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from christ666 :
♥️
from fairygodmum :
Its all good.. big hugzzz.. keep on talkin... good for the soul
from su89eshit :
I think you would like Rob Brezsney's horoscopes. Checkout http://www.freewillastrology.com/horoscopes/allsigns.html
from myagi :
I love Arrested Development almost as much as I love Waiting for Godot. Oh the joy. . .
from christ666 :
Life is dumb sometimes, but I think it smartens up every once in a while, and I hope you have more of the latter than the former. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you.
from nelapsi :
Can you? :) You are a wonderful friend!
from drascus :
the world turns and the sky shifts; we are to follow the sun...
from princesjazmo :
oh no! i was going to ask you after you texted me it he was going to get baptised! if it hasn't happened yet, try to find out which horrible building it will be in and i will stop it! 'is there anyone here who has reason to believe that this man should not be baptised?' in i run, 'me! because his soul should be free and he believes in caffeine!' done.
from nelapsi :
Oh Stephy! You don't know just how proud of you I am! I have your picture in my living room and I point it out, and I say, "That is Stephanie. She is amazing!" I miss you, and I'm so glad life is doing great for you. It's alright for me, not great but I know it will pick up! Love you!!!!
from princesjazmo :
I don't know what you're talking about, I learned everything I need to know about Shakespeare at CSI. Give credit where credit is due, Stephanie!
from kibitzer :
OH YAY! I KNEW IT! YAY YOU GUYS!!! YAY!
from princesjazmo :
RAY-RAY! Stop peeing in the closet! I'll smack that attitude right off yo' face!///i think you should mail me that half letter. leave it mid sentence and mail it. i would enjoy it. i can't even get that far. i have the thought of what i would tell you, but i am to lazy to write it down, so i try sending it through brain waves. i can't feel my thoughts leave my head, so i'm sure it doesn't work. by the way, you should look up daniel johnston, he is the original conor oberst. very good. you can actually hear conor voice him his. oh, and katie and i will be in seattle june 16th-19th. i know you have a life up there in better-than-idaho world, but we have to eat amazing things together. yes, so.....good night.
from nelapsi :
YAY!!!! That rocks! :D
from nelapsi :
It would be cool for Kristy and I to live near you, then the Ouijia could happen as often as we had time for it. If you know of any places renting in May/June (or hiring, I'm mostly freaking out over finding a job!) then do let us know! It would be hard to go from living alone to living with two more girls and a cat... Kristy has a cat and wont give him up. He's fluffy and orange. I buy a lot of duct tape. ;) hee hee...
from myagi :
I wondered that same thing about Sylvia Plath recently...was her genius worth the cost to her sanity? It is always the great ones who suffer the most and that just destroys me to think about. On the other hand, I have a story I'd really like to share with you, but would rather not post it on diaryland. Send me an email at [email protected] so I can tell you. It's a fun story. Take some immodium, darling. You're too amazing to suffer from gastronomical distress due to ego. :)
from princesjazmo :
for some odd reason, i was perusing my co-workers boy friend's myspace (you follow?) looking at the comments she left him. she wrote one that said "you're the special fart i will hold in my lower intestines forever!" it reminded me of you, because when i fart i think of you! hahaha! --- on a serious note, i hope you're doing well.
from karbonphyber :
Better a slow bus than a short bus.
from kibitzer :
God, you are incredible. I only wish I were half as strong. Jessie and I are coming to Seattle January 10-13. If you have any time to spare at all, we would love to see you! Miss you like a million stars!
from nelapsi :
I'm not sure why, but I can't get a hold of you. When I call it just rings and rings and there is no voice mail. If I can't get a hold of you in a few more days I'm going to try your mom. I had a Seth dream and he says he's with you every night and I know something else and if you want to talk about it I am here for you and if not I understand. I'm going to be in Seattle most likely in January, maybe we can spend a few hours together? I love you and I hope to talk to you soon, or I'll be talking to your mom!!!
from christ666 :
hey, i need you. call me if you could, i lost your phone number when i broke my phone, and obviously i couldn't retrieve it when i got my new one. miss you
from nelapsi :
I had a dream that I was in Seattle and walked to your apartment to see you but the stairs and the balcony were gone. And you wouldn't answer your phone. I was very sad. Hope everything is going lovely, I sure miss you!
from checkerdandy :
Stephanie, I just barely saw the note that you must have left forever ago! D'oh! I'll be back in Tacoma at the end of December/beginning of January. This time I won't be lame.
from myagi :
No problem--Ill be there again mid-October. I'll check with you when I know more.
from checkerdandy :
I saw ads for Young Frankenstein all over the place and wanted to go so bad! Also, if you can, you should go to Can-Can. It's expensive, but the show is amazing.
from kibitzer :
I need a girl's address super bad because there are things I want to send to her... Her phone number could be good too. My e-mail is [email protected] if she wants to share w/ a friend. Super miss and love you bunches. Glad to hear things sound great. Wish I could be there w/ you, but alas, BSU beckons my name... grrr... 08/26/07
from kibitzer :
I need a girl's address super bad because there are things I want to send to her... Her phone number could be good too. My e-mail is [email protected] if she wants to share w/ a friend. Super miss and love you bunches. Glad to hear things sound great. Wish I could be there w/ you, but alas, BSU beckons my name... grrr... 08/26/07
from myagi :
Okay, here's the thing. Going to fly into SeaTac on Sept. 18. In theory, someone will drive from Eburg to get me or I'll take the God-blessed shuttle. So before either of those things happen, can we grab food together? I will be carless, so it would need to be near the airport--any recommendations? I would LOVE to hang out with you, however briefly.
from nelapsi :
A. When I try to call you I get busy signals. This has been going on for two weeks. B. I need your mailing address. I know I'm not nearly as sexy as Trey and his ricemilk however, I'm hot. So... address, please? C. I have a secret I wanted to run by you. If you say "fuck you you bitch" I will cry. D. I do have an Anthony who wouldn't say that to me but I'd rather you not say it. E. Thank you lord for feeding me. The end. And I miss you... and love you. :)
from checkerdandy :
I'm going to be in Tacoma from the 17-20, and the 23-28th. I know you're busy, but it would be cool to see you. I'd bring friends with, but they're cool. Let me know if you have free time!
from drascus :
isn't seattle euphoric?
from checkerdandy :
When I walked past the first Starbucks, I laughed that they changed the logo to be chain-friendly, because Oh My God, boobies in a logo!
from princesjazmo :
i know you don't get a chance to get on the internet much anymore and i know i might talk to you before you read this, but they have baby food that has meat in it! its like beef stew and chicken dinner pureed so babies can eat it. meat for babies?! people are so stupid.
from drascus :
these poor girls and their broken lives... when will they fix their shattered minds?
from drascus :
well, i guess kids will talk...
from drascus :
... who told you?
from nelapsi :
Hey, I like your chin.
from kibitzer :
I'm so glad you decided to write that down. It helped me to remember a few things myself. Thanks. P.S. Kristy needs to become an honorary ouija girl. She can speak Seth w/out a board... it's freaking nuts. 07/03/07 HAPPY 4TH!
from drascus :
... i loved your sunday entry... i feel like i understand you better than i should...
from drascus :
don't worry. i write often. i don't just blaze my days away. i don't hang out. i hang on. i live in my room, but more so in my head. i don't want to go to waste.
from princesjazmo :
Just thought I would let you know, there is a full moon tomorrow. Second one this month, so its a blue moon! I think I might be part werewolf or something cause those full moons seem to get me! =^.^=
from princesjazmo :
i know i just e-mailed you, but i forgot to tell you something. i made lemon poppy seed muffins. they were fantabulous. i will e-mail you the recipe when i find it. =^.^=
from drascus :
No worries.
from drascus :
I thought you hated me.
from talkingmoon :
Hello self! Don't forget about the original movie you dreamt of! 311 and the musical number with extra terrestrials and terrestrials themselves.
from myagi :
Going to be near (more or less) Seattle for the next five weeks. Ellensburg for second year of grad school. Any chance of meeting up?
from princesjazmo :
OH MY GOD! HUMMUS!!! I love hummus so much! Anyway, you have my happy, good thoughts! Break a leg with your interviews, that doggie daycare sounds fantastic! =^.^=
from kibitzer :
You are a beautiful, wonderful, amazing person and I'm so glad to call you a friend. I talk about you sometimes at work. I tell everyone that you are something special. So, really, I don't care if you make it big or not. I already think you've done so many crazy and bold things. Anything else only adds icing to the cake. Try not to loose heart 'cause no matter what, school will be such a wonderful experience for you. Focus on that and you will be fine. I love you mucho mucho big and I miss you just as much. Give Seattle a big wet one for me. Perhaps one day I'll really get to see it again...! 05/13/07
from checkerdandy :
A good browser is firefox. Just google firefox or mozilla and it should give you a link to the home page.
from princesjazmo :
Holy crap, that is hilarious!!! He liked you so much, I'm surprised he didn't stalk you! My brother actually gave Grant my number, so for like 3 months he kept calling me, asking how Joey and I were doing (because we were still dating at the time) and if I wanted to go to some Mormon outings with him and Cleo! It must be a Mormon thing, to call people constantly wanting to hang out. Anyway, there's actually something I've been meaning to tell you too, that I think you'll appreciate. It was probably two months ago, I was changing Peter because he was making a fuss. I take his diaper off and go to get a new one. When I look back he is pooping! But not just a regular poop, it was like a glorious rainbow of excrement! He pooped over his crib, hitting the couch a little and the diaper bag! Baby poop isn't really that solid, so it was just flowing like a stream. Anyway, I'll probably have to draw you a picture, because when it happened I laughed so hard and thought of you!!! Also, I should probably get your address too. There are some things I've been meaning to send you! E-mail me if you'd like, so Grant doesn't happen to stumble upon it and take a road trip to ask for your hand in marriage! He'd probably ask your mom first, so I certainly hope she'd warn you! I miss you so much! I hope Seattle and life are treating you well! Keep me updated! >>>[email protected] =^.^=
from kibitzer :
i completely understand. i think i've had the same problem. i too will be coming out of my little shell real soon. missing ya bunches. hope to hear from you soon, if ya remember my number...! 05-01-07
from christ666 :
no problem. just give me a call. miss you
from tyward :
HI STEPH!!! I have been on deployment for about 8 months now. I am coming home in a just over a month. I haven't heard from you in forever, and I miss it. I learned how to play guitar and bass over the past 6 months or so (I'm not as bad as I thought I'd be). I don't know if you've heard yet or not but Surina and I are getting divorced. She decided I wasn't worth waiting for and screwed around on me about 6 months ago. Funny huh? She was great to me for so long while I was across the country...we get married and it seems like a few months later I have to go on deployment (which has been the worst time in my entire life) and she does everything short of killing me. I've been pretty much more alone than ever since it happened. I'd like to hear from you. You should email me. My email is [email protected] Anyways, I hope you are doing well. Take care of yourself and I hope to hear from you soon. ~Tyler
from kibitzer :
How is this to brighten your moods? - - - Andy and I are hoping to visit Seattle for our annaversery in July. His uncle lives there and wants to see Andy and meet me so we will be staying w/ him for a while. Would you like a visit? 04/16/07
from nelapsi :
WOOT!
from christ666 :
you don't need to apologize to me steph. i wasn't trying to attack you or anything, i was just using my diary as a diary for once, but i can understand that it clearly didn't come across that way. it just sucks because i hate to think that you and i are at that acquaintance level. i was serious about keeping in touch with you every other weekend. and i called a couple times the first weekend, and nothing came of it. i could have tried harder, but i just figured you were probably busy. i guess since you and i were spitballing ideas for your audition that couple weeks before, i got excited and thought i had shoed in to your group of support. i don't know. i guess i have a lot of friendships falling apart, and yours is one i don't want to see go. but i'm being selfish, and most importantly i'm making a matter of something that isn't the point. the real point is that you got in, and i'm very proud of you. of course, i never for moment thought you didn't have a chance. so congradulations.
from princesjazmo :
i am so proud of you!!! you are so awesome!!! love! =^.^=
from kibitzer :
you are incredible. Keep on rock'n this world!!! I love you and I'm so proud of you. I only wish I could be half as tough!!! 03-08-07
from myagi :
OH MY GOD! That's incredible! Not at all surprising--you are completely amazing and they'd be fools not to see that--but how wonderful! Congratulations!
from nelapsi :
Boise to Seattle 3/22/07 6:55 pm - 7:25 pm Alaska Airlines Seattle to Boise 3/25/07 8:50 pm - 11:15 pm Alaska Airlines
from kibitzer :
God, You're incredible!!! Good thoughts for you from me!! 03-01-07
from nelapsi :
*POSITIVE THOUGHTS IN THAT DIRECTION TO WHERE YOU WANT THEM TO GO!!!!*
from checkerdandy :
Hey Steph, I just wanted to let you know that Sarah and I are going to be in your area in August for a wedding. I'll probably get in touch with you then! Hooray!
from nelapsi :
This isn't final until its booked which should be within the next few days... ------------------------------------- Depart BOI @ 6:40 pm arive SEA @ 7:10 pm on Thursday, April 12th. ------------------------------------- Depart SEA @ 9:40 pm arive BOI @ 11:10 pm on Sunday, Aril 15th. ------------------------------------- What do you think???
from nelapsi :
YAY! (in responce to your message.)
from nelapsi :
I'm real good at sewing things up.
from kibitzer :
missing you. Sux I didn't get to say 'bye. just like so many other times when i never took advantage of opportunity. We should have hung out while you were still here. hopefully one day i'll get to see you there. 12/31/06 happy new year!
