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Your story is amazing. You haven't updated in about a year and a half, I guess, but I suppose Kayden is one now. I hope things are still going well for you. Good luck in the future, and stay strong.
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hey there, I have noticed that you have not updated in awhile, I hope you and kayden are doing well, and hope that you update sometime soon.
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I've read your entire diary and though you may never get to read this note I'd like to tell you that you're a very strong girl for making the decision that you did and that strength and determination that you have now will bring you far if you keep on going and believing. The best of luck to you and Kayden in all your future endeavors.
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Wow. I just read your hole diary because I got totally hooked on it. Your story has changed my life, and how I see things. You really do amaze me, I am nearly 15 now and I am completely gobsmacked that you have gone through all you have. Dude you are such an inspiration and I've loved reading your diary, and with someone who's heart is colder then december, it's hard to make me cry. But I definitely had tears when I read your diary. Besides, any New Found Glory fan is a friend of mine. It breaks my heart to read about your struggles with rape and pregnancy, but I offer you so much respect for doing it so well. Allyson you have so many fans here and such a great family. Your writing is so deep it felt like you were 30 at the time not 14, I really think you should consider publishing your story. So more people can learn and be touched from your brave experiences. I think you are truly phenominal and I know you probably won't read this, but I had to leave you a note incase you came across it. You are a beautiful person, obviously with a beautiful baby. I am so proud of you that you can see the positive side of people over the negative, like staying with Aaron even though he raped you. Your story really has warmed my heart. I wish you all the luck in the world for the future. -Aerynxx
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Duuuuude I read some of your diary and I was completely gobsmacked at how deep it is, I am totally respecting your honesty. That's one fab diary you got there. -Aerynxx
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Allyson-
Your diary is amazing. I just discovered it today and I read all your entries from start to finish. You are a very brave girl and I admire you so much. I have a friend who reminds me of you. I'm going to tell her to read your diary because I learned a lot reading it and I'm sure she will too. I am fourteen-years-old, by the way. I hope you get a chance to read this. Best of luck to you and Kayden. You are a great inspiration. -Moe
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Thats my msn if you ever want to add me or something, you don't have to or whatever ;)
Good luck with everything <3xx
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I know you don't update anymore but i have just read all your diary. You are so strong and amazing. I can't believe how someone my age can go through all of this. <3333 Magicalspanner101@hotmail.com -msn
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Hi, My name is Lacy. I'm 20 and I'm 2 months pregant. I'm going to have a hard time with this and having someone to talk to would help. Could you please leave me a note in return?
Thanks
Lacy
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In a way I kindof of know what you are going threw. I was 17 when I got pregnant with my son. It was just a month away from my 18th birthday. I wasn't as young but I was young enough. Don't let others jugde you or put you down. You are doing one thing alot of people wouldn't have the guts to do and that is taking care of your responsibility. My cousin was your age when she had here little girl. But she chose not to be there for her. So now her mom is taking care of her.
I also read about how things are going with Aaron. It the same with my baby's father. He is really only there when he has the time to be. But just think of it this way that baby is going to know who was always there for him and who wasn't. If you ever need advice or someone to talk to. Just write me.
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hey
I just want to say that your diary....your whole journey,is just SO amazing to me.You are such a brave strong girl.I'm 14,and most girls I know would have an abortion.I felt your pain and your happiness with you in your diary.Of course I have heard about your diary and a lot of people I know had you as a favorite but I never took the time to look into it.I read the whole thing in one sitting and I can't even begin to tell you what an amazing girl you are.I am holding out now for sure after I read your whole experience but I know that you and Aaron are in love and most teenagers can't say that.You have inspired and taught so many girls (probably thousands even)what a big deal sex is.You're so lucky you have an amazing mother and just know I'm really proud of you even though I don't know you but I feel like I do.You're a great mom and again,your diary is unbelievable.-Emily
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i've had two pregnancy 'scares' you could call them. and i was scared shitless. so i'm very very extremely proud of you. i wish you and your son the best of luck.
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hi hun. i just wanted to give kudoos to aaron for spending the time with kayden and not running away like most guys would. at first i was shocked and a little dispointed that your only 14 and a mother, but i was surprised to read how you've handled yourself. your a lucky girl. keep up the good work. :)
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o my bad not with wvprincess
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I agree with "wvprincess" because it makes no sense. I known ppl younger that are my friends who have babies, and go through more then they should. And your mom is stupid. Why would she let you and Aaron hang out so much and in bed if she knows what is gooing on. It's because she's a slut too, you and your mom. It's whatever bitch, because if you got something to say to me, feel free to you dick sucking bitch. you wanted to get raped and you know you wanted it, so don't even fornt.
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that is what I want to know/
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If you started this diary before you were pegeant, then why is your username teen-mother before?
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my sister had a kid too.she's your age(baby-jay-)...i wish she'd frickin acknowledge the way i help her wih her son every single day, all day.ugh...you're sumbody who dese help cuz you grateful.i'd love my sister to be like you.
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Allyson, I must say you have truely an amazing life. Learning such a hard lesson at such a young age. I myself am your age and I can not imagine me in your position. You have an amazing will and your outlook on life is what holds you together. Remember, the hard times in life, only make you stronger. And that if God brings you to it, he will bring you through it. You are truely a gifted woman. And you sound fantastic. Best of luck in everthing you do. God Bless you and your baby son Kayden
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Hey Allyson, I just spent literally an hour reading your entire journal! You sound like such a sweet girl, that has had many tough times. Good Luck with everything and everyone! I am SO proud of you for keeping your sanity! I don't know if I would have handled some of those things as well as you did. I just want you to know that even though you have no clue who I am, I am very proud of you! And Never Give Up on what you want most in life. You can do it girl! Just set your standards high and you will receive the best! Its amazing how much you grew up in such a short amount of time. It really shows me that I should appreciate what I have now before it is all gone, because in one moment it could all change. If you ever do need someone to talk to i'm here for you, even though you have no clue who i am. my online journal name is: sarahbum, my e-mail/msn messenger sarahbumgardner07@hotmail.com
Lots of Love!
Sarah Bumgardner (15-years-old)
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I have spent the last hour reading your diar.
The only thing I have to say is,
May God Bless you and your beautiful baby boy.
Remember, God loves you just like Kayden does (if not more!).
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I would like to say to you Wow how do you do it i mean if it was me i would freak out i am hope you and your baby have the best. I am a adopted my birth mom had me at the age of 15 too. i meet her she is one of the most moving people in my life i mean she did the best thing she could for me she gave me up she had me in columbia and not in the states where it is lot easer to get the right help you need so that you don't have to give your baby up. I would love to talk to you more . I wish you baby boy a early happy birthday.
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hi! i stumbled acroos your diary today and i would like to tell you that you are so amazing for going through all of that stuff you wrote about. we have the same birhtday!! i'm just a year older though. i couldnt imagine going through all of what you did though. i wish you luck and happiness in the future!
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I read your entire diary about four months ago, and then came back today. It captivates me. I remember being in high school and having sex, always praying to not get pregnant. It's amazing to be able to see what my life might have been like. I think you are a strong person and have truly dealt with everything in an admirable way. I wish you and your family the best, and I'm going to send all the teens I talk to over to your diary. It's an important thing you've written here, and it deserves to be read.
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yea i know you dont get to add that often, but what you have written i have simply loved! It is so interesting and I get captivated in your life's story. I know u arent able to get on that often but I was wondering if you could help me. I am wanting to write a book about teenage pregnancy (fiction) and seeing how i am still a virgin and never had a boyfriend i kinda lack in experience in that section. if you dont want to help i will understand because you are extremely busy but even a little bit of "information" will help.
I hope your son grows up safe,
a fan of ur diary
Lauren
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I just read every single entry of yours. Wow. My mother got pregnant at 14, though she ended up getting her GED. It gives me a new perspective on what she went through, since we're not very close. So whatever happened with Tyler? Oh yeah Happy Birthday! I hope you find some time to update, I am really interested!
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heyy! over the past couple of days i read ever single entry you ever wrote. and i feel like i really know you, and feel everything you've been thru. i think your bio said your b-day was march 12th, which is today! so happy birthday girlie! anyways i added you to my favorites, i really hope you'll be able to update soon!
lots of love x0x
Pacey
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way to waste my time. u know what? maybe i should just go have a kid just cuz im pissed!! this is bullshit!!
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Offspring can be trying. Yer in good spirits and helping others as well. I can only imagine happiness shing from Heaven on people like you.
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I really admire you. I found your diary going through favorites of other users. I'm going through a rough pregnancy right now and being only 17 makes it worse. But you made me see things a little different. Kinda like a little light at the end of the tunnel. Thanks for being brave enough to share it :O)
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Wow, you have a great diary. I read the whole thing. I've added you as a favorite.
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I just came across your diary, it's brilliantly written, You're very lucky to have Kayden in your life :) You're awesome gurly!
Blessed Be
Mars x x x
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Hello ... Your diary was listed as a favorite of someone else's diary that I was reading. I just wanted say hi and you sound like an amazing girl!
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Hey I started reading your diary because you were in one of my diary friend's favourites and your story really changed my mind about getting with a guy without a condom. I am 14 too and I didn't think a girl could get pregnant at this age. I think it's great you kept your baby, and that you are continuing school. I hope you and your baby have long healthy lives! I am adding you to my buddy list I hope you don't mind.
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you are an amazing and wonderful person and i have so much respect for you. you should write a book. i would buy it!:D
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sorry to see your guestbook go, but glad things are going well for you and kayden. take care.
