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from breathe-salt :
you were one of the first diaries i ever got attached to. it was nice to see your name in red. <3
from fuckedvirgin :
im so glad your still on here, i honestly thought i was talking into a black hole, just rambling on. do you have a myspace? most people moved to it so i thought maybe you did. i have one if you do, its http://myspace.com/imalittleteapot. takecare love ill always be here for you too<3
from fuckedvirgin :
im glad your better, and im happy for you. i miss you so damn much, and how everything was a few years ago take care darling<3
from anotherwish :
thanks for ur ntes gorgeous you are such a gem... hope life is beautiful xoxo
from bang- :
i miss you, dear. it's strange thinking you're so much closer now than you were, but still too far away.
from always-never :
please dont leave dland, if thats what you were suggesting in your entry. youre one of the few good writers left on here
from my-decadence :
hello, dear. just wanted to tell you i've returned to dland. i'm glad to see you are still writing those beautiful words.
from tarynheart :
friends and boyfriends just suck. so do floods and misquito bites. but we just have to live through them i guess. and i noticed the journal change - i quit liverjournal though, so i won't be reading as much.
from tarynheart :
oh faith, don't worry about it. i know how life can be. i'm sorry that boys are so stupid but maybe it's a good thing - long distance relationships never work out, and maybe in canada you'll find someone who will love you the way you deserve to be loved. <3
from drowning13 :
Yep, all locked up (though I would prefer to be bound and gagged, heh-heh. ahem). Perhaps a locksmith will arrive shortly. If not, we can always level our shoulders and rush the door.
from tarynheart :
congratulations!!! that is so amazingly awesome. <3<3
from tarynheart :
thank you, beautiful. <3
from sunfuck :
sorry i was kidding too thank you for bothering to tell me that you like how i write only a certain kind of person does such things.
from sunfuck :
TOUCHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from sunfuck :
IF YOU CAN CATCH ME!!!!!!!!!!!
from hairplay :
I like what you wrote in bang-: "she's too old for teenage angst, too young for adulthood." <3
from guardiand05 :
yh sure hun. its: guardiand2005@gmail.com.
from ripped-photo :
hey is it okay if i have the username/password? email: jsundelacruzAThotmailDOTcom
from guardiand05 :
hey hun u locked up? why? can i get ur username/password for it? miss yas
from tarynheart :
please do <3 my email is pastedwingsandfoilrings@hotmail.com [i know it's long, just copy/paste it.] otherwise i'll miss you too much. <3<3
from tarynheart :
what's this, locked out? miss you faith =( how long will we be shut out for? <3
from tarynheart :
love you too, dearest. <3
from solace-blue :
it's deepwithin, lovey. <3
from sasori-gal :
Best wishes for the new year~ may it be one filled with happiness and peace for you.
from tarynheart :
thankyou darling, i'm glad you like it :) i'm eager to hear how your holidays have gone!! <3
from cold-heart04 :
Aw, thank you sweetie. I love your writing as well <33
from darceek :
thank you, i also like to read your words- strong & with alot of meaning<3
from fuckedvirgin :
hot damn. i wanted to send you a million of them beautiful <3
from fuckedvirgin :
oh man, i forgot how to make hearts &heart;
from fuckedvirgin :
i fucking love you sweetheart &hearts
from my-decadence :
i just thought i'd update you and tell you that my mom is out of the hospital and she's doing okay.
from my-decadence :
thank you. my mom is doing a little better today. (: and i'm glad someone understands me about the marriage thing.
from kyraga27 :
thank you darling. <3<3
from devil-bitch :
It can't hurt you because you see it.
from sasori-gal :
Hey birthday twin~ Happy 18th Birthday! Yes, it is definitely a new beginning and you have so much to look forward to and so many adventures that await you. Celebrate and enjoy! :)
from blow-it-up :
i've missed being here.
from my-decadence :
hello. this is my new diary. thanks for caring to read it. -owndecadence
from kyraga27 :
=) thank you love. whens your birthday? we should have a party ^_^ <3<3shira
from kyraga27 :
i have the same thoughts going through my head about my boy too..=( but it doesnt mean we're paranoid. or neurotic. or whores. insecure, maybe. =) [i love you my darling] <3shira
from kyraga27 :
paris? oh i envy you to hell and back..but will you have internet while you're there? i'll miss you...<3<3<3shira
from saggi :
hugs... don't think so much kae? just go with ur heart and live life as it comes. anyway u have another journal? can i see? love u babe.
from manicfetish9 :
what's your lJ?
from saggi :
only arts ppl can understand how we feel. the world is filled with prejudice from all aspects. i've been alright. how about you? when did u get urself attached? and again? i'm so lost and confused. haha... but hope at least you're happy now, with someone to love you. its a privilege you know? enjoy it while it lasts. not everyone is so lucky. love u babe. hugs...
from solace-blue :
i haven't gone anywhere, lovely. i've simply decided to stop hiding my real self. i can still be found at tarynheart. love you muchly. <3
from owndecadence :
thank you, lovely. <3
from kyraga27 :
thank you, love. =) its good to be back, and even better to be able to read your writings again. never forget how beautiful you are <3<3 shira
from addict-- :
hehe thank you <3<3
from shoot-down :
{♥}
from manicfetish9 :
thank you so much!that means a lot to me coming to one of the most beautiful people on diaryland!<3<3
from shoot-down :
thanks for the note. well it seems that way. & i think what you are thinking is right. but i dont know. i just cant see a part in the clouds anymore.
from addict-- :
:) thank you. it feels good now that i cant get to that blade. its locked away along with most of the past. <3<3
from shoot-down :
yea, i am always sad though. but i am also sad beacause i might have to give up my diary & steal away & every site i own at dland & all this stuff i going on in my life that sucks.
from shoot-down :
there is no need, you say, i but i know there is. so thanks...again. (sorry) <3
from shoot-down :
i wanted to thankyou for being so active in steal away. most people are dead. *shrugs*
from ripped-photo :
Thanks for your note. That made my day. :D Just wanted to let you know you're even more beautiful (especially with words). <3
from guardiand05 :
hi hun, it's ok to be shooken up. watch urself these next few days especially. i dunno. i've seen bad dreams really occur. luv ya tons
from guardiand05 :
thank u much hun, ill try to smile more :) these past couple of days have j/ been really hard. luv u much.
from guardiand05 :
thank u much hun, ill try to smile more :) these past couple of days have j/ been really hard. luv u much.
from solace-blue :
the password is lightup, and my words aren't half so pretty as people like to think they are. love<3
from solace-blue :
oh faith...happy one month. i do hope you are alright. have fun, always. love you muchly, dollface. <3taryn
from guardiand05 :
happy one month hun, thats amazing. can't wait till i can say happy two months. <3
from addict-- :
happy one month... feels great doesnt it?
from addict-- :
why thank you!
