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from silveringrid :
sarah is beautiful - but with a mother like you, was there ever a chance of her being anything but amazing? this is anna - silveringrid.diaryland.com. it seems like a lifetime ago that i was sitting in my closet, talking to you on the phone - i still think of you and wish the best for you. we should write letters once in a while if you'd like - email me at joplin3382@yahoo.com :)
from say-good-bi :
hey I just left you a gb entry but neglected to tell you that sarah is just so beautiful. I cannot believe how fast shes grown. I think of you often. I no longer keep a journal at diaryland but i come by from time to time to keep up with a few other friends who do. email me at kim82265@gmail.com.
from imonlyagirl :
hey.. i know it's been a long time.. maybe to long.. but i hope not. I found a letter the other day that you worte me.. and i thought of you. I just wanted to tell you that i still do think about you sometimes and i wonder how you are. You helped me through some shitty stuff when no one else would, and i'll never forget you for that. Maybe we can talk some time.. if not i understand. i hope things are at least semi good. -Kayla (ImonIyAGirl@aol.com)
from gkgrl :
randomly came across your diary... wanted to tell you i know what you say... the fear of losing yourself amidst yourself the baby the laundry the mess the unchanged diapers suppers breakfasts lunches dirty dishes .... but i can tell you that it goes away or fades and you find yourself again and regarding the ex... don't regret what happened don't regret your anger learn from it...it makes it alot easier to swallow if you can take something from it.. i like how you write
from fan4 :
I like this diary and ababystory. Why have you stopped writing?
from lingers :
i tried to email you and got an error message. i think i left a note in your other journal telling you the same thing. i hope you're okay kristy dear. <3
from syrinx :
thanks for the baby story, i was getting all anxious :-)
from vixenated :
Yay! That is such great news. Congratulations :) I'm so glad to hear that she finally come. Well done.
from silveringrid :
i hope all is going well
from brokenwings3 :
<3 aww.. ur guna have baby... sorry, i love babies... *sigh* well good luck with everything *hugs n kisses* meredith
from orangina21 :
It's sad that people have nothing better to do than try to make you feel bad. I think you should be proud that you are keeping the baby and doing your best to take care of yourself and her. I wish you all the good luck in the world- you will be a great mother.
from dirtysecrets :
dear girl, good luck through it all. i'd love to see pictures once the darling is born. never mind what others think, as long as you are smiling nothing else matters. good luck and blessings, always. ds.
from myasylum :
hey. so i read your diary and wow. i know that we havent talked in really long time but if you need anything dont hesitate to ask. im happy to hear that youre keeping her. love and hugs -mary
from silveringrid :
you've always transcended what others have said. and you'll always have me backing you up, even though you don't need it. i think you will be an amazing mother.
from zannathovoid :
oooh a girl :) if you lived closer id give ya lots of girlie stuff hee hee i have a little girl :) okay strange giddiness overcomes mothers when they hear of new babies coming into the world.. anyhoo congratulations, and dont listen to anyone (who says bad stuff) hell, your older than a Lot of first time moms, i work with 8 people who had thier first kid at Fifteen, be proud you werent one of them :) and sides... i think its great josh is still around, give him a good pat on the back for me for not high-tailing it out of their. good to see ya writing again ps. i know its none of my business, but i wanted to share in some of the joy so i hope youve not minded my two cents worth
from vixenated :
That's great. Congratulations. I'd really like to read your pregnancy diary if you want to mail me the link : ]
from kateness9er :
So, I hear you're pregnant?
from silveringrid :
"...she followed slowly, taking a long time, as though there were some obstacles in the way, and yet, as though once i was overcome, she would be beyond all walking, and would fly."-rainer maria rilke kristy, it seems like it has been forever but i just wanted to say what a beautiful shining diamond you are and never to forget that. i still think about you and wonder how you are. -anna
from dirtysecrets :
keep life interesting.
from zach :
I'd like the new addy. You know I've always adored you. I think I'm gonna email you too. Peace hun.
from vixenated :
I'd like the new address please.
