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from berkinix :
You have one cool user name. Sure you knew that already, but I wanted to reiterate.
from evenoth :
I e-mailed you re: your trip, but I'm not sure you're still using that address. Summary of the e-mail: Come visit! Anytime! Free food and lots of room for sleeping! Ask Ferron or Tom or anyone for my e-mail. See you soon, hopefully.
from tymotheus :
And fuck Robin and his cold rationalisations! Fuck him! Robin, that scrawny insensitive bastard, has nothing better to do or accomplish in life than to scream at his kids and engaging them into a psychological mindfuck just for petty amusement. I've seen the bastard a couple of times and as far as I know at this point in life, the nerd's just im-fucking-possible to talk to. Echoing everything as though he's smarter than me. I'm mostly speechless because I try to rationalise what he means but at that time I'm filled with emotions. Once the fucker screamed at me so loud it hurt my ears. When I asked him to stop, he yelled "I CAN YELL AS LOUD AS I WANT TO!!!" Of course, he was telling me to get out and threatening to call the pigs on me. But he let me in in the first place!!! And worse, I was seeing him in efforts of reaching out to him and have him as some sort of bridge. But all hope's gone. He's going to pay in this life and in the afterlife, my friends. How his mother survives I'm baffled. Probably because she's a sub but I have nothing against her. His DAD, though... God do I hate him. He's worse. Tramples on peoples emotions without any consideration for their feelings. He's working in computer sciences or something like it, and thinks like one, deprived of all emotions and empathy and compassion and understanding and anything at all! He's one of those types of people who tends to yell and abuse his children, then comes up with a completely lame excuse. No matter how scientifically or "logically" precise it seems, torturing another human being and tearing them down (as Robin did frequently when I was railing against the scum I was educated with) after trauma has no excuse. NONE. Mehta and the rest aren't like that, though. Only pathetic moments like losing a father or a girlfriend would traumatise them or tear them up inside. Same old empty shit that is so fucking natural it makes a torture scene in Hostel look like a mental hygenic documentary.
from tymotheus :
AND who did their shit to me again and again and again, non-stop for YEARS, failing to listen to me or my offerings of peace and mocking or scorning me. Fuck, they've earned it. Mehta earned his very, VERY BAD. Ali included.
from tymotheus :
Mehta's prickness is what he got from his ex-father John and his psychotic delirium he got from his mother, who used to a popular choice before the kids and the sagging. I find it rather insulting for anyone to be friends with this junkie nutbar. Honestly, I have my bouts of offering peace (And, regretably, apologies but hey! We all make mistakes! Except Mehta, who happens to be one) but reality kicks in where there's nothing on earth that would make Mehta accept or consider peace in the first place. Mehta, really, is a shit-stain on the socialist movement (which has now become a scene thanks to hacks like Ali, Medbh, Ellen, Greg[???], and Fraser) that's as severe as the autrocities committed by "socialist" regimes (China, North Korea, Cuba, Stalinist Russia, Saskatchewan). Seriously, Mehta should just walk out and shut up. But we all know he won't. He's admirable only to the lowest, shallowest scum that make up the mainstream culture. We've had enough so-called rogues in this society. Drug-pumping is nothing new, but it would be funny if Mehta ODs and then his other friends would try to drain and drink his black blood to access what he's been feeding himself over the years. I've listened to Mehta's work. Well, tried to. There's nothing tolerable about Mehta. He's a grammar freak and speaks above others' ways of speaking so that he'd make them feel less. It's a tyrant's trait. People would attribute me doing it but fuck! I go after people who strike me first. That's it.
from tymotheus :
It's quite ironic, though, that while he goes emo to pander for shallow people through pity, he turns 'round and spews bile on anyone suffering worse than his spoiled rich ass. Good Lord! Someone hand me a shotgun so I can wipe him out! It would be a mercy killing in a sense: spare me of the pain for his lack of punishment. He's a total jerk. Why anyone's his friend is far beyond me. I guess he uses the girls for sex and drugs, and he uses the guys for drugs and gigs, and he uses Fraser (not a human being) for sex and drugs. Mehta cheated on women more than once, only to go emo to win them back. Fraser nearly got Ali pregnant, so she dumped him. She's still close to him because she misses the sex. How risky it was. No protection. Risk is sexy, of course.
from tymotheus :
If I had power, I'd subject Mehta's mother to a horrid array of medical experiments. As for Mehta's emo moment, it's pretty pathetic and disgraceful. Mehta does it because he thinks it's cool, and to garner pity for himself so he can make more friends that way. The idiot. Let's hope he fails to stop the bleeding in one of his cutting sprees and dies. I'd be glad to buy and fuck his remains. :)
from sanityinsane :
: / i'm sorry we didn't get to hang out. next time, maybe?
from tymotheus :
That circus midget can eat his own shit! What a weak hypocritical fucking asshole! Breaking the law with drug binges while threatening me with jailtime over a one-night breakdown! Fuck you and your empty life, you "musical" hack!
from tymotheus :
Just because Mehta thinks he can trample on other people's rights and then move on while he leaves them in agony, it doesn't mean that his deeds will be left unmarked. The moment I see Ellen in my city or in this country, be she with or without anyone at her side, her head is going to be missing. ELLEN, if you're reading this, DON'T YOU DARE COME HERE!!! Fuck your friends, your family and your "spotless" reputation. I will not rest until you are buried underground. Same goes to Mehta, that soulless whorring hatemonger.
from evenoth :
Good and good. I can't wait to get home.
from evenoth :
May 4th, Broadway Theatre. Please go! P.S.: How are you?
from tymotheus :
Of course, Mehta has this illusion about me, that I'm crazy or something. Like Dierdra or Diarrhea or however-the-fuck-you-spell-her-name. Mehta is but a disfigured monstrosity, a grave degenerate who cares for nothing but himself, going as far as murder, gossip and slander and selling out his friends for whatever amoral agenda he has set in favor himself. Curse him! I curse his false gods of drugs, whoremongering and indescriminate bigotry! I curse his psychotic, demented, blood-thirsty mother! I curse all who are friendly, sympathetic and apologetic to his actions and words and nature. A very ugly, vile, repulsive nature he has deep within. Forget those apologies I have made on here. I have renounced them. All of them. This deadass dementoid has shattered my life beyond repare JUST when I was starting to rebuild it after years within the dreadful school system entering a close! ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS do my enemies do such things to me as a small-town pasttime. Infernal, wreckless destruction just to watch and read their victims squirm and writhe in their struggle. Mehta is not a person. He as well as Ali and Fraser are not people. Neither is Greg and everyone else from Greystone and Walter Murray and Roland Micherner. These are even lower than the beasts of the earth! They vex me for a good laugh, to laugh AT me! So much for progressives in this all white, all wheat, god-forsaken spot of dud.
from tymotheus :
Damn them both for their small-town mentality!!! Eternally may they live!!!
from tymotheus :
The very sight of Mehta even causes his mother extreme mental torture. Mehta is abusing his mother and is enjoying it. Not that I'd give a damn, anyway. She deserves to suffer since she's put me in further agony than I already was. Same to Mehta.
from tymotheus :
I'm pretty positive Mehta has a connection with that massacre in Ontario. Seriously, he has links to various gangs across the country.
from tymotheus :
Surely it's a pot growth operation the skank rat's working in. After all, when it comes to drug consumption, he bitterly defeats Keith Richards 1000x over! Of course, Keith has talent.
from tymotheus :
May the wrath of God descend upon Mehta and Ali and Fraser and Greg and everyone from Greystone and Roland Michener with such frightening (sp?) velocity and brutality from all angles!!!
from tymotheus :
That's because, raisin-brain, you know nothing of the hell Mehta put me through. These are mere fragments. Plus I'm no friend of yours, Euro-trash. And "whatever" is too cliche for me to give a damn about your opinion. You use it to make yourself look fucking cool. Screw cool and screw you hardcore.
