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from pitter-pat :
hiiii. this might seem like a weird question (especially if you never or rarely use diaryland these days), but i was wondering if you knew where a girl named lore (time-enough.diaryland.com) now writes? you had her as a favorite on your profile and i was hoping you might know if she has a more recent diary or website that i could check out. she stopped responding to everyone's comments several years ago and i just recently stumbled back across her diary and decided to try and find her again. any information would be appreciated, i really loved her writing and miss seeing her entries. please email me at hairplay@gmail.com or just send me a note here at pitter-pat.diaryland.com if you can help. thank you and take care! ♥
from freakymandy :
Come back to diaryland. I finally opened up my diary. :) I dunno if I'm gonna be there permenantly, but I think I am. Come back, kay? <3
from lovemetwice :
i've always preferred diaryland, i'll never write as freely anywhere as i do here. there's a thousand and three ways to contact me, but diaryland notes work. and i guess i'm not understanding what isn't fair, or how you saying hi could result in your dignity bursting into flames. i'm not sure what else to say? hi back.
from freakymandy :
you are still here, babe. <33 take care.
from silverbiker :
thanks for addin' me sweets!
from silverbiker :
ugh i hate the anxious feeling ..i know what u feel..and it sucks! have a good day! :)
from moving2quick :
darling i love you more then words can explain... and im ALWAYS here for you to listen or anything... call me next time
from freakymandy :
insomniac now? get some sleep - i am insomniac too.
from moving2quick :
and i absoulutely love your hair! it looks purrrty ;) i love you
from holden88 :
do you like sylvia plath because of the bell jar? check out my diary holden88
from next--friday :
Of course. Username: nextfriday; password: mrsandman. <3
from freakymandy :
girl, happy new year.
from omnipre5ence :
Haha, thanks. :)
from omnipre5ence :
I'm glad you're happy. :)
from life-is-this :
i hope you feel better; i get like that sometimes, too. <3
from moving2quick :
mmmm darling. guess what! i love you. and im gonna keep leaving this lil note just cuz i can. and so you wont forget me
from mixedmind :
hello m8, i haven't spoke to you in ages and i am really missing talking to you. How r u? i hope we talk soon. I hope you have a brillant christmas if we dont talk before christmas. xxhannahxx
from freakymandy :
god, you gotta love american idiot. it's like, my fave cd for now! :D tell me what you think about it.. :)
from but-im-not :
good luck! much much love.
from lauren-f :
i say the same thing every day of my god-forsaken Timberlane attending life...it's so freakin annoying that people can't seem to keep their tongues in their mouthes and their clothes on when in a school setting...YOU'LL SEE THEM AFTER SCHOOL I'M SURE...!!! hahaha <333
from moving2quick :
i long for those summer days that we shared while back. those morning trips to school. the wonderful dunk trips. i miss you darlingl. i miss the friendship we use to have. i love you so so much. and i miss our talks
from dark-doll :
me?? beautiful? Awww thanks a lot ♥ it's very nice of you!
from dark-doll :
aw... I feel your brokenheart hunnie :(♥ Take care xoxo
from pushed-over :
id rather be anything than this.
from freakymandy :
beyond happy = extremely happy? then thats good...i'll be sharing your joy! :)
from moving2quick :
whoooo hooo finally i got wat u ment ;)
from dark-doll :
Gimme your email hun and I'll give you the password. Would that be cool enough? ;) lol
from dark-doll :
I don't believe it's sad... Not every day must be unforgettable. Although we all wish it would. But then what would become of actual special days? They wouldn't mean anything anymore because everyday would be fantastic. Wouldn't they lose their meanings? Crappy days make special days appreciative ;) Mmmh I'm getting way too philosophic for a simple note :P Take care!!
from freakymandy :
those old ladies were so rad.... painting their fingernails? damnit, when i grow old, i'd probably stop that. (Um, im sure thats not the funnest thing in town.. tomorrow will be a better day for ya!)
from dark-doll :
lol I guess that's a good reason :P Thanks a lot ♥
from freakymandy :
lets be bitchy. :D xxx <3 ya.
