peaceful relaxing weekend girlie xoxo
from lobo21 :
Hi ya! Star alignment, something in the water...who knows. Seems that miserable mood extends across the entire continent. At least I felt the same way today, and most of my co-workers have had bouts with it this week. Hopefully it's a 24 hour thing. Good luck on your diet, and here's hoping the little guy gets over the sniffles quick. Take care. ~~hugs~~
from captainron :
Thanks :-)
from trulypoetic :
Yah...sometimes it's just plain nice to get something for free. Especially something nice. This particular customer was moving away from Florida because he met some girl in a titty bar and they got married two weeks later in Las Vegas. So he was downsizing his things to fit on one truck. Sweet....his loss is our gain. I bet we have the chair longer than he stays married. *wink*
from lobo21 :
I hope things are going well for you and that you'll be settled into fall routines soon. I hope we will be too. Busy few weeks at the start of school season huh? Good luck to you. ~~hugs~~
from nicim :
password available at nicim@twisterjester.com. Thanks for asking.
from breatheasigh :
hi girlie..no i haven't moved to the new home of writing yet (lol) but will do hopefully this weekend, i've been so busy with college 4 days a week, training at the hospital one day a week, working all day saturday and a couple of hours 2 nights a week, plus being a mum to my three boys, oddly enough i feel ok, even if a tad exhausted lol....sounds like you are busy too......my course at college finishes in just over two weeks, so depending on work i have after that, hopefully i will have a little more time! i will let you know as soon as i have the new place to write up and running...i have not been online much and didn't check mail till this morning but there is no email from you..which addie did you send it too? anyhow been thinking of you my friend and catch up with you soon..hugs and love from orrrstralia ;)
from captainron :
I had a very nice time thank you. Sounds like you did too. Vegas is a tough place to get sleep though... Too much to see and do.
from h2ophobic :
I've added you to my favorites. I hope that's ok. Thanks!
from breatheasigh :
it's exhausting but a good kind of exhausting, thank you :). here's to a good weekend for you, relaxing and refreshing, have the weekend off and do something crazy, love ya, hugs my friend :)
from forty-plus :
There's something funky happening with your comments page!!! Help!
from trulypoetic :
Huugggssss for you too. We need to have a hug fest.
from lobo21 :
Poor little guy. I hope the results provide the right feedback. We're waiting for G, to have one too to find out if there is something affecting him. Hope life starts to give you some peace. Thanks for the well wishes, on the mend now. :)
from breatheasigh :
I hope life is treating you well, thinking of you my friend. xo
from captainron :
Thanks!!!!
from trulypoetic :
yah we finally found it. :-) It was nice..but extremely hot. I'm back at work and amazingly, my work is mostly caught up. They assigned it to someone else while I was gone. Woohoooooooo!!! I'm used to coming back and playing catch up for a week or more. This is nice. :-)
from breatheasigh :
happy birthday (i'm sorry :( ..of course i missed you..im glad the move went better than expected and everyone is ok..hugs girlie xo
from lobo21 :
hi ya! Thanks for remembering. :)
from nicim :
note from arc-angel666 in my diary. thought you would want to know. XXOO N
from breatheasigh :
Hey girlie, I hope things are going well and the move was not too stressful..then again..what move isn't stressful? wish I could of been there to help you. Hugs and stuff
from breatheasigh :
i wish i could help you, if i could i would xo
from captainron :
{{{{hugs}}}}
from breatheasigh :
hi girlie..just wanted to say i am thinking about you..i miss you and i hope you are well ..xo becka
from breatheasigh :
i have THE best idea..i emailed you about it..let me know what you think..it could be fun..it would be fun..it will be fun..we can make it happen :)
from lobo21 :
You certainly have a lot to take yourt mind off your own illness. Please take care of yourself, get well soon. Hope the little guy is feeling better too.
from breatheasigh :
if i could be there to help you i would be there in a heartbeat..if i could take your hand and take you away from it all for just a couple of days i would..if i could come hide with you..i would..i will be there one day and we will have that girlie escape weekend we have talked about for years..i promise..pinky promise AND cross my heart..tee hee xox
from breatheasigh :
happy mothers day sandy..hope you have a wonderful relaxing day xoxox
from breatheasigh :
happy mothers day sandy..hope you have a wonderful relaxing day xoxox
from breatheasigh :
sometimes..as tiring as it is..you just have to keep on keeping on..know what i mean? hugs my friend..xoxo
from lobo21 :
well I guess that's where cliches like "it's always something" come from eh? Prayers that you get that down time you're looking for. ~~hugs~~
from captainron :
Grrr. I've been trying to leave you birthday wishes but your guestbook keeps acting wonky... Any way I hope you have a wonder year filled with nothing but happinesss Ron
from lobo21 :
Happy day after birthday!! Yeah I don't like them much either anymore. lol ~~hugs~~
from breatheasigh :
you know what..in hindsight i should of remembered that anyhow cos it was only last week i was saying to you that your birthday fell on anzac day (the public holiday)..sorry again! jakey says happy birthday too :)
from breatheasigh :
aww man i feel so bad..i'm so sorry i forgot your birthday..to be honest i thought it was the 28th ;o/ ..yesterday was a public holiday and i had to work all day and then by the time i got home and did all the things i had to do i fell into bed early so i didn't even get on the pc..now if you give me you address i will send you over some tim tams as a sorry! tee hee..seriously i will though..cos i love ya :) happy birthday sweet girl..i hope it was wonderful xoxox becka
from breatheasigh :
you are beautiful..and thank you..i smiled thinking about you yesterday and it made me feel special and that summer is special because you remembered her..i'm sorry i have not replied to your email and i will soon..wishing we lived closer..hugs my friend :)
from lobo21 :
I love your rambling. Congrats on your anniversary. I am really happy things are looking up. One thing I've learned about moves, they happen whether you are ready for them or not, and no matter how bad it feels like, everything does get done in the end. You are so right...we do have to keep in touch more. ~~hugs~~
from breatheasigh :
(sorry i'm rambling?) you should never be sorry for rambling in a diary girlie..ever :) i thought you had already moved..must be the ditz in me that thought that..happy anniversary xox
from breatheasigh :
tee hee..i just realised that i said..hey girlie whats up?..but i ment it as in reply to you asking whats up..you know.. anyhow..just a thank you for being a friend this morning..you are the best :)
from breatheasigh :
hey girlie..whats up? life..people..i did write in the previous diary but not sure if i am going to give the password out..no offence or anything and it's not because i don't trust you..it's just because there's no point really if i am not going to continue writing in there..it was just a once of entry for now..anyhow i will email you about what i wrote about in there :) hugs my friend
from lobo21 :
Isn't it always that way? Just another day filled with another this or that, plus another thing to top it all off. lol Keep pluggin and soon the whole world will be crazy and you will be Queen Jester! ~~big hugs~~
from breatheasigh :
i miss you..hope you are ok xo
from breatheasigh :
hey girlie..just sending some love..miss you xo
from dangerspouse :
HAHA! Yes, "shit" does seem to describe it. Thanks for the note. Where are you this morning? No Instant Messaging so I can berate you in Real Time? *sigh*
from lobo21 :
a tough situation no doubt. Frustrating when you can't get the answers you need and you keep banging your head against the wall. Praying for resolution in your work place. ~~big hugs~~
from breatheasigh :
why don't you live in australia girlie? you're the best..thanks for being my friend :) xoxox
from lobo21 :
Oh I've had those weeks. Just wish there was a do-over button to go back. Wouldn't that be nice. ~hugs~
from lobo21 :
maybe not 100% but much better, thank you.
from impetuousme :
Thank you so much for what you wrote about "Regrets." Sometimes, you just make me cry.
from me-me-meee :
I finally gave in this morning and let her have cereal. Seems like wasted effort but she's gotta eat so oh well. The beans are dried up and gross now anyway. lol
from trulypoetic :
yes...we had fun last night. I really always have an amazing time with these ladies. What's better than a group of friends dishing about books and life, and oddly enough we never have cackle fests about men...something I feared and didn't want to have happen...and it doesn't. It's great! :-) This particular book is about her one daughter killing the other due to mental illness so it sparked much conversation and she shared so much with us, it was a fantastic experience.
from breatheasigh :
errm... NOTE.. lol
from breatheasigh :
tee hee hee @ your not in guestbook..i'll let you know the date ;o)...so i looked up that site..and yes it is like devon..nope i have not heard that song either lol...hugs girlie
from trulypoetic :
Great minds think alike! It's not too often anymore that I truly fall in love with a song or music. It seems I've gotten too wrapped up in school and in doing that I've lost the more creative thinking side of my brain. :-(
from lobo21 :
Wow. You have every right to a few sleepless nights after all of that! My prayers that things settle for you soon. ~~hugs~~
from lobo21 :
Always easier said the done I think. I'll give you the same advice you gave me as it was very sage advice. Keep at it and it'll all work itself out. ~hugs~
from me-me-meee :
Thanks hun. It means a lot to me. hugs back.
from breatheasigh :
aww hugs back at you girlie..thank you..one day we will run off for that week that we both deserve..hugs n mushies becka
from lobo21 :
hang in there!!!! ~~big hugs~~
from me-me-meee :
I've missed you too. hugssssss
from lobo21 :
~~hugs~~ right back to you. :)
from lobo21 :
Thank you much! Happy Valentine's Day to you too!
from less-than3 :
happy valentine's day!
from captainron :
Thanks Sandy, Happy Thursday
from lobo21 :
I'm really happy you had a good weekend, we could all use attention more often. :) ~~hugs~~
from lobo21 :
hey there! You go bite some heads off. Yes, you go do that before you dot another i! :) Hang in there. ~~big hugs~~
from breatheasigh :
just wondering if i need to clarify *claytons*?..in case you did not know..claytons is a drink you are having when you are not having a drink..non alcoholic..so when we talk about something that isn't something..we say claytons (we being those i know who say it lol)..so being i am not your sister..but feel like it..i'm your claytons siter :) xo
from breatheasigh :
good morning gorgeous girl..just wanted to say happy monday!..my monday..thankfully is over in just over an hour..i'm sure you will read about that when i get to write in my diary tomorrow night..i know it's monday and you probably have mondayitis (i know i have said monday many times but hey..i'm talking bout monday here lol)..but enjoy it as much as you can..love hugs and mushies from your claytons sis :)
from lobo21 :
and then it turns on full fawcett huh? Keep your head above water!