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Hey! I just got my diary today and was checking some profiles and i came across yours! That's cool that your a mom at 15! If I were to have a child at this age my parents would make me put the precious child up for adoption! I find it unfair that my poor dear would be up for adoption. Anyways, I read your profile and it seems we have a lot in common. Was wondering if you wanna be friends! Let me know what you think. Buh Bye!
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i jsut wanted to say that i think you are so brave..and just..i can't think of the words i long to say..but yes. For taking up motherhood at such a young age. I think your so...-trys to think of words..-..koool..ok that was a bad choice of word..but yes. i hope you know what i'm trying to say..yes. ok.Chow-ME
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wow, glad that you and kayden are doing well. I was wondering what happened to you. You continue to do well at school okay?
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hi i know u dont know me but i been reading your diary for a while now and i'm always happy to see a update from you so glad u and kayden are doing well... its nice that his daddy is trying to spend time with him... atleast hes trying right.. well hope to see another update from you soon
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SOO good to hear you two are doing well. You are doing an amazing job so keep it up! Hugs to you and Kayden :)
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awwww I'm glad you guys are still doing ok. Wish you all the best in everything and keep hanging on
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i havent read very far into your diary. i just got to the entry where you found out you were pregnant. i can relate to you so well, i've never actually been pregnant- but theres been so many times that i was scared to death that i was. like i said- i havent read very far yet... but i admire you so much already for being 14 and deciding to keep your baby. you're also so lucky you have an understanding mom- probably because she got pregnant at such a young age. anyway- do you mind if i add you? ♥
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Hey girl- what's up? I just wanted to say that I admire you so much for being strong without Aaron and being stong for you, your mom, and Kayden! He sounds like a healthy beautiful baby boy, and I just wanted to tell you how great I think you are for keeping him. I will continue to read your diary, and if you ever need to talk, I'm here bcuz one of my best friends is going through the same thing you are, only her babys daddy is 19. Let's talk sometime, my AIM sn is Alysse4500 or note me back or something!! :) Later girl, I wish you all the best!!!
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hey, wow you seem really cool :) yeh i agree, michelle branch is amazing - and so are sugarcult :) <333
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HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!...wow girl its been long hasnt it your baby will almost be 1 years old..i wish u the best of the best,hang in there god bless u and your baby..im here 4 u..anytime u wanna chat IM me surferlexi630 alrighty then Laters and good luck-lexi
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hey! i dont know who's user name this is but i hope they dont mind me using it. i dont have a user name and cant figure out how to make one to sign this... a friend told me about this page she got from her cousin. i read all the entrys in about an hour. at first i was thinking what is this girl doing? having sex at a young age but i kept reading. i think it was not a good choice to have sex at an early age but hey.. people do make mistakes and life does go on. im 16 almost 17 and im still a virgin but i know it was probably really hard for you allyson but you made it through and you love kayden. by the way i think that is a beautiful name. as for you and aaron.. i hope yall get back together but you cant make him do anything so its just great he is sticking with you in all of this. and for tawny or whatever her name was.. there is no reason for you to be criticizing allyson. you did the same thing as her but not as early in life as she did. she made the mistake but she made it through everything. well i gotta go and i hope who evers page this was doesnt mind since their password was out for the public to see. im glad you made it through everything allyson and ill be praying for you, kayden, your mom, aaron, and his parents. good luck with everything and God bless! and if you ever want to talk on AIM you can IM me at babyguhkel16
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Hey I found your diary a few weeks ago. And I love it , cant wait till you update , comme visit my diary sometimes too if you get the chance.
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WOW im not the type to exagerate or..ever say..wow. so take that highly you are truly amazing - to talk to you would BE TRULY amazing.
wow.
im new so check out my diary..
wow.
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Hi Allyson, my name is Ella and I guess you could say I'm new to this site (I only joined a few days ago) I just stumbled across your diary and started reading you got me hooked. Anyway I just wanted to send you a note to say thanks cos what you've been through in life has really inspired me to write my story down. So far I've only made 5 entry's but I wanted to start a diary cos I have so much to say about stuff that's happened to me and reading inspirational diaries like yours are encouraging me to write it all down. So thank you so much. Love to you and your baby boy. Love Ella xx
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Wow, honeybunch. You've been through so much and yet you're still able to enjoy your life! That takes a lot of courage. I'm really impressed, and hope things get better for you. Stop by sometime, hmm?
-Fade
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I cried. Your diary is so touching. You sound like an amazing strong person. I can relate to you in lots of ways, being a young, single mom...but I had my baby when I was 18...I can't imagine finding the maturity in myself that you did at 14! PLEASE update soon!!! I am dying to hear how your little boy is. God bless!
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Hi! I've never broken a bone in my life either! :) Bye!
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I feel so typical of everyone that comes to this diary, but I read it in an hour and loved it. You're life sounded like a fairy tale book-even after you got pregnant. It was intriguing, and you didn't hide what you were feeling at any point during all of it. I'm sorry you have to be a mother so young, but I also have to say congratulations on being strong enough to keep the baby, and mature enough to make a decision like that. You are an amazing person.
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hey there... just as many other note-leavers, a friend listed you as a favorite so I checked out your diary.. and ended up reading it all in an hour. I don't know what I can say... except that you amaze me. Your diary has tought me lessons that I <i>never</i> could've come up with on my own. Thanks.
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hey, well i just found ur diary about 3 hours ago while i was looking through some of my favorites. i started reading from the beginning, and through out the whole thing i bawled. your an amazing girl and mother. i dont think i could ever do what your doing. you are truly a inspiration to tons of young girls everywhere. congratulations on kayden. he sounds like a beautiful baby. i hope everything works out well for you.
if u ever wanna read my diary the username is beautiful and the password is always.
ttyl-erin-
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Hi, I know everyone keeps saying this but you are a very strong person. i just found your diary and it amazed me. where are you? you have quit adding entries. PLEASE COME BACK, I would love to hear whats been happening with the baby and all.
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Hey! I just (24 Nov. 2003) randomly stumbled upon your diary and read the entire thing. Wow. You're one strong girl, that's for sure. I'm 21 right now, and I don't think I'd be able to do as good of a job as you're doing. Keep it up and stay happy! You're amazing! :)
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I stummbled across your diary one day and started to read about your precious baby. You have a strong heart, and a hopeful future. I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you, and that God loves you. You are His child, just as Kayden is yours. He will never leave you, and He loves you unconditionally. I want to thank you for giving me inspiration that no matter what happens there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. Keep on writing, and never give up on the freeing power of Christ. I love you, (even though I don't really know you :)) and I hope to hear from you soon! Oh, and give your son a thousand and one kisses for me! :) ~Kristin~
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I just joined diaryland, I'm a mother of 2 I had my daughter at 19 and that was very hard. You seem like you have a good head on your shoulders and a mother who cares-Take care of your baby and remember he's your number one priority! Good Luck!
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You’re so inspiring! I hope you and your beautifully adorable baby have a wonderful life like you both deserve. Good luck with everything ♥
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Hey! I hope everything is amazing for you Aaron and your baby! I want you to update again when you have time, and let us know how your baby is! He must be so beautiful! Your prayers, as always, are still in my heart. Good luck in future years hunn!!!!! ~Sarah
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I wonder too if ur baby will be a boy or a girl. I hope it is a girl : ) But if I had a baby i wouldnt care if it was a boy or girl, i would still love him/her. Is ur mom happy about your pregnancy? My mom wont let me have a baby until I'm in my late twenties. I'm not sure I want to, considering the pain. And on April 2nd, I will be the first one rooting for you and your baby. (besides ur family, of course.)
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Hey sorry I was kinda in a rush last nite, but I want you to knw (even though i think everyone has been saying this) you are amazing. When I first started reading this I was relaying it back to my life, it was jus that i jus happened to be not pregnant. and the idea of being it was scarier in it's own. But you have really brought tears to my eyes. THank you for sharing your story. I really apprieciate it. THank you. ~Danielle
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Hey Allyson, it jus so happened thatI stumbled accross your diary and the name caught my eye. and i think it's amazing. I hope everything works out good for you.
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hey, we've never actually talked before, today i was home sick and bored and i was looking at Candace8's profile and I saw you on her list.. I read your diary and you are so strong.. I really admire you for that. Its kind of weird tho because when I was reading stuff about you alot of it sounded like me. like you I am a pisces, i'm 15 and I take dance at a competitive dance studio..I also used to have blonde hair but i dyed it brown.. isn't that weird?!!! lol. maybe not but i thought it was cool. my name is rosanne and if you ever want to get ahold of me e-mail me at bako_the_hippie@hotmail.com
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Hey Allyson!! Glad to hear from you :) And I'm really glad you keep up on my boring life....lol...well anyways, no I never wrote the entry about...the incident. All I wrote was that he scared me really bad. It's back in February around the 10th or 11th....but yeah that's all I wrote...I don't know....I guess I was ashamed or something. Isn't it weird how when stuff like that happens, the victim always seems to think it's their own fault?? Oh well. Things are much better now. Love ya girl! Hug the baby for me! *~Much love, Amber
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Hi. Everyone keeps wondering why you call your diary teen-mother when you started your diary because you were not a mother yet...I just read your first entry and it says that you just told your mother you were having sex and thought you may be pregnant. I don't understand all the questions. It appears obvious to me why you call your diary that. Well anyway I am going to read further and see why everyone keeps questioning you. I have read your new entries before but have never read the older ones....Anyway keep writing you are an excellent writer.:)
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I don't even know what to say really, except that you are a completely awesome person. Very real. It seems that you've been through so much and you're only so young. 14 and pregnant, 15 and having a child, of your own? I can kind of relate to your situation, many of my friends got pregnant when they were 16. I really really really enjoyed reading your diary, you have a lot to say, and I love that! Congratulations on the birth of your baby...
