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from lady-fancy :
i'm just curious if you actualy read my diary.
from shanmeid :
Been wondering where you've been... left you 3 hugs to get you on your way = )
from dimstar :
Hey Sweets, I remember seeing your pictures a while back, and you are so beautiful. I wish that this wasn't consuming you. You deserve so much better. Take care of yourself okay? ~Gwen
from silent-belle :
*l* taco bell used to do the same thing to me too. congrats on getting to the gym!
from shanmeid :
Hi... well done on the super success... about being regular... a little advice. Every morning have a glass of skim milk with 2 tsp of digestive bran. It's a bit much to get down, but it will make sure your body gets rid of everything. Don't take laxatives... they're not so good!
from punkonacloud :
hey!!! Well done on the weight loss!!! Woohooo!!!!!
from andmia :
you have been losing so fast--how the heck have you done this--what are you eating etc....i need to get my ass in gear. my weight isnt going up bu t it isnt going down fast enough
from andmia :
way to go girl--i am proud of you. you just keep on heading in the down direction!! you rock
from emaciana :
you seem to be staying at quite a stable weight despite all your attempts. i have found out that sometimes working WITH your body is a good thing, like obviously your body does not want to lose weight, so yoyodieting and then slipping, etc... might not be the solution. maybe try a completely different approach? good luck with everything. i think your body has a very strong setpoint weight which it wants to stay at... unfortunately...
from sadreminder :
Thank you so much. That means more to me than you know. lol, you certainly deserve a medal!!
from punkonacloud :
Hey now! Don't beat yourself up. You have been doing great, one slip up is okay. You can recover from that. Don't throw away everything away no. Just pick up from where you left off. It's better than giving up and having to start again from a highest weight. You have been doing brilliantly so far and i think that you will continue to do so. GOOD LUCK!!! Love mel
from zoerouge :
congrats on the weight loss, it is amazing how fast you are losing it!!!!!! Maybe I should try the SB diet too! Good luck with reaching your goal!!!!!!!!
from punkonacloud :
wooohooo!!! Going down is nice isn't it. (: Congrats!!!
from punkonacloud :
Hey! Just wanted to thank you for the note and let you know that I read you everyday too. I know how frustrating it can be to hover at one weight for an age, but stress less, you'll get past it. (Be kind to yourself though!) Love Mel.
from silent-belle :
Sure you will. I know it's frustrating but these things don't come easily from years of restriction. Give yourself some time to adjust and don't be so hard on yourself all the time!!
from nikki-12- :
yea i need to renew my gym membership too it's so frustrating when the numbers go up but agen like sumone else mentioned it's mostly muscle ur gaining not fat. good luck to u! ^_^
from cheshriecat :
hey there! i read a bunch of your diary and i have some advice for you... (as the girl that has lost 37lbs) your exercising is great, but dont get discouraged by initial weight gain. you're losing fat and gaining muscle, which weighs much more than fat. all those weight training routines will make you "fatter" on the scale, but in reality, you're just getting leaner. and for diet..i would suggest you take a look at the south beach. dont do that fruit thing you keep talking about. there's a tremendous amount of fructose in fruit, which is pretty much a step away from table sugar, which makes your blood sugar crash and you end up eating when you dont want to. eat a lot of protien and you wont be hungry like that. and by the way....there's no way you can be "fat" at 130lbs and be 5'4. good luck :)
from nikki-12- :
hey, weight goes up and down. i'm a believer in luck tho and it seems tht the harder someone works the more luck they have, so keep at it and results will show. all you need is a little motivation! ^_^
from aorist :
Just popping in to say hi (hug)
from numbers-game :
hey, you are certainly welcome to read my diary but i can't put the username/password here in this note because some people have read my diary and i don't know if they are still lurking around here... if you still want it please email me jadore_la_lune@yahoo.com or leave me a note at DL or my guestbook that has your email address and I will email it to you. xoxo ruth
from glasssnail :
I hate when weight stays put for so long... grrr. You'll lose it though. Just keep it up!
from onecutabove :
Damn, I thought I was being inconspicuous (sp?). Yes, it is a girl. :) But we're not technically going out yet, because neither of us if full on bi, just kinda wanting to experiment and try things and we just happen to find each other attractive. So... we'll so how things go on Friday and if we hit it off or not. I will admit to it if something does happen, but until I'm sure this is what I want, I can't risk the world laughing at me. I'm very sensitive about this issue. Haven't really fully accepted that part of myself quite yet.