from softplaces :
"The truth hurts. That's why we refuse to acknowledge our vulnerabilites." However, if we come to accept ourselves, and refuse to hide who we are, those vulnerable points cease to be vulnerable. Just a thought. Keep your chin up. <3
from solace-blue :
thankyou, darling. it had to be written. <3
from breathe-salt :
i have faith in you, faith. (tehe.) i hope to God you make it, and i'll be there to see it. treat yourself right, and i'm here if you need to talk. love you so much. <33
from owndecadence :
thank you. <333 i would do the same for you.
from saggi :
exactly my sentiments! i was THIS close to messaging u to tell u about it cos i know how u feel towards this kind of things. haha... anyway i know about that way, but its too tedious. sigh... hey babe, cheer up alright? i know how you feel about those things. we all experience it. one day we'll grow out of it. hopefully... *huggles*
from twistedverse :
aw thank you. I've read some of your entries today you write beautifully
from saggi :
i know, sweetheart. but i have no idea how to amend it. help?
from twistedverse :
hello:-)
from needle-n-eye :
hey... i've sooo been meaning to tell you thanks for giving me the name of that author... lol of course i should've just looked it up myself, but it was just easier to let you tell me hahaha. Love Ya ~Andra~
from breathe-salt :
oh, i wish i had selective memory too lover. you are still as gorgeous as ever. <3
from magdelena- :
I added you to my favorites. I also cant wait to read the rest of your diary. I really like your poetry.
from magdelena- :
I'm really glad you liked your review. It was honestly a pleasure reading your diary. If you dont mind, I'd like to put you as one of my favorite diaries!---Kelly
from saggi :
are u alright dear? im here if u wanna talk kae? *hugs*
from ocean-review :
Your review is done. I'm sorry it took so long. But I think you'll be pleased with the results!---Kelly
from needle-n-eye :
... i'd really like to know who wrote Prozac Nation so if you could tell me i'd love you forever... ~ANDRA~
from guardiand05 :
yeah i hate dealin w/ the superficial bitches that exist at school. one time durin davenin(prayer) i was standin near a girl-and shes so incredibly fake that i j/ started crackin up. they're disgusting and make me so sick. and thank u sooooo much for the note hun. im rly frusturated these days, and writing the songs is just helpin so much. my friend is gonna help make the tune for them- i still need titles though. luv ya tons
from saggi :
thx! glad to hear so. =) u make me curious. who is that person? you're not entitled to say it though. i respect ur decision. i can make some tiny guesses but the possibility is wide. reminds me of this afternoon when me & des were just dwelling on this topic.
from saggi :
i can't agree more with u about having to mix with superficial "fake" hypocritical people in school that makes me sick & that makes me resent school so much. yet i do hope i'm not one of them. hugs... love ya babe.
from blow-it-up :
"things are supposed to be getting better." i fucking know what you mean. ♥
from guardiand05 :
i was coming here to write a note about how you shouldnt abuse urself(u have ur sis for that-lol sorry for my dark humor) but i read saggi's note and it says it all, everything i wanted to say was in that note. i love you hun, youre really a beautiful person, please please take care of yourself.
from saggi :
thanks for today. for being so sweet. i know i ain't the best kinda person to go out with. nevertheless i'm still touched and happy we finally went out together. i wish u wld stop abusing urself dear. u may not think it that way, but thats cos you're doing it to yourself so u think u can control things when in reality it may not be the case. why do u think so many ppl out there are addicted to those stuff? they thought they were in control til its too late. i want to believe that you'll be alright but something tells me it wouldn't be so in the long run. its sad being helpless as u wreck ur health like that. pls, for ur sake, my sake & everyone else's sake, try ur very best not to do those stuff anymore? u think its alright cos the gang u hang ard with are all like that. but we should noe better. i noe all this won't help, u'll probably think "what do i noe" or "u won't understand" which may be right, but i'm sure there's is a certain truth in what i'm thinking. i noe u can quit these addiction, its a matter of whether u want to or not. maybe i'm hoping for too much, but its all for ur own good anyway. i used to think dieting wld solve problems bt i've come to realised we are just trying to delude ourselves. trust me i'm already out of it so u should give it a shot too. at least try alright? thats all i'm asking for. okay, i'm sorry, i didn't mean to preach, but i'm just a concerned friend. love u loads babe. god bless u & keep u safe from harm.
from windupdollx :
aw thanks. you rock♥♥
from blow-it-up :
i think you are an inspiration. i love you for being so good to me; i love you for noting me at a bad time. i hope everything works out for you and i'm trying to be as optimistic when it comes to my situation. ♥ iloveyoumore
from owndecadence :
all i can say is... amazing.
from saggi :
thanks babe. are u feeling better? hope so... don't think too much kae? must dress warmly these few days wor~ very cold, don't want u to freeze. *huggles* take care my darling.
from addict-- :
<3
from blow-it-up :
i wish
from fuckedvirgin :
yes,yes im back &yr words are still as beauitful as ever ♥iloveyou♥
from saggi :
glad u're loving life & living it the way u shld. hugs... keep this up darling. love u!
from softplaces :
i came and read your 'roll with it' entry right after i'd posted a 'rollin' with the homies' entry. fuckin' A, GO with it, that's awesome, you're right: "Things only get complicated when we want it to." that is a universal wisdom, my friend, and some people never realize it. hope you had great crazy boring happy-head times this weekend. ;)
from saggi :
i'll join u darling... hugs... love ya babe. hope ur life is improving & don't ever cut urself cos i love u too much to let u do tt...
from breathe-salt :
i'm proud of you, faith. <333
from guardiand05 :
hey hun, havent talked to u in a while. i hope your sister isnt being to horrible, my mom was doin much better now she's goin nuts agian. well at least i have yacov right? lol. im glad to hear uve hidden ur razor. dont cut urself hun, ure worth way more than that. ure beautiful. luv yas.
from softplaces :
moving away from that dark place is the hardest thing there is. you can do it. keep the razor hidden as best you can -- it sounds stupid, but it helps. and don't let anyone be harder on you than you are. blessed be <3
from addict-- :
yes... this world would be such a better place if kurt cobain were still alive. well, the music industry would be. <3
from addict-- :
aww no problem... but you are too kind.
from saggi :
somehow i just feel i'm not worthy of that love.. thanks anyway darling.. love u till the ends of the earth. muackx
from saggi :
honey, everytime i receive ur notes it visibly cheers me up. thanks so much. it means alot to me. was wondering where you've been all these while. haven't heard from u for qte some time. its a strange feeling in school u noe, cos to me you're high above up there, so much better than me... unbelievable it may sound but i'm almost afraid to speak to u. this feeling of inferiority & admiration towards u for who u are. u read some of my most private stuff that even my close friends aren't aware of so it gives a sense of closeness yet the distance is still there. oh well... i'm talking nonsense actually, whatever. you mean the world to me even though i may be nothing to u... love yourself for who u are because many out there have already fallen in love with you... u deserve more love from yourself than the abuses you feed yourself with. trust me darling, no one can be more perfect than u are. i should know better.... hugs...