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HEY ALLYSON, YOUR DIARY IS AMAZING AND YOU CERTAINLY SEEM LIKE AN AMAZING GIRL. YOU ARE PROOF THAT WE CAN DO ANYTHING ONCE OUR MIND IS SET TO IT AND OVERCOME PROBLEMS IN OUR PATH.
p.s. hope i'm not out of place asking this.. but waht happened to tyler?
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i definately agree with everyone else that what you've been through and how you've handled it all is just... wow. but (note im NOT saying i think your fake or anything) theres something that confuses me. you know how you create a username and THEN start adding entries? well you started your blog before you were even pregnant, so why did you make your screen name teen-mother? sorry just something i was thinking about and if you have ANY time maybe you could mention something?
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hey, this is sarah. theluckyfour isn't my diary but it's a public one run by my friend and i'm using it to log in and send you a note. WOW. you're story is amazing. i have sat here for the last hour and a half reading your entries. i even brought dinner to the computer. i wish you so much luck, you are so strong and so brave. if you ever want to contact me my email is chapeco03@hotmail.com. i keep a livejournal at http://www.livejournal.com/users/chapeco. anyway! wow! take care! you're amazing!
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hey, just another note about how strong you are! I am also a young mother, not as you as 15, I am 22 with three children though. Being a young mother is tough because you basically sacrfice your life, youth, previous interests for your child. But you know what, it is worth it. You now have the opportunity to raise a child and give them the life that you should have had. Everytime I want to go out and party or act like a young adult, I look at my son, and I would rather be a good mom, than a drunken idoit. Im glad you have family support because it helps! anyways if you need to rant or rave, you have another mom, here, to do it with! much love, and keep it up, because it is worth it!
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Hey,wow..your diary brang tears to my eyes.Your one hell of a strong girl.I admire you for everything you've been through.Good luck with the future hun!
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You have not updated lately. I would imagine it is hard to find time to update with a new baby around. Looking forward to reading an update soon.
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hiya i just read your diray and it brought tears to my eyes i hope you have all the luck in the world !
lots and lots and lots of love
emma
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I must say when you first started writing you put yourself across as a stuck up bimbo bu when you got pregnant and were forced to grow up in all ways, you matured into a person that I respect incredably. I understand what you are going through, well atleast the beginning. if you ever want to talk you can IM me at cheerhottie69069
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Hi - this is the first time I have read your diary. You are really an extraordinary person. You are so incredibly strong... I could never do what you are doing now, what w/ being so young and having a child. You are obviously way more mature than I am! I just wanted to tell you that you are a great writer, too :) Visit me some time!
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Congratulations on having Kayden. This is the first time I came across your diary. You are a beautiful writter. You seem like a strong, smart young girl. I am sure you will make an excellent mother. A child really blesses your life more than anything else in the world.
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you really amaze me with what you've been through. I completely understand how scary it is to find out you're pregnant. I was older than you, but didnt think I could handle it. I decided upon not having the baby, but you seem like you made the right decision for you. Its awesome that you have a great support group! Good luck with everything you do!
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Wow..I have such respect for you! Your amazing! I wish I could meet you. I could realate to all of your entries( except that im not pregnant ) KISSES FOR KAYDEN
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you're very beautiful strong young lady. I was pregnant once at age 18 but lost it to due my disease, and it wasn't in the right place. :( But...I believe it meant to be and it taught me a lesson. I can't believe you were only 14, as now you're 15. My sister is 15, she already has a 2 years old son. I added you on my list, i hope you don't mind. Stay strong.
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your story is amazing. you have wonderful strength that i admire so much. God bless you and Kayden always.
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i read some of ur entries, it is so sweet. i hav a couple of friends who hav kids but none as young as you and im really impressed. its so sweet how much u luv ur baby i luv ur story! hope 2 keep in touch -- xoxo <3
*Mima*
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I've been reading your diary and I would just like to say that I admire you. You made a really hard decision at such a young age and I admire just how much courage it took to make it.
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Wow, I really admire ur courage. I'm 15 too and I just wouldn't be able to handle having a baby. My friend is also a teen mom but she is 17 so its not quite so hard for her as it must b for you. You have my best wishes, luv, Cat
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Hey. I wish i could give you a standing ovation and a big hug. I am your age and basically you seem to be just like me.. You inspired me so much, and at a time when i really need it, (now) you are helping me through a certain issue. My best friend (since kindergarden) may be pregnant.. But she wanted it. She is 14, and her boyfriend of 5 months is 20. I have the worst feeling it will end up like you and aaron.. not together. But you are blessed to have him there in you and your babies life atleast somehow. I just hope that she has as good as luck as you do. I read your diary form beginning to end in about an hour. It felt like i was reading a book, because on your last entry i cried when i read the part where you said you now think about your new boy.. Kayden. I thought that was the sweetest thing i ever wrote. I wanna just congradulate and thank you so much for your diary, you are really a role model for me and my friend. Email me or send me a note sometime. carolinacutie4life_88@hotmail.com (IF YOU HAVE TIME! HUG KAYDEN FOR ME!)
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congrats.
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Yes, ive given birth to beautiful orangutang boy. *sigh* im so proud, hes harrier then his father.
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I really admire your strength. There's no way I'd give birth to a child at my age. I'm 14 turning 15 in two months and it'd kill me and my parents if I got pregnant. But did you tell anyone at all that you were raped? I mean anyone of higher authority than you, as in the police or someone's parent or anything. Congratulations on your boy though.
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Your diary is amazing.
Congrats on your beautiful boy.
I'm 22 and may be pregnant.....
I'm terrified. I find out tomorrow.
There's an underlying feeling of excitement too.
I hope if you have time you'll put in a few more tidbits on being a mom.
Once again congrats!
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hey there~ i stumbled across your diary and started reading it.. but i must admit, it had caught my full attention adn i read every one of your entry! firstly, i find that you are such a strong girl.. you are 15 years old this year.. me too! =) but if i were you, i would definitely not be as strong as you.. i truly admire you for your courage to bring this beloved angel to the world.. true enough, i was really touched by every one of your entries.. you have been a really bold girl.. and i respect you for that.. well, after reading your diary, i really like i know you so well.. i really wish to know you.. =) even though im 15 like you, i am not so mature like you.. i really really admire you for your decision in bringing your baby to this world.. i have nothing else to say.. i wish you happiness forever.. may you and your darling angel be blessed forever.. i will look forward to your updates.. god bless you.. =) you go, girl!!
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I found your diary through a friend and I decided to read it through. I read almost every entry except a few. Hours...lol. I read it from maybe 3 something till now, 6:37 AM. Ahhh..you are such an INCREDIBLE person. I feel like I know you now. I would love to become friends with you!!!!!!!!! God bless you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Christina
AIM name - Boinkiesbabe8474
Yahoo name - jessees_wife_4_life
Email - jessees_hockey_girl74@yahoo.com
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when i found your diary, it was completely by accident. i read every entry to that point. i drive for a living, and i spent a lot of my time wondering about you and kayden. i would love to see pics of him, i bet he's beautiful. keep up the good work, parenting is tough work, but well worth the effort. i'm sure kayden will have a wonderful life with you. Great Job!!
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Hi. I read your diary many many months ago, in december, and was shocked to hear your story of being so young and pregnant at the time. I was busy then, and lost track of your site (couldn't even find the name) but I found it tonight, and I just wanted to congradulate you on Kayden, and I wish you the best. I won't lose your site this time :) ---valerie
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Love your diary!
I was a teen mom too. I was 18 when I had her. She's almost 16 now. What a journey it's been. Challenging but rewarding!
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hey! I found your diary by accident actually, and I was hooked, probably since my sister went through nearly the exact same thing. She got preggo when she was 14, but the father left the town, and her and the baby, not wanting any part, so be grateful that you have a father that actually cares. My sister, now 19 is preggo again, (her due date is actually next week) with another girl (the first is T'Yanna Alexis), her name shall be Taliah Amarae. Just thought I'd share my experience. I'll definitely be keeping an eye on this for updates! Good luck with everything!
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hey.....i discovered your diary and read most of it in one sitting. you're amazing for all you've been through, it's incredible. it's great that you've been able to keep your baby and that you have so much support and respect from people, especially your mom. you have so much strength....wow. you're awesome, i'll keep you and kayden in my thoughts and prayers. good luck. : )
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hey, when i first stumbled onto your diary I was immediately hooked... i think I probably read almost the whole thing that night... I just wanted to say that you're a great writer and I am so happy for you and your little boy... Kayden is such a pretty name... much luck and love to the two of you!
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hey i really love reading your diary.. i emailed you not too long ago at your given email adress.. i told you about a book i thought you should read (Annie's baby) itz a really good book, and she remindz me a lot of you.. i read every entry of your diary and your really inspiring and interesting.. keep up the good work, im glad you didnt give up your baby, or have an abortion like most do, thatz really awesome
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Hey, I stumbled across your diary and started reading. It brought back all the memories of 7 years ago when I got pregnant... Not very different than you.
Tender, young, motivated and tough.
A mommy. 15 years old. You. Me. Kayden. Lily.
You can do it sweetie. It will be OK. I did it. YOU CAN DO IT!
If you ever need to talk, you know where to find me!
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Wow, I got hooked on your diary last week, when I sat and read every single entry. I seriously was like one of the most real and honest autobiographies out there. You didn't say what you thought others wanted to hear. You spoke from the heart, and left yourself open and vulnerable to all readers to comment and analyze your life. That is just so awesome! I'm so glad to hear that you're doing great. Kayden is so lucky to have a mom as passionate and devoted as you are. Just remember to keep us (the readers) updated!!! The suspense it deadly! just teasin!
