messages to smallgren:
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from grouchetta :
hullo, are you still around? i'm on livejournal now under the same name.
from ozziebean :
Hey Baby! 1) Please read my d-land page and get back to me about McCrea's retirement thing 2) You gonna be in CF motherfucker? 3) I have picks developed from when you were in town a few years ago - doubles if you want 'em. Much love, call me - ass! (336) 209-1182 Much much love. Oz
from wpjtmf :
SHINEY STICK!! It is 11:35 a.m. and I've been drinking since 6. Make haste to Iowa for I have wood. Or something. It should go without saying that I am drunk. I'll say it any way though. Hi.
from blizzard345 :
you know you should add my diary again. you know now that i am going to update more often and you should also call me in japan or gimme your number so that i may call you. joel. [email protected]
from ozziebean :
Very sincere and heart-felt *hugz*
from ozziebean :
I randomly tried your diary - happy to see that it worked. Honey, I LOVE YOU. (You know what I mean, not like *that*) But, seriously - call me? Or get your number to me somehow and I will call you instead. You are wonderful, and I am in acute missing of your wonderousness. side note: I now live in Colorado (Boulder) and my new number is (336) 209-1182. Love you and many hugs.
from mroutt :
Stop falling off the Earth and call us...we love u.
from mroutt :
3194047034
from wpjtmf :
I got a new axe, will that help? Drop us a line.
from mroutt :
Smallz, we all miss you. I think I am getting a new cell phone tonight, if I do I will leave you the number and you better call me :(
from hugnkis074 :
i like stuff
from breetastic :
Not to be redundant or anything... But I miss hearing from you, and if you lock your damn diary I'm not even getting marginal amounts of information! Bastard! PS I Love YOU!
from mroutt :
To Third Eric and second Ozzy: Why the lock? Call a brotha and let him know. 319 961 4663
from ozziebean :
To second Eric: what is this locking w/o notification?! I am thinkin' about ya and miss ya and love you. I will also be giving yo' ass a call. Hope things are looking up from the last time we talked. HUGZ. Mwahhhhh. (and another HUGZ for good measure).
from wpjtmf :
I am the high you can't sustain. Where art thou?
from lordyuric :
dammit, smalz, you locked your diary without any notification. i want to know the password. you either note me it, email me it, or call me with it. in fact, i may call you later and talk to you and i can get it from you then.
from lordyuric :
They said they'd give you everything; here's the part that made me laugh. They didn't give you anything; then they took half of that.
from ozziebean :
Hey hun. Haven't heard from ya (it's cool, I totally understand) but been thinkin' about ya. Nice to see your update and hear about what's going on. I really feel you on the majority of the most recent entry. If ya wanna talk - please give me a call at 818.288.2545. And, if you don't want to talk, please give me a call at 818.288.2545. :) Love you babe. Mwahhhh
from wpjtmf :
Where art thou oh brother? It is time to destroy the infidels, wait that's me, um...the people with the things...that we don't um...like and stuff.
from lordyuric :
dammit smalz, call me. dammit. i miss you. dammit. smalz. dammit.
from fallen9angel :
what's happening, hows school? fun stuff like that. insert random slang here. haven't seen you forever, just wanted to say hi.
from lordyuric :
dude, you never called back that night when you said you'd call me in an hour. that was 2 weeks ago. i REALLY need to get plans strait for the weekend of your arrival. please call.
from wpjtmf :
We are being pelted with evil weather and it is awesome. Have good mosh pitting.
from lordyuric :
smalz, i've been trying to call you for about 2 weeks and haven't been able to reach you. please call when you get a chance. mucho loveo.
from breetastic :
Haven't talked to you in awhile, if by "awhile" you mean a millenia. Write to me ([email protected]) or something if you want. If you don't want, just know I still love you.
from damfest :
I'll be in New Haven until Friday and then off to Allentown (PA) through next Monday. After that I'm free. Fire off an email and let me know where you'll be after Monday, and I'll stop by for a day or two.
from mroutt :
I b sorry I missed your call, had phone off after massive annying calls during a movie. Do not have your number,email to me or note it to me, or leave on voice mail. work till 2 most days, otherwise pretty open. 16- kill bill vol. 2 at night 17th tyler moen's wedding at night and 18th roger clyne and peacemakers concert all night. love you smallz :-p
from blizzard345 :
YOU SUCK. EMAIL ME AT [email protected]
from lordyuric :
dude, i've called you a few times while in transit between Lincoln and Omaha, but i never get anyone at your house except the answering machine. and i think it's stupid that your name has to be last on the message, since you're the coolest. i'll try more, but you could call if'n you wanted to. your rock, i'm out.
