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Still. It's creepy. Whether or not he has an excuse. You should probably mention to a manager that it's making you uncomfortable, because it obviously really is.

from wombaby :

Haha your room reminds me of my friend Adam's - I used to regularly tidy it for him every time I went round.

from wombaby :

I first read that as the graves, not the gravies!

from wombaby :

I signed that petition - I'm shocked by the results so far!! I'm from Massachussetts now ...

from wombaby :

I give a shit (as you ought to know by now!!). In fact, you can have lots and lots of my shit, I have plenty to spare :p

from wombaby :

*hugs* I think the yellow stuff is bile, it's what you get when there's nothing else left in your stomach. I'm so glad.

from wombaby :

Fingers crossed that it *doesn't* work!! I'm glad (in the nicest possible way) that you puked.

from wombaby :

God that Kevin sounds annoying. I have been told 30 by a med student. But I've also heard of people taking a lot more than 30 and surviving. I don't want you to do it.

from wombaby :

Punters are patronising. Though I agree that it's especially off for that woman to announce your address to the whole store. I never know how to deal with punters like that, or ones who ask where you live. Or for your number lol.

from wombaby :

That article was interesting! So you could change Kaitlyn to Kevin (although that's not the only reason it was interesting!)

from wombaby :

The thing with paracetamol is that even if it doesn't kill you, it causes serious liver damage, or if it does kill you, it does it slowly by making your liver collapse. And I would not be proud.

from wombaby :

Do you ever go in a pool? :p

from wombaby :

Well I'm glad you changed your mind.

from wombaby :

Hey, that first picture is hot!!

from wombaby :

Nobody knows how to live alone! They just figure it out as they go along. And they make mistakes, and most of them phone home every few days at first (like, for the first few years).

from wombaby :

*well-meaning hug* ... you know, I've always wondered how cashiers know product codes, so actually I'm impressed that you know any at all.

from wombaby :

Nettie was off the board for something like three months, and has caught up just fine. Kitty disappears for weeks at a time. You'd fit back in if you wanted.

from wombaby :

Well you already know ... but Tammy just came out of hospital, and I saw Kitty and Tammy signed into MSN today, though I didn't have time to speak to them.

from wombaby :

Haven't seen Tammy on the board for a while either (nor Kitty come to that) ... want me to ask?

from wombaby :

Hey, that works really well!

from wombaby :

It probably isn't a bad idea to mention him to a manager. To be on the safe side. After all, if you mention him to a manager and he's harmless, worst that can happen is you'll be mocked for being paranoid.

from wombaby :

A little bit creepy. Not really really creepy, probably just some lonely guy with a half-dead wife, and maybe (probably) he really won't bother you again. Less creepy than the murderer (a punter where I used to work) and probably harmless.

from wombaby :

And I thought my dreams were weird!

from wombaby :

I'm sorry about your aunt. And I'll say it again: any time you want to come back to the board, we'd be happy to have you.

from wombaby :

You know, if you're not happy in a relationship, it's much better to leave it than to stay in it.

from wombaby :

The board doesn't have any new member - Hafada changed his name, and I think that confused Tammy.

from wombaby :

As far as I'm concerned, you are welcome to keep talking to me! I know I'm not really one of the friends you're talking about, but what the hell.

from wombaby :

You have your whole life to become what you want to be - that's the point of living! Nobody's a finished product in their 20's. Unblock me and chances are we'll talk more often :p

from wombaby :

*hugs* There is light at the end of the tunnel, even if it's round a few bends. I hate to think of your killing yourself. Please, please, please don't do it. Please keep going ... just one day at a time.

from wombaby :

You miss us, we miss you ... there's a logical solution you know!

from wombaby :

Eeh the necklace is a bit scary!

from wombaby :

Can you wear fingerless gloves for work? It might help a bit.

from wombaby :

I don't think anything can make it better for your parents if you killed yourself. Please talk to them about it. Please, please talk to someone!

from wombaby :

