messages to stargazing-:
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from custarddream :
Hey Jewels, I know you probably won't see this, but I wanted to say hi. I hope you are doing well.
from chunkycow :
hey hun, i used to read your journal before you locked up and i've been off dland for awhile. could i have a pw please? =) my email is: [email protected]
from clearly- :
hi, could i have a password? my email is [email protected]. thanks =)
from custarddream :
;^D Great to see you back! Hopefully you'll keep writing in here for a while, since I think your best words happen here! ;^>
from amber-darko :
Hi! My name's Amber and I'm 23. I am writing a book about my personal account of self hate and self harm. I'd like to include some personal stories from different stages in healing, different sexes and different ages to show that no one is the same, but we all are hurting in ways that we are unable to convey. I do not intend on printing names, there is no length restriction and I will not censor. I have decided to also include poetry or just general opinions. Please email me if you are interested. [email protected]
from onedarkrevue :
Your review is done!
from red-reviews :
hi there. i need a password so i can review. you can email [email protected] and then i'll get to it. thanks!
from alonereviews :
i left the last note from the wrong diary. i was just in there to check up on some html, i know her. but I guess you understood that [email protected] was my e-mail and the place to send your password. merry christmas.
from alvehender :
[email protected] . just e-mail me the password and I'll get straight to the reviewing part. :)
from rosytears :
Jewels? I see you've locked your diary. Could you email me the password and user? If you dont want to it's alright. I hope you're doing fine.
from onedarkrevue :
Hi, you requested a review from us, but we are unable to do your review now that your diary is locked. If you'd still like the review from us, please send your username and password to [email protected] Thanks - Alex
from alonereviews :
I'm about to review you now, but i'll need the password and username. thank you. I'll just put the review on hold until I get the password. - Nea
from blindsided32 :
You never gave me the password! ([email protected]).
from ldybug1113 :
so...tell me again how the kids at school got the name of your diary? <:/ just wonderin'...
from blindsided32 :
ugh I'm so sorry. Highschool is so fuckin lame, what assholes. If I could I'd beat them up for you.
from blindsided32 :
passwerd please! :) you can mail it to: [email protected]. Thanks mucho.
from lexx143 :
Hey! My email is [email protected] Thanks! :)
from ldybug1113 :
ooo, you followed through with the threat of locking said diary. funny funny. well, you do whatchya' gotta do. if you feel the sudden need for more readers, email me your secret word at "[email protected]" -may handfulls of marshmallows brighten your day. ;) I really don't know what that means...it's 2am & I've gone completely delerious- really, don't mind me. ;) hehhe ~kAtIe
from santa-secret :
Not a problem. My email is [email protected] and of course I'll only give your password out to your secret santa.
from santa-secret :
Hi! Your diary was locked so we were just wondering what the password is so that we can give it to your secret santa and give you your person.
from lexx143 :
Hey! Just to let you know, I didn't lock my diary. But it seems that you locked yours...can I have the password/username to it because I love your diary too! Thanks!
from custarddream :
Looks like you finally locked up! ;^< Could you send me a password?
from icymotha :
lol this is awesome ^_^ ur going in my faves too :D
from icymotha :
holy fuck! someone likes joydrop! that's awesome, that's what...2 people i kno now that like joydrop o_O..that's awesome!!! ^_^ by the way, ur diary kicks ass :D
from rosytears :
Yep I'm off to email you now, you can tell me everything you want there then. I hope you're okay. {{hugs}}
from rosytears :
Dont scare me!! Are you sure you're alright? I missed talking to you too. Are you SURE you're alright? You dont sound alright to me. Falling for your best friend? Outcast in school? Ugly in your own skin? I cant imagine you for the last two. If you need someone to talk to I'm always here. Do you have an email or something so we can talk more privately?