from raisintoes :
is that a threat or a poem? whatevs, friend. what. evs.
from tymotheus :
If you're reading this Fraser, you're a gay-bashing wanker!
from tymotheus :
The fudge-nut calls this harassment. I, as well as natural and divine law, call this justice. And fucking rightfully so!!!
from tymotheus :
And yes, he is learning how to take it out on other people because of his malicious character. He usually attacks/abuses random women and his own girlfriend. If he abuses his own mother I'd be not surprised since she would deserve something like it.
from tymotheus :
It must be one hell of a feat for someone such as him to walk and communicate with his head so far in ....
from tymotheus :
Yes it's true, people. He calls his own friends "stuff!" Like they're not people! How much farther can this self-righteous beast stuff his head up his own ass?!
from tymotheus :
Mehta and that 30-year-old-hippie-chick-on-menopause puts the MENTAL in JUDGEMENTAL, my friends!
from tymotheus :
*Psychotic killers ...
from tymotheus :
His friends are fools to think highly of him, and people are fools to leave themselves in the dark about my character and nature. I did open my diary but in order for others to understand my side of the story. Tragic result, though. Now most people think of me as some psychotic killer. Killers kill random innocent people. People who seek justice smite those who have wronged them. You are all idiots to think I am the first.
from tymotheus :
And for that I wish the worst ills upon him. The WORST.
from tymotheus :
Surely Mehta will be endulge in gossiping and hate-mongering against me. He's expert and unapologetic.
from alixio :
i will be at cafe esperanza tonight! 9 ish? how much is it? i have some friends who want to come....!@
from alixio :
mehta!!! call me!!! or email me or something!
from tymotheus :
"I'm worried about how I treat people I love. I feel powerless against my immediate reactions." The reason he's powerless is because he refuses to take responsibility of them. Surely this is a lame excuse for treating others with such viciousness and hostility. As for his worries about how he treats people he "loves," it's because they might rat on him, or cut his drug supply, or deny him ass.
from tymotheus :
Let's all hope and pray that he dies soon. Very soon.
from tymotheus :
I know he's just itching to kill someone, I just KNOW it .... And Maredeth, fuck you. At least I don't whore around and do the ol' fuck-and-dump tactic. Heartbreaking shit! Ha! You are such an airheaded ignoramous who treats people with no respect the first moment they offer you something.
from tymotheus :
Ali deserves torture. Mehta... deserves death. Unfortunately he's protected by the scum known as the Sask. Police and the music scene which apperantly is nothing but mall music. Mehta should be shot and shitted on for his crimes. He's our own Michael Ignatieff. Promoter of hatred, police-state tactics against any form of oppression or expression... and murderer. I mean, he killed his father for God's sake. He gets away with it while I land up behind bars because of a mental breakdown. His "ordeal" is insignificant. Fuck him, fuck everything he stands for, fuck his friends, fuck his family.
from tymotheus :
Mehta supports the police state and a Fortress North America. Look what he did to me back in 2004!!!
from tymotheus :
May you rot in hell, you arrogant, Muslim-hating, gay-bashing murderer!!!
from tymotheus :
Mehta, of course, doesn't feel anything, no matter how "cruel" my shots at his ugly white arse become. He deserves every single insult in the book and pulled from the air. He's got only murder on his mind, and his first casualty would be free speech. Hell, he and his friends (I've seen it, people) have been going around spreading toxins about me. It's disgusting. I'm returning the fucking favour. He can rim me til I'm dry and he's dead from oral infection before I can ever stop.
from tymotheus :
*I told a girl at the protest ...
from tymotheus :
All enemies of free speech and freedom of religion must be punished. It's a shame people like Mehta are even allowed any sort of power and it's a shame the laws in this country are fucked-up, limiting free speech and letting the state bend over for a double-ender in the name of "religious pluralism". It's a shame Mehta is allowed to infest the libraries and the schools and the streets and the grocery stores of this god-forsaken city.
from tymotheus :
Couple of days ago, ladies and gents, I found Mehta the Monster in the library. For a moment I thought he was someone else. This pothead with a towering dark toque and a stupid, scrubby-looking jacket over some dark clothes. Of course, moments later I realised it WAS the fucking heartless ogre. Pity. I should've taken a shot at his head then shitted on his face after his use of power through the pigs. I passed by him a few times and either he was clueless or scared shitless. Really difficult to tell since Mehta has dead eyes, proof of his utter soullessness. Then went to an anti-Wal-Mart protest. He was there as well, thinking I was stalking him (CLEARLY I WASN'T!!!) while he was hunting for ass. Typical-typical cold-hearted fucker. The rest of the "socialist" community reflects his values and ideals. I told a girl I felt like hugging her. Why? Because she looked cuddly for some reason. She said "Please don't." So much for fucking community. No wonder socialism isn't going anywhere. It's been hijacked by a clusterfuck of spoilt white brats with self-righteous superiority complexes and the emotional intellegence of Mehta. He better run next time I see his scrawny, puny ass or I swear I'll jam my boot up his ass far enough to require surgical removal.
from raisintoes :
absolutely. what is your email address? I'll give you my address and phone number, etc. I'm bawdybauble@hotmail.com
from raisintoes :
montreal. when are you to be here? do you need anything I can help you with? I should be pleased to help however I can.
from tymotheus :
Thankfully with Mehta's absence, the shows didn't fuck up once!
from tymotheus :
I don't care if he has studies, I don't care if he has a career as a "musician" and I don't give a flaky, petty mother-fuck how good his shit-songs are. He will have to pay in this world or in the next. I can't wait to see the look on his face on the Day of Judgement when the fucker sees his real character projected right in front of him and the countless generations that were, are, and will be in and outside his fucking family. If he can't even read what the hell I'm talking about, then he's only wasting time, space and air on earth. I say jam a needle in his urethra and give the asshole a good shoot of tollay pure fix because he'll die an idiot blinded by delusions of grandeur and "intellectual" arrogance.
from tymotheus :
Mehta is an irresponsible bastard. I'm fighting back because of his bullying tactics against my through the police. Just because I wrote a letter expressing my emotions and thoughts to that irrational, idiotic cuntface Ali. I'd also would like to take a shot at Robin's gnads for being an idiotic prick. So much for academic intellegence because he sure as hell has nothing to make up for the social and emotional intellectuak deficit he carries around like someone proudly announcing they have cancer.
from tymotheus :
I'm pretty sure Mehta's picking a lot of ass along the way. The benefits of being loaded.
from tymotheus :
You see... this is why Mehta Youngs doesn't want to have ANY dialogue with me, or recognise his actions seriously traumatised someone and dismembered someone's reputation. Mehta Youngs, like Coleen and Ali, is clearly a Machiavellian psychopath. Even the word "psychopath" brings up no emotions in him or forces him to reflect. Clearly this twisted egotistical fuck is what I say he is (because I know him as well as he knows me) and I stad by that.
from tymotheus :
I pity Mehta's girlfriend (whoever the fuck she is). The idea of having any sort of emotional, spiritual, physical connection - aka relationship - with a Machiavellian psychopath is quite baffling as is the thought of Robin being a goddamned artist.
from tymotheus :
Baffling? Fuck you for not understanding or trying.
from tymotheus :
And so what if I'm repeating myself? The more repetition, the more severe and extreme the phenominae mentioned.
from tymotheus :
Though we must pity this poor degenerate creature, for surely he suffers because he cannot remove his head out of his rectum due to his supremely huge superiority complex and delusions of grandeur he has possessed from his mother and shares with everyone from Greystone and most people from Walter Murray.
from tymotheus :
What is really baffling is why on earth would an emotionless, callous, immature hack choose music as his profession? Surely I've head better shit than Mehta masturbating his guitar with his flat, small prick. Or "pick", whatever you want to call it.