from mroutt :
i want me some smallz and i wants it now
from ferg :
Pretty Girls Make Graves are fucking sweet. The New Romance is one of the best albums i've heard in years. Their self titled was awesome too, in a different way. You should check out Death Cab For Cutie "transatlanticism". It may not be quite your thing, but i'm not really sure what is :) So yeah. Oh, and The Postal Service "Give Up"
from wpjtmf :
Oh and yeah, I'm be-bearded now. I rulz. It hasn't helped me escape BOBness but I save money on razors.
from wpjtmf :
And you could have it all
from mroutt :
So you drop every one else a fuckign e-mail and not me? What the hell Smallz I have known you since way back and you don't even drop me an e-mail or leave me a note. [email protected] use it. Love and miss ya smallz. Peace
from damfest :
Ever notice how things seem more random when they happen on a Tuesday?
from lordyuric :
"The World's Most Dangerous Places (4th Edition)" by Robert Young Pelton. i read a bit of the 5th edition at barnes & noble and very little has changed. it's really educational and i've always been one for statistics and hard facts. shit, i read the entire "Book of Lists."
from wpjtmf :
I'm in furyville with a bottle of whiskey and a baseball bat. It's not the size that matters, it's the hickory smoked goodness.
from wpjtmf :
Well met to you also.
from lordyuric :
smalz, i misses you. you are a very good vato and me likes having you here to be good company. i hope the shit about getting laid off isn't too bad. ie: you can get/have another job. i desire that you contact me. do so and i will be mucho denero happy.
from damfest :
I'll take a Catholic over a Texas Oilman any day of the week.
from lrowley :
Hiiii Smalls. How are you? I haven't written you note in a while and i WANTED to KNOW how YOU are DOING:). I hope you are doing well. I do i do i do. Eeek, i have to go. *Have a good day.* bye.
from damfest :
just for clarification.....were you referring to me or to JFK?
from wpjtmf :
Man, I really have a knack for giving people three notes in a row. Sup? My actual point was let's become warrior kings. That was really all I have to say.
from wpjtmf :
But dude, you can do the, "Time to make the doughnuts," thing from the old commercials. I'm watching Doeden suck it hard in some snowboarding game. Rocking out to Limp Bizkit. Tonight you should buy a 40, I'll buy a 40, it'll sorta be like drinking together. Right on.
from wpjtmf :
Sharp enough to cut through lies, or maybe it was the liars. I can never remember.
from ozziebean :
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! MANY -- CONGRATULATIONS -- are in order. Yay for you, mr. smallgren. And give me your goddamn phone number so I can call yo' ass. Mwahhhhh. Oh, by the way - I will be visiting yo' ass when yer out in MD, as I will be in NY!! Ho ho. mwah mwah mwah. Much love.
from blizzard345 :
I am horribly mad at you. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. did your roommate give you my hateful message. grrrr and stuff. your mother was a hamster and your father smelt of elderberries. by the way it is joel
from lordyuric :
thanks, smalz. *hug back* and congratulations on getting in.
from mroutt :
All day at work I thought about this note you are about to read. I sang songs in my head and put together my choices, so now it is your turn. ONly one answer per question and please give song title and and band name. Reply in my notes, or on your diary. 1 Favorite song ever: 2 Favorite Love Song: 3 Favorite Angry song: 4 Favorite song to make love to: 5 Favorite Happy Song: 6 Favorite Sad Song: 7 Favorite Song That Fits You Personally: 8 Favorite Kiss Song (Tony is the only one able to use Rock and roll all night, so you better thing of another song): 9 Favorite Aerosmith Song: 10 Favorite Band: 11 Favorite Music Style: 12 Favorite Boy Band Song: 13 Favorite Opening Song to a cd: 14 Favorite Closing Song to a cd: 15 Favorite Song to relax to:
from bigdaddysixx :
but see, the situation is fizzucked up dood, the shit is so thick right now, I need to get out of it soon or i'll suffocate. the horse's tempting just makes it hard to breathe, making me that more edgy to get out and onto it. ya know what i'm sayin?
from doedogg :
I want to be your frankenweenie...no wait..all right fine...ya want me to deliver a happy joes pizza to you. Delivery charge will only 69 dollars. dude..peace out. make out with the bitches and slap their asses..
from chullapa :
I AM THE GREAT AND POWERFUL OZ....no no don't look behind the curtain, shit! I said don't look behind the curtain..Now you've done it.
