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from ashley2ashes :
please go here for sophie, anaz-gurl - http://www.freewebs.com/sophie-prayers/
from xsoulsearchx :
Hello, I saw your application for the group, and I'm not sure we're the right one for you. You still have a lot of issues to deal with and that's not a problem for us, but you talk about hurting yourself (cutting) a lot and that's quite a bit different from what we do. As it says on our 'about' page, we're looking for the silver lining, the hidden positive to be found within or at the end of a negative situation. You write well, so please don't take this as a rejection, we're just not the right group for you. Take care, ~Shannon
from amber-darko :
Hi! My name's Amber and I'm 23. I am writing a book about my personal account of self hate and self harm. I'd like to include some personal stories from different stages in healing, different sexes and different ages to show that no one is the same, but we all are hurting in ways that we are unable to convey. I do not intend on printing names, there is no length restriction and I will not censor. I have decided to also include poetry or just general opinions. Please email me if you are interested. amberwilliams43@sbcglobal.net
from aloneibleed :
hey i just wanted to let u know im still here i just didnt have a computer for awhile because i moved but im back now
from jackalguy :
just in case ya didnt know, I locked my journal...the pw is "scum" with your username
from renhess :
hey, i saw that mine is one of your fav diaries. just thought i'd let you know that im a girl. heh. aright, well, cya later! -ren
from f-a-d-e :
hey. it's not a problem - about your note - I appreciate your concern.
from x-psych0-x :
my e-mail is bac up...babiiblondeyox@aol.com
from bloodymirror :
perfectoblivionx@yahoo.com ^^
from discodoll :
Can I please have the new URL and the password/username? Pleeeeeeease?
from wolf-prophet :
hmmm I guess you would have to know that......lol...its lordzenya@aol.com you could also IM me with Lordzenya
from x-psych0-x :
my e-mail is down right now but my AIM s/n is iheartyouxoo
from punkgonemute :
hey honey. When you lock it send me the password/username. You know my email right? Hope your getting better. My BMI is 18 too. 5ft6" and 110 pounds. Lauren XXX
from self-harm :
i don't know...i'm thinking about it though. <3 xxx
from bloodymirror :
When you lock, I would love to have the key, your journal is wonderful! perfectoblivionx@yahoo.com if you don't want to leave it in notes for supreme security. My BMI is above normal, but only a bit. The official chart (which is pretty much the same as yours cept without the seperate emaciated etc categories ^^) is underweight 18.4 and below, normal is 18.5 up to 24.9, overweight is 25 up to 29.9, and obese is 30 and up >.< Mine is like... 26.3 Bleh. *falls over* http://nhlbisupport.com/bmi/bmicalc.htm That is the calculator I used ^^'' Anyways... *looks around* I shall go off now ^^''
from x-psych0-x :
can I have the password when you lock it? pretty please? ♥
from sliceduparm :
Hello Lauren, please can I have a key after you lock up? Thank you. I'd miss ya! My BMI used to be 18.4 when I was at school and starving myself and doing other nasty things to my body, now I've gone over to more like binge-eating it's about 20, I'm not sure because I don't know exactly what I weigh. But I think it's normal now - which I've never done before so go me :p *hugs* Elf
from wolf-prophet :
locking sucks.......share with me the key
from self-harm :
:-) <3 xxx
from self-harm :
my resolution is 1024x768. and thanks, took me ages :-) <3 xxx
from punkgonemute :
Yeah we're all fucking creative man! Hehehe. I'm great today actually. I got 2 books. Read my diary to find out which!
from wolf-prophet :
Hmmm it made me happied to read that thing you posted on suicide, I needed that. You dont know why, but thank you. -Wolf
from punkgonemute :
Hey. The theory is probably correct. Nearly everyone cuts or has a eating disoreder or any disorder. I guess we're all creative people really! Hows you anyways?
from deserttears :
haha, thanks. loving your diary. <3
from coud-ofsmoke :
oh my god. lauren how the hell do I give people apassword...I even locked myself out! grrr I hate being so dumb. (hi how are ya by the way)
from bloodymirror :
Yeah, what I hate is when I send a note and then I regret it cause I have never been able to start/stop things coherently ^^ I start writing, and take the middle out cause the ending's sloppy, the beginning is slow and rough... ^^' And how much of a note is really middle? Not much ^^ I was going to say what that left a lot of, but my teenage mind instantly noticed how wrong it would sound -.- *facefault* Yeah, thought processes are far overrated, they never seem to actually get you anywhere, its overcoming them that seems to be the trancending factor, but it is not nearly as fun as to wade through them ^^
from queenquail :
What's MY true colour? (Don't say an Amanda clone with bad teeth!) Love Alice! XOXO!