from but-im-not :
it would be the perfect relationship. how about i marry music, and you marry musics brother, and we both move to canada where we can build a cabin, and lay in the sunshine, and run through the forest as fast as we can until we leave all our troubles so far behind that they can never catch up.
from dark-doll :
I noticed a note you left to Freakymandy that said that you rarely swear besides when you write! I thought it was funny because I do the same!! :P
from moving2quick :
andrea, if you only knew how lonely i have been without in my life as my best friend. and if you only knew how much it killed me to see you in the hallway, and not talk to you. and even tho you need to know i thought of you every day hoping everything was okay. it was all my fault, i felt like i needed space to grow, to learn..... and honeslty i realize now i didnt need to go any further. i know now that there is a immense void in my life left for you. i need it to be filled again, with the love of your friendship you gave me. i miss our late night talks, inside jokes, and being able to rely on you. so with all my my heart, i apologize, i am so sorry for pushing you away like i did. and please will you let me have our best freindship back again? cuz god only knows how much i miss you. with all my love... chicken butt
from freakymandy :
i can also relate to your latest. i hate it when im indecisive. and i dont really curse when i talk. but i do when i write. fuck.
from stillbeating :
i think the more random i write, the more i understand what i'm thinking. i think that's why i understood your last entry to an extent <3.
from freakymandy :
"..you learn that a lot of your happiness is based upon how much attention you expect from other people." how true... i dunno, the more attention i get, the more loved i feel, because at least i know im not invisible to the ones i loved.. you're so easy to relate to and it scares me. *sigh* <3
from freakymandy :
you're not obvious, and that's what i like about your diary. i think i know what you are feeling and im feeling it.. but on the other hand.. it hides the real thing.. and it seems so weird and strange i dont know how to describe it. but i like it. strange. <3 xx
from but-im-not :
damn right stupid presidental elections. im off to canada sometime soon. you can join me...and itll be good. so much better than staying here for the next four years.
from freakymandy :
do u live alone?? <3
from freakymandy :
i'll mail you the pw :) thks.
from pushed-over :
<3, <3. i'm adding you as well. -xox.
from pushed-over :
you're a beautiful writer, did you know that? all my best.
from freakymandy :
mmmmm marshmallows :)
from but-im-not :
thank you for the wonderful note. your words describe how i feel about your writing. beautiful, eloquently written, and extremly touching.
from partedclouds :
I admire your eloquence and minimalism.
from freakymandy :
i would to know whats so subtle and yet makes you laugh so bad till you feel like u need to pee :) thanks for the note.. it makes me feel a lil better. yeah, i wish i could be 'normal' back and not worry about 'small' things that matter. oh well. <3
from damagedxsoul :
username:stillbeating password:6 If it doesn't work let me know.
from thegivinghrt :
Thank you. ^-^ I think so too. <33<33<33 xoxoxo
from lauren-f :
you're a doll thank you. i'm adding you back-hah ~happy diaryland writing <333
from freakymandy :
i have those times too..when i just feel like writing until my mind is empty and everything's on paper.. but it beats doing other harmful things like for eg. popping alien pills into my mouth. xxx
from devouredsoul :
hey thanks...i don't think so..lol...i need a nose job...i'm gonna get one once i'm 18...i hate my nose with a passion...but thanks for your compliment. how are you doing?
from freakymandy :
of course we do :)
from freakymandy :
im very very depressed right now. if i write them all down, people's gonna think im faking it but im not. i have major exams coming and i am not even ready yet and i have many friends but none i can trust because everyone else has their own life. i cant depend too much on others, but i have no one to depend on right now. my best friend is now so smitten with he r bf and i feel that i have lost her somehow. i dunno, im completely lost and lonely. :( thanks.
from freakymandy :
your latest entry... well, whats the point of us having our strengths when we're not using it anyway? :( those people are totally shite. i hate school too. if you wish to pursue art, i guess its better for you to.. or you might hate your job in the future. <3 gd luck
from freakymandy :
we can never be sure of anything, can we? :)
from freakymandy :
i hope you'd get better soon. xxx
from freakymandy :
thanks :) i love your diary a lot.