from killafoo :
The only reason I said I liked ashley is because you made me mad that is all. yes I do like ashley, but only as a friend(even though she isn't interested in being friends.) I have no hate for you at all. my final thought is that I wish you a healthy, prosperous life. I admit it, I wish it could've worked, but oh well. Life goes on... you know? the only reason I'm writing in here is because I needed to tell the truth. much love, Anthony.
from rosytears :
Jewels. I havent heard from you for quite some time. i just read your read. Are you alright doll?
from greview :
Hey! You review's up: http://greview.diaryland.com/stargazing.html
from wishing4ben :
i forgot to add to the other one....i'd like a copy of your password so i can keep reading, if you don't mind. thanx
from wishing4ben :
hey, i've been reading your diary 4 a little while now, pretty good stuff in there, i'm not much for writing about stuff, not a very good writer myself. but i like to look and see what other people write, and you've got some pretty strong writing in your diary. (don't even bothe checking mine, i haven't written in it, just got it so i could post messages to other people. but you've got some good stuff in there, writing is your strong point, don't ever overlook it and take it for granted.. nichole
from custarddream :
I sent you an email a few days asking you for your password, but I'm not sure if you got it, my AOL has been acting kinda weird. I sent it from screen name service, and its not in my outbox, so I'm not sure if it was sent. Either way, I want a password, that kinda goes without saying though! ;^>
from yytriplet :
Oh yeah I saw your picture, you look like a bloated cow, ewww, you aren't beautiful, you would make most men puke, I know I did!
from yytriplet :
Man, you sound like a bitch. All you do is bitch and whine.Its pretty pathetic because you call everyone immature and fags, but you are immature and gay yourself. I say that because you were "involved" with a girl on the internet and you say that you were gonna get married(What a pipe dream). You are seriously gay
from rosytears :
Yeah. yayness. Could you give me the password when you lock your diary? I still want to do my daily reading of it. *grins* And I dont know about the reviewing together yet. Michelle hasnt contacted me yet.
from blindsided32 :
hey, when you lock your diary wanna give me the password? thanks love
from rosytears :
Hey I'll be changing my template really soon.. And I'm a reviewer at a brand-new review site.. Hey and I checked Fleur Reviews, and I'm posted under another reviewer, when you know that I requested for you instead. Could you help me clear it up with Michelle? Thanks. Oh and guess what? I applied for a reviewer post at Fleur Reviews too. If it's accepted we get to review at the same site, cheers for then!
from canterbelly :
I want to keep reading your diary!!!
from ldybug1113 :
hmm, how do people at school have your diary name? <:\ just wondering... sure, i'd like the password if you lock it (katie (ldybug1113), your very own devil's advocate, big sister, person) hehh. good luck with choices... kAtIe
from rosytears :
Well I didnt make it, it was taken from App-Designs.. yeah, isnt it beautiful? I wish it was a custom for me... sighh
from rosytears :
Sadly, no. I only have MSN. Yay. When will the review be up? I cant wait and I've been waiting agggeeeeeeeeessssssssss!! You write more beautiful!!
from rosytears :
Cool. Dont worry about the hotness, I bet Singapore is hotter! Yay.. But hey, promise me to be honest in your review, okay? Dont just give me a good one because we're friends, and because i gave you a good one.. Just be honest and tell me what you think.. :) Well in sec school we have history, geography, design n technology, science, maths, second language, english, literature, home econs, art, CME and music.. oh and project work too.. yeah that's about what we have.. You have MSN Messenger?
from rosytears :
Where's Arizona? Singapore is summer all year long, and now it's cold too.. haha.. Haha so you better give me a good review? Okay I'm only kidding. But could you ask Michelle about the link for me? Thanks.. Noo.. I dont have an amazing vocabulary.. You're the one with it.. What amazing words I use? I say I use stupid words, haha.. Secondary school? It's the holidays here now.. Yeah pretty emotional..Nope I wish to go to the USA though.. I feel like I have a penpal too.. Haha.