from lobo21 :
great news about the house!! And about your little one! Hope to see pics soon. ~~hugs~~
from impetuousme :
hey, i hope your son is doing better, and sorry about the panthers, and are you bringing the blindfold or am I? Seriously, maybe if you're moving anyway, you could move a little CLOSER to here. :) ---Sam
from fluttrbykiss :
hanks for the good vibes... :o)
from lobo21 :
I know you will listen, you always do!! Like I've always said. I am truly fortunate to know you and have you as a friend. I hope the little one gets better soon and the antibiotics kick in and help. Crossing fingers and toes for the work place as well. How was the house, did you get to see it? Hmm what's made me sit up and take notice....well mostly a real sense of being tired of letting my days slip by and trying to notice something even if it's something little that stands out in my day, something to make me think yeah, that was worth noting and remembering.
from trulypoetic :
aww thank you...so far the days been ok. Just busy busy at work scheduling students like a wild woman. :-)
from fluttrbykiss :
Hope your little guy feels better... If it's any consolation Influenza A is going around like wild fire EVERYWHERE!!! About 98% of the reports I've been doing for the last 2 or so months have been for flu and Upper respiratory infection symptoms.... Anyway... Yeah, I told y'all the pups were cute as crap... Did I lie??? ((hhuuggsss))
from fluttrbykiss :
Happy Wednesday to you too... And Nikki said there might be CAKE!!! lol... ;o)
from fluttrbykiss :
Yeah, Actonel one a week... Sit upright for 30 minutes... only take with water... blah.. blah... blah... Thanks for the good wishes!!! (((Huuggss)))
from lobo21 :
Hey there! Thank you so much for your notes! Yep, this is a New Year a more positive year, and I plan to stay upbeat and motivated. To find a sense of balance between my family and everything else. To not be so onesided in things and to have more fun whatever comes. I hope you have the best year this year! ~~hugs~~
from less-than3 :
gah! last i knew you had left, eons ago! now i just read kristy's diary and she tagged you for a meme and i see you've been back for a while! OMG! i'm so sorry i didn't even know you were back! i'm re-adding you RIGHT NOW! *hug*
from andsomedays :
hi sandy..thanks for the note..i read the one you put in dave's too.. *sighs* will be in contact with you soon..hope your new year is full of happiness..abundence..love and laughter..xo becka
from some-trouble :
I'm not sure when you'll get to read this, but I just wanted to wish you a very Merry Christmas & Happy New Year. I hope you have a wonderful time over the holidays! Take Care, Jo X
from trulypoetic :
awww I didn't send an invite because I don't have an address. I don't have a phone number...I don't have a way to send it. Email me your address pronto...I'll send one. :-)
from lobo21 :
long at short is I've fallen head over heels for her and I know she thinks it's crazy but sometimes you can't help it. :) I'm thanking you as she got my website through yours :) talk to you soon.
from lobo21 :
Hi shortst101, I know you haven't been around much , but I owe you big big ~~~hugs~~~ and an even bigger thank you!!! I don't want to be the first to tell you (he says coyly) so if you are wondering why, ask Becka. :)
from trulypoetic :
I miss talking to you too. I miss a lot of things now that I'm in college. Time to take long bath's. Time to paint toenails. Time to bake cookies. I miss a lot.... *sigh*
from andsomedays :
hia girlie..so sorry to hear about the situation with the house..if i didn't live wayyyy down under i'd be there in a heartbeat to help you..hugs n hugs n hugs n all that mushie stuff..becka :)
from impetuousme :
i'm so glad you're back to posting. you're like this island of sanity at times. the only reasonable voice among the mass of stupidity. thank you. :)
from forty-plus :
You'd better believe, if I lived a little closer, I'd be on my way to help paint and sort for the yard sale! :)
from impetuousme :
thanks for the kind words. you are such an angel. and i'm so sorry to hear about the house. it's all part of a big conspiracy you know, to kill off anything good left in the world. hope things work out ok for you.
from livingwreck :
Tell me time and place and I'll be there. Mmmm.
from lobo21 :
Thanks Sandy, an ear here and there coupled with a shoulder is always great to have around in those times that I'm not always handling it so well. So far so good. Mostly it's just a game of avoidance between Liz and I. We only see each other with the kids and it looks like this is the way things will stay. It's okay. I just really hope Liz and I can keep it together enough so it won't be too hard on the kids. Thanks for being here. ~hugs~~
from some-trouble :
Hi Sandy, it's so good to see you posting again. And I can't even begin to tell you how happy it makes me knowing that the relationship with your husband is growing stronger with each day. I hope you're able to write a little every once in a while, if not every day - I never did get to send that e-mail, but I *did* think of you often! [Hugs] Jo XXX
from fortybuddies :
Hi Sandy! So good to hear from you. I hope you will be posting more often. I think of you often ~ Yvonne
from radiogurl :
I'm glad you're back. Thank you for the note, and yes, a LOT of changes in my life over the past several months. It's been a wild ride and while there are times now that I get frustrated, it's never on the same level where I was before, thank God!
from impetuousme :
sounds like things are much better for you. i'm so glad to hear that. also, nice to see you posting again. i hope you keep it up. and you are right, life IS so surprising sometimes. ---Sam
from arc-angel666 :
Hey Sandy! Its great that your back. I'm glad life is a bit better for you and yours. So how's my buddy Nick?
from impetuousme :
hey welcome back. good to see you, and thanks for posting, and what the HELL is with going away for months and then not telling us a damn thing on your post when you come back???
from trulypoetic :
:-) I think about you a lot and wonder how you are often. I tried to call you but the number I had is now obsolete. :-(
from my-solitaire :
Definitley let me know if you move forward with those plans ^_-
from my-solitaire :
...already missing you
from some-trouble :
Nooooooo I can't believe you're not going to update anymore *sniff*. I've got your e-mail address saved though so hopefully we can stay in touch. Thank you for everything you've done for me in the past - I'll never forget all those times you were there for me when I needed a friend. Hugs, Jo XXX
from my-solitaire :
<3 You will be missed, I'm adding you to my address book right now!
from wolfgirl88 :
*heart* girl, i will miss you. good luck in life.
from forty-plus :
Happy Mother's Day! Always thinking of you, Y.
from lobo21 :
Fantastic news. I am happy for you that things are on the upswing. congrats bot on the wedding anniversary and the b-day. ~hugs~
from arc-angel666 :
Hey Honeybunny: I have been thinking of you a lot lately. I had a feeling I should stop by and see how you are. Its weird its (the feeling) is very strong and frankly I'm a bit worried, are You and Nick okay? Please let me know how you are.
from some-trouble :
Hi Sandy, it's not like you not to update for so long so I hope everything is ok? Did you get the results from the hospital yet? How is your Mother-In-Law doing? Hugs, Jo X
from trulypoetic :
Me miss you too. I think that you are just going through a lot and need to concentrate on other less frivolous activities than the big D-land. It's quite ok...but I miss you too and appreciate you telling me that today...cause I keep looking for the shorts to be all red in my list....no red shorts again I think...gah... :-)
from me-me-meee :
I miss you!!!!! hugsssssss
from some-trouble :
Hi Sandy, Thanks for the notes last week - I haven't been online so I'm sorry I haven't replied before now. My Mum appreciated your birthday wishes and passes on her thanks as well :o) I'm sorry to hear about your health problems. I'm sure you're in great hands with your doctors, but remember, that hand is always ready to hold yours at your next appointment. Hugs, Jo XXX
from arc-angel666 :
Hi Sandy: I am sorry to hear of your physical problems, I hope all is remedied for you soon. Hang in there Sweetie. As for your son who didn't make the Baseball team, he also should keep the faith. It just so happens I have a story relating to his problems, who would have thunk I'd have a story :-). I skip a grade in Junior high and my Freshman year in High School...so I ended up graduating at 16. I was and am a giant sports fan. My first year of HS was a big bust for sports due to my age...I didn't make the Varsity or even the Junior Varsity on any of the teams I tried out for. But I worked really hard that summer, gain some weigh and height and eventually made the Varsity squads the following year in Baseball, Track and Football. My senior year I co-captained the Baseball and Football teams. Tell him to hang in there. Tell him to make his hurt feelings a positive thing, it can be a source of inspiration, his diaappointment a source of fuel...tell him the sign of a true Champion is the ability to come from behind, to over come and prevail...alrighty then there you have it, my get one for the Gipper story...inspiration and perspiration a winning combination :-)
from lobo21 :
Hi you. Thanks sooo much for your note. My head feels like it's going to split in two sometimes with all of these questions. If you find the answers first please let me know. :) Big Hugsss
from some-trouble :
Hi Sandy, I'm so sorry it's taken me a while to get back to you - things have been kinda crazy around here lately. Thanks for the notes and for keeping Mark in your thoughts, as always I appreciate it more than you know. How are things in your part of the world??? I get worried when you don't update so much. Hugs, Jo X
from arc-angel666 :
Hi Sandy: Thanks for the hugs and right back at ya Honeybunny. You must be busy, you haven't written in a while. I hope all is well.
from forty-plus :
I think of you often. I hope you are taking good care of yourself. ♥ Y.
from dcalien :
Sandy you are so sweet to leave me notes. Sorry I do not often return them. I am a little weak from surgery right now, tho I felt like I owed you one or twenty :) hugs Dave
from arc-angel666 :
Hi Sandy: Tell Nic he's not alone half the world is sick with this creepy stuff. I got the double whammy because of my treatment, my immune system weaken and i caught this nasty nasty cold. Thanks for the lovely Valentine's statement it was very sweet of you. I hate the fact I sick on my birthday and alone for Valentines Day...who knows maybe I'll find her before the 14th :-)
from lobo21 :
Yes, it is nice to be seen again. Thank you so much for the note. It meant more to me than you know. HUGSSSS
from arc-angel666 :
Hi Sandy: Thanks Sweetie, but not to worry, I fine. I'm feeling better each and every day. Tell Nick right back at ya. So the corpate world still sucks...I didn't like it much when I was involved in it, but then it didn't like me either :-)
from raggedyanne0 :
i dont think that any one would mind you coming into your diary to complain that is what it is there for it is also there for the people who read it to console you.