from needle-n-eye :
Yeah they're all mine (minus the one of me in the bath, a friend got lucky on that one) lol I love to play with my dig. cam. And I think close-ups are awesome! Anyway, I added you to my favs I hope you don't mind! I totally ♥ you! ~Andra~
from needle-n-eye :
Christ, you have a lot of notes! Guess I'm just another memeber of the 'SOUL14 FAN CLUB'! It's nice to hear from a fellow eloquent- and you totally deserve to be one! Later Days ~Andra~
from blow-it-up :
i did have fun (mostly). thank you for the note - it was sweet. <33
from eloquent- :
welcome! ♥
from manicfetish9 :
Wow! That coming from you means a hell of a lot! You blow me away also, and i love you diary! Keep Writing! -**Love &&& Stiches**- Savannah((ps. never stop))
from manicfetish9 :
I noticed that you have prozac nation!! I just finished reading it this morning around 1, and that book is so awesome! I Just love the way Elizabeth Wurtzel wrote it, and it really did take my breath away. It's a good Read! and so is your diary!
from kyraga27 :
thank you darling <3<3<3 my trunk is big enough, maybe i'll sneak you with me. i love you sosososo much <3 shira
from saggi :
babe, i noe perfectly well how u feel abt ur mum being concern over ur wrist. its lk my mum being concern abt my diet. but honestly i think its ultimately a sign of their love for us, no matter how ambiguous our feelings towards these concerns may be. and i'm suffering from the late night/early morning syndrome too. hugs... hang in there k? all this shit wld be over soon. and u noe, abt the part where u wish u cld just go to the nearest convenience store to buy cup noodles & chat with someone in the middle of the night? i've experienced that before too. so i noe how u feel abt it too. =) just that i nv had the privilege to do it on normal occasions.. i admire the night sky too, tough my house isn't exactly designed in such a way that i have a perfect view. oh well... alright. take care alright? love u like i always do. *muackz* =p
from vibrant-- :
your review is up. thanks for requesting <3<3
from guardiand05 :
hey hey hun, i no wut sleepless nights are like. and plz dont cut urself. too many ppl care about u and love u. and trust me, its much better if ur mom asks then if she doesnt.
from xshebreaks :
Wow, that's all I do also. (smoke&drink coffee) -- xox
from kyraga27 :
thank you so much <3<3 i love you to pieces <3 shira
from saggi :
darling, i noe how u feel... and its such a coincidence cos today i got so mad with my brother i just broke down & cried.. i cldn't help it. sometimes i wonder why am i the only one getting so affected by him. anyway pls do cheer up & don't hurt urself over ur sister cos it ain't worth it at all. don't worry. i'm sure one day the problems u're facing now will fade away... try not to think too much k? hugs... love ya babe.
from guardiand05 :
hey hun, dont worry u werent bein melodramatic. man family shit...u no i no how u feel. yo my sn's freakonatured on aim. im me sometime.
from sasori-gal :
I think we all have days like the one you described today and we put a lot of our own pressures on ourselves. It's okay! Sometimes we have to escape and do things to get away from the pressures. I'd much rather look at the sky all night than study or do the things I should be doing. And I think that's okay too! Take care and try not to let your issues overwhelm you. Like the rest of the people in your notes have written, you are indeed a beautiful person.
from saggi :
thanks dear, erm. what abt the apartheid notes? must we study tt as well? is it under UNHR? anyway glad to hear u're trying to quit smoking. just read an article today abt smokers. maybe it inspired u? haha.. anyway jia you ok? with help & determination, u can do it! don't let us all down kae?
from rockromance :
thats fine, and dont worry about it. and you're my new favorite person because you like chuck palahniuk. he owns.
from saggi :
i'm scaring myself too. i've never been so... so.. study oriented for a very very long time. i'm still wondering whats going on with me. i HATE my entries. they are all studies studies and more studies! yet what more can i talk about? cuz this hols is about studies studies and more studies. seriously u guys can just choose to forgo my entries for this month. i would if i were u. hate this hate this hate this hate this. ok. i shan't infect ur "note" with my ramblings as well. i've been rambling alot these days. seriously majorly ALOT. and i think i've gotta stop. the stress is getting into me. even right now at this moment i can't stop. YIKES! ciao~ ps(cld u kindly sweetly reply the qns which i posted on my diary wrt to history? i'm in desperate need for answer & any help wld be greatly appreciated. thank u) take care darling. be glad u're enjoying ur holidays unlike me. there's nothing to be scared of. u're pro! ;)
from rockromance :
i really love you and your writing which is why i'm not kicking you out, but i really don't like the whole locked diary thing. unlock it soon.. if possible? merci. -bang.
from saggi :
hey babe, don't really noe wads gg on (abt tt new guy) so i can't say much, plus its ur personal choice n i dun wanna infringe on tt, bt i just hope u noe wad u're doing and most imptly, that u're happy. cos that is what that matters most yea? huggle... ps, u're always beautiful in my eyes so don't u look down on urself kae? stay happy always darling!
from guardiand05 :
i hope lifes changed for the better. ure so beautiful. never forget that. love yas <3<3
from kyraga27 :
and i've got nothing but kisses for you. =) i love you so much darling <3 you blow me away with your words and i wish i could take all your sadness away. you're perfect and i wish the world was perfect for you. mwahhhh <3 shira
from saggi :
haha. look who's talking? u're WAYYYY skinnier then me. i bet my BMI is WAYYY more than urs. i'm not as skinny as i look. i have lots of concealed fats. in fact i think they are evident too. just tt u guys are too polite to say so or something. cos i look at myself in the mirror and the fats stare back at me. traumatising. i no longer wear skirts nor short shorts in fear of revealing the fat thighs jiggling. sigh... anyway life WAS good only when i spend it outside in town watching movies not worrying abt studies and hanging ard with ppl whom i feel happy with, instead of ppl who make me unhappy. hugs.. happy studying! hope ur life is good too. *smile darling!*
from cometo1999 :
haha. okz puss-in-boots. here's how its done. do this w/o the spacing for < img k? eh. hope u understand that. haha. < img src="http://www.etcetc.com"> the http://www.etcetc.com part is where u have the image source. for eg, u upload the thing to villagephotos.com then they'll give you a website (eh.. i duno how to explain exactly. haha. nx time u c me ol den ask me abt it. =p)
from saggi :
thanks for ur concern dear. u've been an angel for the past two days and thats sufficient for me. =) love ya loads honey! -muuuaacckkkkzzzz- *grins*
from bodyinchains :
no, just honest. ;) ♥♥
from heartforsale :
(((((((♥)))))))
from steal--away :
if you could email Lorelai your password & stuff, she can check out your diary for consideration for joining steal--away. we would love to have you, so please! <33
from bodyinchains :
oh my, i love your diary. its surely addicting.
from saggi :
hugs.. i noe how u feel. u must hang on ok? i noe u can make it. muackz. =)
from xshebreaks :
I feel like I've known you for a long time. xox
from bodyinchains :
thank you♥ itd be lovely if i could +pleaseplease+ have the password to your diary. [id promise not to judge or make assumptions] :) for some reason i just know id love reading what you have to say.
