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I have had to lock temporarily. If you want to keep up with me my username is ladybugred and password is temporary. Sorry - I hope you can stay with me for a short period while I chase away the stalker.

from liese :

i hope you are doing okay. You haven't updated for a while... Hope you had a good holiday season and a happy new year

from not-tuesday :

Wow, you've been gone sooo long!!

from wench77 :

"I hated life drawing classes, I thought they were terribly dull." Oh my god! You are kidding! LOL! you mustve had a bad teacher. I'm sorry. :D

from zostrich :

i would say, judging by how much happier you seem and how truly immersed in your work, that quitting shit job was definitely the right thing to do. imagine trying to get this off the ground and still working there; something tells me you probably did the right thing.

from diarygoddess :

A message for/about you is here: http://diarygoddess.diaryland.com/

from ladyvaduva :

haven't been kickin around in awhile, and I just stopped by! LOVE THE CORSET PICTURE! u are sooooooooo extremely talented.. when I have some money I will totally come to u to make me stuff lol! wow! G'luck and best wishes on everything! and congrats on quitting the shit job!

from x-plicity :

I'm so sorry about your cousin, Sweetie. You and your family are in my thoughts.*hugs*

from x-plicity :

Abe is 28 going on 29 this September. His wife is 7 years older then him so technically it's his step daughter. Anyway, yeah I don't know if she was staring at me becasue she recognized me or because I really looked out of place. Anyway...it was kind of snooty. lol

from dalyrical1 :

i always pop in and out of your diary, a sort of forgetful addict, i should say...but i'm not sure if i ever actually commmented. well, i love reading your life, and looking at the awesome corsetts (sp) you make. you really are wonderfully talented. and anyone that quotes maya...well...i have to save you and read you forever now for sure...*smile*

from laura-ly :

You're boy is really cute. And WOW! You look AMAZING! You've lost so much weight. Not that you weren't adorable before, but you are georgous!

from zostrich :

!!!!!!!!!!!!! congratufuckinglations!!!!! i'm really excited for you; i've been reading your journal for a while and this just seems like what you were born to do. also, i'm about to transfer away from a technically based, really prestigious school on the east coast so i can study fashion design at a tiny arts school on the west coast while i train to be a professional contortionist... so i know how it feels. but sometimes you just need to take those risks; it's all about happiness. i wish you 18 kinds of good luck.

from raven72d :

Great photo... You do look good with short hair.

from candoor :

and after all this time, I still smile reading you :)

from wench77 :

hehe yeah, i chuckled when you wrote that... I think that was a lesson in highschool hehe. You must've been hungover that day and didn't take notes! LOL! hope you are feeling better now!

from anna-spanna :

I really like your diary, tis great! I will keep reading. Anna<3

from wench77 :

HAHA! "glad you're keeping busy"... oooo busy busy busy. I don't see how I am going to have a garage sale this weekend... I scarcely have time to go through my stuff... put it I DONT have time to go through my stuff.. I thought I'd drag things up from the basement, but I'd need to clean it all off. You're very welcome for the quote. And yeah, last night the nap did sort of what you said. Gave my head an opportunity to run hog wild instead of sleeping. But at least it was a little lay-down. hehe. hugs!

from whystinger :

I just took a peek. I shouldn't say anything without reading the whole thing, but he won't leave 'cause she is ill. Yeah and that he is getting pussy on the side. Although maybe he feels guilt. I still can't figure why I stay, even though I am not getting any on the side

from mommylap :

Thanks for leaving me a great note, that I, in my neurotic state, somehow managed to completely erase forever by deleting my original entry. I heart you though and wish I could be home sewing right now.

from wench77 :

High Femme huh! hehe. You and starzero can spend your 1.5 hours plus every morning getting your faces presentable together! eeeek! I'll just sleep in til you're done curling your eyelashes and plucking the stray eyebrow hair. zzzz

from wench77 :

http://www.valuevillage.com/main/

from wench77 :