from tonya25 :
i really appreciate your response. i used to write quite a bit in highschool, but these past few years, i haven't felt the inspiration to really write and create like i did back in the day. actually, it seems as if the only affective way for me to get bitten by the "bug of inspiration" is to get drunk, and i mean drunker than a russian on a vodka binge in the middle of siberia. lol....lol... :)
from tonya25 :
i write a little myself.. here's something i came up with the other night(i was drunk by the way). i don't understand why the candy-green man crosses the hot high-wire. it burns his skin and yells within over the flaming pyre...
from mroutt :
I have to watch it smallz, it has Jason Lee in it. I expect it to be crappy, but Jason Lee is in itand I heard he is actually good in it. Damn being a fan of actors, damn it to hell. much love to the kid in Idaho
from tonya25 :
im glad that you are feeling bettter. you talk about having love again... are you going out with someone?
from mroutt :
Things are alright, I have a picture in my mind of hwo they could be better, an dhonestly that is the only thing probably keeping me from being truely happy. Hey smallz you and i should get a place together here in town. think about it.
from wpjtmf :
Hehehe. Sometimes you just have to kill some people. I am working on things myself. No more hair, no more smoke, no more nasty food, and I am working out and shit. I've been kickin ass at it. Now I need to get the khakis.
from ozziebean :
Much love. I identify with the feeling of waiting for the other shoe to drop, though the first one never did to begin with. *sigh*. Well, anyway, I love you very much (as if that will solve anything, sorry) and I miss you. Catch ya later baby, mwahhhhhh. Ozzie
from tonya25 :
i'm sooo glad that you decided to update. what's americorps?
from tonya25 :
you haven't updated in in several days... are you having too much fun not to be stuck at some silly pc?
from tonya25 :
adam, i just looked up your location, and found out that you reside in idaho!!! man, i thought that you were living in moscow, russia!!! i feel soooo stupid!!!! bye!!!!!
from tonya25 :
i just want to cry for you!!!! my boyfriend suffers from chronic depression. he has been going through it for two decades now!!!! i used to be suicidal back when i was sixteen. that was aobut ten years ago. it was an awful time in my life. i like to write poetry as well, but i haven't been doing it lately. i seem to have lost interest in it. a lot of times i feel empty inside and just plain uninterested in my life. my boyfriend's name is david. and ofcourse my name is tonya. if you ever what to email me or david, my email address is [email protected] and david's is [email protected]. i really enjoyed reading some of your journal entries. take care
from tonya25 :
umm... i was just browsing the members here and i wanted to contact someone in russia, because right now, i am trying to study the language. it's proven to be a challenge to say the least. i am working on writing and reading the alphabet and putting words together. boy, you sure do have a lot of notes left for you, smallz. i feel silly addressing you like this because i am a perfect stranger writing this stuff, but your journal entries are soooo interesting!!!!
from ozziebean :
here's much love and kisses. and, fuck it - why the hell not? here's even more hugs and kisses. mwahhhhhhhhhhh.
from minstrelite :
Your note has been on my heart throughout the day, and I didn't want to go to bed before replying. No, you need not change. And no, it is absolutely not a mere matter of reciting words. God will accept you exactly as you are, if only You accept Him as well. Then, through the action of the Spirit of God, you will find that you do change, and that life takes on a different flavor. You will know a joy and a peace unlike anything you have ever known. I pray that you will come, by faith, to accept the Lord into your heart.
from chullapa :
I leave you message.... peace out hommie
from wpjtmf :
I was gonna leave a note but I think I'll email you instead. Then I might even make an entry, won't that be fucking sweet?
from lrowley :
Smalls. The world desparately needs people like you. If you don't want to deal with possible heartbreak, that's you're call but love can succeed. There's a girl out there for you who doesn't want you to give up.
from ozziebean :
hey honey. i love you. and - did you get yer camera? much much much love. mwahhhhh.
from jonah64 :
I hear you there buddy.
from indie-snob :
Hello there! I just added a review for two Modest Mouse shows I saw last week and thought maybe you'd be interested. I have a bunch of other concert and album reviews here too. Check it out, thanks!
from lordyuric :
i'm leaving a note because i don't know if it's too late to call right now. smalz...i'm worrying about you. i don't know how to make things better. i don't think _I_ can. but i want things to be better for you. i REALLY want things to be better for you. smalz, i'll call you tomorrow. smalz, i miss you.
