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| from dangerspouse : |
| Hi! Sorry it's taken me so long to get back to you. I was offline for a few days unexpectedly. Anyway, I vaguely recall having read your diary in the past, so I was aware if you and recognized your name when it popped up as having recently been updated. Now stop reading this and go finish that novel! |
| from dangerspouse : |
| Welcome back. Now...get a blender! Even if it's a 5-dollar garage sale special. They are so worth it. (Are you still working on that novel?) |
| from prolifique : |
| I am SO glad for you. I will keep you and yours in my thoughts, and wish that everything goes well! |
| from xxplaydeadxx : |
| I vote complete JACKASS moron as well. Luckily I don't have to see him again. I get to go back to the neuroligist I've seen a few times before. :D I'ma make a new layout right now. :) |
| from soapboxdiner : |
| ** love love love for you, sweetie. ** |
| from xxplaydeadxx : |
| YAAAAAY! =D I'm glad it went well! Poo on the pain though. :( But at least in the long run this pain is totally worth it. ♥ |
| from xxplaydeadxx : |
| That hair cut is so cute. =] ...Oh man. :( I'm sorry, really hope his surgery goes ok. How does that happen? Getting herniated discs? Give him a hug for me. Only you don't have to tell him it's actually from me. ;) How tall are you? ...It's ok. My fucked up family is partially to thank for me being the way I am. Both the good and bad parts. Frustrating, an endless rollercoaster, but...I don't know. I'm glad things have been this way. |
| from xxplaydeadxx : |
| Holy shit! 14 inches? That's a lot of hair. It's so awesome that you gave it to locks of love. =D Is your hair really short now? What kind of cut do you have? I like knowing about people's hair for some reason. Hair fascinates me. ;) What does B have to have surgery on? What weight are you hoping to get to eventually??? If you don't wanna answer that, I understand. :) |
| from luxelady : |
| hi sugar - don't beat yourself up! one slip does not destroy everything. did you let yourself get too hungry? you said in an earlier entry that you can't let yourself get too hungry cause that's when bingeing happens. we set these lofty goals for ourselves, such as fasting and we fall short of them and feel awful which sets up the cycle again and again. try to take care of yourself - you CAN achieve your goals!! sending tons of love and hugs your way...xx luxe |
| from xxplaydeadxx : |
| omg that note I just left you is extremely long. Sorry bout that. |
| from xxplaydeadxx : |
| :) No problem. Oh my goodness I'm so glad you posted Super Skinny Me. I watched the first part just now, and I'ma watch the rest later. :) I hadn't heard about it, but it'll be nice to see it now. :) Yay for you! ;) Hmm. I think the reason a lot of people, and maybe you, have problems losing weight, sticking to a good diet, is because we feel bad about ourselves. We have to accept the way we look first, and know it's not the worst thing in the world if we DON'T lose the weight. So we feel bad, and we end up eating b/c of that. That's what I do a lot. I see myself in the mirror and feel gross, and I tend to eat a lot which seems pretty stupid, but it really isn't. =/ *sigh* And you're allowed to slip up sometimes. If you're really stressed about something, it's hard to lose weight. That can make people gain weight, I've heard. So what exactly is it with the fasting thing? You start off at one time...explain it please. ;) I've been getting extra easily confused today for some damn reason. You can read my diary if you like. I'm sure you can tell, I ramble on and on and on. ;) So I have long ass entries most of the time. And I'm usually bitching. It's just my place to complain about my shitty family, my body issues, like fighting the eating disorder, and all the stuff that's screwed up with my body, like back and teeth trouble. If you wanna read it, send me an email and I'll give you the pw. [email protected] I'll leave you alone now. Sorry if this note is way too long. I'm in a talkative mood today. ;) |
| from xxplaydeadxx : |
| That song, Breathe Me, is so amazing. Have you ever heard Maria Mena? If not, you should listen to her, because she is soooooo great. =) And I really don't think that weight is terrible...I weigh a lot more than that...like...a lot...I got just below that when I was really sick, then got better and shot back up and then about 20lbs over what I was before I got sick. It's really quite frustrating. Just...don't let it keep getting earlier and earlier, the time when you start your fast. Good luck. :) |