Oh, no. A consignment thrift shop is now what I mean at all. We have those too. Value Village stores are usually old grocery stores filled with rows upon rows of inexpensive clothes secondhand. There is very little that is pricey. And yes, one will never recoup the price of clothes worn. After all, that is how the consignment shop has high prices eh! BTW new clothes that are really inexpensive usually are for a reason. Oh the world is a mess.

from wench77 :

Hey there! One can only have too many books if they are collapsing on one's head, that's what I say. hehe. I meet lots of strangers too... last night I met one who told me he's glad he doesnt get a blowjob from me, after I was faking a bj on one of those huge clear plastic beer glasses (well, there wasn't much else sitting on the bar) after my friend said she has a small mouth. Well, fuck him anyways. He did NOT have a lovely accent either. :)

from fuzzhead :

thanks for your advice. i really appreciate it:)

from xperi-mental :

Your guest book hates me! ;) Thanks for the encouragement, I really need it right now. *hugs*

from wench77 :

heya! God, three days without proper email service now. I'm trying to figure out who is doing surveys and leaving notes and comments by clicking all over my bloody diaryland! agh! Well, I see you have done the gettinolder one! You lost 35 pounds! Geesh! I tell ya, the "breakin up diet" worked for you and me baby. And I hear ya about losing the tits. Though mine were starting to grow out the sides of my bras, and now they fit. But I was ALMOST gettin cleavage before I lost the weight. I say ALMOST eh. NO you are not the only one looking forward to getting laugh lines. I am trying to laugh more and frown less for just that reason. as per "25" I agree. I always thought I'd have a kid by 25. Hahahahaha. I didn't start trying til I was 32. I hear ya about the workaholic, guilty when you waste time as well. eek. No comment on the "alone at 30" fear. (swallows hard, at 40) Anyways, thanks ever so much for the great, complete and thoughtful answers. Always great when someone actually says more than three words! :) Tah!

from nightfighter :

i love your entries.:O)a smile for you.

from halfdevoured :

We're going to launch DiaryGoddess right around Easter rather than the very beginning of the month. If your profile is ready before then, just send it to me aand I'll post it to you. I'm actually still woking on mine, I had so much to do for school, so I had to set it aside. If yours isn't finished, it's no big deal; we have the teaser on your profile page, so we can post a full profile as soon as it is ready. We still need a story from someone for Giantess and submissions for Goddess picks. So if you'd like to do either, that would be wonderful. Thanks! I'll be in touch again soon--I'm trying to catch up on a few of the projects & diary updates that I had to set aside to focus on school, but I want to send you an email sometime soon.

from avalonte :

Yes, I think you need to reach a certain age before you start to appreciate older people! When you're a kid, you just see them as old and stupid! You don't realise they were once the same age as you! Anyway, did you ever see those pics of Ginnifer Goodwin? I think she's really pretty. So it was a compliment, in case you were wondering! ;) And, as you probably guessed, it was Dave I was refferring to about being a secret. I know you understand ;) But I guess that's just one of the things you have to accept by playing this game! But it also goes for anyone I know here in diaryland. I mean, if anything happened to me, none of you would know! I'm thinking of writing my username and password on a piece of paper, with a request for someone to add an entry explaining what's happened, should something happen. Morbid, but it'll give me peace of mind! x

from avalonte :

Nooo!!! Of course that doesn't make you stupid! I don't really have anything against small dogs! I was just being defensive because that particular woman was stupid! I get irritated when SOME owners of small dogs seem to think Finlay's sole purpose in life is to swallow their precious babies whole! He's big, yes, but probably a hell of a lot less viscious than most small breeds! I know what you mean, it's unbelievable how irresponsible some dog owners are! I would have been like you, owned up, cleaned it up myself and still been mortified! Yesterday, I actually saw a man walking his dog in my road, his dog went onto someone's front garden and took a dump, and he just left it there!! I wanted to go and have a go at him, but chickened out! He actually lives in my road, and is a convicted paedophile! If he can abuse kids, I doubt he's bothered about his dog crapping in someone's garden!