from ozziebean :
Hey honey. I mean "Haaaaay! - - - It's what gay horses eat!" Anyway, I miss ya, babe. Hope the Idaho routine is settling down. Glad to hear you made it back in one piece. It was oh so very cool to get to chill with you this summer, it - in fact - ruled. Anyway, just as a final little thing, I *believe* it is your camera I found in Lucy. So, if you're missing one, let me know, and supply me with whatever address is necessary to get said camera back to you. Much love and misses, Ozzie. p.s. - my e-mail is still [email protected]. Mwahhhhh
from damfest :
Adam, sometimes people make rash decisions when they see life with their eyes closed, and only after opening them do they realize that revisions are necessary in order to save something that's very important to them.
from lrowley :
It was very nice talking with you, Smalls.
from lrowley :
Yes, yes. that whole life thing... I still haven't given up on changing everything around me, including the people I see. I'm just sad we won't meet this summer. I'm glad that you're visiting. Now I can be jealous both because you get to hang out with the cedar falls crew(Eric), and they(he) gets to hang out with you. I'll be alright though, *just painfully grab Eric's nuts for me*. Have a good day and a great time in Iowa. bye.
from lrowley :
god damn it. i refuse to live my life with out meeting you and my patience is failing me again.
from ozziebean :
hey. i admit to knowing few things in life. let alone when i'm sober ;). anyway - you are a wonderful person (list of all cool things a smalz is should go here, but i haven't the time, the energy, nor an extreme desire to bore you with the things i've already told you you are before). and you're hot. that's a plus. also - i know that i miss you and that i hope i know (correctly) that you will be gracing us with your oh-so wonderful presents (hehehe - clever, no?) sometime soon? i certainly hope i know what i'm talking about. well, only on that last one, i know all the other stuff is true. dear lord, i need more sleep, less work, sleep, and a drink. much love. mwahhhhh
from wpjtmf :
Yeah we did it with ten cups too. I'm just saying that I hit eight of them and my team wasn't backing me up. You and I would've killed em.
from lordyuric :
smalz, i'm glad you told her you loved her since it seems that you really do. she will say it back because you're smalz. i'm completely failing to explain this because i recently awoke, but she WILL say it back.
from wpjtmf :
First of all, damn I leave you a lot of notes. Second, just chill man. Leave shit alone till you hear from her again. Third, Virgo, what the fuck? I'm a Virgo and I had a relationship that lasted almost five years. Granted, we all know what that ended up like. Anyway, don't pry her for information or anything. Let her come to you on this one. You'd better listen to me or I'll smack you. The end.
from wpjtmf :
I beg to differ. I enjoyed my job at Wal~Mart, my new one just pays a lot more.
from wpjtmf :
Right, my cell number is 961-0765. Ozzie agreed to the NIN day we are going to have yesterday. We shall rock out all day long, with the dvd, my cd, and my videos. Can I get a hell yeah? More hip flask action might have to happen while you're amongst us as well, we'll see.
from wpjtmf :
You're still coming here at the end of the month, right? No exceptions can be made. I don't care if the center of the country must be destroyed and Iowa and Idaho become adjoining states. I'll do what I have to.
from wpjtmf :
I went to Perkin's last night with a hip flask. I had whiskey and coke right at the table, are you proud?
from ozziebean :
you are such a sweetie (how's that for being out of left field?!). i miss you. much love. the end.
from lrowley :
I think I have a cooler and we could rade someone's pool. Some of the old homies will be here, Smalls. *Hope you're still considering*
from wpjtmf :
You lucky bastard. I wish I were camping.
from cheerio-star :
i'm forced to lock my diary - the password is truth
from damfest :
Damfest 2003: Friday, May 30th @ 6 PM. You are officially invited. I don't care what state you live in, we can certainly find a way for you to get from point A (Idaho) to point B (Iowa).
from lrowley :
HHhhhhmm. Smalls. Smalls Smalls smalls. What's new with the moving out here idea??? I haven't heard anything from Eric. I've been hoping that the thought isn't OH MY GOD! MY one year old nephew was running and just tripped on his face where the carpet starts. Then he just laid on his face for a while, then I picked him up. Dear lord was that funny. He didn't cry. Probably because I was laughing. Sorry. I had to share that with you. ummm. Have a nice day! Get back to me about coming to Cali.
from wpjtmf :
Why aren't you ever on AIM? Hmmmmmmmm. I have the AIM and I am on a lot, cause I am bored and have nothing better to do. So you should get on the AIM. Haha.
from lordyuric :
there's a lot of people i want to tell to go kill themselves. you're not one of them. that is supposed to be a compliment.
from wpjtmf :
SMALLZ YOU ROCK MY BALLS! I feel for you deeply. Your entries can make or break my day. When bad shit happens to you I get fucking pissed. I'll make them all pay. I lied on the song title in your last note, I was kind of out of it. You'll just have to find it for yourself. It's on Pretty Hate Machine.