from tymotheus :
That's the reason why Ali left him, because he was bed-jumping like a serial rapist at a nudist colony. Ellen, Dirdra and Maredeth are among his many conquests.
from tymotheus :
I can't wait to hear what this odious, dubous degenerate scum has for a lame excuse. Lame as he is, that is. Why do you scumbags even talk to him, anyway? I know. He just uses you for info on me, drugs, wether great ass will be at a political ralley, etc. That's all he's for, anyway. "Nevermind the message, show me the pot and the ass!"
from tymotheus :
Fuck his elitism, fuck his family, fuck everything he stands for! I don't fucking care about him!
from tymotheus :
Mehta is so careless and irresponsible, he cannot recognise his own voice whenever it's played back to him, and he'll deny it so confidantly. Seriously, this rat-faced fuck needs to be taken off the street and stuffed in a cell where he can hurt no one but himself... and where no one but his "room mate" can harm him.
from tymotheus :
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Seig heil! Seig heil! Seig heil! Seig heil! Seig heil! Seig heil! Fuck you, you Nazi FUCK!
from tymotheus :
Mehta has no capacity of feeling, no emotions. He is just dead inside and outside and everything in between! He is a total fuckup from the top-down and in the rotten sense! May he rot and burn as long as he lives and may he live long! The murderous little fucktard has no business or right to trample and infringe on my rights! If he denies my humanity, I deny his! He can go fuck himself!
from tymotheus :
I say his hands should be torn from their sockets and his tongue ripped out so he won't be able to make shit music again or write and sing lies about me! Fuck him, fuck his friends, and fuck his psudo-punk scene of suburbanites and pose(u)rs! The mother-fucker should pay for his sins be it in this world or in the afterlife! And the more he lacks moral courage, the more he denies an afterlife, the more likely he'll set himself a fucking trap!
from tymotheus :
That with the reactionary, far-right ideas on crime and punishment induced and encouraged by Coleen, his sexual predator mother.
from tymotheus :
Sure his characteristics are suitable for a career in economics, buisness in the corporate atmosphere since he shares the same values as all businessmen with small town attitudes.
from tymotheus :
Fuck Mehta. Fuck his chauvanism. Fuck his callousness. Fuck his barbarism. Fuck him for his lying. Fuck him for his fearmongering. Fuck him for his snowballing. Fuck him for his goddamn crypto-racism. May the wrath of God descend on him intensely and furiously.
from tymotheus :
What I have experienced was a gross miscarriage of justice, and Mehta refuses to admit this because of his arrogance and persistant denial. Clearly this shows Mehta is not human to the bitterest degree, and is not worthy of being called human.
from gubbination :
It looks like you have a secret admirer..? Anyways, Mehta, don't worry. P-words and u-names will come eventually.
from tymotheus :
Of course, the shallow mind cannot interpret any of the "gibberish" I spew here, since they are preoccupied to fucking, drugs, partying, and rendering their lives into a meaningless mess. Mehta is no different than any shallow-minded turd of the general public, applying low attitudes to elitist ideals and lame justifications for injustice to be imposed on people who slight him, who are different, and who make even the smallest mistakes. So what if her mother was going through a "nervous breakdown". I've been through far worse hell than watching a loved one die. I've seen more death in my life than anyone else. I've watched my friendships die. Of course, automatically, basing on what I've written here, what Mehta has said about me and on the events, others will lay the blame on me as Lauren Webster did, saying that I should be "nicer to people", completely oblivious to the details of my personal history and insensitive to my feelings that are connected to it. If that's the case, then Mehta purposely murdered his step-father in cold blood.
from tymotheus :
It must also be stressed that Mehta's a coward when it comes to accepting people's differences. He is no different or unique than his friends, a homongynous mix of orientalists, bigots and moral cowards who dispise difference in logic of another human being, brazoning their arrogance in demanding me to see from their perspective when clearly I can't, plus they are the oppressive party, not me. I NEVER struck first (and when it comes to Mehta, I mean in the clear-minded sadistic sense, where according to Mehta what I did was deliberately malicious and sadistic) and yet these buggers, somehow, end up dominating my life based on threats of police brutality and social isolation, posing such lame excuses as my "lack of civility and willingness to peaceful dialogue", considdering my rights to be priveliges while their priveliges to be rights.
from tymotheus :
It seems as though Chaney pulled an Ali-Mehta: Chaney pulled the trigger, his victim apologised to him!
from tymotheus :
This is not a question of them forgiving me! Rather, a question of ME forgiving THEM!
from tymotheus :
So long as denial of justice and recognition for their actions and my right to socially intermingle with even the closest of their friends is their choice, then retribution and divine wrath will be my choice!
from tymotheus :
But WHO CARES! WHO FUCKING CARES! I DEMAND MY RIGHTS BE RECOGNISED! I DEMAND MY HUMANITY BE RECOGNISED! DAMN ALL OF YOU WHO THINK I AM THE DEMON MEHTA MAKES ME OUT TO BE! THE ARROGANT LITTLE SHIT HAS NOT SUFFERED OR CHANGED A DAY IN HIS GODDAMNED SPOILED LIFE!
from tymotheus :
And they'll apply excuses and lies to cover up or to justify their inhumanity! The fucking assholes! All of them! I fight back because I was struck first! Without justification! Without considderation for my humanity, my feelings, my personal life! And yet stunningly THEY'RE the one's who are admired, THEY'RE the one who have the friends and jobs and money and success! At MY fucking expense!
from tymotheus :
And these words I am reflecting those of Mehta's friends. The intensity, the weight in their malice against me! I am reflecting what has been said to me! By Ali and Fraser and Greg and Mehta! And their friends take it as jest, joining in the buffet of degradation! And people wonder why I am so angry all the fucking time! They didn't care how painful or severe their words were! They never cared of another human being in the fucking first place!
from tymotheus :
Of the shit I've been through and of the monstrous arrogance this petite Ayran Nazi fuck parades so openly, I don't care an ounce or an inch for him! He can suffocate on his mom's strap-on and I wouldn't shit an ounce of concern! NOT AN OUNCE!
from tymotheus :
Mehta's the result of a rape. That's why his mom's such a fuckup.
from tymotheus :
I am not attacking. I am fighting back. I am honest. I do not give a tinker's damn about the views or actions of the thugs, hypocrites, frauds and cowards that make up his inner circle. He has laid very serious allegations against my character, intentions, words and their multi-layered meanings. He does not remember what I'm talking about because of all the booze and drugs he takes to deliberately give himself amnesia as to give his oral flatulance a smell of flowers, whatever he farts from his ugly wart-ridden mouth.
from tymotheus :
Mehta does not believe in human rights or justice in the least. Instead he has replaced it with his ambitions to attain uncomprimising power and material wealth for himself and those who are of use to him, be it narcotically, sexually or economically.
from tymotheus :
Mehta is not sorry in the least, nor does he understand what I'm feeling. Even writing to him or beating it into him would be useless unless you have a greatly shaped ass. Look at his fucking journals for fuck's sake! He writes like King George III on the 4th of July!
from tymotheus :
And now people think: "You see? Second time around! He makes then breaks his promise!" Has it ever occurred to you that I happen to be having flashbacks and revelations of Mehta's unwanton apathy and irresponsibility to his own actions? Or do I have to explain this at a level only four-year-olds can understand? How do you people think I fucking feel right now? Overwhelmed with joy? Do you think I enjoy being shunned and isolated? People excuse others for doing shit that when I do it, I get scorned for it! Fuck your excuses and double standards!
from tymotheus :
Mehta can say and think all he wants. I know it's bullshit. Anything negative about me is either one-sided or nonsense, anything said positive about me is just a cheap attempt to either get on my good side or to make himself look like the good guy.
