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thank you, that felt good!
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yay!
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We miss you and hope to see you again soon? --- This is not a question! It's an exclamation!!!
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Hey suave glad to hear you doing so well! Where is your new place? We miss you and hope to see you again soon? Maybe you can do some more traveliing with your cool new job.
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Pete does the 9-5 thing, I am a temp right now so am more flexible. But we can make time if we have enough notice. Also, we live in a super cool neighborhood, so even if we have to leave you alone for a few, you will have plenty to do. And of Course you can stay with us! I was about to leave my phone #, but perhaps I should email it to you directly. (spies, you know) Oh and, the guy that PEte works with used to work for a Buffy website, we have a cd full of extras and goodies that were not on the site- Neat!
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june sounds good, we'll be here! Let us know when you are coming, and we will go do something good. Or we will go rent Buffy reruns :) hee hee.
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where in the world is Kevin Sandiego????
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kevin never blogs anymore..tis so sad....
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So tell me, what would you give if your life wasn't enough?
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I'm doing ok. I'm just really busy trying to balance work and keeping a semi-clean house. I have a spring break coming up so I'm trying to plan a vaction for myself. So what is going on with you? You haven't updated your diary a in awhile. Bad spudbutter! :)
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The song is sung by a man named Jason Mraz. You can see his video on MTV or VH1. I'm not a huge fan of his, but when I heard this song I just fell in love with it.
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I love the ocean. I've been to Panama City Beach before(that's where we'd live) and the sand looks as white as flour and the Gulf is too beautiful to describe. I think one of my big problems is that I have a fear of change. I just have a hard time with it. But it seems all I ever talk about is wanting my life to change someway. I'm also afraid that things won't work out with me and my husband and I'll be stuck in Florida. I just need to get over the fear and take a chance and stop trying to control everything in my life.
Also, even though I'm only 21 years old, I've come to realize that in order to feel good on the outside, you must feel good on the inside. The two have to match or it just won't work. I completly understand what you are trying to do because I am doing the same thing. I went through a rough period in my life and I came out with a little bit more knowledge and strength but also a few extra pounds on me. It's amazing how stuff like that just sort of creeps up on you.
I will end with this, I'm not a huge Sheryl Crow fan but maybe she's right, "A change would do you good". Perhaps change isn't that bad after all. Maybe if I keep telling myself that, I'll start to believe it one day. :)
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I'm the type of person who must question everything I've been given. I'm terrified of making the wrong decision. Which is weird because I seem to make wrong decisions all the time. Curses!! Anyway, I know that deep down inside it's the best decision and we've been given a great gift and I should just accept it and stop over analyzing everything. So, you also have been doing some soul searching lately, come up with anything yet?
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Thanks forthe time you've spent reading. Maybe we will be in touch again some day!
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yeah thats a good concept of what art should add to your life. life is complicated. but good I reckon
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Dreamcast did turn out badly :( Read your notes to someonemaybe and I swear I have thought most of them before. People are the most interesting thing around. I was just thinking yesterday about difficulty in letting go and pain. I want to write an entry about it but I've got this like "work" stuff I have to do.
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8 times. you have such a fantasgreat attitude towards things. i am slightly more than envious.
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I highly advice not bothering about being behind in my blog. its just the usual ups and downs, im' afraid its rather boring actually.
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I was really busy during the Christmas break with work and all that really fun stuff. The reason I haven't been writing is that my husband and I aren't getting along very well and I just haven't felt like writing. I completly forgot that I even wrote that entry. So, that's my excuse for not writing, what's yours?
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Yeah Shining Force 2 is a very happy memory. I really wanted to play the last one they did in the series which was supposed to have three separate actual games which affected each other but as far as I know only the first game came out and I think only in Japan. And Sega is dead now so ...
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i have heard so much about this donnie darko movie, i'm going to have to try and see it. damn it, i want to see it now!
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Frank Herbert? are you joking? are you a scientologist? he was the biggest fraud of all time, and managed to trick so many people into joining his "religion" that he is now my hero.
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Yeah self confidence stuff is sad. It affects must aspects of people but I was a complete mess (was?) especially around her so all her weaknesses and flaws were highly entagled with me and mine so its difficult to separate everything. I find that writing in the dairy increases my typing speed. I have thought about little notes to myself but so often with thoughts once the moment is past the memories attached seem all but dead making me unsure of the value of the note. The thought will probably come around again at some stage.
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Yeah, I meant to say falling. I work with kids all day so in the evening it's really hard to think straight. :)
I loved your metaphors!!! The subject of love is a big thing with me too.
Even though I don't really know you, I wanted to share with you something I realized the other day.I realized that I should always try to think positive. I know it's very simple and I know that it's incredible hard to do sometimes, but it's amazing how much more a person can do if they just simply tried to think positive. I know I sound corny but it's true. :)
Ok, now I'm rambling
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Failing in love can be one of the greastest things that can happen to a person but it can also be one of the worst things that can happen to a person. Love is kind of funny like that. I'm a firm believe that you can't help who you love. Just felt like sharing.
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I recently got married and my husband is just about done with colllege. He should graduate in May(hopefully) and when he does we will be moving. I'm not quite sure where we'll be moving and I'm not very comfortable with that idea but I really have no say in the matter. But on the other hand, I have no ties here. All my friends and family moved away, so there's nothing really keeping me here. So I completly understand what you're saying.