from bigdaddysixx :
Smallz, you need to get your freshly shaven head (and/or ass) here sometime, you punk-ass-hoe! When dealing w/ a girl whom doesn't want what you want, remember: "girl, don't go away mad. girl, just go away!" ~~motley crue style, biotch.
from wpjtmf :
NIN-Something I Can Never Have-Why's it come as a suprise, to think that I was so naive. Maybe didn't mean that much, but it meant everything to me.| Just give it some time Smallz. You'll find some other girl to obsess over. That won't make things any better, but at least it's moving on.
from wpjtmf :
Damn you for sending us your snow. I had a horrible drive to work at 5:30 this morning and I'm blaming you. Just kidding.
from wpjtmf :
You feel like joining the march? You know I'll be there to step right up. hehe
from cheerio-star :
no matter what anyone else thinks, you still make me smile! *smooch*
from wpjtmf :
That's it. Viva la revolution.
from lrowley :
Hello to you, Smalls. I never emailed you that one day and now I feel bad. I hope you forgive me for that someday. Anyhow, Have a good day. I don't know if I ever replied back to you, but I did eventually get around to painfully grabbing Eric's balls for you. Maybe that'll make your day. BYe.
from hugnkis074 :
happy belated birthday baby boy! you is da hoe :)
from mroutt :
We could go to mexico, just you, your dog and me. Drink teqela and look for sea shells, doesn't that sound sweet. smallz i'm fallin' apart, don't know what promises i can keep/
from jonah64 :
Happy Birthday Smallz!
from chullapa :
hey whats the addie to devil silence :P
from wpjtmf :
I'll do what I can. Instead of sending you pimp power, I hold the darkness from your path. You will walk only in the light now, and that should score you a chick.
from hugnkis074 :
you mean youre gonna sensually massage my ass? you'ld do that? for me? thats so sweet:)
from damfest :
A spoonful of your own medicine, eh? How about this: the first step wass talking to her...the second step is to let things progress at their own natural pace. She'd be a fool to pass you up.
from lordyuric :
after reading about the backrubs and the chocolate covered strawberries, i'm considering dating you.
from cheerio-star :
I luv you smallz! :)
from cheerio-star :
hey - it's not that I put my rents on a pedestal, it's the fact that they expect so much out of me. Plus the way they portray themselves is the only thing I have to go by... for all I know, they could be fuckers :)
from doedogg :
class of '98 rules tha school!!!you got nuttin homes. Peace.............
from hugnkis074 :
adam, you ARE da hoe
from damfest :
You think I'm Cox? *sigh* alright, hint #2: I graduated with the magnificent class of 1999. Our generation was much finer than the rabble of 2000. You crack me up. Read and be merry.
from cheerio-star :
Happy Valentine's Day!
from damfest :
Alright, to relieve you of your damning afflictions, I'll give you a hint....."? of the day". That's all you get. Thanks for the love; it's hetero-mutual.
from ozziebean :
hey punkin. i have some pictures from senior year i'd like to send ya. however, ich nicht tengo your address. so - if i could get that info . . . yeah, that'd be great. much love. *kiss kiss* mwahhh
from damfest :
Guns don't kill people.......apes do.
from chullapa :
I caught my Mr. Potatoe head making love to my malibu Barbie, It saddened me, even Mr. tater head is getting laid. ok bye Hiram Jerman Crumley,
from hugnkis074 :
jewel is beautiful, as is her music. im glad you think so. you gonna grace us with your presence any time soon? we just be here, chillin.
from wpjtmf :
It's all a conspiracy man. Those s.e.c.r.e.t.s., gov. cover-up and all that. Mind control devices...everywhere. You know me, I have to correct your lyrics, as I would expect if I made a mistake. A man has gun. Hey man have fun, nice shot. I must return to work after my stint of sickness. There was much speculation as to whether or not I would return. Silly Wal~Mart people. I wouldn't put in 2 wks if I just wasn't going to show up. Any way, I'm off to battle. Beware the s.e.c.r.e.t.s.
from wpjtmf :
You've got to learn the....(shhhhh)s.e.c.r.e.t.s. That and what's with this "atheists rip me apart" thing. When have I ever bad mouthed you really. I've expressed what I believe but I've never put you down for seeing differently. Just had to throw my view in there.