from andmia :
oatmeal is an awesome starter in the morn....it fills you up and is high in fiber! best of luck -andrea
from schampy :
i find the same thing happens when i eat- i become hungry. dear, when one is near their menstrual period they often crave dairy and chocolate and alcohol - which is why we hate ourselves around that time. take care dear, and we all go through this so you aren't alone. <love><me>
from andmia :
you can do it!!! Its motivational to see you losing!!! I need to get my butt in gear best of luck this weekend -andrea
from schampy :
my usual schedule is : an apple at 7am, and apple at noon, and a salad (just spinach, mushrooms, and cukes) at 8pm is sufficient enough to keep me going and losing. take care, <love><me>
from zoonbaby :
hey lady, i've been keeping up with you. good for you for joining the gym. i wish i'd done that LAST YEAR about this time, then i wouldn't have the extra 15 lbs. to make up for. anyway, you'll get back down there if you work at it, and i suppose i will, too. good luck!
from punkonacloud :
My username and password are in my sig on tf. You wont have trouble remembering it. hehe
from silent-belle :
Guess what? I was going to get a cheesequake blizzard last night too.. except they were all out so I got a banana split instead. Don't worry girlie, i'm sure it's just water weight and you'll be down tomorrow. Hang in there! You don't give yourself the credit you deserve half the time ((hug))
from prosperpine :
I've enjoyed reading your diary for a while now, so I thought I'd let you know how I like your minimalist style and layout. Hope you reach your goals sometime soon...
from immolation :
Absolutely, I'd love to give you a password. Email me (mollie@reed.edu) and I'll email you back with one.
from suzza :
Wow, I didn't even know you were married! But yeah, spend your time with people that make you feel good- if you can't make yourself feel good (which you SHOULD, you're a MODEL- you are what everyone else is trying to be), at least let other people try and help you <3 Enjoy your weekend, Love.
from andmia :
way to go!! under 120! i knew you could do it! -andrea
from silent-belle :
You will do it!! :) I've been keeping up with you girl, you've been motivating me.
from dimstar :
Like I have said before and will say again, you do not need to lose weight. You really are beautiful sweetie. I wish that you could find peace with yourself. Have you considered seeing a dietician? Maybe that would help. Take care hun. xoxo Gwen
from glasssnail :
Good luck with the new plan for March. :) I'll be rooting for ya! :D
from thinmedown :
This is anawaif01. I've got a new diary now. Check it out if u want. I'm just spiralling back into the hell I thought I had escaped. Hooray.
from zoonbaby :
hey lady. you are always talking about your photo shoots. what's the deal? are you a model? anyway - have a nice day and stuff.
from xredbracelet :
dude, it is the coating. that shit turns my piss blue normally, but it's been green a couple of times. It says so on the back of the box that that could happen and yeh. Stupid me was like, "whatever it won't happen to me." next time i peed I was like..OMG IT HAPPENED TO ME! Grossly, but true..it is a little entertaining. It's not everyday you piss green or blue colors.
from andmia :
haha-- ihad green pee today tooo---funny. mine was for the same reason---i think its just the blue ones that do it bc the ones with the Prety" colored capsles dont. Best of luck with your shoot. P.S--- 120 means skinny---im jealous
from suzza :
You are so skinny, you know that? I see pictures of you and am jealous. Take care and be safe, and remember to try to be happy with what you have, because one day, you might just look back and think that the last few years have meant nothing. Now I'm just rambling, but I wanted you to know I still read.
from deadlypoison :
Username: angels Password: devils Have a good one!
from dimstar :
I think you are beautiful the way you are. You really don't need to lose any weight. It will just make you lose that sparkle you've got. Take care. xoxo Gwen
from glasssnail :
Love your new layout! :) Good luck eating healthy again. I think it just hit me that I need to do the same... Start really restricting, cause this fat has got to go.
from suzza :
Hey love! I just wanted to let you know I'm still reading. Without being pretentious or pressuring, you were created to be you. Be you. I love you. ~Suzza
from anawanna :
Hi, I noticed were somewhat on the same level with our eating. Iv been reading your diary for a while...ive watched u go from 110...to 120, like me. Im here for support and i was wondering if u wanna start lik e a motivating diet together, whoever loses weight faster wins....were at the same pace at the moment, let me know!
from lady-fancy :
i have a rewind button now. though my diary is incredibly dull. enjoy.
from comfortm :
hi i noticed i'm on your friends list...i had to lock my diary for personal reasons for a week or so so i am giving you the password etc... username: thiscantbe pass:life keep reading thanks.
from zoerouge :
werid, i pigged out on apricot, cranberry, nut bread that I made last night. I know what you mean by not having any will power any more. I read the couple of first entrys in your diary and totally saw myself in them. We lost a lot of weight fast, was able to restrict and not give in. And now look, we are gaining and eating like crazy but cannot or at least feel like we cant control it. depressing huh!
