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when is it?
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would it be out of line if i asked if i could come?
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isnt it funny how much things have changed since we knew each other? before it was all sobbing phone calls and we were so sad! i cant believe i was ever so sad...but now its always about boys, near pregnancies (youre not the first), uncertainty. i know im not grown up. hell, i'm not even out of high school yet but you've changed so much and you are grown up, i can see that in you and you are beautiful, lauren
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I can't say that I have ever talked to you but I have read you for what seems to be forever. You leave a lot to the imagination but I hope you really are ok...
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i dont use msn anymore, i just have aim. [heardhercry] is my sn
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oh doll, i miss you! i love you! i am falling apart. it is good to hear from you. <3
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where are you?
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why do you say it in past tense? like i don't care and love you anymore..you know i always have and will forever. you are my doll and even though we dont talk so much anymore, i will always love you.
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your writing amazes me...i hope you don't mind i added you. good luck with everything <3
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happy birthday doll.
01-25-05
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acidic-heart : |
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man i miss you like hell.
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ruby--sky : |
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hey. i adore your writing. i hope you don't mind, but i added you. star xx
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i'd never lie to you
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you always have been
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you have an amazing ways with words. you awe me.
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psy-vamp : |
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That's sorta the way that I feel about my boyfriend. He's... changed about the way he feels. & I am forcing myself to move on, though I'll always love him.
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Hello, I've recently opened a new listing site, and I would like to list you!
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december7th : |
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it definitely has, madame. I spend more of my time these days on LiveJournal, &a lot less time writing. It was very nice updating today, though. perhaps i'll try again soon.
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acidic-heart : |
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i love you and you dont want to be a size 3.
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noinnocents : |
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Hey, you asked for my password but I just wanted to let you know I unlocked it..
xoxo
~Katie
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xsavemysoulx : |
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wow, i absolutely LOVE your diary! you're a REALLY good writer! and i feel the way you feel alot! i love your diary and just wanted to tell you.
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don't you watch 80s movies?
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From the moment SolarBabies opened with a man’s wise voice telling of the destruction and dehydration of Earth, I told myself that it couldn’t possibly get worse. That was until a pre-teen dressed in orphan rags skated down a desert slope shortly followed by a hockey team sharing the movie’s ludicrous name. The film had sunk into a hilariously feeble attempt at sci-fi and the only way to bear the rest would be to laugh at any pathetic sense of seriousness that came along. SolarBabies’ plot was stupid, unbelievable, and for the most part unoriginal. What little originality there was, wasn’t in the main plot, but in how they had managed to fit such idiotic scenes together to form a movie without adding surreal, psychedelic effects to it like so many 60s movies have done. Obviously, SolarBabies was meant to be taken in the utmost gravity. It was “dramatic” and “poetic” at all the wrong moments and scenes moved too swiftly without showing logical reasoning behind each action (although, thankfully, that spares the audience from watching one moronic scene for a tedious 15 minutes). And, as in every movie of its genre, the end was accompanied by a victorious revenge fight scene in which the heros kill, or at least seriously injure, all who have done them wrong. The plot, if one at all exists, is surely not the highlight of the movie. Originality wasn’t much better. Although the entire film consisted of one cliche after another, some were more memorable than others. For instance, a group of boys who happen to play hockey are favored by a cop over another group (why, it’s West Side Story all over again!). Mist would also appear out of nowhere at the most “powerful” moments. Perhaps that would work well near a water source (i.e, Lake, ocean, swamp, etc.) but it’s not very successful in a desert. The movie isn’t exactly brilliant with cinematography either. It’s colorless, bland, and mediocre. Any special effects that happen by are pathetic: The magical orb/sphere sparkles while flying—very high-tech . . . Not. Acting and dialog could easily fit into one category since neither of them really exists. Either it was the actors who made the dialog horrible or vice versa. Or perhaps they were both just horrendous. All together it was shallow, monotonous, and transparent. The jokes came out lame, happiness was obviously faked and the metaphors, which were very simple to begin with, were all too clear. Somehow I don’t think SolarBabies acquired any Oscars in Best Script/Actor/Actress. I have to admit, the part that really shocked me was music and sound. I had heard that the composer who did it was fairly talented but when the credits opened and a mixture of Richard Strauss and Star Wars blared through the TV, it couldn’t have been more opposite. It was almost frightening in its stupidity: Complete with Happy-Go- Lucky, Let’s-All-Rejoice dancing songs, eerie space noises, and freaky 80s “music” inserted at random intervals. The background music during dialog reminded me amazingly of elevators. All in all, SolarBabies is as laughable as its name.
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hey, the weight thing is hard. i don't know you have an ed or what. i have one and that shit is just complicated and hard and i've never been able to tell a guy i liked and i had those same "he's going to leave me" insecurities. so your not alone!
miramay
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that is okay. i understand. if you'd like to come back or something, i would let you in. you are too good to let slip through the fingers. {♥}
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i love you so much
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hi lauren. its rounds for steal away! & since it is summer, i wanted to know if you wanted to stay in steal away. though, usually i will kick people out when school starts up.
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Hey lover girl. ^.^
I love you like woah. xoxo lover girl.
~<3 Your Emo Boy.
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you are welcome. anytime. if you need the help or a layout email me. whatever...you know where i am.
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girlie, like i said if you need help to run cuttersclub, i would help. i realized that the layout is going all funky & doesnt work. if you would like me to make one free of charge, i would LOVE to! {♥}
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ohhh glad that you are complete. it's good to hear that. {♥}
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I've been keeping up with your diary. The way you write is beautiful and more poetic than anyone's I've ever read. I'm glad that I actually know you and that I'm your friend. I don't think I tell you that enough. Keep writing and I'll see you soon.
