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from exhale9203 :
I added you on MySpace!! I've found you again. I've missed you so much Amber :)
from bbwing :
Erin wants the new address! Erin wants the new address! Erin wants the new address! Pretty please!!
from bbwing :
(10/8/05)Hey sweetie, I can't read your entries for some reason. The layout and everything else (links,bio, etc) show up, but the text for the entry itself doesn't show up. And hi, how are you?:)
from exhale9203 :
(8/17/05) Amber!! It made my day to get a note from you! I miss you so much, too. I have a journal at livejournal.com that I update on a regular basis. A bunch of people from diaryland got me started over there. I am glad you are still updating your diary...I read each post. I think about you all the time! One day here soon I'll update my diary and fill you in on what all is going on with me these days, ok? Thank you again for the note :)
from beety-queen :
[3/12] Hey Amber!! Oh man... I'm so glad you're still updating. So, how's it been? =D I know I'm a dork. Good to know, huh? Anyway, I dunno... I just wanted to post a note. Man, it's good to see you here.
from nicolerenee :
Aww, thanks for the lovely note. I can always count on you for your nice words. How have you been lately? I always forget about your blog, I must go check it out to find out what you have been up to! XOXO
from bbwing :
2-21-05 Holy crap! you updated! the world os going to end! too bad I can't see it... Password eludes me.
from nicolerenee :
Hey...you ok?
from loud-vagina :
holy crap Amber. That's alot of shit going on....police reports? I hope that's not as bad as it sounds. I'm having late fees too. I haven't paid my cell or my credit card yet. It's so nice having the credit people call me on my unpaid cell. Anyway, I hope things get ok soon. Just so long as you and Jim Bob make it through....I'm wishing you the best.
from bbwing :
(10.23.04) EEEEESH.. that's.. a lot. I'm sorry.
from bbwing :
(10/22/04) Amber....is.....everything OK? I'm concerned about you.
from loud-vagina :
((((Amber))) Hugs to you. I hope things get better soon. Right now it's all rainy over here and it's soo nice. I'm also at work suffering from, cough cough, ass problems. lol. I had ate a little too much sugar free candy, and let me just put it this way, I was up all night in the bathroom! lol. alright, this is just a sorry attempt to make you smile :) but it's true. I hope you have a better week!
from bbwing :
(10/17/04) I'm sorry things aren't going well. If you want to talk, you know where to find me. I love you. ~Erin~
from loud-vagina :
Hey amber ;) I hope everything's going good for you down south. That really sucks about the beotches at your job though. Hopefully you'll work everything out with them. Oh yah, you need to give me yo new digits!
from exhale9203 :
I'm so glad you got a bunny rabbit! Magic is a great name for her. Maybe we'll get her to bite my roommates or something? Haha. I am glad I'm not the only one who is hating their work right now. It's just kiling me. We just need to take a vacation to Jamaica or something! :)
from madamepierce :
thanks for joining the hatemydayjob ring!
from beety-queen :
[oct. 3] Stupid ex-girlfriends.... Hey you got a bunny!!! And I get the magic thing btw. Well, I thought I'd say hi. Hi Amber!! We've missed you!! Ok, I'll see you later.
from bbwing :
(9/26/04) Amen to that!
from exhale9203 :
Isn't it GREAT to make lists of things that you're thankful for? :) I need to make one of those. I'm glad I can make you smile, buddy!
from sillieshamma :
I hope you're doing ok, Amber, I know how hard it is to lose a pet...even just a hamster. Smile, and have fun moving Jim's stuff. (I love the template, too, btw...)
from exhale9203 :
Awww, Amber! I am sorry sorry about Killer. That is really sad, I hope you feel better soon :)
from bbwing :
(9/21/04)I'm sorry about your hamster, sweetheart. I hope you feel better.
from loud-vagina :
Aww. I'm sorry your little killer died. :( I would be sad too. I'm still kinda confused how it died, but it's still sad. You should have a little funeral for her (i think it's a female), in a nice spot that you and Jim Bob can always remember. :) Alrighty then, be careful moving stuff and try not to slice open any of your hands, or bust your feet! Love ya!
from exhale9203 :
Hey buddy! I made it home safe (it was pretty scary though) and survived Ivan. Yeah, I can't believe that Jean is already on its way...these hurricanes are like a week apart!! By the way, I have got to put The Sims 2 on my Christmas list, because I cannot afford to buy it at the moment...because like you, I am poor :(
from sickami :
Its a DODGE RAM. And of course i know everything, you didnt have to remind me.
from exhale9203 :
Hey girl! Right now I am seeking shelter from the hurricane and tornadoes...fun times. We definitely are still taking over the world! When we do this, I would like to make a rule: No more damn hurricanes! By the way, you are first on the guest list to me and Ashlee's wedding...it will be the social event of the century! Nick and Jessica ain't got nothing on us :)
from loud-vagina :
This is my new diary...(((hugs)))-Des
from nicolerenee :
*glad your back* :)
from snccharlotte :
Okay Mister "I-KNOW-EVERYTHING".....then what kind of truck does my dad have?! HMMM?!
from sickami :
Ummm... Your dad doesnt have an F150. p0w!