from mslola :
Yes, combat your willpower slips by empowering yourself with exercise! Besides a tone lean body is much more beautiful that untone skin and bone. (Wish i had more willpower to STAY excising.)
from zoerouge :
yep, i am 115.5 today! not far from 116. i think we messed up our metabolizms or something. I also had a bagel for breakfast too!
from girlconfuzed :
::hugs:: you know that entry summed up everything i write a whole entry and still dont get out. im tired of being heavy <S>your not heavy
from zoerouge :
LoL, I love what you put in your fav about my diary: My weight twin! That totally made me smile! thanks!
from zoerouge :
I havent even weighed myself today because I know that it wouldnt be less, that it would be more, probably around 116 like you! I am 5'2. how about you? hey, thanks for putting me in your fav's!
from zoerouge :
I check out your diary every couple of days and the werid thing is that everytime you gain, i gain. And we are usually the same weight on that day. You seem to restrict better than I do! Im hoping that we will both lose weight! Im kind of thinking that maybe it is because of winter, like we need the extra fat for warmth. i seem to gain when it is cold, do you too? good luck on weight loss, you have my support!
from mslola :
i join you in the horrible feeling of "well, why not, it can't hurt, everyone allows themselves a treat." and then.....the wave of desire to turn back time that gross feeling that you are a freak…..you ever wonder how some people can have a few drinks and french fries and still look slim? i look at them and feel fatter.
from hungryangel :
May I join your depression session for gaining weight? =:( =;)
from glasssnail :
Yeah for getting off a plateau! :D
from girlconfuzed :
*hugs* im not sure what to say.. i hope things start to look up. im at a plateau with my weight and its so frustrating. I like your diary btw i like the navigator button. cute. take care. im sorry i havent a lot to say right now
from dimstar :
Cotton balls can severely mess up your GI track, so stay away. Sorry oneteardrop. I am sorry that your metabolism is slowing down :( Maybe it will speed up if you eat six small meals a day... Just a suggestion. But really, you don't need to lose any weight. You are gorgeous as it is. xoxo Gwen
from oneteardrop :
don't worry girl you'll start loosing soon...have you tried cotton balls w. honey? lol.. one of my favs.. get at me on my tag board. <33
from heaven911 :
dont worry about it babe... before you know it... you'll start losing the weight faster. all you have to do is just start with that one pound and ur off the plateau. but remember... one step in the wrong direction is a step back from ur goals. *Tara
from dimstar :
Don't you hate plateaus? I feel your frustration :( (((hug))) Good luck sweetie.
from dimstar :
You are right. It is just water weight. Take care. xoxo Gwen
from skinnyboney :
hi babe! i'm glad you liked the shooting, since you didn't write an email or anything...do you put the pictures online? take care, sin
from dimstar :
I tried to sign your guestbook, but it wouldn't let me :( But I just wanted to say that I am so proud of you for not purging. That is really awesome. Barfing slows down your metabolism 13% anyway, so it is hardly worth it in the long run. Stay strong! xoxo Gwen
from dimstar :
Geez, you must have a fast metabolism. I can't seem to lose for the life of me. O well. Good luck with it. As long as you don't get sick and you are happy that is what matters :) xoxo Gwen
from dimstar :
I know you probably hate it when you get a note instead of a g-book entry, but for some reason I can't get that to work. I also want to get back to 105, but lately with the bingeing and purging I can't do anything but gain weight, and if I lose I gain back ten fold. It sucks huh? When is your modeling shoot? You will have to post some pics ;) Make sure that you have enough energy for it! xoxo Gwen
from dimstar :
Really sweetie, 115 isn't bad at all! I am sorry that you feel so crappy though :( Take care. xoxo Gwen
from hungryangel :
username: sharpened Password: nails
from pleasediana :
i've moved xredbracelet
from breakthemold :
the average woman weighs 140 something and is a size 14 - i don't think you have much to worry about at 114 or so. i wish i weighed that much. . .excuse me. . .LITTLE. make the 1 a 2 in the first decimal, and you've got the heighest weight i've ever been at! *huggies*
from skinnyboney :
{{hugs}}
from abyssus :
Hi - I ran into your diary through aorist. God, I would love to be 114.. you're so lucky. I am probably around 140 at the moment, or more =( I got down to 125 or so from 190 about a month ago, and the weight is coming back on. This morning I took a stacker, and am getting back on track. The weights gotta go. 90lbs sounds so nice ! =) Anyways, I will keep reading your journal. Good luck to you !!