from guardiand05 :
i j/ read ur note. and yeah its awesome having him there for me now. the words werent anything but the truth-u rly are beautiful and i luv u. <3<3
from guardiand05 :
hey hun. it's ok if u talk alot abt ur weight. we all luv u. ur beautiful. <3<3<3
from saggi :
sigh.. i noe how u feel babe. but i still believe u can pull through it. its all in the mind. tell urself u can do it and we'll be here to give u encouragement too! i was once like u, but fortunately/unfortunately i didn't have such willpower to resist food. haha... anyway thanks for ur note too! it was sweet. =) but what file thing are u talking about?
from saggi :
the doctor's right. its not good for u in the long run! and i totally understand how u feel. but for ur own health, u HAVE TO EAT! the class is getting worried about ur eating diets too u noe? a more effective way is to exercise, not starve ur poor body. seriously it won't work and it'll only cause more damage like its already doing. 43kg is WAYYYY TOO LIGHT!!! if u continue in this way u're gonna be malnutritioned! sigh.. i noe all these advice ain't gonna help much. and actually i noe wad u're going thru now too cos i have the same problem but not as severe as urs. its a pit that is hard to climb out of, but i believe u can do it. jia you! i'm behind u always. and u're already beautiful enough. being thinner doesn't enhance ur look, it only destroys u. so please, for everyone's sake, and most importantly for ur sake, don't deprive urself ok? hugs...
from kyraga27 :
my love my love my beautiful perfect love. how many times must i tell you that you're beautiful, completely fucking perfect? please my darling, you dont need to lose any more weight to be the girl you want to be. just smile for me and look in the mirror and remember that people love you, even when you feel like no one does. i love you <3<3<3<3 shira
from guardiand05 :
hun, no ure beautiful j/ as u r. u dont need to lose ne more weight. ure perfect as is. i mean ur like 50 pounds lighter than me and im 17! im so glad uve started eating normally agian cuz ure beautiful j/ as u r and dont need to lose nemore weight. <3 guardian
from windupdollx :
are you locked forever or may I have a pw?
from blow-it-up :
thanks for everything, darling. ♥
from xshebreaks :
thankyousomuch -love+
from breathe-salt :
LOCKED?!
from anotherwish :
:'c(
from sasori-gal :
Wow~ it's been a while since I've left you a note, but I've still been reading. I notice you locked up today so I'm hoping that you are okay. Take care~ thinking of you!
from guardiand05 :
u locked up? can i have a username/password?
from windupdollx :
one) I love chuck palahniuk two) I love all of your bands three) you are totally awesome and I am in love. ;) mind if I add you?
from usedpolaroid :
so i hate long notes, and you can just delete this after you read it if you hate them too. i own bang, and i feel like an idiot for not answering you sooner.. and i'm not even sure if you're planning on locking yr diary anymore. but, if you do lock it, you can't be a member anymore. or you have to post a username and password after yr diaryland name. make sense? sorry it took so long. and ps, i think you're my new favorite person because you qouted Survivor- chuck palahniuk is my fucking god. i live by him. <33
from fuckedvirgin :
sounds wonderful <3
from letsdissolve :
it's fine if it's just for a short while, go ahead and lock it up if you need to ♥
from critiques :
I've added a new rule at Critiques. Please check it out to make sure it isn't a problem in your journal. If it is, either fix it or let me know to take you off the pending list. Thanks.
from toxic-hearts :
aww, merci! ♥
from guardiand05 :
man those fake family dinners....fun fun fun. dude that song u quote. i luv it! totally kicks ass. lol. mwa. luv yas
from raresilk :
Your review is complete! Thanks for your patience. Sara, Raresilk reviews
from snowdrop114 :
Thank you so much :) btw, I don't think I ever caught how old you are? When is your birthday?
from cometo1999 :
I'm incredibly amused. It's amazing how some people judge just because they think they are so freaking right. Well, I'm glad you don't want to explain. There's nothing to explain anyway. What he said was crap. So, don't bother about him and continue as you are. :) cheer up!
from guardiand05 :
whoever that ryan guy is he doesnt no wtf he's talkin abt. ure beautiful and i love you. keep on writing and ill keep on reading.
from ryan-lee83 :
Hey girl, get a life. You are so fucking disillusioned and your entries make you look so cheap. Don't be a double-headed snake. Don't act cool when you can't be. And don't try to sound so philosophical when you damn well know that you are a big loser. And if you are not as beautiful, then shut up. Go for plastic surgery or something. You and your stupid drummer boy...I've been reading your blog for quite some time (not becos it is brilliant but I was just curious to see how far you could go in your stupidity)...don't you get it..he doesn't want to talk to you anymore cos he doesn't need an ugly shit like you anymore in his life..he wanted you for sex and that's it..don't you get it,cheap ass...guys only want you becos you go flaunting your non-existent assets and since you come across as pretty dirty and cheap, they just wanna use you and dump you. So quit your nonsense bitch. Don't try to sound smart when you are not.
from saggi :
u're right. but its okay. i still like u the way u are. anyway, thanks for being that " *u " in my diary. ilu... :)
from saggi :
u are NO cheap trash. u're precious, and i love u. u're one of the best girl i've ever met. i promise (i can't swear cos of religion) that u're really one sincere girl whose beautiful both inside and outside, whether u choose to believe it or not. and i understand how u feel abt wanting love. it can get lonely. it happens to me too. just tt i don't dare to ask for much, cos i noe i don't deserve much n i'm nt worth much. u're different babe, u have alot more den i do, and u shld treasure it. he may not be the one for u, but i'm sure one day... u'll find the true one. meanwhile, there's nothing wif being wif guys or having a few relationships.. truly.. don't insult urself k? hugs.. thx for being so sweet today.. tk!
from snowdrop114 :
Hi! Having some trouble with my archive page... Do you know what it could be? hugs :)
from saggi :
he's not worth ur precious love. he's not worth getting hurt over. he's not worth ur time and heart, if he hurts u unthinkingly and unreasonably. *hugs* forget about him if he can't give u a second chance. don't wanna see u hurt in this way, esp, like u said, its not ur fault. if its all just a misunderstanding and his love for u can't withstand that, then its no love, he's just playing wif u. maybe i have no right to say tt for wad do i noe right? but babe, u're too sweet to be injured this way. i'm sure there are better guys out there who can treat u better.. ilu
from vintagetrash :
iloveyou ♥ ((limestars-))
from anotherwish :
babydolll i have no words just hugs... x
from solace-blue :
likewise, my dear. your words are beautiful, you are stunning. thank you for the note. <3<3 xoxo
from saggi :
no no i don't mean it in a negative sense. u've got both inner and outer beauty n i admire u for ur beauties.. =) actually i think i phrased it wrongly when i said tt sentence. juz ignore it ok? =) u are still who u used to be, just happier, which is good. =)
from saggi :
i'm sorry to hear that. i truly am. but hope u're enjoying urself now anyway. i'm beginning to realise the real u ain't what i thought u to be. i still love u babe... hugs...