from exhale9203 :
I freaking love that song!!! It is so awesome. Chingaling, what what! I am also a Sim fan...and I did not know about The Sims 2...and now I am excited! I like the new layout too...I will marry Ashlee one day, we are meant to be together :)
from beatrixkiddo :
OMG I love that chingaling song!! Josh always looks at me crazy when I'm dancing to it in my car. ;) Fun stuff though! About unlocking your diary, I say why not. It's always so annoying how we have to feel like we have to supress our thoughts because there are dumb fucks who like to nay say everything we do. They have the right to say anything, why shouldn't you? I really hate holding myself back and I know you do. Let yourself free woman and say what you want. Write what makes you happy, what pisses you off, what makes you cry. Write anything. I think it's a good release and it is annoying being locked up. I think if stuff starts up again then it's definitely not your problem. If it does happen again, then some people need to grow the hell up and realize that there's more to life than drama. Some people just like to pick and pick and watch us break. They like watching us get pissed. Gosh give me a knife!! lol. I say, let's not let them get to us. However I know we don't want anything to start up again, so if people open their big mouths, try to set them straight. If that doesn't work then it's your choice: lock it up again, or leave it be....I don't think it should happen again though. Yah, our phone contracts are up at almost the exact same time. I'm not sure who I want to switch to though because some places want huge ass deposits. I just don't like T-Mobile because I don't get reception ANYWHERE on campus. If I get raped by an abandoned building, I'll be so screwed!! haha. Smooches on yo cooches fo sheezy. :) --Love Des
from beatrixkiddo :
Jeez things have been crazy. Thanks for the kind words. They really mean alot to me in times when I'm so down in the gutters. Negativity sucks and I know we're all so sick of it all. Why can't we just be happy all the time? Oh well, I guess that's impossible, but things seem to be looking up right now: You got a snake, and I got sex! Oh yah!! I at least got my own version of a snake lol. I have to see it when I go to Vville. Hopefully I won't be too much of a wuss. Well I hope things get better between your parents. I hated living with my parents and feeling in the middle all the time. It's like you need to take care of the family and be there for your siblings. It's a tough job in making sure your brothers and sisters don't turn out to be nutcases. Oh yah and my dad might be cheating on my mom too. Big woop. (here's a big wet kiss for ya. muah!) ttyl :)
from exhale9203 :
Yay! A positive entry! Your snake sounds so cool :) Damn that Marcie bitch.
from beatrixkiddo :
I know how you feel and it fucking sucks. You and Jim bob can make it though...you guys love eachother so so much. I hope things get better for you. Oh yah, dad's suck.
from prettysprite :
[9/10]hey buddy! umm... just thought I'd say hi.. not too much good stuff these days, you know? 15 pound backpack of 7 flights of stairs. lol. Oh whatever. Later Amber.. hope you'll be happy next entry.
from bbwing :
(9/8/04) Allow me to demonstrate the bright side: You HAVE a job! Crappy and stressful though it may be.. you HAVE a job. And you have a boyfriend you KNOW cares. (Happy 0ne year anniversary by the way... it was one year, right?) You don't have to wake up in the morning wondering if you're wasting time on someone that may or may not feel the same. You can go to bed knowing that you have someone that loves you as much as you love them. Silver lining and all that stuff. And also *hugs* because I'm sure I didn't make you feel better.I'm here if you wanna talk, as always. Ok? Love, me
from exhale9203 :
Do we have the same parents? Oh yeah, the new-ness wore off of my job too and I fucking hate it now.
from pinklady877 :
welcome back :) brian and i went through a phase like that, as i'm sure you remember. we laugh about it now that we used to fight like an old married couple. just tell him that if he's stressed and needs to talk, you're there. you don't need to be the one fixing his problems, as much as you want to. i've come to realize that one. hope things get better and i hope to talk to you soon! :D love, kristine
from beatrixkiddo :
finally. lol, something interesting on the internet again! Is amber poking smot? hahah. If so, give me some! Please? lol. ttyl
from exhale9203 :
Welcome back, bud :)
from prettysprite :
=) Nice to know you're back.
from bbwing :
(8/15)So you're still writing, but you changed the info??
from pinklady877 :
oh amber amber. i hope things get better, i truly do. if you ever want to talk, i hope you know that i'm here. i'm glad you're back <3kristine
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber!! I understand why you want to leave, but I'll miss reading your diary. You can't desert me though! I hope we can keep in touch :)
from beatrixkiddo :
I agree with you completely...Diaryland has pretty much f'ed up a whole lot of crap. Oh well, what's done is done I guess. Through all of this we've all learned a bunch of horrible lessons... What they are, I'm still unsure of..Writing about stuff on diaryland all the time just made me focus on the bad stuff in life. It's weird huh? All I'd wanna do on this damn thing would be complaining and bitching...heh. Well, I think we've grown up into decent human beings and all of this has just gotten old. Aw well, that's life for ya. Out with the old and in with the new. There's alot more stuff out there for all of us to experience in life. Ok, so I don't know where I'm going with all of this :( hehe. All I can say now is take care Amber. Things were good while they lasted. I guess we just have all of the memories in our minds and there's no longer a need for us to write them for the world to read anymore. hahah, like the times we held hands and kissed in the park!(those guys were pervs that wanted to tape us!) that was funny, and the time I was laying on the bathroom floor in Marie's about ready to pass out. I got my belly re-pierced, but it hurt like a beotch and bled alot!! It was way worse than the first time. Oh yah, and our trip to the free clinic and filling out all of those weird sex questionnaire's at my old apartment. hahaha. lol. Ok well I guess I'll stop now. Take care Amber , and have fun with your new friends. Just NO MORE HIKING FOR YOU, especially in the heat!! eesh. I guess I'll see you around then. I know we're not close anymore, but if you ever need anyone to talk to, or whine to, I'm just a phone call or e-mail away. Ok then, sorry for the LONG ASS note :) ~Des "kanch sex!!!" lol.
from nicolerenee :
Well...bye. Take care. :(
from pinklady877 :
oh no. well hopefully we can still keep in touch. i'm gonna miss you! <3kristine
from prettysprite :
Aww... Amber. Well, I hope you'll still keep in contact with your buddies. Please?? =(
from bbwing :
(8/4) NOOOO! YOU CAN'T LEAVE.:( :'(
from bbwing :
(8/1) That sounds like a scary hiking adventure. I'm glad you're OK. And I'm sorry that you're worried about Jim. I'm sorry Jim is going through things that you both are worried about. My best goes to you. ~Erin~
from exhale9203 :
Wow, that is so scary! Y'all gotta stop that hiking business :)
from exhale9203 :
You can email me anytime, ok? You just whine and bitch all you want!! :)
from exhale9203 :
I am proud of you for buying that DVD player...I am proud of myself because I just figured out how to work the one in our house that we've had for over a year. Haha. About that being frustrated and fucking hating yourself...you have no idea how I can relate to that. I understand completely. I am in the same boat.