| from luxelady : |
| isn't that article/site the shit!!? i have spent hours and hours pouring through it. i read that article and was like. FINALLY. this is what it's about. |
| from yeahsowassap : |
| stay strong <33 |
| from soapboxdiner : |
| Funny you should mention mental leaping in the direction of intuition. Have you read A Whole New Mind by Daniel Pink yet? Not *quite* about intuition, but about how the world is shifting from left-brain-dominant to right-brainers becoming more culturally and socioecomonically important in a variety of ways. Very interesting read! http://www.amazon.com/Whole-New-Mind-Right-Brainers-Future/dp/1594481717/ref=pd_sim_b_10 OK. I'm gonna go read the homework helper post. xoxo SBD |
| from soapboxdiner : |
| You're so beautiful, you know? I love that you think and recognize and process. Hard work, but it seems to me that people who take that time are more beautiful and full and "awake and realized" on the inside. ANYWAYS. Yes! I would love to hear your thoughts on getting the kiddo to shape up with his homework. Please do share your technique with me. :) |
| from boarderline : |
| stumbled across your words... you mention girls who never know their fathers always wanting to be princesses. they cant, cant they? no, not with a single (young) mother. and for some reason, it fucks with their self-esteem and perception of image. youre not alone, dear. i lost my father at age 3. from what ive been told, we were extremely close. now though, ive been wrestling an eating disorder for the past 5 years. odd isnt it? what a seemingly hopeless situaton. keep wrting, keep forgiving. <3b. |
| from luxelady : |
| girlfriend, get your ass to youtube and do a search for "jem and the holograms" - you will not be disappointed!! xx me |
| from mixedup : |
| Hi! There is an option to add an image when you sign into Haloscan. It's under the tab Members Section>Template>Settings>URL of Image. Hope that helps! |
| from soapboxdiner : |
| This too shall pass, and romance will be *only* romance that is shared in joy and love, and the dream will diminish and be less painful. Promise. |
| from soapboxdiner : |
| :( ditto on Luxelady's comments. I'm so sorry. |
| from luxelady : |
| i am so. so. sorry, honey. i am sending copiuous amounts of (((HUGS))) your way. |
| from prolifique : |
| I'm so very sorry. |
| from soapboxdiner : |
| OOOOOhhhh wow! Congratulations! You are going to be the very best mom. :) |
| from luxelady : |
| OMG!! OMG!! OMG!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!! congrats a million, babe! xx luxe |
| from kiracharleen : |
| Congratulations! I've missed reading you here. Glad you are back! |
| from prolifique : |
| Congratulations, momma! :) |
| from luxelady : |
| I hope you have a wonderful holiday sweetie. Enjoy your first married Christmas!! xx luxe |
| from soapboxdiner : |
| Thank you, mama!!! They're fun to paint. :):) Where are you moving? :( |
| from luxelady : |
| hey babe! thanks for checking in - it certainly has been a wild ride these days, that's for sure! have an absolutely fabulous wedding my dear, you will be an exquisite bride, i have no doubt. best of luck to you and your happy future with your honey. xx luxe |
| from luxelady : |
| happy early birthday, my dear!! have a drink on me! ;-) |
| from boxx9000 : |
| congratulations on breaking the two OH OH mark. I average about ONE pound per week, but it all adds up over the year. slow but steady. one day at a time. CONGRATULATIONS. |
| from luxelady : |
| i loved it!! thank you! |
| from prolifique : |
| That "living for yourself" part is always so hard. I'm so glad you've realized you're loved by those around you. *hugs* |
| from boxx9000 : |
| i found you by accident thru the recent entries feature. I've recently lost 50 pounds this past year. Life style change was the key. I exercise every day and I've gone vegan. |
| from xxplaydeadxx : |
| I read in an entry that part of you wants to be disordered...You don't still feel that way, do you? Have you ever had a problem like that? If not, trust me, you really don't fucking want an ED... :( |
| from xxplaydeadxx : |
| No problem. Yeah, the mind can be a bitch. =P Wow, you wanna be a psychologist too? I'd love to do that, just can't go to college right now because sooo much shit has gone down. Do you wanna be just like a regular psychologist, or work in one specific area? |