from themarassa :

I got them (exclaimation point). It was the first piece of mail from ME since I got here, so I was thrilled... Thanks so much! *hugs and snoopydances*

from poplord :

thank you!! yeah i know what you mean. i've been through way too much lately myself. it sucks ass man!

from halfdevoured :

I just got your email. You have to be the sweetest goddess ever. Thank you!

from erato :

I hope everything is all right, darling. Please let me know whether there is anything I can do for you.

from trinity63 :

Can I ask you a few questions? Is this diary not *your* space to write what you want? Since when do you have to write for other people? If you want to write FUCK ME over and over and over in your journal you should be able to without comment. However, people feel the need to comment, and give their .02 about what you write. I used to apologize for what I wrote. Not any more. The words I write in my journal are MINE. And if the person reading them doesn't like them, then they can shut the fucking browser. I feel so strongly about this. So don't stop writing. Don't apologize. You just do your thing. Okay? I support you.

from dangerspouse :

Oh man, that really sucks about your poor car! But as long as your dad pays the deductable, it's just going to be an inconvenience, not a disaster. And good luck with those corsets - the pics looked fantastice. Hell, if they came in my size, I'D wear one! And I'd pay a lot more than 91 freakin' dollars, too. hang in there :)

from spicycheries :

mmm, i saw your banner, clicked on it and have decided i quite like your style of writing, and well... you seem to be quite the beautiful person just thought i'd share

from avalonte :

Thank you so much for your messages. They meant so much to me! You're such a sweetheart! x

from halfdevoured :

I clicked on the link on my buddy list for your profile so that I could leave this note and started reading it. We like A LOT of the same music and movies. I'd say that 90% of the music and movies on your list are favorites of mine, too. And now I'm feeling kind of sad, because about 90% of my music and DVD collection was stolen a while back. I especially miss the music. (Are you as thrilled as I am that a new Beastie Boys CD will finally be out in June?) Anyway, I just wanted to say that I LOVE your photos. I'm having the same trouble you are with the expenses of shooting and there's no darkroom around. I'm going to try using my tax return to start building a darkroom, though. Thanks for your email! I'll send a proper response sometime tomorrow.

from waycoolmama :

I just got caught up. I'm so sorry about Rob. Soulmate... without a doubt. I saw that the very first few entries you wrote about him. I wish I could say something to make you feel better. How about how kick-ass your corsets are. You might be able to do commissioned work through stores too. Like expensive edgy shops that sell Lip Service and that stuff. And there's also a huge market for TV/TS/TG sexywear as well. When you get your site up, you should look into marketing along that area too. There's a many wealthy transvestite out there. :o)

from gumphood :

Well then, I am sorry that it was bad, but not like...uber bad. I mean, I wish that it could have been better. Sad. Anyway Sharon calls it "Single's Awareness Day" and she is really bitter too. Maybe that would make you giggle? I don't know.

from raven72d :

I do love your entries...

from mr-knowitall :

came in by banner. Nice diary, but wow... I get short of breath just looking at that thing!

from mommylap :

Your newest creation is GORGEOUS! I am such a wuss about boning and eyelets. I will have to add you to my buddy list now being the coolest couturier I know.

from legalbeagle :

I so want you to teach me to sew!!!!

from adulterous-k :

Wow! That was aversion theraphy for an emetophobe like me! Hope you're on the mend now. x

from gumphood :

Whether you noticed or not, I too was devistated by the "lonely" bug. I wrote two entries about it.

from sunnflower :

I'm really impressed with your diary, jealous of your sewing talent, and sorry to hear that you hurt your feet and ankles so badly. Re the broken heart - I've nursed a few myself. One thing that I do believe is that God will work things in your life for good in the end - it's hard to trust that sometimes but I have found it to be true. Whether you believe that or not - believe that you will find someone who is better for you. So don't dwell on him too long. It just sucks away your time and your life. I know, easier said then done but try anyway!