from tymotheus :
It's such a tragedy that Mehta's mother isn't afflicted by cancer. Even though it would be one demon less, at least it gives the world one less demon. It would be ironic if she did. Mehta's mother getting cancer would be like E. Boli having AIDS.
from tymotheus :
His mother probably fed him with all that Islamophobic garbage since she shitted him into this world. The shitbrained WASP knows no difference between the words "terror" and "religion". It's really stupid for anyone, even the so-called educated humanists and atheists, to blame ideas or theology and not human will or stupidity for all the hell breaking loose on earth. He thinks I'm doing this for God's sake. In a way it is. For justice. But justice is also my fucking right. All the friends of his who preach to me to "move on" (in spite of their blindness to their allegience) know shitless of the complications dealing with the whole fucking thing. I'm appalled that this egotistical shitbrain has ANY friends in the first place! Of course, then again, they all share the same hypocritical attitudes as he does. Endulging at the expense of others. Good grief!
from tymotheus :
He's afraid to talk because I'm Muslim. He thinks I worship some demigod and surf the internet for bomb-making materials. This kafir doesn't care about knowing others, as long as it doesn't affect his desire to exploit or trample on others' rights and freedoms for his benefit.
from tymotheus :
I demand talks! I have a right! They don't believe that because I'm not white, rich, and socially accepted, I don't deserve human rights of any kind! Fuck that!
from tymotheus :
I do not care for their parties, I do not care for their music, their school, their careers, I do not care for any part of their well being the same they don't give a tinker's damn for me!
from tymotheus :
I demand justice! I am his victim and it is my right! He reflects the attitudes of despots and cowards who hide behind ivory towers as efforts of saving their own asses! I still desire peaceful talks, but I demand justice as well! I demand a whole slew of things to be done! I am sick and tired of grovelling before these vermin and I have had enough of their evasive nature! They are hypocrites and deceivers of the worst kind! They are no different than the system they claim to fight against in attitude and the language they use against me to stave me off and away!
from tymotheus :
He has not called me or emailed me or visited me once. It is because of his callous nature and his lack of insight that makes his character very shallow and very dubious. Perhaps I was right in most things I have said, and every time he fails to acknowledge and accept responsibility. Mehta Youngs, therefore, is a dishonest, callous and despicable creature who treats people other than his friends with the worst kind of treatment. In spite of his professed beliefs that he is some sort of caring socialist, in reality he only applies such beliefs to himself and his friends, while he and his friends give him a blank check to treat others with even the most cruel and degrading forms of treatment. Ladies and gentlemen, I ask for nothing else than justice!
from tymotheus :
Why is Mehta such a coward? Why won't he confront the fact that he, along with Ali and Fraser and Greg, has caused trauma to another human being?
from michaeljfox :
you're a bomb droppA, so to speak.
from gubbination :
I really enjoyed this entry. Congrats!
from tymotheus :
I ask for peaceful dialogue, Mehta. I am human as you are and I should be treated the way you should be treated: respect, dignity and fairness. You hurt as I do, you bleed as I do, you laugh as I do ....
from tymotheus :
And since he knows his mother (not in THAT way, you sickos!) he understood what made her break up. Compare to his knowledge of me. He would've understood and empathised seriously had he known me.
from tymotheus :
And the meltdown didn't just happen out of the blue. Mehta saw it in his mother and since he knows her he pitied her. He doesn't know me and if he saw me meltdown he'd mess his drawers and sprint far away.
from tymotheus :
I call for an end to all this misery imposed on me. There are those who say, "He has brought this on himself." Would a person who caused an accident brought something on himself? Or would a person who deliberately did something terrible have brought something on himself? These two are unalike. Neither is the man who has a mental breakdown and the man who has murderous thoughts. Will you not understand?
from tymotheus :
As for all of you, I offer my apologies for accusing those innocent of any wrongdoing against me the crimes of the guilty party who are friends to you.
from tymotheus :
I offer my email to Mehta: thatguyfromthatmoviethatcameoutlastyear@hotmail.com for talks.
from tymotheus :
I don't want to avenge because vengence is not seeking justice. I seek justice because I have not been given a fair shake. I don't know if this extention of this hand will be cut off or touched compassionately.
from tymotheus :
This stance of Mehta's is similar to that of Israel toward the Palestinian people. It seems as though he is saying (through actions and words) "We don't negotiate with terrorists." And what has this stance brought? Closure? End of hostilities? How am I hostile? Has it occurred to anyone that in regards to the subject at hand that I could be venting my anger through writing, especially when it's directed at the individuals responsible? Look at what's going on in Palestine. The Israeli stance does not work. Period. It has brought no peace there. You clearly know that it is unfair to call an entire group of people "terrorists" in spite of elements within the group who oppose violence.
from tymotheus :
But I want justice through peace! I ask for peace talks! I ask anyone to relay messages between me and him!
from tymotheus :
I believe Ali has some ill feelings to me. I understand how complex they are. She may think not but I do. The reasons, apart from the anger and anguish of this whole ordeal, for writing what I wrote was to imitate what had been done to me. What's been said of me and the logic behind it!
from tymotheus :
I am indeed angry still and hurt still! But I ask for an ear and a reply. Not a reaction! But a reply, a response. I know that a lot of you don't want to deal with this. But facing it and resolving it is what must be done! Once it's dealt with, it doesn't have to be dealt with again!
from tymotheus :
I'm not kissing ass! I'm not grovelling! I'm defying and denying the ugliness of anger's fruits!
from tymotheus :
What has been thought of me are mere thoughts! This is no lure to a trap! I call on you! I sincerely extend to you my hand in peace! I ask for dialogue, ongoing and non-stop until the result is respect or, by God, something more.
from tymotheus :
I call for an open and honest rebellion against all violence, all ill feeling, all insensitivity for peace and truth! I want to understand you and I want you to undestand me! I want both of us to lay ourselves open and naked before us, both the ugly darkness and the dizzying greatness, resulting in respect, not tolerance, and understanding, not feeling.
from tymotheus :
Again I call for peace talks and respect!
from tymotheus :
I also apologise for writing such things. I've had my bouts of rage because of flashbacks which is not cured by medicine or confinement but a gentle hand, word and gesture out of genuine compassion and concern.
from tymotheus :
With the exception of my summary of my treatment in prison, I take everything that has been said here back, for it was written in anger caused by flashbacks.
from tymotheus :
I HAVE A RIGHT TO AVENGE AND TO SEIZE JUSTICE FROM THEIR GRIP! HOW DARE THEY DENY ME JUSTICE! HOW DARE THEY THREATEN ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL OF THEM ARE COWARDLY SWINE! ALL OF THEM! FUCK YOU, MEHTA AND ALI! FUCK YOU BOTH HARDCORE! LYING, SNIVELLING, MURDEROUS CURS! WHITE SUPREMACISTS!
from tymotheus :
I'm told by some that these people are sorry for what they've done. If they're so fucking sorry, then why the bloody fucking Christ can't they face me? One reason: cowardice and excessive pride. They're too proud and yet so spineless to call me or face me in the streets. Nevermind the violence from me and how severe it would be. They are not apologetic in the least. I've been told worse things, and from their side. I was made to accept that they would supposedly bear the right to tear MY throat out if I ever dared come near them. How do they think I feel? Why should it be always them and not me that others believe and gather to defend? It is disgusting and degrading! I demand their heads! All of them!
from tymotheus :
*hell of a ...
from tymotheus :
I demand Mehta cancel his band's concert tomorrow at Amigo's. Or I fucking swear I'll raise one fucking hell of shitstorm! And it will be live!
from tymotheus :
*in spite of the mask he wears to hide his three recognisable traits ...
from tymotheus :
*at any level ...