| from xxplaydeadxx : |
| I know what you mean about being afraid of being happy. Seems crazy to some, but it makes perfect sense to me. Like if you're happy, if something goes wrong you could just crash down and it's stolen from you. So if you just stay miserable, you don't have to worry about losing any happiness. My brain works like yours, I guess. |
| from skinny--girl : |
| to prolifique: i can't seem to access your notes or email from your diary, so i'll answer here: anyone who like is free to add me to their buddy list. |
| from prolifique : |
| Do you mind if I add you? I don't update anymore, but we have a somewhat startling number of things in common, not least of which is the weight struggle. Let me know, okay? |
| from luxelady : |
| thanks for the note sugar, it's always nice to know you're in my corner. yay for a dress!! you'll be a beautiful princess, i'm positive! xx luxe |
| from mamatomy4 : |
| I read your latest entry, and boy do you have it right about feeling unwanted, but not unloved. My birth mother was slightly older than yours was (she was 21) when she had me, but she had gotten pregnant from a married man, and had to give me to an oprhanage to be adopted because she couldn't care for me. I have a great mom and I have always been loved, but as a teenager in particular, I always felt like noone wanted me around, my opinions and what I had to say never mattered, and I felt...dismissed, disrespected, and just like a disappointment to everyone. I was in and out of psych hospitals as a teen with suicide attempts and an eating disorder, which I am still battling at 37 and with a husband and 4 kids, so I hear you. I really do. Your diary entry struck a chord with me and I want you to know I am here if you want to talk...my diary is in the process of being transferred from one name on here to another (I am only up to 2004!!!) so I won't have any entries for a long while. My private email is [email protected], so you can email me anytime. I know the battle with food (I am anorexic and I am still way overweight after having a baby 8 mos. ago where I gained 60+ pounds because my body was so starved that it held on to every calorie once I stopped restricting when I got pregnant, and I have been down to a low weight where I cold barely stand. I hope you feel better today hun, I really do. ~LauraG.~ Mamatomy4 |
| from luxelady : |
| yay for having set a date!! you must be so thrilled - i'm so happy for you! |
| from soapboxdiner : |
| Ahhh, I really wanted to take your advise, but it's ended and over now. So I guess that means on to new "firsts". But tonight I'm eating pizza and drinking beers and generally feeling like a reject. The good new? Tomorrow is another day! |
| from soapboxdiner : |
| And here you are too! Man, judging by your notes, you've been back for awhile! Yay! I have missed you here. I'm gonna go catch up and you now. :) |
| from neeeeek : |
| Magnificent quotes. Keep it up! |
| from luxelady : |
| hey sweet pea - i know all too well the pressures of losing weight before the wedding...please try to take good care of yourself, ok? i did all sort of crazy things to try and lose more weight, and hell, i ended up *gaining*!! it was so freakin' frustrating...have you guys set a date yet? how long do you have? if i could do it over again (and if had had more time than i did) i'd try to do it healthier...but then again...who knows? you don't have to listen to me, cause what do i know, really, i just want you to be a healthy, happy beautiful bride!! i know you will be! love ya |
| from luxelady : |
| hey rach - thanks for your strength - i felt it through the computer screen! all i want is a little peace and quiet from the drama, is that too much to ask? *sigh* luv ya |
| from luxelady : |
| i ain't got no ass-kickin' but i got HUGE ((((HUGS)))) for you...i hope you feel better soon...xx luxe |
| from luxelady : |
| skinny bitch rocks!! be warned: you WILL become veg'n (vegan or vegetarian) after reading it!! :-) |
| from luxelady : |
| try to open your mind and let those words fly right back out - they are meaningless! you have come way too far to give them any purpose. you are human, it's ok to acknowlegde those words hurt your feelings but then let them go - that's not who you are and don't let them sit and fester - you're stronger than that! lots of love xx luxe |
| from luxelady : |