from wench77 :

hehe. good luck with the worm. Don't know if I got it (though it doesnt say what happens with Mac), but I did receive emails from at least 8 people this morning that have it, so it has totally hit people who have me in their address book. Sigh!

from ladyvaduva :

love the pics.. they look wonderful! ain't been around in awhile.. must do some catch up reading.. cheers

from idiot-milk :

Damn. That's just, well, mean. I always bitched because of my name, and because my sisters are Laura and Leslie. My parents always got confused when they were yelling at us. But those names you shared? Damn.

from idiot-milk :

Well, unless she digs it. Because totally nevermind.

from idiot-milk :

Almost every single Linda I have ever met, has also had the middle name of Lou. Of course, MY parents had to be clever. It isn't enough that I sound like a reject from HeeHaw. Oh NO, it's not. MY parents had to spell it "Lynnda Leu." Stupid jerks. Tell your mom I feel her pain.

from wench77 :

I can't believe how early you and JL are up reading diaries! eep!! I am just closing shop! I did 12 pages of comics sketched today, 7 of which I got inked as well! yay! finished my "getting turned down to speak of homophobia in schools cuz i'm bi". grrr! :)

from leonmcphelps :

I like your banners. They are pretty cool, and your template is cool to. Good Job, Leon approves.

from laura-diane :

i always fall for the wrong guys, too.

from candoor :

*hug*... wish much better for you...

from drunkencynic :

Not laid, just laid-up, huh? Aw. I'm sorry.

from candora :

hope you feel better and enjoy your new year :)

from adulterous-k :

I kind of understand Rob's view - if only because Jo and I resisted the Tab A/Tab B (but only that!) for long enough. However I am now certain it is emotional commitment that is the real cheating not the sex. Unfortunately at least half the world sees it the other way - penetration is the proof and consummation. Jo's husband seemed to be OK about how friendly his wife was with me, until he knew sex was involved. And we somehow felt we weren't doing anything wrong until that point. I know now we were deluding ourselves but somehow I suspect we would still be approved of if we hadn't gone 'all the way'

from gumphood :

Hey what's going on. Haven't heard much latley. Is your Christmas going to suck. MINE IS. Anyway. Back to the drawingboard.

from wench77 :

yo!yo! postum is a lovely roasted grain and molasses based powdered beverage one puts into boiling water and drinks with milk, by far the best coffee substitute. By the guy who Post cereals are named after. Drat, I did put a link in my diary about it once. Anyways, I cannot find your comment on my comment... was it on your comments of today's entry?? (friday)

from bare-my-soul :

wow. you're in a purely emotional relationship and wish it were more sexual, while i'm in a purely sexual relationship and wish it were more emotional. either way it's hard. no pun intended. hang in there. but don't you deserve more and better? haven't you waited long enough? i am asking myself that very question yesterday. i love your style of writing. i wish you all the best. love rose

from laura-ly :

I agree with you 100%...an emotional relationship is so much more damaging than a purely sexual one. Everyone basically has the same equiptment...we can all get each other off; but when you find someone that you can TALK to, someone that you can share with...that's special.

from wench77 :

thanks re the christmas card being funny still, or perhaps, more so. We just are having snow galore. Though this may be the only snow all winter... one can never predict up here. Now it is cold so the slush on all the vertical surfaces has turned to ice. Funny to see all the streetsigns, lamposts etc covered in an inch of frozen slush! Tonight i gotta address envelopes for those cards... brrr, gotta turn the heat up.

from wench77 :

thankyou. I feel like I should start acting with my diary like I act with my friends. Just not talk about how I feel, which is dumb. The point of my diary is that when I was missing her and wouldve spoken to her or shared something, I have someplace to put it, so then I can go on with thinking about something else in the real world. And YES I do think you understand. Even when I see my friends, they want to have a beer with me or whatever, not see my photos, or hear about my opinions or see the hundreds of drawings I've done... they want to talk to ME, and so this is my place 1)to moan and 2) to share. grrr. Anyways, thanks for the comment. Are you going to update soon? I didnt realize you were back!! Welcome home!