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Yep Spurs fan follow fairly closely but only over the internet since we don't get nba on tv in Australia anymore just dried up a couple of years ago. Now a friend has Foxtel though and it Spurs v Lakers (his team) tommorrow but he might be working. I'd love to see a Spurs-Mavs game they are so volatile there always seem to be about a dozen like 15 to 2 runs through each game. Yep redhead = good. My ex was a redhead and I swear every other girl I notice is a redhead. She was cute too but A) didn't think so and B) defined cute as ugly but interesting in any case. I hate that phrase. I think she is a major reason I care so much about what people think about themselves.
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I have a few comments on a few of your entries:
It's been one of my dreams to own a children's book store. I don't know if you've seen,"You've Got Mail" but I would love to run a book store like Meg Ryan did. There's just something about books that just seem familar and safe to me. It's hard to explain.
I too have just started to read Hemingway. I read,"A Farewell to Arms". I recomend it.
-The reason why I'm so lonely is because in the past 5 months 8 people I know and care about, that's including my family, have moved away. Yeah, life would be so much better if people would just stop moving.
Is it just me or are we both in the same sort of funk?
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ps that live song is a very good song
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thrice are a punk band from the states. they are great! i love that song to death!! i only wish i could write like that, maybe one day i will.. thanks for the note and the comments
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Glad you were blessed. Look forward to whatever you write theres usually something I connect to and you have a gentle thought provoking style which is cool. What do you write? Kindred eh? Hmm that adds further inspiration an entry I've been trying to get to write. Work to do though perhaps it will make it eventually.
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Hey you! None of that making us feel incredibly guilty for leaving crap, mister. Wait, not "leaving crap", for which I would feel guilty, but "crap" "for leaving". We are simply and very elaborately enticing you to leave the horrible, horrible desert. Do you see the things we do for you?
Plus, we have TiVo and MXC. These are frills that no one should do without. So visit you must. And perhaps you can join the several men we know out here who are looking for chicas. Since you claim to not want one you are sure to get one first.
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And now I have read some more and I really like it. Similar enough to stuff I have thought to make a lot sense to me but different enough to encourage new thought. In the case of the ex and being sure you will love her forever and all those things you wrote I could have written them myself. And a whole lot more as I guess you probably could do as well. I think it is a good thing *he says with a sigh and a half smile*
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Yeah I guess the internet is good that way. My reading has tapered too with work. Your reading list sounds interesting Wilde I know and like and the other two ring a bell but I don't think I've read. Rare book dealer would be a cool job and a simple no frills life would be good too. If achieveable of course and yeah I would say people are the thing in life. Hey have you read the ngallagher fanfic on wotmania?
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yet hate it at the same time....
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Only fools dream of the one thing they can’t have.”
i love that saying....
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Just wandered over to your diary after seeing that you had left someonemaybe some notes and what do I see but you like tolkien, donaldson - I haven't read all his stuff but the leper bit did stick in my mind in a good way, lawhead, pendragon cycle is very good as his other stuff, and lewis, absolutely unavoidable truth to much of what he says it is absolutely amazing have been wanting to read a grief observed for some time but never gotten around to it. And then I look at your diary and wotmania is there! All I need now is pratchett and daria. Oh yeah and your diary name is kind of like mine.
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the environment is so incredibly diverse i dont know how i could possibly describe it to you. the part i live in is not the nices part of australia i've seen but its ok. some hills, some rainforest, crappy beaches but beautiful reefs! i had something else to write but i've been distracted...sorry!
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its amazine the diaries i've been stumbling across recently from the updates page. what do u want to know about australia?? ive never ever been to the states, so i cant compare.. i mayebe going to north carolina next year (fingers crossed) thanks for the nice comments about my diary.. ilose faith in my diary frequently but it never turns its back on me
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maybe you only write in it when you are whiny because you know your blog will always listen....
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That was a really cool song. It's kind of funny how both of us are feeling the same thing at the same time. We should form a club or something! :) Oh, I love that movie. I watch it everytime it comes on tv. That movie really does make you think.
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I liked the song you put in your diary. For some reason, it struck a nerve. We are both really bad at updating our diaries.
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I never knew you liked Buffy!! I LOVE BUFFY!!! My car is named, "Anya". That's so friggin cool!
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I have talked, but I also think it's wrong to try and change people. you love someone because of who they are, you don't just change them into who you want them to be. I'm 99% percent happy :-) I think that's enough :-)
I haven't read more of his work, I just haven't come across any of it. It was really good, but a bit though going at times. don't you think?
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Hi, thank you so much for your lovely note. I know he loves me and he shows it in his own ways... I guess I just can't expect him to change. Your comments did help me a lot, thank you :-)
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Thanks for your note. You really do have great timing. I completly agree that it's incredibly hard to have faith in something you can't see or touch. I just have to keep praying and trusting that it's all gonna work out fine. I too have seem to misplace my purpose in life. I had all these ideas but now I don't know where they went. If I'm completly off then just ignore me. But if I'm right, I totally understand. Ok,I stopped making sense after,"Thanks for your note".
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Hi! Thanks for that really cool note you left! Do you have perfect timing or what? :) I too have read your diary and I just love it! Well, that's it for now, I just wanted to say thankyou and I can't wait to read your next entry.
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