from fuckedvirgin :
<33333333333333333
from breathe-salt :
i sure hope so dollface. ♥
from x-girl-falls :
darling, you rock way too much for me. ♥
from saggi :
omg, pls don't tell me he's... he's gone? as in forever? what happened?! *hugs u tight* my poor babe... u're not a whore. i understand how u feel. one needs love so its not wrong to go with another guy, and since u already said u don't love him as much, means u haven't let H down, as he's ur true love. at least ur drummer boy can provide u with the love u seek. u're a beautiful and blessed girl u noe? i love u babe. here if u need someone.
from fuckedvirgin :
aw, thank you love! you make me so happy like woah. but im the one jealous of your words, and your beauitful <3333
from breathtaken :
It doesn't help to feel guilty about moving on with your life. As long as you don't forget him that's what matters xxx
from anotherwish :
thanks hon.. you are too good to me y'know. xxx
from breathtaken :
? thankyou doll, your words are beautiful too & I wish you'd realise that. What I love about your diary is that you're one of those people who writes pretty things without using small letters and & and 'yr' constantly. You deserve a place on my buddies babe. xxx
from breathe-salt :
oh doll, so are you. you have no idea. ♥
from guardiand05 :
i understand. trust me. it will get better. no matter what u think. u don't need to do anything to attempt to make urself beautiful-and if u don't think u're alreayd beautiful-well ure crazy. cuz u are beautiful. i love ur writing. we all do. we all think you're beautiful.
from lookin4liz :
Okay...so I know the question was not "really" a question, but I'm writing to say that I understand more than you know. And it's not for nothing...Life is so tough, but I know you have it in you to stick it out. I can promise you it will get better. Unfortunately, it does take time. *huge amounts of support and hugs* ~liz
from kyraga27 :
baby, no. you're SOs.o.s.o. beautiful it amazes me it completely fucking blows me away anytime i read something you write. no bullshit, love. you dont need bullemia or anything else to make you beautiful because your destination has already been reached. iloveyouohsomuch <3<3<3shira
from safetyxpins5 :
thank you. ♥
from ohsoxpretty :
sorry. i closed BAD-REVIEWS. try fallstarrevu for a review! <33
from guardiand05 :
you can scream at the world-just go for it. just remember you're an awesome person and i we all luv u.
from kyraga27 :
you're such a sweetheart. i <3love<3 you sooo much!! <3 shira
from breathe-salt :
thanks so much dollface. you're beautiful.
from guardiand05 :
wow-yeah i know what you mean. i might be running away soon. just not sure where i'd go.
from guardiand05 :
ok your user name is:soul14 and the password is:2100 if you want me to change it to something specific just email me at GuardianD2003@att.net or GuardianD@msn.com
from guardiand05 :
i dunno if u want it or anything. but if u want a password to my diary leave me a note. i luv your writing just to let you know.
from limestars- :
you're so beautiful ♥
from nutashamed :
Your entries are always strike a chord with me. It’s hard to get the balance right between being strong and independent and letting people get close to you. If you manage it them mail me and tell me how! good luck in your end of term tests. xxx
from breathe-salt :
umm....i think i love you. you're amazing. ♥
from saggi :
*smile* thanks a mil babe. hope things r fine btw u two as well. hai.. glad u are happier in school these days. u do smile more and u look real pretty. =) and i can see u're getting rather popular. =) though somehow, i sense a slight aloofness... =) nvm.. its juz me babe. stay gorgeous and *ilu* thx fer ur concern... *huggles*
from heartforsale :
♥
from saggi :
i love u babe. i truly do. ain't trying to convince u otherwise, i'm just stating a fact. i'm here for u if u need someone to talk abt it ay? *huggles* ps(u're truly gorgeous)
from x-girl-falls :
you ROCK so much like romania, babe. <3<3<3 ♥ kimia. postscript__; YR words are like the ones spilling from MY mouth. :) you are so brilliant.
from limestars- :
i know how you feel, lovely.. i really do <3 hang in there though. it gets better, eventually... ((ps- you're beautiful))
from saggi :
i noe what u mean... i really do.. cos im getting tired as well.. bt its nt like i don't try to be happy.. its just that loneliness its too overpowering.. u noe what i mean right? (though of cos we are referring to different context) im sure we can pull thru this together. *smile* and just a side point, i agree that there's so much more to life than broken hearts and boys.. those are not the thigns bugging me.. but my question is: what else is there to life? if u mean studies.. den i beg to differ. and if u mean friends, all i can say is, i'm lacking even the most fundamental aspect of one's life. for my one and only friend has abandoned me. and thats whats been hurting me all these while. i wldn't get so upset over boys as i wld over true friends that have become so part of my life, yet now choose to viciously withdraw...
from nutashamed :
I've just read your review at chick reviews. They know nothing. Don't go changing your writing style. As a piece of writing your diary rocks. People who can't handle the word 'foliage' without thinking on it really shouldn't set themselves up as literary reviewers. I like the way you will be talking about a boy and then start talking about the rain. I reckon most of your readers are more than able to put two and two together. We don't want spoonfed! sending out good vibes to you, bad vibes to chick reviews
from saggi :
u are nothing near being self-absorbed. u're giving and sacrificial and caring.. u're the bestest friend.. *hugs* don't hate urself. cos everyone out there loves u like crazy.. i noe i'm slapping my own mouth when i say tt.. but for ur case its true.. and u're not melodramatic. u're just sensitive to emotions which is a good thing! makes u more aware of those around u... i'm like tt too.. if not, worse! *hugs* i understand how u feel.. and just pray tt u won't fall into my kind of situation.. and i just wanna say ilu! don't be sad k? cos u nv noe who's falling in love wif ur smile! :)
from anotherwish :
i refuse to let the beautiful girl i know slip away and give in to the hurt... people love you dear, and i know it hurts, trust me i know and you know i know! grab someones hand and hold on, because i will not let you fall or fade away.. xxxxxxxxx
from saggi :
anyway, thanks for ur offer. bt sometmes i wonder whether we'll ever have the chance to talk (esp in school) i noe it helps when i tell it all to someone, bt its hard to open up at times. and somehow i have a mentality that no one understands. (which is true i feel) i'm just some wierd girl experiencing wierd emotions tt can be incomprehensible. i do not treat my diary as someone who listens to me. rather, i feel its more like an avenue where i can just let go of the mask i put on and say things kept within me. (though nt everything) and the thing between desiree and i is something only i myself feel. therefore i conclude its just me, not her or anyone else. she's a fantastic girl i noe, and i'm just being somewhat like a bitch, talking behind her back. (if u look at it tt way) sigh... its hard to explain.. and i'm tired and messed up.. so perhaps another time, another day.. ciao~
from saggi :
hey dear, i understand how u feel.. i mean, nt tt i'm gg thru wad u're gg thru now, bt i had those low moments where i just cry esp on the bus. and i just wanna cry it all out but i had to suppress it all within me cos it was public. the feeling sucks. i wished someone was there as well. but on the other hand, no one understands. u noe, in school, i had a friend whom was rather poor thing, cos whenever i had one of my sudden burst of emotions, i wld ask her to go to the toilet wif me, and then i'll just cry (whether or not its in front of her) and she'll be left standing there, completely clueless and nt knwoing how to comfort me cos she doesn't even noe why i was upset. but i must say i was truly grateful to her for just being there for me at my lowest moment. anyway my point is, i'm also always here whenever u need someone to talk to. though i'm not the best of choices, and in fact wld be the worst of choices, bt when everyone else is gone, i'll still be here. :) i know how u feel when u're just feeling low down in the dumps. but i hope u're feeling better now anyway. ilu...