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no one's ever told me that they wanted to marry me. you're insanely lucky [but deserving of such luck.]
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shoot-down : |
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oopsy...that was me in emo-rambling. lol sorry
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you are very welcome.
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you run it? awesome. if you need help, you know where i am. i kknow what you mean, though. i run steal--away, witchweekly, & a few others & people let witchweekly die. so it is pretty much dead.
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keep what up much longer? dont go...i <3 you!
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thanks, i am leaving later but i have time to write. <33
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♥♥♥
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girl, i hope you feel better soon. *hugs & sends love* you are beautiful to me. <33
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I <3 your template,I <3 your diary, you amazing. <3 Love Charley xxx <3
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Oh yes love I also wanted to say... that is an absolutly beautiful template.
I love you.
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Oh yes love I also wanted to say... that is an absolutly beautiful template.
I love you.
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lauren... my pill... my dreamcatcher. i miss you. i hope with all my heart that you are doing okay. you are such a beautiful person, you do not deserve any pain. i love you... <33jackie
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Wow, your diary is amazing. I had no idea you were the one who started cuttersclub, i found your diary on a pending list for a review. That's a really good thing you do, running cuttersclub. I've used it many times myself, it is wonderful and helpful. I just wanted to say thank you.
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THATS OK BECAUSE I LOVE YOU
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ocean avenue by yellowcard. (that shouldn't be too hard to find a picture to if you check out the lyrics)
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yearlong winter by punchline. its an instrumental. make the picture black. it's the world around you.
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heh i dont remember. i will try and send it to where?
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steal--away : |
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your very welcome! i hope you got the email, but i emailed you all the details and such. Thankyou tons!
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steal--away : |
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you should join us at steal--away. yr writing is great.
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beautiful...as always
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readmypain : |
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I am sorry, both for you and for myself because I know the pain of this all too well
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readmypain : |
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wow........this is amazing. Thank you
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Hi! My name's Amber and I'm 23. I am writing a book about my personal account of self hate and self harm. I'd like to include some personal stories from different stages in healing, different sexes and different ages to show that no one is the same, but we all are hurting in ways that we are unable to convey. I do not intend on printing names, there is no length restriction and I will not censor. I have decided to also include poetry or just general opinions. Please email me if you are interested. amberwilliams43@sbcglobal.net
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hey i love your wriiting, and your poems are fucking briliant! you should check out my diary. leave me a note.
-katie
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lostintime22 : |
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ii love your writing can i please have the password to your diary?
* lor
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silentletter : |
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you are so gorgeous, you're definitely on my favorites. <3<3<3
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you. are. fucking. amazing. it sounds like things have been rough. but hey-- at least all of your emotions weren't wasted on someone who didn't know how to let them out. beautifuly. <3
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please.... don't go. <3
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bondagebear : |
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I wish I could take away all your pain... I hope you feel better soon... please look up! *hugs*
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i read all of your entries again +again in a loop, +you are so amazing, it makes me cry.
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x-fragility : |
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you are so .fucking. beutiful, it could blind me. <3<3<3's forever.
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uselesspos : |
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ok... what????
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Your diary is the only one I have read in here that actually made me cry. True art can make a complete stranger break down and cry. xoxo
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I'm going to and you anyway! :) hehe [[again. wow]] ♥ laura
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open-scars : |
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wow. you write so beautifully! [[[may I add you to my favourites?]]] <3
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i dont know if im part of that three but im glad youve decided that you want to be happy. im sorry for not being here for you lately but i miss you and i love you.
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mistychristy : |
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your diary is so beautiful
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oh how pretty you are. those scars may fade. your skin may feel plain. but you always pretty.
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I suppose I'll live. It's only 4 years.:throat closes: I'm rather intrigued by someone who lives in the same town as me, only blocks away. Never happened to me before. I'm still amazed.:blank stare:
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The middle school? lol. God I'm sorry. I'm finally out of that hell for good. :mutters: but I hear the hs is nothing but a bigger version of the middle school.
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purplemurdy : |
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really? DHS? Weird. I'm 14. how about you? and where at in dhs? I'm up on 4th street.
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we all have our flaws, doll, you just make yours more known. xokate
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the way you depend on razors so much reminds me of myself and it makes me sad that you have gone through so many horrible things. <3
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:( Im sorry that your hurting in such a way that you feel the need to keep cutting... it really does hurt to know that there are others out there who are hurting more so ... I wish the best for you .... I wish there was more I could say.....
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((((HUGS))))))) Im adding you to my favs.....
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&&& maybe somewhere along the way we can see each other and find ourselves. maybe then you can be healed.
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I love your diary...your willing to say things and tell people things that some people would be afraid of...adding you to favorite diaries if its okay...
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I found your diary by accident! I know how you feel about your cuttings! I feel the same! I love the scars that I have and I wish they would never fade! If you want to talk either sent me a note or say something in your diary!
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lauren, does cutting still mean that much to you?
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normally i would tell you to call me because that usually seems to help but i havent been doing so well for you lately and im sorry for that. call jade, im sure you could both use some affectionate words. i love you doll. ♥
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I LOVE YOU SO SOSOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH! more than pixie sticks, and coffee! Ilooooveyou!
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sad-doll : |
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Oh-- my your layout is too gorgeous! I swear it's so beautiful! So tell me about you what you love [boys, music, movies, food, anything] and about this boy you love darling. You are too wonderful. ♥ always, Audrey
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