from canterbelly :
Phoenix? Boring? Hardly! I thought it was one of the most beautiful and amazing cities ever. Everything is red there. I'm from Spokane, WA. We have beautiful sunsets here as well, mostly in the summer though. They're totally different from Arizona's, but right up there with beautiful.
from bbreviews :
Your review is currently posted. Thanks for choosing Bondage Bear Reviews!
from rosytears :
Oh.. How long more before you leave Junior High then? Yeah Singapore is pretty far.. Where do you live? Yeah I was born in Singapore... Hmm.. I've been writing since the age of 9.. Basically making up fiction stories and stuff.. Then I started writing on Diaryland for almost six months already.. No way my vocabulary isnt nowhere as great as yours. Yeah lol I do read loads.. Haha.. I read only stuff I like though, unless I'm forced or something.. I'm definitely giving you a great review.. I love the way you write! Nooo.. Who says there's a bunch of people who say how amazing my writing is? There's only you and a few others.. Not many. You're the one who has more.. Haha.. So you write better :P <3 Jewelx
from canterbelly :
I must say that I really did enjoy the Pheonix sunrises I saw. Always vivid.
from adodd :
hey buddy try calling me again
from x-tragic-x :
Thank You
from bbreviews :
You have been successful in your application for a review and your review will be done by Rosytears.
from bbreviews :
You have been successful in your application for a review and your review will be done by Rosytears.
from rosytears :
Uh.. you calling me crazy girl? *crackles* Haha.. No.. Your name is pronounced Jew-worlds while mine is pronounced as jew-world-x. They look the same but sound different.. Yeah very close, haha. Mmm.. You know, here in Singapore we dont use the grading system of 'grades' we have nursery, then kindergarden, primary school, secondary school, junior college and then university. I'm 13 in 24 more days, and I'll be in Secondary 2 in the year 2004.. What about you.. Why do you hate junior high anyway? No way.. I dont write better than you.. You write better and your vocabulary is more amazing than me.. I bet you've won and wowed loads of people and awards with your writing..have ya?
from ldybug1113 :
ok, so now you need to ask your family for physical/emotional support...talk to your mom and sister about it, because who better to understand you than another woman. right? ;) once you have someone backing up those positive feelings/emotions that you so desperately need, you'll start believing them. (negative reinforcement works the same way- but POSITIVE reinforcement is a million times better for you ;) heh). It's really unhealthy of you to be so hard on yourself...try to turn that around...and your outlook on life will turn with you. Concentrate on the GOOOOOOD things- not the bad/sad/hurtful things. I'm not saying let people walk all over you, or ignore your/others pain(s)- I'm saying, look on the "bright side of things"~ there's at LEAST one in every situation. try to find it... God bless & keep you & your's always, kAtIe
from ldybug1113 :
In reference to how you're feeling today (11/15/03), please refer to my entry "To Breathe Again..." http://ldybug1113.diaryland.com/030825_36.html and take my conversation with the priest to heart... here's a prayer for you to say. ~A PRAYER FOR THOSE IN STRESS~ God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change...Courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference. don't be so hard on yourself- in the end, it will destroy you. -kAtIe
from rosytears :
Noo.. I'm never going to admit that.. You write better than me, and you know that yourself. We seem like two quarrelsome people here, haha. I love the similiarity in our names.. Jewels.. Jewelx.. Haha
from blindsided32 :
Whoa-- I just gave you a review, a good one at that, and then switched to mine to find out you reviewed my diary. Craziness. By the way, I much enjoyed I think you're goin on the favorites. -ali
from suckitreview :
Hey! Your review is up; http://suckitreview.diaryland.com/jewels.html Very nice...-ali
from canterbelly :
Hey! I just read your past 4 or 5 entries. You have the same philosophy as I have about beauty, and how every person in the world can think you're beautiful, and you never will. Check out my diary, I'll write an entry especially for that!
from rosytears :
You DO write like you're 17
from rosytears :
Bondage Bear reviews.. Hey you have MSN messenger? But I dont write as good as you do!