from arc-angel666 :
Your welcome. Its pretty easy to say nice stuff about You and Nick. As far as making you laugh, the tests at the hospital were a serious pain in the ass especially when Nurse Evil was handling my equipment. I think its just an infection from surfing in dirty water after the first big rain storm and the last storm (the 15 day one) as left the Ocean looking like chocolate milk. Tell ya what, I won't go surfing in dirty water if you won't eat anymore Hyena's..deal?
from arc-angel666 :
Thanks Sandy, but don't worry. I'm a water guy remember, a surfer dude! Plus this way I don't have to worry about nasty traffic, I can just swim or canoe into LA :-)
from lostinmylove :
Hey there! I actually sent it to you before you even asked. (If you didn't get the email, let me know!) Take care!
from arc-angel666 :
Hi Sandy: Thanks for the well wishes. I am sorry to hear of your troubles and hope they are dealt with quickly. You'll have to excuse me I am really tired. I played a lot over the Holidays, lots of physical stuff then dealing with the nasty rain back at home in particular the horrible traffic and catching up at work and donating Blood has left me nearly unconscious....so when I first read you latest post I thought you said you had a Hyena. I thought thats weird why in the world would she go to the doctor for a Hyena? You mentioned you hurt I thought My God Sandy ate a Hyena no wonder she's in pain! You mentioned your ovaries hurt...Okay Michael get a hold of yourself, Sandy didn't eat a Hyena and even if she did it would hurt her ovaries...I decided I should reread your entry. Ah Hernia! Alrighty then. But after reading of your troubles I thought, maybe it would have been better had you eaten a Hyena lol. It is so very sad about the folk who had suffered through and those that have died from the Tsunami. Those stories you shared break one's heart. I have send money and donated some of my blood...I have AB negative, its rare and they are in need of it. My only hope is the ones who receive it don't start thinking their friends eat Hyenas lol. Say hi to Nick for me. Happy New Year Sweetheart.
from dcalien :
Thanks Sandy nice to see you again. Hugs
from ladybug-red :
I have had to lock temporarily. If you want to keep up with me my username is ladybugred and password is temporary. Sorry - I hope you can stay with me for a short period while I chase away the stalker.
from some-trouble :
Happy New Year! I hope 2005 is a fabulous year for you. XXX
from dangerspouse :
S H O R T Y ! ! Where'd ya go, toots? I wanna hear what kinda toys (or socks and undies) you got for Christmas! Throw yer fans a bone, willya babe? (Oh, and Happy New Year - get drunk and laid!) ;)
from dangerspouse :
Hey Shorty, MERRRRRRY CHRISTMAS! Listen, my wife is still down there by you. If you see her, will you give her a hug and a quick feel for me? It's our Christmas tradition. Thanks, you're a pal. Hope you have a Very Merry, baby - all the best to you and the family. Tom :)
from some-trouble :
Hiya, I just wanted to wish you and your family a Merry Xmas. I hope you have a lovely day! From Jo XXX
from arc-angel666 :
Hi Sandy: Happy Holidays! So how is Nick, Yourself and the others in your family? I read the last entry of yours and I don't know who the author was of that piece in Tulmud, but like me he was a lover of Women...He is exactly right on how a Woman should be treated.
from arc-angel666 :
Thanks Sandy. It has been an interesting 4 months...Alayna has been a part of my life for almost half of it. Opening up has been the hardest part for me since she been gone. The letter I read here in september started it all, as painful has it is, it was something I needed to do for me and her both. She was so amazing she has been gone for so long but I swear, everyone she knew still to this day feels her presence....regardless of how long she has been gone I still love her and there isn't a thing that will change that ever.
from arc-angel666 :
I am so sorry for your Niece. And it is true people can leave us so suddenly. And when it happens we always wish we had done something different. For years and years I thought of millions of things I wish I had done or done differently after my Sweet Alayna Kate passed. The lesson I have learn is to see everything, feel everything and be apart of everything...and when those temptations arise to say or do something out of anger or whatever I resist. This must be very traumatic for her and her sweet heart so terribly bruised give all the love she needs and hug her for me. I am glad to hear You and Nick are doing well
from less-than3 :
i'm in tears at my desk. that's just so horrible...
from arc-angel666 :
I doing fine thanks. I'll be leaving the mountain soon to head home, I thought about leaving last night but didn't want to face the holiday traffic. It was a great Thanksgiving 37 people stay up here in 5 separate homes and we were join by additional 8 people it was a blast and we all have so much to be thankful for. How are You and Nick?
from less-than3 :
eh. i'm doing okay. you know how it goes with me...one minute i'm elated, the next, i want to throw myself off a cliff. hehehehe. xox
from arc-angel666 :
Happy Belated Thanksgiving Sandy. I hope you and yours had a fine day
from less-than3 :
happy belated turkey day!
from forty-plus :
Happy Thanksgiving Day, Sandy! I hope you and your family have a healthy, happy day filled with love and hugs. xx, Y.
from impetuousme :
hey you, since i won't be around for five days, i'm hoping you will have tons written HERE when i get back.. .hmmmmm???
from arc-angel666 :
Hi Sweetie: Sorry to hear of all the physical problems in the family. Tell Nicky his favorite Pirate and Bad Guy says HI. As for the post on the Kiss, just lean in a little closer to your screen and heres a big Fish Kiss for ya!
from less-than3 :
thinking of you... <3
from me-me-meee :
I have your mind stored securely in a box under my computer. When you're ready for it, let me know and I'll give it back. Til then, hugssssssssssssss. I'll be praying for your family.
from my-solitaire :
You're really amazing :)
from impetuousme :
you already have the picture...
from me-me-meee :
hugsssssssss back. I miss you. Next time it rains, I'll go do a dance for Nicholas also.
from arc-angel666 :
Sorry to bother you again, I tried to sent an email to Nicholas via your email link here at diaryland unfortunately it was returned to me no such address. If it would be okay I'd like to sent this to Nicholas, with your permission of course. Is there a way to that? 19 folks turned out for Nicholas's dance this afternoon, we got soaked and it was wonderful, it rained hard but it was a warm rain. Everyone prayed for Nicholas. Its amazing how good it feels dancing in the rain especially when there is a special purpose..Nicholas. Let me know if theres a way to send this email to Nick. If these pictures of Nicky's dance turn out I'd like to sent copies of these to Nicholas also.
from arc-angel666 :
You and I it seems have started a new craze. Dancing in the rain. Yesterday in the afternoon it began to rain, my phone rang it was Bonnie. Its raining are you ready? I laugh and said sure am. WE live next to each other and met on our beach, but she had two others with her. Apparently the word had spread of our dance and others came out to play. There was a total of eight. I gather everyone and told them there is a purpose to this dance. I explain your son's situation and the stress your under and that we would dance for the two of you. And dance we did, it poured and we danced all the more. There were spins and twurls and jumps reminiscent of the Russian Caussacks of old. We circled then shuffled and chanted like you would see at a Native American Pow Wow. At times there was a modern dance feel that spread amongst us,cartwheels and leaps that suggested Carnival in Rio. The energy was high, and good spirits had by all. Tell your Son that on the beach in Malibu California a group of Actors, Writers, one Producer and a assistant Director danced for him and his Mom. What is your sons name? Tonite at sunset we shall dance again, we will each bring a number of friends, its raining now but the big one is suppose to hit late afternoon. We would like to sing and shout his name while dancing. I have stood in the rain before and felt its healing powers but never dance with a purpose and to my surprise it was so much more. For a man that plays bad guys in Film and TV this must look weird LOL.
from arc-angel666 :
As promised, it rained tonight and I danced in it. First on my deck, then out onto the beach. I spun, twisted and turned, arms spread spinning around and around. The entire time I thought of you, imagined you and I holding hands as we danced in the rain. I danced for 5 minutes, then Bonnie my neighbor joined me. She is a Producer of Commercials, fun loving, good looking and a bit crazy. She said she wasn't sure what I was doing but it looked like fun and thought she'd do it too. I told her I was having a dance in the rain with a friend who lived on the other side of the country. I told her your little boy was having some problems and you were worried and needed this dance. So Bonnie joined our circle and You and I and Bonnie danced in the rain until we fell from exhaustion. It was wonderful and cleansing. I hope all is well with you and your family. Good Night Sweetie
from less-than3 :
*hugs* my thoughts and prayers are with you all.
from impetuousme :
you are SUCH a fucking tease... :(
from less-than3 :
you spoke my words today. :(
from less-than3 :
sheesh. you don't get a rest do ya...i'm so sorry....*big tight squeezie hug*
from less-than3 :
i know. thx. xoxoxox
from less-than3 :
take care hon.
from less-than3 :
that is one helluva fish!
from less-than3 :
*hugs* as always, but extra big and strong now.
from arc-angel666 :
Hello again: First, I'd love to dance with you in the rain. Dancing in the rain.....there is something cleansing and energizing at the same time about it. Given the opportunity of splashing, twisting, spinning, arms spread face up as the rain beats down on you is a form of personal freedom. I have fond memories as a child doing that very thing and it hasn't changed a bit since then...I love it. AS far as your experience at lunch with the severe slope foreheaded loudmouth idiot goes...it makes me sad and sorry that I'm a external apendaged member of the human race. One good thing that came out of your lunch is proof Neanderthals still live. If you think back and imagine him in your mind I'd be willing to bet you can still see the radical slope of his forehead proving he and his closest relatives recently left the protection of trees, still dragging their knuckles and on occasion standing up right. I am sorry you and your friends had to deal with the mentally challenged Simians(resembling Monkeys and Apes) and at this time I'd like to apologize to all monkeys and apes for my comparison to the idiots you had to deal with. Apparently the man at lunch and the one who left you the car with a flat tire are related lol. Once again sorry you had to endure the idiot at lunch and I'll think of you the next time it rains. Good Night Short List Respectfully Michael
from less-than3 :
meh. crappy days all around, it seems. bring on the wine!! woo hoooo!!!
from impetuousme :
fuck, i almost forgot to thank you for the nice compliment you posted on my site earlier from this morning.. THANK YOU... i do SO love to hear these sorts of things...