from thegivinghrt :
Aw... thank you. I know what you mean. Sometimes it seems as if there are no decent people left, what helps me is coming here, people actually care about you and think about your feelings rather than thinking only of their feelings and caring about themselves. Thank you so very much for the note. <3<3<3 xoxoxoxoxoxo <3<3<3
from devouredsoul :
*does happy dance* i added you as well! ♣ ♦ ♣
from devouredsoul :
i like margarita's myself...sweet. how about you?
from devouredsoul :
mmm..indeed ... beer is much like carbonated urine... ek.
from loseurself :
i bought raspberry iced tea yesterday and thought of you... i miss you girly :0)
from lovemetwice :
i love you so fucking much. seriously. and forever, yo.
from she-is-pain :
oooh Happy Birthday love!
from lovemetwice :
seriously. i agree. xoxoxoxo
from lovemetwice :
(if it isn't right for you, you have the right to move on, sweetheart. don't live for other people. we've been over this before. ;) iloveyou. ♥)
from growinstrong :
hey good looking, hey i know i dont act like im always here, or i dont care (cuz im a bitch like that) i really am. all you need to do is call me and ill be there no matter what time it is. if you need me ill be there. i know i have been distant lately so im sorry, just pull me back alright?! okay i love you and im sorry im not here for you... i love you so so much MUAH
from leely :
i want to get it tattooed so bad. i turn eighteen in september. and im really thinking about getting it done. <3
from leely :
your writing. its so real. so lovely. <3
from thegivinghrt :
Aw... thank you *hugs* knowing that I have you to talk to if I need anything means a lot to me. <3333
from thegivinghrt :
Aw... *as many hugs as you need* you're loved <333333 xoxo, Rachel
from vintagetrash :
no problem doll. &thank you so much for adding me <333
from vintagetrash :
hello love ♥
from gloryxxfades :
yr welcome love. &i really mean it<3
from life-is-this :
here's the p/w, dearest. :-) username: lifeisthis password: mrsandman
from gloryxxfades :
i wish i could be there to erase yr loneliness<3
from lovemetwice :
i love you too, alot yanno. and i miss you so much. xo
from readmypain :
this is really good, sad but good.
from thegivinghrt :
<3 You're welcome. <3
from thegivinghrt :
Aw... *hugs* I hate that damned anxiety, it runs your life sometimes.
from front :
hi doll, you're a fresh new face &heart; thanx for adding me
from lovemetwice :
and you are so mine. iloveyou.xo
from lovemetwice :
that was such a beautiful entry. but i wish you were crying happy tears, you deserve those. nothing less. xoxoxoxo
from limestars- :
and thank you for adding me to your favorites ♥♥♥♥
from limestars- :
you think MY writing is lovely? god, thank you.. but yours is so much more beautiful than mine. honestly <33
from lovemetwice :
you know that's a big huge ditto. and did i mention i have an interview at the pillbox tomorrow? oh. cause i do. :):)iloveyou.
from growinstrong :
thank you for the note. and yes we will talk on thursday. sorry for everything. muah <3 melissa
from growinstrong :
i miss you more than youll ever know. its not the same. and i know i take part in that. and im sorry. we need to get threw this. i miss you so so so much. with all my love darling melissa...
from x-dazy-x :
yea i love it too! i almost forgot about it untill it was on mtv the other day :D
from lovemetwice :
and i miss you like you have no idea. and do you realize how much we're hangingout next week? [a whole freakin' lot.] iloveyou.
from eyemtheseer :
I heard and saw that he dud that is so cool. Oh by the way I have to gice you something but it wont be for a whil kk bye.
from gloryxxfades :
aww thanks. i gotta add you too, you.re fucking awesome.<3
from childs-eyes :
"standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in"
from gloryxxfades :
♥hello
from inaptbeauty :
♥ im sending over hugs for you tonight
from she-is-pain :
<center>heey its Kayla i was looking around peoples diarys and i found yours Woo..havnt talked seen ya in a while.<3</center>
from lovemetwice :
what's going on? you&i = needing some talkage. cause i don't like being uninformed. savvy? iloveyou.
from lovemetwice :
and you are tooooo. xoxoxoxox
from lovemetwice :
it's not your fault, it's not that you're being an ass because you've been moody. it happens. and what matters is that you can work it out. you're fabulous. he knows it. we all do. don't doubt it ever. ilove you. forevr you know. i'd be lost without you.