from christ666 :
I have the pefect suggestion. You find a dramatic piece, one that brings out your emotions, and then when the climax of your perfomance arrives, you shit in the middle of the room.
from christ666 :
please please call me!!!! i miss you!!!! or shoot me a note!!! email!!! something please!!!! aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
from princesjazmo :
whenever you decide to wonder back onto the internet, be sure to update me fully on how wonderful seattle is. despite the extreme winds i've heard about ;) love ya! *Baby says "hi"*
from kibitzer :
That's so fantastic. When are you leaving my dear. It's been so long and I really hope you don't leave before I get a chance to say goodbye...
from christ666 :
stay strong love, you'll both be fine. call me, you need some joshy lovce and support
from nelapsi :
Well, as an experianced drinker and a newly turned 21 year old let me clue you in on something. The best thing for you to do as a legal drinker is get with your also newly turned 21 year old friend and DO THE FUCKING OUIJIA BORED!!! Screw drinking, we can talk to the dead!!!! I hear a little Seth in my ear saying, "What up bitches?"
from hispindian :
thanks for the congrats! yay! Are you coming to jasmine's baby shower? Krystal should be sending out the invitations here pretty soon. Its going to be at my casa. Hopefully you can come because we havent seen each other in like years! :)
from myagi :
Hmm...my guestbook has been a fucktard for quite some time. A douchey fucktard, even. But you are not a douchey fucktard, and it made me so happy to hear from you. I love you!
from nelapsi :
I'm so sorry I couldn't make it up there with you. Perhaps some day. Maybe I could hitch a ride with Kristy. We could get a hotel room, watch movies, ouijia, and vedge all night. (As not to bother your brother!!!) Love you and miss you and we have to have a session before you go. 10/26/06
from kibitzer :
God Stephy. Congrats! I'm so proud of your person. I can't wait 'till you have your very own place. Then I can come visit and fall in love with the city all over again! 10/26/06
from myagi :
What an amazing movie. My friend gave me the soundtrack after we watched it--what an absolutely fantastic movie.
from myagi :
What was the play? Are the others still doing it?
from nelapsi :
HI STEPHANIE!!!!
from kibitzer :
God, I know how that feels. I too am in desperate need for something exciting. Something different. I miss you Stephy. Somewhere along the way I missplaced your number, but I have really wanted to call it lately. I think a talk and a hangout are much needed. Possibly a Seth-session if you and Jess are interested.... 10/03/06
from nelapsi :
Chancho, when you are a man, sometimes you wear stretchy pants in your room... Just for fun.
from hispindian :
hey steph, its vanessa. remember me? :) anyhoo, i just thought i'd say hello. the last i heard you lived in caldwell. do you still? i just read your diary about having a kitty named peach. that's awesome i have a girl kitty named zelda and a boy kitty named link! im a sick person. hope it wasnt awkward of me leaving a note since we havent talked in a long time! :) peace!
from princesjazmo :
You know what I've noticed, every woman knows how to take card of a kid except me. Sure I've baby-sat, but not really for anything/one too small. I freak out when there is a baby around, because I want to hold it, but I know that if I don't hold the baby's head just right it could fall off. What the hell do you feed a baby? Especially when you are a vegan mother. I know my milk (sorry if that is gross, I'm trying to get over it myself) is fine because I'm not stealing it from another mom (imagine me trying to steal another human mother's milk, thats just funny). But what if I don't have the natural skill, or what if the kid doesn't know how to do it, is it ok for me to buy regular formula, or is it unethical and should I only buy vegan baby formula? What about when the kid gets older? Should I become the meat'n'dairy police whenever he/she stays for dinner at a friend's house? My dad has asked me so many times if I'll eat meat, or eggs, or cheese, since I'm pregnant. I just don't know if I can handle screwing someone up, besides myself. Because that's what parents do, they screw their kids up and piss them off. Most of the time being pregnant is great, but its the thinking about it thats stressful. I just thought I'd share. =^.^=
from princesjazmo :
i'm almost 18 weeks and growing. normally they can tell what the baby will be at about 20 weeks, which is about the same time that i'll be seeing my doctor. i think its a girl, because it has to be a girl. my dad wants a boy because "they're less emotional"!!! WHAT-EVA! but, i'll let you know. as far as things getting better, it will take time. i had always suspected i'd be a single mother, but its still a shock when it turns out that way.
from nelapsi :
STEPHAI!!!! hee hee, you're hot. And I love you. And... jesus does too. And Seth. How many people can say they have a deseased 17 year old virgin who is in love with them??? Stephani can. ha ha ugly people. I'm hyper. Okay. Jesus sends his love. Go with God. And eat a sluuuurpy. mmm... suger coated ice. (8-11-06)
from nelapsi :
This is a terribly amussing thing to me. You saw a Twin Falls friend recently and I saw one Last night. Would you happen to remember a very good looking guy who is (forgive me I can't spell) phillipeano (?) and he came into Hollywood a lot? His account was under his last name, Puldago, but I put it under his first name, Anthony, and it threw everyone else off? He has a tattoo of an hunk on his left arm, it that helps. Anywho, he was in Boise last night and stopped by before heading back to Twin. Yep yep. Miss you love you picturing you in a toilet paper gown. (07/30/06)
from nelapsi :
This is a terribly amussing thing to me. You saw a Twin Falls friend recently and I saw one Last night. Would you happen to remember a very good looking guy who is (forgive me I can't spell) phillipeano (?) and he came into Hollywood a lot? His account was under his last name, Puldago, but I put it under his first name, Anthony, and it threw everyone else off? He has a tattoo of an hunk on his left arm, it that helps. Anywho, he was in Boise last night and stopped by before heading back to Twin. Yep yep. Miss you love you picturing you in a toilet paper gown. (07/30/06)
from princesjazmo :
i remember you telling me about that lady and how her tooth feel out. thats one of those odd-and-strange funny happenings! anyway, i would love to hang out. by sept, i will only have fridays and saturdays off, but hopefully we can work something out. or just work out. please?! hey, i saw alex pattee about a month ago (we both work at directv). i had never noticed this before, but he has no chin at all. especially now, he's got this frog-like thing going on! its hilarious! i'll try to draw you a picture. --- moving on(i'm a horrible person), keep those bastard customers in line. they're probably taking out loans to pay their past due directv bills, instead of paying their power bill. (seriously, customers call in to complain about their tv's not working when they don't have power!) WHO MUST I KILL! =^.^=
from talkingmoon :
I never saw the first commercial, so I'm hoping this isn't the same one. It was for the Idaho Lotto, but the featured uno cards. Ron was pretty good in it, if you're listening really hard. He says, "an uno card? what're you in the third grade?" Anywho, Mike and I called your house yesterday to see if you wanted to hang. You're dad said he had no idea where you were. The end. Our fucking work schedules are out until sept 2nd, so let me know if you would like to hang out and I'll check my fucking schedule. The reason I put the word "fucking" in front of anything when I'm speaking of work, is so everyone knows I know I'm not important and that I hate my job. I just can't do anything about schedules that are out too far. This was a long message. Anyway, congratulations again. I'd like to see them. When I was in a taroh reading a long time ago, the lady was talking about someone I know becoming pregnant. She was a little off on the timing, but I can't help thinking she was talking about you. She was a little odd too, and her tooth fell out during the reading, so you never know.
from princesjazmo :
oh! please, you must tell me what it was for! and if he's fat! also, i got my first ultrasound on friday, my mom did it, and i got pictures. i'll have to show you! they're amazing! =^.^= ---- who can take a sunrise/sprinkle it with dew?!
from the-director :
Hey, Just checking in to see how you're doing. Been in any plays lately? Never forget that you're an extraordinary talent!
from dirtyboots :
Hi there! I just clicked on your diary randomly and then found myself reading zillions of entries. You've got a nice writing style and I really enjoyed the content. Awesome design as well. Bye bye!
from christ666 :
hey love. i've tried calling your cell and your house a couple times. i even left a message. but i just wanted to tell you i miss you. call me soon...
from myagi :
LETS PLAY SOME TETRIS MOTHERFUCKER!!!
from nelapsi :
SO I'm a terrible human and thought yesterday was actually wednesday day all day until this morning when my mom called and I realized through our conversation (which was confusing at first) that I somehow lost a day. I'm sorry! Maybe another day, perhaps when I'm not misplacing days - I guess not having a job will do that to you. Love you, miss you!
from kibitzer :
live while you have a life to live! That is what i say! I love you and I know in the end that you will do what is good for you! 06/30/06
from princesjazmo :
i know, sex right! anyway, i've known intuitionally for about 6 weeks, but i didn't go to take any offical doctory test until the 20th. names, well, if its a girl Kari Jean and if its a boy Vincent Zaphod. and i'm most definitely not pulling your leg! i would show you the doctor's slip thing if i hadn't misplaced it! i don't even know! I'M HAVING A BABY:) =^.^=
from princesjazmo :
no prob, i was more than happy to help. just let me know whats going on. as for "da baby", yup, joey and i are having a baby! i'm about 2 months along! isn't that insane?!
from sundance-99 :
Stephi! I been missin you and thinkin of callin and, you know.. hangin out an shit. ^_^ You think and Trey would wanna party sometime? Catcha later girl! -Calvin
from princesjazmo :
if there is any doubt in your mind that you would not enjoy italy to the full extent it deserves, don't go. a year does seem like a long time, but to spend that year learning a new culture, seeing and meeting new characters, and being closer to the man that you love? that sounds great to me (besides you miss enough as it is, don't you think, and its just the beginning of his tenure there)! if you're still debating, weigh your options a little more. how much would you actually get to see trey? roughly how long would you have to wait to start school if you went? are you really all that anxious to start school? will you have an opportunity like this again? "I guess what I'll do is just work on admission, and if I don't make it in, I'll move to Italy and when I come back, I'll try again." i don't know how much you believe in fate, but i believe in it loads (probably a little too much) and if the decision wasn't all that clear to me, i would do exactly what i quoted. if i didn't get in, i would know that it was my fate to go to italy. how long do you have to think about this? take as much time as you need, just make sure you don't cheat yourself, whether that be out of really starting you education, or spending a year in a place outside of your world. as for what i would do, let me just ask you this: wouldn't it be fun to stalk the pope and send him pictures of cats with hearts coming out of their butts?! =^.^=
from nelapsi :
Do I count as one of the three people??? I think its a huge chance that you shouldn't pass up. But thats just my first impression. Love you, miss you, I got fired today!
from punkigurli :
haha, i forgot i wrote that! here's a little background though, he was teasing me for having an online diary so i wrote in it for him because he was trying to find it on my computer and that way he'd have something to read! haha, it is a true statement though! ;)
from myagi :
"Everyone is given the option to not be creepy, but so many people don't go with that option." Oh yes, indeed. Now I'm off to google you, wink wink.
from princesjazmo :
yes, you have had your share of creeps, haven't you! pokorney=nostalgia. question: did you google your boyfriends name? thats cute. sadly, my diary didn't come up at all when i googled joey. anyway, i hope this stalker has enough sense to leave you alone. =^.^=
from princesjazmo :
lookit, thats my brother :) i'm going to guess that you watched "hedwig" quite recently. isn't it wonderful. i wish i was a gay man so i could dress in drag! also, WEEDS SUCK!!! =^.^=
from falconeye :
im up later than you lol. i would say id help u get rid of ur weeds, but i have no klue where u are lol. i havent seen or talked to u for a long time. i miss u. u were alwayz freakin awesome. well anywho, ttyl. luv ya -pope
from nelapsi :
i can't find the plastic for the laminator! *tear*
from explodingboy :
I am a huge fan of Stationary and office supplies!
from sundance-99 :
STEPHI!! I think of you lots, duh... Where are you now? I MUST SEE STEPHI!!
from kibitzer :
your girls are here for you always and you need a gathering, I for one, am right there. Name the time and place. You know Jessie is there for you too. Love you Steph. Sorry I couldn't see you at my party. I was sad but i totally understand! Hope to here from you again soon! 05-21-06
from falconeye :
hi steph. its been quite a while since we have talked. if u need someone to say stuff to, im willing to listen. im a pretty good listener and i dont judge. at any rate, luv ya. -pope
from naima101 :
Hey Sweet Thang (no, that is not a typo). I saw a big pot the other day and was reminded of our giant muffin and in turn the whole baking guild affair. It is a good memory. How are you?
from kibitzer :
i don't know if you read anymore but i locked my diary and you have a password. if you have e-mail or something i could send it. if you don't read... disreguard. Love Kristy 05-14-06
from kibitzer :
God, that's wonderful Steph. You sound so happy. I'm so happy for you. I hope eventually you and I can hang out. I really miss you. I wanna hear about your trip. I'm super jelous! Anyway, I'll let you know when I have a day off from both jobs! 04-18-06
from nelapsi :
17 march 2006
from nelapsi :
ours=Hours I love typos
from nelapsi :
If they hire me I will be so happy and pretty because I'm going to get fat working here. No matter how much I work out the fat will come, I will expand because nothing can overcome sitting for 8 fucking ours alone.
from christ666 :
i've got a proposition for you!!! call me!!!
from princesjazmo :
myers-briggs, right? i took that before i went to san francisco last year. i'm pretty close to yours, i'm infp. i have no advice for you, except that i feel your pain. =^.^=
from nelapsi :
hey! No, I've got nothing. Just bored. :)
from nelapsi :
Oh my god Stephanie! Did you know you had the sex with Jessica?