from drunkencynic :

I'm scared that there's just nothing else like completely entrancing someone else's man. Aren't you?

from themarassa :

Hiya SZ... Do you sell any of your art? Or... do you take special requests for pieces that you may consider selling (erm, yeah, I'm talking about commissioned art but I can't spell "commissioned" so that it LOOKS right) Anyhow... could you please email me at [email protected] when you have a minute? Thanks:)

from drunkencynic :

Thank you. Men ARE the scourges of the universe. The up-and-down thing sucks major monkey ass, I'm sorry you're going through it as well.

from milanna :

hey that was 1 of the best entries i've seen so far. l8er. -Athena

from idiot-milk :

Yeah, we always used to joke that when we wanted to get rid of our cars, we'd just paint them with "GO MICHIGAN!" or "OSU SUCKS!" and leave them on campus. But THEN I found out that riot damage isn't covered on any of our insurance policies. Son of bitch.

from wench77 :

thanks ever so much for the really nice note. I think I got a bit defensive after dangerspouse wrote that note about me not having a social life (I do, but like i wrote, it make me often more than less lonely) and having my fingers crazyglued to the keyboard. And that "breathe already" I get in real life with my tongue not my keyboard. A sore spot. mmm. What can I say. I think fast, talk fast and now I type fast. My highschool typing teacher would be mindboggled. I can type </P><P></P><P> fast enough to win a contest now!! :) Anyhowz, thanks... I think it helped to write all that... it sort of emptied my head a little and I am being much more productive and engaged with my environment today (read brushing the dog, getting rid of rotting tomatoes in the kitchen!!) hugs

from dalyrical1 :

i always come back here on the fly....but you rock girl....you rock...

from drunkencynic :

I've been reading through some of your older entries, and you've articulated what I'm going through so well (your experience with Jeremiah seem quite comparable to mine with JR). It's unbelievable, and makes me feel a little better. So thanks.

from drunkencynic :

Thank you for the note! I'm not usually so dippy about responding, I think I'm going through a bizarre twilight zone phase. Thanks for the compliments, and the linkage. I really enjoy your diary as well. The articulate frankness is wonderful. And the hilarity sure doesn't hurt either... And oh god, I looked at the corset you're auctioning.... could you be any more talented? :)

from wench77 :

yes, there is a sideways scroll on your entry part. It stays the same no matter how big i make my browser window... i just get more black space on both sides. You could order the books from me if you like. They are in french though... although the stories are pretty simple, and the drawings are very nice and omnipresent. You could probably have all four for 25$.

from ladyvaduva :

I got me one of them imood face guys.. u're my hero officially! I've been looking around on how to get em.. and could never figger it out! spanx a billion!

from wench77 :

heya cutiepatootie! yeah, yucky doggy! beauty is not all! LOL! Go back and look... i just added photos and more entry to today. That is cool you are into retro dresses... I thought of you immediately on opening that webpage! :) Nice to have you and JL back writing entries! You just starve me all weekend! (well, I cannot complain really, since you emailed me!) gonna make quiche NOW... must tear myself away from keyboard!!

from wench77 :

hey, cool! people are cruising over to you via my entries! yay for linking! :) Where the hell are you though! You havent updated for 5 yes five days, and meeyapede not for 3. Deep sigh.

from mmeanaya :

just a note of appreciation... ;)

from dangerspouse :

Hi! I just cruised over via a link at Wench's place. Great stuff here! I'm really enjoying going back and reading your entries. Thanks :)

from hadassah :

wow, you rock girl. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. I like your diary. Take care.

from drunkencynic :