from saggi :
don't be so negative and cynical and bitter dear.. i'm sure he cares, and he must have his reasons.. and u're not stupid to think love can happen to u. love can happen to anyone, even u, especially u... sigh.. i noe what ever i say won't really make much of a difference, only his phonecall can make u believe all over again. meanwhile don't give up on love.. like me.. cos then u'll be missing out on the greatest thing in the world. at least u had the chance to love... despite the bitterness that comes after the sweetness... trust and pray; let nature do its will and time take its course.
from saggi :
i'm sure he still loves u..
from saggi :
i was thinking, what if he's feeling this way over there as well? waiting for ur phone call, wondering if u had forgotten him already. maybe he misses u as much as u miss him, bt is afraid to call as well? maybe he needs to noe u care for him to the extent that u want to make that first step to call him? after all, he has been the one initiating, and perhaps he feels u don't care as much? i don't noe what u say to him every phone call though, so i can't judge, but to get to the bottom of the mystery, i guess its the only way. don't prolong ur suffering dear...
from saggi :
he's not the only one who feels that way... i think u're beautiful and special too! :) *huggles* this sounds stupid, but, come what may, i'm sure he'll always be loving u, until the end of time. :p
from saggi :
i wld b lying if i said i understand ur pain and ur fear. i wish there was sth tt can be done to take ur insecurities away too... hai.. it makes me sad to see u so frightened and sad. has he called u yet? ur entry seems to hint tt sth transpired aft thurs. i noe right now hope and faith is something easier said then done. but nevertheless don't give up k? n sometimes such feelings can't be stopped, bt don't let it take control of u. and even if things ultimately don't end up like a fairytale, at least u had a chance of sharing wonderful unforgettable memories with him... i noe i ain't much of a help. but i will be praying tt god will take away your suffering and misery. pls take care darling... *ilu*
from elfhands :
sometimes life isn't all you wanted it to be. And then you cry, and scream and want to shut it all out.. but remember that "every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end.." I know how it all feels. I do.
from snowdrop114 :
I'll even let you know if I ever find the place where they all hide out :)
from saggi :
darling, i understand ur pain, and yet, there is really nothing much that can be done. my opinion is that u should face ur fears, so u can overcome them. don't be afraid dear, to call him up. i noe u're afraid of what may happen, or what may not have happened, but thats the only way of finding out. true love conquers all, and that includes diatance. have faith honey, because u are Faith. :) don't really noe what else to say, but just that whatever happens, u always have us, ur friends. *hugs u tight* don't be too melancholic kae?
from blackfetisha :
Hey I had added you to my favs not too long ago but at the time I was taking a break from diaryland. I am back now and have a new layout and hope to be updating more. Hopefully we can chat sometime =) Take Care till then..
from saggi :
i already do hate myself
from saggi :
hey darling, here's a note to make u happy [as u stated] anyway, missed ur entries dear.. are u ok? to be frank, i locked my diary because my friend's "boyfriend" who happens to be my church friend [specifically "son"] reads this [i was the one who gave him the address but i regret doing so now] and currently, i'm having some unhappiness with her [though i doubt she's even aware] and all of a sudden, i detest that guy whom i gave the address to. so i do not wish for him to view my diary anm. does tt answer ur question? anyway, i personally feel i fit perfectly into ur category for those who ought to be persecuted. haha.. i've been questioning my existence eversince god-knows-when... and i doubt i will ever have the courage to cut myself, despite the strong temptation... anyway, i noe the loneliness kills u, softly and silently. its evident from the "u" i see in school now.. sigh.. though i noe there's nth i do or say tt will truly make a difference, i just hope things will be better one day. meanwhile be strong dear. if its meant to be, it will be... *hugs u tite* and please, if u have to cut, do apply something on it after that. there is a risk of infection u noe?
from chickreviews :
Your review is up at Chick Reviews! Thanks for your patience and for requesting!
from saggi :
i've noticed how quiet u've become in school. or rather, u smile less... *hugs* i dread school too. i dread the monotony, the superficiality... guess the only comforting thing is that there's only one year left. then again, out of this one year, 3/4 wld be spent on worrying abt our As. sigh.. life just plain sucks doesn't it? bt nvm... we'll just have to accept it. smile more in school k? u look prettier that way. :) and trust me, u may look haggard and tired bt that doesn't mean u look awful. u still look pretty and i'm not doing lip service. ;) besides, just a tip, whenever u think u're ugly, just think of me and u'll feel better. ;) and i was just thinking abt wad u said abt the genocide to wipe out all man who are stupid and ugly. i fall under that category so i shld be wiped out ay? haha...
from guardiand05 :
i forgot to also write how amazing it is that u took the time to go and read all my previous entries. i can tell u are an amazing person with a great heart who really cares about people. never lose that.
from guardiand05 :
thank you so much for replying. i know exactly wut u mean about being afraid to say i luv u. i was terrified and when i finally did he dumped me 4 days later! so i know wut u mean by being scared. tell him u miss him and as for saying i luv u...u'll tell him when the time is right for u and u alone.
from nutashamed :
'Love is an intoxication of the senses and an excuse to get hurt' very perceptive, i know the feeling, s 'never been afraid to cry now i finally have a reason why' can't remember what song that comes from, but i think it applies to love
from saggi :
thank u so much. i don't noe wad to say anymore. but its ppl like u who brighten up my day, even if everything else is threatening to fall apart. though i wldn't saw i'd agree wif wad u said, bt it was still sweet anyhow. :) did i ever tell u u're special? and as i look at u in school each day now, i can't help but wonder why u think u're ugly, cos u're just so beautiful to me. hugs...
from girl-kisses :
thank you so much. you don't know how much it means to me when people say they like my writing. <3
from guardiand05 :
wow, i know exactly how u feel. try to stop cutting urself. it isn't worth it. find another way to help urself deal w/ the pain. talk it out w/ those of use here. we'll help. i know exactly wut it's like to have to keep up a facade. leave me a note or im me on aim.
from saggi :
i noe u din mean it. its juz me being hypersensitive as usual. bt somehow, u seem rather distant in school nowadays. hope u're feeling fine. hugs...
from saggi :
n btw, i've deleted tt error in my diary entry le... tk babe!
from saggi :
u sounded so cold in tt note u left me. i'm very sorry if i had said anything wrong dear. u're right, i'm juz someone who knows nothing. but its just that i don't want u to hurt urself. but i guess since u noe wad u're doing, then who am i to say anything right? anyway sorry for mistaking what was not. please take care of urself k dear? *hugs*
from ktdream :
yup Sophie's World is called "history of philosophy" too. I didn't find it technical though; to me Gaarder did a remarkably exquisite job in making it into a novel, interesting charming and I learned a lot from it. I will have to check out the other book though.