from myagi :
I'm so addicted to DDR! I do it daily, in workout mode (so I feel like I'm accomplishing something). One thought on the monologue--what about "Chicks?" You were so good at that!
from kibitzer :
stephy. I'm home now and I still haven't seen you. That is silly. I really miss you but things have been a little off lately. However, I'm totally free on Saturday if you're interested in a get together. Let me know! Love -02/21/06
from foolishbeat :
Nice to see life is going good for you. Phillipines eh? Sounds like a nice experience.
from nelapsi :
You're silly! My phone works now so I shall call you on my lunch break. Yep yep. It will be splinded. Love ya!
from talkingmoon :
Jessica!!!! Find a phone today, and call me!!! I want to give you my address and directions but I don't want to do it on the internet. I'll be home pretty much all day with Trey's phone with me. Give me a jingle and we'll lay down some chit chat.
from nelapsi :
I could do that! Yep yep. I have a date Firday night in Caldwell with Jon so I'll just spend the night at my mom's (or whats left to the night) and I will pick you up Saturday morning and eat pancakes!!! I love pancakes! I don't have a fax that I know of. :( But I do love you! :) I was thinking about Seth all night last night, I think he misses us as much as we miss him.
from nelapsi :
Aw yes, the 4th. So, James isn't smart and was leaving the mail on the table without telling me so I thought I just wasn't getting any until he finally showed me and I got an inventation to the thing on sat too! But I didn't keep it... so its good that you're cool. What time, where, and such and I'm all your's?
from falconeye :
hey stephy. i dont know if u will read this, or if u even really kare to remember me, but i really wanted to say hi and wutnot. i know how you feel about the not wanting to have to talk/think about the future anymore. i feel the same way... at any rate, i hope ur doing alright at least. i havent talked to u for a long time. hope u have a good time in the phillipines -pope (or john, or jasmines brother, whichever u prefer)
from christ666 :
i don't know if you read this at all, but i need to talk to you soon. i don't have very much time to say what i will, but, it's important that i get to you. i understand if you're busy and all, so i'm not expecting anything... but if you can, give me a call. my number is 412-6825...
from nelapsi :
I have fantastic news! But I can't tell you in this place because they are watching! (dramatic music in the background) I'm going to call you most likely before you even read this. love ya!
from naima101 :
Hey Baby, I love you. I meant to go find your house the entire Christmas Break, but being the lazy, unmotivated fuck that I am, I did not. I hope I see you next time I'm there. Sounds like your life is one amazing thing after another. How's it going?
from sundance-99 :
stephi stephi stephi stephi stephi stephi!!!!! i misses yer head! goosfraba!
from princesjazmo :
i know its late but, happy birthday! i hope you had a good one. =^.^=
from kibitzer :
I hope you know that you have 100% support from me. I understand that your dreams and ideals change constantly. You're human and your options in this life are limitless. I'm so excited to be transfering to BSU. I miss you and I'll be able to see you. You and I have always been able to connect in that silly way! See you soon. 11/15/05
from kibitzer :
Thanks Stephy. I always love hearing from you. I miss you so much and I miss the fun times we've had. I know that we should be having more. The big change I've been considering is transfering to BSU and moving to Boise. Jessie's thinking about moving back too. What do you think? I'm not sure of the details yet but I miss my friends and my family and this is the way to have my own life as well as being a part of others. We'll talk soon! 10/24/05
from myagi :
What? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!
from nelapsi :
I'm coming home on Monday night and I'll be there until Thursday. At some point we need to have a date. And at another point you need to visit your home in Twin Falls. Just because you moved away doesn't mean you have to stay away. Love you very much!
from kibitzer :
It seems that our spirit friend comes to those who need him and you probably need him most right now. You have to come see us soon! You know, come to think of it, I had a rather peculiar dream last night and I had forgotten it until now... huh... I miss you. 10/04/05
from nelapsi :
Thank you Stephanie! Your love always picks me up. I miss you somethin awful! Good to read life is going well. Love you very much...
from kibitzer :
Oh how i miss you! I'm so happy for everything that is well in your life and I wish you all the best! I guess sometimes you just need a break, because you're headed right back to school in the Spring. I hope you stick with it. Just keep telling yourself that it will be worth it in the end! 08/29/05
from naima101 :
Yay, stumblng!! Shit! Damn! Bitch fish! We will do that. We should bake once again. Hehehe....remember when your car wouldnt start and then you told it everything would be ok and it started? That is a defining moment in my life. My headaches are gone from antibiotics, but the antibiotics make me nauseas. I'm not sure if that was a good trade. Remember the band? That band rocked.
from sir-sancho :
Steph, next time you guys float the river let me know cause Vanessa and I have an apartment right next to where you guys get off at. Takes like 5 mins to walk to the apartment. Ill make some koolaid for you guys or something next time!!.......................bye!!!!!
from naima101 :
Hey Darlin', I miss you. Brett and I were thinking about tracking you down the other day. However...we don't really know how to track people down. We would be bad private dicks (hehe). Where are you living? What's your phone number? Are you happy? Can I shine your shoes? "Por que Maria!?" "Yo no se!"
from summer-donna :
Sumander Palooaz Independence Day Campout Blowout Special!!! - In honor of Summer and Amanda moving and Daniela's slurpee face's Sunday, July 3rd, 9:00pm @ Summer�s House *Fireworks *Food *Fun! Bring Company! Be there, or be square� :)
from princesjazmo :
Dear Dr Pepper, through a semi-reliable source, there is such a thing as fake honey. I have not tested it, but I thought you should know. The source, my dad, says that he found it at your place of work. Other than the urgent alert, I hope you are doing well. Have a stupendous day!!! =^.^=
from littleafrob :
hey, please call me sometime. i've missed you and i want to see you sometime. 8697996
from hispindian :
donkey konga is the best game EVER!!!!!! i fear it is going to take over my life. oh yeah...did your madre tell you i saw her at wal mart awhile ago? she is funny. she called my grandparents gypsies!
from sundance-99 :
It's good to have you back Stephi. Even if you are so far away.
from naima101 :
I got legs.
from repandant :
Aww Stephy Krap sometimes I think we live parallel lives. Yay for love and the pursuit of fabulous adventure.
from mrzmarmon :
why so happy...how long will it be a secret???
from mrzmarmon :
yeah....thanks... I love being someone's favorite queer. better than being someone's favorite lesbian...wink wink. SO yeah...about "zucco" I hope you had a little fun. I wasn't much of a host. sorry bout that. I really enjoyed seeing you as well. I'm there for you anytime you need a shoulder to cry on. I love it. so yeah...i missed you so much, and hanging out again made me realize it all over again. I LOVE MY KRAP CAKES!
from mrzmarmon :
wow....well...i did it... i did the unthinkable and im so glad you are there for me. i love you krapcakes. thank you so much for being there for me....
from mrzmarmon :
KRAParamma! it was nice to hear from you. are you comming this way anytime soon. I've some things to tell you! i miss u muy mucho and cant wait to see you soon. love you bunches my poop diggen pal!
from mrzmarmon :
hey steph...i've called a couple of times and i guess either you are not calling me back or getting the messages...but okay. well call me...we have much to catch up on. okay i love you zach
from talkingmoon :
Hello, you Stephanie Park, you! Get your head out of your fucking ass and start smelling things other than your own fecies! Live, damnit! LIVE!
from princesjazmo :
here i am. sitting in the math lab eating mike & ikes, saving the strawberry ones for last, and thinking of you. i realized i haven't written you a note in a hella long time. lets be nostalgic for a moment, shall we. remember when jason was being a used wad of toilet paper and i said he was cybering a 40 year old man over the internet. once we had to make up a physics lab after school and we were mega tired and i accidentally wrote fart instead of part or something and we couldn't stop laughing (at least i think that was you). remember vegan brownies and strawberry crush. you collapsing in an aisle at walmart when you found out something was vegan. ahhh, good times! even though its hard sometimes, i'm glad we moved to twin together. i'm going to miss you tons when we move away. =^.^=
from littleafrob :
hey it was good to talk to ya buddy! the fish is made of stars!
from aslanarmygrl :
Stephanie!! I miss you lot's!! I hope You are doing okay! I love you lot and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots more lots! Okay???
from kibitzer :
Thank you for the note. It pleased me to the point of a small giggle! I love you and your happiness. 03/28/05
from ditrying :
may i say one thing please?...i miss you...hope that all is well..
from true-diamond :
hey moon have fun at the airport???? hehehehe ur diary is kool have a great weekend. True-Diamond
from flaggirl08 :
its time to change its time to rearrange. i wish i had a pair of cop pajamas! see you soon.
from purrrtykitty :
Ooohhhh! KRAP! Thank you so much, chica! You know what's funny? A girl just walked into the computer lab and she's wearing that jacket you used to wear - the green one with the blue armpit stripes and the tan arms. Didn't you have one like that? Anywayz. It looks dumb on her. Oh, and I miss you!!!
from nelapsi :
Thank you so very much for the guestbook signing. I love you a lot. :D
from myagi :
Hello hat-crapper! If you want a discounted ticket to Grease ($8) I need to know TODAY! Please call me at school 733-8823. I love you!
from repandant :
Thank you Stephy Park! Also, PETA is most definitely not an eco-terrorist organization. They are a pro-cuddle institution.
from crimsonfrost :
Steph, P.E.T.A.=Eco-Terrorists! are you an eco-terrorist Steph? I hope not, THEY ARE FUCKEN NUTS!! this one time, in the fall here (SLC), they were fucken dowtown in their BOXERS/TIDY WHITIES and it was like 40 degrees outside and they were all "WE'D RATHER BE NAKED THAN WEAR ANIMAL FUR!" with signs and shit, this one punk dude was fucken HAWT, buut, THEY ARE FUCKING CRAZY!!!!! XD .//Neur0manCer
from mrzmarmon :
hey stephy! boy o boy do i miss you and i being so incredibly close together. we used to tell eachother everything and talk so late into the night. this time last year, both of our dreams of going to new york would soon be reality. we would talk about what our futures held for us and what plans we had. growing old together...all that stuff. you know. i don't have to remind you. i was thinking about you today. you meant the world to me and you still do. i love you so much as a friend. i hope all is well and i hope to see you soon! boise+moxie+tea+hours of talking= zach and steph together again! i hope to see you soon. you can email me too at zachmarmon.mail.boisestate.edu...i check that everyday! love you cheese turds- zach
from naima101 :
You'll get to see Brett be a star next year, but this is the only year I gots damnit!
from littleafrob :
i was just thinking about you today, well not you at first it was your car. i just remember the time you let me drive it. i miss that car and you. mostly you so i better see you at the musical damnit or my butt will wail with grief!
from cookie-2969 :
Are you going to BSU next fall? I would be oh so excited if you were! I remember you wanting to come up here, but didn't know what was decided on. I miss you guys!
from foolishbeat :
Depeche Mode is love. Gloomy and depressing love, but love nonetheless. :)
from cookie-2969 :
But I live in Nampa....Im so sad. ;) If this is the only thing I will learn from the past two years, it's been worth it: It may not get better, it might even get worse. But you will get through it. And surviving this time after highshcool is something I've been really proud of. It wasn't usually pretty, and it wasn't ever easy, but I'm still here. Kat Yeary always said she hated Caldwell because of this glass bubble thats surrounds it. I couldn't see it at the time. Stripping away what has be ingrained into your mind as reality, and "normal", almost makes you feel like your going completely crazy sometimes. And seeing things in a harsher light will take a long to time to adjust to. My eyes still haven't. I love you. This isn't really advice, but I wish someone had let me know I wasn't crazy. Ok well I am, but I already knew that.
from myagi :
HELP! I need a copy of Chicks...do you have one? Let me know immediately please!
from crimsonfrost :
Wall of Sound We are born alone and lonely we remain When we learn to speak we speak to hear a voice As the years go by we learn a thousand words Then we try to talk to curse the silent sky Like diamonds in the ground We are waiting to be found In silence we are bound By the wailing wall of sound Want to break the shell and cut the puppet strings With our primal screams that echoes back inside Want to pierce the noise and make our voices heard To the distant shapes that wonders who we are We must put aside the weapons of our minds Cross the no man's land come with empty hands Overcome the fear to drop the last defence Speak forbidden words reach out beyond ourselves
from crimsonfrost :
*ghostly apparation appears before your eyes* hey stephy wefy!!! =D this is... well you probly remember me as "petey"? although I no longer go by that name. I just read your diary for the first time in like... 5 months..... OMGOSH! your so depressing! (not being sarcastic) I think you need to... see I dunno what your doing with your life right now, like.. I'm too lazy to go back and spend all day reading through your diary. see, I'd LOVE to do that and understand what is wrong with you. I just want to help you with your current situation that you seem to be going through right now. I'm pretty sure I could help you come up with a damn good motive and help you along... somehow.. maybe? what if I bribed you with a big tray of Pesto Delle Stregh (vegan witch soup, its fucking GOOD!)? O_o yea... I'm doing pretty good, you should give me a number in which I can contact you via the El TelePhono. lol *hugs* I love/miss you ALOT. TTYL sugar puffs! P.S.- YOU BETTER MAKE A COMMENT BACK TO ME.. OR ELSE! P.S.S.- My journal is currently in the process of being made into a totally better one, so for now its a simple format so you peoples can read it.
from myagi :
I love you, Bean, and I think you are being rational. What you are requesting is absolutely reasonable. Stay strong.
from littleafrob :
hey man, i miss you alot, to the max in fact. just thought i would let you know, so yeah thats about the size of it, what it is i'm not sure, it seems to be a.......
