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wow. it's my princess pollyann. the only woman i have ever loved. i wonder from time to time, what ever happened to you. you can find me on yahoo under blestec.zaloigra and i'd love to talk to you. i don't know if you even remember me, but i definitely remember you, as you're the only woman i've ever thought of and decided i could submit to. you were my hero, my mistress of fantasies, and most important, a mirror to learn from. i remember not only how dominant you came across, all the way from the mid-east state across the computer screen, but also so tormented. i can only hope for you that things are better than they were, that Bear is still okay, wherever he may be, and that you'll come check this one day and write me. as you can tell, this diary isn't updated, just there, but i'm here on yahoo for always.. write me dammit!! :) Blessed be, jesika

from euphoria21 :

I miss reading up on you, I have so many entries I had not yet read so please if you could give me your password it would be greatly appreciated...be well, from another submissive

from raven72d :

I hope I'll be favored with your password.

from sirenslave :

The onemodelplace link is for my studio, and for myself as a photographer. None of those photos are me, but they are my art. The woman you were admiring and mistook for me is Masuimi Max and the photo you see is from a photo shoot for focus adult taken by the artist known as Kelly Michael Charles Lind in a project we did for Focus Adult. Cheers ~

from raven72d :

the onemodelplace.com photos were what i was talking about.

from raven72d :

Phone sex is the best sex...

from euphoria21 :

Okay, so I just finished reading Bloody roses...twice. I didn't take you for the submissive type, now I think you have me confused but certainly curious..

from euphoria21 :

Your banner got my attention and then your diary did the rest. I did phone sex for 4 years. Interesting(the pictures that is)...

from ladypoetess :

Many congratulations on your win - can't wait to see pics, hear more about it, etc.

from raven72d :

Seahorses are most pettable... And do post more photos of Lux...

from wateryone :

"I wish you wouldn't fly alongside those seahorses." - this is my ultimate favourite saying from your surrealism generator! They are so great, but that line is beyond the powers of random generation. Is it rigged?

from raven72d :

The new banner ad is a delight! And Skinny Puppy... I saw them live twice, back in their "Dig It" era... Legendary Pink Dots opened for them the second time...

from taste-less :

I'm jealous. Lux is very lucky, and very beautiful. I'm so glad you are keeping your diary open, I love it.Probably going to cut tonight ;) XX

from wateryone :

Just think of me as the light across the sea :) You're welcome to come and read any time. Some days seem more beautiful to me than others, but I always try to capture something.

from raven72d :

Ahhh... Glasses and a necktie, and Lux's eyes and legs... I am developing a joint crush.

from raven72d :

"Film at 11"... She's beautiful... majorly so. Razor blades? Straight razors are better-- they have an antique stylishness. And if a girl is slender enough, if she's a hiphuggers and bare-tummy shirt girl... then along the inside of visible hipbones is a deeply sexy place to draw a blade. And gently, slowly, around the border of an areola...

from wateryone :

The thing I love about The Piano is how isolating it seems. Here in New Zealand one of our favourite poets has a line looking over a cliff to the horizon - 'everything was backing away'. NZers have always had a very uncomfortable relationship with their landscape. And Holly Hunter collapsing into the mud, I think that is one of the most beautiful moments on film. She is beautiful in her silence in that movie.

from raven72d :

I'll be looking forward to the entries.

from diva35 :

I'm glad you came back

from raven72d :

I hope you'll stay unlocked...You are on my Faves list.

from g1rly-g1rl :

well, thankyou! :D

from diva35 :

Hi I got that artclie from one of my local groups and I must say I agree with most of what you said about it I say most cause at i am at work and it took me more than a while to read it, and some of the details from the beginning are fading, but I would say that most that write about thing what ever favor rarely do true research into the topic that are writing about.. its that nature of the beast

from where-i-fall :

I like your name.

from house-elf :

Re: Slut - Amazing...Erotic...Insightful...Educational Thank you for coming back.

from neangel :

Ooh i've missed u!!!

from raven72d :

You're on my favorites list... I do wish I could have a p/w...

from ladypoetess :