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Hey I just read ur whole diary and it's really awesome. My sister got pregnant when she was 15, so I can kinda relate to what u went through because i watched my sister go through it but u dealt with it awesomly!now that i've read it i feel like i know a lot more about what my sister dealt with than i did then. You are an awesome person...To give you some optimism for ur future...My sister married the babys father after 2-3 years of complete and utter hell and went through a lot of shit u did and she's really happy and now has another baby boy and both are beautiful and she owns her own little house....nah her lifes not perfect but it turned out pretty good and here and her husband love eachother a lot. Your mom sounds awesome too. if u have good support and love its always good...And as for Aaron My sisters husband was kinda like that too...im sure he'll grow up...lol...I love ur diary lots!
Kristin
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you are beautiful...in every sense of the word
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you are beautiful...in every sense of the word
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The pointless nights with friends are always the best :) From reading your entries, it's obvious you've been forced to grow up so much in the past year, and you've done it wonderfully.
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Wow. I Just finished reading everyone of your entries. I feel like i've been with you on you're whole journey of what seems like a rollercoaster ride. You're an amazing person. Someone we should all admire. I know i certainly do. I can't find the words to express how i feel after reading all that. I cried, giggled, cursed and hit my computer after what seemed like an eternity just reading your entries. I remember you said you wanted to be like your mother... i think you've definatly achieved that. You truley are a little battler and i sincerely hope that your son grows up juist like you. Love always, from Stacey. :)
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I think it is so great that you write about your experience as a mother. I am 16 and I always wonder what if that happened to me. Dont ever think of it as ruining your future, but more like changing your plans. Every one makes mistakes, and now that you have a son you love, it doesnt seem like such a mistake. Good Luck!
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I admire your courage. At 19 I know I could never handle what you have to at 15. You are truly a remarkable young woman and I wish you all the best.
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You are a true spirit. I think you sound lovely, and I hope that your beautiful baby brings you as much happiness as you deserve. Sparkle like the diamond you are, and luck and hugs to you. <3 you, girl. *Rianna* x X x
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hang in there, and be strong!!!
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Wow, you have this open? Hmm, I just wanted to say your a strong girl and I hope your baby's doing great. He sounds like a cutie. Have you ever thought about locking your diary? That way you could have a guestbook but only people close to you could sign it and you could basically say whatever you feel in you diary if you do that. Just a suggestion. Once again, I hope you and Kayden are doing fine, -Jenine
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4 get about that ashhole aaron...he just fucked you over... good luck w. kayden and i hope everything works out for you... as for school...don't worry about it...everything will work out
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Hey, my name is kenny, and I just wanted to say hi and was wonderign if you wanted to talk some time (dotn worry, I'm gay). I really enjoy readign your entries because you're so real...and you dont hold back.
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by the way i love center stage too, and considering wut you've been through and your drive and motivatoin, one day i'm sure your dream will come true
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hey, i just read your entire diary. it is truly amazing. anyone that says otherwise shouldn't complain and if they have a problem they should just stop reading. you've been so brave and you are an amazing mother. good luck
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hey ally!! here I am!! I'm so glad to hear that you and Kayden are doing so wonderfully. I'm especially proud of you since you have gone back to school and everything. I know you're working extremely hard, and I know it's tough. I hope you post pictures of Kayden, or send me some. Hope things keep looking up for you. You deserve happiness.....*~Much love, Amber
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Great diary! You should try to post whenver you can, it can be a great outlet for your emotional well-being. You sound like a great mom! Don't lose hope. You will find someone that loves you and Kayden. And life will get easier as time goes by. Hugs, Dani.
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Awe the entry about your new place and stuff pretty much made me cry.. tonight wasn't too great for me, but like you said, I should be thankful to have boys around and probably even be upset about. You'll get back together with friends when Kayden gets older, but no matter what, stick with school.. it will only get him a better life (not that he doesn't have a great one now!!)
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I'm so happy that you're doing well! Please continue to update...because as another teen mom...you inspire me and I love to hear how you are and how Kayden is doing! Best wishes! God Bless ~Holly and Baby Colton
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I'm soooo glad that you wrote again and I hope that you continue to write! Your diary ispired me so much, and I know that it did for alot of girls. PLEASE keep writting and I'll keep reading! It was great hearing from you in your entries and I hope that things go well with you and Kayden.
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i loved ur diary, and i hope that u continue to update. i read ur diary from start to finish, it wuz SO amazing that ur mom wuz so cool and calm about finding out about Kayden. ur diary is like a guid line to those of us with other problems, not nessesarily being pregnant, but with n e other problems. thanx.
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I can't wait to read more of your diary. I am pregnant and so it is fun to read all the other people out there who have children's diaries. Keep it updated so I can get tips hehe.
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i just read your diary from start to finish! you're such an amazing person. never change. Kayden is so lucky to have you as a mom!
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Hey, It's good you finally got to update. I'm glad to hear you're doing well, and I hope everything turns out good for you and lil Kayden.
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Hey omg i love your diary so much i couldnt sstop reading it its like a book i cant put down lol well i hope you get 2 update more often i understand wit the baby and everything but yea lol well if you have aim plz im me my sn is sunkist3290 and get those pics on the web page i wanna seee!!!!!!:) lol jk but yea good luck and best of wishes bye love shell
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I am so happy that you had the chance to update.Congrats on Kayden and I am sure he is a handsome little boy.I cant wait till the next time update.I understand though cause caring for a child is hard.Well it was great to hear that you and Kayden are doing great.Congrats on your new life and best of wishes!!!Love,Shelby
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I am so glad to hear that you and Kayden are both doing well! I was so frustrated when there was no way to contact you. I didn't really think you'd be back. You really captured so many people's hearts with your diary. You are doing an amazing job and I am so proud of you. I hope you'll be back to update every once and a while. Give Kayden a BIG hug and kiss for me. You are amazing. You have come so far and grown up so much and Kayden is so lucky to have a mommy who loves him so much :)
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I figured I would let you know that there is a small error with your journal- in the code, you need to put your username in the place of "USERNAME" in the code so that your profile/guestbook shows up properly. Not sure if that explanation helps, but anyway, I know you don't have much time to deal with stuff like that, but I figured I'd let you know anyway.
It's good that you have a good relationship with your mom. It seems that you have so far handled this situation well, with a maturity rare for your age. However, I do advise you to do some reading about relationships and being a parent. You have a difficult task before you and sometimes it really helps to get the perspective of others.
Anyhow, God bless you and your son.
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Hey chic,
People who dis you are the ones that are stupid and don't listen to them! You are brave! So you messed up and sleep w/somebody. O BIG D! Everyone makes mistakes! But gurl I g2g but e-mail me, ok? it's ADMaynard@msn.com Thanks! PE@CE luv ya Amber
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If you were really BRAVE then you would have waited to have sex, or at least been smart about it. Being brave would be CHOOSING to have a kid. You were just stuipd and had to deal with the consiquences. You're only "brave" for having to live with yourself after how much you've fucked up everything.
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Wow. I just read through your comments and how many people said they were proud of you and you were brave, but you're not. You were stupic and a slut. You're only 14 for christ sakes. You were stupid for not using a condom, and for getting back together with him after he "raped you', and even after your first pregnancy scare, you continued to not pay attention to whether he was using protection or not. You're just lucky that your mom chose to be supportive after you screwed around with a guy you'd only known for 3 months. What's rong with all you people congradulating her??? Lots of people get pregnant at age 14, and they're just stupid. STUPID. Not brave.
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wow! i just went throughtout your entire diary and i'm amazed at your strength, tenacity and courage! not many 14 year olds (in middle school) could handle being a mother much less carrying a baby to full term. i don't even know you but i must say i am proud of you. sometimes it's hard to be responsible at such a young age when all you want to do is anything else besides being responsible. i'm here to say everything will be okay and everything happens for a reason. Kayden is your miracle and miracles have a way of shaping people's minds unimaginably. (is that a word?) enjoy him and the new life that you will have. treasure these moments b/c as soon as they begin they will be over! and oh yeah,
C-O-N-G-R-A-T-U-L-A-T-I-O-N-S
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I think you're s brave for going through this and keeping the baby. I'm 14 too and I don't know what I would do. You're so strong and brave. I don't think I could ever do that. And, to all those people who say she's a slut: Mind your own business and put yourself in her situation. Just because you're close-minded doesn't mean other people are.
~Amanda~
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Hmm I was SIXTEEN, allyson was FOURTEEN. She did it for pleasure, because she's a freaking orgasm obssessed slut, I did it because people like her hurt me. I am jelous of her. I'm jelouse of the fact that she lost it earlier than I did. Then again, I didnt know any guys who I would have wanted to loose it to at 14.
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baby, i am right here for you. You r not stupid for getting pregnant i did it to. So if you need to talk my screename is my littie piggy at aim and the littie is spelled right. Talk Later.
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i like that you didn't have an abortion. i'm not completely sure how i feel about this diary, i'll have to read more, but you do seem so sweet.
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I just wanted to say that you are so brave for going through all of this, and for owning up to it the way that you did. I just wonder how anyone can be as brave as you and can put up w/ so much from the father. I love you diary and I hope that you update it soon.
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god Tawny...what the hell is your problem. You sit her and call Allyson names and then you admit to having premarital sex in your own diary. Sounds like you're a moron to me. Get a life and quit trying to judge other people's. Are you jealous of allyson or something? You seem to have some issues that you need to get resolved..your anger towards others is disgusting..seek some help...