That's known as the grandfather paradox - it's the reason time travel is considered impossible.

from wombaby :

You can come back to the board if you want. We'd like to have you!

from wombaby :

My drawer was often under or over at work. I don't think they fire you unless they think you're actually stealing the money - sometimes managers find it afterwards and just don't bother to tell you!

from wombaby :

and no, i didn't know the pope gets called joey the rat! i'm not sure i like the sound of that, being a joeiy, and my zodiac sign is the rat. i will drink chai tea and think of you when i get home on friday!

from wombaby :

please don't

from wombaby :

You realise the board has about died without you? Kitty says, and I quote: "if anyone is in contact with them, then please ask them what I have to do to get them to come home!!!!" (that's you, Tammy and Nettie). We miss you! Please come back!

from wombaby :

Ok, so you're shit at everything (I hope you realise I'm saying that tongue in cheek). Nothing to lose then - what do you *enjoy* doing? And there's nothing wrong with retail (well, there is, but if they just got rid of the customers there wouldn't be!). Have you thought about secretarial? I was a secretary for a year straight out of school. You don't need too much in the way of brains, just to be able to file and work a computer (on the applications level, not the programming level - if I can, you can, cos I can't program to save my life!) Anyway good luck whatever you end up doing.

from wombaby :

I haven't given up on you, so make that 2. But I'm hardly ever online so I dunno if I count really.

from wombaby :

I still care.

from wombaby :

Moving on is a chance you take any time we try to stay together ... life is a series of hellos and goodbyes, I'm afraid it's time for goodbye again (Billy Joel)

from wombaby :

Aww, Nanny is cute!

from wombaby :

Bloody hell! I guess a ticket is the least of your worries now :) but keep us updated on what happens!

from wombaby :

Nah you're not the only one who sees something wrong with that picture!

from wombaby :

Hey, an A- is good!!

from little-nena :

i would really like to talk to you and see you diary...you might find we have many things in common. e-mail me!!! [email protected] luv- nena p.s.i like the fact that you say what you do and dont really care if people think it's wrong...(cutter)...

from wombaby :

I get most nauseous when I'm hungry - probably as a result of having eaten so irregularly a couple of years ago. So your Mom's right. Also, if you don't eat food that you have in your room, it'll go bad so it'll be wasted anyway.

from wombaby :

Stop not eating. Please. Or go see a doctor. Or both.

from themaddie :

I was just looking through the directory and found your diary; just wanted to say i like your taste in music :)

from themaddie :

I was just looking through the directory and found your diary; just wanted to say i like your taste in music :)

from wombaby :

I used to shake loads, I still do sometimes if I'm more stressed than usual about things. Hope you are feeling ok. I'll come back on MSN and try to cheer you up again some time in September, all being well.

from wombaby :

Nah I don't think you're bad for it. But then, I'm not a Christian at all so perhaps others would have a different perspective. Remember, you can't help it if you get sick at work or otherwise - it's not your fault! So you shouldn't have to apologise for being sick. Seeing a doctor, on the other hand, might not be such a bad idea!

from wombaby :

I'm pretty sure you won't get in trouble for being sick! That would be a trifle unreasonable.

from wombaby :

Hey I look like some kind of stalker, note after note ... to anyone else that's looking, honestly, they're only every few weeks really. Now, on the subject of jury duty, my aunt passed out from a panic attack and got out of it that way. Not that I'm suggesting you should fake a panic attack. I know I'm not online much (every few months really) but if you send me an email if you want to talk, I'll reply (eventually - probably pretty quickly on days when I have internet access).

from wombaby :

I don't think Kitty hates you! A lot of people would miss you if you died.

from wombaby :

Try Bearshare. It doesn't have to be that way Spunk, I'd care if you killed yourself! Please talk to Kitty about it, I'm sure she doesn't feel that way.

from wombaby :

Just so you know, I've sent Tammy a PM to say that I'm worried about you.

from wombaby :

Wouldn't dying be the ultimate abandoning?

from wombaby :