from tymotheus :
And also screw Mehta's washing of his hands. He believes he can get away with everything he does. His plumage is just that, reflecting nothing of his true inner nature, "a crooked, monstrous creature" who is incapable of empathizing at human level, "save his only three recognizable traits: Greed, violence, and madness" with "such a black heart of darkness."
from tymotheus :
And in case anyone should know, Spice World is really a copyright infringement. Somebody's gonna get sued ....
from tymotheus :
Fascist Characteristics of Ali Lake, Mehta Youngs, Fraser Baalim and Greg Reese: 1. Powerful and continuing expressions of nationalism. ~ loyalty to friends preferred to 2. Disdain for the importance of human rights. ~ brute treatment by Saskatoon City Police, racist actions and slurs uttered, collective seclusion, emotional and psychological violence, staining my reputation, etc. 3. Identification of enemies/scapegoats as a unifying cause. ~ painting me as a psychotic murderer or a pathetic mentally-ill dotard through rampant gossip disguised as casual talk, spreading fear and contempt toward me. 4. The supremacy of the military/avid militarism. ~ believes might is right when dealing with me through police. 5. A controlled mass media. ~ members of bands, creating huge fanbase for themselves. 6. Obsession with national security. ~ constantly contacts the police, even when I offer peace, treats all anger toward them as inexplicable 7. Religion and ruling elite tied together. ~ holds Unitarian beliefs of self-indulgence at the expense of others, self-righteous. 8. Power of corporations protected. ~ promotes Teargas Recording Tree through branding of all posters and CDs, groups of friends act like corporations. 9. Disdain and suppression of intellectuals and the arts. ~ imprisoned me for writing letter against Ali as well as making poster to prove their true nature to the world, destroyed posters posted on bulletin boards and lamp posts, sees all writing against them as a threat. 10. Obsession with crime and punishment. ~ see 2 11. Rampant cronyism and corruption. ~ persistent denial of any wrongdoing, blaming victim, urges victim to “move on”, refuses to acknowledge any wrongdoing, pretending nothing happened, mocking or trivialising my suffering
from tymotheus :
He and Coleen probably take turns on his siblings.
from tymotheus :
May he and his mother be driven into the earth by the wrath of God! That murderous, vile, judgemental creature deserves such a fate!
from tymotheus :
Damn Mehta and his whoring mother! Fuck them with an unlubed dildo!
from michaeljfox :
It was, but rumor has it that it switched venues and now tickets are selling through ticket master. check it out. early march.
from tymotheus :
May Mehta and his mother be consumed with cancer at every ounce, inch and fiber of their being from skin to the marrow of their bones! May they live long so that they suffer from it, and may they die alone and in anguish!
from michaeljfox :
richards on richards in vancouver.
from tymotheus :
Mehta's ideals are more that of Ingsoc. He follows their motto.
from tymotheus :
Mehta the Murderer is an arrogant, ignoble deviant whose superiority complex surpasses that of the racialist Dutch, yet screams out "Marxist" rants just for connections to drugs, ass and power. How dare he trivialises the YEARS (including the last two) of torture and counting I lived through, how DARE he call me a stalker, how DARE he cut off my fucking arm when I was trying to reach out to him!
from tymotheus :
And Fraser can rot in hell as well. That homophobic woman-beating racist and Mehta can both go to fucking hell for spreading gossip of me, painting me broadly as an unintelligible murderous psycho (an obvious projection of Mehta, his goddamn mother, Fraser and Ali, as well as numerous other people).
from tymotheus :
And his goddamn psycho mother can rot in hell for her contributions. Have her locked up in a psyche ward because at the sight of blood and the sounds of anguish, she foams at the mouth in unspeakable gratification.
from tymotheus :
Mehta is Harper is Bush is Hitler: evil is evil is evil is evil.
from tymotheus :
Watching Harper's speech, cloaking his fascist agenda and personality with "socialist" rhetoric. Reminds me of Mehta and Ali.
from tymotheus :
*won
from tymotheus :
At least Mehta's real party one the vote!
from dramaddict :
yeah but apparently you balance better with your eyes open. Or at least that's what the cranium game tells me.
from tymotheus :
And contrary to Mehta's recent journal entry, he actually enjoys being an asshole, because it's the part about himself that he enjoys the most!
from tymotheus :
The depth of Mehta's ignorance, arrogance and maliciousness is such that, in comparison to the floors of the oceans and the seas, it would penetrate the earth's core. His character is not just ugly, but scathing, brutal and savage. The depth of his evil is an abyss compared to the kiddy-pool oceans.
from tymotheus :
I shit on him! I shit on his values! I shit on his family for being roused into hatred against me by him and his damn mother! I shit on his friends for refusing to hear MY side, for refusing to give me a fair ear, for believing in whatever trash that spewed from the sewer of his mouth and for hating me! I do so wholeheartedly and out of anger against this shameless fraud, this cowardly swine of the earth, this degenerate whoremongering hypocrite!
from tymotheus :
And once he's done reading, I have the absolute natural and divine right to face my accuser and scream in his fucking face how much of a fucking asshole degenerate deusche bag he truly is! I have much more to say since emotions block's the right words in writing but not speech!
from tymotheus :
And all his friends online and in the streets, the rats of the earth, find this all funny, all entertaining. None of you nor he knows me PERIOD, nor try to. If they don't try, why the fuck should I try? Besides, he's a goddamn alcoholic and druggie. Not only disgusting but cliche. Said and done a thousand times over. I say to them FUCK YOU!
from tymotheus :
There is so much and yet no one but myself, the real victim of over 20 years of my misery of a life, cares. Happiness they wish my ass! Damn him and damn his friends and damn his family to infamy and hell! The moment he reaches any power in this country, it is a sheer sign that everyone in this country is going to hell in a fucking handbasket!
from tymotheus :
If he wants to show himself as what he says he is, he reads and STUDIES my letters. There's so much more material in history and emotion and details and explaination than what's been presented here. He goes to Waldner, and reads the letters. But I bet he won't do so because he finds human suffering entertaining.
from tymotheus :
When I was being arrested I asked that I be put in a hospital, but I was in such a state because I was being arrested. There's more, but they are all in the letters that I've been writing to him for a year, only to give them to Waldner. And all these years and months, Mehta has proven that he shares his fascist ideas with the rest of the right-wing scum of the earth, parading himself as a fucking socialist when he is truly a fucking goddamn fraud, gossipmonger and a deviant fuck.
from tymotheus :
And I was put in prison. They stripped-searched me in front of a new inmate, who commented how pretty I was, and then later on I overheard him mumble to another newcomer how he was going to rape me.
from tymotheus :
And BEFORE that, and AFTER I was encarcerated, I was in so much anguish and fear. The police told my grandmother I was given blankets and pillows when I received none, and LAUGHED at me, saying I was talking to myself when I was actually praying and trying calm myself and whatnot.
from tymotheus :
THEN I was thrown out of the fucking city for 3-6 months. When I told Ali all this, the callous bitch said that all that was "insignificant." She, like Mehta, thinks this is funny.
from tymotheus :
Then I was sent to the suicide watch section where I was threatened that if I tried any "funy stuff", I'd be STRIPPED NAKED AND STRAPPED TO A CHAIR and left in my cell in my own shit and piss.
from tymotheus :
I was thrown in prison two years ago because of a mental breakdown I had. I had no blankets, no pillows... I was screamed at by guards, I was given McDonald's food to eat, the light was on 24/7... I was in the same clothes as I was when I was arrested for 3 fucking days.
from tymotheus :
I think Steven Harper represents Mehta's true character and values. For the moment that conservative bore is using "socialist" treats and offers to the public as a tactic of pandering for votes. He's probably like Argentinian president Carlos Menem (or was it de la Rua?), who voiced Peronian ideas, only that once in power he turned out to be a neocon and raped the nation's wealth. For what he did to me and how he treated me, may Mehta the Monster be smitten with misfortune, disgrace, and scandal so crippling that he plunges into a mental breakdown and never recovers. May his reputation be rendered into a carcass, his legacy rendered into nothing and his number of friends dwindle faster than Michael Jackson's career.