from prettysprite :
Hey Amber, I still love you so, don't worry =D Btw, I'm proud you got a dvd player! Man.. I can barely save 10 bucks let alone 400. Talk about self-control. =D
from bbwing :
(7/26) Ah, I know how you feel. I really, truly do. And you know what? It sucks, I totally agree. But we keep pushing because we want better... I asked myself the other day why I do this to myself, but I can't come up with an answer. Anyway, keep doing what you're doing. Everything will turn out the way you want it to, because you DESERVE it. I love you. ~Erin~
from prettysprite :
[7/19] Hey Amber! Sorry about the bad entry, but I was wondering if you were working today at Best Buy. My dad and I were getting some ink for the printer and I thought I saw you at the cash register.. hm.. anyway, I could be wrong. =) I'll ttyl.
from exhale9203 :
I feel your pain! I had the exact same day! I am sorry you had a bad day. I worked over 18 hours doing inventory at work today...fuck, fuck, fuck.
from bbwing :
(7/18)I'm sorry you had a bad day today.:(
from beatrixkiddo :
eesh! That sounds super painful. I can't even think of which one hurt worst. Wow, it seems like lots of people look like you. It's weird too because even though I never mentioned it, when me and Josh would walk around campus, I would be like "holy shit josh, hurry look, she looks like Amber!" That's weird stuff. I saw like three different girls that had some Amberness in them. hahaha ;)
from exhale9203 :
This is my second note to you today, but I just had to let you know that the gay guy's "self-portrait" I mentioned in my entry would have pissed you off...I thought about you...it was such a disgrace to the Sex and the City girls!! Also, I saw another girl that looked like you today...are you secretly coming to Athens and spying on me?? Haha :)
from exhale9203 :
Wow, that sounds so awesome! I wish I could've been there :)
from bbwing :
(7/8)Wow, that sounds so cool. I wish I was still in California to hang out with you guys. Hey you know, the bruise from when I whacked my knee on Jim's car has FINALLY gone away. It didn'tstill hurt, but I still had a yellow bruise. Fun, fun.
from beatrixkiddo :
You crazy woman! I just read back a few entries. How did you get so banged up? Whats up with the finger and your foot? Well anyways, I hope your grandma gets better ;)
from bbwing :
(7/7) Glad SOMEONE had a good holiday. Mine sucked. I worked half the day, and being alone, cleaned the other half of the day.
from bbwing :
(7/6)Eh, don't worry about "stupid entries"... we all have em. That wasn'tstupid though... and is everything ok?
from sillieshamma :
I hope you're doing ok...
from exhale9203 :
I saw this girl at the mall today working at a shoe store and she looked a lot like you...I was like "oh my gosh! It's Amber!"...then I saw her nametag and it said Jackie and then logic kicked in and realized that you work at a Best Buy in California, not a shoe store in Athens. Haha :) Guess I was just wishful thinking. Thanks for the kind words, Amber. I'm always here for you too! You're a great friend. But yeah, I was just having a rough day...I'm glad someone understands about the up and down moods! Some people just think we're psycho when we write entries like that. I hope you've had a great 4th of July weekend!!
from bbwing :
(7/2_) Yay,10 months! And who's this little queer maddogging you over a HUG? Fucking little 17 year olds. Yes, I am 17,but I don't act that way. I hate it when one little bitch makes the rest of us look bad!
from exhale9203 :
Life fucking sucks...you got that right! That's sad, your grandma and my grandpa...we can definitely relate. Hope everything works out :)
from sillieshamma :
And how gorgeous are you!?!?
from exhale9203 :
Aww, that looked like y'all had so much fun! Wish I could've been there :)
from pinklady877 :
aww you are so pretty =) that ring he got you is gorgeous! we need to talk more! <33
from bbwing :
(6/26) oK, first of all, THANKS! i'M FUN, Yay. Second, good thing you went to work afterall, eh? Third, CONGRATS ON THE MARKS. At least SOMEONE'S getting good grades...*isn't*
from exhale9203 :
I'm next, huh? Haha :) I'm glad y'all are having fun! You know something...I know that feeling you are talking about that you had after your break. I had that happen recently when I ran into some of my old friends...I just talked to them normal, I didn't feel angry or sad...or get that happy feeling either. I was just indifferent and normal. It was so liberating and cool, wasn't it?
from exhale9203 :
Yeah, fuck Bank of America! They screwed my parents over, so they left them too. Fuck them! HOT DAMN...Jim got a house!!? That is awesome :) I'll come help you guys decorate.
from bbwing :
(6/17) Oh, Amber. There's nothing I can say to make you feel better, because I'm in the same boat... so I'll just hug you and tell you I'm here if you want to talk. *hugs*
from exhale9203 :
Keep your chin up, dear. I got your back :) Your goals are not out of reach, I promise.
from bbwing :
I'm sorry about the bank situation. That sucks. :( *hug*
from exhale9203 :
Disneyland + Jim's birthday = Awesome! :)
from exhale9203 :
Busy busy girl!! I'm glad you're having lots of fun! I am still saving change in my over-sized beer bottle piggy bank so I can come to California :)
from sickami :
If we took the freeway i wouldnt have gotten a flat at all =\ There was a pot hole in the rode we took, and i hit it too fast, it bent my rim letting the air out of my tire.
from lightupnight :
Hey, I just noticed that you had left me and note and thank you so much for that. I am currently having up and down moments and it always makes me smile that someone is reading, just wondering about the stuff I'm going through. If that's what you were doing. Anyways, thanks again! Oh, and I'm glad that you weren't hurt by that mishap with the freeway.
