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raven72d : |
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Where are you?
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decolour : |
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you should write more. please.
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out-to-sea : |
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i can't sleep either.
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taxine : |
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be careful....
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taxine : |
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nadia. how are you how are you? its been so long
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| from
sadgreeneye : |
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Wow. I read some of your writing today, and I just had to say that you're kinda awesome; really awesome, in fact.
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bedroomwalls : |
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well fuck! i'm sorry i haven't been around. i don't know what's happening. don't stop. i'm stopping slowly and i regret it each second. and i continue to let it happen. and fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. i love you.
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shoreline-- : |
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Oh, no. I hope you feel differently soon. I love your writing so much. It's really changed me.
Please don't ever stop.
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sadgreeneye : |
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Thanks, I appreciate the compliment.
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out-to-sea : |
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"someday, you'll never look back again" ...thankyou for being able to put into words that which i could never. i love the way you describe your life. i'm needing something new so badly. in a rut. have been for months. we should be pen-pals. what do you think about that?
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sleepystorm : |
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ahhh..but not the Pearl. theyre short, and they fit so so perfectly, and you cant feel a thing. (this is the grossest note ive ever left) x
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bedroomwalls : |
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typo in your guestbook. maybe he does CARE. care. care. not car. he definitely doesn't car.
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bedroomwalls : |
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i'll save you as soon as i can.
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| from
bedroomwalls : |
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nadia, i'm writing right now. you're away on msn messenger and of course we can be note buddies. i love writing about things i want to happen. i like mixing real life with imaginary life. you should print out all of your sunkship writing and bind the pages together with purple and rainbow yarn. it's only 9:16 p.m. i still have time to conquer the world, don't i?
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cadilliac : |
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what am i ever doing? hardly sober-but i choose bottles over pills. i make good decisions a couple times a month, the rest of the days are made for going back on promises and forgetting everything i just said. seriously though- about your shit, is it the drugs that are the only difference? you seem so bored.
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| from
cadilliac : |
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it feels stoned.-but not high.
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| from
cadilliac : |
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something's changed about your writing...?
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sleepystorm : |
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ew. he's such a dirty creep! he edited one of my notes out, too. perv!
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weatethesea : |
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confession: my adventures are almost always very boring. but i figure if we start hanging out with shady characters, something exciting (this will probably end up being murder) might happen.
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sadgreeneye : |
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hi
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raven72d : |
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I still write on yellow paper. Aren't you living near Shanghai now?
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boyafterboy : |
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quicksand
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bombasine : |
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you know, you remind me of elizabeth hardwick - and i can't quite figure out why.
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| from
sunkenships : |
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hey sunkship. nice to meet you! your photo website is awesome. where are you from? i'm from australia.
g'day (hehe)
write back!
- annabelle
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out-to-sea : |
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oh yeah, pen-pals sounds like a lovely idea. what's your e-mail, doll? (erinsaurrrusrex@aol.com.) and i should warn you: be prepared for lots of words on my part; xo.
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andthisair : |
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I looked at your photos, all of the one million, & i love them. Ha, i made a list of my specifics: -01.26.06 @ 5:50&5:51 - 01.02.06 @ 5:29 - 08.21.05 @ 9:52 - 08.15.05 @ 12:37 - 07.03.04 @ 9:47
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andthisair : |
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thank you
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weatethesea : |
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you are cool too.
OR:
u r kewl 2~!!!!
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shoreline-- : |
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I like this line "making dream sounds", and this one too, "my non-existant love spilling out in subtle ways." I understand the latter well.
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sleepystorm : |
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(do you have a myspace?) /x
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| from
sleepystorm : |
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yay! but, its probably like, when youre dating someone for a while, and you start making out, and then it gets all hot & heavy & then, you know, it gets <i>really</i> hot and heavy, and then, there is that huuuge shock of..'wait! thats it!..oh.'. you know. and other such girly analogies like that. aww. x
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sleepystorm : |
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btw//im loving both of your places. x
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sleepystorm : |
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i dont know who i am. but my diary isnt broken. i promise. i think. x
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division-day : |
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love your writing. you remind me of me, if my unconscious could speak.