from zannathovoid :
I would like your new address, your words bring hope. Oh great that sounded corny as hell. I just mean, I see that your progressing as a person. That sounded insulting. I'm on a roll here. Yes you see, thats why your entries mean so much to me, I never know the right things to say, and reading you helps me put things in perspective. Youve no idea how good it feels to know your not alone, someone out there goes through the same feelings and thoughts that you do, and they arent afraid to say so. Im still afraid most of the time, hiding inside lines of mediocre poetry. I started a new diary recently, one with actual thoughts and feelings in it, not just pretty words. This probably means absolutely nothing to you, not knowing who am hardly at all. Well Ive been silent, but I want to still be able to silently observe you as you continue to grow, as we are all continuously growing, its a beautiful process. I probably should have sent an email eh? Hmm. Oh well. mine is zannathovoid@mybluelight.com if you would like my new address as well, and send me yours please? thank you
from vixenated :
I know you've never been a fan of pity, but I'm sorry to hear whats been going on with you lately. Hospital is never a fun place to be, I know, but if it can help you at all, then it's worth something. Take care girly.
from crimson-cry :
I feel your pain. I live almost exactly what you write. Don't stop writing, it holds us together. And go read my new entries, I have a few new ones, and let me know what you think.
from silveringrid :
hey- me again- just wanted to say hi -anna
from vixenated :
Still here for you always. I know it's not the same as a real live next to you person, but still. It's a thought.
from myasylum :
you are missed. love and hungs `~
from vixenated :
=)
from carlas :
Hello. Just checking in. How are you? Hugs!
from silveringrid :
hey...well i'm not sure if you read these, but i just couldn't believe that it has almost been a year since i first "met" you. a lot has happened, eh. i guess i just wanted to say hey. and hope you're doing well. you rock, kristy. -anna
from vixenated :
I loved reading that entry about you and josh going on the 'non date' for the first time. Before you were going out. It's so nice how highly you thought of him, and how he ended up yoru birthday. The type of dream come true deal.
from carlas :
Good to see you back! :-)
from vixenated :
That's so nice, I'm glad you guys are together, it's nice to hear about the right people being together. And you know how you can think of something that he did, or said, or just about him and it'll bring a smile to your face. I get that too, with Tristan, I know it isn't exactly the same, but I know how you feel and it's lovely.
from vixenated :
Hey it's good to see that your diary is open once again, I've liked reading over your entries.
from dirtysecrets :
dont love me anymore?
from crackdmirror :
Hey--I was just going through my notes and stopping by diaries who have signed--but your is locked! I'm sure you have your reasons :), but I'm going to say "hi" anyway!
from coolassaward :
When's the last time you got an "AWARD" for being you? Do you like your ego stroked? Do you like stroking other people's ego? We all need a good stroking now and then. Have you ever gone to a diary and what the diarist wrote brightened up your day? Or really made you think? Have you ever wanted to let that person know what thier writing and diary meant to you? Well Cool Chicks is the place for you. I know your like what the hell is Cool Chicks? Or maybe you already know what a Cool Ass Chick you are. Well good! But isn't it time to let the world know about your Cool Chickiness?
from carlas :
Hi again. I got you're note. Yes, that'd be great. Thanks!
from carlas :
Hi, I've been reading your diary for a few months now. I started reading the older entries, but haven't quite finished them all yet. Is your diary going to be locked from now on? Oh say it isn't so! I've been checking in daily, way before you got Googled! lol Hugs!
from vixenated :
I hope things only continue to get better. I miss you, take care.
from vixenated :
Hey haven't spoken to you for a while [well this afternoon lol], well not properly anyway. Happy first diary birthday lol. It's so weird reading your diary, and seeing how much you've changed and how you are starting to move on. I wonder when I will do such things, I wonder when my life will change like yours has. I know, i know, it'll all happen one day. But just promise, well no don't promise, but just try and come on here occasionally so we stil know what you are up to, otherwise i'll miss you heaps! Take care, luv always.
from vixenated :
I've got transition diary up for a bit, I don't know if I ever told you about it, it was the middle of the road diary, probably when we weren't talking. Anyway I thought you might be interested to read these entries. http://ufoundme.diaryland.com/beatme.html and http://ufoundme.diaryland.com/sorry.html I may have completely forgotten and you did actualy read them, but ohwell, it's up for a lil while anyway.
from surreal669 :
I just wanted to tell you that your diary is beautiful and that it is really nice to see more people who appreciate Tori as much as you do. Keep your head high adn if you havent already done it there is a "see what Tori Amos song you are" test on my diary somewhere.