from myagi :
ATTENTION: Grease auditions are January 9 (Sunday) from 2-8 pm, and January 10 (Monday) from 5-9pm. Director is Fred Scheibe (amazing) and recommends comfortable clothes because he will teach you an easy dance combination. Prepare a song from the show, or something in that style. I have an accompaniment CD and I can copy a song for you if you want--let me know. Grease is a 20-person cast. Sharon Warner at 733-7321 has more details. I'm doing this...I hope some of you will audition with me. If I can work up the courage to sing, so can you.
from kibitzer :
Where are you Stephy? Why can't I find you? Why have you gone away? My world is changing. I'm rearanging... Stephy, I miss you and I want you back!!! I hope your Christmas and New Year were wonderful. Kiss. Hug. Love!
from cookie-2969 :
What happened to you? I don't think your confused. I would tell you what I think, however as you said you don't want advice. But I will take your advice and keep my mouth shut. Because it will be the best way to save whatever friendship we have. But I love you my dear.
from foolishbeat :
hello miss park
from talkingmoon :
Hello self. You've lost yourself somewhere, but you'll find yourself again. Where is your tolerance? Where is your heart? Don't forget what you love, and how much better life is when you're happy. It's a note to self. I needed something uplifting said to me. And done.
from summer-donna :
Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!
from mrzmarmon :
hey you...i can't wait to see you again!! yah! i hope you had a wonderful turkey day...thanks for telling me happy birthday...you made me happy when my day was down. hehe well...i wanted to tell you happy birthday as well my little poop ball! 19...fair warning...isn't any better than 18! love ya
from christ666 :
Bitch!!!!!! I love you and miss you and wish I could see you and hope that you are doing well and hope that Trey is giving you lots of love and perhaps some deep dickin' and I love you and miss you and I wish I could call you but you are so far away and I am so far here and I love you and I miss you and Thanksgiving is almost here with the turkey's and the stuffing and when the pilgrims dined with the indians (native americans) and the Jews and the martians and I love you and miss you. I will call you soon. I miss you, and I love you. Bastard
from aslanarmygrl :
Hi Stephanie, you silly, I think about you all the time! of course I remember you! One time I thought I heard your laugh in the halls and looked around but you weren't there :( and then I was sad..because I think I was hallucinating cause I miss you! lol! But anywho, I just want you to know that you are a dear and I hope to see or hear from you soon! I love you so much!
from fallingport :
This is Mike Sharp. Fallingport is my new name. Cute eh? Let me know how you are.
from mrzmarmon :
hey butternuts! my birthday is on thanksgiving this year and i can see alcohol at walsmart!! WOOT WOOT! i love it. so yeah.... you know...i talk about you all the time when i'm with my new friends. (none of which will ever replace the friendship with you((the one I will treasure forever))) you seem to be in every story that leaves my mouth. its great fun, and it makes me sad to remember the times when we were always together and to the times now, when i don't have you. tear. i miss you so freaking much. you have no idea...if i could take a bubble and go back in time i would find out what and where and when things went wrong and i would POP the bubble, jump out, and start over. WOWZERS..if only life were so easy huh??!! but yeah...i hope i get to see you very soon. it'll be wired....im gonna give you the biggest bear hug and i might even butter you if you are lucky!!! :) so how goes it??? how is school??? boyfriend???? do you party??? life in general??? IM doing okay...i work two full time jobs and go to school, i've really slacked off this semseter and im failing 3 of 5 classes so that really sucks ass, but next semester i know i will do much better, because if i don't ill get kicked out!!! im doing 26 credits next semester as well, so that will make up what i fucked up now. yeah...hope u got that. no girlfriends yet...lots of hickeys and makeouts every now and then but not one girl friend...damn it all... maybe im a lot uglier than i thought. hmmmmmm what else what else....im probably forgetting to tell you loads and i don't know what it would be, but i know im forgetting. so yeah...well i hope to hear from you soon. either on [email protected] (i check that everyday) or 208-629-9771 (cell) i can call yu if i had a number! :) well yeah...so i loves and and just to remind you... i always will and i think about you all the time! zach
from littleafrob :
Steph, you should do what makes you happy, not what others want you to, this seems like really basic and obvious advice but sometimes people need to hear it to believe it.
from myagi :
Have you considered piracy? You'd make a wonderful Dread Pirate Roberts!
from mannymctowny :
hey steph. thanks for the note. i hope school is going great. i still miss you.
from myagi :
Thursday 2:30 pm in my room at MVHS...be there or be a pimple on the butt of the world.
from nelapsi :
Whouldn't it be really funny if the CSI tower turned out to be a secret rocket ship that NASA has been hiding from the government. And we found the big red button that says "Do not push" in a little boy's voice, and naturally we pushed it and the whole thing took off with us hanging on. Just think, we could land on the stars... that is if we didn't explode on the way up.
from myagi :
Don't you just love Gene Loranger?
from littleafrob :
kidlet...not sure where that name came from, i'll just roll with it..uuumm... oh yeah! i am down and can be for the sam o lanterns. in fact we should find the fruits most befitting holidays and make lanterns i mean come on... ov-o-lanterns for mothers day (like overies)!
from myagi :
If I thought it would make any difference in this one-party state, I'd vote for Badnarjak (sp).
from stg-mngr :
Of course I remember you!!! Thanks for the note and the compliment :) how are things going for you?
from myagi :
He doesn't think of you as Ismene. He thinks you are capable of playing Ismene. At least that's what he told me. She is, after all, the most fascinating character in the play.
from nelapsi :
Heres a semi-creepy thought... I'm siting in your dining room. Perhaps more... humm... well I don't know but I'll be seeing you soon in class.
from nelapsi :
I was wondering where the coat rack went. Learn to control yourself, woman!
from christ666 :
I'm coming to visit on Thursday. Yay!
from moonblaze :
leaving you a love note. i love you! if you would have come to me in the "baby, i love you" game, i would definatly have given you a smile. if ever you need one come to me and i'll give you one.
from nelapsi :
Just a happy pointless note with no other point other than that I'm bored.
from littleafrob :
i hope i get to see you when you come to town, i miss you too, i know that at some point i will come to twin and stay at your nice house, and i still have all the pictures you did for me.
from mrzmarmon :
thats awesome....the good ole' days.... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....
from crimsonfrost :
"I am tired and emotional and tired. I realized that I cannot sleep next to someone, no matter how pleasant. Well, if I ever want to fucking get hitched, I better get used to it, huh?" -YOU Stephy... you remember the time we were at Jessica's mom's house... and we both couldn't stop laughing for the life of us? =) I wish you could have more of those times, even when I'm not around... =) I still love you alot! and Miss you and think of you! when you say "Well, if I ever want to fucking get hitched" do you mean "GET LAID"? O_o its best to do that during the nighty-night time. *giggles* I have a really nice b/f. hes SO fucking sweet. Maybe you can meet him one day.... .. .... meanwhile... its also always fun to play the "nervous" "game" with guys. ;) See how far you can go. :). and if you think you need it... GET DRUNK! lmao its MUCH more fun that way. ;) *hugs* I'll ttyl! .//Neur0manCer
from mrzmarmon :
yeah...so i found this old note you gave me at the end of sophomore year, and then i found about 30 more....good times....i miss them much... really wish things could go back to how they were... I MISS YOU
from mrzmarmon :
yeah...so much for that huh??? oh wells...hope to see you soon!
from mrzmarmon :
im comming to visit on saturday...if its okay....but i need an address and phone number
from mrzmarmon :
More ass than you'll ever see!!! hehehehe the teacher told me i know how to work it and use my ass. she said its hot. fun stuff.
from anirus :
Hey steph. its surina. i found ur diary ive read some. missing u and everyone who left. luv ya
from myagi :
OPEN-HEART SURGERY!!!!!
from sir-sancho :
STEPH!!!!!! Sry I forget sometimes that other people have notes. Whats UP!. I've been doing a whole lot of nothing just going to school and what not. I serious miss all of you, school is not the same. There are so many sugar monsters and esays running around. I fear for my life when I go into P.E. I'm going to end up shanked in the showers watch. Well I hope I get to come down some time and visit all of you. I'll even make everyone dinner. Well I hope you do good in college. Drop me a letter sometime. BYE!
from summer-donna :
STEPH!!! Hi!!! I miss you bunches and munches! I hope I'm going to get a chance to come up and visit all of you in Twin with Ben soon, so yeah!
from mrzmarmon :
hey...i don't know if this helps...but you know how they do studies and such on chicks who are skinny and stuff cause of what they see in Hollywood. Or you can even do stuff on how a lot of people think you are gay by choice and not born gay?? I don't know if im going in the right direction?
from mrzmarmon :
yeah i know where you are comming from, but at least i have a car. i have it a little easier. i just got hired at the place you most dread. the place that is taking over our very world. wal-mart. its not going to be too bad. i'll be a cashier and yeah. it'll be...interesting. the guy offered me an internship for my sophomore/junior year of college because of my major, and lets just say i was still there, i would be able to make probably around $15 or more an hour with an internship and thats really good. so yeah. not much else goin on here in my life. when you say next year you might be comming this way, do you mean in the spring, or next fall....or are you undecided in both??? hope for the sooner but either way...it'll be nice to see a friendly face. i miss you...and being dumb together. hmmmmm i signed up for the democrat on campus club. it'll be fun. i hope...i just don't want bush to be prez...im not all for kerry either, but id rather have him than bush anyday. hmmmmmm i think thats it for now. i miss you and love you and hope to hear from you asap. i understand that we are both busy so if i don't hear from you for awhile again...i promise to wait and be patient. well good luck with getting settled and all and finding a job. tell everyone i say hello. i miss them all! may the force be with you! loves- zach
from mrzmarmon :
thats fine...i love you anyways...the message i was really refering to was the huge as long one i sent! i asked you some questions and such...hope to come and visit you soon. loves- zach
from mrzmarmon :
hey you...don't know if you are getting my messages or not...im glad you had an interesting weekend. zach
from mrzmarmon :
hey stephy...i hope you call me when you are down...i want to hug you!!! and give you your cd...maybe meet your man! loves- zach
from caldwell-kid :
when I come down do you want to psych me? I need a good psyching.
from foolishbeat :
Hope your college experience is going good so far...
from summer-donna :
I miss you... I miss everyone. School is so stupid now.
from toddkingsize :
I miss you too! Im gonna try to come visit everyone as soon as I can. Dont have too much fun. Luv ya Todd
from mrzmarmon :
hey stephy..its nice to hear from you? i love my psychology professor. she is so amazing and outta this world. she really gets into her lectures and loves to scream just for fun. its great. the book we are learning out of is PSYCHOLOGY seventh edition in modules. i really think i'm going to do well in this class. i didn't think it would be so interesting....i've only had the class twice and i love it. i got outta english 102 and went to 101...i could use some practice with my writing so i dunno. i already had to write a paper as well, it only had to be a page but it ended up being 6 pages. i think i got an A on that one. How are all of your other classes? I love all my classes and all my professors so far are great. Suprising at how young most of them are...I thought I'd have a bunch of older peoples but nope...only my math and International Relations Teacher. THat international relation course is going to be very challenging and I'm excited about that...it will give me something to do. We've only been in school sice monday and it already is so freaking overwhelming...don't get me wrong, I love it, but i'm so tired...yesturday... i couldn't find parking and had to park like 1.5 miles away from my only class. I work in the library for 3 or 4 hours each day...BORING. but its a job and it pays 6.75 an hr. so not to bad for sitting on my ass shrink wrapping books all day...right??? well hope to hear back from you soon. i hope we can keep eachother updated and such. i didn't realize how much i missed you...i mean we didn't see eachother at all this summer until a week before you were gone, and even then we were both busy. don't have many friends yet, but then again i haven't really tried. my hair is brown. i've been asked out, but i told her we should just be friends for now...shes nice and all but i have my mind set on someone else. well love hope all is well and hope to hear from you soon. loves- zach
from the-director :
Have fun! You will love college classes (unless you're taking a math class--you might not love it). Let me know if you guys need anything, and I want to be invited to shows!
from cookie-2969 :
Thank you so much! I Love you Cooter, ya make me smile.
from cookie-2969 :
Cooter I'm glad your happy. Im coming down there the 28th to see the play Dusty's in. Will you be there? I hope so, I want to come see the house and everything too.
from mrzmarmon :
hey stepy cakes- wish i could have said goodbye...i'm glad you are happy! we will see eachother again...soon i hope. laters and "loves it"- zach
from the-director :
You guys have to stay in touch with me! I want to come see shows you're involved with in Twin, too!!
from crimsonfrost :
-My Stephyness... ---> Steph, I don't know what is going on, what is your phone number? I would love to call you sometime soon! I need to hear your voice again.. :( I think I forgot what it sounds like, I haven't seen you in forever and I REALLY miss you and I think that it would be good for me and you to talk. really. I don't understand why your life is going down-hill, but everytime I read your diary, I seriously get sad and wish that I could be your crying shoulder, haha, :) remember that song? "I'llll beee, your crying shoulder, I'll bee the greatest man of youur liiife." yea lol (except for the greatest man thing, I'm kinda gay lol but I still love yout to death) :) Steph, I am totally with you on the being scared shit. I came down here at the raw age of 17, and I'm on my own... this sucks because I'm getting my ged still, 99% of my friends here think that I'm 20... I know its a bad thing, lying is one thing that I hate most, but its a long story. I am currently working at s'not gothic (hot topic) blahh... its OKAY, not as interesting as I thought it would be, i mean, its not that bad but its not the best place for me to be working at right now. Steph, is it insecurity that your most affraid of? I don't know about you, but thats how it sounds with me, I'm so fucking afraid of success.. I don't know why, its stupid really... but mostly, I think that I have the same fear that you do.. its about the whole growing up thing.. it really is scary and I'm trying my hardest... I think I just need to talk to you on the phone. so-- Stephyness' phone number is > (208) ***-**** O_o :)I love you and am constantly thinking of you. =D - .//Neuromancer
from mrzmarmon :
hey you...sorry i didn't make it over to your house...my mom wasn't home as planned and i didn't have a car. so yeah....i'll get your cd to you before you go i hope... if not i guess i can mail it or give it to your boyfriend when and if i see him at school. lots of love my stephy
from princesjazmo :
i want to hear your song now. i have recovered from my magical barfing bonanza so i won't be nauseous after you sing to me. i'll call ya tomorrow =^.^=
from caldwell-kid :
*insert some stupid mindless catch phrase I say sometimes*... see you later.
