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from unimproved :
Your writing is beautiful..i'm jealous...hope you don't mind but i added you to my favs...*HUGS*
from amber-darko :
Hi! My name's Amber and I'm 23. I am writing a book about my personal account of self hate and self harm. I'd like to include some personal stories from different stages in healing, different sexes and different ages to show that no one is the same, but we all are hurting in ways that we are unable to convey. I do not intend on printing names, there is no length restriction and I will not censor. I have decided to also include poetry or just general opinions. Please email me if you are interested. amberwilliams43@sbcglobal.net
from the-attic :
i just wanted you to know that i am now running "the attic" review site. for now, i am the only reviewer. i wanted to let every one on the pending list know what's going on. thank you for being so patient. i should have yours up soon (like in a few days) thanks, melanie
from onecutabove :
hi, I noticed you have me listed as a favorite diary, and I have locked my diary. If you would like to continue reading it, the username is ilove and the password is tf. Take Care.
from frostie13 :
how are you beauty i havent heard from you? pretty as always and writing so perfect? i hope life treats you well you deserve so much <333 renee
from specialrevus :
your review is up =D
from xoexoh :
i hate when that happens<3 dee
from betterthnu :
Hey, your review is up! Go check it out!
from frostie13 :
ohh darling lora loo. your deserve the stars and i will grow giant and catch them all just for you but o wait your are to pretty and they all become so jelous because you shine far more then they ever will. dont give up i am here for you sweety-pie!!!! and your are pretty and skinny and way better off than all of those dipsy fathead airbrushed models forced to make us starve. i <3 you for you!!! <3333333333 renee'
from maskedsorrow :
i too am thinking of you darling. i am doing at bit better thank-you. hope you are doing well love! ♥
from moo-review :
Your moo-review is up at moo-review.diaryland.com/m2_irise.html (moo-review is under new management and you've been reviewed according to my scoring, so you should read the scoring page so you'll understand your score). Cheers, Nina (zero9.diaryland.com)
from lilchrissi :
Shes right you know- just hang in there baby face. you're just as "normal" as the rest of us. I love you enough to worry about you and that means I care! *huggles*
from neon7c :
sometimes, i do think every woman has an eating disorder. it's just not as simple as an ana/mia label. xox
from frostie13 :
geez sorry about the mass amounts of notes but awwwwwww garsh you added me to your buddy list *smiles* excellent *nods* <33 you are so pretty darling!!!! <3 renee
from frostie13 :
oh darling, please dont feel so bad about yourself. i think you are beautiful inside and out. i to feel like you with the desire to be the skinny girl everyone loves except i have given up on my dream and i only hope that you will not let people get to you because you deserve so much more than what you feel you do. <33 <33 renee
from frostie13 :
why hello deary you have such a brutally honest diary with the most beautiful ways of putting them. i really love your latest entry and i hope you will see yourself as pretty as you seem to me. keep writing and i hope your future is full of dreams coming true <33 renee
from grabmeastar :
thanks bunches, lora! i really needed that hug!! *smiles*
from tropicalmist :
Thanks for the gbook entry- you're so damn lovable you make me sick *swoons*
from lettersofus :
You have been kissed by the letter fairy.
from evesapple :
In case you care, this is pinkballoon and my new diary :)
from lettersofus :
Honest letter posted
from jen69 :
Don't ever think you're crazy. Or maybe I'm not the right person to judge. I feel like that all the time. I can't walk in a room on my own without thinking everyone in it has turned to stare. (That somehow came out sounding big headed. I meant it in the worst possible way)
from neon7c :
i hate staring. walking down the sidewalks of philadelphia at lunchtime is torture. businessmen, constuction workers, even other women. why do people stare? i used to love the attention, i used to be proud of who i am and show myself off, now: stares brings me to tears.
from myfamilysux :
Aww, sweetie, they were probably looking at you because of how gorgeous you looked. Dont worry about it. --Ally
from myfamilysux :
lol Lora! Maybe I should put up a warning sign: 'Watch out: Funny sh*t ahead. Do not read past 10 PM' --Ally
from lilchrissi :
Unlocked- sorry for the inconveience of it all
from diarytag :
just add yourself again, and if you remember the number of tags you were at fine, if not, leave it blank.