from wpjtmf :
HWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
from lordyuric :
http://www.thereverend.com/brick_testament/
from ferg :
Smalls, I love you man. You really are a great person. Oye. Some day brotha, you are going to find someone/something that makes you so blindingly happy it will make everyone sick. And that will be awesome. :)
from ozziebean :
where to start? yes, on beach house. i love you very much. however. it really doesn't improve anything to have you yelling at me now, does it? i agree that the things i do (and, i haven't cut in over a year, though i've wanted to) are not healthy, are - in fact, self-destructive. but, i don't do them all the time. and, they work. and there are plenty of times when i'm sad, when i hurt, that i do other things - sleeping, reading a for fun book, going for a drive, hanging out with other people - trying to feel better, or at least put it in a box and forget it. it's not as if i abuse myself every day. if i hurt myself every time i was upset or sad . . . . the ratio is more like 10:1 of good to bad. and, unfortunately, it comes up a lot. but, it's still 10:1 - at least. and, that's not too bad. what else am i supposed to do when i can't stop crying? and, i'm talking 'can't stop crying for over an hour'? and when there's nobody to talk to? or nobody to just *be* around, when i want that companionship so badly? i've been making it by - for the entire past semester and semesters during my freshmen year of college as well. and i've found what works for me. what else do you want me to do? we have different ways of dealing with things, and that's cool. but i don't criticize yours, certainly i don't yell at you for your methods of venting, or expressing yourself. it hurts, and - i don't think - is fair for you to yell at me. but, i don't know. whatever. and - no matter what, i love you. [and, i know it's stupid stuff to do, i do know that. and there are many many times when i *don't* do them, when i say 'no'. so . . . it's not as if i just, "fold" at the slightest hint of pressure. usually, well - usually, it's quite a bit.]
from abnormality :
i went to high school in west des moines, so you're probably thinking of someone else. take care. xo.
from fallen9angel :
"And when all was dust, I still saw my friend through the haze. Always knowing he is the real hero." I thank you for the kind words. They are more meaningful then you will ever know. I wish your new year goes perfect.
from lordyuric :
dude, i promise you i'm still alive and on earth. i'll call you this weekend. you may (and should) delete this note. ok, bye.
from lrowley :
Good entry.
from nastygrrl :
hey deftones rock, have u seen them live?
from mroutt :
So I am not the type to normally leave The man, the myth, the Smallz, a note, but here goes. To qoute Almost Famous (sorta) "It ain't Iowa without ya, we want you around. Like last summer." Time moves on and we all change, the things that define us are the friends we keep and the choices we make. I think I've made a bad one. e-mail me and we can talk more.
from lrowley :
I thought that's what address I used. SHRUG. I'll write you again eventually. Good luck with the girl thingy.
from lordyuric :
smalz, maboy, you're no so fucked as you would believe. as you've dealt with rejection in the past, i'm sure she has too. if'n you really don't want to go for this, don't. i can not see you with a non-christian, sexually aggressive, or excessive drug using woman. she manages to encompase all three. however, willy p. makes a good point. everything is a learning experience. if you do decide to go for her, you'll learn more than if you just take what you've learned from mistakenly making out with her. if i figure out something more insightful, i'll let you know. peace and a few hugs, for you.
from wpjtmf :
My last girlfriend was Catholic. Who fucking cares. You can get past all that if you want to. If you don't then let her go. Attraction can come with time so I figures give it a shot. It'll be a learning experience at least. I would go on but I have to go to work now. I possess rockstarness.
from lrowley :
I emailed you using your linked web page and then Eric said that that may not be the right email address. So I guess I'm just wondering if you got my email.:)
from wpjtmf :
Kyouran:fury; frenzy; madness; for our friend the dethmadness.
from f-ckwittage :
hey, i didn't abandon :| i'm reading backwards into you, modest mousage is enlightening me as we speak. happy pam greer, mr gren. i wholly agree with your perception-related sentiment. he irks me.
from wpjtmf :
If your ass was a chinese resturant, I'll have the poo poo plater. Perhaps just gay in the Bloodhound Gang sort of way, yes yes I likes the idea. Psuedo-homo-phony. It is also funny if you date a girl named Molly. Molly was a good girl and she knew the reasons why, so when she went into the bathroom she would never come outside. She's a GOOD GIRL and it felt great to be a liar. She's a GOOD GIRL. Hehehe MSI style, yeah. The bitches love you cause they know that you can rock.
from soapypjs :
i love that song, possum farm by the toadies. kinda ironic cuz i posted it this morning in my shared lyric diary, if you didn't know it existed, its squareone.diaryland.com hmmm...don't know what you could right about...anyway, happy new years!