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shoreline-- : |
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I'm sure I've said this plenty of times but you really are an amazing writer.
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therethere- : |
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STOP CALLING ME A LOSER
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cadilliac : |
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oh yeah, right, my glittering life of books reruns and that same mother fucking walk to campus i swear to god what i would do for five minutes inside your magic
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thevictim : |
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you're amazing. beautiful. you know what to treasure in life. i'm with you in spirit, whenever you do those things. i feel you. and girls like us are always careful. crazy, but careful. <3
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sulk-- : |
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someday i want to grow as much as you have.
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closet-dyke : |
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i wish i could write like you.
you make me jealous.
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enginedriver : |
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all the usual ♥ to you
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caudatum : |
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mmhm
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thevictim : |
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don't wanna preach at you. so i won't. but, be careful, k?
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bluehairdye : |
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i haven/t been here in a while. i remember you from a long time ago. <3 yr writing & fotos as i always had (i remember that legend, my mom used to tell me that one too)
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this-bean : |
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i am going to beijing and it is early morningish but my flights on the 9th!!!! ahh sorry that would have been cool :(
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| from
hairplay : |
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Your life seems so eventful, and you write about it all so beautifully. I envy you (but in a good way). I really enjoy reading your diary.
Also, your taste in music is very good.
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thevictim : |
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oh my fucking god. you never cease to amaze me :). no, really, you're an awesome writer, and i'll never stop reading as long as you never stop writing. beautiful!
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caudatum : |
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i love how you write about the same experience different ways
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sulk-- : |
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sounds like a getaway :]
i'll definently look for it
need more books to escape into
ah, the heart thing. i can't help it really and i've kinda given up on trying to fix it. thanks though, really. cheers to no school !
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| from
mess : |
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i would love to. as long as the dust is red & we can feel it under our skin, rushing.
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| from
hairplay : |
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I know how you feel. For some stupid reason I am taking a college class over the summer. I regret it so badly. I'm used to staying up late because I want to, not because I have to get an essay written. I want to atcually enjoy this.
Maybe you'll get a break soon. <3
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out-to-sea : |
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hey! i just love the way you write.
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| from
incognizant : |
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whats interesting is that i hadn't realized i (we) have been writing here for so long until i read your note. somewhere, theres an archive of the last four/five years or so, a lot i probably dont remember. i have always hated getting so caught up in things around me, so i kind of empty my head here. my name is Al, whats yours?
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longitude : |
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xxo
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taxine : |
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hey nadia, what are you up to this weekend?
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therethere- : |
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that sounds so much better than you`d think. though id prefer to talk about how construction site dust makes everyone sick. the person writing your words seems extremely pretty, by the way. attracted to your words? yes.
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comesailtome : |
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all day long i've been thinking how i need a rainy day.
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| from
che : |
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i'm glad we've both survived this long. you are a light.
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| from
thevictim : |
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having to go somewhere always seems to be the problem, doesn't it?
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fatcactus : |
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okay.
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| from
fatcactus : |
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let me pull you out from the sea of sorrow and troubles.
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comesailtome : |
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some weed wrapped up in a page filled with pi.
that is just.. the sexiest thing ever.
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taxine : |
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we'll be back in town either saturday or sunday evening...
the weather is supposed to be amazing so we should photo is up in the beaches.
i'll give you a call when we get in.
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fatcactus : |
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gigantic, gigantic, gigantic, our big big love.
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| from
caudatum : |
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i want to see what you see
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verdun : |
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it felt good and it felt right and now it's done and that's alright. (edited version)
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| from
taxine : |
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hey, im not coming back for a while, but eventually, when dylan and i return, we will meet.
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| from
ihaveslept : |
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can't believe you're still great.