from leely :
thank you. you give me hope<3
from saggi :
hey babe, juz wanna tell ya tt u're beautiful inside as well. u may be scarred physically, but i noe u've got a beautiful soul. its certainly not blemished or tainted in anyway despite whatever that may have happened. if it was ur ex tt made u feel tt way, he doesn't deserve someone as beautiful as u. if it was some wrong u committed, let me tell u god forgives n forgets, and whatever that may have happened, put it behind u k? don't EVER hurt urself again. n when tt blade looks tempting, give someone a call or pray or do something tt will stop u from doing tt again k? *hugs u tite*
from anotherwish :
you do what you have to do to get through.. but remember i love you hun. x
from ktdream :
Oh you liked the other one better.. What does Solitaire Mystery focus on? Perhaps I shall check it out someday.
from ktdream :
Ooh ooh I noticed one of your favorite authors is Jostein Gaarder. Does that mean you've read Sophie's World?
from ktdream :
Well at least you know there's a God there. Oh I think there are some things I do that he wouldn't want me to do too.. I think we're all sinners. It's okay that you don't do all that kind of stuff. It's not for everyone and it doesn't make you a bad person. Thanks for the good wishes on my essay. =)
from ktdream :
Actually I read your diary first... It's beautiful, charming, mysterious and nicely descriptive. Wow! =)
from ktdream :
Okay I'll read your diary when I have time. After I write that first paper for lit! Wish me luck on that. Yea falling in love would be incredible. Ooh I'm glad you like that song too. I know what you mean.. Religion, the institution / organization of it is taboo for me; I'm more for a personal relationship with God. There are all these things I don't agree with in the Bible too and I haven't read too much of it. But I love the fellowshipping and praying and worshipping.
from limestars- :
i <3 you. oh so fucking much
from ktdream :
Ooh that's nice about you finding what might be love. Tell me about it. I'm all ears! That's kind of tricky, knowing if you were in love for sure. Definitely head over heels in love. *swoon*
from ktdream :
Oh okay, I thought you had found love because you added the "too" Guess I was mistaken too. You're right, even if you found someone you might not know right away. I want to fall in love though. It's my foremost wish.
from limestars- :
thank you for adding me <333 you're gorgeous
from ktdream :
Yup I haven't found the right person yet, but you have? Awesome! Well thanks for saying you love my diary too.
from ktdream :
You're welcome for the note. If by you fell in love means I liked your diary, that's true. But if "fell in love" means with a person.. not yet. =(
from ktdream :
Ooh I love the words you used. They're beautiful and laced with meaning. Plus your layout is gauzy and wonderful.
from limestars- :
thank you <333 i can relate to exactly what you're saying in your last entry.. iloveyoubeautiful! xoxox
from anotherwish :
*hugs*
from justanother- :
thank you so much love. you're just as beautiful if not even more so. xoxoxox
from asweettale :
i can relate completely to your last entry <3 you're beautiful, love.
from asweettale :
i'm sorry, beautiful. you're welcome to contine reading though [justbecauseiloveyou] username= hands password= down
from anotherwish :
:) ah i love it i needed a change and it suited :) happy new years baby girl, hope all your dreams become reality and youre treated like the princess that youa re
from fuckmyname :
your outline is awesome, i took a picture a while back that looked so much like your outline. maybe ill post it later or something. anyways, take care. bye.
from asweettale :
thank you, darling girl. you never fail to put a smile on my face. <3 i loveeeee you!
from leely :
thanks dear ♥
from sasori-gal :
Season's Greetings from afar! Sounds like you had a fun Christmas with all the right *wink* elements! Enjoy the remainder of 2003!
from onedarkrevue :
Your review is done! Merry Christmas!
from asweettale :
god, everything you say is so fucking beautiful. you're absolutely.positively.AMAZING<33
from anotherwish :
i have no words just giant cuddles and lots of thoughts and love for you darl
from glossamer- :
[this is heart-x] you are gorgeous, darling. mothers suck &one day we'll take over the world &be the best ones ever. we won't be selfish or stupid or misunderstanding. we'll be like blue&pink striped angels. with no fake white light attached. i <33 you. ♥ ♥ missvee.
from kyraga27 :
thank you for making me smile <3<3<3 you're beyond words<3<3 shira
from anotherwish :
thankyou baby doll... i dont know how things will work out but i think the half of it is realising that i am able to be loved and i should be too ;) smile hun... for me at least :P x
from leely :
thank you for the note sweetheart. i wish you the best holidays in the world too:) &ps// is the dead poets society a prettygood film? <3
from kyraga27 :
<3. thats all i can say, because i'm speechless after reading your words. <3<3<3<3 -shira
from pink-pills :
Thankyou for the note, and thankyou twice for letting me find your site. I only had to read one entry to add you to my favorites.
from anotherwish :
i know that feeling... treasure everything you have learnt.. you will always carry itclose to your heart, treasure it and savour it, every minute detail, the smells the sounds the tastes, the beauty of people and places... and also the diversity of our world.. which makes it beautiful even more so. Youre growing so much girl and that makes me so so happy and so proud of you. x
from fuckmyname :
thank you for your kind words.
from sasori-gal :
Welcome back! Sounds like you had a wonderful time filled with lots of precious experiences. Looking forward to hearing about them, but for now, relax and enjoy the memories.
from anotherwish :
ive missed you gurl!!!!! like you dont believe its crazy! so glad youre back and so glad you had a good time.. x
from elfhands :
hi. would you mind telling me 5 songs you think no one should live without? that would be awesome. thank you.
from soulfan24 :
Hello soul. I'm soulfan. Ha ha. Happy Thanksgiving! :) ~Hannah
from sasori-gal :
Take care and have a safe trip! :)
from rollerqueen :
its called ohmyjetsabel, &thank you for wanting to know. xo
from foxgallagher :
Thanks :)
from crashreviews :
Your review is up!
from heart-x :
best friends? fuck yes. ♥
from lyndal-g :
you know you do tee hee hee :P x
from lyndal-g :
lettin you know youre loved.... that is simple plain and true, youre so gorgeous and so loved
from lyndal-g :
thankyou sweetie.. and a belated happy birthday.. much love... huggles and kisses too xxx
from heartforsale :
                 1234567891011121314151617 happy birthday ♥
from lyndal-g :
thankyou baby doll.. something for you to keep in mind too xx
from elfhands :
i stole you idea on film&sound. i liked it so much, i just had to do it myself. if you hate the fact that i did it, just tell me and i'll delete the entry.
from heartforsale :
<thank you. ♥ /youjustmademyday3
from lyndal-g :
no worries... anytime... you can and you are beautiful.. keep your head high and keep pushing through the hard times, cause you will get through,and as i said you will shine...i promise, and we'll all b there cheering u on and standing behind you to catch you if you fall. xx
from leely :
oooh thanks<3
from leely :
thanks dear. but im sure that everything which bothers you is a big deal too. do you have a photo of you by any chance?