| you ask many difficult questions, my dear. i love him more than anything and want nothing more than a happy future together. whenever i'm afraid that that's not going to happen it fills me with such a sadness and i can't stop crying. what gets me the most is that this kind of behavior is what broke us up earlier this year...a few months later we got back together because he had changed and that side of him was gone. but now it's back with a vengenance and i can't help but feel stupid for falling for his period of "good behavior." don't let me put a damper on you relationship, please! every one is different, and you seem very happy with him. but if he needs to change anything before you'll be happy - please don't count on it happening, at least not permanently...all the best. xx luxe |
| from luxelady : |
| i looooove that song!!! also check out "breathe me" by sia. |
| from mixedup : |
| Yay! Congratulations! :) |
| from mixedup : |
| I realize it's a bit late to say, but I LOVED the card. It made my day. Thank you! |
| from luxelady : |
| ps - go on youtube.com and search "tori amos syracuse" and you'll get to see some of what i saw. |
| from luxelady : |
| and i'll bet you looked every bit as sassy as you sound...xx luxe |
| from luxelady : |
| i'm still here, i think - love your take on redecorating the brain - i think i'll have huge hot pink faux fur pillows in every corner and silver sparkles everywhere - thanks for the link, i'll check it out, though i'm not very good at keeping up with things at the mo. love you though - stay in touch |
| from luxelady : |
| hey rach you still kickin' around? i miss ya! xx luxe |
| from luxelady : |
| thanks hun. it just hurts so much...these people mean the world to me and to them i'm easily dispensible. i'm sorry you've had to go through that too, it blows...xx luxe |
| from mixedup : |
| Yay! Congratulations! &hearts |
| from buddyz : |
| i think its a great diary very up 2 detail |
| from mixedup : |
| I loved Thin. I think you'll like it. I agree, it was quite triggering though. |
| from luxelady : |
| thin is an amazing documentary - but i found it uber-triggering, so be careful...xx luxe |
| from luxelady : |
| thanks for the support and info!! good job on keeping up with the running, i never can!! xx luxe |
| from luxelady : |
| thanks rach - it means a lot...xx luxe |
| from luxelady : |
| thanks for the note...yeah it's frustrating to make progress and then backslide...the money situation doesn't help either...but it's nice to know you care. xx luxe |
| from luxelady : |
| ooooh...every day for as long as i can remember....xx luxe |
| from luxelady : |
| i had a friend like that - the constant one-upper. only she would interrupt what i was saying to one up me. i finally had to kick her in the face. not really. but oh how i wanted to...xx luxe |
| from if-only-i : |
| hi! read up on me http://if-only-i.diaryland.com and maybe you can drop me a line. I'd like it to e-mail you. So maybe you can e-mail me at [email protected] |
| from gyka : |
| yay... a new person for diaryland. i hope you don't mind me adding you to my list... i like your diary. |
| from sunnflower : |
| Thanks for leaving me a birthday note last week! That was so nice and I appreciated it. |
| from galaxyrabbit : |
| thank you muchly for the meatrix link. very informative (and very sad). thank thank thank. |
| from sunnflower : |
| I love the Sims 2 as well! Hi - it's Suburban Island and welcome to the Friday Finds diaryring. Don't forget to add the diaryring code to your page somewhere and don't forget your Friday Finds. My Finds are up if you want to go take a look. Have a great weekend! |
| from crateobscure : |
| Drunk diaryland entries are the best! |
| from thinartist : |
| Sending prayers for your gramma and hugs for you!!! |
| from galaxyrabbit : |
| ugh, bad car story. guy with no insurance. thanks for the comment! :) |
| from cats-corner : |
| I know, I've told both Mom and Jaci (several times) that there are far worse things to be addicted to than books! -cat |
| from the-book-bag : |
| Thank you so much for reading my diary. *Hugs* -cat |
| from thinartist : |
| Relationships are hard. "The One" is such an ellusive concept, eh? Btw, I am a little ticked at the Dave Matthew's band... ok, just the jerk who made the decision to dump the tour buses SEPTIC tank into the Chicago River. As if the ewwww factor weren't high enough, it splashed up unto a tour boat. :-( icky |
| from the-book-bag : |
| Thank you so much for your note. I can't express in words how much it means to me to know that you care. *Hugs* -cat |