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| from
caudatum : |
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you were in my dream last night.
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taxine : |
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i met a stranger and now hes not so strange, at least not to me. you were a stranger, you still are technically, though i read your thoughts often i've never met you (our cameras have never crossed). if i had a picture of you, i think it would be of you taking a picture of me.
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sunfuck : |
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hedwig actually made me believe in the whole halves thing. sadly, kundera achieved the opposite in me.
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fatcactus : |
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heyy. it's nine right now and you're probably working at the mug. i was arranging my room when i opened the album and saw your pictures. i stared at the swing one for a second and burst out laughing. oh man, you're so great, girl. give me a call tomorrow or something?
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comesailtome : |
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you put every word in the right place. and i love you for it.
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| from
hairplay : |
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It's ridiculous how long I spent trying to find you when you were right in front of me. I feel really stupid. I found thefallofart a little late (a few months before you stopped writing), and I never got the chance to catch up, I didn't know where you'd gone to. But, I've found you again and I'll read everything during my Christmas break 'cos you're a great writer (one of my favorite diarylanders)
♥
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twelvesteps : |
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i had a dream i was skiing through mountains of kleenex and my poles were made of bamboo and the next thing i know i am reading sunkship. thanks for the nice ending/beginning.
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fatcactus : |
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<33
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blurgh : |
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You make me miss love.
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fatcactus : |
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hi darlin'. you make my heart beat like a wild bird trying to escape from its cage. it's one thirty in the morn and it's still foggy as hell. it was kinda sexy, what with a thick cloud of fog isolating you from the world and street lamps illuminating softly. kinda feels like when you just wake up and everything's so blurry that you have to rub your eyes. kinda like suddenly finding yourself on a strange planet. haha, meditation. of course i will go with you. with you by my side i'm willing to go ANYwhere. oh yeah, and good luck with training. it'll be fun. tomorrow i'll try to reach you from youngeen's. hey, i miss holding your body.
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bilgedasto : |
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thankee. don't watch the movie "sideways." it is dreadful. instead use the money you just saved to purchase some pink mittens.
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| from
fatcactus : |
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<33
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| from
fatcactus : |
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it's midnight, girl. my shirt smells like paradiso medium coffee beans and cigarettes. hope you're sleeping well. sweet, sweet dreams, my dumplingkiddo.
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this-bean : |
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anywhere you wanna go. i'm completely terrible at deciding these things!
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| from
this-bean : |
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you are from toronto, right? not to be a stalker. but we should hang out.
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fatcactus : |
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haha. i swear, you don't like ANY school event. in any case, it's your opinion. i just came back from the second mug and it's past midnight. right now i'm loaded with sugar and caffeine and unable to sleep. i spilled the caramel syrup all over the counter and got yelled at but i didn't really care. my cousin's watching tv at this hour. he's weird. when he opened the door for me ten minutes ago, i thought he winked at me. disturbing. anyways, baby, you're probably asleep right now. mind if i join you in my dream? you can give me a soft kiss and sing me a lullaby. p.s tomorrow awaits!
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longitude : |
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your entries kill me.
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kex : |
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you're so really, very amazing. =]
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fatcactus : |
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torch my wings.
fly into my arms and exhale lithium and maybe we can drift off to other side of the clouds. a place faraway from fences and cars. a peach-coloured place with plenty of blurry sunlight. a place where you can smell sweet lemons and pillows and warmth of your bed.
there baby i would look into your eyes and it'll make me want to fall in and drown.
it's nine thirty and i refuse to dial your number just because i don't want to interrupt your flight over pacific ocean in a drawer.
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| from
woahtotally : |
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thank you. you made me feel better.
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| from
november-- : |
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i fucking love those mango things. and polvoron. you gotta try the polvoron. should i start smoking?
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fatcactus : |
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love.
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this-bean : |
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well i learned how to knit last week and it's not hard at all! a lot easier than many other crafty things anyway.