from nelapsi :
It was pretty scary, I haven't been able to sleep in my room since. I don't feel any negative energy, I guess I'm just scared. When I get my strength back we should get together with Seth. Love you lots!
from mrzmarmon :
you sound as lost and confused as I do at the moment. I hope things go better for you...lots of love- zach
from foolishbeat :
hello stephanie :)
from purrrtykitty :
YOU'RE INVITED! See my diary for details!
from mrzmarmon :
Thinking of you all the time...can't wait 'till we talk about things, and where we went wrong....love you mucho!! zach
from kibitzer :
I too feel this overwhelming feeling. Lost. Confused, but oh so ready. Miss you still. Can't wait 'till I see you everyday! We'll have classes together too! mmmmmmm.... it's gonna be great.
from mrzmarmon :
Thank you stephy....thats all I wanted...a quick hello....now at least I know that we might be able to savage our friendship....as I said...call me or something and we can hang out before you go to twin??? 388-8586 I love you and thank you much for the hi. I miss your laugh, smile, voice, humor, YOU! love ya- zach
from mrzmarmon :
Stephy....I really think this will be my last time...I'm sorry for whatever I did wrong, but I miss you...call me or something, I can never seem to get ahold of you....are you still at wal-mart? Please call me or email me or [email protected] or [email protected] just want to talk to you. We had such an amazing friendship at one point in time, and even if we will never be able to get that back, maybe we can at least be friends...remember all of our hopes and dreams together and all of our long talks into the night.... I miss you steph, and I guess if you don't write back or something, then that means that we can no longer be friends in your eyes. I really hope to hear from you, even if its only a quick "hey...can't talk long" kind of hi. PLEASE get ahold of me. I always thought that we would have eachother to hold on to and talk to and I miss you sooooooo much. I love you- zach
from purrrtykitty :
Thankie!
from missafaye :
hey stephy. how r u? i'm good. i miss u! i miss ur energy!!! i'm in summer school right now and it's so boreing. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i hope ur summer vacay is awesome. love ya's,melissa
from kibitzer :
He's gone? Noooo.... I never even said "hi". I miss someone I've never even met. I love you steph. Can't wait 'till you QUIT your job! You're probably loaded with dollars by now. Good for you. I need a job so bad. Just waiting to move. Still no luck on house-searching. I think we just need you! I'll try again tomorrow. We'll find something... Love you. Miss you! - kristy
from mannymctowny :
hey steph. you have a great diary. what's this i hear of a boyfriend and hating walmart? fill me in. -amandatownsend
from mrzmarmon :
stephy- really glad to see that you're as happy as you are....and you said it would never happen! call me or email me....i miss you!
from kibitzer :
it just isn't fair...
from mrzmarmon :
hey stephy just sayin hi....wish you would get back to me, ive tried calling you. call me 388-8586 zach
from crimsonfrost :
*situations like these: Icon of Coil* serenity is the devil, we caress our solitude conversations with silence... a stick right through our mind embraced by shimmering water, we could die for a brief of the wind slowly we suffocate in the vain of eternity we've never been close to them the distance is our shield the texture of our bodies an alliance of broken dreams we'll flout away with the tide in situations like these feel the storm builds up inside burn the infected wounds we caress our solitude alone with serenity
from crimsonfrost :
hey, what are you doing? at THIS moment RIGHT NOW!? O_o... because I'm sitting here listening to this song that reminds me alot of you and my eyes are wattering cause I miss you so very much, and I really wish the best for you each day that passes, and I hope your life will get better every day. omg... I just got caught looking at some guy's package... *hides* O_O *peaks*... okay hes gone now. :) lol *un-hides* even though you don't even know what band it is except that its my most FAV band in the entire world. and yea. I'm done. - Fro$T- -P.S. - I need your address because I have a little something something I want to send to you.. ;)
from crimsonfrost :
hi stefy weft, am I one of the ouigy girls?
from mrzmarmon :
hey steph...great to hear that you have a boy friend. Sounds like you two had/have fun. Im glad you're happy. I hope to hear from you soon, i tried calling you a couple of times and its usually busy....other times i talked to your mom...she says you're doing fine. Well later- zach
from summer-donna :
Hey Steph! Ok, I'm having this girls night out make-up/make-over crazy party thingy this Thrusday night at 7 p.m. and I wanted to invite you to come. It's at my house, and yeah, I hope to see you there because I miss you! Love, Summer
from kibitzer :
Just you stay up there for as long as you like. I too know that wonderful feeling of floating and soaring through the sky. We HAVE to meet and hang out soon though!
from christ666 :
I've been trying to get a hold of you to see how your date went. Hope it's going well. Trey seems impressed, and he said he had a blast so. Let me know. Love you.
from dazzlerain :
loved reading your diary, brought insights.. :) email me at [email protected]
from mrzmarmon :
hey girl....i miss you much. I miss everyone....but i think of you most. I feel so lost without you. This is the longest that we've ever gone without talking. Almost a month. What happened??? I miss you. zach
from kibitzer :
Everything happens for a reason and it generally happens exactly when it's supposed to... I love you!
from nelapsi :
Dearest Talkingmoon, I hope all is going well in the life of a Stephanie. I come home in five days less than a month, I'm excited. I haven't felt Seth since I've been here. OH! The threate I'm working at has a ghost. I was on the light booth alone and I was on a telex. I kept hearing footsteps coming up to me, pausing, then walking away from me. Then there was a crashing sound but nothing fell, followed by giggles and an "ops." I told Austin (Austin and Marci were on the other end of the telex) that I swore there was a ghost on the booth with me and they were surprised that the ghost made himself noticeable to a new person. They call him Oscar, and he causes trouble, moves props and such, but they said he's also helpful. He'll focus lights before the electriction gets to them. It seems mostly everyone there who has been there for at least a semester has a story to tell about Oscar, I think its awsome that such a large group of people accept him, they are the drama kids. Anyways, this is a long note. Its an e-mail in note form. I'll see you soon and love and miss you lots!
from naima101 :
I love you. You are Stephanie, and I don't know of anyone who pulls it off as well as you.
from exit43 :
Let Jasmine talk her shit. I didn't cyber Amy. It's innocent. As long as you know that, this will be the last time I ever talk to you.
from kibitzer :
Personally, My life is better because I met you. Don't be silly. You are more than loved by many. Just remember that we all have off-days. We all have good and bad characteristics, too. They are what make us human! I love you. -Kristy
from princesjazmo :
i couldn't be happier. i've found a best friend. a best friend that truly cares about me and that i truly care about. thats really rare. at least for me. don't worry about jason, he's dating a "girl". i bet he's cybered with "her". ew. anyway, i couldn't and wouldn't ask for anyone different. your my best friend. i'll talk to you later. =^.^=
from sundance-99 :
My dear Stephanie How I miss you! I'm here and Moscow with Jess, and having good times - we're going for a pick-nik in Washington today, where we will SWIM!! - but I haven't gotten to come attack you at work, and I didn't get to say fairwell. poo. We were going to spend sometime with you before we left, because it was on a wednsday, but didn't get too. Oh well, we'll be home soon and I will hunt you down. Bye for now Calvin
from exit43 :
I just always assumed you hated me. Like you always said we're gonna be friends and stuff like that but then you just totally make me feel bad for even trying. You make me feel like shit when I talk to you, that's why I never say anything, I'm just trying to be as friendly as I can and you are just making it difficult for me. All I wanted was for you to follow through and be my friend. I'm sorry I got so upset, I still am upset but if we could ever make up for it I don't want you to be mad forever because of a huge misunderstanding.
from kibitzer :
Still missing you. You sound lost these days. Then again, isn't everyone right now? Well, how's the Walmart? Good still? I wish I had a job........ I need dollars bad......... I love you. I'll be home next weekend. I really hope to see you soon. I'm feeling a bit - Stephy-less and that's bad!
from kibitzer :
omg. i miss you so much! i'm trying out this new business thing. one of these days i'll get ahold of you and see if you wanna join. it's part-time only! oh guess what - vegitarian for over a week and going strong. same for calvin. we'll be vegan when we move. wish i could now... i got some awesome vegan recipies from peta. i can't wait to try them out. we need a twin group meeting soon!
from purrrtykitty :
Hey, Krap! I just wanted to stop by and tell you that I miss you and want to see you NOW! Do you work at Wal-Mart now? If so, I'll have to stop by. :)
from nelapsi :
I was just thinking of you stephanie. I miss you very much and I'm rather homesick. I get comfort from staring at the diaryland screne. :( Loves to you!
from foolishbeat :
ohhh, stocking... is there anything it can't do? Oh wait... many things. Anyhoo have fun working at night.
from purplebanana :
Screw remembering your dreams and ideals - don't stop living them. Then you won't need to look back, because you'll be perfectly you in the here and now.
from princesjazmo :
i don't have anything to say, but i thought i'd leave a note. i'm so freaking tired. i can't stand it. see you tomorrow! =^.^=
from exit43 :
A smile and a hug and a little reminder to always be Stephy, because you're damn good at it, and if you lose touch with it, no one can replace you. Just remember that.
from nelapsi :
"Put your hand on a hot oven for five minutes and it feels like an hour. Sit next to a pretty girl for an hour and it feels like five minutes." - Albert Einstein... your entry reminded me of this quote...
from nelapsi :
"Don't be discouraged; everyone who got where he is, started from where he was."
from exit43 :
I would really like to talk to you sometime. I have been sort of sucky at the whole "friend" thing with everyone lately so I'd like to get back on track. Let me know whether or not you'd like to talk sometime.
from sundance-99 :
Dearest Stephinie (? - still not sure how to spell that... aren't I a dork?) Bestest of luck on getting your job at wal-mart, but I do hope you realize that, being the nocturnal freak that I am, you are quite likly to run into a bored Calvin searching friendly face every so often *Big Smiles!* umm.. Yea, well.. that's pretty much it.. I'm weird. Loves, Calvin.
from nelapsi :
Cookie's play = Can Act Theatre = Upper level Kartcher Mall.
from exit43 :
*Push :)
from crimsonfrost :
ooh yes, Steph, and one more thing, the address to where you can send me stuff is P.J. (VOA) 655 S. State Street Salt Lake City, Utah. 84111 loves :) -Frost
from crimsonfrost :
to add on to my last comment.. IF POSSIBLE, you need to.. MAKE LIKE A BABY! AND GET OUTTA THERE! lmao -Frost
from crimsonfrost :
uhmm hey Stephyness! I miss you so-and stuff, except I really do and I wish that I could be there to tell you its okay... but its not. not until you can get the fuck out of that SHIT HOLE STATE! THE WHOLE STATE! it all needs to be blown up! THE WHOLE ENTIRE STATE!!! Here in the big City of Salt Lake, I have met ALOT of interesting people- homeless people(alot)/train hoppers/ Hippies (my fav kind of people so far)/potheads/ ALL kinds! anndd Steph, there was this one Hippie that i just KNOW you would of fallen head over heels for, he was cute on the outside... but HIS WHOLE BEAUTY WAS HIS MIND! IT WAS ALL IN HIS HEAD! he mapped out a "rock opera" based on a Nirvana song, well the idea came from a Nirvana song, he was an artist, and when I met him, I thought... y'know.. steph would really enjoy this guy, he was VERY spontainious(ugh spelling), FUN TO BE AROUND, EXTREAMLY FUNNY, all of this, not to mention his physical features. the whole point being, Steph, you just need to GET OUT of idaho for awhile, you get to see.. hmm... People for People, its hard to explain, hmmm thats not a good enough explanation... uhmmmm... do you remember your trip to NY? yea, do you remember how it felt? all the energy? all the rush? yea, GET OUT OF IDAHO, that place is SO fucking boring! I know you will hang on to the bonds with the people there, but, YOU CAN STILL CONTACT THEM, its not like your going to dissappear off the face of the Earth. Anyways, the WHOLE ENTIRE point being, lol, THERE IS SOMEONE OUT THERE FOR YOU STEPH! you just have to look in the right places! And Idaho is definately NOT one of them, the only way to find kool people in idaho (ugh it makes me sick just to say that name) is via the internet. and thats IF you look in the right places. I love you steph, I'm not trying to bash or anything on you or anyone else, I'm just trying to tell you that THERE REALLY IS SOMEONE OUT HERE FOR YOU! okay? :) I really hope I made you feel better :) because I always liked doing that :) *hugs* I love you lots! I'll ttyl -Frost
from princesjazmo :
http://mattloaf1.diaryland.com/index.html go there. its funny. in a funny way. James Worthen, whodda thunk!
from sundance-99 :
P.S. My appoligies for the many typos, poorly worded sentances, and boring/cheesy/stupid/whatever context that it was all written. It is very late.