from nicolerenee :
First of all, I'm glad you are alive and that you guys missed the freeway. Things happen for a reason. Second of all, you are so sweet. Thanks so much for the note you left me, you are a wonderful person, Amber, and I hope you find your (true) happiness.
from bbwing :
(5/22) OH MY GOD! I'm glad you're OK!
from exhale9203 :
Yep, I believe that everything happens for a reason. I'm glad you guys missed the freeway and that you guys are okay :)
from pinklady877 :
oh wow. that's really scary. i'm glad you guys are all okay. =) is his car fine? <3kristine
from bbwing :
(5/21) I wanna go to the fair...:( I haven't been there in FOREVER.
from nicolerenee :
Hey you, I had to reset my cookies on my internet, so I lost your password...could ya be a doll and give it to me again? Thanks! ;)
from exhale9203 :
Yay! Two updates in one day!! I want to go to the fair :)
from exhale9203 :
Hey!! It was great to hear from you! It would be awesome if you updated more, but I know you are a busy girl! I'm behind you and Jim all the way and know you guys can make it through any rough patches :) Talk to you again soon!
from bbwing :
(5/16) Oh my god, yay! Remember last summer when I came down and I had my friend call you cause I couldn't get a hold of you? That's the friend I had call you. Wow. I'm so happy that I won't have to introduce you guys, and that you already get along! Yehaw! I'll be down there next month for Tina's Grad... would like to arrange to hang out with you too. EEEEE... Yes, I'm actually THAT excited that one of my best friends knows the other. :):):):) ~Crazy Girl~
from bbwing :
(5/15)Is this the Krystina you know? http://f1.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/eriniscoolest/detail?.dir=/People&.dnm=865b.jpg If so, you know my Krystina, and that would be so awesome! Love ya!
from bbwing :
*wonders to herself if the christina you know is actually the KRYSTINA she knows* that would be so damn cool.
from exhale9203 :
Awesome :)
from pinklady877 :
good luck! and pssttt...you should write more often. <33kristine
from bkbomber18 :
No, i wasnt referring to you specifically when i was writting that entry. I was just venting because i wanted to let out steam that day cause i was thinking about the past for a while after getting off the phone with clarissa. I have to admit that i havent done enough to contact you though, and im sorry for that. Perhaps i care a bit too much for my friends than i should, or so it seems anyways. I hope that we can talk sometime to catch up on everything, and that you will find the strength to get through the day, cause i know its probably been pretty hard for you lately.
from pinklady877 :
aww hun. i hope everything works out. <33
from bbwing :
(5/9)Wow, things always get put into perspective for me. Actually, the other day, I was thinking to myself "By many standards, I have an enviable life, yet I feel depressed... why?"
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber!! Your desertrose entry literally brought tears to my eyes because it made me start thinking about my childhood playing with all the neighborhood kids. That entry was beautiful. I haven't heard from you in a while, so I hope you are just a busy working girl and things are going great for you!! I'm moving out of the dorm today...yay! Have a great day! ~Derek :)
from beatrixkiddo :
Hey amber, thanks for the note in my guestbook. I'm not sending you this note to desertrose just because I know chris and all of those retards live off of this stuff. Well anyways, I appreciate you being truthful with me. I take no offense to the truth. I know I need to move on from Tyson, but he and I were so close at one time that it's just so hard to let go. I'm sure you know what that's like. Things are coming to me a little bit clearer now...hmm. I don't know why I'm telling you all of this, I just applaud you for having a voice that's heard without being an ass about it. lol. Oh well. I feel like I'm viewed as such a pathetic person for wanting to be friends with will. It really sucks. Anyways, I guess I'll talk to you later, and ummm...Take care! I hope life is treating you good :) Don't work yourself too hard, and if you ever need anything, and I mean anything at all, just remember that I'm still here. I know things are overwhelming right now with life and all, but don't worry about it, you're strong and you don't take shit from nobody! "Fuck da police!" sorry, lol. Bye now! Much love Des
from jess1976 :
First of all, I have to say... as hard as it may sound, do not let the pressure get to you!! Do the best you can do so that YOU feel accomplished... try not to worry what others think. It's that much harder when it's your family, trust me I know... my mom got married when she was 18 so she's trying to live her life through me and my sister... she always has such high expectations. Be yourself, try hard for yourself and continue on being the wonderful person you are. Hope things get better for you. Also, I miss reading you, so come back please!!!
from pinklady877 :
woman! you are not mediocre! you ARE talented. don't let anyone else tell you otherwise. i'm serious. it's times like these that i wish i knew you "in real life" because then we could watch stupid movies and eat ice cream out of the container. you are such an amazing person! i think you just need to get out of that city of yours to realize that. <3333 IM me if you ever want to talk. much love, kristine
from exhale9203 :
Don't give up Amber! I know it's hard, but I also know you can do it. If it makes you feel any better, I've officially started "The California Fund" which is a large beer bottle/piggy bank that I put loose change into. I'm coming to visit you one day! :) Keep your chin up, girl.
from bbwing :
(4/21)Amber, you put into words what I've been feeling A LOT lately...I'm sorry you're struggling too. I'm telling you, that whole living in seclusion idea we've been having is sounding better and better by the day. I want to run away from everything...
from bbwing :
(4/19)*Makes an attempt to rescue you*
from jess1976 :
Hi Hope all is well with you! I have missed reading you lately.. hope to see more from you soon. I'm trying really hard to keep up with mine a little more.. so stop by sometime!
from bbwing :
(4/17) I agree with what Derek said. And don't worry about not getting back to me, it's OK. I know you will eventually.
from exhale9203 :
I'm glad your new job is going great!! That is awesome! Now if I can just get a job, we'll be all set :)
from bbwing :
(4/16)I have a simple solution for you... Grab Jim and MOVE HERE!!!