from trickymartin :
i really like your page alot. sending you kisses and big gushy hugs.
from vixenated :
I went to the library a few hours after we spoke online. I went to pick up a CD that I had on hold. As I was leaving for the check out I spotted Jewel's new album, so I picked it up and borrowed it as well. All I can say is that after hearing just those few Jewel songs that you're going to put on the present, if that boy of yours doesn't get all choked up or have a tear in his eye, then he can control his emotions extremely well. Those songs were beautiful. I would cry a thousand oceans of happiness if someone felt those words about me. I would give anything for someone to feel that way about me now. I would give anything for someone to care about me that deeply, and sincerely. He is lucky that boy of yours. Special actually. Special to have stumbled across you, and to have realised that he couldn't pass you by. That he had to have you. I only hope one day I can bring those words and emotions to someones heart, so that they share them with me. "Oneday, Someday". I know...
from bigshoe :
Good job. Do not stop. Only thing is, this is really it! Nothing never happens. I am glad that you are letting your brain work.
from heartshaped :
yes. someday soon. xo.
from heartshaped :
i think that we really need to talk, one of these days.
from orangina21 :
it's too bad that people can't understand that you need time and space sometimes. it is hard though, too, when someone you care about is hurting, to let them be on their own. i wish you the best. you deserve to find some happiness. oh, and that father of yours... grrrr!
from medicated :
i <3 disco
from crazeedevil :
hey, Im Anna and I was sexually abused. Im also a cutter. Itried so hard 2 stop wen my parents found out but I couldnt. I love ur diary. U put my feelings into words. Read mine sumtime, there aint much but its a start. Take care love Anna xxx
from orangina21 :
hope you feel better soon... for some reason, everyone seems to be sick this time of year.
from heartshaped :
feel better soon. you couldn't have picked better lyrics for me in your profile. thank you. keep in touch + xox.
from barenaked500 :
you layout rockith.;-)
from heartshaped :
thank you for nice words. i could say the same about you. keep in touch. xo.
from heartshaped :
thank you. :) keep in touch &take care. xo.
from heartshaped :
i like this place very much. &the layout is gorgeous. take care. xo.
from puremilk :
hi its me crum umm e me some time puremilk@ijustdontcare.com :)
from orangina21 :
putting the damage on- tori really knows how to express everything- almost too well.
from orangina21 :
love the new layout, it is neat. it suits you. oh, and trust me, under the pink is much better than anything britney spears could sing.
from shy-violet :
you go girl!!
from jackofhearts :
What caused The Accident? I mean, was the other car driving on the wrong side of the road or did you swerve for something or what? Anyway, I'm glad you didn't die.
from s-chicka :
Hey Kristy! i just love your poems so much. you are such a great writer/poet. keep up the good work. :)
from hymen :
I hope it wasn't my remark that made you remove the shirley layout .. I did like it only it made it hard ro read cos you had to scroll a lot and I am lazy ;-) but I did like the concept of the staring eyes on top a lot ...
from bloodstained :
tell your niece to call me in 20 years.
from overthrow :
Cool layout. I read your latest entry, and I am anti-britney, but your entry was good and it made me think differently about her. I kind of feel bad now. :) The concert sounds like it was fun, I checked out those O-Town boys, you are right. They are ugly as fuck. Oh well. Teenyboppers don't care, or seem to notice. Nice diary. *e
from findyourself :
Best layout so far, in my opinion. And I don't even like Gwen. (I'm assuming that's her at the top? If not, then I like it even better.) Color scheme is excellent.
from shy-violet :
hey the layout looks great girly!!! i'm jealous tehehe, and i'm sorry you feel so bad, it's a damn pity that people that hardly know you can put you down and make you feel so bad, just know that there are plenty of people around here that DO care for you adn want to help in everyway they can :) l8a chicka
from itylus :
Happy Birthday!
from joplin3382 :
kristy...i miss you
from rosswillboss :
I understand exactly what your'e going through with depression. At least you've got the guts to actually talk candidly about it in your diary. It's important to let off steam anyway you can. Hang in there. RosS
from shy-violet :
don't worry i already worship kayla :) keep up the good work and shirley manson rocks ( i was her in a past-life says sweetcherrie.com)
from overthrow :
You have a nice diary. I got the link of fadeneon's page. I'll definately come back and read more. Nice layout, too. *e
from findyourself :
Thanks for signing my diary and giving me advice. Just wanted to let you know that your diary does something weird, where I can't scroll down, so I never get to see what you've written. Strange and annoying.
