| from
sahm : |
|
what is your username/pass for your diary? you can email it to me at anthea@sahmdiapers.com
|
| from
allshewas : |
|
Hi Steph. You're locked up? Was just checking on you while I am at the library. Hope to talk to you soon. Drop me and email and let me know how everything is going. Love ya always.
|
| from
ilmomof3 : |
|
A totally cool mom -- and besides, maybe the concert will get cancelled. Apparently Ms. Simpson is sick... maybe she ate too many sea chickens. ::snort::
|
| from
ilmomof3 : |
|
I have memories of thoughtless things people have said too. When I was pregnant with my middle child, Gab, some woman who lived in my apartment community told me I had no business having other children since my first child had been born with a genetic disorder. I couldn't believe that someone who barely knew me felt they had the right to comment on what was a very personal and thought out decision. I think I told her in so many words that it was none of her damned business. I'm anxious to find out how this turns out -- I was in a car accident when I was 7 months pregnant with Jasmine, but fortunately, everything was okay.
|
| from
allshewas : |
|
Hey chick-a-let... sorry I left chatting so abruptly yesterday. Ben came home and flipped because I was flipping out and it turned into a big mess (of course, which is the last thing I needed... oi!). Talk to ya soon!
|
| from
ilmomof3 : |
|
Thanks for adding me to your buddy list -- I think I'll be doing the same. I've been reading your entries about Christy, nodding my head. I know what it is to be haunted by the last moments, to wonder what was going on when someone wasn't conscious to say, to wonder if the last moments before death aren't all white light and happy reunions. I can't give you a better answer, but I can say you're not alone in struggling with it all. Peace to you, Monica
|
| from
allshewas : |
|
Know what Steph... I just realized, you and i went through that same "stage" about a year apart - i made it through; you made it through beautifully.
|
| from
sullen-grrrl : |
|
Hmm. May have something to do with the fact that I put on about 20,000 miles a year to the vehicle. And Alaska will be an 8,000+mile round trip. Thanks for the input. I've already checked into a lease and its just not for me.
|
| from
blue88 : |
|
Why spend money on a new vehicle when it loses it's value by 1/3 rd right after you drive it off the lot? your just going to trash it, lease returns, that's the way to go.....
|
| from
moodymama : |
|
i remember when your baby was born because i loved her name "s" :o)
|
| from
bytwilight : |
|
I remember being pregnant with you! And I remember you going into labor waaay earlier than me even though our due dates were really close and I was jealous as hell!! And I remember that I haven't seen pics of you and the girls in a while, so you better send me some!
|
| from
allshewas : |
|
A memory of you... I remember you in your wedding dress, coming out of the bathroom... you looked just like a princess or a fairy tale bride. You were absolutely aglow with happiness and beauty.
|
| from
ray0flight : |
|
I just wanted to tell you again that I am so sorry about your friend. I don't understand exactly how you feel because I am not you but I can definitly sympathise. A good friend of mine passed away 2 weeks ago and I still can't believe he's gone. Part of me still thinks I am going to see him again and this was all a joke. I also relive the last time I saw him and the last conversation I had with him over and over again. I wish I would have known then what I know now. (((hugs))) It gets easier in time but it will never go away. I'm so sorry.
|
| from
starlight42 : |
|
just wanted to say I can sympathize with your story of that 19 yr old telling you about parenting! I can't help but wonder what made her do this, but I can totally understand your response. Sometimes people just don't think!
|
| from
manda-d : |
|
I have a Kayleigh too... but it's spelled Kaylee :-)
|
| from
manda-d : |
|
1. How old were you when each of your children were born? 2. What is your favorite snack? 3. Do you believe in love at first sight?
|
| from
moodymama : |
|
oh man, girls like that get on my nerves. to me, their judgemental attitudes reek of their own insecurities as parents. i've learned that this is the reason that they keep diaries filled with professing to love, adore, and worship their "perfect" children. we all love our children. some of us are just more HONEST about the trials AND tribulations of raising children. i used to rarely mention my children and was thus branded a bad mom. i worship my children in real life, not with my ass planted at the computer all day. i'm all riled up now. lmao. people like that just piss me off.
|
| from
wifemotherme : |
|
Thank you so much for adding me... I found your diary before work so I poked around a few minutes...I am looking forward to reading your archives when I get home today... wanted to forwarn you it was me if have a stat counter, not a random stalker.. : )
|
| from
ray0flight : |
|
Good luck on your test
|
| from
ray0flight : |
|
I am so glad to hear that you have a doctor that finally listens!!
|
| from
ray0flight : |
|
I am so so sorry about Christy. So sorry.