from exhale9203 :
Hey! I hope you had a great Easter! I read your entry in desertrose and I just have to say rock on...good and bad experiences is what makes us who we are. Have a great day! ~Derek
from exhale9203 :
Uh-oh, I hope everything will be okay! :(
from bbwing :
(4/7) Amber, congrats on the jobs! If you want to post the picture, email it to me, I'll host it, and send you the link! It's easy! :)
from exhale9203 :
Go Amber!! Two jobs! You are in high demand! I ended up getting really drunk last night and it was a ton of fun. I will definitely update about that later today! Right now though, I'm late for class as usual. Talk to ya later!
from exhale9203 :
Aww...yay for d-land friends! :) D-land friends 4-life, yep.
from bkbomber18 :
Hey amber, i just wanted to say happy birthday despite the fact that its a day after. I'm sorry i didnt remember, i must have been too busy to check up on it, so i apologize for the blunder. I hope you had a good birthday and that you have more coming in the years after. Have fun this year and good luck!
from pinklady877 :
oh no! what's wrong with big boy?! haha. i eat there all the time. :/ <3kristine
from bbwing :
(4/3)AWWWW!!!! I'm glad you had a good birthday....Take a picture of the ring! We all want to see it!
from pinklady877 :
gasp! that is so freakin beautiful. i am so happy for you, amber. you deserve this happiness. =) <3kristine
from exhale9203 :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBER! :)
from pinklady877 :
happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3Kristine
from bbwing :
(4/3) Ah, you beat me to it! I was going to leave you a message saying happy birthday before you made an entry about it.:( Well, happy birthday all the same. Love you!
from bbwing :
(4/1) Here, here! My morning show is gone, too! Stupid piece of shit censorship! What am I going to do without my morning Jackie and Bender entertainment?! LET'S PROTEST!
from bbwing :
(3/30)Ha, that entry was too funny! It wasn't funny that you got attack by bugs, but just the way you described it.
from exhale9203 :
Aww, hey! I just got the testimonial thing...thank you SOOOOO much!! That is so nice, I am going to smile for the rest of the day! Yes, when I get some money, I am hopping on a plane :)
from exhale9203 :
Damn insects! Damn them to hell. I hate spring too! But next time they attack...we'll be ready :)
from exhale9203 :
I got an email from friendster saying that you had added a comment to my testimonials section...so I was like "this is great!"...and then I go to that section and it says I don't have any testimonials and such...I just don't understand :( I think friendster is trying to mess with my mind!
from pinklady877 :
whew! i'm happy for you. and not to freak you out, but you may want to take another one just to be on the safe side. =) <3Kristine
from exhale9203 :
Yay! :)
from bbwing :
(3/28) Yeah, Africa. That might work. Let me know what the results are. I'm here for you. *Love and Hugs*
from pinklady877 :
ohh amber. that was so beautiful. i know things are going to work out for you. <3Kristine
from snccharlotte :
Hopefully I'll be taking the test tonight guys. Thank you all for being there for me. Hugs right back to each and every one of you!! I love you all!!
from pinklady877 :
how did it go, hun? *hug* <3 Kristine
from exhale9203 :
I'm praying for ya, girl :)
from pinklady877 :
oh man, amber. i'm crossing my fingers for you. *hug* <3Kristine
from bbwing :
(3/26)I'm so proud of you for finally telling her! I'm scared for you about the other thing, though. *Hope, hope, hope you're not*
from bbwing :
(3/24)Grrrr.. Guys suck sometimes...
from exhale9203 :
For real, what is up with these layouts? I like the "exhale" one too! Um yeah, I feel ya...lonely with no one talk to! Jennifer doesn't seem to realize that she's all I have either when she hangs out with her other friends. I have a plan...I will come visit you guys and we will just talk, talk, talk! sound good? :) Have fun with your porn...I should definitely go get some of that...
from bbwing :
(3/23)http://bbwing.diaryland.com/040323_3.html I'm sad too. Wanna mope together?
from exhale9203 :
Oh yeah, and congrats on the job!
from exhale9203 :
Hey! I was wondering where you had been. I hope you aren't still sick and are feeling better! :)
from pinklady877 :
hey hon. you haven't written in a while and i was wondering how things went with telling your parents. <3Kristine
from pinklady877 :
don't write it in a letter. you can write it all down before you say it to her, but don't give it to her. talking to her face to face is definitely going to be hard, but it's going to show her that you're not a coward about it. sex is a very uncomfortable thing to be talking about with your parents, and if you can do that it'll (hopefully) show her that you're responsible and mature enough to handle such emotions. at least that's what my mom told me when i told her. if you need anything, ask! i've totally been there already. <3 Kristine
from bbwing :
(3/16) From Experience, I can tell you that confessing is probably one of the hardest things you'll ever do, but no matter what the outcome, or what their reactions might be, it will be a relief to have it off your chest. Even though my mom was/is disappointed with me, it didn't matter, because I can now be more open about my life, and I still feel relieved. I'm here for you, no matter what you decide.
from exhale9203 :
Hope you feel better :)
from pinklady877 :
hmm. well when i told my mom that brian and i were having sex, she took it rather well. so did my dad, which COMPLETELY shocked the hell out of me. they even MADE me go on the pill. but...if your mom freaked when she found out about you on the pill, maybe she also freaked out at the thought of you having sex. moms know things regardless of how close your relationship is. and honestly, you're doing an adult thing, so it's time to make adult decisions. don't hide anything if you don't want to. with sex comes responsibility. sorry to sound preacher-ish, but it's worked well for me and my parents. they actually trusted me more considering i told them. i didn't have to, i just wanted to. =) hope i helped a little. <3 Kristine
from exhale9203 :
Cool new layout...You tell Mr. Jim that he needs to update his diary or at least leave me a note and say hey! Wow, you sound exactly like me...I hate college (it is worse than high school) and I need a job but can't find one. Damn it all to hell! :)
from bbwing :
(3/15)Well.. six months isn't that long. I need to get a job, but I want to move out by the time I'm 19 (let's see if I can do it). BTW, I need your address! Email it to me, ok? (bbwing@excite.com). I've been waiting FOREVER to send you a pic of me and my sweetheart.