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i found your diary on 1 of my friends profiles. i think that you diary could teach other teens not to get pregnent at such a young age. I hope that every thing goes okay with your baby and that you think about what happened as a happt thing not a sad thing. When you find some time to your self to up date your sight dedicated to kaydon i would like to see some of the picutures that you are going to add to the sight. well good luck with kaydon!
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Yeah she did it with one guy, but at FOURTEEN!!!! Most people I know have not even had their first kiss at 14! And omg, he did not rape her. She was making out with him, and jerking him off. She was horny. She was asking for it. If she did not want to have sex with him she would have ran away. And if she really did believe she was raped she would have broken up with him. She only says he raped her so people can feel sorry for her, and sadly enough, it’s working. She’s just making up excuses so you all wont think she’s a horny bitch. Brave?. Almost everyone has kids, and just because she decided to be a slut and have premarital sex, doesnt make her brave. There are tons of other people who are a hell of a lot more brave than her, she lives according to her story, a fairy tale life, in an upper middle class family. Actually, richer than upper middle class. Many live in countries where there is not enough food to feed them, and their children. Many people are dying of diseases that would be otherwise curable, in third world nations. Other people are facing cancer. But no, forget about them, teen mothers who love sex are brave. THEY are the ones that deserve our sympathy. Please...
And I’m sure she does think she’s better than me because she had sex earlier.
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Heh.. lemme just say this... DANG... urlife is very eventful... it just makes you realize that sometimes it does happen to real people.. just one question tho.. are you ever getting any sleep
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Just like the girl in "Riding In Cars With Boys " --You can do everything wrong and still get everything right! Good luck to you and remember: it won't be easy but it will be worth it.
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Hi. I just stumbled across your diary today. I just wanted to say, although I can't relate, I think you are brave to go through with all of this. Best wishes for you and you little boy.
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Yo, look im a pregnant teen and I'm not concidered a whore. I think that Allyson is a brave girl for going through with having this baby. You can fuck off. With what you're saying about that girl, you are the one that deserves your mom to disown you. Just because she got laid earlier than you doesn't mean she is better than you. Did she ever tell you that? Well I'll take that as a no. I mean i can't belive you would say that about someone you dont even know. I love everyone and it takes alot to piss me off. Now if you dont want to see me mad you really shoulndn't write me back. Or if you want you can email me and we will chat. KillAllPreps2003@eminem.com And please stop talking about her. Thats the onmly thing I ask. Allyson, you are such a brave girl. Take care!
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She did it with ONE guy. Her boyfriend at the time. Not ten or twelve fucking guys. She isn't a terrible person because he raped her and got her pregnant. You really have to lay off of people. Shes not a slut, she's a normal girl that had a run into trouble. I don't even know her that well, but it pisses me off that you have to be such a bitch to her.
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all the keys in the word "doesn't" seem to work, yet you insist on typing "doens't", and more than once too. I mean I can understand if you did it once because you type fast or whatever, but not when you do it several times. No she doesnt sell herself for money. She gives herself away for free. So does that make it any better? I guess I should call her a slut instead huh. Sorry. Yeah a lot of people are slutty and get pregnant early, that doesn't make it right. And yes well if her mother cannot set her straight, someone has to do it huh. It's not fair to other teens who get pregnant and their mother disowns them, It's not fair that she is able to get away with being such a terrible person.
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I just went back to your diary and read the page when your baby came. I thought your baby was older then mine. My baby will be 6 months old this month(cutting teeth). Awww, I'm so exited for you! Your story made me cry and think of the day when my baby was born! It's nice that you wrote the baby's birthstory, I wrote my baby's too. Now they will have that when they grow up :( they'll know how they got here! Oh yah, I have a girl! Bye- and good luck- I'm going to be thinking about this all day now. Sorry I'm writing so much but do you miss being pregnant? I do, and when I was pregnant I just wanted to hurry and have the baby. I'll leave my diary unlocked until the 20th instead because I know how busy we'll both be!
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I just went back to your diary and read the page when your baby came. I thought your baby was older then mine. My baby will be 6 months old this month(cutting teeth). Awww, I'm so exited for you! Your story made me cry and think of the day when my baby was born! It's nice that you wrote the baby's birthstory, I wrote my baby's too. Now they will have that when they grow up :( they'll know how they got here! Oh yah, I have a girl! Bye- and good luck- I'm going to be thinking about this all day now. Sorry I'm writing so much but do you miss being pregnant? I do, and when I was pregnant I just wanted to hurry and have the baby. I'll leave my diary unlocked until the 20th instead because I know how busy we'll both be!
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Hi. I'm a new teen mommy, I had my baby when I was 17 and I just turned 18. It's hard enough being a mommy at 18. I don't know what I would do if I was 14. I like finding other teen mothers on this diaryland thing because sometimes I feel like I'm the only one (even though I know I'm not). It seems like it's genetic for my family to have babies at very young ages anyway.(Not that you care.) I usually have my diary locked but just in case you want to look at it or leave me a note I'll unlock it until April 16th. :) http://teenymommy.diaryland.com
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congratulations!! I can't wait to see the pics. I kept checking back to see how you were...
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hey hun,
U are an awesome inspiration to me. Ur courage and Compassion are outstanding.Ur baby boy sounds sooooooo cute. Remember to keep strong. I wish u and Kayden the best of luck. Please drop me a note i am 14 and it would be great to talk to another teen about "teen problems".
writer-007
password hebert
Phillipians 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength." Keep strong gurlfriend
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Regretful to inform you, but those aren't mispellings I had. It's called a broken keyboard. I know how to spell quite well actually. And you really should researh things before you criticize them. I highly doubt Allyson is a whore, since she doesn't sell herself for money. That's what whore's do. Just because she's had a child at fourteen doesn't make her less of a person or a less 'good' person. Everyone's different, and just because you don't like it, tough luck. You'll get over it. People get pregnant at early age's every day. Shit happens, and the world goes on. But you have no right to act like you're her mother and scold her for her choices and call her a whore. You don't even know her. She probably gets enough of that everyday. Lay off of it.
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I'm sorry but 14, is still a child, still very young, and it's very disturbing especially that she likes it so much. What the hell, if I had a pregnancy scare, I'd hold off having sex until I was married. But no, this whore keeps doing it and doing it, and even while she was pregnant. What the hell? What a frecking pervert. Have you not learned anything from being a whore? Jeez. And I know pleanty of people who agree with me. That's just not right. And what a hypocrite you are to call those girls at the mall whores because of how they dressed when you used to be one of them. What the hell is wrong with you? Do you want everyone to be like you and get pregnant at 14? Sorry, there are actually some good people in this world. By the way, way to call me dumb with all those misspelling you had. You really showed me.
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hey hun! i read allll ur entrys like a couple weeks ago and i loved it iv been hooked!!! Congrats on the new baby! hope you guys are doing ok!
Oh yea that site dont work for me!!!
leave me a note ok? the username is vern555 and the password is rileymarie!
*amanda*
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Ahem. To Ms. Tawny. Back the fuck off. Allyson is not a whore. She is a person. Just like you, just like me. And people 'like her' didn't lead you to do anything, you make your own choies, nobody fores you to. Nobody tells you who to sleep with, or to ommit suicide. Guess what. You'll get over it. And just beause she likes having sex, and has had it at an early age doens't mean you have to get on her about it. she KNOWS she made a mistake and doens't need people like you getting on her about it. Leave her the fuck alone. She did NOTHING to you. It's people like YOU that make people like me sick.
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*looking down* Ignore suck stupidity!! I LOVE the site your working on for Kayden!!
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WHen I was 14 I was still a virgin you whore. It's people like you who make me want to commit suicide. It's also people like you who led me to sleep with a aguy who doesnt give a shit about me. I hate you, all of you whore, why dont you just die already? You dont deserve to live you sex pervert. Jeez. You couldnt wait a couple more years? You think you're better than me because you got laid early? Even though you are not going to have a future, and you have this kid to set you down whenever you try to get yourself back up? I hope you die in your next pregnancy you whore. I can only imagine how many abortions you already had to prevent that.
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oh yah, congratulations on the baby!
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awww, you're a truly great person. i think you'll definitely learn from your mistake as well as all of the other people who read your diary. its a wonderful thing. you've been blessed with the power of knowing when you're wrong and being able to admit it. awesome... <3, Leesha
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Congratulations on your baby boy! That name is so adorable!! If you ever get any pictures online, leave me a note because your descriptions just don't do it. I want to see the little cutie!
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You seem so strong. God...c!o!n!g!r!a!d!u!l!a!t!i!o!n!s! Kayden sounds fabulous and I wish you the best of luck. Stay Beautiful>>>>Erin
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Congradulations!!! Kayden is such a beautiful name! Glad everything worked out for you hun! *muah*
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Congrats, hon! I'm glad that everything was OK and both you and baby Kayden are fine. Stay strong. ((hugs))
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Congrats. Kayden is a great name.
Good luck with everything.
you and aaron will be great parents.
:)
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Congrats Allyson!! You go girl! Its good to see that the father, Aaron, is sticking by you. I'm so happy for the both of you! :)))
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Congratulations, darling! I'm sure you'll be a great mom. I loved the post. Kayden is perfect; he's been a companion to all of us who are keeping up with you. God bless you and your new family!
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Congradulations! Post pictures!! we wanna see him!
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Congratulations hun... Now i wanna see a picture!!
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Congratulations Allyson!!! Kayden is a beautiful name, and I am so glad that you both are safe and healthy!! I have been checking every day to see if you've updated and I was so happy to read your entry today!! He must be absolutely beautiful!! Some day we will have to meet, since we live so close to each other, and I can get to know you and your sweet baby! Take care and update for us when you are able to!
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Goodluck with everything! I'll be waiting for your update!