from sundance-99 :
Dear Steph, (shortened only because I'm not sure how you spell your name.) I've just read your diary. I'm happy you made the entry you did because it gives me an excuse to the break the ice on a subject I was unsure as to how I should aproach. I'm sad that you made the entry you did because this note seems like nothing more than someone trying to extend pity sympathy. A subject I was unsure how to aproach. I am to potentially live with or very near to you in Twin Falls. You, Jasmine, Jessica, Sylvia, And Kristy. All wonderful interesting people who I have, at least, a base friendship with. All except for you. I enjoy your company, and get excited when I see you, and stuff, but you and are really only friendly aquaintances. (appoligies on spelling..)I had recently resolved that would very much enjoy remedy-ing (... this is what we call poor wording.) this. I would totally like to get to know both you and Jasmine alot better. I really enjoy both your company but I don't really know either of you that well. And since it seems there's a pretty good chance that we are all to share a good chunk of our future, I want to share it as real friends. Y'know? I don't know. This is probably all wierd and stuff, and that's what I meant by breaking the ice on a funky subject. Anyway, like, I don't know, we go to the movies and coffee aot, and, if this little note doesn't like, completely terrify you, or make thoughts like "what dork" or "Finney" come to mind, I was thinkin you guys should come along when you can, if you wnat to. Or something. Kinda. Y'know? yea. So, anyway, sorry about the rediculously long little note and the wierd text it contains. I'll stop typing now. But, yea, see ya around and stuff. loves -Calvin.
from naima101 :
well, good thing i didn't leave you a note...ah fuck.
from crimsonfrost :
Steph, I love you and miss you horribly! :( I really wish I could be there with you right abooouuuutttt.... NOW! I'm feeling about paralell to your emotions right now, I'm being used, but not really, uhmm, yea, I'm REALLY lonely right now, uhmm, pretty much a mimic of everything you have been writing the past few days... except, I have some to lay with and fall asleep on, except the only thing he wants to do is have sex and then sleep with me... Steph, I REALLY feel like shit right now, I got ditched today... AGAIN, my "best friend" Cry took off with the guy thats using me and another guy that wants her to a place called Memory Grove, and she fucken KNOWS I want to go there, PLUS, they all smoked pot before and then they came back and she bragged to me "OH WE GOT HIGH AND WENT SPACE CRUISING THROUGH MEMORY GROVE, HOW DID YOUR DAY GO?" WTF? steph? does that not sound like someone is trying to rub something in??? FUCKING GOD! I have a headache, I fucken need a place to stay.. with electricity, I need a fucken job... I'm starting to cry right now, I feel fucken weak, goddamnit, I don't know how long I'm going to be here, Cry has a friend Jon that lives in Florida, and she told him about me lol "sexy, gay, industrial kid" were her words to describe me and he wants to fuck me, but hes "in love" with this other guy supposedly, Russel(the guy that is using me) wants to go back out with Jon, Jon is appearently in love with another guy named Genara (hot gothic gay men, all of them), I met Genara's B/F yesterday and Cry told him about Genara being in love with Jon, so Nipples (Genara's B/F) is pissed at Genara, so Cry is trying to get Nipples to go out with me, (HE IS REALLY FUCKEN HOT), uhmm, yea, this is how my life has been since I've been away, today has been my first dull day in SLC, usually I'm off wandering or with friends, today, I am alone.. like I was in Idaho.. except for in Idaho, I had my computer to play and keep me company,uhmm, yea, so, I'll ttyl and I love you and miss you ALOT?!?! okay? *hugs and kisses* -Frost -P.S.-I'll get the address for you to send stuff to tomarrow. *kiss*
from unrecorded-- :
There is nothing we can tell you that you don't already know. No.
from quidwitch :
Ooo. I like your diary.. are you into Astrology and horoscopes alot? I'm a libra, can you tell anything about me? lol. Nah, I like your layout
from nelapsi :
Sylvia gets off at 5 so we'll leave sometime after that. I tried calling but no one answered. I'll talk to you tomorrow! Love you...
from exit43 :
It's all right if you take a while to get back to me; I know a lot is happening in your life right now. Heard you guys are doing a performance this weekend, so good luck with that. 2 weeks till summer, that's going to feel so good. Like that joke, by the way. Much love, talk to you later. :)
from crimsonfrost :
Steph, what the fuck?? why don't you ever fucken leave me notes back?? fuck!
from foolishbeat :
Have fun on your prom. I didn't go to mine and regret it to this day. You are the bestest, Steph!
from exit43 :
Did you receive my letter? It has been a while since I've heard from you. Hope all is well. :)
from crimsonfrost :
Steph.. omg, my eyes are watering REALLY bad right now, I miss YOU SOO MUCH! I wish now that I COULD come to school to see you and.. a few others, I'm not in Idaho anymore. I coulndn't be there anymore :(, I miss you alot, I had a weird dream about the drama class, I can tell you about it at a later date, but for right now, I have to leave, I'll ttyl hun, I LOVE you! -Frost
from nelapsi :
I just read your note. We need to have an ouija session. We're falling behind. Loves...
from nelapsi :
If it means anything at all, I believe in you. I'm gonna shine the light on you on broadway.
from foolishbeat :
Bush is a jackass, and I'm undecided on Kerry. The first time i can vote, and I'd rather not. Quite the dillema i spose.
from exit43 :
^is writing a letter, but it's taking time.. it'll be there soon though :)
from exit43 :
"I believe that my heart doesn't matter at this point." -- Ok, I hope I'm not getting the wrong meaning from what you said, but why would you ever deny the meaning of what's in your heart? Your heart is your core, and dismissing it can only make things tougher. I know because every time my heart wants to go one way, I almost always go the other way. And 90% of the time, it leads me somewhere I never wanted to go. Just a thought, I hope it can be of some use. Lots of love. Goodbye.
from foolishbeat :
New York City is a magically wonderful town. It is great that you got to experience it. Here's to hopin' that you get out of caldwell, cause I sure wish I could.
from purrrtykitty :
I love your new template, but it isn't beautiful enough to represent your mind. Not even close.
from nelapsi :
Dearest Krap. I don't tell you enough, I love you and you're one of the most beautiful women I know. Hold your goodness in your soul and heart so your mind won't lose it amung everything else. I love you...
from exit43 :
Well, it ought to be fun among the bright lights of New York City. I was glad to see you before you develop the Brooklyn accent ;) Hope I didn't bore you too badly, I just got a teensy bit nervous today and couldn't really carry much conversation...eh, whaddya gonna do, I guess. Talk to you later, much love.
from myagi :
I'm going to listen to the "Classic Rock" station in my car on my radio until I see you again. And every Elton John song that comes on, I'm going to roll down my window and shout, "This one's for Bean!!!" Especially "Rocket Man." Oh yes...and "Someone Saved My Life Tonight." Yep, no doubt. I love you!
from princesjazmo :
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH! hi! i've been trying to call you back, but the line is busy. silly phone lines. anyway, thought i'd sign your notes and say *in really deep voice* "hey". talk to you tomorrow, if i don't talk to you today! =^.^=
from foolishbeat :
You know things are great when Stephanie is happy again. A good sign, indeed.
from crimsonfrost :
hey youuu, I think its sexy that took pics of the moon. and your not insane! there are people like me who would do the same... if they had film to spare. ;)
from foolishbeat :
Just a friendly lil note to say that you were sascraculously great as Emily in the show. That is all. And have good days.
from exit43 :
Sounds like a magical sort of experience. I am happy for you.
from naima101 :
i wanna fuck u like an animal! you get me closer to god!
from shwroder :
Good Luck!!
from exit43 :
My favorite animal is the dolphin. The whole swimming/grace thing, plus those cool little squaks they make, and the echolocation...I am jealous of echolocation. Imagine if this note were in sonar waves. bwwwwowwwmmmm. And then you would reply back: rrrroooooowwwmmm. And I would make a neat little squak sound. Oh, if we were dolphins. Have a pleasant day baby.
from exit43 :
(walks to mail room) You have a package, and it keeps rambling on about exploding toilets, you might wanna check it out. And it's sorta breathing funny. (Jason: "must be from Stephanie.")
from foolishbeat :
Hi Stephy. I hope your V-Day was good. Mine was okay, weird but okay. Anyways see you later.
from myagi :
I am thinking that if maybe you memorize your lines for class, then that day you've been longing for...that day you will feel something...will have arrived. Remember your soul, Bean.
from kibitzer :
Shoes hun. I think you also needed shoes from the costume shop!
from exit43 :
haha, I'm glad you know the song too. What does it make you think of? (is confused)
from exit43 :
It took me a little more time to write than I expected, I sent it out on Friday, so it should be there early in the week. I miss you. Love ya. :)
from talkingmoon :
That isn't what I need.
from caldwell-kid :
I can hook you up with that.
from foolishbeat :
yes, rolly backpack! he hasn't made an appearance since last year i believe. anyways hope you have better days.
from exit43 :
You are so lovely, my krap noodle! I am going to send you a letter, if you don't get it then tell me. *blows a kiss. Good night.
from exit43 :
Going to college right away is the best idea. Trust me on this one. I'm so glad I didn't wait a year, or it would have been a hell of a transition. You could try CSI for a year or so, explore your interests, be around the ouija girls...and go from there. Don't rush yourself and feel like you HAVE to know what you're gonna do in the future RIGHT NOW. Cause you got a little time. Let things play out and see what you want. Good night ;)
from nelapsi :
It seems Mr. the man who gave/loaned his Ouija board to us, the board is 101 years old. Made in 1901 by William Fuld. He manufactured these for $1.50, quite a bit of money for back in the day, he died and his kids sold the company to the Parker Brothers. Interesting isn't it?
from nelapsi :
I love you!!! And I had a rather interesting dream Friday night, mmm... interesting... :D
from foolishbeat :
Life disagrees with everyone at some point or another. Try to keep positive, you'll reap the benefits in the end.
from the-director :
I have that book. Once we unpack, I'll bring it to you to borrow. It's very cool, and kind of sad. The story of someone who was just misunderstood and alone. But it wasn't what I expected it to be. Mr. Parrot says hello.
from cookie-2969 :
GIve me a call sometime. I miss you. Thank you for the rose. I love you
from nelapsi :
I had this thought... it involved peanut butter, banana's, (the yello odd shaped fruit) a bottle of massage oil, grape jelly, a bowling ball, and a giant blinder. You know, those cool ones on TV that are nearly indistructable? Anywho, we hit the blinder with a hammer, smashing it to pieces, then over the mess with the Jelly. Stand the banana's up at the end of this covered mess, put a few jars of peanut butter in rows to portray that of an audience, through the bowling ball at a randon passerby who isn't paying attention (by now everone should be) and then run, very fast. But only about 10 steps away. Then stop. Look back with a sence of joy, turn around, and preceed as if you just did what I just said to do. Wouldn't that be great? Anyways, love you and I'll see you tomorrow... MUAW!
from foolishbeat :
The part you said about letting kids' believe in their dreams... so true.
from naima101 :
hi stephy, i got to thinking, well, actually i ve been thinking it for a while, that i miss you and we need to hang out more again. sound good? by the way, you were right about your entry, the part about how the world would be better if people didnt fuck with each other so much and instead followed their dreams. damn, i could talk about this for hours, what u think? Peace Love Soul ~ Ben
from bunny46 :
thank u so very much stephanie for the advice!!! It really does help give me encouagement!!! mucha lovin, summer
from lost-n-faith :
Steph it's hayley, you know your other sluty Emily. I just wanted to tell you that I think you'll make a great temptress/lounge singer/smoker?/brat?/skank?/well okay...maybe not all of those things...But you're awesome anyhow!!!
from exit43 :
I woke up to Outkast playing on the radio. I reached over, turned the volume up, and just smiled. "the Stephy song!" I thought. A happy start to a happy day. I love you muchos!! I'll see ya later.
from missafaye :
i really can't stand my cuzin. he thinks hes the shit. he just started saying hi to me last year and hi is all he says. jessica (his sister) is like that also. i can't stand either of them. on christmas eve at there house i sat on a chair by the fire and they din't talk to me once. me and dorkass r the only ones of our cuzins that r closest in age (a day apart) and i'm closer to my younger cuz than him. i kinda wish i was better friends with him but then again i don't. i really don't like his friends. so yeah. he actually doesn't talk to anyone in my family. his grandpa even said he was the rudest boy he's ever known and that bad when ur grandpa says that about u. so yeah i hate him too.
from missafaye :
steph, u r so sweet. thanks for the note. u made perfect sense. i wish we were better friends. u r so sweet and cool.
from foolishbeat :
hope you had a good one. see you later.
from exit43 :
Hey, are you gonna be free during this next week? I want to come see you while I'm here. 453.1686 Laters!
from littleafrob :
paint eater, call me damnit! what are u thinking? i mean, jeez, uh, brain box.....
from toddbooboo :
I got a Brak template!!!! Anyway give me a call sometime we need to practice our piece and just hang out. I love you Stephanie!!!!
from nelapsi :
YES!!! WE NEEEED TO!!! I'm free today until 5ish. So, dispite the fact that its Christmas, if you're free too give me a freakin call and I just may answer it. I hope. Anywho, love you lots...
from sir-sancho :
its 3:54 in the morning and I cant get to bed...Anyway just wanted to say Hola. I set out a tray of cookies for Santa and their still there. Is there something wrong with me? Well anyway bye bye.