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| from
fatcactus : |
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hell yeah. let's go
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this-bean : |
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yes but its been so long they've disappeared. !!
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fatcactus : |
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a bright green buggie. running gay kids. abandoned maps. heads sunk to the chests. i just saw a couple of black jays gliding together in the cold fall sky holding each other and they reminded me of you. it's cold now and i can't grasp the pen firm enough and it's getting harder to read my own writing as i wait for the bus. and over their zooms i ask the passing cars man, can you feel the winter approaching this city? soon snow will cover everything and the sun will hide herself and go into hibernation. it's only been ten minutes since you left but i already miss your eyes. your voice. almost magical. i see the thirty-eight in the distance. until tomorrow, until tomorrow comes, i'll think of you and you only.
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redd : |
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i want to go higher [w/you]
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mathero : |
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I'm promoting my diary because I'm bored as hell tonight! =)
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| from
fatcactus : |
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happy birthday nadia!
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| from
sigazze : |
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i concur with the last note. i assumed you were an amazingly precocious 20-some year old. i am utterly humbled.
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| from
bluecinema : |
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you are only 15 years old?! I am stunned. you write with much more weight. i mean that as a compliment. go you.
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| from
longitude : |
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i love the jigsaw morning.
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| from
fatcactus : |
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lies. the plaza is on the south side, and therefore is on pkway. how very LOGICAL. help me study for history.
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| from
fatcactus : |
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nadia. this evening i spent hours playing tenor sax in my little forest behind the house and under the tree i played my heart out. but i must have played pretty bad because moments later the sun hid herself behind a row of houses and several squirrels ran away next door to the portugese couple's. right now it's pitch dark and the crickets have taken over the music in my backyard. i read the news today and from front page to back it was filled with all kinds of negatives issues: terrorism. government corruption. pollution. child abuse. maybe sawicki was right. this place is overpopulated and full of problems. there are just too many souls gasping for breath. sunken eyes. blank looks. rotting away. one day i hope everyone would turn into a humungous block of black burnt sugar in the midst of thin white smoke. "and we'll run for our lives, to get out of our little heads." this song is playing. that song i made you listen through the phone few days ago. i still have to find what it's called. the sun has set, everything's dead. you keep my fire going. you keep my heart beating.
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ohmakemeover : |
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i feel like disappearing from the world
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taxine : |
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i find that sometimes and especially in fall seeing and living as opposed to looking and being is whats more depressing than anything (and the who am i question is the hardest of all)
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| from
raven72d : |
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your entries are a delight to find...
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| from
longitude : |
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the art of putting words together and then making complete sense? that's all you.
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| from
turbogeek : |
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i like the red hot chili peppers too. i seen them in concert. :)
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| from
longitude : |
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you always take me there with your words.
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taxine : |
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i want to make a photoscrapbook with you and i think we should start on a beach.
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| from
panty-lies : |
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how nice this is.
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| from
november-- : |
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i wish i could hire you to paint my new walls.
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| from
taxine : |
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thats one side of my daddy. the other one is paranoid, irrational, depressed, anxious, undermining, overly critical, and blaming me for his problems. (just to let you know of the other side of the coin)
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| from
sunfuck : |
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I LIEK UR PICTARS VEry AALOT!!! AN I LIEK WEeeeEEDDDDD 2!!!!!!!!1111111
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| from
november-- : |
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we'll definently hang one day. :) till then enjoy this if you haven't already:
http://www.epitonic.com/files/reg/songs/mp3/The_Fever-Ladyfingers.mp3
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thevictim : |
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that entry where you were talking about being straight out of a lia block book- you totally described me in middle school, too. especially the skanking thing. :) i love your diary. i always relate in some way.
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no-regretz : |
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I like your diary.
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| from
november-- : |
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found this today like right before i read this entry, heh: http://img37.photobucket.com/albums/v114/wallflower2531/ew.gif (taken on valentines day of course)
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sunfuck : |
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i love this! orange suits you but i don't know you. O, well.
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