Please please please go and see your doctor and tell them you feel this way. *hugs*

from wombaby :

You don't deserve to die. Really you don't.

from wombaby :

Oh Spunk, you're nothing like as bad as you think you are. Honest.

from wombaby :

I think you should block Jamie.

from wombaby :

Where is Tammy anyway? She hasn't posted on the board for ages.

from wombaby :

I'm 21 and still a virgin. Something which surprises a lot of people!

from wombaby :

Not a bad person at all!

from wombaby :

You have to take care of yourself before you can take care of other people. It's ok to need a break sometimes. And people should be able to respect that.

from wombaby :

Lol the cramps gave that one away. Please be ok.

from wombaby :

please don't die :-(

from wombaby :

Glad you are feeling better today.

from wombaby :

Sh sh sh. *hugs* Don't worry about the violence thing. You're only evil if you act on those feelings.

from wombaby :

*hugs*

from wombaby :

I've never been abused either. And been feeling like this, on and off, for about eight years now, for no good reason. Keep telling myself I should just snap out of it ... <newline> anyway about the MCC, you could just go twice (do they take attendance?) or just tell the prof you went to the Thursday one. Don't blame yourself for getting Liz into trouble, she's a big girl, she'll figure out something to do too. Take care.

from wombaby :

I don't mind your posting surveys :-)

from wombaby :

I like that Papa Roach song.

from wombaby :

Y'know, you're really not that bad.

from wombaby :

Bollocks. You're not a cruel, horrible person. Not at all. *hugs*

from wombaby :

... still don't think you're an awful person!

from wombaby :

It is your life you know. You're entitled to live it how you like. Normally, if you like. *hugs*

from wombaby :

Can you not just lock up?

from wombaby :

A- isn't a failure, that's damn good. And getting paid for sitting around doing nothing is the way a job should be!

from wombaby :

Btw, if you kill yourself I will be sad every time I drink Chai. So I would have to throw my whole tub away. *hugs*

from wombaby :

Noooo suicide is not a good idea. Please don't!

from wombaby :

It took me ages to get my iPod working too. Try holding down the play button on the wheel and the central button together for 15-30 seconds; that might un-freeze it. Mine worked after that. Good luck.

from wombaby :

Go post on the board, go on. You don't have to be stunningly intelligent and perfect at everything first time round to do well in the "real world" either. You just have to be willing to learn. Studying right is something that comes with practise. And really don't worry about the summer. They will expect you to make mistakes at first, I'm sure. *hugs*

from wombaby :

Hey! You're *not* as bad as you say you are. I'm convinced you're a nice person. You care about other people, you have a sense of humour, you're intelligent, what more do you want?

from spunkyhottie :

hey you really need to chill out and take a deep breath before you do that.Okay yu dont need to be hurting your self!Its ok i havent cut in almost 2 weeks you can do it too!

from wombaby :

I think blades get dull after they've been out for a while, I find I have to change mine every fortnight to every month or they just don't go as deep. Take care of yourself *hugs*

from wombaby :

Not that different from the old blue, to be honest. But way, way better than the green!!!

from wombaby :

Eugh, I hated proof by induction at school. Was easy once I got it, but the getting it took two years! Now I'm onto vector calculus :'(

from wombaby :

... I still don't get what's wrong with Animorphs.

from wombaby :

I hate parties! I think they're massively over-rated. So is going clubbing. And as I'm sure I've said before, there's nothing wrong with Disney songs! They're happy! Part of being mature is knowing when it's ok to act immature (so say my "mature student" friends).

from spunkyhottie :

Hey if you are a loser than i am too so dont be saying that girly!!Hey i'm praying for you to be happy!!email me at [email protected] k??love you girly girl!

from spunkyhottie :

be happy you are a great person!

from wombaby :

I still don't know you all that well but I *don't* think you're useless or worthless at all.

from sharonb7 :

hi Im kinda new.I came across your diary and found it of interest. maybe you can pop by sometimes, oh did I mention I do layout designs? Have a great day. yours truly, sb

from wombaby :