from rosytears :
Hey Jewels.. Well I received your message on the tag board actually.. But I think it would be easier if we just diaryland-noted each other, haha. Yeah it's hard to believe you're 14.. You write like you're 17!
from lavidaloca-2 :
thanks a million million for joining the %%diaryring_ihateperiods%%.
from rosytears :
Oh I'm sorry I had no idea someone was reviewing my diary at the moment. I've locked my diary only because I was doing some major construction. But it's done already, so I've unlocked my diary. Thanks for telling me! (p.s. I love your username)
from ldybug1113 :
never, labels never end...HOWEVER- I bet if you became friends with any of those labels that you would be very suprised what you would find. A person, under all that makeup, under all those namebrand clothes. Those "labels" you sprout off are things society made up to make themselves feel better, make things fit into groups. Nobody's perfect- that's what makes us human. You can't read a book by its cover... katie :)
from ocean-review :
Hi! Your review is up.
from clauren :
Thanks for becoming a member of addict2sims diaryring.
from ldybug1113 :
look at your previous entry, "Mom & Dad" and then look at your entry you wrote today (11/9/03). You're contradicting yourself...and you're what? 14 years old? right. Ok, so now you have sit back, think about what/why your parent's say what they do, and why they act the way the act- it's most likely in your best interest...think about it. Your parent's DON'T hate you. Maybe Nancy's answer/question was more validated than your's. This struggle in your family will always go on, unless you realize why things are done/not done. Sibbling riavalry is everlasting- everyone who has sibblings has it. There's no use in fighting- just validate your reasoning. Hate isn't a nice thing, you can dislike people or the things they do, but don't hate them. WWJD?
from ocean-review :
Hi! This is ocean-review. If you'd fancy a review, please come by!
from chicadee18 :
I absolutely LOVE Kate and Leopold!!! I'm a sucker for chick flicks. :-) Great taste!!!
from canterbelly :
Hi, I'm Dea, and you put a note on my diary. Dishwalla does rock, and your current entry is very refreshing to read! I love optimism.
from lady-lexi :
I've only just started reading about you, and already I'm feeling drawn into your life ... Please, don't stop writing. You'd be depriving lots of people of your beyootiful writing skills ! <3 <3 <3 <3
from ldybug1113 :
darling, a fatalist attitude about life isn't very attractive- shall we try some other options? ;) If one chooses to start a diary, then one should do so for his/herself alone and no one else. To be read is an honor. To be quoted is to be adored. To be thought of by someone you've never met= Priceless. When you write, write for yourself, not for the audience- they'll read if they want to, and if they don't read...it's not the end of the world. Remember this if you plan on going into the harsh world of writers, readers & journalism~ it's a rough ride, don't expect it to be easy.Such is life. :) -kAtIe
from killafoo :
You shouldn't erase this diary. it is a window for your feelings an thoughts. you probably won't listen to me, but I read it all the time. I do still care you know. if you don't do it for other people, then do it for yourself. ~Sincerely, Anthony.
from lady-lexi :
Thanks for adding me ! I :heart: your diary muchly ^_^ Lexi xx.
from ldybug1113 :
your perception of your life on paper is that of a V.C Andrews novel. heh, i used to read those in both grade school & high school. drama is a high every once in awhile, but an all time low to be employed by for a lifetime.... -katie
from leely :
♥thank you so much[!!]
from fleur-review :
Hey Jewels, e-mail me for the password.
from adodd :
jewels please call me I miss talking to you
from ldybug1113 :
sometimes...you have to tell the person in the mirror to shut up- if for nothing else, to keep breathing. all those mean things you think you're saying to yourself- really aren't you. not to sound cliche, but it's satan. and there is nothing in the world he loves better than to see you let him tear yourself down. stand up. grab ahold of your spirit- and ask God to carry you everyday because sometimes the cross we bear, is just too heavy. Turn your frown upside down- because it's not your frown you're wearing... ~katie~
from cutmelovely :
♥ thank you.
