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from fuschiashock :
i have to come look at apartments sometime.
from fuschiashock :
i want to come visit, and walk around the waterfront and through the parks.
from affablealien :
I've had you on my MSN for three years. I don't think we've ever sent each other any messages. I don't know why. Apathy knows no bounds...
from castmegently :
je t'aime... i'm here whenever you need me, let me know how the weekend goes
from fuschiashock :
talk sometime?
from stressrecipe :
I am a digging twister i am mean, i dont know how you feel about me anymore and it hurts, i would write you love letters everyday if i thought you would read them, or want them.
from stressrecipe :
I am a digging twister i am mean, i dont know how you feel about me anymore and it hurts, i would write you love letters everyday if i thought you would read them, or want them.
from fuschiashock :
are you on last.fm?
from girl101 :
you live, you learn. and sometimes it fucking hurts, and sometimes it comes out of nowhere, but it's life and there's those moments of crazy beautifulness that make it worth it. i try to hold those close to me, try to stay present at the same time, look at everything upcoming and think - it will be okay. it will be okay. it will be okay. trying times are just that - tests and trials and sometimes i wish i hadn't had to go through all the shit i have in my life, but i realize i wouldn't be the same person, and i wouldn't have learned so much, and i wouldn't have the amount of empathy or perspective that i ultimately .have. gained. and if i think of everything bad, it sucks, and if i think about everything good, it sucks to miss it all, so then i think, fuck it. it's life, so let's live it. right here, right now. my hazy latenight 2cents. ♥
from fuschiashock :
it'll be okay.
from fuschiashock :
okay. i hope you/re doing okay.
from fuschiashock :
i miss talking to you.
from fuschiashock :
*checks profile* you realise that's a total of... 1598 entries?
from fuschiashock :
i'm glad. dinosaur seems to have settled into living in this house. she's sleeping right now, and she runs on her wheel A LOT at night. i have to put in earplugs so i can sleep. she seems to be warming up to me. sometimes she comes to my hand; sometimes she doesn't. she's met the cats, when she was out in the hamster ball. both cats backed away from the ball in fear.
from fuschiashock :
tu me manques.
from girl101 :
i love your entry about things you learned when your girls came to visit. haha! it made me laugh because my friends and i are the same way, or maybe i am the same way. anyways doll, hope you find more peace & good times in this new year ♥ xx
from fuschiashock :
i won't pretend i'm not disappointed, although i don't think i'd want you to meet me the way i feel today. i hope i get to talk to you soon.
from fuschiashock :
christmas always sucks. i miss my grandfather and i cried myself to sleep last night, thinking about all the people i miss, and thinking about the logic of dying... sometimes it's the only thing that seems logical. this worries me, but what is there to do about it? not much, for now. i don't know what the situation is with the talk of destroying things, but maybe, just maybe, it's not really as bad as you think? forgiveness, and such. i feel like there's more that i should say, but it'll have to wait.
from fuschiashock :
je comprends. i'll look forward to that email. AND TO MEETING YOU.
from fuschiashock :
a reminder: it is not an unequal friendship. another reminder: i don't want you to chicken out.
from fuschiashock :
a good moment, it sounds.
from fuschiashock :
unlocked and undeleted.
from fuschiashock :
worse things have happened. i think the conversation i had with my mother after she read my journal when i was thirteen or fourteen was much worse. there are also the many coming out conversations i've had. others that would be high on the list would include times i've been threatened with the police (i. e., if you don't go to the hospital, i'll call the police).
from fuschiashock :
it was, wasn't it? only i could pull this off?
from fuschiashock :
i wish, but not until i'm off these drugs.
from fuschiashock :
thirteen of my last twenty entries here use regular capitalization!!!!!!?!!!!!!!!
from fuschiashock :
i have the urge to go through my recent entries and see how often i've done this.
from fuschiashock :
tis a strange feeling, realizing that you've slipped into capitalization.
from fuschiashock :
thank you.
from castmegently :
*hug*
from castmegently :
i completely understand not being good at small talk, because i am not either. also when in the same room as someone. sometimes even a certain someone. :S
from castmegently :
yes, yes we are. le sigh.
from fuschiashock :
still in the hospital. still suicidal.
from fuschiashock :
sometimes it helps to get things out. hope you feel better soon.
from affablealien :
I'll see if I can find you. Hehe.
from amethyst- :
congratulations!!!
from affablealien :
Congratulations on your graduation eh. I feel almost as if I'm half a world away, trying to shake your hand, but all I'm getting are telephone cords and routers...