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Just wanted to wish you the best of luck with life and love! I have a feeling you will give this child the best life possible. Don't let anyone tell you differently.
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hey i wanted to say good luck w/the baby =) and also your last entry "Oh life goes on" <---i say that all the time hehe i just stumbled across your diary and it's really good!
<3 -Me
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Hey!!
Well good luck with your baby. I know everything will be fine. I will be praying for you! I really enjoy reading your diary...one day I was sick and I spent like half the day reading ur diary haha. You actually remind me of myself. I really think you have an amazing story and I think after you have your baby you r should seriously get it published!lol Well I want you to know that I'm praying for you and I totally support you and I will like try to send you money or something haha! So I hope we can talk more and if you ever just need anyone to talk to I'm here. I know you probly think I'm a weirdo but I've been there for a friend of mine who had a baby and its perfectly ok that ur pregnant becuz she was the same age as you...you were in love and as a result of that u get a baby. I think you will be a great mother from the way u talk and I wish you luck. I hope I can talk to u online sometime!!! My AIM name is Cheerprncess1353! Well g2g, good luck hon!!!~Mackenzie
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I truely wish you the best of luck with your baby. I sumhow found my way to your diary and after reading one entry, I was hooked. I went back and read just about every entry. I'm adding you to my favorites.
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Aww good luck with tha baby hun... no worries everything will be okay! Lotz of Love xoxo
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good luck sweetie! i know youve got to be a strong girl to get this far. those idiots that tell you you ruined your life ignore them because you didnt a baby is a wonderful thing i would trade a minuet of my pregnacy and time with my son for anythign!keep your chin up sweetie!!
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
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Good luck, darling.
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Hope you're gonna update as soon as possible! Unfortunately there's a total mess in your gbook...maybe you should turn it off. I'm with you girl, have a nice time and stay strong.
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hi... juz wishing u luck in ur future lyf... ur a really lucky person to be having a mother whom u can talk to and so many gd friends to be there for u... i'm 14 this year and i ain't got anything that u do... so good luck again... u go gurl! xoxo paige
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just saying hi and wishing you luck. do you have names picked out yet? i read that you were born in toroto, do you still live in ontario (i do)?
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I know you've gotten so many of these kinds of messages but it cant hurt to be heard one more time can it, i think your amazing, and im really...proud of you as corny as it sounds, you are dealing with all this soo well from what i can tell and i dont know anyone who could do it like you do including my self! i hope everything turns out and you have the most beutiful baby,but ill keep readin so keeps us posted
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wow!!! first let me say i think you are SO awesome, and basically the definition of girl power because you are so strong through this!!! I really think you will get through this just fine, I hope everything works out perfectly! Hang in there!!!
~chan
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hi..im sorry that you might be a mother soon.....well im 13 and i havent even had a bf..so maybe your prettier then me or omthing wellttly bubye!
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Hi Ally, wish you happy birthday. May all your dreams come true, you deserve it. Hope you're doing fine..You're so close to your due-date. I can't wait to read your new entry. *hugs*
Claudia
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Hey gurl, Your a totally amazing person for dealing with what your going through the way you are! I'm going to add you to my favourites and continue reading... all the best with your baby! Luv ya sweetie!
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hey, sweetie. i'm 19, but my niece who is barely 18 just had a baby. she's not as young as you, obviously, but she's not out of high school yet. i know you will make it. best wishes, coconutbug
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your really brave.
im 17, if i even had a pregnancy scare. i dont think i could have done what youve done.
im not strong enough.
good luck with your baby. and im going to keep reading to find out about it :)
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Wow i just spent about an hour reading most of your old entries... I'm 19 and while i want a baby, i know that i have to wait until im at least done College. Take care hun. (oh another thing, where do you live? cause i read that you were born in Toronto and i live in Pickering)
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Hi. You have so many notes! I've read most of your diary and it's really interesting to read. I wanna say good luck with your pregnancy and hope everything goes well.
All the best,
vicki
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Hi sweetie, just came across your diary through another girl's link. All I can say is that you've blown me away with your courage; so many people below me have said it, but I will say it again...you are such a strong girl for what you are going through. I've had a friend who's gone through two pregnancy scares and it was really, really hard on her, and difficult for even me to support her. You are so lucky to have such supportive friends and your mother. I hope all goes well for you. If you ever need someone to vent to, or feel lonely for a friend, PLEASE feel free to contact me. Much love sweets.
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Allyson,
I randomly came across you diary and I have to tell you you sound really amazing. Good luck to you and your baby...
XxMylenexX
By the way, your diary really sounds like a book.
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Allyson, good luck with everything!! I just came across your diary, and read the entire thing. You are so brave and strong! Find me on MSN Messenger at allykitty5@hotmail.com or on AIM at allykitty5 I would love to talk to you sometime!
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Hon,there will be better times, I can assure you.You'll be happy and proud of yourself again, pregnant or not. Keep on being positive, it will help you more than you can see now.
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Too much panic on your gbook..I jumped here to say you 'hi' and hope it's all fine with you.
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Hey hunny, I just went through and read all your entries. Everyone has pretty much said what I want to say- You're a strong and very brave woman. I am so happy you're having this baby and remember, no boyfriend will ever mean more to you than this new life. As you get closer and closer to your due date, I hope you realize guys become less and less important. I'm happy you and Aaron are still friends- smart move. Keeping him around, sans the sex. Anyway girl, hang in there. remember- I love you!
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Sweetheart, you are one of the strongest people whose diary I've had the priveledge of stumbling across here on dland. I just want you to know that, and that while Aaron might not want to see how much you are worth (becuase he's not ready yet for the responsibility that belongs to both of you, most guys never are), but I'm a total stranger and I already *know* that your baby will grow up feeling lucky to have you for a mom. Thank you for sharing your life with us, you are an inspiration.
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i added you to my favorites list... i hope that is ok? if not, please let me know. i signed your guest book.
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god gurl UPDATE!!!!
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okay...i just came across your diary today...i just wanted to say that i dont know you but youll get through this. you seem like an incredibly strong person and just reading your diary makes me feel like a part of your life. if you ever want to talk or ANYTHING i swear i am right here. my e-mail is tiggeritis@aol.com. hang in there, girl-everything will be okay -Samantha
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hang in there baby!!!
I am one of the new members to diary land and I just want to say that if U ever need to talk to any one i will be here feel free to email me at CraigQt3@cs.com or talk to me on the net if u ever get the chance(same as the email) good luck baby girl and keep ur head up
Jenna ~*
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Hello Allyson! I came across your diary the other day and sat here and read all your entries. It touched me so much and I do not even know you. I'm also 14 but you seem so much stronger than me. If something like this happened to me I would never be able to live thru it like you have. I am so glad that you decided to keep the baby.. I believe it is the right thing to do and best of luck to raising her/him. I know you have been thru alot but the moment you have that baby just think this is a miracle I just brought a new life to the world. You are not alone in all this and not the only one that is goin thru this problem. There are young girls everywhere that are too young to be a mother already. But I highly doubt they are as strong as you are. I wish you the best of luck with your life and baby. God bless you and your family! And if you need anyone to talk to leave a note on here for me! :O)
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Hi there :) I just wanted to wish you good luck with everything. I see that you have many notes from other teen mothers giving you advice and everything. If you ever want a different perspective, feel free to e-mail me (christine@verdictless-life.net). My mother was barely 17 when I was born, and as hard as it was for her to raise my sister and I, I know she doesn't regret it and I wouldn't trade my mother or the life she's given me for anything in the world. Take care!!
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I'm excited for you to have your baby... I'm also very very glad and heppy that you decided to keep him/her and are willing to give the baby a happy life! I really love reading your diary, and signed up for the notify list.. good luck!! :D
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hi! its sk8ergrl905, i added you as a buddy on my other name. well, i have a review site now! just wondering if you're interested in being reviewed!!! its review-elf.diaryland.com.............i LOVE your diary!
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stay strong, sweetie. you are beautiful
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smile. i know it's hard, but you won't regret it when the time comes. good luck with all your future pursuits! :)
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remember, allyson, your readers will be always here for you. and god loves you. many other people have done the same, but most have a happy ending. i know you'll make a great mother.
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Are you ever gonna update again?
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I'm 16 and just had a baby. I got pregnant when i was 15. SO if you need someone to talk to, just look me up. I enjoy reading your diary. Tara
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I can't remember how I found your diary, but I do feel for you. Allyson, I will always remember you in my prayer. Stay strong and keep the faith. God loves you.
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Why don't you ever say anything about being pregnant any more? You talk about this guy who wants a relationship with you, but the thought of what he thinks of the baby never comes into the picture. And we haven't heard about doctors appointments or anything. Give us more!
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No, you're NOT a terrible person. I think many of us take actions which we later regret, why should we despise someone for being fallible like ourselves? Congratulations on standing up to that creep - I hope he gets his comeuppance some day. But most of all, good luck to you and baby, it's not going to be easy, but I guess you already know that! You're a very brave young lady!
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Hey! I found your diary through someone else and I just feel like I can relate to how you are feeling! I too got pregnant out of wedlock and I was young too..I was 19,older than you, yes, but still not ready to have a baby. I felt like it was the biggest mistake and that I was being punished for doing something wrong. But after I had my son I just realized how much of a blessing my little baby was! I also understand how you feel about Aaron..that you have never loved someone the way you love him..that you feel he is the greatest person in the world..I too felt that way about my baby's father. But I soon realized who he really was..an ASSHOLE! he was a user, and He treated me like shit! You are so young and just really beginning to live life so Please don't think that noone will love you just because Aaron has decided he needed a break...you can do so much better and I see that you are already talking to another guy so see there are guys who will want to be with you even if you have a baby..I thought noone would ever want me after i broke up with scott..and he often told me that noone would want me because i had a baby. I started to believe it too..but then I realized that he just didn't want me to be happy...So be good to yourself and to your baby..things will get better for you I promise! Focus on things that will be good for you and your baby! I am now in a great relationship with a wonderful boyfriend! Things will change so much once your baby is born! I hope you only the best in life for you and your baby! I also hope that you take this little advice...make sure that Aaron takes care of his responsibilities too! You are not the only one that should be responsible! I know first hand what its like to do it all alone, when i first broke up with scott he would still come and see zachary or take him to his place for the weekend..then slowly it began to change and now zachary is lucky if he calls a few times a month and he only sees his dad about twice a month... If you ever need someone to talk to please feel free to send me a note!