from inkdragon :
It's all about moving to some Latin music, drinking some wine, doing a lot of giggling and generally feeling sexy! How's that sound?
from less-than3 :
i'm SO up for dancing with ya! and keeping happy thoughts for your son. :)
from impetuousme :
helwoh?
from impetuousme :
is there anything you can do? oh god, i'm thinking there are probably like three hundred things... but none of them legal, moral or ethical, so, I'll just have to get on the BIKE instead... and here's two links i've been reading for a while (regarding your request): http://chickpea981.diaryland.com/ and http://mrgrey.diaryland.com/. Perhaps you could submit something to this second one. If you're feeling nasty or something.. heh... Also, the first one, as you'll no doubt discover if you check her site, is a girl that lives in the town I live in. Hmmmm?
from impetuousme :
i DO feel that way today.. TOOOOooooo....
from impetuousme :
hey, how am i supposed to comment on YOUR entries if you don't make any? anyway, if you want to hear the song, you'll just have to come HERe and listen.. and regarding "Life is..." just what sort of mood are you IN today???????
from impetuousme :
and?????
from arc-angel666 :
Hello: She was a beautiful Woman with a wonderous heart. Thanks for the kind words but I fear even on my best day my words couldn't to justice to who she was or how I felt about her. Most folks have a defining moment, or time in their lives, this period can amount to minutes to others years, and for a lot of people its disappointing. Everyday I thank the Powers that be for allowing her in my life. She filled my heart with goodness and made me a good man.
from impetuousme :
what?
from impetuousme :
you already have my optomism and attention... as well as my pessimism and inattention.. heh... and we're moving on to show and tell are we? mmmm... blush YOURSELF.. heh.... but seriously.. .thank you for offering to hold me.. sometimes.. it seems that's all i REALLY need... sigh... if only it weren't the virtual kind.. mmm... sometimes.. so MANY.. if onlys.... sigh again.. but thank you again, for being so sweet.. for being so attentive and complimentary... for being YOU... over THERE...
from impetuousme :
i'm thinking YES, you can be greedy too, so long as it's my optomism and attention you are being all greedy about. i suppose ... heh... and you would lend me it all huh... just like that? you are indeed a sharing kinda girl... thank you, so much... for that... i'm thinking the "time" part, is the one i'd most like to share.. and... your expansive charm brings a sparkle to my eyes and your sweet demeanor makes me yearn for bigger and brighter things... if only that car of yours could be made to work.... THIS far... sigh...
from impetuousme :
you'll lend me a coat huh.. mmm... will you deliver it in person? will you lend me your car too.. and your time? will you lend me your optomism over an open fire???? heh.. i am SO greedy... more to come in hotmail...
from dangerspouse :
Hey there, ShortyBabe! Sorry it's taken me so long to get over here and acknowledge your nice note, but with the Troops barricaded in my computer room for the last two weeks I haven't had much on-line time at all. I love your new template!! Very, very pretty. Hope you're feeling better :)
from impetuousme :
oh wow.. i just came here to post on YOUR deal and there you were posting on MINE already.. wow... anyway... i hope you know that i am rooting for you... ya know... hoping that you ARE able to find that path to some sort of freedom... so often it seems i find myself wondering why people do the things they do..and others why they don't... and i have a question for you today... what would happen if you decided to go camping... by yourself.. or a friend or whatever.. if you just told hub you were going on such and such days, and then whent those days arrrived .. off you went... would your world collapes around you? would everyone just drop dead? would there be too much anger or resentment... what would REALLY happen you know.. if you just DID it.. without asking.. just TOLD everyone ... would it realy be so bad???
from impetuousme :
of course you can come be free with me.. all it'll cost you, is a dollar ninety three... all you need do, is find it in YOU... to climb in your car, and drive... i am here, waiting... hand out, and ready... are you?
from impetuousme :
you would miss me if i died and went to hell? hell, i would miss YOU too... :)
from impetuousme :
me too...
from impetuousme :
so.. what are we wating for??? :)
from livingwreck :
Thank you. And a big hug in return.
from impetuousme :
interesting. you were writing a poem about someone who'd died a year before, and here were thousands more going as you wrote... very eerie... indeed... seems life is just nothing more really.. than being born.. living for a while.. than dying... so.. what's the point of the stuff between?
from impetuousme :
thanks for all the postings.. very kind of you. and yes i HAVE wondered where you went... and if you were coming back... and now i wonder about you.. and the future...
from less-than3 :
your entry made me cry. because i don't know who i am either...
from impetuousme :
You always have such NICE things to say. Thank you so much for that. Your posting is so inspiring. I'll write you after I get back from swimming. Hope your day is going BETTER.
from less-than3 :
the outer banks. heh. gotta love a town called DUCK. good god.
from impetuousme :
ah, most excellent. glad to hear things arrived intact, and have now moved on to nervous... also, i hope YOUR day, is reasonalbe as well.. :)
from impetuousme :
I would be delighted to send you one of my novels. I'm guessing you've read back far enough to discover that NONE of them are published.. right? Also, you DID get the e-mail I sent today? One never knows with Hotmail. Anyway, if you are serious about wanting to read one of my novels, please let me know a good time. Meaning, when you have time to read it. I tend to get SO impatient. It will come as two e-mails, parts I and II, each a seperate attachment. And both will be in Word. Oh, heh, I almost forgot to thank you for asking... THANK you Sandy. So much. You are doing wonders for my literary dreams. Ok, I gotta get back to crying now. Thank you again. Mk. Mwah.
from impetuousme :
what stuff i don't write there??? everything i write everyday, i put in the journal... unless you are talking about the NOVELS????
from impetuousme :
I've just been reading a lot of your entries. First from now, to back in time, then, from two years ago forward. And now, it seems I have some things to say. First, your poetry is good. YOU are good at it. Like anybody that writes some of it strikes me more deeply than others, but all in all, I find your poetry rather, uh, surprising, I guess. But on the other hand, I should guess not, because, what the hell do I know anyway? All, I DO know is, some of what you write, resonates very deeply with me. Anyway, I just wanted to say that first, because, well, if i were YOU, that would be the thing I would like to hear, first, that is, I guess. Heh. Ahem... anyway. Next, I get the feeling that you hold back a lot, when writing in your journal. I suspect this is because of who reads it. Your husband perhaps, or your family. This makes me feel, like I am missing something of you, when I read. Something you've kept hidden. Something I want to KNOW about, and hope to one day find. So, for whatever THAT is worth. Ok, next, you say you didn't write as much on my posting as you wanted to, and that you have thought of posting on many other ocassions, and have not. Well, here is my response to THAT. The next time, you feel this way, PLEASE, just write me an e-mail: curious_sam@yahoo.com. I would love to hear from you, and will most assuredly write you back. It was so kind of you, to just reach over the wires, out of the blue like this, to tell me such wonderful things to this writer's ears. There are the kinds of things we that are TRYIG to make a living doing this sort of thing, just simply LIVE for. Or is that die for? Heh, I always get those confused, but I suspect you get my drift. At any rate, I just want to thank you once again, for being so THERE, when I have been feeling SO at the end of my rope. When I have been doubting myself, and where I am heading, and just, well, feeling like a stale piece of shit, or something. So, your message, was like a glimmer in the sand. That lost diamond ring, among the ugliness of a broken summer. Thank you, so much. And I WILL be reading YOU too, so, you might wanna be watching for me.
from less-than3 :
back to school ALREADY?!?!? when i was in school...we didn't go back until the thursday after labor day. wow.
from impetuousme :
thank you so much for posting what you did on my site. i am going through such an awful period right now, and your words, just did more good than you could have possibly known. so, today, YOU are my lifeguard, throwing me that line, before I drown. thank you, and i hope YOU have a good day, and well something better than THAT, cause you SO deserve it.
from less-than3 :
awww. thank you!!! :)
from trulypoetic :
Again....no reason was given. I was given severance pay, my pay from last week. (totalling one week for the week I worked and two weeks severance) and dismissed. "we are dismissing you from your position at..." What the fuuu??? I have never lost a job in such an abrupt and brutal way. However, I had an interview yesterday...one this morning...and my ex is faxing my resume for me (he's been a huge help in the last week and I've thanked him profusely) I have no home phone just my cellphone and no way to fax myself. I have no internet..just the library....and I'm managing to get interviews. Anyone who can't find a job...they just aren't trying. I have a second return interview on Thursday. Tomorrow I have to go to court over the injunction and ...right now my head hurts so bad I could sleep for a week. Both jobs I interviewed for are promising and pay the same if not more than the one I lost and are closer to my house. Wouldn't be a 45 minute trek. Once I have a job I'm sure I'll let it all loose on my diary. I gotta vent about those two bosses for'shurrr. But either way I'm ok. I can pay the rent for August and R and I are speaking and we're gonna work things out but he's not moving back in anytime soon. We're gonna see how it allll goes.
from trulypoetic :
there are things I said would never happen. Things I thought I'd never see. Now I have to try real hard to think of anything I haven't endured. I have to believe there's some reason I'm still here.
from trulypoetic :
I honestly don't know. They just had my desk cleaned, met me at the door and gave me my stuff and a check and that was that. I was dumbfounded. In all of my 34 years I have never had this happen. I swear it's karma...she's out to get me. However, had an interview this afternoon that went very well. Have another in the morning that knows a former boss I had and is very interested because of my "52 books read" on my resume. I swear that line gets me more interviews than anything else on my resume. At the library for the 3rd time today to check on things and get a map to the interview in the morning. Fighting with B and dunno... all I want is to talk to R. Wednesday have to go to that hearing and release the injunction. I'm ok tho....I'm so driven and focused it's sickening. It takes losing everything for me to think straight? Odd.
from trulypoetic :
I got downsized today. I got 3 weeks pay and an escort out of the building. I suppose it could be worse. I can at least pay the rent for August and hope for the best. I had an interview this afternoon. Same money...doing same basic type work wearing shorts to work. I dunno... I just hope they call. I'm ok for a few weeks...but not long. I'm stressed out..fighting with everyone...and I miss R with all my heart....but we have talked...things look hopeful...wednesday to court to deal with that...and i'm just trying hard to hang on...hang in...and not hang myself in the process.