from tymotheus :
Let's hope the fascist cowardly bastard dies from an OD during the tour. That would bring some light into this dark world.
from dingbbat :
I thought by just telling you the password I was being atleast a bit smart, figuring that since you are thefunway, nobody else could possibly be thefunway. This is a bit scary, only because my brain is obviously not even close to half of what it should be.
from dingbbat :
It is really bad about keeping the periods in the email address, so I tried and tried, but no luck. I have your name under the names though, so the password is foxtrot. That should work?
from dingbbat :
Done. It really is because I've gotten lazy, and am a bit uncomfortable. I mean, with my laziness been wide open, or something like that. I guess I don't see you often though, so feel free to read me being lazy all you please. I mean, if you please.
from aznpepsi411 :
this is the first thing I thought of: http://web.archive.org/web/20010821040037/http://on.to/poop
from some-voices :
Yeah, it's brutal. It has really put a damper on my late-night in-bed laptop surfing.
from evening-1945 :
sorry I didn't show at your show- I was feeling supremely sick last night and my family took off with both vehicles. but mostly i was feeling supremely sick. i hope you had a good time though. ps) i hope you are alright (having just read your diary- although if i am interpreting things correctly you are alright at least in the non abstract type of way) -amber-
from evening-1945 :
i was supposed to go to milkhorse with my friend travis- but then i forgot and told work i could work. how terrible. -amber-
from alixio :
when and how? he seemed pretty nice. threw out a "bon soir." his french kinda blew, but i shouldn't talk as his was clearly better than mine. everything was very similar to the ndp back home...there was even a dennis gruending look-alike
from michaeljfox :
I can't find your email. if you have mine then email me.
from dingbbat :
Atleast it was a decent 64 seconds.
from little-i :
good idea. I should call them on it. Maybe things would then be easier. However, we're nearing opening night and I don't think there will be any time to babysit anyway. The kids are 2 and 6
from maredeath :
gold! that's how i know.
from evenoth :
I guess not, sadly. (I secretly ALWAYS want to quit school). I should call you soon.
from evening-1945 :
I can't stay up that late! although i bet you it would be good sleeping music-
from uridium15 :
if you walked up to every single person on the street and said "how'd you like the new boards of canada album?" how many do you think it'd take til you got someone who even knew what the fuck you were talking about? anyway, they're mostly popular in europe... and i'm not in europe.
from uridium15 :
i carved a pumpkin and i named him jackass-o-lantern. cuz i'm original like that. happy halloween.
from citiesfall :
I didn't get a chance to tell you today, but you should go play the 1969 Telecaster bass that's in HEL right now before someone buys it. It's really quite awesome in an "I wish I had thousands of dollars to burn" kind of way.
from maredeath :
yep. all the cool kids are joining hi5. well, i did anyway.
from citiesfall :
That's probably good but also a shame as well.
from citiesfall :
I'm glad someone got the last deal a show here. I pulled a captain useless. You have a crush on who I think you do, don't you?
from boogityx2 :
Saskatoon = great. Even what with the missing of the Arcade Fire and all that noise.
from little-i :
what are you anticipating? And I leave on Wednesday. I'd like to get a group together for drinks before then-- Tomorrow or Tuesday. And I might have to take that book away from you..I hopre you're finished with it.
from little-i :
PS if you know the names of tango composers/performers, I have some studying to do. Tango like Waking Life-like. accordion, piano would be best. thanks
from little-i :
what is RSDY? and what, exactly, will you be doing with it/them?
from evening-1945 :
I would come to this engagement- however i have to work. i apologise indeed.
from sanityinsane :
you're playing at broken city in calgary on the first, right?
from elbento :
Mehta... I need to talk to you about the NB show in Calgary. You should email me (ivanreese@gmail.com).
from citiesfall :
Three empty days? You're in pretty darn good shape there kiddo. This tour is mostly epmty.
from dingbbat :
You read too fast, and it was a typo, obviously.
from dramaddict :
It's a town just outside of dublin, basically a commuter town... it's right along the coast and Tom's cousins live there. And I'll pass the message along, although he'd probably be really happy if you emailed it to him. He's always complaining about not receiving very many emails.
from evening-1945 :
i like when i made my upper leg into a face with a birthday hat , glasses and a life saver. but only one person was amused and it was me. i made somebody look at it but they were just faking being amused to be polite. which was nice. it made me feel like licking a lifesaver so it would stick on my jeans was all worth while.
from evening-1945 :
is tomorrow the day of your birthday thingamajoo? because i have to babysit. i might come afterwards depending on how late i stay there but you should write your address on here so i can have access to it when i need it. or email it to me. whatever you're comfortable with. ps) happy birthday! -amber-
from sanityinsane :
one thing - one person, to be exact.
from evenoth :
I mean, it sure is the best compliment I've ever received. Definitely.
from michaeljfox :
I mean, coming down the turnpike. coming. copming. goming. coming. coming.
from gubbination :
Thank you! That was a v. nice compliment! (long live Opera!)
from gubbination :
I have the paper in my bedroom, beside my bed. I wish I did better, though. Entirely. And don't worry about missing it. I have my entire life for more performances/
from evenoth :
I started realising that I was coming home soon today. It IS good to be back, always.
from evening-1945 :
Japan! well that sounds quite interesting. was there a reason you were in Japan or did you just wake up one day and decide that you should go to Japan for no real reason at all...
from evenoth :
You must be getting home today. Right? I usually don't dream about people who are in the same city as I am. So those everyone-I-know-in-S'toon dreams are pretty common.
from evening-1945 :
where are you? or were you? i am lost in the soap opera of your life, yet i have watched Oprah twice in the last two weeks. I feel like i have lepracy or something- or wait... maybe i do... -amber-
from citiesfall :
I know. I just realized that, dammit. Well, don't die, and I'll try to do the same. See you in June.
from evenoth :
What happened in your dream?
from evenoth :
Certainly. How late will your show go that night, though? I could probably come say hi at least. My sister graduates from high school on the 27th, so I won't be able to hang out 'til late then either. Oh, S'toon.
from evenoth :
I get back at 10:30pm, though; you're likely playing before then, eh?
from evenoth :
The 26th of May. I don't know why I forgot you were in Japan. People who aren't with me are just "away," and sometimes I can't keep track of precisely where they are. When do you get back from your trip?
from decidedly :
you are being missed. when you arrive back we shall rip it up like never before and tear everyone a new asshole at the D(dennis) F (franze's) A(ass) show!
from unhaired :
[oops!DELAYED RESPONSE OF DOOM] i am not sure if it the one and the same. all i know is that ghost dub makes me full of gloo. being glee-goo. yuppers.
from evenoth :
Possibly the best advice ever. Did I ever tell you how my dad quit smoking? He was smoking about two packs a day at one point, and finally he thought -- fuck this. Smoked and smoked and smoked, for hours, until he made himself physically ill.
from decidedly :
Ok, well no worries. This opportunity actually involves zero gamble. I can lend you the money, you just need to get a neteller account.
from decidedly :
Do you have $200 that you can do without for a week or two? If so, go to neteller.com and set up an account. I have quite the silly opportunity for you. (silly = good)
from evenoth :
Yes, it is reasonable to call me late at night -- usually before midnight your time, though. Usually. Damn, what happened with your trip out to this part of the world? Are you still going to Japan?
from ephor :
Mehta, when I was over this Christmas your brother was already saying, in a very specific cadence, "Mehta, is this a <i>ridiculous</i> vehicle?"