from dead-wings :
hey :) the username is "lil" and the password is "red" [of course, no little " thingies lol] thanks for asking! what's yours? [note me back or email at stickyvicki@hotmail.com]
from bbwing :
(3/14) I left my last note because I just discovered your life list yesterday. (I don't know how I missed it.) You said you wanted to stand on the rails of a ship and pull a Titanic.. get it now? And to the Victorville thing, yeah.. I Hated that anyone and everyone knew my business, too. It pissed me off. When are you and Jim moving up here?! (That would be great, ya know.)
from pinklady877 :
wow i couldn't even imagine what i would do if someone just walked up to me and said that. that's so odd! <3 Kristine
from bbwing :
*I'm the queen of the world!!*
from pinklady877 :
aw i'm sorry girl. i went to a viewing yesterday for a guy i went to high school with. i know how you're feeling. i was thinking about all that yesterday. it's not fun, but we learn to deal with it somehow. *hug* <3 Kristine
from exhale9203 :
Hey!! I totally agree with you about Survivor...those are some crazyass people out there! Well, I'm going out of town tomorrow so I just wanted to say goodbye! Hope you have a good weekend and I'm looking forward to reading an update from you when I return :)
from exhale9203 :
I heart making lists...lists are great :) Survivor All Stars is wonderful too, I'm addicted.
from pinklady877 :
thats the exact part that got me too. when she ran up to him and said "i'm here". that was when i really started crying. i'm glad you saw the movie. =)
from exhale9203 :
Hey!! I hope you're having a good weekend. I'm glad you enjoyed the Passion movie...I still haven't gone to see it, but I might get a chance this week since I'm home for Spring Break :) Have a good week girl!
from exhale9203 :
Oh thank god you finally updated! I was having withdrawals and was about to have to go to therapy. I missed ya! Mustangs are so badass...I wouldn't mind my car breaking down if it meant I got to drive one of them for a while. Yes, updating more often would be fabulous :)
from pinklady877 :
aww i'm glad you're happy again! =) and the mustang? i am SOOOOO jealous! mustangs make me a happy happy girl. *drool* especially a black saleen mustang convertible. can i say orgasm on wheels?! much love, kristine
from prettysprite :
Sup Amber! Haven't said hi to you lately. I'm glad you feeling happy!! Laterz! Lauren~
from bbwing :
(2/25) Amen to that entry! I COMPLETELY agree with your views!
from bbwing :
(2/23) You're such a dork, but that's why I love you. And, on the other hand, seeing Friends go makes ME want to cry.
from sillieshamma :
Hey, tis Shannon...wanted to know if I could maybe, please, possibly get the password. Thanks.
from exhale9203 :
Hey! That was not cheesy! That was great. You just wait until they cancel one of my favorite shows, I will end up doing the same thing. I did cry when they killed the love of my life off of Days of Our Lives.
from jess1976 :
Hi there- You've locked up... hope everything is ok. Can you give me the user name and password when you get a chance. Thanks, Jessica
from bbwing :
Thanks!
from prettysprite :
Hey! What's up? I've noticed you've locked your diary. =( Something wrong? If you need anything, just call me! =) Lauren~
from exhale9203 :
Thanks for the info! I was thinking I wanted to see that movie too, but it looks kind of intense. So you'll have to let me know what you think of it, aight? :)
from exhale9203 :
Oh no! I can't get into the best diary in the entire world!! Can I have the password, pretty please oh-wonderful Amber? :)
from nicolerenee :
Oh dear god NO! It's locked! Can I have the PW, please? :)
from bbwing :
(2/21)AMBER! Can I have the password, oh pretty please?
from pinklady877 :
oh no. password, please! =)
from starlit-lily :
Amber, Your review is up! Thanks for requesting! ~*Cielamara
from reviewgump :
Hey there darling. Your review is up. I made fun of your social sex life mostly. It's okay. I know you just have one guy, but I teased you a great deal. I hope you enjoy. Or at least don't attack me. Let me know!
from bbwing :
(2/18)I think something wants me dead, too. I keep having horrible dreams that I'm getting hit by a speeding car, or that I have a terminal illness or something..
from bbwing :
(2/16)Aww, that seems like a good day. :)
from exhale9203 :
Aw, I'm glad you had such a good Valentine's Day! :)
from exhale9203 :
Well now, we are going to have to end that sex drought aren't we? You two better get with it before he leaves! Hehe. So I was sitting here wondering what to do this weekend and then I read your diary...THE SIMS! Awesome. That is exactly what I'll do :)
from ktdream :
Thank you so very much for the review you did for me at Whipped. It was awesome, and I understand your sentiments about the long entries. I just start writing and so much comes to me ... it's hard to stop. I'll keep those comments in mind. Again thanks for everything-- the compliments, constructive criticism. It was awesome! =)
from exhale9203 :
Wow, you sound EXACTLY like me! Ninth grade through eleventh grade were the best 3 years of my life as far as having friends goes and I think about those times all the time. I feel the exact same way too. It seems like everyone else is okay, but why am I the one still sitting around pouting about it? It is good to know that someone else understands how I feel :)
from bbwing :
That was a good entry, Amber.
from bbwing :
(2/7)What's going on, sweetie? I'm always around if you want to talk.
from cisum :
Thanks for the review! Yeah, I agree with you on the writing and the layout...recently was grounded for a month, and, well, that was fun! ;) And the layout sucks because prior to the groundation, time was nonexistant. Oh well. Thanks again! :)
from pinklady877 :
oh man don't get a gold membership. get a paid account at lj. it's like 5 bucks for 2 months and 15 for 6 months. i got the 6 months. i LOVE it. it is so much better, seriously. =) and what were you talking about in your entry, if you don't mind me asking. i can't imagine you "betraying" jim so i'm hoping everything is alright. IM me sometime if you want---reddice877. love ya.