| from galaxyrabbit : |
| wow, thank you thank you for the note! that was very sweet. yeah, it's weird when i stop to think that there are people i don't know reading my diary, my private thoughts, seeing personal pictures, etc. i try to block that out most of the time because it freaks me out. :) |
| from thinartist : |
| Lusting is fine. Having crushes is fine. When does it go beyond being fine, eh? Last night, I dreamt that I was the sexually liberated Samantha Jones. My sexual frustration is being compunded by the fact that my guy keeps throwing his body out of whack. :-) moi |
| from thinartist : |
| Today marks 5 years of being with the same man. We've both "grown" in our relationship... into bigger clothes. Comfort does have a way of expanding the waistline. I must admit that I find myself looking with longing at sexier men with better teeth. Lusting is natural, eh? The whole smoking thing, though, concerns me. It sucks to be in a relationship with someone who doesn't take care of themselves. |
| from lady-crystal : |
| I've just found your diary while browsing and wanted to merely wish you the very best of luck in reaching your weight target. It's all very well people saying that 'you don't need to lose weight' (I've been guilty of that in the past too) but only YOU know what you need to do. Go for it girl! Love from England, Crystal. xxxx |
| from tinytity : |
| Just stopped through and read a few of your pages. How is everything going for you so far? |
| from jazzyana : |
| hahahahahahahahaha It took me a while to figure it out too! |
| from sunnflower : |
| Hi from Suburban Island and thanks so much for adding my diary to your Diaryland favorites! |
| from gyka : |
| i just want to say that you should never be ashamed of who you are! by reading your entries i can tell you are a very interesting person, weight is that last thing i thought of! but i am glad you are strong enough to be true to yourself! good luck with all that you do! |
| from the-book-bag : |
| No, I'm not a memeber of the community at writermag.com. :-) -cat |
| from the-book-bag : |
| Thank you |
| from the-book-bag : |
| Hi, I just wanted to say thank you for adding me to your favorites list. :-) -cat |
| from luxelady : |
| you have me listed as a favorite - i have locked my diary. email me at [email protected] if you want the password. |
| from thintowin : |
| Thanks for the note... hahaha, maybe you are right. Maybe it is fear of summer clothes! |
| from etfreak : |
| My name is Katy and I just had to tell you how cool I thought your layout was. Oh, and I like your diary as well! |
| from jazzyana : |
| Hey I just got your message, it's funny I posted you already! Thanks for the potatoe info! I thought it was more than that! I wanted to look it up when I got home, but I wasn't alone! I swear by mineral water too! I drink Perrier all the time, it's fabulous! |
| from jazzyana : |
| I really loved the Last Samari too! It was so amazing... the Samari Culture... how the movie makes you fall in love with it, and then watch it be destroyed. It's on my DVD BUY list though when it comes out! |
| from gaunt : |
| Thanks for the website! I do write some poetry. Take care Love, Remy |
| from shrinkodebt : |
| you remind me much of myself in days gone by |
| from jazzyana : |
| Hey, that's a really good website you posted! Of course it makes americans look bad I guess, but I'm really considering buying the book... or perhaps we could all move to France! |
| from skyelarkt : |
| hey i like ur page ^ ^ u commented in someones journal about liking the pic they had, but you dont need a gold membership to put in pics just find the pic you want, right click it, go to properties and copy the adress(URL) lets say the url is x then on your page put <img src="x"> i hope this may have helped :/ |
| from thintowin : |
| Thanks for the note! Apples... hm, sounds good right now. |
| from luxelady : |
| congrats on beating your plateau!! |
| from heaven911 : |
| hmm banana bread... yummi have you ever had pumkin bread? that shit tastes damn good too. i have having to eat certain things in front of parents... throws off ur whole schedule *Tara |
| from jazzyana : |
| Just found your diary today and wanted to say I really enjoy reading it. You're up beat and fun =) Keep up the posting... |
| from sylviashadow : |
| thanx for joining ana-miafems. Welcome to the society of the starving.--sylviashadow,ringleader |
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