Wow, you're incredibly gorgeous. I love your Halloween costume, what a fantastic idea (especially the way you carried it out). Your seamstress skills are majorly enviable. I want to be your friend...;) Halloween is my very favoritest holiday...if you stop by, you'll find links to my Halloween pictures in my diary as well. I was drawn in by your current entry, about the slut-proclaimer. I hate it when people pass judgment. Especially if they're wrong, but judgment in general is stupid. Unless it's me judging. Then it's okay. Because I have a tendency to be right. And agree with my judgment-passing. :) Ummm, enough rambling. My user/pass combo if you care to drop by is: drunkencynic/hobgoblin.

from everoboto :

Hey, thanks for the compliments! And I do love my "kitty" blanket, although I don't like it when the "blanket" starts stepping on my bladder in the morning. About the link button: a friend made them for me, but I think you can make them the same way you make a banner (except smaller, of course). Or were you talking about the box under the button with the code in it? I will ask Mofo about it for you. He could probably better explain it. \m/

from wench77 :

that's funny. I have rubberducky hangers to hang my shower curtain! :) Actually now you can live vicariously through my good vibes... it is just SO BEAUTIFUL outside! all the yellow leaves on the ground frosted with frozen rain that go crunch under your feet, and they reflect a yellow light in the air. gorgeous!!

from wench77 :

hey you! Hah! that is me TRYING to convince myself that all this stressfulness is positive... i am REALLY horribly negative and stressed and tired! LOL! Go back and look at the entry again, cuz i added a bunch of Bear pics WHILE you were reading the entry and leaving the note. tah!

from everoboto :

Thanks for the birthday, anniversary and halloween wishes. I'm glad you enjoyed my engagement story, and I hope it shows you that happy endings, complete with sap and romance, ARE possible. Don't settle for less!!!! (This seems to be my battle cry today.)

from central-red :

please help me place the quote in your profile. i want to phenomenal too.

from wench77 :

Hey, that's very cool! At one point I did think about costume design, and still consider it off and on... or at least maybe unloading all the costumes i've made on a costume rental place! (but i'm too much of a packrat to get rid of them!)...at one point I was sewing for friends who needed custom clothes/costumes, but the only thing I found to make that was cost effective was leather fetish items (ie mostly strips of leather with some buckles and rivets)... there is a high markup. You really should charge a REASONABLE amount though... at LEAST several hundred $$ for a corset (by the hour you'll make peanuts but make sure you're not undercutting yourself!)... we should start emailing! gumming up your notes with chatting! :)... send photos of other things you've sewn if you want! i'd love love love to see!

from wench77 :

yeah, I dont always leave a comment. But I almost ONLY get notes that are replies to notes I left. I think... can my entries REALLY be so non-thought/reaction-provoking?!! :) Hey, do my other two surveys!

from wench77 :

Thanks for the nice note sleepyzoe! Perhaps I read what I write immersed in my feeling that I wrote it in, and thus it feels totally whiny and self-pitying to me especially! Though I guess that if everyone can relate to whiny and self-pitying, the entry is never a total loss! :) God, i wish more people left notes... 14 readers yesterday and one note. Who ARE these people???

from wench77 :

as for putting on corset oneself...MUCH nicer to have someone else do it! :) but I put on my recycled rubber one (see my diary entry on hookah) to the song "You don't own me" by Klaus Nomi, and tighten the laces to the music... it is very fun how you go from ordinary to vavoom in a few seconds! :) (http://www.geocities.com/hemsida4323/performances.html i think)

from wench77 :

Ahhh, so that's why the photos are so good. I dont have any digital photocapacities... only a cheapo polaroid and a 35mmSLR. I'd like to take journalism/ video/ photojournalism or somesuch come january to give some skill/direction to my obsessive phototaking! As for the laces... I usually buy it by the yard... I dont remember how long, but just one piece for whole corset, and make the loops in the middle long enough they are easy to pull myself when i put it on.

from wench77 :

hey sleepyzoe! how is your corset coming along! want to see want to see!

from milanna :