from pinklady877 :
pretty woman is BY FAR the best movie ever made. i love that movie so much. =)
from bbwing :
(2/5) I'm telling you, you've got to tell someone how much Tony is bothering you. You could say "Hey, remember Erin? She said to fuck off and leave me alone or she'll shoot you."
from prettysprite :
yeah! Friends~! I love friends. =D Any-who I hope the girl will be a comfort zone to you. Also, I talked to krystine and she was extremely calm about it, but I knew she needed to talk about it. Thanks again for the advice. It worked! Yeah! lol. Laterz!
from bbwing :
(2/2)I am not his first girlfriend, but he is innocent in so many other ways...I don't know how I want to go about this. I have talked to him, but I guess I need to be more direct, instead of subtle.
from bbwing :
2/2) You are not a slut! His sister is a bitch, though.
from pinklady877 :
hun TRUST me on this one. i know exactly where you're coming from. you are not a slut for having sex with your boyfriend. don't let them make you feel that way. and honestly? i'd be surprised if you guys lasted long enough not having sex. don't let that ruin your sex life, to be perfectly honest. when brian's parents found out about us, we stopped for like two weeks. you'll realize that one rather quickly. if you want to talk about anything, i'm here. it really really sucks. i'm not going to lie about it. but i really hope they get over it because i don't want you to have to go through what i've been going through. =) i'm keepin my fingers crossed for ya! much love, kristine
from exhale9203 :
Amber, you are not a slut! There's nothing wrong with having sex with someone who you truly love and plan on spending your life with. Just think though, when you guys get your own place, you can get it on all the time...in every room too! :) Cheer up now, dear.
from bbwing :
(2/1)Aww, that's so beautiful!
from bbwing :
(1/31)*Pout,cry* I wish I could see TREVOR...:(
from exhale9203 :
I'm sorry about your parents reaction and stuff. I hope it gets better, I really do. Just think though, when you do move out you won't have to deal with that stuff. When you and Jim move in together, I can come stay with you guys!! We'll have a blast. Oh, if you need a good laugh today, listen to this...we had an ice storm last night...they didn't close the university until classes had already started...and when I was walking back from class I slipped on an icy step and fell down 6 ICY STAIRS!! My tailbone is so sore!! Me busting my ass in the ice was definitely a funny sight. I hate icy weather. Well I'm going back to bed now so my tailbone can heal, bye! :)
from exhale9203 :
Wow, an Arabian Princess! Go Amber! Haha...consamate the relationship, that cracks me up. What parents don't know won't hurt them is my motto. That would be awesome if you guys could move in together! I'll keep my fingers crossed that you get the money :) (If you end up with a surplus of money, give me some please!)
from bbwing :
Haha.. they think you're going to consamate the relationship.. haha... haha.. consamate.. I first read that as "constipate the relationship". Yes, I know, ew... but whatever.
from bbwing :
What was that entry all about? High hopes or whatever...what happened?
from sickami :
i love you meow
from pinklady877 :
Hrm I don't know why! It's us: red pw: dice. That should work. =) Much Love, Kristine
from exhale9203 :
Some of those people on American Idol are so delusional I think they should be put in a psych ward!! They honestly think they can sing, what nuts. Route 66 girl...she definitely needs some help. I can't believe such crazy people are out there!
from bbwing :
(1/21)First, I boycott American Idol....but I have to admit, even if they suck, they've got some balls to go on National Television and do that. I couldn't do that. I get embarassed when my FAMILY hears me singing.
from pinklady877 :
Ohhhhh I LOVE that song. =) Good choice. Much Love, Kristine
from malinkaa :
Thank you so much for the nice review. It's been so long I totally forgot about it but thank God the ressuraction. Yey. Take care.
from sickami :
I LOVE YOU
from bbwing :
sexual workouts.. *scoff*.. No fair!
from fattyfatfats :
hi i just read my guestbook. i barely check that thing. cool site. looks nice. :) have a nice day.....!!
from misspinkii :
ok thankz i will take it down i guess.thankz for giving me a heads up...
from exhale9203 :
Aww, cool! He sang to you! How neat! I will have to remember to sing to my girlfried...when I get one, lol :)
from bbwing :
Aww, he sang.How sweet. BTW, did you go to the doctor? Was it horrible? Tell me about it.
from nicolerenee :
actually...waitresses are the only ones making 2.89. the rest of the minimum wage is 6.75. good for them! not for me! :)
from exhale9203 :
Hey! That is so cool about Shannon! It made me want to hang out with some of my old friends. Btw, you and Jim look like you guys were made for each other...those pictures were great!
from sickami :
I have something to tell you............................................................................................................. i love you :)
from bbwing :
(1/11)project? what project? if you mean comparing schools, that wasn't a project, that was a rant.
from pinklady877 :
ohhh you two are so adorable. he looks like a giant teddy bear. haha. =) hope all is well. much love, kristine
from sickami :
Thats one ugly bastard, but that girl... wow... the most beautiful ive ever seen. Hes a lucky guy, even though hes hideous.
from bbwing :
The pics are cute, but they're huge!
from prettysprite :
Wow Amber!! You look SOOO PRETTY!!! Aww... and you look so cute with Jim. Any-who! Cool pics. Luv ya!~
from pinklady877 :
aww hun i related to every single word you just said. i know that brian would never do the shit that the guys in my past did to me. it's just really hard (even now) to admit that i have found a guy who treats me the way i've always wanted to be treated. i am very happy for you that you have found jim, because it seems like he makes you very happy. don't think about the past. it's made you stronger, yes, but don't think about it. trust me on this one. don't compare jim to tim (haha..sorry i rhymed) because from what it sounds, they're completely different. =) much love, kristine
from bbwing :
Wnat me to buy you one and send it to you?