from quixotic-one :
thanks for listening today.
from quixotic-one :
I called him at work. He came to the phone. I'm calling back at ten when they close. I asked him if he wanted to fix things. He said, "call me back..just don't get me in trouble." He got my letter the other day. He didn't sound angry at all. He sounded sad. Just like I feel.
from some-trouble :
Hi Sandy, thanks for the note! The docs seemed to suspect gallstones because of where my stomach was tender etc when they examined me. You're right, I do need to have a scan as well to check for gallstones - I needed the endoscopy too though because of the problems I already have with my stomach - I think the docs are just playing safe. I haven't got an appointment for the scan yet though. Hope all is well with you..... I miss you heaps too. Love 'n' Hugs, Jo XXX
from quixotic-one :
Charles the mailman just asked me to go to the movies with him tonight. ;-) It’s always good to have someone cheer you all up. I am also picking a date in August to travel to DAL/FTWORTH today. I wigged out...and things are falling into place today. Girls rule and you my friend...ROCK!!
from me-me-meee :
gmail is google email. There's a lot of features that don't mean much to most people but the thing that got it for me was that there's 1000mb of storage. It's in the beta testing right now so the only way you can get an account is to get invited by someone that already has one.
from invisibledon :
have a great weekend !!!!
from less-than3 :
*hug* from the bottom of my melodramatic lil' heart. :)
from fluttrbykiss :
Thanks for liking my new layout... I love it... And I love youre poem... huuuggss...
from quixotic-one :
ever wonder if someone you know has more than one name and hasn't told anyone? :-P
from neon7c :
email me at harmonicflake@hotmail.com and i'll give you one. :)
from fluttrbykiss :
Thanks for leaing me a note... And no problem about adding you... I like your writing style and your poems... Very cool... ;o) You should stay... ~~Flutter~~
from neon7c :
of COURSE you must keep writing here. no matter how far the lapse is. duh. :)
from dcalien :
sure sandy I always share the money. it is my prime directive. hugs
from neon7c :
heh. you give me WAY too much credit. xox
from neon7c :
xox. i think the chances of me actually shutting down are pretty slim. maybe a super-secret diary is what i need? i just worry sometimes about being...boring, you know? thx for your support though. always. :)
from wolfgirl88 :
*hug* Thanks for inquiring... Yes, I'm doing fine, but I've learned my lesson: don't frolick with idiotic boys. Gah, yeah...
from trulypoetic :
below is MP's poetry forum...there's so far some good poet's. Join join....you'll be glad you did.
from trulypoetic :
http://forum.wr.ca/?id=1448
from trulypoetic :
I got the 3rd book on Sat. Thank you! I'm gonna have to get busy and read read readity read.... You're the best!
from blu-ta2 :
No! thank you, for adding me to yours! Keeping you handy, cuz your writing is like candy!
from inkdragon :
05/10/04 Sandy, my Sweet! I hope you are alright. xx, Y.
from livingwreck :
Thanks for the dictionary help. I'll try and remember that website. Or buy a proper dictionary.
from dcalienz :
Sandy your notes mean a lot to me. Thanks. I wrote a letter to eric, he sounds pretty down and a letter is all I could come up with.
from livingwreck :
Thank you but I'm not that nice. Seriously.
from for-you-only :
Awe, that's so sweet. I wish I had a brother like that! (I don't have any sisters) My brother, two weeks after my birthday said, "happy belated birthday, sorry I couldn't get ya anything.." I like your layout. ttfn! (ta ta for now!)
from some-trouble :
Hon, you don't need to say sorry to me for a single thing! I've not exactly been about much myself lately either - I want to be about more, but sometimes life just gets in the way. Know that I'm still about though and still care. Husssssssss, Jo XXX
from me-me-meee :
I couldn't agree more. Thanks, hon! hugsssssssssssss
from livingwreck :
A couple of race jackets....Hope you're doing well.
from ladybug-red :
You rock! Great report card. -S
from dangerspouse :
Aw...YOU'RE poetry is great, baby!! :)
from tom-seb-jak :
STAT!
from ladybug-red :
Hope things get better for you soon. I'm sending good thoughts and hugs your way. -S
from some-trouble :
Thank you for being there hon. Your notes mean a lot to me :o) Hope today was a better one for you *Hugs*, XXX
from ladybug-red :
Thanks for the note love - things are better now but I had a hellish sort of week. Hope everything was ok about the dog. Sounds like a new pet in the future might not be out of the question? Take care. -S
from lobo21 :
Hey you! Sorry to hear Blackie's owner came 'round. I feel for your son. Similar thing happened to me when I was about 8 or so. Hope this finds you well. I promise I'll email you soon. Many stories to tell, just have to find the time to tell them. Great big hugs. :)
from me-me-meee :
lol I know. I'm happy to eat everything in sight. In fact, I'm thinking about getting the chocolate cake I mentioned. It's just a good thing I don't feel the need to watch my carbs or I'd be screwed. LOL
from charminggirl :
Thank you so very much. Yes I thought the banner was cute, but of course I'm a huge Cure fan. Yes, I'd be honored for you to add me. Take care.
from captainron :
Yes, you are...
from neon7c :
YOU are amazing. *hug* i had to come to work too, today...and i have 3 inches of wet, heavy snow on the ground. sigh.
from captainron :
I know.... thanks :-)
from dangerspouse :
Thanks for telling me what happened to Sandy and Spongebob!! I almost told NewWifey(tm): "NO MORE BLOWJOBS DURING CARTOONS - I DON'T CARE HOW TIGHT YOU ARE!" But then I came to my senses. I realized that all my Diaryland friends could fill me in on whatever I miss. Thanks for the great note, baby! :)
from ladybug-red :
Thanks for the note. My sons are 14 and 3 (almost 4). I am hoping that by the time the little one is in full Mom-taxi mode, the bigger one will be driving. I do sympathize with your concerns about trying to be several places at the same time. Sometimes I think kids have too many choices. Whatever happened to playing in the yard with the neighbor kids until dark every day. I didn't have dance, sports, music, drama, gymnastics every day and I didn't turn out all that bad (I hope). Good luck. -S
from radiogurl :
Hi - I found you by reading that you'd named my diary among your favorites. After reading here, I'm humbled to extremes. And I hope that your MIL is doing better *sigh*. I wish that when doctors are at their most cruel, they'd be given the supreme honor of feeling what their patients feel - just long enough to get their collective butts together enough to get something done!
from neon7c :
i dunno. but if you find out, will you let me know? because the same thing is happening to me....
from farkenmen :
hey gurlie..check out our new layout :)
from flufflebunny :
thank you for your lovely note, it's nice to know people like my work. I couldn't do justice enough to Devian through my templating though, he's too fabby :) Btw your diary seems rather groovy itself - sooo many entries!
from andsomedays :
tried to sign ur guestbook but it wouldnt let me..how rude lol...........i hear what your saying..i used to be able to write with such emotion but these days i just cant express..sigh...hugs my friend :)
from devian :
oh sweetie, i'm glad you like my new template! you should really give props to flufflebunny (enola) who designed it just for me! isn't that the nicest thing ever?
from ladybug-red :
Thanks for linking me - it was a nice way to find your diary. I have spent a little time (ok a lot of time but my boss doesn't need to know that) looking through some past entries. It sounds like we have some things is common. I hope things get better for you soon. I will be checking up. You have some really nice poems in your entries. s-
from livingwreck :
Sorry to hear about your MIL. Shocking about the hospital - I don't understand how money can outweigh someone's health, but apparently it does.
from trulypoetic :
wow....signmyguestbook...grrr....but I understand. I still need a copy of office. Thing about it is I had it on the other laptop and ya know bf destroyed it in a fit of stupid jealousy. (men!) I think I could make a long list of shit he's destroyed in the last year. I might just have to do that just so I have to acknowledge that maybe he's not so great for me...eh? But I say this in your notes...so he doesn't see it. He'd just break something new if he knew I felt this way. *sigh*
from neon7c :
*hug*
from me-me-meee :
P.S. Love you too!
from me-me-meee :
Well, I don't want to fill your notes with it all but if you im me in yahoo, I'll explain it. For the diary version, start here: http://me-me-meee.diaryland.com/dirtysocks.html
from dani-lou :
Hello, I'm searching for new diaries and found yours. I'm just wanted to say hello. Toodles, Dani.
from neon7c :
same to you!!! :) happy v-day!
from some-trouble :
Thanks for the note and the e-card - you're awesome too you know hon! If I *did* have wings you'd be one of the first people I'd visit - I'd have to collect Yvonne on my way though so we could both drop in for coffee and a chat *grins*. Take Care, Hugs, Jo XXX
from dangerspouse :
Thanks for leaving me your thoughts on the Dell, babe! Hopefully it'll become reality soon and I'll get to harass you more often :)
from captainron :
Sorry about your Panthers... um, well, not really.... They did play a good game though. Hopefully we'll see you again next year.
from me-me-meee :
haha you do have a point! She can go ahead and hang them in her house. I'm not going to!
from invisibledon :
oh cool we do have a lot in common
from me-me-meee :
And I LOVE LOVE LOVE you! :D
from me-me-meee :
Thanks sweetie, your note really meant a lot to me. (Made me cry actually, but that's okay.) I don't know what the hell's wrong with me but something is. Almost sounds familiar, huh?
from lostinmylove :
Thnks for the suggestion, but we have been down that road. We went to counseling after his first affair.. that obviously didn't get us very far... I'm glad to hear things are going better for you these days though.. hang in there.
from devian :
you are my new best friend for liking my painting...THANK YOU! <3
from me-me-meee :
As fucking happy as a girl can get when she's *cough*inlove*cough*. ;)
from trulypoetic :
hey that's pretty spankin' kewl....you better write about that deal-i-o!!
from me-me-meee :
(This might be in your guestbook too) Well one entry a day, my dear, but you're deserving of a similar entry too. hugsssssssssss
from trulypoetic :
I never heard of her, but I have now. I could use some "uplifting" right about now, eh? :-) Thanks for telling me.
from mousepoet :
yeah i did one. it's in the exit interviews tab i think.
from lovelynight :
That's for sure! I am at least grateful for the Seahawks making it to the playoffs. First time in four years! Eh, the Panthers are going to get there butts kicked, but, yeah, at least they got this far!!