from lrowley :
Hi. I read some of your diaries. Perhaps I'll add you to my profile. It's ok if we don't know eachother because we will meet someday. Happy New Years and stuff. Lisa Christine Rowley
from wpjtmf :
Thanks for the sinner comment, I appreciate it. It is now clear that you are a River Stalker. As you said I am a Mountain Guardian. We are still Gurahl brothers just of different tribes. I have to work at 10:30a.m. today. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrr. Death to Tram~Law.
from soapypjs :
Sure, I guess that would be cool, where will you be over xmas vaca? but don't worry about me, i don't know anything yet...and i hate being philosophical, but the law of naturalism does state that we don't know when our time will come anyway.
from lordyuric :
i emailed you, like you asked fo, and ONCE AGAIN, you didn't respond to it. what's your deal, hippy?
from soapypjs :
like pictures.
from ozziebean :
hey punkin. i just want to hear whatever you want to say. i liking knowing [some of] what's going on. i miss you. i think that is all i have to say. oh, yeah. i love you too. ;)
from jonah64 :
Hey smalls, how's it going. How'd your date with hot redhed lady go. I decided I wasn't going to use question marks. Ha ha. Jonah
from wpjtmf :
Ha ha, I pay attention, ha ha. I'm still working on the transporter technology so we can travel freely between states. Instantaneous transport rulz. I warn you that I will use it to steal leftovers out of your fridge. I have a snowman with a knife sticking through his nose. I'm done.
from lordyuric :
you know, i'd club a baby seal for you. i'd fuck a baby seal for fun. i realized that i use my computer at night with the lights off so i can't tell how dirty my keyboard is. a potato in a yellow shirt is recieving an ice cream sandwich from an ear of corn in a black shirt.
from fallen9angel :
if you are in to god all is good
from fallen9angel :
If you would rather use e-mail to talk, [email protected]
from fallen9angel :
Morning. How have you been and what have you been up to lately. Classes suck here, but I have at least started. Finding a job here is close to impossable.
from sonador :
another pisces huh? hehe. we're great and stuff i say. umm yeah. i found you through kristi's guestbook i believe. and in an entry you asked if the stuff you wrote was good or painful to skim through. rest at ease, tis good. =) i must go find food now. take care.
from wpjtmf :
Ya know I'd like to help you with your shit, but all of my old friendships dissolved due to moving lots of miles away. If that will somehow help I will email you.
from jonah64 :
Smallz, the way a friendship stays around is by contact. Once you lose contact the friendship starts to fade away. I used to be great friends with Eli. We used to do everything together, but then as we headed into high school, things changed. I found that I rarely ever saw the boy. I didn't have any classes and he started to hang out with a different group. He started to do some drugs and I just never saw him again. I heard he was going down to Middle America earlier this year to teach white water rafting. So the way to keep friends is to keep in contact. It one reason I love diaryland so much. Jonah
from soapypjs :
man, i really do love the drawing. it kicks my butt i can honestly say. idaho. hahaha. you know what's funny. my teacher was explaining why suicide is at such i high rate in boise in meridian alone. "they're all psycho's." for being an elderly scholar who has i don't know how many degrees, it sure was funny to hear. talking about psychos, that test, i took it, i'm extremely high on most of those, and guess what, i'm an idahoan. why does idaho have to ryme with psycho? lol. so where are you living now? smalls, does it rock your sox off? (please excuse me, i'm just too idahoan to be taken seriously)that's awesome that you noticed that i'm doing a lot better. it felt so good to read that! thank you. i am doing a lot better and i got my life in line. so thanks for everything. and we should talk soon. since i'm too stupid or idahoan, i don't know how to set up messenger on other sites, but i have it on hotmail at [email protected] incase. see ya later.
from jonah64 :
I don't seem to have your address. send it to me via e-mail and I'll see if I can get you a pic. Jonah Oh, you definitely need to make a trip back sometime this semester (or in between)
from ozziebean :
i love you. 've never been what one could call 'clever'. so - sorry my friend, that's all i got. love you.
from jonah64 :
I read your entries consistantly. And I read the whole thing. It's the way I keep in touch with you. For this I love diaryland. I would lose touch with so many. You need to come back soon and see my hair. Maybe I'll just send you a pic of it sometime. Jonah
from soapypjs :
i like the picture, did you draw it?
from mroutt :
i am sick of trying. I love ya smallz. For you I update. People are so two faced it hurts. Hope life is treating you well.
from jonah64 :
I like your new picture. hehe! Jonah
from parn :
goodbye
from fallen9angel :
hi, have you ever seen monkeys at the zoo drinking tea and eating crumpits. BY ALL THAT IS HOLY YOU WILL!