from that :
i swear, you read my mind. i was looking for you online the other day, i almost even left you a comment on your lj, but then i didn't. soon though i'll be home for xmas with lots of time for the internet.
from inside---out :
we should talk sometime. i kind of miss it.
from fuschiashock :
thanks.
from fuschiashock :
my mom reads the CH for the obituaries. yeah, maritime newspapers suck. i have a long list of news websites that i read some, but i like to actually have something physical to read. it just feels different.
from fuschiashock :
i suppose if i read a newspaper more intelligent than the chronicle herald, it might be a bit better, but then, what are my options? i'm certainly not going to start reading any of the irving-owned papers in new brunswick. i guess i should just stick to the internet for getting news. of course, i have to read the chronicle herald when i submit letters, to see whether or not they get published, not that i've written any lately.
from castmegently :
yes i suppose it would give you a reason now wouldn't it? do you not have a tape player in your car? or just cd? and i'm not really sure about my weekend shifts, i think it depends. like this weekend i work saturday from 2-10:30 but i will probably end up with a morning shift at some point or another. i'm still waiting to hear whether i work tomorrow night....i REALLY hope not, i need to go get some capris:P
from castmegently :
ok so now i'm spam-noting you, but i just thought of something. i'll be working one day a weekend at the store with every 3rd completely off. so we need to plan something fun at some point soon! that is all.
from castmegently :
for you to find me online would suggest that i would be in my house...impossible (think french accent on that one) it seems the last day. i was at the store all night with holly last night, and tonight i worked after work and then went straight to emily and jillian's to help them study. i'll have to find ya on there tomorrow night maybe. i miss that i can't entertain you in the daytime anymore. and i'm glad you bought some clothes, you're making me proud:P i have to get some new capris, mine from last year got a hole :( well hopefully i'll talk to you soon, so i'll stop rambling on here....
from fuschiashock :
http://www.mta.ca/students/chma/listen.htm
from fuschiashock :
i miss listening to campus radio, but i miss doing my show more. it's no longer possible to listen online, as socan changed the rules and it would have cost us more than it costs for our regular broadcast just for the internet broadcast. with only something like ten or fewer people listening online at a time, it's not worth it. my brother was living in antigonish last semester. he's in engineering and doing co-op. the town hired him for his winter semester co-op placement.
from fuschiashock :
oh, i know what you mean. it is almost over. it just doesn't seem like it to me because i did spring session in quebec and just got home a week ago. i can't wait to go back to university. i miss so many things. i miss my friends, i miss campus radio, i miss learning, i miss having interesting conversations, i miss the library, i miss the conserv... basically i'm a big nerd.
from fuschiashock :
summer half over? what? it's just starting. :)
from inside---out :
tried to email you, but it didn't work for some reason.
from fuschiashock :
sure why not... i don't know that you'll want to, however. i'll email you.
from fuschiashock :
thanks!
from girl101 :
i've found this place again. ciao bella.
from castmegently :
i'm here for you
from castmegently :
amandaaaaa. i hope you feel better tomorrow.
from castmegently :
let's just say. they have always been really 'close' friends. only apparently since last november...more than friends. can you say weird??
from fuschiashock :
my brothers girlfriend doesn't like it when i sing the oompa loompa song.
from sanchezcafe :
Boo!
from castmegently :
hey you...you shouldn't be online if you are not going to be there missy!! i wrote it all down for you. (and for me i guess)
from tele--vision :
i don't know anything about apartments; i just wanted to say that it's "lie through your teeth" and "pay through the nose." picky, picky.
from castmegently :
i went to bed at 3:00 last night. couldn't fall asleep. my legs are KILLING me today, worst aching pain i have ever ever felt it makes me want to cry. and i will talk to you at some point...probably after i fail my stats midterm:S
from tele--vision :
I am one of those people. I tend to take more than I give. I'm not ashamed. If I'm short cash (or whatever the case may be), and someone insists on covering it even after I say, "No, you don't have to do that," I let them cover it. If they're ever in such a jam, I'll help them out, whether I "owe them" or not. But that rarely happens, so it comes off a bit me-heavy. And, frankly, if someone's only helping me so I'll owe them something back, that's pretty sad.
from castmegently :
i wish you had a katiegirl there too. and i also love the sun, although it's gone now. but yesterday i even wore flipflops out:D but tonight i fucked up another calc midterm...so anytime you're willing to come take me away i will be ready.