I have very much enjoyed reading you, and I sincerely hope that you unlock soon, or that I might be graced with a password to your words...

from raven72d :

I enjoyed reading yoyr diary... I hope I can be favored with a password...

from chimericalmi :

you write one of the most amazing diaries on here and you have been one of my favorites for a very long time. I was very disapointed to find that you had locked your diary, and I hope very much that you will respond affirmatively to my request for the password? Heather

from raven72d :

You're on my favorites list... Which means that I hope I can have your password...

from misspleasure :

By any chance are you giving out a password to your diary?

from satan-martyr :

Your fucked up.........I like it.

from nonelovesme :

hey i saw you on a vh1 online dating special the other day. i couldn't believe it.

from symmira :

The website looks great. I even applied for a job!

from challenge-me :

all hail the pimpstress (bows down)... you have THE greatest taste in women (drools)... bordello rocks ;)

from ladypoetess :

Re: Phone Bordello design -- It's very nice, neat and clean. Easy to look at. However, on the right side, you have a frame that is overlapping the main text, and cutting off a couple words on each line. My moniter is set for 1024x768, and it still cuts the text off. Also, there seems to be a scrollbar missing somewhere - I can't scroll down to see the remainder of the profiles.

from neangel :

I am sending the older html in case you like it & want to change before I can get back online.

from neangel :

check your mail I sent one template for you! let me know if you want to use it or have me create another one.

from neangel :

i like the 1st one & then the bra strap one - but I think you should put one of your pics there!

from girl-aflame :

Hey *blush* Thanks for linking to three of my templates.. what a coincidence, that you're on my buddy list and I run Girl Aflame Templates. I'd be honored if you ever decided to use one of them!

from my-miracle :

I came across your diary and was at once shocked. You're great.

from flying-zebra :

Ooo, looookit me, leaving a message, I'm soooo cool! Clicked on your banner. Fun times. Peace out.

from xbro-kenx :

*wonders if you get email notification, or if this will just remain an unseen comment??* ... Hmmm, well, it occurs to me today that as i click the back button to catch up on you and your hand (feeling better i hope with a smile), that the entry i get taken to is NOT the one named in the "back" link. That said, hmmm...you must have some private entries. Which *in turn* makes me wonder "Well damn, i hope she didn't write about that broken girl in a private entry, without giving said girl a password to the thoughts..." *questioning look up at You...* Am i worthy enough to get a password, or...*shrugs* . . -the broken girl

from neangel :

well I'm not gone... ;)

from prowlingleo :

Wishing you a happy 4th, and thank you for giving me a great read!

from leely :

i clicked on your lovely banner and it brought me to your diary. its so beautiful<3333

from challenge-me :

we might have been sisters once... maybe in a former house of Master. what you are writing, i still can't. and what i do write is coded nothingness for what was...

from chimericalmi :

i dont know you at all but it must have ripped your heart out to write about dale but it was lovely of you to share your words with us thank you. you should write a book, you are amazingly talented writer.

from speranza- :

Well Lilly, this is after the email, so here's some more crap; forgive me. Got to reading the links about Old Guard and things, and eventually went back to see what else you'd had in store. Went to go veiw the shots you'd taken (and yes dear, it is beautiful art; i wish You could photo me that beautifully, though i'd prefer black and white stills.), and what do i see? You quoting me? Me???? Wtf? but yes, i'd let you carve me into trillions of little pieces. i'm enraptured by you, and would love to know i've helped bring a smile to the face that's filled so much with sorrow-saturated tears, but also i fear that nothing less extreme would free me, and even maybe not that, but...i'd give it a try. So don't tempt me. (And did you really need another phone operator? i need a job, lol)

from raven72d :

I have you on my Favorites list; I enjoy reading about your life. I hope I can prevail upon you for a p/w... And do you find that you can only masturbate successfully if you cut?

from dont-stop :

Don't stop searching, because something will eventually come around and kick you in the ass to get you moving again. It might even be your own foot that does the kicking. Excuse me if that doesn't make sense. I think I'm a little buzzed right now.

from neangel :