from leely :
thank you so much for that note. you are the sweetest thing. but i dont write that good really. look around diaryland; there are people with such talent that i get completely jealous that i didnt come up with those words. thanks for adding me. ill be back too<3
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from xheartheartx :
thanks...you're note was the only thing that made me smile for real today. i'll be sure to check out you're diary (i don't have time now really).
from foxwar :
merci, sweets. you are pretty damn stunning yrself. love, starr.
from stardame :
hi. to late on the cutting thing. i'm way to addicted. i'm trying to keep my head high but it's likes to fall off a lot, it seems to serve as a problem. thanks for being here for me, i'll be here for you too. tlak to you soon. && your write beautifully too. take care. xx alycia
from ldybug1113 :
hmmm, she sound weak,uninspiring and cowardly. you will only be used if you let people use you... you weren't used unless you actually went through with the act. big girls fight for what they believe in and who they are....be a big girl. ;)
from ldybug1113 :
you are what you believe you are. People tend to pick up on the weaknesses of others, ie:you bashing yourself and feeling sorry for yourself all the time. In the wild the weak are either left behind and the pack goes on, or they are eaten. I'm not saying you're an animal, but it's a good analogy to think about in your given situation. If you get down on yourself all the time, and tell people how "worthless" you think you are, they'll start to believe it, even if it's untrue. Stop spoon feeding yourself and everyone around you all this crap about how you have no purpose b/c it's a bunch of sh*t and you know it. You're at a point in your life where things are uncertain- that's normal, you're young and things aren't supposed to come clearly into view for awhile yet. Boys are fine, but believe me, they're not the only thing to life. ;) I know, I've been there. Your mom says those things, most likely, to try and motivate you to get things done, be good, etc etc. And I can only say that because my mom did it too, and ocassionally, still does. It's negative reinforcement-to get you mad, to get you to take control. We were never promised happiness in this life, only in the next- don't expect happy feelings to fall into your lap. Make your own, be around positive people, and keep walking. Life goes much to fast to sit in the corner and sulk. So get out there and enjoy life, even through the cloudy days! :) katie
from ldybug1113 :
It's healthy for your family to have dreams for you; however, it's unhealthy for them to force their dreams on you. You're young and have plenty of time to decide what you want to do. No pressure. There are people in their second, third year of college that STILL don't know what they want to do. You're not alone. You have to make choices that are good for you, because in the end, you have to live with the after effects (good/bad). Think about what YOU like to do, get a lot out of, get vindication from and go with that and take it as long as it will. Your dad wanting you to be a lawyer- is most likely because it was a dream of his that was never fulfilled. Tell him to focus on your older sister for awhile, she's closer to making those kinds of decisions, and can take ahold of her own dreams. One step @ a time... katie :)
from ldybug1113 :
A) Don't apologize for things you didn't do, or for how people feel...& 2) People that are supposed to be "friends" and that treat you poorly- aren't really friends at all. If you continue to apologize for things you have absolutely no control over (ie- people's emotions or how they feel on a certain topic), they will take advantage of you and walk all over you like a doormat. Be your own person, love whole-heartedly, but don't wear your heart on your sleave, because you'll be sure to catch it on something/someone and it'll tear. good luck! kate
from ldybug1113 :
think of the past as "by-gones" anything you wish you could've changed is hindsight. You learn from mistakes, and keep on moving along the path. The past is called the past so you don't have to keep reliving it. Think, reflect, learn and teach, and move forward- one step at a time. You have tomorrow ahead of you, don't dwell on yesterday...