*hugs*

from wombaby :

Lol. They have Dunkins in Singapore, I'm pretty sure. But I never had a chai. Is that like bubble tea?

from wombaby :

Aha! You have friends! (Just thought I'd point that out in case you hadn't noticed it :) )

from wombaby :

Yeah, being an impoverished student sucks. Just think of how much more money you can earn afterwards though ... (at least, that's what I'm hoping!)

from spunkyhottie :

hey this is Cheys sister sorry but she is in the hospital she like tried to kill her self so ya her diary is no longer lock if you would like to know ,more email us at [email protected]

from wombaby :

Backpacks are more practical.

from wombaby :

Whee, good luck!

from spunkyhottie :

Your right if i do do it Aaron would have to tell peps why he no longer has a mother thanks and i think that this will be my dairy for a long time to come

from spunkyhottie :

dont worry about me.if i htink that the time is comeing i will hop right on and let you know before i do it dont worry i will say goodbye first

from spunkyhottie :

hey dont worry be happy!!

from wombaby :

Lol, I haven't come across the Disney Afternoon Soundtrack, but you know the song that goes "Hey there, Hi there, Ho there, it's a Disney kind of day"? I love that song! And my phone case has Eeyore on it. Disney is very cool. You will also find, if the States is anything like the UK, that college students play with magnetic letters on their fridges and enjoy colouring in.

from wombaby :

Hey, you know what? From the way you talk about Maija, and maybe Wayne, it sounds like they might be friends (of you, I mean, not just friends of each other). Or at least like they don't mind having you around, enjoy talking to you, etc.

from wombaby :

*more hugs* then

from wombaby :

*hugs* I'm sorry

from spunkyhottie :

Hey you think that you dont really fit in?? Well just act like yourself and that will draw people close to you dont be so cayght up in acting like someone else just be you and you'll be happy:)~CHEY~

from spunkyhottie :

HMMMMMM..........How about a email???I'm so seriouse we have alot of stuff the same!!!

from spunkyhottie :

Hey so are you like leavein' me hangin'??~CHEY~

from spunkyhottie :

Hey girly,you like make no sense!!~LOL~please leave me a note because i really want to learn more about you or email me @[email protected]~CHEY~

from wombaby :

You could be Karl? You don't actually need to do work too much before the last minute. Leaving it to the last minute is quite good enough (provided you don't mind lack of sleep right before a deadline!) I thought I'd never motivate myself to do any work, and apart from the disaster of the exams, I did just fine.

from spunkyhottie :

Hey i just had to check you out because of your name!!We have alot in comman.leave me a note or email!!~CHEY~

from wombaby :

That'd depend what mood I was in, but I don't think I'd find it too creepy. I'd be like, wow, someone's taking an interest in *me*??? lol :-)

from wombaby :

I don't want to encourage you, but if you're that desperate, maybe hitting or something that doesn't leave a mark would help? I understand about wanting to see blood though. *hugs* good luck

from wombaby :

Ooh, I like the new background! Much kinder on the eyes :-)

from wombaby :

No-one's totally ok on their own. I wanted that too, but it doesn't work like that. Sorry!

from wombaby :

It's a little doohicky you carry round with you, and if someone attacks you, you pull out a pin or press a button, and it makes a *very* loud noise - supposed to frighten your attacker and get other people's attention to help you.

from suezkristyun :