|
| from
tuluum : |
|
*hug* my thoughts and prayers are with you ... :* (
|
| from
sahm : |
|
i locked my diary username is 'lock' password is 'down'
|
| from
ray0flight : |
|
This may be a little personal but why not write about the pros and cons of adopting - or attempting to adopt (aka foster) those children...
|
| from
ray0flight : |
|
Good Luck!
|
| from
ray0flight : |
|
I am sure you will be ok hun. I have faith in you.
|
| from
ray0flight : |
|
Merry Christmas!
|
| from
clrmehppygrl : |
|
I keep trying to sign your guestbook and it won't let me. My only advice in this matter is to think about your girls. That's the most important thing right now. You will find your strength for them. If it were me (and it's not, so take this as you will) I would have to think about the example I'm showing my child. I would be showing him that it's OKAY for his daddy to treat me badly. Which in turn, shows him it's okay for women to be treated badly by men. I know things are easier said than done, and that this is harder than I could ever imagine. My thoughts are with you in this. Much love sent out to you and your beautiful girls.
|
| from
tuluum : |
|
i'm so sad you're going through this righht now :( wish there was something i could say but i don't think there is... *hug*
|
| from
jadedlife : |
|
Dude I mean DID not didn't DUH! Im a hoot sometimes with my NON-Grammer having self.
|
| from
cleanstart : |
|
Yeah, your landlord sounds like she's money hungry and self centered. Most all parks have a pool and playground equipment for the kids. I wish you all well in the fight!
|
| from
itsalexas : |
|
hi! i haven't read much of your diary, but i just wanted to say that i'm from boone, nc! i'm not living there now, but enjoy my home for me! i miss it!
|
| from
rosarybeads : |
|
08/07: YAY for Vegas! I love love love love LOVE Vegas. A lot has changed since you've been there, m'dear. Make sure you go inside the Venetian and take a look-see around, if not a gondola ride. It's awesome. We're going later this year, after the court hullabaloo in CA (since it's a short 3.5 hour drive - wahoo!). Have fun! xoxo
|
| from
symmira : |
|
I totally feel you about the not taking the kiddos in public thing Steph. I HATE taking Caleb to the grocery store what with his tantrum the ENTIRE time we're there. They can be wild can't they? You sound like you need a hug...and a weekend away from the girls with LOTS of alcoholic beverages involved! Take care.
|
| from
topazgirl : |
|
Congrats on the weight loss!! Send some willpower over my way, I could sure use it !!
|
| from
foxgirl0925 : |
|
Nice diary - I added you to my favorites!
|
| from
ray0flight : |
|
I am glad that you updated. And the puppy sounds cute.. :)
|
| from
paxil-addict : |
|
Just saying hi.
|
| from
ray0flight : |
|
**I hope you recover soon and don't do it again dumb ass vibes** :) Honestly.. feel better, drink some water and eat crackers!
|
| from
machogirl7 : |
|
Good luck, hun. :)
|
| from
luckygirl24 : |
|
i'm praying for you daughter. this will be ok.
|
| from
luckygirl24 : |
|
*sigh* feel like i should change my name yours suits me better right now.
|
| from
ray0flight : |
|
Hello hi.. I just wanted to let you know that I will no longer be updating smushy. I have started a new diary .... the OF is actually zero-F not o-f :)
|
| from
manda-d : |
|
I used to do that too after my ex cheated on me. I think it's normal. Every time he would kiss me, I would envision him performing oral sex on another woman. Don't beat yourself up, you didn't do anything wrong. It will take time to regain your trust. Hang in there hon :)
|
| from
manda-d : |
|
I was feeling that way last week... but now I'm fine. F'in hormones. They suck!
|
| from
sadigani : |
|
add me if you dont have me yet :)
|
| from
luckygirl24 : |
|
your daughters are beautiful and that was a really pretty tribute to your dad. :)
|
| from
sadigani : |
|
*sniff* dammit thats a damn good father. we need more like him around. my dad too is the best!
|
| from
klcranford17 : |
|
Yeah, your pictures are working now......
|
| from
sadigani : |
|
roflmao @ the bubble bath pic. sorry steph i had to laugh. you looked, well, a little bubbled there :P
|
| from
sadigani : |
|
i will i will! ill buy from you but we would need to arrange something cause i dont have a credit card :(
|
| from
twisted-mind : |
|
3/26 Hi, hope you are doing well. I thought it was just me that couldn't enter but it seems Andrew is having issues with your diary or something. Anyway... I just hope you are doing ok. Take care.
|
| from
youngblood20 : |
|
3/26- Password changing time? Email me hun... tiffeny.magee@persnet.navy.mil
|
| from
slr : |
|
Did you change the password??
|
| from
clrmehppygrl : |
|
Umm, I can't get in either. I miss you! *chuckle* Hope this all gets fixed soon!
|
| from
sullen-grrrl : |
|
PULLING OUT HAIR. Ok ...i set up a new user id/password for each of you. Try your d*land username as the username, 1234 as the password.