from doremi :
I would say I love you, but they aren't words I will usually use. So I'm just going to give you a hug. :) Hope to talk to you soon. ~Cass
from hiddenscars :
shirley manson = YES!
from wingsofgrace :
you have a beautiful diary. which in reflection means, you have a beautiful mind. bravo.
from sinless :
hey baby. i'm so sorry i haven't been able to tlak much, but i've had alot going on in my life, thats a horrible excuse, but its true. I love you, and i hope you're going to find a way to bounce back soon. You always seem to recover, and it makes me happy when you do. I know sometimes i don't know what to say to make you feel better, but i realize sometimes thats ohk. and soemtimes, you just need love, and i can give that to you. you are one of my favorite people in the world, and i love you so much, i wish i could be there to hold you when you cry, and sit with you when you want company, but i can't. anyways, know i'm always thinking about you, and you're going to be ohk, no matter what happens. (p.s. i might try and come out there for spring break, so....keep your fingers crossed for that)
from kateness9er :
No, that was not me signing signing you guestbook "I want to throw up" (I would have signed that instead of this but my computer is horrible...). I have nothing but respect for you and your writing. I do enjoy your prose and really wish I could be as open in my writing as you are. I think it's ridiculous that people have nothing better to do than to trash you in your own guetbook. You spend a lot of time on your diary, and I know there are a lot of people that identify with you. And I'm sure it helps them. And yes, you're right, it's not your fault that our relationship went to shit. I'm so very sorry.
from orangina21 :
hey, don't let your dad take more away from you. remember, your life is your own, and you don't have to kill yourself to demonstrate your independence. hang in there girl. there are people who care about you.
from splink74 :
hey why did you take me off of your favorites list?
from fakesympathy :
wow. beautiful diary. you're in my favorites and i love it. i was hoping you knew who sings this song? who's gonna give a shit, who's gonna take the call, when you find out that the road ahead is painted on a wall and you're turned up to top volume and you're just sitting there in pause with your feral little secret scratching at you with its claws and you're trying hard to figure out just exactly how you feel before you end up parked and sobbing forehead on the steering wheel. you posted it on your diary. anyway, email me the answer to justgotpaidx@aol.com. thank you so much! keep up the good work
from zannathovoid :
iwas looking at your diary and thought i would leave note scince i like invaded your email. lol the world is one in all be true to yourself and others to the ones who love you to your heart
from brownsuga :
Kristy - its all good, I didn't really stop reading your entries...he he..I should be working..see - age doesnt=responsibility !! Last helpful (arse !) hint for the day...go to New Zealand !! my home country..everyone their is cool...have a good day..brownsuga..
from brownsuga :
Im taking it from your pleasant little diatribe that you don't like people commenting on your diary, so I won't read it anymore.I sincerely wish you all the best with your future.
from brownsuga :
Silentgirl3 I happened upon your diary when bored at work last week. And I have now read most of the entries. I truly don’t mean to be judgemental or harsh and am aware of your delicate state – but truly – you are way too young to be so all-consumed by trivial things such as this Mike fellow. I am not sure how old you are, but really, there is a very big wide world out there, waiting for you to discover it. I know that anyone older telling you this (I’m 28) probably comes across as patronizing and belittling – but really and honestly there are so many interesting, funny, engrossing people out there, that for you to be pining away for some boy seems a waste. I realise that depression is a disease, and that you will struggle with it for the rest of your life, but sitting in your bedroom obsessing about every detail of a teenage life isn’t going to help you learn to cope with the disease in the big wide world. Parents can suck, and by the sounds of things, you may not have the support you need, but parents are humans as well. This will sound completely trite, but have you considered going to your local junior school and helping out with remedial reading for little kids ? After school programs for under 7’s? The key here is that you need to stop thinking/over analysing yourself, and lose yourself in something more consuming. It’s not that you or your problems are not important, it’s more a case of you getting more balance on yourself, and everyone else. Perspective. I truly hope you don’t take offence at this – I don’t mean to dis you in anyway. Just thought I would drop you a line. Brownsuga

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