Ooh thank gawd! I've missed you! are you going to be in seattle this coming week? I still want you to pierce my hood...

from v1nyl :

May I request a login in? I do enjoy reading about your life so very much.

from chimericalmi :

AHHH its LOCKED!!! I love your diary, your words are beautiful...are you unlocking soon...or could I possibley get a password???

from prowlingleo :

Oh sweetie, please tell me you are unlocking soon. I think I'd die without your words.

from rope-burn :

NOoooooooooooooooo!!! I love your diary and now you have a password?!? I'm devastated! Wahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

from lilchrissi :

I just placed my last entry for a while. I'm sorry that I have to go so suddenly. But I will be here to check my emails and stuff, so please feel free to leave me a note from time to time. Maybe by some weird chance I will surprise you with an update. They just wont be everyday anymore. *sniff sniff*

from neangel :

Ahh hun I will never remove you from my privates thoughts umm I mean favorite thoughts/diaries... hmmm can't wait until june for seattle & the piercing!

from raven72d :

The 7 April entry is incredibly erotic...

from moonfairy0o0 :

first, i want to say taht i love your diary. the way you write, i just love your style. i also want to say that i totally understand your entry on panic attacks. i had never even heard of them when i had my first. and it'll feel like no one can really understand how it feels, but the especially fear that comes during it, and often times makes it much worse. but keep writing, it's really all most intriguing, even when i don't agree with your views.

from fangedfemale :

It would be so awesome if you were to write a book, you word things excellently and are so wonderful at describing things.

from beauty-slept :

wow. your words are so real - so beautiful. I long for the days i can write like that.

from neangel :

lillian, I noticed that there are private entries... I'm interested in reading if I can be so priveleged... ;)

from katehackett :

Thank you for writing as you do; the honesty is wonderful...I really enjoy your diary.

from raven72d :

The entry about blades is...stunningly powerful. (Do you know bloodyscars here at D-Land? She has some very poignant things, erotic things, to say about blades as well...) And "Litost"... I liked the way the word feels. I read Magyar, but not Czech. Nonetheless-- it's a lovely word... It has something of the Japanese mono-no-aware to it.

from raven72d :

Alaina is quite lovely-- the clothed portraits are at least as lovely and alluring as the nudes. And Lenore Claire is-- delightful. You have good taste in music... (I remember seeing Skinny Puppy with Legendary Pink Dots on the tour for "Dig It"...) And your biographical lists are just fascinating. I hope you'll stop by my site and wander through the older entries some evening.

from raven72d :

You're a lovely, lovely site to find this morning...

from heartracer :

your crate makes me think of my memory boxes. you remind me of myself in many ways, like treasures and quirks and emotionals and whatnot... i hope you know what i mean. oh, nevermind... i'm just saying many things strike a chord and stand as mirrors. also, at the risk of sounding trite... i really feel for you. your friend having AIDS must be something so painful, not even living with the pain can lead your mind to comprehend it. just love him with that brilliant heart of yours... nothing can take that away from either of you. take care. xoxox.

from prowlingleo :

Okay, inquiring minds wanna know...what's up with the twin site?

from roni-ann :

Wow. I'm impressed. You're great at expressing your feelings. I'll definitely be reading your journal more often and likely will be adding it to my list of faves soon. Oh, and I love the layout too :D

from katehackett :

Wow. nice writing...It's VERY profound.

from dominobox :

Well you're added to my buddy lists ;o)

from l-i-l-a-c :

Ur right with the drunk skateboarders they will do anything they ask them to. LOL Once i told my friend Micheal to run in nacked into the principal's office. but i was joking but he really did it. They tried to kick him out of school for that but his aunt is a lawer and went to court saying he is mental so they had to let him back into school with counciling. but he enjoyed every bit of it.

from bannerreview :

You've been reviewed!

from bloodyscars :

Still as exquisite as ever.

from dropsofyouth :

you're beautiful. love your writing.

from mercykilling :

hey,i came across your diary..well,im not sure where.but anyways..just wanted to tell you its nice...well not nice but reasurring...to see someone else who has an infatuation with razor blades. I have seen so many doctors who think they "undertsand the problem" but have no idea whats really wrong. Im glad there is atlest one person who does, even though i dont know you.