from neon7c :
hang in there, hon. be good to yourself, ok? xox
from trulypoetic :
awww thanks....he was playing with my phone for hours today...snapping pictures of EVERYYYYTHING he saw then asking me if I knew what it was...because it was all close up shots.
from dcalienz :
Sandy you are so thoughtful. I appreciate you.
from some-trouble :
I just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas hon. I hope that you and your family have a wonderful day together! Love, Jo XXX
from invisibledon :
Happy Holidays -2003
from livingwreck :
Not sure if the gbook message worked....Just saying thanks for e-card. Or the thought, actually as it froze my computer. Hallmark - we should've known lol
from some-trouble :
Thanks for the note hon :o) The best e-mail to use is sometrouble@pigginsleepy.fslife.co.uk Thinking of you, Jo XXX
from some-trouble :
I noticed you hadn't updated for a while so I hope everything is ok hon? Hugsssss, Jo XXX
from livingwreck :
I was away for a bit but did notice you hadn't written for a few days.
from perceptionss :
Oh Sandy =) Thanks so much for the Clifford book. I stayed up late all night cuddled up in my blankets reading it. It made my Christmas and thank you so much for thinking about me because I know your in my thoughts as well.
from neon7c :
gobble gobble. :)
from me-me-meee :
Oh trust me, my head still hurts and I started groundwork on figuring it out almost 9 years ago. LOL hugsssssss back at ya. When you get a chance online, im me. I wanna tell you something but I don't wanna write it here for fear of feeling stupid if someone else were to read it. lol (and no, everyone, it has nothing to do with getting in Sandy's pants. It has something to do with wine, a tree, and a tagboard.)
from soulrape :
I hope things get better soon. Sometimes life just plain sucks, but for the most part you can always find something good, just focus on that something good! Much love.
from me-me-meee :
Isn't that the funniest thing you've ever seen? One is tweaking the other one's nipple and they're both looking forward like they're not doing a thing. It cracks me up!
from me-me-meee :
Oh, everything is fine. I couldn't get into my play diary and I want a new layout. It'll be unlocked in a few. hugsssssss thanks for asking.
from me-me-meee :
I wish I remembered what the bet was. haha! Actually I do remember that it was something like "I bet your boobs are 2 cup sizes bigger than they were" or something and we got so into the argument that she said "I'll send youa pic and when I prove it to you, you have to make a layout of your boobs." I hoped she'd forget it but she kept at it and then when I went to make the layout, she was telling me all these colors and changes she wanted made - so I said something about "After all this, I want you to write an entry in your diary about how beautiful my left nipple is." and she did. haha Anyway, I have to leave it up for a week but it isn't staying up for a minute longer. Sorry you had a bad night. hugsssssssssssss
from captainron :
Thanks for the wonderful note, you made my afternoon. Sorry about the toe, it looks awful. Hopefully it will heal soon.
from invisibledon :
ouchy on the toe things - and yes I knew you weren't complaining about the bikini issue - I wish I still had the link to her portfolio site there were really some really great shots in that one.
from andsomedays :
ouch that looks painfull..i know when i fractured my toe one half of my foot swelled and i couldnt walk properly for weeks..its been 6 months almost and i still get pain! well nothing much has changed here..spent the past 4 days in tears again..im soooo tired of it..i move soon so things might get better then..i hope so anyhow..miss you gurlie..i sent you a email but not sure if i sent it to the right addie or not..take care..thinking bout you :) huggs
from invisibledon :
she did have some photos from her portfolio up where she wasn't wearing anything but those were done out in the Rockies B/W very good photos - I can't use those on the site
from some-trouble :
Hi Sandy, thanks for your notes the last couple of days. I loved your poem 'I don't know', and was wondering if you'd mind me adding it to my poetry page with a link back to your diary? I don't have a wishlist at the moment, but with my birthday and Chrimbo coming up maybe I should think about adding one? - lol Hope today was a better one for you hon! Much Love, Jo XXX
from andsomedays :
hia gurlie..it's been a while..things have been crappy as always lol..BUT i do have something to tell you..about my uh BUM lol you know what i mean *wink wink*...my pc is still playing up and i had to uninstall aol..but will try and get it on tonight...my hard drive is dying so not sure how long till i have a good working pc again :( but this guy is going to come fix it this week i hope...anyhow just wanted to say hia and i miss our chats...talk to you soon :) hugssssss
from invisibledon :
Happy Halloween 03
from radiogurl :
Just read 'here come the tears'. *Hugs* I hope that you get to touch the dreams closest to your heart. Your words certainly touched mine.
from livingwreck :
We'll have to arrange a time.
from me-me-meee :
Thanks sweetie. They look sweeter than they are but you know how that goes. LOL
from neon7c :
that is CLASSIC!!! :)
from some-trouble :
Hi Sandy, Welcome home! I didn't expect to hear from you so soon after your op, so it was a lovely suprise to open my messages and find one from you. How are you feeling? I was wondering if you'd mind if I had your address? I'd love to be able to write to you occasionally - that is if you don't mind of course. My e-mail addy is jo@pigginsleepy.fslife.co.uk It really is good to hear from you. Get well soon hon, and try not to overdo things. Much Love, Jo XXX
from livingwreck :
Yum
from mad-prophet :
just wanted to say hi :)
from livingwreck :
Thought you might like the 'roos. I think the one on the left is Jack....lol
from some-trouble :
Your poetry and your words are as beautiful as ever. Hugs, XXX
from inkdragon :
Here's the situation. http://not2day.diaryland.com/unlovable.html
from me-me-meee :
That's a good reason to watch that show! LOL!!! I could go on and on about it. I love it!
from trulypoetic :
I miss talking to you too. I miss f'ing around on the Internet all day at work too. But my wallet thanks me. LOL. Can't have it all....don'tcha just hate that?
from andsomedays :
huggggggggggs and more huggggggggs and more hugggggggs :) your such a beatufiul person!
from invisibledon :
oh yeah most of the missions are on going - so feel free to make up any that you want
from jdknght :
but it hasn't been a great read lately....password is/was street. do you remember your username?
from rebornpunk :
No problem. Thanks for writing back. He's one of my faves too! <><
from invisibledon :
couldn't do that even if she is a bitch I just can't bring myself to hit women even when they deserve it - i didn't hit her when she broke my nose so lords knows I'm not going to do when she is just being a bitch
from invisibledon :
Have a great holiday weekend 8/29/03
from captivated- :
That's a great idea sandy, you should always be able to say wha tis on your mind, it's your diary! More power to you! :o)
from neon7c :
thanks SO much for the congrats & encouragement. i spoke with my mom on the phone last night. she said i should be very proud. you know what? i am. :) how are things with you?
from shortst101 :
i'm here if you need me
from captivated- :
You're right, they sure did find a replacement fast enough huh? Maybe your new boss will be even better though?! Try to stay optimistic hun! Ttyl
from me-me-meee :
Umm.. there's an email about it in your hotmail account. hugsssssss
from inscrutably :
thats beautiful sandy...
from livingwreck :
The what????? should've probably been nooooooooooooo. (About you not being on AIM as much, if at all.) And that last entry was so right.
from me-me-meee :
Is that poem for me? You're too sweet! hugsssss
from inscrutably :
lol isn't that a good thing though? you wont get bored or anything?
from me-me-meee :
Come back!! I was upstairs tucking the kids in but I'm here if you need me for about 2 more hours. hugsss again. Love ya.
from me-me-meee :
Yes ma'am, I indeedy do have msn. It's emotionless_1@hotmail.com and those bastards better not take away my Sandy or I'm gonna have to put their balls in vice grips.
from me-me-meee :
Aww how come? (If I'm missing an entry, bear with me and I'll catch up soon) Hope tomorrow is better. I have yahoo on if you need to chat. hugsss
from lostinmylove :
Thanks so much for what you said in my notes. I really appreciate it. It just amazes me how shallow some people can be... (the person that left that message in my gb for example.) Thanks again - hope all is well with you today.
from the29th :
That's as good an explanation as I've ever heard for it. {The faucet thing, I should probably mention. In case you are like me and get notes days after the relevant entry and then sit in confused silence wondering what the heck you're being agreed with about.}
from inscrutably :
lol yeah i like them too :) i really like this song its called "i know" its soooo pretty :) u should hear it! maybe one day i can send it to you on email or through aim do you have an email that supports large size files?
from livingwreck :
Hehe Very funny
from me-me-meee :
Good morning to you too sunshine. Hope you're having a good day. hugssss
from inscrutably :
Oh sandy, I'm sending out many hugs to you...wish i could lift that rainy cloud off from you...
from inscrutably :
lol that survey you did was soooo damn funny! i was laughin the whole time and especially on this part - 19.) You have no choice: you have to get buttfucked by a 10-inch steel dildo. Of these people, who would you want to administer the abuse? - lol hilarious!
from me-me-meee :
Yeah, they do get mad. She hates it when I do that. I'm now evil because I made her wait for ice for her pop til I cleaned 20 pounds of cat food off the floor that she spilled. *sigh* happy friday and hugsss to you too.
from me-me-meee :
I forgot to tell you about Enus the Penis.
from inscrutably :
lol ok u wash the dishes then and i'll clean the bathroom
from me-me-meee :
oops, I meant Billy.
from me-me-meee :
Billay Carrington sings it. I'm glad you're not too tired. I only made it for you because YOU are awesome, but yes, its sitting right here. hugsssss
from me-me-meee :
I didn't see that you signed my book when I signed yours, so thank you for the well wishes. Happy monday to you too! :)
from me-me-meee :
Thanks to pizza hut, I spent most of yesterday evening on the toilet and lost out on like $100. I got your mixed cd done though.
from me-me-meee :
I'll let you know when I make a copy and you can email me your address so I can mail it. Is there any other song you want? I have to download a lot of those anyhow so one or two more isn't a big deal.