from ldybug1113 :
"...no matter what you do, what you say or don�t say, how many times you fall off the path or get caught up in weeds- God loves you no matter what. He�s your Father, your Daddy, the best Guy to turn to in a time of need or trouble because He accepts you when nobody else will."- me. Don't think "i'm not good enough for God." because you are. God doesn't make mistakes, He makes miracles. and you're one too. God will never turn away from you, it's the other way around. Go back, talk to Him- and you'll see, that maybe, He's not the 'bad guy' that you and so many others have made Him out to be. Saying sorry isn't the hardest thing to do- it's meaning it, that takes guts. That's what He wants- if you're sorry, He knows it- just tell Him. He's always waiting for you to knock on His door. So go up to it and start pounding. ~katie~
from ldybug1113 :
ok, so just so you know, it's "all-in-all" -kate
from adodd :
Jewels email me and fill me in on everything thats going on, please. remember I am still here and I still care about you as a friend.
from ldybug1113 :
one of these days, maybe, just maybe, i'll be able to comprehend your thoughts... hehe. katie
from ldybug1113 :
i'm sorry, baby :( i'll pray for both you & him, and make scott do the same- do me a favor and don't do anything drastic. get luke's mom's # and talk to her. one day at a time, so much more to see, one day at a time- how can you not believe...(in life, in love & happier times). just breathe. ~katie~
from ldybug1113 :
it'll go really fast, high school, that is. and before you know it you'll be elsewhere and the memories of high school will be mostly faded away. nobody's perfect, but everybody is somebody. it doesn't matter what you look like-you could be brittney spears, christina aguillera, or the hilton sisters~ anybody & everybody will be quick to judge. unfortunately, that's how the world works. don't take it to heart, shrug it off. all that matters is what you believe about yourself- everything else is just fluff (or "stuff"). It's kind of like babble or filler in a story- it's not necessary, but without it, the piece would fall apart. people live off conflict~ try being different and seeing yourself, others, and life in general, in a positive way and things will eventually all fall into place and get easier and easier along the way. :) ~katie~
from ldybug1113 :
i wouldn't write that speech for Tania...offer to edit it for her, but not to write it... do you read many books? if you're going to be a serious "writer," then you should read as many books as you can so that you can increase your vocabulary skills & improve on your writing style. oh, and on an irritatingly personal level for me- hehe, it's not "I write good." it's "well." hehe, sorry- just a pet peeve of mine. if it wasn't you- tell tania to improve on her speech patterns... ;) a good writer can always be re-written, remember that...if there's anything i've learned in my 4 years of college & being a communication/journalism major, it's that. ;) katie
from ldybug1113 :
dunno, sometimes getting a hobby can get one's mind off things- try knitting, painting, a book club, drama club- sometimes that can be a good outlet for misdirected energy... everybody has his/her own way of doing things ;) katie
from ldybug1113 :
prozac. it makes the fluffy cloudman on the commercial smile. maybe it'll work. these thoughts only lead to a tunnel of dispair, lets climb ourselves out of it- shall we? ~katie~
from ldybug1113 :
maybe your eye's are open, but you're looking for the wrong thing. you're longing for the wrong thing. you're searching to fill a void that can't be filled until you let God in. Spend some time thinking on that, and maybe you're heart will finally see what you really need.all the answers you seek in life, lie in HIM. ~katie~
from ldybug1113 :
oh, gag. sorry.can't help but say that when you bash your friends for being tied up in themselves, when darling- God love you to bits, but that's exactly what you do, and all you talk about. Analyze yourself, baby- you're throwing stones in a glass house and are liable to do yourself harm. goodluck with your buddies. katie
from ldybug1113 :
hey, i've been thinking- and talking to my mom (and we all know where that gets us, right? hehe). I know you love luke and everything, but just to let you know- most guys find it suffocating when girls are really "needy." Guys like mystery, and at the same time want to feel needed, but don't want to be turned into a golden calf. get what i'm saying? I, of all people can appreciate all aspects of love, but don't drive people away, especially the one you love, just because you feel lonely. Becuase in the end, that's what'll happen- you'll end up all alone because all you wanted was to be held (and believe me, most 15-20yr old boys, aren't really good at sticking around for that.) katie :)
from foxgirl0925 :
Hey - nice diary!