from lyndal-g :
yes you will... it will materialise, and you will shine like the star that you are. never be afraid to be the gorgeous person that you are, cause thats who we all love you for... and there will always be people behind you to catch your fall...
from easyreviews :
Congrats on a top score at easyreviews. I've added you to the list of top scores and you are standing solo so far. Find you review at: http://easyreviws.diaryland.com/soul14.html
from easyreviews :
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from leely :
♥thanks sweetheart
from drowning13 :
Hhhhmmm....I've never read him. But maybe I should, huh? I'm really out of the loop concerning most things published after 1959. I suck.
from drowning13 :
Hello. Thank you for the kind note. I attempted to read your entries but had rough time locating invisible text--either because I'm on a crappy imac or because my brain waves are inhibited by the drugs I didn't take. Perhaps both. Or none. Will try again later.
from sevrescups :
hello there, i;ve just had the time to read all your entries. amazing. you have a new fan. good luck now that you are free!
from deathbygoat :
... *random hug*, thank you for still reading, I'm still loving you're entrys, keep up the good writing! xoxox
from leely :
thanks dear♥
from musicland :
thank you for the note. it was very nice. you are beautiful.. i read through some entries and i was impressed keep up the good work
from lavin :
travel. its amazing. if you want to know anything about greece, drop me a line. i was there for a month. good luck! oh-- the hardest part about travelling is leaving. once you get there you'll be suprised how easy it was. :)
from leely :
thank you for your words. i love hearing from you<3
from leely :
thank you for your note. i feel like you know exactly what im talking about</3
from rollerqueen :
darling, i doubt that. twas terribly sweet of you though. ( oh wow, that's one of my favourite bright eyes songs in your diary. i'm seeing him/them on august 7th and ithinkimightEXPLODE! ). keep writing (tis a gift) xoxo
from lavin :
you should really read 'spilling open' and 'brave on the rocks' by sabrina ward harrison. i think that you would really appretiate her style. you seem like the type of person!
from leely :
♥♥♥thankyou!
from leely :
thank you sugarplum. i emailed you today..hope to hear from you soon<3
from leely :
you are the sweetest person [&i bet you dont even realize it]. whats your email address love? <3exoh
from leely :
you said you want to find yourself; ive been trying to do that for a few years now. you said that you look in the mirror and you dont know who you see anymore. well, im like a notebook. &everypage is blank &empty. if you look close you can see a whole bunch of erased writing of what i thought was me but ended up deciding wasnt. and theres only one sentance on the page. &that sentence is just a few words that explain the only thing i know. im sorry for blabbing on about this &myself. id like to get to know you better if that would be alright<3
from musicland :
i love your layout... and you write so well
from leely :
why do you feel so lost all the time? [[♥]]
from leely :
thank you love. youve listed me as a favorite diary for so long but ive never really taken the time to get to know you. tell me about yourself. i want to know you more<3
from leely :
your layout is pretty<3333
from savoirfaire :
oh, it's just so hard to let go, but it has to be that way and... your note made me feel a lot better, hugs :) sorry to hear about your tailbone, get well soon!
from lavin :
i think i may be going through the same type of bullshit you are. i only hope i can finally relate to someone else.
from savoirfaire :
oh yes, conor is AMAZING. his poetry is phrased in such simple words yet it means so much. Lifted, or the story is in the soil etc., is a great album
from savoirfaire :
omg you listen to bright eyes GO CONOR OBERST (and go you)!! "but if the world could remain within a frame like a painting on the wall, then i think we'd see the beauty then, we'd stand staring in awe at our still lives posed, like a bowl of oranges..."
from savoirfaire :
sounds like you had a wonderful day! yes, days like that really do take your mind off things...
from savoirfaire :
it is better not to have then to have and lost hugs :)
from prowlingleo :
I know this is officialy random guestbook signing week, but I'm making it a 'thank you for reading me' day. So here is me, thanking you, for continuing to read me.
from deathbygoat :
hey, I just want to say I can relate to what you wrote in the 'died in your arms' entry. I dont think anyone feels good enough... Even those you look up to as perfect idols wish they were someone else at times. Nobody can be perfect but everyone is perfect in their own way in someone elses eyes. Take care love Holly oxoxo
from o-jasmine-o :
My sitemeter tells me... it said your provider is com.sg, and sg means Singapore. Sitemeter told me that too.
from o-jasmine-o :
Haha, hello Mister Singapore person! It's you! I just checked the IP address you left with me on my guest book... and it matches, so I suppose it was you all along. Mystery solved, sigh. xx
from o-jasmine-o :
Hello! Thank you very much for you guest book signing. I am sorry my reply is so late: I never knew you'd signed, because I turned off my diaryland e-mail address and forgot that signmyguesbook.com sends me e-mails there whenever somebody signs... So that was silly. But anyway -- yes I agree with you that everybody finds perfection in something else, as perfection is mostly (but not completely) subjective... But I knew that 'her' kind of perfection wouldn't be any kind of smoke. I still haven't found this Singapoor person, which is a shame. They've been back to my site a couple of times but just... well, ignore my pop up I suppose! I'm glad you liked my writing. Take care!
from rollerqueen :
hello, i see you've been talking to my good friend holly-rae, and you used to have a modest mouse layout... and your words, my dear, are incredible. keep writing - it's a gift. xoxoxo
from deathbygoat :
hey, welcome to my world is a kind of secret confession that tells everyone how I feel. I'm glad you can relate to it. And thatnks for reading :). holly oxox
from savoirfaire :
sometimes i feel we just can't bear to think of ourselves as ordinary. i know i can't, anyway..
from deathbygoat :
hey, ta muchly for the note! anyways take care holly oxox
from snowdrop114 :
Hey! I've gotten allot of response on that particular entry... thanx! I've read in your diary aswell, and it's great!! *hug*
from savoirfaire :
i share your problem of insomnia. i have to take 2-3 panadols every night.
from lavin :
the opening line in "feel the hurt" was wonderful. I love peoples thoughts about rain.... dont ask me why. i like your diary!!
from savoirfaire :
you write beautifully :)
from savoirfaire :
you're more than welcome! :) and thank you for grace's diary add! through hers i found joy's (joy fu) as well, her userid is joyfulion, if i'm not mistaken. xanga.com as well. online diaries are quite the fad now! it's quite a good way to catch up with each other, i think.
from savoirfaire :
thank you, i hope i get over this soon. and yes, there are many hurt people out there... it's odd the way depression shakes you every now and then. (and here is your layout: http://mintcase.net/xyz/insert.html)
from savoirfaire :
yes the strokes ROCK! is their new album coming out soon? i heard there's a track in which julian raps, rofl. that'll be nice to hear! haha it wasn't hard to guess it was you, i think you're the only person i know who is absolutely crazy about julian and the strokes :D
from savoirfaire :
oh, and I could make a layout for you, if you like! I'm sorry your first day at school was shitty (yeah.. it's sad that most people still listen to bad music).
from nmj :
ummm....what dyou mean weird? And what makes you say I'm different? Thanks for passing through.
from weezerock :
hey hey, just passing by to say "hey" which i said, thrice. but now i must leave...

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