Hey, i really like your entry it's one of the bst entries i've seen for a while. Well c ya! Athena

from wench77 :

my gosh! I'd hoped someone else wouldve left a message before ME AGAIN!! ... thanks for doing my survey! I had great answers from everyone! As for your period... try black! Nothing shows on black! :) Also your answer of hanging their dirty laundry from their toothbrush or put in their coffee cup was hilarious! Way to go!! :)

from wench77 :

hey, sleepyzoe, were you a noblewoman in meeyapede's poll? needlework needlework needlework! (i've been sewing since i was about 7 or 8!)

from wench77 :

Here is the elizabethan one I made... copied it from an internet 3D photo thingie...http://www.geocities.com/hemsida4323/faceswench/eliz_longhair.jpg and http://www.geocities.com/hemsida4323/faceswench/eliz_shorthair.jpg I made the chemise and the crotchless (no seam in crotch so you can pee ... and whatever!... without taking off the corset) bloomers. I look forward to seeing yours! :)

from wench77 :

hey you! seamstress! so cool! What kind of corset did you make? I made a victorian over the bust out of black velvet with red ties a few years ago, and i made an elizabethan (squish your body flat and your heaving bosom out the top!) one out of ticking a couple years ago too! Hey, i want to know MORE! and pictures! :) Way to go... yes sad can make one creative....

from wench77 :

cool re adding me to favorites.. i like how you write to... i'll add you as well.. i'm interested in updates. (one question... why is your template so wide? somehow i cannot get your left navigation bar AND your entry onto my screen at one time. Maybe my browser???)

from wench77 :

hey you... i left comments in the previous two or three entries. I would like to know if I could link to and perhaps quote from your "love is not everything" entry: http://sleepyzoe.diaryland.com/stupidlove.html on my website (in the emotional vomitorium... not sure which page, maybe "betrayal") thanks!

from kathyrose :

Hon, I don't think you're a homewrecker. The circumstances suck ass....it's hard. I know it's hard. Just because what I did was right for me doesn't mean it's right for you. I just want you to know that although I don't really know you, I feel like I do through your diary and I'll wholeheartedly support any decision you make, for you know yourself better than anyone. The biggest question you have to ask yourself is this: "Are you happier with him or without him?" Even with all the hurt feelings. Whatever you choose, I'm here for you.

from wench77 :

oh, yes, i got that, which is why I wrote "at least SHE was honest enough to say" have her cake and eat it too... in your case YOU picked it up yourself. Sorry you havent heard back since your email. That is the hard part. When you coast along the person stays and so does the pain. When you confront, the pain may go but the person too. My ex hasnt contacted me now for 2 months. Not to apologize, not to ask how i am. Nothing. I am very sad. I'm glad you're getting support on dland... i dont get many notes myself, so not even sure if it is strangers or friends reading...

from wench77 :

Hey you... found you via JessicaLovejoy's mizzle page... and hey, your response to mr. married quoteinbold man which you wrote in italics IS ABSOLUTELY SPOT ON!! I lived this (not with a married man, but the taken equivalent) for 11 months, and i felt like a shit for not being "understanding enough" cuz she was "having a horrid time, being torn between two people, always feeling bad and guilty" like he says. At least she was honest enuf to say "I want to have my cake and eat it to"... and i always felt like I was the more important one, more intimate relationship... what a laugh. Turned out getting dumped (stood up at her place while I was visiting from out of town) for her other committment, and then when gave a second chance ('i love you... i dont want to lose you... worst mistake i made in my life...i will prove my committment to you" she said) she did the SAME thing again. These are just people too cowardly and greedy to give up one good thing in order to be honest and 100% there for the one they prefer (whether you or her). Like we have no feelings like a piece of cake. Just my 2bits worth. You totally have called a spade a spade, dont deny what you totally know in your gut.

from glassshell :

i miss knowing people like you... have you ever had one of those days where you cry for hours for no reason? today is one of those days... laugh for me.

from lobsterchick :

Yer damn right it's a conspiracy. And by the way, happy birthday!

from lobsterchick :