from dancemonkey :
So what makes a metrosexual man? He's been defined as a straight, sensitive, well-educated, urban dweller who is in touch with his feminine side. He may have a standing appointment for a weekly manicure, and he probably has his hair cared for by a stylist rather than a barber. He loves to shop, he may wear jewelry, and his bathroom counter is most likely filled with male-targeted grooming products, including moisturizers (and perhaps even a little makeup). He may work on his physique at a fitness club (not a gym) and his appearance probably gets him lots of attention -- and he's delighted by every stare.
from bloodymirror :
Or perhaps I covered that... *So the paranoia of "they'll think I'm a stalker" is less present. ^^'' I can't even claim lack of sleep on this one *smacks forehead* ^^
from bloodymirror :
No problem ^^ You are one of the few journals of the people I read that I have actually carried on more then 2 note conversations with, lol ^^ So the paranoia of "They'll think I'm a stalker if I leave them a note out of no where!" And your journals have a lot of long entries, which are always fun to read ^^ I never know how to end a note ^^ One of these times, I'm going to say "screw it" and stop mid thought. ^^
from sliceduparm :
"life's a bitch and then you die" is a quote from my boss, he says it all the time! I don't know about the rest of it though ... can I have second prize? :P Elf
from dragonblade0 :
yea, i like the layout too. a friend of mine drew it for me, she's amazing :D check out her diary - milo2.diaryland.com
from bloodymirror :
You could, one that is a part of the lay out, or you could put it on your profile. But whatever you do, make sure that you feel safe venting somewhere. And if online gets too be too much of not knowing what you can say or who would be able to get to your diary, then you can always get another place offline wher eyou can use names and call them evreything you feel at the moment, and say everything you want to. It's really helpful. And you never should have to feel sorry for writing in your own space, because if people come to read it, then they should be able to accept responsibilty. Take care of yourself, and I hope you feel better, even if that means just a little less worse. ~Sara
from bloodymirror :
It's okay, I don't quite understand the feeling, but I understand that you were sort of out of it, not to mention that a lot of people seemed pissed off at what you said, while if they saw the site... All it does is place the blame on the person. "Have debilitating thoughts? Well you choose to be unhappy by listening to them, moron. Your choice." But I understand being out of it and not thinking straight, so no need to apologize *hug* I hope you feel better >.<
from bloodymirror :
That website was just another informational site... While it is good there is information out there for people, usually if three is a problem people are ready to face, they will find places on their own. I agree that it has no place on a bought ad. I'm not sure of my feelings on the site itself, it was another informational site and I guess I feel more for sites when the issue has the voice of people with it... It gave the same dry "The person may:" and didn't have any obvious show of personal stories... I dunno. It's okay for people who don't have the issue to find out the short version of the problems, but I don't know how helpful it would be to people with the problem - it is a part of a chain of sites on issues... >.<
from self-harm :
oh i completely forgot about that! could you e-mail it to me if i don't see you on msn? <3 xxx
from self-harm :
thanks hun :-) <3 xxx
from sliceduparm :
Um. I know (I think) what you mean (about that "depression don't make you special") - but it ain't helping you any! Ok I'll shut up now and stop sounding like a counsellor ... sorry! Well I still think *everybody* is special - and some are more special than others. There are depressives and cutters who are complete bitches (there was one in my year at school; I didn't know she cut til after I'd left, but she was a fucking bitch, really unpleasant/unkind to everyone) but that doesn't mean that because you're depressive you're *not* special. Which is not even what you said! Not making sense here am I! luv -Elf
from self-harm :
not really :-\ <3 xxx
from self-harm :
thanks hun...sorry i haven't been on messenger lately...i'm a bum. <3 xxx
from sliceduparm :
*big hug* oh Lauren, what can I say, we all do it, don't be so harsh on yourself! You're special, really you are. *another big hug* -Elf
from papercutview :
hey! Please read the news page in the site [http://papaercutview.diaryland.com/news.html] regarding the site... if you wanna add anything to the news or update you may.. xoxo ♥ dulce
from bloodymirror :
*sheepish look* I can rant, but it isn't as nice a thing as it seems ^^ I very rarely can get my point across in few sentences, and it gets worse when I am nervous, so I get a lot of strange looks when I blurt out a book to people I just meet about the most random connection of topics ^^ *sheepish cough* And I wonder why I don't make many new friends... ^^'''
from self-harm :
thanks hun :-) <3 xxx
from opusshrugged :
thank you for the note you left me regarding my addiction entry for POY ... i visited your diary & read your entry for the topic. you should add more about your addiction and how it makes you feel, it's an interesting topic, especially for those who don't realize that it is an addiction like any other.