from me-me-meee :
haha yes. You can have a copy. There's "the" song (Angel), What's Your Fantasy (Ludacris), The One Thing (INXS), Work it (Missy Elliot)(see title of my newest entry), In Da Club (50 cent), Face Down Ass Up (Ja Rule), Mesmerize (Ja Rule and some chick), Girlfriend (B2K), Country Grammar (Nelly), Country Girl (DF Dub), and for filler I've already got some songs on his pc that I'm gonna use like Arms of the Angel (Sarah McLaughlin), Air Force Ones (Nelly), and Can't Stop Loving You (Phil Collins).
from me-me-meee :
I've got my list ready to make my CD. I'm going to call it Hornballistic and that song will be the first one.
from me-me-meee :
Me neither really, but I've always had this fantasy of driving down the road while masturbating so all the people in higher vehicles could see. I don't think I'd ever do it but if that song was playing I might just change my mind.
from me-me-meee :
Ha! I did too and then I realized I shoudl save it for late at night after the kids are in bed. I might find in on ex's pc and download it so I can burn it since I don't have a burner. Then I can convert it to cassette and get horny in the car. ;)
from me-me-meee :
That's how you know its curbed. I left a subtle hint that only 3 people understand. LOL (If you want it to stay curbed, don't listen to that song. I had to stop listeing to it so I didn't go hornballistic again.)
from me-me-meee :
Well it certainly curbed mine. Did you see the title for my most recent entry?
from me-me-meee :
Or curb his? LOL
from me-me-meee :
He changed his music. hahahahaha
from me-me-meee :
He said something about having to sit down for 10 minutes because if he didn't, he'd get stabbed in the stomach. I know he doesn't really neeeed either but it was still funny. LOL
from me-me-meee :
go to his peegoo page in the archives and rotate the pics. he's got a naked pic on there. (I'm so flustered that I wrote that to myself first. haha)
from me-me-meee :
I meant he doesn't need a magazine but that works too. haha
from me-me-meee :
Think he's in the bathroom with a towel and a magazine yet? Oh wait, what am I saying? he doesn't need a towel. He has us.
from me-me-meee :
I'm having a blast! I'm sitting here with this bad girl smile on my face and your comment made me laugh out loud.
from me-me-meee :
I'm getting meaner by the minute til he answers. ;)
from me-me-meee :
I got it from kazaa but any downloading program should have it.
from me-me-meee :
I'm tempted to go from bad to mean if he doesn't answer his tagboard soon. hahahaha (I left you a message in a way on it, btw.)
from me-me-meee :
I downloaded the INXS song because I didn't remember it. I still don't remember it but I'm ready to start winking at the nearest tree again after all that!
from me-me-meee :
You're right, I don't know what it is about him but it's something.. and that music doesn't help. You have a great day too! more hugsssss
from me-me-meee :
I know, hon. I was only kidding. Darn hormones made me feel like I was on fire and ready to go hump a tree. hahaha
from dcalienz :
Sandy, I always gain strength from your words of encouragement. You are a wonderful person. I wish we all would treat everyone as you treat me. Thank you *hugs*
from some-trouble :
Hi Sandy, thanks for your message. I did like Mickey, it just didnt seem to suit me and I felt kinda weird... like the way I do when I wear a skirt, all uncomfortable and I keep pulling it down - lol. I'm glad you like the one I've got on my diary now though. It was like pulling on a fav pair of PJ's and snuggling down under my covers again :o) I'm sorry that things have been awful for you lately, and I feel bad that I only just read your last update. I felt so tired after all the appointments the last couple of days I didn't read any diaries and it seems like I missed so much. Remember though, even if I don't write I'm still thinking of you. Love you hon! XXX
from dcalienz :
HUGS sandy. Hope your day is going well. I have not been around much, and I appreciate your well wishes.
from mad-prophet :
Just dropping by to say hi. Hope all is well.
from kidneygurl :
Thank you for your note; hope I bring tears of joy to you : )
from dcalienz :
Oh thank you so much Sandy. You are in mine as well. Hugssssssss back atcha :) ouch.
from inscrutably :
"your best wasn't good enough" - that was sad :(
from perceptionss :
Hang in there Sandy...even complaining gives you a chance to vent. Smile for me =)
from inscrutably :
oh cuz u're married...lol...sigh...yes that sucks....
from perceptionss :
Sending you BIG HUGS also Sandy =)
from dcalienz :
Sandy, your support and hugs and kisses are very powerful. Thank you so much.
from ericintervw :
My dear Sandy...Thanks for letting me Interview you. I did get your email and I'll respond ASAP. Smile for me, okay? Here's a link to your Interview...http://ericintervw.diaryland.com/030602_72.html
from trulypoetic :
today's entry is my poem for my MAD man. :-)
from mad-prophet :
I know that feeling all too well.
from some-trouble :
Hi Sandy, thanks for your message. I know you care, I really do. I didnt choose my words too well in my last entry and I think I gave off the wrong impression to a few people. I meant that the people that care about me realise there is more to me than being a walking talking illness. My real friends see past that and have got to know me as a person too. I've gone back and edited my last entry, so now I hope it sounds better. I'm sorry if what I said came out wrong the first time. The poem that you and your niece wrote was great. I couldn't help but think of all the times I visited the beach when I was a kid, and it brought back some really happy memories. Thank you! Lots of Hugs, Jo XXX
from lovelynight :
I'm alive.
from some-trouble :
You took the words right out of my mouth. I may be a million miles away, but I'm always here whenever you need me. XXX
from inscrutably :
hmm i'm not sure if u're guestbook works cuz it said something about communication error but this is what i wrote - :) thanks yeah i feel it compliments my mood perfectly
from dcalien :
Thank you for adding me to your favorites list.
from dcalienz :
I doubt I can ever catch up on your diary with that many entries. Just wanted you to know I am working at it little by little.
from the29th :
Very, very true. If the year keeps progressing like this we won't even make it to September.
from the29th :
Sure, there's always room for one more. This month is scary.
from wolfgirl88 :
Have you tried working with tarot cards before? Amazingly, they can give you much needed insight. My (favorites, by the way) two packs are Shaman and Vision Quest Tarot. If you do decide to get tarot cards, you'll find the pack that's right for you- when you're drawn to it. Remaining on the topic of these cards, you could also go and see a professional reader. *shrugs* I just think this a pretty cool alternative to...anything else. :P *huggles* -Natalya-
from captivated- :
((hugs sandy)) because it sound slike you needed it =)
from some-trouble :
Hi Sandy, thanks for your message. I think I should fly you and Inkdragon (Yvonne) over here to give Mr B the long overdue boot - lol. Plus I'd get to meet you both then too; sneaky huh? - lol. I hope all is well with you, and if I dont speak to you before, have a great weekend. Love, Jo XXX
from invisibledon :
oh it was someone reading like 60 pages in a day and it was out of the carolina's so i was eliminating suspectsof who it could be
from inscrutably :
yeah i understand...you have to be cautious about certain things
from inscrutably :
Ooo is that your little boy? hehe the gbook wont let me sign that fast :)
from invisibledon :
no I figured it out - not important - how are things ?
from invisibledon :
hey do you know what BTI is ?
from wifemotherme :
I just found your diary today from a note you left to someone els (I dont recall who now)But I wanted to let you know I will pray for you and I will add you to my list so that I can keep up, thus remimbering to pray more so. My heart goes out to you and I feel like I want to give you a big hug.
from inscrutably :
Thanks... *hugs*
from invisibledon :
*BIG HUG* keep a good thought things get better one way or the other
from wolfgirl88 :
I'm so happy for your kids! ^_^
from invisibledon :
acknowledge mission accomplished status promotions will be forth coming ') What's up?
from some-trouble :
The one little thing is to move 10% on the ability scale. You can see the scale on my diary if you haven't a clue what I'm going on about - lol. I'm at about 30% at the moment and it really really sucks. My one little thing changes every day though - tomorrow it'll be something totally different. Yesterday all I wanted was a bar of chocolate :o) Hope you're ok? And thanks for the user names. I'll be in touch soon. XXX
from some-trouble :
Hi Sandy, thanks for your note. I do chat on MSN, AOL or Yahoo. I'll e-mail you my user names if you'd like them? I haven't had a chance to read you diary yet today, so I'll be back in a bit to catch up. Love Always, Jo XXX
from wolfgirl88 :
Remember that you are strong, so don't allow yourself to be taken under! I'm thinking of you, Sandy.
from silenttalks :
hey sandy..thanks for the reply..i got into your diary today but once again i cannot get into your guestbook...as for me being back online i have no idea when..im using casps pc (nooooo we are not nor are we ever getting back together) ....anyhow my pc was fixed but broke 2 hrs later..im waiting to see if i can rent one otherwise it could be weeks even months before im around :(....hope ur doing ok..hugs..email if you like..beckles7@hotmail.com
from silenttalks :
hey sandy.,..i've had alot of trouble gettinginto your diary this past few days...either i cannot get in at all or ur guestbook doesn't work..sigh huggs
from the29th :
When I read your last entry all I could think of was "The Language or the Kiss" by the Indigo Girls... "I said to you the one gift which I'd adore. Unwrap a package of the next 10 years unfolding. But you told me if I had my way I'd be bored. Right then I knew I loved you best born of your scolding"
from invisibledon :
Happy Valentines Day to you too @-'---
from mad-prophet :
Wanted to say hi and wondered if you still wanted a book.
from tigerfan :
I'm not familiar with David Gray. I'll have to check him out. Thanks!
from the29th :
"tell me" is beautiful
from tigerfan :
thanks for the note, I appreciate it.
from crazydaizy1 :
:) Thanks!
from invisibledon :
yes I certainly can attest to how things can seem to change over night - hang in there you are a strong person
from z0tl :
because i was under the impression that this was my dream... but thx for setting me straight.
from me-me-meee :
Its festivecelebrations but I'm appearing as invisible.
from trulypoetic :
Ignore me....I'm on drugs. There's just always a price to pay for things you want in life. I'm paying the price and its high. Very high. I am thinking of selling my books....
from tigerfan :
Must be nice to have a Tahoe without having to pay for it........I guess I'll never know that feeling....
from invisibledon :
Happy New Year
from lobo21 :
ayup, my 'old self' feels so much better than my 'out of sorts self' Hope one day my 'future self' shows up and gives me some tips on getting my 'present self' in shape. lol yes I do know i'm a goof but thanks for the heads up. Lots and lots of hugs to you. Can you tell i can't wait for you to post again? lol
from lobo21 :
Hope you are having a terrific Holiday season, and enjoying your most derevered time off. Lots of hugggsss to you!!!!