spunkie-girl, Iused to self-mutilate, but in a different sort of way--I starved myself. I don't know exactly when or why it started, but I think it began after I was date-raped and I blamed myself for it. I had to get down to less than 70pounds before people got in my face and quit being envious. Did you know that God is crazy for you? I mean, I pray before I log on that God will lead me to the right member--YOur name jumped out at me and knew I was supposed to contact you. I know what it's like to have gender confusion. I had to live in a government facility when I was a teenager--there were alot of gay girls there who tried to convince me that I might be gay too. I was only 17, youknow, still to young to know who I really was, and here were all of these girls trying to convince me that the only reason I was still a virgen was because I was gay. It really weirded me out and made me paranoid-- I began having second thoughts like "O my gosh, did I look at that girl when she walked by? Maybe I'm weird. How did the OTHER teens here become lesbians-- they seem normal like me--maybe I'm one too and I don't know it. " Then, Of course, I began Imagining what it would belike to be gay-(no offense, but it wasn't appealing when I thought it through). Even though I knew i was straight, I still had fears and anxieties about even THINKING about being gay-- I just couldn't imagine any normal girl wanting to be that way and I couldn't help but wonder why she would rather be with a girl-- and what they would do to each other, so naturally, I had all of these images floating around in my mind that disturbed me. And no matter how hard I tried to make them leave, they wouldn't go (try not to think of the word FOOTBALL. Were you able to NOT see a football when you read the word? of course not). Consequently, I was plagued night and day with lesbian thoughts that terrified me. What if I AM like them? i would worry. Losing my virginity seemed like the only solution-- a decision I DOn't recommend to any virgins out there, or to anyone who is confused about their sexual identity. Unfortunatley, while I was partying one night, I did choose to sacrifice that sacred part of myself. I'll write more later.

from scar-r-ed :

You should live at college full time. Go home occasionally if you miss your parents, but not every weekend, or you won't have much chance to make friends.

from firechild :

Randomly stumbled across your site...I'm a voyuer at heart, so I couldn't help it. Stop by sometime.

from kingbastard :

Hey! I like reading your stuff. I think you'd like my shit. Check it out when ever you get a chance. It's www.marksbeefs.com See ya!

from stinkey :

Hello there. I find reading other peoples online dairy thingies pretty interesting, mainly because i dont have much to talk about and i like hearing what other people have to say, but recently i have been reading some very distressing stuff and its upset me a fair bit. So i decide that if i ever come across any of these diarys i would tell them about my girlfriend in hope they will draw some sort of hope from it. My girlfriend Abbey is about 18 stone (havnt a clue what that is is metric.) and subsequently was bullied terribly because of it. I met her about tree years ago at an ameture dramitics club that i had been at for almost a decade before i went to college. She was a very shy girl, and wasnt one for lengthy conversation, so no-one really bothered to talk to her. I how ever, noticed some promising tallent, and decided to encorage to come out of her shell a little. the other thing i noticed were the host of cuts all the way up her arms. Over a year or so we became good friends and pretty soon we were always together. I used to take her out places, introduce new people to her etc, and slowly her number of friends grew and in turn her confidence. Now shes a right kinky little bitch, whith out a care for what anyone else thinks and just enjoying life. She,s completly changed, and for the best. No more cuts! I would like to think that it was someting that i did, but who knows. Im not trying to preach or patronise you, its just that if something has affected me this much, i want to help, but i just dont know how. Sorry if i may have caused any offence. Oh, by the way, weve been going out for about a year and two months,(i asked her out while i was drunk once!)and its only by living with her that i realise that were very VERY, similer and maybe she helped me to when i was having problems a couple of months before we went out. Thanks for reading. Bye. [email protected]

from scar-r-ed :

Hey, don't be killing yourself. Uni is a lot of fun - and you can have a lot of fun fucking up your life, too, honest! (That sounds very strange, I know, but I stopped worrying what people thought of me, and have had so much fun since, just being bad!)

from scar-r-ed :

i've tried re-sending all the passwords - i keep accidentally locking people out which is a real pain! sorry about that

from scar-r-ed :

btw do you still actually read my diary?

from scar-r-ed :

What your uncle's doing is nicer than what I'm doing. I do that too, if I start reading a diary I have to read every single entry. Thought it was just me!