Aw, thanks. Every time I try to add the html, though, I get a message that says "you need a super gold membership to use this feature," and i get mad all over again.

from broken-wish :

your so pretty

from chubbychic :

Thanks for adding me to your buddy list! *hugs*

from starrymaze :

damn...moulin rouge was a pretty darn good movie...the whole love thing...mazzy star...thats how i came up with this name...give a note sometime...maybe we just might have something more in common...other than that, take care...

from drctprincess :

I think I might know you, where did you go to college?

from dont-stop :

Mental piracy, huh. Now that's a scary thought.

from funda :

You remain intriguingly talented.

from girlwcurls :

hey, just wanted to let you know that i stopped by :-) cute cat in your profile!

from gumphood :

Love hurts too much sometimes. Is it worth it?

from liese :

i couldn't find your email... and i think i read somewhere in a previous post that you would give access to other entrys that you locked if we emailed ya... well mine is [email protected]

from lmno :

Your diary is majestic

from godmoney :

Nice. Feel loved.

from milanna :

Hi, I'm just wondering if you like to write poems? Athena

from gumphood :

Whats up? I wanted to thank you. I will check you out in a minute, but I wanted to start with thanks.

from hexa-chan :

Wow...Sleepyzoe I feel happy for you and unbareably sad all at once. I am so pleased you have fallen in love, he sounds like a great guy but the circumstances suck. I wish you every luck that things work out with him, after all the shit I think you deserve it.

from lsaigw :

hello, i ran across your diary. i think that is a beyond bullshit reason to kick you out. ~kacie~

from crimsonqueen :

That is a stupid reason to kick you out! I feel for you!

from heidiann :

Welcome to the Kinky Sex ring! Sorry if this got left in your guestbook a bunch of times. Guestbooks hate me with a passion. Annnnnyway, thanks for joining and have a great weekend!

from raven72d :

Great photo, by the way. I really like the tattoo... and I like your choice of names.

from chaoticflame :

We're having a parade, so whydont you and the cucumber stop by? We already sent the yak home because the lime jello was taking forever to chill; but the leprechaun is all taped and ready for dipping. Why not come down? Oh, and bring a bottle of soy sauce so we can baste the lemmings properly. Heaven knows we've got to stash the cucumbers somewhere.

from abacinate :

Your banner is uber foxy! Eyes=bootyful.

from crimsonqueen :

Happy 4th of July!!!

from euphoria21 :

From one photographer to another...very good work. Pics in black and white are my favorites. I loved the one in which you started dressed and ended up naked in. Killer tattoos as well. Alright, enough compliments. Get in touch, I wanna talk. ~Vy

from sad-doll :

Oh, my I love your banner -- it's so pretty I wish my eyelashes were that long!! Heh! But you are so beautiful my dear, I love your layout it's gorgeous. ♥ always, Audrey xoexoh

from milanna :

Hi,my name is Athena, I was wondering how do you get Imood? -Athena

from blue-volumes :

oops this is Chrissi here- this is just me on another one my sites- sorry. I gor your gbook entry thanks for your words. And I am glad that I amde you day hon. That makes me feel accomplished in something.

from hexa-chan :

Phew, thats a relief. Bashers of any kind are not nice people. ~Hex. (P.S. Update your diary!)

from hexa-chan :

Aww no! Now I have guilt! I don't hate American's, I never have! I hate *just* Bush. I am actually *able* to distinguish between a country and it's President (unlike some I could mention but shall not). I am truly sorry if you thought I was bashing your good country! ~Hex

from xeriphism :

nice layout. have fun.

from bellamante :

Excellent choices of authors and movies in your profile. And love the quote.

from darkfairy13 :

but it says it doesn't work on geocities or somethin. you can see its in ur words not theirs

from darkfairy13 :

Awsome diary. *tear* can't see art work.

from milanna :

Hi, my name is Athena and I just want to compliment you on your diary and profile. I just think that they are cool. -Athena

from messypink :

cool

from messypink :

nice art work

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