from invisibledon :
Happy Holidays
from gemini-tiger :
"OK, now that entry brought tears to my eyes. " the omnious music prolly didn't help either, huh? ;)
from tigerfan :
Thanks, Merry Christmas to you too. I hope your holiday is full of happiness and love.
from perceptionss :
I wanted to thank you for the kind note you left the other day. You might call it rambling but I call it bringing a smile to my face. Do take care of yourself. Eric
from mad-prophet :
If you want a book send a money order for $3.50 to Dan Mauro 20 e thomas 16th flr Phoenix, AZ 85012 Depending on when you send it may not go out til after the holidays
from tigerfan :
Thanks for the note. I appreciate it. I noticed yestereday I was on your favorites. I did read your 2 entries today, but haven't had a chance to read any more.
from gemini-tiger :
just a note to say i totally agree with your statement on Love's gbook! kudos sugah!
from mad-prophet :
my other email is darksoul@urbanpoetic.net
from me-me-meee :
In your gbook, I meant its too bad you had to go alone. The dumb thing told me I can't sign again that fast.
from pocket5 :
*blush* :::hug:::
from mad-prophet :
thanks for reading
from gemini-tiger :
thanks for the words you left me this afternoon! i've always been kinda self-conscious about my music...but i guess i can't complain too much if i'm the knucklehead posting it!!!! anonymity is really a powerful thing and these diaries really are a great tool in expressing everything...even tho i don't even know you, just thru these correspondences, i feel a kindred....thanks.
from gemini-tiger :
i added a cast of feelings page - so everyone could associate a face with the names i will be mentioning thru-out. if you get a chance, check it out. :)
from perceptionss :
Don't feel blue or grey Sandy...Smile for me:) Booby
from lousrose :
you are so amazingly sweet for saying happy birthday to me when I'm a complete dland stranger LOL thank you! and I hope you feel better soon. sounds like we've both had a really shitty weekend. xoxo whit.
from fate13 :
hey babe! I haven't been on too much. I will try to get on so we can talk later. Thanks for the note!-Ethan
from invisibledon :
I'm doing ok and feeling better I think I have beaten my cold - yea for me
from invisibledon :
how you doin' today?
from supernigger :
i hope u have a great day:)
from perceptionss :
Thanks Sany, ::HUGS YOU BACK:: Booby
from invisibledon :
sure I need a day off - oh wait I had one yesterday
from perceptionss :
Oh Sandy, you are so kind and brighten up my day with your kind notes. I hope the news in your current entry doesn't bring you down. Hang in there because you are truly a nice person. Love, Booby
from lobo21 :
boring halloween? wow, getting your two front teeth knocked out was boring huh? man I'd hate to hear how an interesting halloween would have gone like. :)
from pocket5 :
aww, thankies.
from fate13 :
Happy WEDNESDAY! -Ethan
from fate13 :
No problem hun. Cheer up, yeah? I mean..its kind of hard for me to relate to the having kid thing...but...you have two wonderful ones right? Cheer up! I command you!-Ethan
from mad-prophet :
Just wanted to say high and tell you I like your new design
from wolfgirl88 :
Thank you so much for the happy birthday! So sweet! Hey, just trust your inner self when you get to bumps in the road. Trust your intutuion. Once in a while take some time for yourself. Listen to music a lot (it helps). Peace.
from invisibledon :
hey no problem try not to let it bother you too much though and have a good day - do something for yourself - even if it's not cooking tonight take some pressure off
from invisibledon :
Let them know you are entitled to be pissed off if you want to be and if they don't want you to be pissed maybe they should try to be more considerate - don't start a war over it but I would guess this happens more than you like don't be a door mat - I was one and look where it got me
from invisibledon :
HAPPY TUESDAY
from fate13 :
You should IM me neighbor! I'm usually on yahoo. ;)
from fate13 :
Why, yes i am in NC. :)
from starslacker7 :
i caME across your banner and i just started to read. some of you poems are unbelieveable ... i really really like them altho ive been sure you've been told that a million times. well im gonna continue reading so keep writing and keep on smiling
from saara-7 :
*sends some more snow* I accidentally signed your g-book twice (d'oh ;), my computer's acting stupid again
from tay-parker :
I just drifted in by clicking on your banner... but I can totally relate to this entry about those moments. I had one of those moments just the other day. I love times like that. --Tay "Parker"
from wolfgirl88 :
Thank you for writing me a note! I never thought someone would like my entries!! :P I think your diary is really articulate and eloquent (big words, ha ha). Nice layout, too. Talk to you later. :) -WG
from raven72d :
you're a lovely writer...
from katehackett :
*blinks* I've only read a few entries, but you're amazingly articulate and ... you just have that element that makes me pause when I read your stuff. I'm truly amazed.
from lil-sh0rti :
dood. your diary is...so cool ;D
from captainron :
happy Friday right back at you. Stay dry and keep your feet firmly planted on the ground today. It's going to be breezy
from perceptionss :
Oh Sandy, you can be on my hair inspection team anyday. We must start enforcing such a law:) Love, Booby
from pocket5 :
hi. thank you very much for the advice and words of encouragment. i appreciate them. i am trying. you keep your head up too buddy :)
from judyblu :
just tired...
from judyblu :
I don't know...
from invisibledon :
have a good weekend
from silenttalks :
8 am in north carolina and 10pm in australia..a strange thought to know you are starting the day i have just finished..love shawn mullins..david gray and lifehouse!
from silenttalks :
sorry..from time to time my diary will be passworded for a reason i cannot go into..you are very welcome to still read it at those times..the username will be *silenttalks* and the password will be *beckles* :) ps..it's open again..
from pocket5 :
rock on with all that good stuff you're doing for yourself :)
from trulypoetic :
I had that dictionary thought... I just ..I dunno. Words haunt me. Ideas haunt me. Things chase me until I turn around and catch them and throw them on paper. I can't explain it. But I appreciate your kind comments...always.
from trulypoetic :
go read mad's guestbook.... LOL ...oh hell that was fun....go go girl...go read before he does a delete on my ass...ROTFLMFAO...I'm so naughty.
from trulypoetic :
Yeah he used to live in NC. But he doesn't live anywhere for long as you can imagine. Lucky for me, he's stuck in my pc and the Internet never moves. teeehee.. But I gotta be a whacko getting all attached. By the way, I got "him" to sing "I've Learned" by Andy Griggs just so I could get him to verbally say the lyrics. hahahaha He doesn't suspect my motives. I'll send you a copy of the lyrics since they can't be found online. I actually listened to the song and typed the words out just to egg him into singing it. ROTLMFAO!
from trulypoetic :
You're such a smart smart girl. P.S. Webster never drank any beer. lol (gotta make fun where there ain't none!) I'm doin well...confused. I'll send you massive email....soon soon. I promise. Just have had pc issues at home. grrrrr
from trulypoetic :
I was doin some monkeying around this morning. Want a olive? ;-)
from invisibledon :
Happy 4th to you too
from trulypoetic :
Thanks from the bottom of my heart. You made my day too.
from trulypoetic :
I'll even give ya gas money. lol
from trulypoetic :
awwwwwwwwwwwww I can't know everything... someone's gotta tell me. ;-) "He's" in Wilmington. Maybe you could put something in the water that makes all his "ego-valued" hair fall out! *snickers* I'm sooo bad.
from trulypoetic :
OMG I just found out in which state you live and that's where "him" is from and .....uh...could I send you on a death mission??? lol I was checkin' out the Mad's map.....you were on there.
from nakedthought :

HAPPY EASTER!

love,
Tiara.

from invisibledon :
Happy Saturday
from invisibledon :
Happy Valentines Day
from praiseandrew :
raise the praise for andrew!
from gaytales :
Pssst (I love you)
from nakedthought :
he will come here first next month. i'm crossing my fingers that he won't postpone it again ... :)
from nakedthought :
he lives in greensboro. care to meet sometime when i got a chance to go there? i must really need a friend when meeting him some time this year ... *hugs*
from nakedthought :
thanks for adding me to yr list :) btw, i hv a little confession to make. actually i found you when i was browsing the directory as you're located in nc and the guy i'm in love with resides there, too ... :) keep in touch, ok? *huggles*
from anas-mizfit :
I have not seen you online at all... Stupid Inet... But never fear I am not mad at you... Did you get my email..?? Hugggsss... Shell
from anas-mizfit :
Hey San, No Sweety I am not mad at you... I haven't gotten any IM's from you, and I just read my email this am... I'm sorry that you thought I was mad... Lots going on right now... You have never done anything to make me upset with you... Ok?? I'll be looking for you on IM... HHhhuuuuuuuggsss... Shell
from scentedrose :
I got a hairdryer one year for Valentines Day. That was the year he decided to cheat on me too.
from invisibledon :
Happy Holidays
from blue-hour :
Merry Christmas, happy holidays, and happy new year from THE CHANEL CHAINSAW MASSACRE! Hope you have a happy, happy holiday! http://blue-hour.diaryland.com/
from invisibledon :
whats up?
from scentedrose :
i have had those car phone fights....grrrr
from sinevil :
I read you profile and found it interesting. Matthew Good Band is a bunch of nice guys, good Canadians, (although the lead singer has been known to be a jackass). I was at a concert one time and I passed out in the middle of their mosh pit. A cop pulled me out and when I woke up I was backstage. All good.
from sinevil :
did you press enter? You would have to put "This is the first sentece
this is the second sentence"
from invisibledon :
thanks for the visual -- oh Happy Thanksgiving
from invisibledon :
So how did they do the tidal wave - that would have been funny to see them all acting like they were getting thrown about by water -- sounds like it was a very good time
from shatterdhrts :
Sandy, Hey... I totally understand how you feel... Hubby, kids, life... The whole 9 yards... Sometimes, it's just rough to wake up in the am... I am sincerely sorry to hear about your grandmother... Write me... ALSHEL0293@aol.com.... (the 0 is a zero... A lot of people think it's an o...) Shell
from shatterdhrts :
Hi... I just wanted to let you know I got your note.... Thank you so very much... I also signed your guest book... Write me sometime... Shell

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