from lovemetwice :
what happened apple? are you allright?
from eyemtheseer :
I thought you migt like the movie lol... didnt get to see you at all so I HAD TO HAVE DAVE GIVE IT TO YOU. ops sorry bout caps lol well any way have a ood time with it and all that Jazzzzzzzzzzzz. Love Joey
from lovemetwice :
i don't think i could ever express. how much i love you. and how much nuggetapple will rock on for life. [something awesome to depend on. i love it.] and WOW. cause you looked absolutly beautiful at the semi. xoxoxox
from inaptbeauty :
hun, u are MORE beautiful!! i swear
from eyemtheseer :
I am so happy for you two. Wow a year huh must be exsiting, so do you guys have plans or not. Hey I still need to let you borrow chicago you'll love it I will bring it to you tomorrow. Love and forever , love to the lovers love Joey
from lovemetwice :
that is the cutest thing. ever. xoxoxoxo
from inaptbeauty :
no doubt... your heart is still beating. ♥
from eyemtheseer :
Hey its joe eye think this is the person i know bt not sure let me know bye
from eyemtheseer :
Hey its joe eye think this is the person i know bt not sure let me know bye
from lovemetwice :
oldschool desintys child iloveyou's will always be the kind that mean the most and are the funnest to say. seriously. you and me. always&youknowit. iloooveyou. [trying to spell it like it would sound.] xoxox
from emz-secrets :
waw your writing is beutiful!
from lovemetwice :
that little bit of comfort. just made my breathing become easier. it helps to have a little ouside reassurance. iloveyou.xo.
from lovemetwice :
that was the cutest entry. evar. xo.
from melis21 :
andrea, i love you so much. thank you for everything. and being a great friend. much love.
from damagedxsoul :
Hey. how are you? I just wanted to let you know that I changed the password and username to my diary. It's mahbaby and the password is iloveyou.
from melis21 :
lovely... we need to talk. i love you call me!
from damagedxsoul :
o don't worry...the username thing is damagedxsoul (im hoping i did this right) and the password is damaged
from damagedxsoul :
o don't worry...the username thing is damagedxsoul (im hoping i did this right) and the password is damaged
from lovemetwice :
i miss you too :(:(:( siiigh. xoxox
from damagedxsoul :
Hey...just wanted to say...you sound like an amazing person so far...an awesome writer too...adding you to favorite diaries;)...sorry if I scared you a little bit with my "forwardness"....
from melis21 :
Happy birthday amazing one! hope all your wishes and dreams come true!
from melis21 :
amazing. absolutly amazing. beautiful writting. I smell really bad. i kno i kno.. actually i do. i just got home from my game. and it was pouring not to much fun can just start feeling my hands and stuff. love you
from loseurself :
you're an amazing person, you're great and know matter who you think you're changing into, you'll always be this way to me and everyone else. tu sont tres belle at magnifique! je promise. <3<3
from lovemetwice :
listen lovely: iloveyou. soso much. you mean the world to me. talk to me and tell me what you're thinking. explain this entry to me. it's been far too long since the last time you've let it all out. and that's what i'm here for. use me. xox.
from lovemetwice :
heh.heh. and one more: heh. nothing. NOTHING. can beat that night. not ever if they had all the whipped cream with sugar on top.. sounds liek you doesn't it? or is that just plain whipped cream on top? heh.. my bad! :D
from razor-thin :
mmm love that song. oh ond of course i love you!! :) MUAH
from melis21 :
Happy Easter. I love you! GUESS WHAT you can have *POP*TARTS* Woot Woot. Well we need to talk.. or well i need to tell you stuff. So give me a ringy dingy on the telephone! Alright love you hun *melis*
from ordinaryday :
hey andrea. i<3you. what you just said. is the story of my life. i always try and reach for something that's not there. i always think i have to say something witty to keep everyones attention. and ive been learning more and more recently that i can be me. and still be loved. <3 brittany
from melis21 :
Hey hun, I love you kid. No matter what. YOu have been the person there for everything for me. Just keep on smiling and b eing happy. I love seeing you happy.

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