from maredeath :
i think yes. i wish they had pink.
from executionday :
yeah, i don't really have one of those right now.. sorry i missed your nintendisco thing, i went to the symphony instead.
from michaeljfox :
Wait, we have an on-going conversation that I may have forgotten. At least you're one of those people I see outside of the interweb.
from michaeljfox :
"I like it, do you?" What?
from evening-1945 :
if it was called 'wizards' do you think i would watch it? pfft i'm too good for such blatent wizard shows. i speak of sword and the stone!
from michaeljfox :
YES!! tell me what you think.
from maredeath :
i am good at them. well, whatever good means.
from citiesfall :
That's right.
from evening-1945 :
i bet you it's that wizards fault, carrying a sword and that other thingie that reflects the stupidity involved in war. if he only was aware that his powers can turn him into a disease and he can harm people by that way, i've seen it happen ! in a cartoon i am highly fond of.
from evenoth :
Top-notch entry. Brilliant.
from maredeath :
i like that i can only remember lyrics and you can only remember music.
from evening-1945 :
english*
from evening-1945 :
this is me again! I willn't call you today, because I am super stressed to the max! Guess what? i failed my eye examination! i blame karma because i happened to make fun of anybody and everybody who ever had glasses. luckily i'm not too much of an idiot and passed all the written tests. anywho i realised i forgot to do a lot of important things on my enlish essay and everything went a muck.. or whatever the hell that phrase is. i have to go now though because i only put so much money in the ole parking metre, so how about you just say a day and time (that is if you do want to hang out) and i will conclude either "present" or "invisable to the untrained eye" depending on if i will be able to "appear". Wolfgang S. Casablancas. aka Amber The Great.
from evening-1945 :
ok. let's hang out soon. i don't know when. just soon. i was thinking today (wednesday) but who knows when you will get this, and perhaps when you do i willn't be at a computer. yes. "willn't". now. as for me, i will be taking the written drivers test which will be overly easy (unless i really fuck up) and my eye exam which will be more difficult as my eyes don't like to see on occasion. an occasion being today. perhaps i will just call you when i am downtown. i don't know if you will be working or whatever but i'll check it out because i'm curious and impatient. -Wolfgang S. Casablancas-
from ali-lake :
I wish I'd bought something cool like Orff instruments. When you look up "orchestral bells" on google you get some pretty amazing bell things...
from ali-lake :
Glockenspiels are AKA orchestral bells. I just looked it up, thinking that I might be wrong, and apparently there is some disagreement about whether this term should be used for them. I think it should because it sounds cool. If that doesn't answer your question, then i didn't understand your question.
from michaeljfox :
apparently "jonesing" only applies to meth use. But you may already know that.
from evening-1945 :
very well then.
from maredeath :
was it the one about you're my lover you're my sister?
from evening-1945 :
maybe you should go sledding instead of for a walk. i know how important sledding is to you.
from evening-1945 :
but you didn't go... so get over it. mwahahaha.
from evening-1945 :
well would you have used a crazy carpet or some other form of a sled... i guess that's the important part.(if you were to go ofcourse)
from evening-1945 :
man, weren't you invited to go sledding too? if not your family is a bunch of jerks for insulting you like that. other people will go sledding with you eventually, don't hurt yourself over it. -Amber-
from decidedly :
you ran away last night. hope you got home okay.
from sea-and-cake :
I am really really glad to hear that.
from sea-and-cake :
In that case, I'm sorry I will never again be as entertaining as my tribute to dogs, circa December. I think it's the only reason my friends still like me, I wish I was joking.
from citiesfall :
That's a cop out answer and you know it.
from momoe :
You're very lucky then.
from citiesfall :
Who?
from ephor :
Generally I'm all in favour of inhibition. But you're not flaky, not in the sense you mean it. Maybe in the company of others you bring out your Healing Crystals and sing kumbaya and do group hugs whilst giving promise rings, but somehow I doubt it...
from ephor :
(Can I talk with you sometime?)
from little-i :
i know. all is well. you might enjoy checking out this Polish company's website-- www.gardzienice.art.pl/en/kontakt2.html --- only for the 'listen' link that will take you to a list of tracks from their most recent show. There's just something about it. I've only listened to the track called 'O Paian', but I love it. They're the company I'm trying to train with, over--
from little-i :
that's not true. you did exactly as I would have done in a similar situation. meaning I've forgotten all kinds of things. repeatedly. like the same person twice, even thrice. I obviously didn't like that preson very much, but still. You have all the chances in the world. I'll be home someday, or you'll be here. I'd love to hang out with you then. I'm still struggling to find an msn messenger that will allow itself to be downloaded on this Mac OS9. When I do find one, we'll talk. or un-talk.
from charopopulus :
You will see me again. You were in my dream last night. Just got back from Thailand...crazy place. I miss you. Diaryland is weird when you don't live in Saskatoon. Email me. I can't get onto my account today or i would have emailed you. this is a guilt trip.
from some-voices :
I think we may have met. If we have though, it would have been just a very brief introduction. In fact, you might be right. We probably have not.
from dingbbat :
Tana
from evenoth :
Agh, yes. I would get instant messenger except that it would destroy every chance of my taking full advantage of anything ever again. I have an addictive personality, which is why I deleted solitaire and IM programs on my computer. Also, tomorrow's movie is going to be weird (Ky is picking me up in his new car, and he's going to think it's a date if I go with just him, so I'm glad you're going -- not that I wouldn't be anyway). Hopefully it will become a group thing. Why am I not in bed? This is silly.
from evenoth :
That's weird; it won't let me in either. I think it's diaryland's silliness, and it'll be okay in a while. But do you want to come to Wilby Wonderful at the Broadway tonight (Tuesday) at 7pm?
from citiesfall :
I'll come with you. I really like hardware stores. I used to go with my dad and I'd imagine using the store as a base and constructing all sorts of traps made of hardware and tools to fend off the zombies that had overun the city. Plus I know how to ground an amp, I think.
from citiesfall :
I'm the same way.
from ryan-pollard :
I'd advise not to quit. Just because you don't like something doesn't mean you should stop doing it.
from gubbination :
It was just really cute and unexpected and it made me giggle.
from ephor :
(That wasn't meant to be snarky, by the way.)
from ephor :
"I can sort of decide how I feel. I'm not sure what I think about this, especially because it's really untrue." Awesome. Also: + points for all-striped clothes. It would be horrid.
from gubbination :
[] Nihilo? [] cute.
from ephor :
It occurred to me I might not have mentioned how glad I am to have you as a friend. Don't you go away either.
from evenoth :
Nine-year-old, actually.
from raisintoes :
explain!
from raisintoes :
O no! I am in the same dilemma! only this time it is exacerbated by the uncertainty of your intent: should I feel rebuked or sonething else? I believe Wittgenstein more and more .. .
from raisintoes :
yes, o.k. -- I use ' rather than " because the former form indicates, for me, a lessened degree of gravity: when I am specifically quoting something, I use ". when I mean simply to off-set something for ironic distance, and so on, ' seems more appropriate. which makes your comment quite laughably apposite. I, of course, still don't know what you initially meant--which was my concern last note.
from raisintoes :
I , of course, still don't know what you mean, . eh? form is clearly just an aesthetic means to meaning.
from raisintoes :
By 'the' I really mean 'any'. If you mean dadaist on the whole, by and large, it is incidental. (I mean, has Dada ever spoken to you about lewdness?) I would call it 'a diary'.
from raisintoes :
yes, o.k., but wrong in specifically what? ('everything' is too obvious)
from raisintoes :
But what do you Mean? (I'm told my sense of humor is 'stupid'.)
from alittlehorse :
yes i got recordings. there is one download here: http://fibonacci.no-ip.com . but i can also put some more up in a 'secret' link for a day or two. let me know what day.