*I dont know what the heck is going on!*
|
| from
bridgetb125 : |
|
I can't get in either, even when resetting it...Stephanie where are you??? lol
|
| from
klcranford17 : |
|
Grrr... Still a no-go both ways?? Help out over here Andrew. LOL...
|
| from
klcranford17 : |
|
3/26/03 - Well, now it's not letting me in doing it either way??
|
| from
rosarybeads : |
|
03/26: Did you change your password? xoxo
|
| from
bridgetb125 : |
|
Hi...I forgot your password, so now I can't get back in, can you please email it to me again.. bridgetb125@epix.net
|
| from
klcranford17 : |
|
3/26/03 - Yeah, I better get to reading because that last update made no sense to me. Jeez...we new readers. LOL.....
|
| from
sullen-grrrl : |
|
To my readers.
Something has gone funky with my username and password.
I tried updating the information and putting it back as it was..but its not letting me.
Remove the - from the user name and you should be ok.
|
| from
klcranford17 : |
|
3/26/03 - Hum...Well, it worked fine the first time but your right, the second time entering I had to change around the user name? Weird?
|
| from
klcranford17 : |
|
Oops, my e-mail is :ksc1@allegiant.com
|
| from
klcranford17 : |
|
Can I have your user/password please?
|
| from
topazgirl : |
|
I seem to have forgotten your diary pw, could you please refresh my memory?! Thanks!
Jess (topazgirl@diaryland.com)
|
| from
sadigani : |
|
I would be pissed off too. Actually, I'd be saying fuck a lot too.
|
| from
sadigani : |
|
Hang in there Steph. It's (the adoption) is almost over. And a big thumbs up for Larry cleaning the house. I wait for the day I walk into a spotless house cleaned by my man. I can only dream for now.
|
| from
sadigani : |
|
ohhh i have repetitive dreams as well. hmm im gonna look mine up.
|
| from
sadigani : |
|
lol i want to see pics of the bubble bath. lmao what happened?!
|
| from
topazgirl : |
|
Happy Heart Day!!
|
| from
mommy2corrin : |
|
Don't worry, your not alone. I also have hell child home with me today!!!
|
| from
froggler : |
|
Hi Stephanie- I did not mean to stir up anything, i have nothing personally against you and most other working moms who are trying to make a difference for their families. you do what you gotta do. it is people like my siter in law who have wanted a baby for seems like eternity and then she is going to turn around and go back towork, b/c she feels she is going to get bored at home. she does call me lazy, she has told me that she thinks i should go het a job so we'd have more money. really, as much as we don't have as we'd like, we get by. we manage every month. but i was given a choice to do this. i choose to be home with my girls and the truth is i wouldn't trade this for any high paying job right now.
You are very lucky to have your husband stay home, i do think if it was possible that i could make more money than mine, i'd be working and he'd be home. it doesn't matter who is there, as long as one of us is home full time with them.
I really have no idea what to expect out of B's behavior counsleing. We went in and jeff had a stong belief that he did not want to be there, and so he told the guy that everything she does is normal. I strongly dissagree. I think a 5 y/o that is still throwing tantrums is a huge problem. she has not gotten kicked oput of school, but we seriously cannot take her anywhere with out a meltdown happening.
We got new ins the beg of the year and it is wonderful. they cover everything at 100% minus the $10 copay. and after having some shitty PPO plan that cover diddly, i am thrilled. they cover 32 of these *mental* visits a year, and they are covering my BR and everything else. its almost $200 a month, but very well worth it, since we are a little backed up with drs visits, since we had that crappy ins, nobody went.
well, good luck with aisha. its hard, i know. email me sometime.
|
| from
tuluum : |
|
i lost your user/pass too :*(
|
| from
rosarybeads : |
|
1/12: So I totally lost your user/pass. Can I please have them again? xoxo
|
| from
mommy2corrin : |
|
That is just crazy. I with you on him rotting in jail for the rest of his life. I hope everyone is okay!!! I send my regards to all that have been hurt.
|
| from
topazgirl : |
|
Just stopping in to say hey. HEY! Have a nice Christmas!!!
|
| from
mari-ism : |
|
Stephy, glad to see things are looking up. Love you dearly, hope to *TALK* to you soon. Happy holidays to you and the girls, hon!
|
| from
rosarybeads : |
|
12/18: I'm so happy to hear that things between you and Larry are going so well. Thinking of you, as usual. :) xoxo
|