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Hey hun...I just wanted to let you know that I TOTALLY understand what you are going through. I too, got pregnant out of wedlock and my boyfriend left me. Granted I was 19, but it was still very hard and I felt much the same way you do. I know that you feel like this baby was a mistake, which is only natural considering the circumstances, BUT trust me you will lose that feeling as soon as you hold your beautiful baby. My boyfriend ended up coming back when our son was born. He was only 16, so he was very young like Aaron is. I think they act so stupid because they are scared. That is what Chad told me later. He said it is so scary and plus you have to remember that guys don't get emotionally attached to the baby until it is born. So, there is a great chance that Aaron will come around when then. Yeah, I know it doesn't seem right, but there isn't much you can do about it now. I was so mad at Chad for leaving me, but I realized that things weren't gonna change until the baby was born. So hang in there and hopefully he will come around. You are so young and I am proud of you for handling this so well. If you ever need anyone to talk to I am here for you (marisa1177@yahoo.com). I have been through it all and I can give you lots of advice :)
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Allyson, i see where you both (you and aaron) are commin from, maybe he couldnt take the responsilbility anymore or not just yet. I think that maybe in the future someday you both we be back together and the baby will have great parents. ^.^ good luck and hold in there, you'll get a home run soon
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hey..i just wanted to tell ya i love the new lay out..and im proud of ya for sticking up for ya'self to that one asshole at school..i hope everything is going with your pregancy..good luck with aaron..i know you love him..and as me bein a girl..i understand what it is to be empty..and thats something a person shouldn't feel....if u and aaron are meant to be together then u will be brought back into each others arms..im sure you've heard that many times..the whole..if its meant to be it'll come back to you..well take care of yourself..bye
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hey..i found your diary from another girl who had read my diary..i know right now everything is hard for you and i hope maybe in the times u haven't written in your diary that things might of changed..just know that i am prayin for you and your baby..i hope u have the strength to keep on goin..take care of yourself..your gonna be a great mommy..
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Hiya...I fell into your diary. ::splash:: 'Kay, look sweetie...this Aaron dork, he's obviously not right for you. You can do SO much better. Concentrate on loving yourself, and this baby. I don't want to preach or anything gay like that...but I want you to understand something. When you're fourteen, it's very rare to know who you are...that's something that can take a *lifetime*. Now, with motherhood approaching at such a young age, you have to jam a lot of experience you don't have into just a few years, and the LAST thing you need is a guy who *can't* respect you. I don't know Aaron from Moses, but I read your diary, and honey, he RAPED you. Maybe he didn't mean to, but...you deserve more than that. So this is getting a lot longer than I intended; sorry about that, I just have one more thing to say...is that really what you want for your baby? More importantly, is that what you want for YOU?
I'll be checking in. Be strong.
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I still cant believe what Aaron did to you. Maybe he does need a break and you need a break to. Kepp talking to your mom and cousin, and friends amd all. Maybe you and Aaron should (MAYBE) talk ounce and while....if he's calling 3 times an hour then maybe he wants to apologize (i dont know). Just stay in the game....you'll get a home run soon.
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Hey Allyson,
How are you sweetie?? I hope things are a bit b better for you. I just read your diaries, and I wish I knew you. I wish I could have been there for you with what you've been going through.
My boyfriend and I have been going out for 4 and a half months, and we started having sex after about two weeks. I regretted doing it so soon, but he means the world to me and I love him so much. After about a month or so, I was so scared cause I didnt get my period for 3 weeks, and i was stressign so much. We havent told anyone that we've had sex cause we dont want people to know. I dunno why, I guess its cause we can keep it something special between just us, and also cause with my friends, once they know someone's had sex, they expect that you'll just have sex when them when you are single. I dunno... anywayz, I coulnt tell anyone when I thought I was pregnant and I was so scared. I did a pregnancy test, but it showed up negative and I was so relieved. Both my boyfriend and I took the day off school and we went to the park in the city and just lay next to the lake for ages, talking and holding each other. It was so special. We had been so careful from then on. We try not to havce sex, like fully we try so hard, but it always just ends up happening eventually. I dunno.
Anywayz, it was just amazing reading what you had to say, because we seemed to have stuff in common, like music, movies, the way we felt about our boyfriends, the pregnancy scare, and also dancing, which Ive also done since I was three.
I really hope you can continue your dancing, cause it is my life too and I cant imagine life without it.
I really wish you the best in life, and your beautiful baby too. I wish I could email you or something, I dunno.
Just keep on being brave, you are an inspiration to us all.
All my love to you darling,
Liz xxx
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Hi, I just got done from reading every entry youve ever written. Im a 15 year old girl who also has sex. Me and my fiance (yes Im also engaged which also might sound weird but ya know age doesnt mean shit to me so it doesnt matter) but ne ways me and my fiance have been together for 11 months and Ive never been so happy. I do believe ladyria was VERY right when she said the things about STDs and drugs/drinking leads to rape. Awhile ago I went out with some friends while my fiance was at work and I got stoned and really really drunk for the first time. I ended up getting raped and used by a total of 4 different guys that night. Ive never felt so bad in my whole life!! And now I think I might have a STD which also scares me greatly! My fiance was sooo supportive when he found out. He just held me forever and let me cried, we just cried together. He was even supportive when I told him that I might have given him a STD. We also talked a couple times about if I did get pregnant (even though Im on the pill its still positive) so Im glad that we know exactly what we would do if I did get pregnant. Your story is very lifting and I added you to my MSN list even though I am not on all that much either. Maybe we can email back and forth? If so give me an email at Brandi_irwin@hotmail.com cuz Id love to chat with you. Your a very very brave girl and this might sound weird since Im almost 16, but I look up to very much. Hang in there girl!!
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thanks for playing in the neighborhood
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Hi! I just recently got recommended your diary from a friend. I wanted to let you know how much your diary has helped me realize things. As I read your diary, I could relate to a lot of things... your feelings towards your boyfriend, the pregnancy scares, the closeness towards your mother. I have had at least 3 pregnancy scares, but luckily so far nothing has gone wrong. I am on the pill, and have never gotten raped. I never really thought of it all as real though, until I read your diary. You are not some statistic or some story passed from person to person. You are a real person, with real emotions, going through tough times RIGHT NOW. I look up to you, Allyson. I truly do. I see how happy things can be after the initial let down, I see hope in your future. Whereas people may frown upon what you did, I am not supporting it, but I am understanding. And I think you are a role model. Good luck with everything in your pregnancy, with your baby, and with life. I hope you are truly happy. :) I hope your baby is healthy and happy as well, she/he is going into a good home! You'll be a great mother! Thanks for posting your story, cuz it sure changed my views on things... and I will be a LOT more careful when I have sex! Thanks again! (thanks to my friend for recommending the site too!) Good luck, ALLYSON! :)
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Hi! I've been reading your diary for awhile. I wish you would update more! Anyways, I hope that everything works out for you. I'm sure it will all go fine. You have really good friends and a great mom and a good boyfriend. I'm sure you'll make a great mother. Keep writting!
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Yo i jus found your diary and it touched me i really like it..and good luck with things also the wee baba :) and take care. Much love. Nikki x
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im just checking up on you hehe take care!
Tyedye
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Hi! I've been reading your diary for the past few weeks after stumbling across you in the member directory. I had all this stuff that I was going to say to you, but everyone else has already said it all. Just know that you have one more person that hopes the best for you. And your mother too! She is amazing.
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firetiger : |
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of course you can make love to him. i mean, if you want to and all. it's not gonna hurt the baby or anything!! love and congratulations. feel better because EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON and this baby will add so much LOVE and HAPPINESS to your life.
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carajo : |
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I'm Happy For You Sweetie.. Go and Enjoy!
Lady'Ria
:)
PS.. Can I go!??? LOL
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ladyria : |
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Allyson... I'm sorry ... You have to go through this....LISTEN to mom... and THink a bit... Things will be OK... Not the end of the world.. just a "STUMP" in the road!...
I will be back in a few days to see what is going on... I'm Ill... and I have to take some time out... (I have MS) NOT THE END OF THE WORLD EITHER! I will be FINE..!! I will be back in a couple of days to see what's up...PLEASE calm down... Life is not over (I say this 'cause I know...) Be thankful... for your mom... I wish I could talk to her...(she could use a friend right now, too!)... MOM 2 MOM.. she Is the BEST for you.. right now----
Aaron is also a "scared teenager"... And It is harder on the parents.. (believe it or not) after all ... they are STiLL resposible for what you guys do.. bad or good...a Parent is Always Involved (good ones are!)Do calm down... and hang in there... I will be back...
Hugs...Lady'Ria
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Im glad that you talked with your mom...but just remember if you need someone to talk to we are here
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hermionegirl : |
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Ladyria is right. You have to calm down. You have support at home, as well as here. Just remember that.