from live-to-tell :
I'm bored and avoiding my revision (again), even though the exam is in 2 hours. Sooo, I thought I'd come and randomly leave you a note. I'm sure this has indeed, made your day! Keep smiling, huggles! Sammy
from lilchrissi :
username - lilchrissi password- frozentears
from lost-flower :
oh dear, your welcome! thank you for adding me to your favorites! ♥ kat
from ophelias-sin :
Aww! I just read you're note, it was just the sweetest. Im glad you like my poetry, it feels good to know it reaches someone who doesn't know me, thats when you know you're doing it right. xoxo Ophelia
from farbehind :
thank you, love ... you have good stuff here, too =)
from lilchrissi :
*sniff* you made me cry- I love you too but I choose not to say those words anymore- people don't like to hear it or don't believe me either way- :huggles:
from myfamilysux :
Great job on your review, hun! That's amazing compared to my first review score, which was a.... wait for this.... 38. lol. Fantastic, good for you. --Ally :)
from she-reviews- :
your review is up darling, wonderful job. ♥
from xoexoh :
just thought id tell you that our link is still messed up on your diary<3
from starlight42 :
hey there. I was really touched by your entry about the therapy and thinking about all of the children that have "fingerpainted the walls with their memories". I doubt you're crazy. Probably just have some things you have to work out. Be glad you're doing it early in your life. Think about all of the people who wait until they are 50 and waste their life in depression & the like.
from myfamilysux :
oo a review site? yippy skippy, im applying.... woo hoo.... --ally
from xoexoh :
and i have to wonder...where is our link?
from diarytag :
You have been deleted from the members list because you failed to post your answer. You are always welcome to return.
from myfamilysux :
oo i love the new hover! you must tell me how you did that lol. cool little dashy line thingers.... lol anyway, hope you have a good time camping!!
from myfamilysux :
glad you had a good time!! but sorry about your dad coming home sh*tfaced. --Ally
from myfamilysux :
Hey Lora thanks for the comment about my layout.... heh heh... fabulous. :P I'm all perky when I read that people think I'm cool.... even though I'm not lol :P ---*Hugs* Ally
from cara-mi-amor :
hey thanks for sending me back a note. i know... my page is pretty screwed up, im trying to get it fixed though. did you ever think of pursuing writing as a career?
from cara-mi-amor :
hey thanks for sending me back a note. i know... my page is pretty screwed up, im trying to get it fixed though. did you ever think of pursuing writing as a career?
from speed-ana :
yeah it sucks BIG TIME! oh well though. i'm not really worried about it that much.. if they read it and didn't sign my guestbook i would have still written in that diary but i couldn't write anything KNOWING they'd probably be reading it later on. lol, make sense? <3
from cara-mi-amor :
hi, your poetry is cool and creative. my poetry is depressing as well, and sometimes i feel it is too depressing. but can poetry be too depressing? its supposed to be an expression of feeling right? oh, and im getting fat too, i gained weight!. well, goodbye......maybe say something back to me
from dimstar :
Hey Sweetie, I worry about you as well. I used to do the starve by day, binge by night thing, and I know how much it sucks. I finally gave up on it and decided binge whenever, though I don't advise it. My stomach is constantly swollen now. I also didn't get any sleep last night because I was studying like a freak. Bah, who wants to stay awake during the day anyway? Well, take care ok? xoxo Gwen (big hug to you!)
from starlight42 :
I'm sure you are not so fat that you have to worry about going out to work. It makes me sad to hear you say that or that you are cutting yourself. You have to try and be positive. It's hard, but things sometimes look up when you think positively :)
from dimstar :
I am truly here for you. I see my past and present in your words and it goes straight to my heart. Please, if you ever want to talk, IM or e-mail me. *hugs* xoxo Gwen
from lilchrissi :
No dollface.. please don't hurt yourself like that. It makes me cry. Reading about your pain hurts so much.. wishing I could do something so wonderful to take you away from your pain. But I can't. All I can offer you is my heart. Please don't hurt yourself like that. I truly do care about you. Never forget that. My hugs are here waitng for you...*hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs!!* and more ...