from skydragon1 :
http://skydragon1.diaryland.com/leftletter.html Read!
from exhale9203 :
Wow! That is so cool! I do NOT think you're insane. My mom and I have these vibes and feelings or whatever you want to call it, so I understand. But your dream last night...that is really cool. I'm glad it brought a sense of calm and clarity to everything :)
from exhale9203 :
Whoa, what a day! I'm sorry about your car, maybe your next car won't be quite as much trouble. My first car was a bitch like that, I threw away so much money on that car. Btw, I will join Friendster soon...I just haven't had a chance b/c I got drove back to college yesterday. Gotta go update my diary! ~Derek
from bbwing :
Yes, being unemployed sucks very badly. Not having any time whatsoever to look for a job (much less keep one) sucks more. Gah!
from sickami :
I LOVE YOU :D
from sarrapepsi :
Grrr!
from prettysprite :
Thank GOD for the new year, eh? Well, happy new year to you too! =D Laterz!
from sickami :
I Love You! Ive never had a better New Years Eve than the one i had last night. :D
from bbwing :
Rawr!
from bbwing :
The countdown on my AIM profile? I got it from Buddyprofile.com..:)
from exhale9203 :
Hey friend!! As soon as we get some money around here, I would love to come out and see you guys! I'm glad your dad is allowing Jim to come over for New Year's Eve, that will be great! I wish I could be with my Jen. I hope you don't have to do too much cleaning...I'd help ya if I were there. Have a great New Year's! I'll note you and Jim again soon :) ~Derek
from bbwing :
Eww cleaning that much would make me die. Please explain to me how it's 5 and A HALF stories..?
from bbwing :
No, no pouting!
from sickami :
I believe im fixin to write you a note, oh wait, i just did. :D
from bbwing :
The question is not "why don't I leave you notes?", but "why don't YOU leave ME notes?" Don't pout at me!
from exhale9203 :
I'm glad you had a good Christmas!! I'm sorry some more drama has happened, hopefully it's over now :)
from sickami :
You are NOT a bad gf, seriously. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and are more than i could ever dream of asking for. I Love You.
from thisis2hard :
You know what Am, My mom was JUST(today 12/22/03) talking about HOW immature ur dad is. So reading ur Diary was sorta shocking, but then not really. But I am glad that ur dad socking the wall doesnt scare U anymore.;) ;)Cheers!!;) I think, YOU not being scared of that anymore is a sure sign of the ADULT side of you too. ;)
from sickami :
Where'd you go??? :( I love you. And i slept, a little, hehe.
from bbwing :
(12/21)I jusr reread the furbies entry.. oh man, I laughed so hard.
from exhale9203 :
Hey!! Why do dads have to be so immature and throw their little tantrums? It's pitiful that we are so much more mature than they are. Seriously, they are always in asshole mood! Yeah, you know...I don't think I like Furbies. Glad you had a cool Christmas gathering! Fun stuff :)
from sickami :
I love you, always.
from exhale9203 :
I'm sorry you're sick! Don't die, ok? I hope you feel better :)
from bbwing :
No. No dying. That'd make me sad.
from sickami :
I hope you feel better. :( And dont worry about anything, just be calm. I love you.
from sickami :
That thing was lame. But what followed was quite nice.
from exhale9203 :
I just read that entry in your other diary and all I got to say is HELL YEAH! YOU GO!! I am so proud of you. You tell that bitch what-for! ;)
from nicolerenee :
good god, that desiree is a BITCH!!
from clauren :
Thanks for joining addict2sims diaryring.
from nicolerenee :
yay, atleast someone else is going through it too--even though you are on the opposite coast! :)
from bbwing :
(12/13) Yep.. yay for memories.. I'm your bestest best friend? I feel special.
from adonis04 :
Yay...thanks...keep up the good writing -DON
from adonis04 :
Hi...Yea...thanks for adding me too...except that i'm a guy...or at least last time i checked...yea...still a guy...thanks... -DON
from sickami :
I Love You. Now and Forever.
from bbwing :
(12/12)Santa needs to leave a car under the christmas tree for you.
from exhale9203 :
Haha, so true! You think there is a diary ring for HTML illiterate people? I would so join. Your new layout rocks by the way. Have a great weekend Amber!! ~Derek :)
from bbwing :
I love Lucy! That happens to be the name of the show, and a statement of fact. Hoo-rah!
from exhale9203 :
Congrats on being done with finals!! I only have one more left and then I'm headed to the other side of the state (home)! I Love Lucy rocks, I love her.
from gabriela83 :
Hey, thanks dear!
from bbwing :
freakydreams.com That's really weird, chick, but I'm sure it's nothing to worry about. Jim loves you and wouldn't REALLY do that to you over something like that. I'm here to chat, of course.
from pinklady877 :
i think that, with everything going on and the lack of trust in your (ex)friends, you're just afraid to lose jim. you feel betrayed because of recent events, and you just don't want it to happen in your relationship. understandable. :) much love, kristine
from pinklady877 :
yeah i'm going through the same thing right now. (preg) not sure though. it's a very nervewrecking thing to go through. you two need to be really, really careful. :) much love, kristine
from bbwing :
(12/8)Ooh, ghosts. Creepy.
from bbwing :
(12/8) Oh yes, sexual naivety is fun. But, like I said earlier, welcome to the sex goddess club! I'm glad Cece is OK... BTW.. Who's Exhale 9203? They added me as a fave.
from exhale9203 :
I'm glad Cece is okay. Oh, and I know you did great on your english final! :)
from bbwing :
The power went out because you (meaning you or jim) kicked the power cord! I don't know why the blinds flew up, or about the lady..which is weird by the way. Miss you.
from nicolerenee :
glad you are still here. hush hush. and what you said about if only one person says something bad, that is who you believe...right on! i think you are an angel, and i've been reading your lefe for over a year now. i think i might know what im talking about. btw, the picture of you and jim is SO cute. :)

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