from littleafrob :
steph, i will always tickle you and tickle you and tickle you some more. but i do it because i love. you make me happy when you tell me im a good actor. but you should know that i pale in comparison to you. -starfish
from littleafrob :
steph, i will always tickle you and tickle you and tickle you some more. but i do it because i love. you make me happy when you tell me im a good actor. but you should know that i pale in comparison to you. -starfish
from littleafrob :
i thought the guy from our town looked like george too!
from exit43 :
You are very welcome.
from bunny46 :
if you're ever sad and can't find anyone that wants to listen... I'm always here to listen, no matter what. There's nothing bad about acting human
from caldwell-kid :
You are only as human as you allow yourself to be.
from exit43 :
Sorry, got to bother you once more...I don't know if I have your right email address...sent ya a message though. (Is your address still the pretty panda one?)
from finney- :
why am i about in tears? i dont know. but steph your not alone. never think that. even thou we havent been close i still think of you as one of the bestest persons ever and know you have feelings and desires. i feel for you hun. if you ever need a shoulder to cry on you have mine. and a big hug too.
from princesjazmo :
i don't know if you know, but andre 3000 from outkast is a vegetarian. isn't that the coolest!!! =^.^=
from foolishbeat :
Don't want to meet your dadday, jus want you in mah Cadday.... I love that song! lol. We should hang out sometime. Lend me some sugah, I am yo NEIGHBAH!
from exit43 :
I was quite happy to see you yesterday, it was wondermous! Next time I come to Caldwell we will definitely get hitched. And by the way, the car is fixed now, so no worries there. All right all right all right all right all right all right all right :)
from bunny46 :
happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you! happy birthday dear STEPHANIEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! Happy bithday to you!!!!! YAY! EVERYBODY DANCE!!!!! :)
from foolishbeat :
hey, i don't know if this is late/early or right on time but anycrap, happy birthday to youuuuuuu... i am singing this right now in a neil diamond/crooner kinda way. anyways have a good (no)turkey day and congrats on going to state! w00t w00t!
from exit43 :
It's nice to be back, to no longer be in Canada's pervasive shadow. Are you going to be busy Friday? Maybe we can hang out then. Laters
from princesjazmo :
i'm going to give you a secret message right now using my mind..........................did you get it? i hope so. i'll see ya tomorrow chica-chica. =^.^=
from naima101 :
hey stephy. i know what you were talking about when u said that u wrote this thingy, then locked your diary, then deleted it, cause, well, u told me. i want to talk to u because i know u have so muuch to say, u just need someone to say it to. Peace Love Soul ~ Ben
from naima101 :
hey babe, thank you, i like to think for myself as much as possible. you too are beautiful and unique, never ever forget that. call me anytime u feel like shit, cause it happens, and i hate it when someone as incredible as you doesnt realize it. youre one of my favorite people ever, period. Peace Love Soul ~ Ben
from exit43 :
I am so there! Let's find a time during the week where we can do that. It's gonna be great to see you again :)
from exit43 :
Only a week until my return! Aren't you excited? Ok, you're not...hmm...it's all good
from naima101 :
stephy!!!!! read my diary (entry is called "hmmm...") its really important to me!!! Peace Love Soul ~ Ben
from myagi :
Truly Leonard Nimoy's finest work. truly.
from exit43 :
The perfect car name is Antoine. That is all. Ciao.
from exit43 :
Grocery store.
from the-director :
Hey, You're doing a great job with the play--both on stage and behind the scenes. Bag End is going to look great, and you ARE Gollum. I wanted to tell you that my grandfather died right before my senior year. It was awful, both because it happened really quickly (he just got sick and died within the space of two months) and because I don't have a dad, so he was kind of the substitute. He's who I thought would walk me down the aisle when I got married, but he didn't make it to my high school graduation. And I was his favorite. I shouldn't say that, but I know it's true. Anyhow, I wanted to talk to you about it but didn't want to make you upset at school, so I'm using your diary. I hope you don't mind.
from caldwell-kid :
damn it girl just relize that I want to make sweet sweet man love to you... you need to borrow my type writing it makes me happy... it might for you too.
from paleophelia :
Hey, we don't know each other so well. Hell, we don't really know each other at all. I guess we sort of used to know each other, a little bit. But. . . I'm going to be really creepy and forward and tell you that I've been there, that postponing a nervous breakdown is what having a nervous breakdown is all about, and eventually, someday, you will realize that for as short as a nervous breakdowns look to everyone else, they have been around, living in your house, for a long time. Like death. Well, it's a birth and a death, I guess. A long one. It's not just one event. It's like the creation of the universe, it happened once, you know, but it's always happening. I hope someday you look back on this and realize how happy you are that you had a big bang. They can be lucky. It just takes a while. It weird luck. It's in retrospect.
from nelapsi :
Well, I love you, and if you wanna lock your diary then thats all up to you... I have a journal I write in, theres some things some people just don't need to know and theres nothing wrong with that. And sleep is over rated, its all I've been doing for the past 3 days and its boring... on a happy note... I have a bananna.
from punkigurli :
i heart you stephanie, you know that i'm here if you ever need me, we understood each other once, why not now? you have my number and call if you need anything at all, i'll do my bestest.
from foolishbeat :
oh man, i hope that I'm not an annoying one!
from exit43 :
For what it's worth, I heart you!!!
from foolishbeat :
steph i am so sorry that your grandpa passed away. Even though I don't know what you're going through I do know how it feels to lose someone important (which i'm sure you know) so there's really nothing I can say, except I hope you feel better soon.
from namerman :
so throw your hands in the air if yous a true player. sorry i'm retarded. hehe. i miss u you r so beutiful to me can't u see. your everything i hoped for. ok i'm done now love u babe hope to see u sone. love the one retarded guy who sits in the back of class thinking of u naked thigh deep in tou foo (thats funny cause your a vegitarian, make u think doesn't it)
from the-director :
Hi. We missed you today. Yes, people are stupid, and life gets so AGHHH that we forget what is important. That includes me.
from foolishbeat :
ooh boy, something come up? I hope it's not too serious, for your sake. and i hope you have a good halloween krap!
from cookie-2969 :
I came into rehearsal . I dont know if you saw me. I hope you did. I wanted to stay until you were done but I was running late as it was, I had just run into jasmine and she said that you were onstage so i wanted to come see. i want to come again but technically im not allowed to with trager's rules and all, but I will try anyways. You'll definantly be one of the strong points of the show. Im so proud of you. I love you!
from myagi :
The crazy sub next door is playing Spanish Fiesta music at a deafening volume. My students are annoyed by this, but I can't stop laughing. This makes me think of you.
from cookie-2969 :
soon
from princesjazmo :
well, i doubt i'm going to get my reading done in time for tomorrow. i have an ortho appointment at lunch so maybe my mom will only make me go half of the day. anyway, i just thought i should tell you that i feel safe whenever i'm around you and if i'm having a bad day i know i can talk to you about it. i trust you. you'll protect me like i'll protect you. we are friends and that makes me smile. see ya tomorrow =^.^=
from myagi :
I know what is wrong! You need some Miller Time! I am trying very hard to find time to come up--next time you are coming to Twin Falls no matter what! Even if I have to stuff cheese into your tuba to keep you from marching! I will survive! I will survive! I will win your company! Take that tuba! AAAAAAAGH! (battle cry)
from exit43 :
Yes! You have the applejacks! It's a deal!
from littleafrob :
this is starfish i have a diary so ya
from exit43 :
^ Ate a burrito today!
from exit43 :
It has been many moons since I ate a bean burrito. I must keep this in mind and eat one soon to remember my Mexican side. Oh wait I am Swedish. Damnit.
from myagi :
I'm totally doing the fart climb after school. I will let you know how it works out. Did Zach's Ouija board entry make you mad? Cuz' I'm fucking pissed!
from naima101 :
hey, you should check out my diary, you are highly involved. Peace Love Soul ~ Ben
from the-director :
You are going to be awesome as Gollum. If I didn't think so, I wouldn't have cast you. :) Oh, and I know there are real live guys who are interested in you. They just assume that someone as awesome as you wouldn't be interested in them. Oh, and I decided to go ahead and keep my diary.
from princesjazmo :
call me tomorrow and we'll talk. i hope reno was bareable. see ya tomorrow. =^.^=
from princesjazmo :
seth wanted me to send you his love!
from nelapsi :
I haven't felt Seth's presence around me lately. Perhaps you guys have the strenght he needs. Thats cool. I wanna play ever so much, I miss the board... and thank you for the message. Makes me happy. ...sevoL
from foolishbeat :
whee, steph is going to be better. Cheer yourself up, you could use it.
from naima101 :
hi stephy. im really confused about a lot of things, and i cant even tell if they are good or bad yet. i think were int he same body of water, if not the same boat.
from princesjazmo :
honey-honey, i don't mind you talking to me in physics. i love that you taLk to me, because when you talk to me i feel loved. i never really knew you before this year and now i know you a little better. i hope you don't mind that i called you honey-honey. love, love, triple-love! =^.^=
from foolishbeat :
stephanie, I wish you weren't depressed all the time. Although I do not know what you go through, I do know that it is very hard to get out of a depression, but just know that I'll always be ready to listen if you want to talk. You're a great person, Steph.
from nelapsi :
Oh my child. You have no idea just how beautiful you are. You're audition was amazing. When you left Ms. Trager brought up how great you were when you read Gallum. No fears hunny, think of the cattle that you save each day. Love ya...
from nelapsi :
You're amazing too. We're gonna play at my house after the Hason concert, (Krystal, Anna, and Jasmine) if you wanna come that would be funness. More energy comes with practice. Loves...
from caldwell-kid :
your mouth pizza tastes so good!
from foolishbeat :
It feels too weird. Not seeing you guys everyday. It's like I'm in a dream or something. But a happy one. I wish I could come visit you guys during class, but I don't know if Ms. T would let me. Anyways have a happy day.
from cookie-2969 :
Ohhhhhhh, thank you sweetie. I love you too. Senior year is a really hard point in a lot of peoples lives. Well, high school in general is. Trust me things will probably get worse, get more trying, you'll be drained, but when its over it will be one of the greatest things that could ever happen to you. Wether or not you choose to enjoy it is up to you, but either way you learn from high school(even if you don't learn anything IN it...lol). Just wait. Thats all I can tell you. And P.S. are you going to try out for gollum? You had better! That would be the coolest thing I have ever seen! DO IT! I love you,
from ditrying :
Kraaaaaaap! I miss you. I hope that life is going well, and hope that I hear from you soon. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
from exit43 :
I guess it's simply human nature to complain. I am probably guilty of this more often than should be. Just when people start complaining, kind of get a sympathetic look on your face and go "mm hmm...that sucks" and then they'll love you forever :) ! Bye for now!
from nelapsi :
Oh Stephanie... you made me so happy when you read Gollum's part. The class was only silent when you read. I love ya...
from foolishbeat :
I am so happee too stephy! I might have a job at walmart yay for mee! We should talk soon, ok? By the way Jason says hi!
from caldwell-kid :
you cant quite, YOU FIRED!
from naima101 :
steph, you have a beautiful wasy with words that few people do. i love reading your diary cause i love you and just reading it makes me feel good. and im really glad u decided to follow that beating mass of bloody muscle in your chest. Peace Love Soul ~ Ben
from foolishbeat :
I'm sorry it's been an "ew" day for you. Because of that, I hereby dedicate the first playing of "Growing Pains" on my Theme Song CD to you. I luv ya Stephy!
from exit43 :
How did they fuck you over this year?
from princesjazmo :
i hope tomorrow's better cause we're going to be in the same drama class now! i saw the back of your head when i was walking past mrs. orrison's class third our and it made me realize how much i've missed you! can't wait to see you tomorrow! =^.^=
from princesjazmo :
hello my little cupcake! guess what.......we are going to be in the same drama class. the counselors made a mistake, so on the second day of school chris and I should be in there! isn't that the most exciting thing you've heard yet? well, maybe not, but at least a little right? i hope so! much love, peace out! =^.^=
from naima101 :
sorry about the "seeing through" thing, cant really help it ;)but im not really sure you should flush it out of your head. o yeah, thanks for the guitarist compliment, makes me feel all gooey and warm inside...damn, now i want some pie. but, yeah, call me about this "thing"
from punkigurli :
i miss you tons! can't wait till school starts cuz that means work is over, or almost over! then i can call and stuff more often! see you soon!
from enchancea :
You have such a beautiful layout
from exit43 :
Helloooo! I'm leaving in the morning, so I'm saying goodbye, but we should definitely, definitely keep in touch! Bye facker :)
from naima101 :
i know what youre talking about!!!!;) but your secret is safe with me, ill never tell! or maybe im just sleep deprived, guess well find out.
from christ666 :
Just to let you know, I don't really have a drinking problem. I was just trying to tell a joke when the computer kicked me off right before the punchline. Whoops! That was one big spider.
from the-director :
Hi Stephanie. I tried to find your email, but I guess I must be blind or something, b/c I don't see it. I'm getting old. :) I'm going to school on Friday to organize my classroom. Of course, I can't remember the #. It's on the first floor, and a history teacher used to be in it (I think?) and it's near a computer lab. Sometimes I'm a huge flake, which is why I usually write everything down. :)
from supergirl10 :
Hey Steph! Thanks for the note. I just want to say I'm sorry for not really talking too much with you. My mind has been elsewhere. I'm thinking too much about things and I'm kind of out of it. I don't even think I've been myself this past week. My head is off in another world. Just really scared about college. I'm too scared to lose you guys too. But I guess not talking to you won't help me. I'm sorry. I'll try to be more upbeat this week and keep in touch!! I am soo sorry! I miss you guys already!! :*-(
from naima101 :
hi steph! its ben! you were right, at the park, we definitely had some stuff going, it was great. we should do that agin, cause it ruled, but next time, with less idiots. 8-)hey, does tyler have a diary? what is it?