from wasgood :
ever read hamsun? i try and turn everyone on to hamsun. no one gets it. and do you like 'love is a dog from hell'? just wondering. * this is strange.. i just woke up
from girls-suck :
a book
from wasgood :
what are you reading?
from fuschiashock :
you should go to the library.
from castmegently :
i'm afraid that is undisclosed information. ;)you would make fun of my patheticness. but i will tell you that there is much more interaction than ever with emb. and i'm not as sad as i used to be. (i hope).
from sanchezcafe :
I know I should've said dis earlier but i'm geussing ya'll forgive me. Merry xmas, Happy new year,and have a wonderful life. Ya freind, Sanchez
from howgoesit :
always curious about these sorts of things, what books are they?
from omnipre5ence :
How sweet. Crushes are quite nice.
from castmegently :
i think that you should post it. or send it to me. i'm curious;)
from castmegently :
where have you been all day?? i haven't talked to you in tooooooo long. (i know we talked yesterday but that doesn't count:P) -miss ya:)
from fuschiashock :
aha. i had forgotten that you lived in nova scotia.
from castmegently :
genius. pure genius. you know (hopefully) to what i'm referring. very talented i love it.
from castmegently :
you do :) ps-happy birthday i didn't talk to you today!
from starke- :
Your layout is damn beautiful.
from castmegently :
you are too far away from me:( miss ya
from castmegently :
you even added me to your fav diaries! you are the best -me:D
from tele--vision :
it's probably just a virus.
from and-i-said :
i'm adding you; if you don't mind.
from sanchezcafe :
Wat cd was it? -Sanchez
from howgoesit :
sure, you can read- username: howgoesit; password: watermelon.
from prevalent :
i am feeling the same emptiness, and i started cruising recently updated and found you. now i feel less alone tonight :)
from rip-up-rules :
I know that feeling.
from rip-up-rules :
Do i know you? Your picture doesnt look familiar.
from fuschiashock :
i don't find that it makes it hard to read. i don't know how long i'll keep it for, though.
from sanchezcafe :
*Shivers* Numbers are creepy (And lets not forget confusing)
from tele--vision :
humph. so i guess MS Gothic is indeed not a standard font. ugh.
from sanchezcafe :
long live the reighn of mario
from tele--vision :
why, thank you. i enjoy them as well.
from sanchezcafe :
i think drinking and playing simpsons:hit & run is fun...;yep fun to run over martin...
from fuschiashock :
yeah. there's no way i'd ever go to acadia. i'm thinking about western.
from fuschiashock :
i don't go to acadia, but i live fiteen minutes from acadia...
from sanchezcafe :
Wow planning the ways before the times
from sanchezcafe :
thanks please keep reading!
from sanchezcafe :
its a fake cafe of strange people that come there. What u think?
from sanchezcafe :
Hi i'm the owner of COZY CORNER CAFE and just started please will u come and test it? I'll give you some crackers!
from hijinks :
weeeeeeeee my blatant manipulation worked *hugs*
from hijinks :
you deleted me *le sob* but i did get incredibly boring and not update for months but but....*tries to make you feel guilty somehow*
from girl101 :
snuggly moments like that are sort of really very priceless. i used to have a blue elephant that my very best friend got me when i went out to visit her across the country, good memories. i.m happy for your happiness and i understand that missing feeling... <3//. xo.
from tele--vision :
i got bored.
from guthrie :
Or whatever you celebrate.
from guthrie :
Hi, I just wanted to say hi. Hope you had a nice Xmas.
from susej :
trying to meet people on here i guess, i really have no clue what the hell im doing. anyway nice diary, message me back sometime or something...ramble ramble..
from girl101 :
oh. i hope all is well. and it.s imaginable. i feel like it too. it.s all love, attachment, caring. xoxoxoxoxoxox girlface.
from empty-cuts :
alright, deary. we will move our bodies to the beats and tell chris&eben&ted&david&bryan that we heart them & we'll wait outside in the freezing cold after the show to meet them and hug them and run away and talk about it for weeks a time. &you won't need to buy me anything. our ticket stubs will be enough. <3
from empty-cuts :
i love weezer too. and guess what. tomorrow night i am going to a saves the day show. weeeee <3
from girl101 :
hm. that makes my heart hurt. but in a good way, because i can think of him and his bed and be like, fuck you asshole. after that cheery thought, hearts and stars. xox girlness. plus happy halloween.
from empty-cuts :
thanks hun. <3 your diary is beautiful. xXx
from sentimental :
hmm.. password, please? sentimental@diaryland <3
from amethyst- :
i need a password!