from myfamilysux :
God Lora I hate reading about when you hurt yourself like that... even though I dont know you know you I feel like you are one of the sweetest people I have 'met' and you deserve so much, dont do that to yourself. You're amazing and fabulous and shouldnt ever be in pain. *virtual hug*
from lilchrissi :
Calendar of Saints- Feelings threatened by shadows at dark, Vulnerable to the light, Exposed to a thousand gashes, While traveling to a never ending tale, Of feeling guilty as jealousy rears, Suspicion misgiving to disbelief, Strengthens its ugly head, Notions becoming doubtful, Uncapping wisdom as it lies fixed, Motionless on a blanket of shed tears, Leaves unhealed slashes to scars blemished, unchanging; Ageless times vanish, but reappear, Disappearing into the night, From day to darkness, Like dawn is to the sunset, Evening falls by the twilights end, Beginning to part on a closed stage, As your emotions become a theater, Congested by a forgotten play, On a calendar elapsed by the present, And then you will see, That morning will come {heartness dollface}
from lettersofus :
You have a letter waiting for you from Chrissy. You are defintely loved. *muah*
from jen69 :
Thank you for adding me
from jen69 :
Wow your layout is so pretty. You're going on my list. I like your diary a lot.
from lilchrissi :
"If we're in each others' dreams, we can be together all the time.."
from lilchrissi :
Hey dollface :) *miss you*
from youturnaway :
<3 <3 <3
from lettersofus :
there is a letter for you from brandi. you are loved :)
from lilchrissi :
Okay Mommy :) *LOL*
from myfamilysux :
No prob. I know exactly how you feel, i didnt want people worrying over me because I thought that they already had enough problems and I would add more fuel to the flame... it's hard, huh?
from poetry-revu :
know of anyone that writes and would like to be reviewed or just genuinely interested in who i am then visit http://poetry-revu.diaryland.com. x
from myfamilysux :
Thats why I dont write anything down anymore... I know for a fact my dad has gone in my room and read some of the stuff. Although it does she how much your dad really cares about you and that has to be nice? Thats how I felt anyway... I was really depressed like a year and a half ago and I was writing about ways I could... yeah and my dad found it and I really didnt want to talk about it with him but he made me and I felt a lot better about it afterwards... Wow I just wrote like an entire entry in this note box lol.
from starlight42 :
thanks for signing my guestmap! You know, I haven't read or watched the Running Man, I need to check it out!
from diarytag :
Tagged by lip! If you had to choose one of the five senses to lose, which one would you chose and why? Please respond by Sat. May 17th.
from myfamilysux :
aww, dont feel lonely *virtual hugs*
from myfamilysux :
thanks yeah im feeling a bit better i guess.. thanks for the tagboard note :)
from myfamilysux :
I feel like shit too. I hope you feel better!
from natxxx :
aww Lora!! Thank you so much. You've had me in floods of tears with that hehe! Fanx for always bein there mwah! Nat xxx
from myfamilysux :
thanks for adding me as a favorite!!!
from myfamilysux :
I hope you feel better and un-depressed. You seem like a very lovely person and you shouldnt hurt yourself...
from frozen-kiss :
Hi there. I just wanted to let you know that the link to frozen-kiss is messed up. Happy Easter! :)
from bonnie-moo :
Hey. Just noticed you had me on your fav diaries list. Thanks =) Your diary is great. I just read a lot of it. Your a good writer. I love your layout too. Take care x
from crazeedevil :
crazeedevil
from rebrose :
your messed
from caged-freed :
saw you were a member of the edsufferer diaryring and thought this new forum at caged-freed might interest you. check it out, if you can, and take care.
from girl-aflame :
hullo just stopping by. lovely site.
from sueq :
I dont know if you would like this info, or if you already know... But Ben Harper has used Maya's work in a song of his. Check 'em out, you might like it : )
from still-i-rise :
thankyou, I'm glad you took time to read it. xoxox
from myfamilysux :
that was a beautiful poem.
from still-i-rise :
I will do, I thought I had it up there but I must have forgot. xoxox
from solstice36 :
thanks for joining the abused and raped rings. can you please post the code for the abused ring? also check out http://speak-out.diaryland.com, a place where you can post poems, stories and experiences about abuse.

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