from im-a-cloud :
Hey. Thanks for the note :) I like your diary too. It's very real. Hm.. so exchanging music... Well, have you ever heard of Virgos Merlot? If not, find the song "Gain" by them. It's awesomeness.
from heyjuderevu :
Hey Jewels :-D, my review site's up and running so come check it out!
from ldybug1113 :
sounds like you're trying to find something to concentrate on to get your mind off reality. helps you cope with your situation at home- right? yeah, my mom does that too- she concentrates on all the bad things (namely my dad), and blames everything on that/those things. Try thinking light-heartedly. (I say this with only concern for you in my heart)~I could tell you what you want to hear, but really- that's just helping you stuff your pipe dreams, and it'll never end. Nobody can help you, until you help yourself- and that starts with you and you alone. good luck. :) katie
from custarddream :
Its my place to be bitchy and otherwise fucked up.
from custarddream :
I just got your note, and I guess I could send you a password if you really want one! Thing is that diary has mostly angry, depressed, or sexual content, so I am not sure if you would want to read it.
from diary-rating :
Your diary rating is ready for pick up, http://diary-rating.diaryland.com/pickup.html
from ldybug1113 :
asses, all of them. what do they sniff all day to make such assinine things come out of their mouthes? glue? cheese & rice. how f-ing dramatic. sounds like a teen novel. they seriously need help. -katie
from ldybug1113 :
goodluck..&..GodBless
from custarddream :
Sorry I have not signed your guestbook much the last few days, but I have been having some strange guestbook problems lately. I have not been able to sign any ones. It keeps saying that I can not sign again because I signed too early, and it ALWAYS tells me this, even if I had not signed or tried to in a few days. I have no idea whats wrong with my computer.
from stargazing- :
No no no, tehehe. It's a site I found and she saw it on my diary.
from gumphood :
you came up with Judith's one word?
from stargazing- :
thank you by the way, I owe you.
from stargazing- :
yep, tehehe
from ldybug1113 :
::claps hands, and jumps up & down:: I'm so greatful you took something i said to <3 so happy, so happy! yay~ katie :)
from ldybug1113 :
download, "One Night" by the Corrs and "When you lie next to me" by Kellie Coffee- you'll like them. :) kate
from stargazing- :
I'm christian actually, :).
from ldybug1113 :
just wondering, and you don't have to answer if you don't want to - what's your religion by any chance, if any? i have something i wrote for a retreat you might be interested in... :) katie
from ldybug1113 :
No, I never ran away from home with my boyfriend, and I'm glad I didn't. He ended up with my best friend anyway, and they had a baby 2 years ago. I'm happily engaged to my boyfriend of 4.5 years and will be getting married next september. My advice to you: don't run away. Life is hard enough through the growing up stages, hell- it's hard now on my own in an apartment and in college. I know your parent's may seem like pains in the asses right now, but honestly- it's because they love and care for you. don't make choices you'll regret later on...i know that's easier said than done- but you'll be greatful later, believe me. don't run away. there are other choices. :) katie (email me if you want to talk)
from stargazing- :
We've heard that one before, you both are so sweet. I added you both to my list of favorites too. By chance to ldybug1113, did you ever run away with your boyfriend you had at my age? What was the income of it? All good right? Thank you, just very curious to see how the older self of me turns out ;).
from ldybug1113 :
romeo & juliet, comes to mind... kate :)
from drkitten :
hey I kinda know how you feel, having your life be kind of this big mess, yet getting to be lucky enough to know what it feels like to be totally in love with someone. by the way, I really like the new ataris cover too. instant message me sometime if you ever want to talk.
from ldybug1113 :
whoa. that's deep, babe. I was where you are now, a long, long time ago. I'm almost 22 now, with a different guy, and happier than I've ever been. If you ever need to talk, even though you don't know me...I'm here. keep your chin up, sometimes the sun comes through the clouds & you'll only see it if your face is turned toward the sky :) kate

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