from foolishbeat :
I kinda wish I was still in school. It was a lot of fun. On the other hand, *dances around Stephy 'cause he has no school and SHE DOES MWA-HAHAHAHA* lol just kidding. Luv ya Steph.
from exit43 :
Have you had your break today? :)
from christ666 :
Never forget that your heart is one of the reasons why I look up to you. I love you dearly and hope that everything turns prosperous.
from punkigurli :
stephanie, just wanted to tell you that i heart you soooooo much and that i'm going to be calling you within the next couple of days and we'll chat for longer then last. stay strong and keep your chin up, good things come to those who wait and are patient, and you will get the best.
from foolishbeat :
*sigh* I'm not too good at "uplifting" stuff, so I won't try to do that. I'll just say that no matter what, if you need someone to talk to I'll listen. You're a great person Steph, and I wish you didn't have so much nonsense in your life. I'll talk to you later.
from tyward :
Steph, before you read anything else, remember that I'll always love you. You have been one of my best friends for a while now. I had never been so excited as when we were going to get our band up and going. I hate to tell you, but you are going to have to find a new trombone player. I am going to move here with my dad. He cares about me so much more than my mom does. I hope that you'll tell everybody and make them understand. I'll be back for the first day of band camp so I can see everybody again. Tell them all that I really miss them. Tell everybody that I have always loved them. Even tell Anna and Lisa and Leslie and even Mr. Squibb that I'll be back for a short time and that they can schedule me at least for the first week, just not too much. I really do and really truly will miss you. Please e-mail me as soon as you get this note. My address is [email protected]. See ya soon. Love, Tyler Ward
from exit43 :
noooo you tricked me into clicking on the most annoying website!!
from shutup-kids :
I hope everything works out for you in life. if you ever need anyone to talk to or vent to or anything i hope you come to my site. its an advice site..id like to hear from you again though. -sami
from mamaloza :
Hey girl. I think of your beautiful music often:)
from exit43 :
When I need uplifting, I turn to the Scatman. You can't listen to that song all the way through without laughing, and feeling a little better about your life. Love ya lots!
from myagi :
And now...more disco! Burn baby burn...DISCO INFERNO! I love you, Bean!
from kacybebe :
hey there i just wanted to say hi i haven't talked to u in a long time. if ur not busy u should come to my going away party in the 9th of augest. who is this josh that u are talking about? kacy
from cookie-2969 :
Im so sorry sweetie my computer froze and I couldn't get back online to chat. I didn't want you to think that i just left. I love you. I will call you later.
from myagi :
It's raining men! Hallelujah! It's raining men! Halle-hallujah Something, something, something Stand outside and get absolutely soaking wet! It's raining men!
from punkigurli :
dreams are what keep us going, so keep your dream dream dream and i'm a willing to bet that it'll come true. you just have to work a little at it. oh, and i've often wondered the same thing about whether or not we like people because we like them, but i think love is different. i'm thinking love is different because by then you are both so completely into each other that it happens at the same time, it might take one person longer to realize when it happens. but you can't make someone love you (well you can't really make someone like you for that matter but yeah) it's kind of the same but a little different. anyways, i'll try calling you tomorrow i guess. disregard the email i just sent you!
from exit43 :
You spelled excruciating right...so there ya go!
from the-director :
Hello! I remember talking to your picture at Keystone. Could you hear what we said to you? ;)
from christ666 :
hey, just wanted to let you know that I love you and miss you.
from enduser :
Thank you for your notes. I am not sure which one I like best. I hate leaving mistakes in peoples note pages too, the funny thing is most of us don't see them until they're pointed out to us :) I feel bad, so I must apologise I'm not really from Idaho.
from quiddle :
i added an entry of yours to my favorite entries and i thought you might like to know...b/c it was so cool....the pie one. that's all. have a nice day.
from foolishbeat :
hey steph, I just wanted to say it was nice seeing you at the bbq yesterday. And sorry about interrupting during your "My Little Pony" song lol. Anywhoozle, I gotta go. Bye!
from cookie-2969 :
I have a present for you!
from kacybebe :
hey steph. we need to get together before i leave in augest. so call me whenever u want to. remember im a great listener love kacy 703-7743
from punkigurli :
i remember the dreams of flying and magic, but also the terrible unrealistic nightmares that we all had as children. and now even though our dreams are realistic and have different meanings it makes us human, keeps us grounded, and personally i would trade my dreams for yours, at least they wouldn't remind me of so many things that i have lost and will never get back. hope you had a good weekend. i'll try calling you tonight. i heart you!
from cookie-2969 :
I am so excited to see you too! yeah it was probably during cami's family bbq that you saw that phil kid. I miss you, I'll see you soon!
from myagi :
Oh man, I love pie. I mean seriously. This may sound like a joke, but I completely and totally adore pie. Anyway. I love you, see you on Thursday!
from tyward :
Steph, I really agree that it sucks to work on the 4th, but at least I'll have you there to help me in fending off Anna. I don't dislike her, but her over-liking of me is quite odd. I finally added an entry. See ya tomorrow.
from punkigurli :
i think working on the 4th is retarded too. at least you get to close early though! we don't. 8 f-ing hours tomorrow. retarded stuff. hope you have an awesome day and don't work too hard tomorrow!
from tnkrbellovr :
Hey sweetie, I know this says this is from someone else, but it's cookie. How are you? The moon shall shine soon. I will be in touch. Love ya cooter -Cookie
from myagi :
Mulatto, dingbat. Anyway...I will see you soon...
from tyward :
Steph, I'm back! I finally wrote in my diary and read your diaries(which are really great). All Star Band was even worse than last year, I thought I was going to die. I'll see ya at work. Love Ya, Tyler Ward
from foolishbeat :
oooh, you got your first term paper? I bet that's a lot of fun. Trust me, they're not lol. Hope you're having a great summer, Stephy-Weffy!
from exit43 :
My computer was about to blow out on me, so I had to rest it...toodles1
from supergirl10 :
Hey fart butt! You're the coolest farter in the whole world! Keep up the good work! Love ya Stephy!! :o)
from punkigurli :
thanx for talking with me for so long! wish it could have been longer! at least i know that i'm not the only one lost and confused at the moment.
from christ666 :
God gave rock and roll to you, and he gave you to me. You are a saviour. Love ya Bastard
from hasmeen :
hello my beautiful little bean! i'm glad you were happy when it was raining, because i thought "i hope stephie is happy", so i'm happy that you were happy! YAY!!! happiness all around!=^.^= P.S. tell Taylor to update his diary, I'M DYING HERE!!!
from bagelbite :
This is Kristy Lyon. I don't usually sign your notes, but I felt like I wanted to. I just wanted to let you know that I got some pet animal rights stickers for you at Warped Tour yesterday....I think I will give them to Jacob, so he can give them to you, because I never see you. Just letting you know. Love you! for real.
from punkigurli :
i'm going to try to call you today or tomorrow so hopefully you'll be home! we need to do something soon! i miss ya!
from exit43 :
(sneaks up from behind) boo!!
from kibitzer :
Yay for you. Why weren't you at Warped Tour? It was the greatest. However, I still have a headache. We fully hit the veggie booth and got you aome spiffy stickers! Love ya.
from foolishbeat :
STEPHY!!! I love you like a fat kid loves cake! We hafta do someting together this summah. Byeee!
from kacybebe :
hey steph its kacy. im glad u are back to ur old self keep happy and remember to always smile it makes people wounder what ur happy about
from perceptionss :
I bet your beautiful and a Root Beer lover...whoo!!! =)
from foolishbeat :
hi Stephy. Just wanted to say that i loved seeing you at the store today. I just wanted to say that if you want your diary locked, then just keep it that way. Just because peoples ask for a password doesn't mean you hafta give 'em one. It should be your decision. I personally say "go with what makes you feel bestest". I luv yaz.
from punkigurli :
stephanie i heart you!
from myagi :
Oh my beautiful baby. You are so amazing. Your sadness is tangible, and I wish I could find some way to comfort you. But I know that right now is not the time. When you reach the point of being ready to let someone in, consider me. You are my Bean, and you mean the world to me.
from myagi :
Give me beautiful hair...long beautiful hair. Something, something, something... Good Morning Starshine... I love that Musical! Miss you lots...want to talk to you about doing a piece with Jas and two others next year...kicks feminist ass.
from milly-chan :
I'm so sorry Stephy, we went to see a movie. I'll make it up to you!
from hasmeen :
Well, Milly's parents took us to see X-Men 2 because no one else was showing up. Guess we were wrong, huh. =^.^=
from digeridoosey :
ha, remember that time i backfired? haha, hey do you think anyone has ever like...frontfired? ya know. hmm, i would like to see that!
from christ666 :
Tell me, if you know that it's probably not going to work, but there's a chance. What do you do? Love ya
from exit43 :
I love Engbers, he's the greatest ever!!! And he's our graduation speaker, so I'm hoping he comes up with something good, cause I just know he will...bye Stephy!!
from hasmeen :
OMG, I just read Holes. I loved it, I couldn't stop thinking of Shia LaBeouf *drowl* A bunch of people are going to see it at the drive-in on Saturday, you should come. you and your man-hunk. oh yeah. yeah, yeah, yeah. ok bye
from myagi :
what the hell do you mean Hasmeen? Anyway, I can't go to graduation (my sister's is the same day). Please be prepared to fill me in on all the juicy Engbers tidbits. Sigh. I love you! Thank you so much for performing for Drama One! THey couldn't stop talking about it.
from punkigurli :
i heart you laugh! it's contagious! and the first day you ever came over to my house my dad mentioned how much he liked your laugh cuz you can tell that you truly mean it, it's very heart warming! i heart you much and don't worry about it! just imagine my high pitched one and it all works out!
from hasmeen :
i meant annoying
from hasmeen :
i think everyone thinks their laugh is annoy *only exception is Miller* i really don't think people notice how horrible one's laugh is, they mainly focus on the good, wonderful, healthy heart that that laugh came from. i like your laugh, i hate mine. i think everyone will agree =^.^=
from myagi :
Would you say I have a Plethora of Pinatas? Our laughs are remarkably alike. So don't change yours, or mine will be the only recognizable one in a crowd of people. okay buttercup? okay? alrighty? comprehende? ching chong ching?
from foolishbeat :
i'm addicted to noting. so yah, I love you stephy, and i just realized that I won't be able to see you in 8 days, but they can't stop me from visting next year muah-hahahahahahaha. So yeah... PENIS. Bye.
from myagi :
O arise all you sons of this land, Let us sing of our joy to be free, Praising God and rejoicing to be Papua New Guinea. CHORUS Shout our name from the mountains to seas Papua New Guinea; Let us raise our voices and proclaim Papua New Guinea. Now give thanks to the good Lord above For His kindness, His wisdom and love For this land of our fathers so free, Papua New Guinea. CHORUS Shout again for the whole world to hear Papua New Guinea; We're independent and we're free, Papua New Guinea.
from exit43 :
Stephyyyyyyyy!!!
from myagi :
O Canada! Our home and native land! True patriot love in all thy sons command. With glowing hearts we see thee rise, The True North strong and free! From far and wide, O Canada! We stand on guard for thee. God keep our land glorious and free! O Canada! we stand on guard for thee
from punkigurli :
steph, i heart you and all of your multitudes. you're stronger than you think, and the absence of one (well, they aren't completely gone, but you know what i mean) in your life is going to help lots. it's hard cuz you realize how much of an influence they had on you and you didn't know exactly what you were like until you looked back, but it's only going to get better. just think . . . summer . . . 13 days . . . we can so make it. i know what you mean though, and iknow i've said this a million times but i'm here to talk if you need it! have fun with chaunce you lucky girl!
from foolishbeat :
yes, another message. I need to stop. But I just wanted to let you know I luv ya and... PENIS!
from punkigurli :
i'm going to email you later so check it k?!
from foolishbeat :
I second that feeling. Been feeling it a lot even on the good days. It's not fun either.
from princesjazmo :
i feel the same way
from myagi :
Damn, your shoes are comfier than mine.
from foolishbeat :
Yeah, I know that I prolly get on your nerves again, but you'll always be a cool person to me no matter what. See you later.
from undaunted :
kinda like the layout. :O)
from christ666 :
Well bitch, this is a great thing to have notes. I'll tell ya what, when the civil war was brewin' from the south, I was inventin' notes for communication from those slave tradin bastards! Like me!!!! Love ya
from punkigurli :
hey steph! i heart you! you always know how to make my day! today was really blah until history and i couldn't stop laughing! you're the greatest! tanky for being my friend! hahaha, sneak attack mr. e with your camera tomorrow! that would be great!
from cookie-2969 :
Hey lovely. Its quite a step opening your notes back up sweetie, Im very impressed. Thank you guys for coming, it really meant alot. You should try out for the next play, i dont know what it is or when it will be, but I think ron is going to direct that one also. Im sure he'd like you. anyshit, I will probably come by and see you guys some time this week. I can't stay away, thats kinda sad. Love ya-Cookie
from supergirl10 :
Hey booger bun! haha..jk. stephy you are the coolest and funnest and funniest girl ever! I'm glad you're my friend! I'm going to miss you so much when I graduate, but of course...we'll hang out over the summer! You, me and Jenny will go "partying." hahaha...party...haha..right...well anydoodles, see ya tomorra! *manda
from digeridoosey :
youre the wet finger in my ear of love baby. i love you. -chaunce.

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