from scar-r-ed :

aw, that's a horrible thing to have happen, even if you didn't know her, it's still such a scary thing. *hugs*

from scar-r-ed :

don't worry about getting the "wrong" college - whichever college you get, you won't know if the others would've been better or worse, so there's no point worrying about those, and you'll alternately love and hate the one you do end up at, wherever it is, I expect. things to think about: do you want to live near or far from your parents (tip: the other side of the world is great fun but can be hard), do you want to head arts-wards or science-wards (I'm not sure how these things work in the States, which I think is where you are) - and remember whatever you pick it'll be fun, and you'll come out at the end with a better qualification than you would've otherwise, and that in turn will lead to a better job. and those are always good :) anyway good luck with it, looking through all the prospecti can be scary but you can do it!

from neshy :

hey wasup i jus wanna say God didnt write the Bible he spoke to people who did it

from scar-r-ed :

jelly beans ... mm, trick or treat! :) bet you get lots of little kids coming up to you asking for actual jelly beans ... have a good night tho!

from scar-r-ed :

i'm just bloody dopey recently! it should've worked now ...

from scar-r-ed :

ok your new password should've been emailed to you

from scar-r-ed :

hm, important semi-colon missing there (i'm sure i put it in!!!) - try again?

from scar-r-ed :

hey i just changed the passwords around a bit and i'm worried that yours might not work cos i'm drunk and i doubled you up with someone else, so if it doesn't work let me know cos i'm not actually trying to lock you out. xx elf

from scar-r-ed :

ooh. of course, the reason why it didn't work is probably because i didn't switch my email on ... hm. makes a difference huh! -elf

from scar-r-ed :

hehe :) that's nice, that you read all of it. and a lotta reading! i rambled way too much, but then i do on this one too. (should warn you - bits of it may be thoroughly triggery). i emailed the password to [email protected] - but i also emailed it to [email protected] and nothing seems to have happened ... i'll play around a bit more but you might have to give me an email address; if you don't want to stick it in a note, send it to [email protected]. -elf

from scar-r-ed :

from sliceduparm :

awww. hope you feels better soon. d'ya wanna password to my real diary? (scar-r-ed). if so note me on either one of them. (you don't have to lol for all i know you've only read like two of my entries :p

from sliceduparm :

you're like me in some ways; i started by punching / slapping my face. the only thing that concerns me (reason why i mostly stopped) is how many braincells i was losing every time i hit my head. i need all the braincells i can get! take care -elf

from sliceduparm :

hey! i forgot my password, then i forgot what email address i used, so i couldn't check my buddy list - but it's all sorted out now. i wondered why nobody was leaving me any notes - now i know; i'd switched them off. lol. so organised! my tagboard's probably the easiest way to contact me, but i've switched my notes back on now. anyway, thanks for answering my question :) at some point i'll leave you a more coherent message (maybe!). btw, i noted you accidentally from scar-r-ed - that's me too but i keep it locked for the same reason i don't write in this one much anymore. -elf

from scar-r-ed :

I WANT TO READ CROSSES! i thought it was out of print!!!

from sliceduparm :

curious ... how come your mom stopped you visiting ryl in the first place?

from sliceduparm :

so this evening I started reading at the beginning ... I'm up to last May, and I think I've been reading for about an hour ... your diary's pretty addictive :) btw I hope you don't mind that I'm not really quite Christian. :) can't see why you would ... but some people do. take care, -elfy

from sliceduparm :

Ello. I don't really write in sliceduparm anymore, so don't check my buddy list all that often, but I do read every now and again. And btw, hate to sound all counsellory/grownup/naggy - but you're not a worthless piece of crap; no-one is. :) Well, ok, very few people. I haven't read all your diary yet, but haven't found anything in the last half-dozen or so entries to suggest that you're worthless etc.! *hugs* Elfy

from fettie :

i just happened to stumble upon your last entry. what are animorphs books???? Dont worry about kids teasing you. I used to get teased all the time. Now I am strong and independent. I dont worry about what people think. You'll get the hang of it. -fettie

from max09 :

Hey, please read this, I read your profile and you are a lot like me, as soon as you get this please e-mail me at [email protected]

from prodigy-girl :

hey cool looking diary! Keep up the good work.

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