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ladyria : |
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Calm Down Honey!!! I know it is Horrible!!!(Guess it was POS)Now You and MOM have to Work this out...Your LIFE is not over!!! IT HAS CHANGED BIG TIME .. YES!!! But It is NOT OVER!!!!You Listen to me 'lil-one.. and Listen good... This is not a PUNISHMENT!!! God Has Not PUNISHED you!.. This is the ReSult Of A Mistake!!! A BAD CHOICE! One that You now have to Deal with.. You have Your Mom... (be thankful) Trust In Her... and Learn to Trust Yourself...Unfortunately You will have to Grow up "MAD FAST"...and somethings will have to be put on hold.. BUT DO NOT GIVE UP...KEEP UP SCHOOL... WHATEVER...TRY TO BE BACK TO NORMAL AS MUCH AS YOU CAN...IT IS HARD.. BUT NO...IT IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD!!!... I am Really Truly SORRY this happened... Allyson... I feel for you as a MOM that I am... and Tears came to my eyes when I read the last entry... But Please do Not Dispair... Talk to someone.. MOM... a Counselor.. your Doctor... but do not Give up on Yourself... You do have a Long life...IT IS NOT OVER... Please Take it easy... email me if you need to...
Hugz...Lady'Ria >>>:O(<<<
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bugbite : |
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im praying for you--(im nonreligious..but im sending out good energy to you which is my equivalent of prayer:))
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ladyria : |
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Allyson... I'm glad it is ALL out in the Open.. later today you will know for sure...If You are... well then you Have to make YOUR own decision...(guess you've made it already with mom) But One thing.. this comes from the Mouth of "experience" Girls MATURE MUCH MUCH sooner than Boys do... We Woman.. carry the "mistakes we make" (MOST OF US) and Live with them (we have to.. as Mothers) Men... It is Easier for Them to "Walk Out" on Resposibilites... Not that I want you to Loose "respect" for men.. but alot of them would rather "WALK" than to accept a Mistake... and even more.. rather than to live up to it... Do You understand??? I'm not putting Aaron down.. this is a "GENERALIZATION" of the Majority of men.. there are lots of them out there are are Great Guys.. but it's those that "are not" that you have to watch out for. And Another Thing the PILL may keep you from PREGNANCY.. BUT how about the STD's???... Sweetheart... there is ALOT of "Ugly Stuff" going around (AIDS... etc)... that is not a way to go either! The PILL protects (and never 100%) from Pregnancy.. but Also... a Condom is ALWAYS neccesary... Because of STD's... Having Sex is a Sign of Maturity... and Maturity is KNOWING what you're doing...If You are Mature to have sex.. Please think twice.. and Follow ALL PRECAUTIONS... About PREGNANCY.. and Most of ALL STD's (AIDS is not something YOU will be able to LIVE with!... while Pregnancy is...)
"Drinking/Drugs/Rape" Those Three things Usually go together... Please try to keep away from "Places" that Might put you into those "SITUATIONS"... that is when the CONDOM is NOT USED.. etc etc.etc...
I'm Here.. and Like I said.. I have a 15 year old son... God Bless all you Kids...Not all Moms are as Understnding As Your Mommy is... and I am... so You Are Luckiy in that way.
If You need to talk .. I will always be here...
(nothing else to do.. LOL LOL ) kidding... But I will respond... Loves to You... and Again... you have a GREAT MOM! NEVER NEVER forget that! Hugz 2U...<:O)>
Lady'Ria
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ladyria : |
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I hope all is OK...
:O)
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hermionegirl : |
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At least your mother knows. From what you have written, she isn't going to disown you. Be strong, dear friend. The worst may not be over, but at least one bridge has been crossed.
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ladyria : |
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My Dear Allyson...
you are BRAVE, and I commend You for that!! I'm Relieved that You told you Mom about this problem! I have a 15 year old son.... I'm older than your mom...with 2 step-daughters-(I did not raise them) But one of them called me one day telling me she was Preg. and she was only 15.. My heart sank... so I can imagine a daughter that You have and raised... Do not UNDERESTIMATE a MOM... We Women may be "strong.. and firm" but we (most of us moms) try to have a "gentle hand" when it comes to things like this...We are "women" even though you are just 14.. you are a young woman... MORE important.. You are "YOUNG"... not that Children are "BAD" to have, actually they are a blessing.. but in "it's right time"! I am truly hoping that you are not preg... and that You take this 2nd chance (if you are not preg.)as a lesson.. a scarey one.. but one to remember... either with Aaron.. or any other man in your life!... A Baby's Life is Far to serious to take so lightly. When you bring someone into the world.. you are 100% responsible for "it's" well being.. even beyond the age of "18" a Mom is ALWAYS..A MOM!!! and Forever.. a Mom... GIVE YOUR MOM A BIG HUG FROM ME.. SHE IS A WONDERFUL WOMAN...!!
Please.. If you need talk.. get a hold of me.. I already left my "URL (contact info)
Sweetie.. I hope You rest well... now that things are out in the open... Luvs.. and hugz... Lady'Ria
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Hey... Did You talk to Your Mom??? If Not Please do... (just wondering...)
My URL is: http://ladyria.diaryland.com... if you want ot talk... :) Take care of Yourself...'lil-One!______
*smiles >:O)____Lady'Ria
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I'm Rally Sorry you are going through this.. But is seems to me that You and Your Mom have a Good Relationship.. TALK TO HER!!!
You are FAR TOO YOUNG to Screw up Your Life! SEX is something that should not be taken Lightly... CONDOMS... and Other meathods are available.. but then.. I do Not think 14 year old should be having SEX!! There are always *repercussions
(*meaning**a widespread, indirect, or unforeseen effect of an act, )
And If You are Not Ready to PAY for the "After effects" of Your Actions DO NOT DO THEM... Sex is WAY TOO OVER RATED!!! There is more to Life than just that SEXUAL ANIMALISTIC URGE... GOD gave us Brains to be better than that...
Use them Brains Sweetie!... A mistake is ok... (We Are Humans.. we all Make Mistakes now and then...)
but TALK to YOUR MOM!!! Not to just anybody... this is a SERIOUS PROBLEM... Do Not Play With Your Future... You have a Very Long Life ahead of you...
Wishing you well...Hugz... and....GOOD LUCK!
Lady'Ria
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Be careful! Also, i agree about that taking a test thing...tell your mom even if she gets mad. You mom might help you. My mom got pregnant when she was 15 and she had to get an abortion. So I kinda know how you might be feeling right now becuase my mom told me the whole thing about her pregnacing and stuff. If you need any and i mean if you need someone to talk to Im here ^_^
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winterleaves : |
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you should take a test and also you should probably tell your mom.
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hermionegirl : |
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The minute you think that it isn't possible is when you are in denial. Take a test and make sure. That way you can finally calm down and your stress level won't be as bad. You owe it to yourself and to Aaron to know the exact truth. Don't fool around and speculate that it can't happen. Just my opinion.
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winterleaves : |
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you wrote about everyone but aaron in your cast page :)
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p-e-n-i-s : |
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i understand that you love him...give him that second chance. but if he hurts you again, turn your back and dont ever look back.
and dont let this sn frighten you lol. i dont have a penis..and i think penises shouldnt hurt other people. dont let aaron use his penis like that again.
there are people who will really love you and wont hurt you.
be careful!!!
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hermionegirl : |
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I only have one piece of advice for you: be careful. The heart is a precious instrument.
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teen-mother : |
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Hey guys... thanks for being there for me... I am thankful there's people out there like you who are willing to help. Right now my e-mail got closed down so untill I get a new one I can't e-mail all of you. But thanks... If you check my newest entry you can find out what happened with me and Aaron...
Allyson
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katie09 : |
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you might think i'm so stupid for even attempting to try and give you advice here but i honestly wanna help..you shouldn't need to take that from anyone. email me : blink_1412@Hotmail.com
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no matter how much you love him and you think he loves you <B>nothing</B> justifies rape. you are a good person and did not deserve that. you have to tell someone or it will only happen again! if you want to talk to me my email is bridi7@yahoo.com and my AIM name is cheshriecat. please, stand up for youself. its not okay to accept rape.
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you should definitely tell your mom about what happened. i know its hard and it sucks and everything, but more than likely she'll be a lot cooler than you think she'll be and she'll help you. because you can't keep it to yourself, things just build up and explode that way. youre a very sweet, kind girl who deserves the world and as much as he loves you, he loves himself more. you don't deserve to be hurt. you need to talk to someone, i promise it will help. if you want to talk to me i'm here but you should talk to your mom too. my name's alex and i'm fifteen. you can IM me: firetiger777 and my email link is on my diary, or you can leave me a note.
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new-girl : |
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heey i 3> your diary, don't stop writing!
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queenbitch : |
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Hey I seen you left me a note so I thought Id write ya back, I havent read your diary yet but I will. If you want to read my diary email me at brandi_irwin@hotmail.com and Ill hook ya up. Later girl. Keep it real
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katress : |
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Thanks for stopping by. :)
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evil-dreamer : |
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Hey hey =) I read all your entries (go me!) and I was so happy for you when you wrote that you aren't pregnant...don't ask why, I'm just like that sometimes...It sounds like you had a lotta fun last night. I was stuck at home doing homework that didn't get finished! Anyway, have a kick ass day!!!
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dolla : |
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Hey. I see you left me a note, so I'm returning the favor. You have a nice diary and you seem like a very honest person. Be careful though. If you ever want to talk, send me an IM or something. Cyaa..
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sopraltodear : |
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Hey girl, I just stumbled upon your diary and you write about some pretty intense stuff! You sound like a neat kid and I just want to say (don't hate me for this) be careful. If you want to contact me you know what to do. :-)
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teen-mother : |
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Someone leave me a note please!!!
=)
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