from two-cents-2c :
sorry sexy girl I go dc from msn and it wont let me back on I will talk to you tomorrow or sumthing send me an email or write me a note to let me know when you will next b online and if you are at school tomorrow
from bloodymirror :
That thing about it being an addiction is very true. One of the things that has been troublesome in life is seeing people asking about substance abuse, or starvation, or throwing up, and all of those things. No one ever seems to realize that there is another thing - self-injury. I've gotten over resenting people with those other issues for the seeming compassion (and I know they don't usually get adoration, I just felt ignored, like my pain mattered less), but I still am upset that it's such a hidden issue. No one understands it, but to us, the connection to other problems is so obvious - yet we get everyone's disgust. They assume it's a fetish, or that it is some ritualistic black magick thing, and they can't see it how it is just the same as every other harming thing, it's just a little more instantaneously obvious... Wow. ^^ Ranted. *sheepish look* Uhm, I hope somewhere I got across the fact that I liked what you wrote, and also appreciated your bringing light to it ^^'' I hope this doesn't cut off in the middle... x.x
from sliceduparm :
i think that stuff about addiction is right ... me too ;) so damn hard to resist! luv -elf
from p-o-y :
Welcome to Pieces Of You!
from expendableme :
Hey, I think you're reviewing me at papercut reviews. I just wanted to clarify that your link to my diary is wrong, and that it's expendableme, not expandableme. Thanks.
from palediamanda :
Thanks for the note. I really like the layout, too. I wish I was good at making them, but I have no patience. I think yours is great, too. I love the whole diary, so I added you as a favorite. You don't have to return the favor. I hate when I add people, because I feel like I'm just making them add me, so you really don't need to at all. The links you have on your site rock as well and so does everything else. Take care.
from self-harm :
no problem :-) <3 xxx
from sliceduparm :
nah u don't annoy me when u're happy :)
from pigfat :
Hey sexy girl. I had to join up to this diaryland thing cos I got home l8 and felt the need to come online and tell ya that I missed you tonight. I am going to try and be online tomorrow (saturday) to talk to you. I will no doubt be online for a lil while longer for now anyway. If I am not online b4 midday call my mobile I promise I wont bite your head off for waking me lol. Luv ya 'the horny old man'
from pigfat :
Hey sexy girl. I had to join up to this diaryland thing cos I got home l8 and felt the need to come online and tell ya that I missed you tonight. I am going to try and be online tomorrow (saturday) to talk to you. I will no doubt be online for a lil while longer for now anyway. If I am not online b4 midday call my mobile I promise I wont bite your head off for waking me lol. Luv ya 'the horny old man'
from sliceduparm :
Hey ... yeah, I think that is how the normal people feel. I feel like that sometimes, and think god, how great it must be to be normal ... but then it all goes pear-shaped! *hugs* -Elf
from self-harm :
*hugs* :-) <3 xxx
from raschel :
Hey, welcome to the Tom-Welling-diaryring. Thanks for joining!
from gothicgirl5 :
*Hugs slalauren tightley* Hey! How are you?? I updated my diary, just incase you wanted to know ^-^ oh, and don't worry about my notes! feel free to leave as much as you want ^-^
from bloodymirror :
I know! I love these things to death! I was so sad after the dream where I thought I had found mine, and it had turned out that I hadn't! And now I have one ^^ It is so cute! I had one and then some other that I traded for (and I neer got it back), and a Sabrina cat one, that I accidently slammed in my locker... And this is all from 5th grade, and I am in 11th now... ^^ Very nostalgic! ^^ Only thing that sucks is the little bugger is gonna wake up at 8-9, and there I will have to be @.@ Waking up every hour to give it attention, lol. The things I do sometimes... ^^
from slalauren :
I was bored and this page kept taking too long to load... so I deleted all the notes

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