from aorist :
Sure its possible hon. The username is rendition and the pw is 1225 :) (Hug)
from failedsoul :
Hey, your last entry you were so right. Weighing is an addiction, and im defentily addicted to it too. When I was on a cruise with my family I knew I had gained weight, luckily they had a gym on the ship or other wise I would go crazy not knowing if I had gained or lost weight. I hate when people dont understand how you feel about things it sux. <3, Megan http//failedsoul.diaryland.com
from schampy :
dearie, I do not know if this will help but to reduce bloat for your menstrual period you could take Diurex or some other water pill. I don't like to offer pills for suggestions [it's easy to get hooked on them] but I hate to see you fuss so much over water weight. It takes a day or two for them to kick in though. Take care hon. <love><me>
from onecutabove :
hi, I noticed you have me listed as a favorite diary, and I have locked my diary. If you would like to continue reading it, the username is ilove and the password is tf. Take Care.
from krugerpak007 :
I would give absolutely anything to be 110 or even under 120 for now. I am jealous...............Take care, I love reading your updates! Kathy
from anawaif01 :
Wow, you are so inspiring! Trust me, I know what its like to always be from 106- 110. I am at 108 now and have been seems like forever! GRR. Anyway, I'm hoping to get to 92 by September 1st. I'm going to add your diary as one of my favorites! Good luck to you hun!
from krugerpak007 :
see-you are losing... I am jealous! Take care and keep it up and try love yourself!!! Take care-Kathy
from skinnyboney :
hey honey...i had been at one of these (natural) plateaus just a few months ago. it had been fucking hard work to get over it, but it was definitely worth it...so don't give up...i care 4 you, sin
from schampy :
I read somewhere that there are certain days during your cycle when you feel best about yourself. And also, you should remember that people become to their lowest weight right *after* their period ends! Take care. <love><me>
from krugerpak007 :
That time of the month is awful, just remember that it is only water weight and try not to let it upset you, (wish I listened to my own advice)... I know its hard but its not permanent. Take care, Kathy
from krugerpak007 :
Just came across your diary, and I see myself in you. I just wish I was as good as you. Just hate myself at the moment. Take care of yourself! Kathy
from dimstar :
Hey Sweets, maybe your body is stabilizing itself. It is probably using the calories to repair your body. That seems to happen to restrictors their first and second days of consuming more cals. I remember my first time in the hospital I lost seven pounds in three days after exercising and eating nothing and then suddenly being on 1900 cals... Funny how our bodies work. I hope you can keep up the good work and really decide that you do want to get better. This is no way to live, just a way to die. xoxo Gwen
from leftunspoken :
No it really doesn't make up for it. But I love you anyway. *sigh* Kisses!
from onlylittle :
just my input. i think you might have hit a plateau with your weight. i'm not saying it's impossible to lose more, it's never impossible!! but it's going to take more than just the restricting. the only way i lose weight once i get down to the 110 mark or so is fasting. severe fasting. that's just my input. .ol. *hugs* and congrats on the loss. :)
from skinnyboney :
congrats on your weigthloss...you've been damn strict during the last days...you deserve it..well, i have to admit: i'm jealous...xoxo sin
from fragile-pixi :
*growns* pms sucks ass. i think i had the last of mine today though. i gotta exercise soon to burn it off. good luck with your fast!
from rawoyster :
I really hope you can reach your goal. I'm restricting, excercising like mad and taking pills to reach my goal. It's getting harder as the pounds drop. How did we get this way in the first place?
from cherub13 :
hey. i added you to my list. go you for dropping to 111. i'm at 114 as of 7am.
from alysia :
Whoa. You did burn a lot of calories yesterday. Way to go. You make all of us look really bad. :)
from anamama :
Wow--I just discovered you have me in your faves. I am *touched*! I am struggling to figure out where I am going with this...feel free to read my diary ANY time! **MWAHZ**
from babybitz :
me so happy. I've only consumed 140cals today! but I'm eating normal tomarrow (FREE DAY) I'm having pizza! I find if I fluctuate my calorie intake i lose more weight. Luv, Jamie Angel-of-Ana
from babybitz :
And as usual you have had another good entry.. i love reading your diary, it inspires me to be thinner. im 116 too and my goal is to be the 97lbs I use to be..before I lived with my aunt that is. she use to make me eat. And let me tell you..when I refused, she was REALLY SCARY!!
from babybitz :
your welcome. Your diary was so worth adding to my favorits. very interesting I must say. Hope to talk to you soon. Maybe you will be chating in Diaryland...and I will be able to chat to you about w/e. G2G now
from babybitz :
Hey slipofagirl Trust me I so know how you feel!!! I've been restricting so much and the scale only goes down a bit..not even worth checking it every day atleast twice a day!!! I do have tons of notes on my diary and keep a regular eating list to keep trac of my calorie intake. it helps a little. check it out if you have time...... Lots of love from: Babybitz

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