from girl101 :
♥ yr spirit! :)
from girl101 :
oh dear. a password? please let me in [destroy@never-ever.net] <3.
from amethyst- :
hey, i understand. i'll just be waiting patiently for the update. :)
from amelog :
what's with the password?! i need my amanda updates! ahhhh! ;)
from girl101 :
i was just listening to that earlier. then i said psssssh too depressing. onto bob dylan, ani difranco, and against me!. what else are you listening to these days? ps, xo.
from girl101 :
♥
from girl101 :
i respect your strength and conviction {"when you wouldn't look at me and i could feel my heart breaking. yes that's when i got brave and did what needed to be done."} because i haven.t be able to do that. what was it, exactly? that you did and how you knew? i guess bc maybe he isn.t like that with me so much, isn.t asking to kidnap me.
from affablealien :
Perhaps you're not missing out on much...
from girl101 :
aftermath? --- [math...››him]; maybe you.ll fill me in on what/s been going on, on how it all started. [you.re crazy, maybe.] i love your words. <3
from girl101 :
i just took that needed drive//////////[would.t it be nice if this could be a] neverendingmathequation: WINDOWS DOWN + LOUD MUSIC + PEDALTOTHEMEDAL = <3
from girl101 :
& <3. thanks.
from girl101 :
ps. footnotes, i love it.
from girl101 :
your words make me s-m-i-l-e, especially now at school with a cute boy at my back, and i/m just laughing and making pneumonics about organic compounds. &that/s <3. :)
from tele--vision :
indeed.
from tele--vision :
there is actually quite a lot of people around here...
from girl101 :
pretty gray days but it/s pitch. black. out here. [ xo ]
from x0lulu0x :
there is nothing more powerful than succinct entries. i love it.
from psallmylove :
hehe cute comment!
from recall :
i can relate to your latest entry more than you know. xo.
from fallin-angel :
Do you by any chance remember me?
I hope you do
I have missed you these past..ummm
5ish months or so...
Wellz, you should email me or sumthin
Much love
The Fallen Angel
from affablealien :
You do not need plush animals to be adorable. You're like a daytime soap opera that's only five seconds per episode. And what lovely seconds those are...
from dyingdreamer :
I'm so pleased that you like it! I was trying my best to think of a song for you, and that was just the first thing that popped into my head. I was rather obesessed with that song for awhile, I listened to it constantly.
from recall :
do you have aim? i have aol. maybe we can talk sometime. feel free to instant message me at friendsforeva. xo.
from eurochild :
never see you on aim anymore. say hi sometime.
from recall :
i hope you have a great holiday. miss you..
from recall :
hey, it's monica. where are you? i miss your writing. i hope you're doing good. take care.
from firepixi :
OOOH, *he* sounds nice.
from seraphical :
sweet amanda, it's your birthday isn't it? may your year be beautiful & filled with wonders. happy bdae! xoxoxo
from disheveled :
like cozy mittens?
from breathless- :
Hey! Wow, your layout is awesome, and you can write...yay! :) Anyways, check out my diary and if you get a chance...drop me a note! I'd appreciate it! Keep it up :)
from emoviolent :
tag... you're it.
from adeliatala :
*rejoices, sings, and dances*. Yayyyy! Wish your Grandpa good luck from me :o) Hehe, even if its only in a "good luck from everyone Gramps" sense since he won't know who the heck I am!! Very glad for you. Good luck!
from atypicalgirl :
oh, and I'm sorry about your grandfather. I hope things go well. good luck to him.
from atypicalgirl :
love you!
from siopup :
i'm not allergic to flowers. are you allergic to vegemite?
from siopup :
i do like the rain. especially summer rain (cue that song by, uh, someone). effort is sweet and good, and gives you a warm glow.
from notum :
Um...Boo as well!
from siopup :
will you come sit on my bed and we can play my little pony. ok?
from wisegirl :
why? what happened? I am out of the chatrrom, everyone started signing off, I dunno why, it got boring so I got off, do you have msn messanger? or what's ya e-mail?
from wisegirl :
hey there, noooooo, It's not that I want people to add me to their favorites, your layout is sick!!! And your entries are cool, your life seems so much better than mines, mines is boring and old,lol, for reals I like your diary!
from wisegirl :
hey there wuzzuuupppp, I met you in the chatrrom that I called fuckin sick,lol, alright c ya!
from siopup :
sigh. i keep thinking you're in my head.
from password :
swing to me.

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