from dominobox :

Well get yourself a messenger like icq or yahoo or Aim or MSN and you CAN get to know me ;o)

from agateophobia :

oops. I'm a dumbass. Ignore me.

from agateophobia :

If I were you, I'd slit the bitch's throat, but I don't think you're that sort of person. Still, tough break, man.

from satan-martyr :

I had tea with god then killed him after wards.

from xbro-kenx :

oh....my god. Fucking and awe-fillingly beautiful... *and* something dealing with D/s, which i have had yet to find, except for my old diary of course... (http://tz-n-torture.diaryland.com) Don't stop writing, and i will be back most definitely. i realize now how good the banners up top really are, though terribly annoying. :)

from neangel :

are you serious about piercing me? Hmmm very tempting... =)~ Don't worry about your master 'trolling' me on yahoo. He seemed pretty real himself! ;) Well if you're serious let me know. I would rather my 'hood' be in good hands when it comes to penetration!

from bloodyscars :

Thought process...cannot comprehend the beauty of you and your words. You live the life I've always desired.

from heartracer :

youre not a lunatic, darling. you need an editor?

from dominobox :

I'm in awe. Thank you for that wonderful entry.

from luminaryssh :

aww crappola. I didn't realise I was still signed in elsewhere when I left that entry. The one from "sinfulreview" is actually from me. That teaches me for having two windows open!

from sinfulreview :

I stumbled across your diary via your banner, and wow. That party description was fantastic, although that video sounded like one I could pass on! I sat here wincing at the description of jewel's 'oaring' (paddling is a bit too mild a description), too. ouchers!

from cyndimae :

This girl can't wait to partake in such a scene as that, so many questions were bouncing around in my head, but the ending brought it all home for me. Very well done!

from raven72d :

Lovely story--and a great choice of Donne poems!

from redhorse :

whoowhoo!

from neangel :

bloody roses has now been added to my favorite entries. amazing if only i could experience that same submission. *sigh*

from heartracer :

! thanks princess.

from tanked :

you should write more. because i like it. kthx ♥

from heartshaped :

wonderful. <3

from dfirefly :

you're welcome, on the Art Spiegelman thing. have a good evening..night..day...whatever.

from heartracer :

fuck, sorry. i keep reading and then wanting to say something when i've already left you a note but... angelina jolie and trent reznor! yummy. and a rosary collection... i think i love you. i'm done now, i promise.

from heartracer :

p/s. you are all sorts of lovely and interesting.

from heartracer :

warm thoughts to you through the loss. ♥

from dfirefly :

Art Spiegelman wrote MAUS, I think. I like your diary.

from neangel :

a new reader... fascinated

from sylviashadow :

hey--just wanted to let u know that i run three diaryrings--verbalsmack, poetica, and ladylazurus--and would be happy to have you join :) sylviashadow

from skarekrow :

I think I love you.

from scaryinvert :

hey! i was reading those 100 facts and i was just thinking how cool you are. like being a tattoo artist.. <3 gonna add you as a fav diary! seeya

from bluecharis :

"52. Angelina Jolie, Trent and i will one day do it. Oliver Platt can watch because he's on my list too." Should you consider a fifth person, let me know ;-) Greetings, Charis

from enigma6 :

one word: amazing...i'm now glued to your page...thank you.

from yburuby :

i think the woman in The Piano became mute because she was raped... it kind of adds to the fact that after a healthy sexual relationship, she begins to speak again, without losing her piano..... such a good movie...

from sirenslave :

thanks!! i can't claim credit though it's a template done by http://pixiedesigns.diaryland.com aren't they great? i'm working on one that is my own, and mebbe getting ms pixie to make me one from my banner angel pic... go check her out, she's awesome!! Thanks for checking out my diary too, it's brand new! yay. siren

from heidiann :

Hi there. I just came in off your banner. You have a lovely layout. And being SPAM/pop-up free is definitely worthy of an entry! =)

from autumnal :

Your design is v. pretty and dark...

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