from ozziebean :
i love you. and i miss you. that is about all of the eloquence you're going to get out of me tonight . . . (it's just not working for me tonight ;). i love you babe, that is all.
from wpjtmf :
I is saying what up pimp? I is good. I is wicky wack. I is gonna drink a sum tonight. I is gonna tell you to say happy bday to manda. I is done now. I is gone stop typing. I really is. I say bye.
from doedogg :
dude i just saw you made an entry and it is cool. No doubt rocks?!?! hmmm think about it. I can' type well cuz oh my god I am glad I didn't eat more "chocolate" cuz shit it is playing with me. well dude I will see you sometime. Doedoggy diggity dogery D
from wpjtmf :
I just thought I'd try to cheer someone up after my own depressing entry. Maybe I'll feel better, maybe I won't. I'll get around to calling thee one of theese days. I have like 4 minutes on my calling card right now. When I get a new one, it's on biatch. Now it's time to show those fucking dragons who's boss. Fare thee well beloved brother.
from doedogg :
hee hee
from innerside :
watch this magic trick, little boy. three in one, spinning in circles, eating its own mind. wanna bite?
from wpjtmf :
You=rockin'
from darkerside :
Ha ha a note ha ha. I will defeat you ha ha. Ha ha that is of course unless that other guy makes a new entry ha ha. My brother, you know ha ha. Kamehameha ha. Krunk krunk koosh koosh bada bada weeeeeee.
from f-ckwittage :
aaaw lordyuric. time and time again i tell you.. but nobody listens. you do not suck. and you, mr smallgren, i will email you something special. watch the skies.
from lordyuricsux :
Smallgren. Smallgren. Smallgen. I've seen an evil grin coming from some rat-like mother fucker. Everyone knows his name. PAY ATTENTION!!!!! LISTEN TO ME!!!!!!!! READ HIS BULLSHIT AND THROW IT BACK INTO HIS FACE!!!! He needs your help. He's begging for it. He wants you to tell him he's wrong, that he doesn't understand a damn thing. Most of all he wants a map showing him the way to reality.
from wpjtmf :
You are a pimp! You rock my gravity box. I don't know what a gravity box is but you certainly put some rocks in it. I opened the phone book and looked for something funny and there it was, gravity box. Or how about the French-Hand Funeral Home & Monuments? That's pretty fucking funny too. Go rent Kung Pow. It just came out today and it is the sweeeeeetest movie ever. Okay, bye.
from ozziebean :
hey honey. i know that you're not always joking or affable. granted - i don't truly truly KNOW you all that well - but, i've seen a lot, sensed a lot, and heard a lot - vague whisperings, just what you were up to. And you are a very . . . you're full of worth. Immense kindness, intelligence, compassion, humor and wit, and you are human. You have people who are your friends, you have family, you have people who love you. Hopefully, most of the time those three circles overlap :). For myself, I love all of you that I have been allowed to see - in person, through Diaryland, through second-hand accounts of some of your exploits and general wellbeing. So . . . hmmm. It's normal and okay to be upset. Even depression, unfortunately, is almost 'normal' - it's at least not uncommon :(. I'm not saying that you are or you aren't but . . . when I'm sad, it seems I'll never know anything but sadness and despair (two weak words, i know but . . . i mean them). "Did they tell you that life goes up and down? Did you notice how the wheel goes 'round? You better pick up off the ground, yes - Before they bring the curtain down." (youknowwho). Probably quoted it incorrectly or someshit. And I'm not saying to . . . feel guilty over how you feel or don't feel. But . . . keep in mind the up-cycle. If you want to e-mail me, my address is [email protected] and I would love to talk to you. My cell # is 319-404-7222. You're a pretty fuckin' cool guy, smalz. I love you, and I'd love to talk to you about - whatever, I just like talking to you. That's about it (hahaha, what a statement after this, no?). Love you and I'll catch you on the flipside.
from f-ckwittage :
the screams throughout run lola run represent the shattering of time. heheh, i watched it with someone who studied it for film class. fun times!
from shutupmom :
talked to a friend of yours last night. she found me through your diary and pranked me. well, she meant to prank me but then we jsut started talking. she lives in kansas and loves wayne newton....so she says....
from wpjtmf :
You have a note on Diaryland. It is from me. What Doeden said is disgusting. I am a Willy P. You are a Smallz. Have a party.
from doedogg :
hey what up homes..how are potatoes are whatever...next time you drink a beer poor some down your throat for Doeden...then you will feel like I am inside of you hee hee ...how kinky see ya WORD!!!

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