from helen-keller :
ah, i was under the assumption that aleatory was first, and chance was a further deviation towards complete randomness. i guess that just goes to show ya... when we make assumptions, we make an ass out of uma thurman. and uma thurman's a nice lady, so i should stop making an ass of her. ::smily face::
from helen-keller :
i didn't say that cage came up with the idea of aleatoric music; he just made it more popular... yeah... thanks for the note.
from citiesfall :
For what?
from little-i :
um, if you do happen to explode, make sure to explode in this direction. also make sure a big part of you lands here so you can hang out with me.
from maredeath :
since i can never remember how to spell it, i like to spell it differently all the time...keeps things fresh. also, i told you you could correct me. so go to it.
from a3rdmovement :
I have no idea who you are. But you like Jon Vaughn? And accordingly Glitch music?! Im sooooooooooo impressed.
from citiesfall :
I'm still sort of reeling from it, in fact. I think I should watch it again.
from sea-and-cake :
I'm afraid that part of my diaryland life is often neglected, my bad.
from sanityinsane :
god, me too. how is he doing?
from lady-dra :
try tennis, if you want something beside sleeping, it gets your mind off of things, and usually releases stress.
from sea-and-cake :
Rachel's? Hella tight.
from sanityinsane :
redsayno is playing? hm.
from ephor :
Going away on a three-day tournament. I do believe that I'll miss speaking with you (strange). Then again I'll miss speaking, period, as people only open their mouths to argue in debate. Therefore write something awesome and noncombative here.
from alixio :
because you don't see near enough of us. especially me. i don't really see much of anyone anymore either though. everyone's diffused about this city. are you going to that show tomorrow (thursday)?
from citiesfall :
When there was only one set of footprints, that was when I carried you.
from raisintoes :
sorry these are so curt, but: variant (my own); something else; I am, and more overtly am not, hiding my gross stupidity; very little.
from citiesfall :
Them's fightin' words.
from citiesfall :
Friends of a Saskatoon area blogger, I imagine.
from gubbination :
Yikes! How come?
from uniquewords :
yea i was in youth theatre once, i was involved for three years. i was involved with all of the drama productions, with the exception of one acts. do you have any idea who i am?
from uniquewords :
i went to bowman... i think i might have been in a play with you, or something.. who knows..
from uniquewords :
i know you... haha. how weird. do you know me??
from uniquewords :
my name is emily. who are you.. thats cool. i imagine it would be very good...
from alixio :
i read the first half of By Grand Central Station...this summer. it was indeed melodramatic and i couldn't decide how i felt about it. over the top as hell though...but i couldn't get myself to dislike it for some reason.
from citiesfall :
One third of the dynamic punkrock super trio "The Paper*Kites".
from ryan-pollard :
I know.
from ryan-pollard :
.
from ali-lake :
Ha. What a question. Who knows?
from ali-lake :
Yeah, I needed alone time. Sorry for incommunicativeness.
from ryan-pollard :
If by 'Daisy Cutter' you mean 'Daizee Cutta', then I agree.
from michaeljfox :
pubie dubie. . .i don't know how to spell, but you know what I mean.
from gubbination :
!! Serious!?
from citiesfall :
ps. meetings are actually the opposite of sketchy.
from maredeath :
mehta. i do love you. i don't know what else to say. (i'll be home soon.)
from spotlitegirl :
hey mehta. i was talking to jon from pilks madhouse on sunday and he asked me if i would pass on his contact information to you. his email is: jonnyp72@yahoo.ca or you could just search ribbit productions. ps- you were great in MEATCABIN.
from maredeath :
i'm not sure if i do..i know i should like me better not-in-groups because i'm clearly less annoying..but..some parts of me enjoy the yelling and the laughing and the total stupidity..
from citiesfall :
what a multilayered statement.
from ryan-pollard :
<3
from alixio :
a weird balance of loneliness and old/new friends. soon to be injected with a much needed dose of wilderness.
from alixio :
my dad said he saw you at a show at ray s.'s house.
from maredeath :
jeffmorton never really seems to want to jam or practice. sometimes he complains about people who need to practice. i find this pretentious and funny. but still. i'd be excited if you start playing with him. so do it.
from elbento :
i seem to have found you. i hope you are bothered, greatly. check greg's profile to find out WHO I AM!!! *cue music*
from o0oo00o0o :
What format would make it better?
from charopopulus :
you may have left something important at my house on thursday night... some sort of elections envelope. i will try to remember to bring it to practise today.
from maredeath :
hey..since i'm not going to be there for the fringe (gag..it makes me feel nauseated just thinking about it)..could you possibly send me a script?
from ryan-pollard :
wait- I can't. but you still should.
from ryan-pollard :
we should swim nakedly across the river.
from citiesfall :
I'm partial to Special K myself. The bubbles are less harsh and easier on the roof of your mouth.
from casualradar :
excellent plan. i've got your number now (i'd lost it amongst the scraps of paper that i sleep in).
from casualradar :
aah, i was mostly indicating that i've never heard of the game "scruples". oh, and as for that legal thing, maggi did a video for her cpt class, and it's a borderline-ripoff of on of the scenes from seventy minutes.
from casualradar :
Scruples?
from ryan-pollard :
That was a reference to your profile of me. How we're the same. I was just pointing out how I'm the taller one. <3
from ryan-pollard :
*I'm taller.
from thedykester :
i'm adrianna. i never talk to you, so maybe you don't even know who i am. but you did wave to me the other day, so now i can leave you shifty notes without feeling that guilty. that's how it works. apparantly.
from raisintoes :
I'm glad you're back open. if that means anything
from thedykester :
i see you all the time. i enjoyed your diary. you didn't update that often, but i could read the same entry multiple times and get something different from every read. this isn't to pressure an unlock of course. it's probably a good idea, considering creeps like me who never talk to you read it.
from ryan-pollard :
<3
from ryan-pollard :
Ever comin' back?
from maredeath :
except not at all, ever.
from maredeath :
i'll looooose you.
from ryan-pollard :
Thoroughly and sadly so, yo.
from ryan-pollard :
Dood. Keep the offensive entries. Fuck people, they shouldn't care as much about what you write in an online journal. If I was a better writer I'd turn everything I wrote into a fiction, only to alienate the people who read it. Diaryland isn't nearly as abrasive as it should be.
from momycat :
its possible....although ive heard that you look like a stylish woman, so im not going to hate it quite yet
from momycat :
is it beautiful? your hair i mean?
from decidedly :
i think lock can be good. when you want something to be lock then you get it. that is internet. feel the lock but feel our pain.
from michaeljfox :
Well, I guess that means you will send me more emails. Done.
from thefunway :
Cyrus is right, dudes. I've done it before. I'll probably do it again. I'm a very passive-aggressive and selfish person. I need approval. That's all for now. No passwords will be given out. I'll just keep it locked for a while, perhaps delete the offending entries, and then unlock it. Thanks guys.
from aznpepsi411 :
to anyone planning on pleading with mehta for the password to his diary: I say with great confidence that he will unlock it. I have not talked to him about it yet, but I know that it will become public again. All you have to do is plead for the password and admit to him that his diary is one of your favourites. It obviously is. I have now completed my pompous statement save for one question... Mehta: whats the password?
from charopopulus :
but if you lock it then i can't read it...
from momycat :
you cut your hair???
from evenoth :
That was one of the best anecdotes I've ever read. You're awesome.
from michaeljfox :
Did I mention that you're probable the most brilliant person I know? Well, close second after Rob Salzbury. And you're running up the charts for "most damningly introspective".
from citiesfall :
I hereby express my interest in being No Birds' roadie/tagalong/merchseller. Only, of course, if you do end up going and only if there is room for me. ps. I'll call you soon; I am approaching a beautiful gap between scholarship and employment.
from ryan-pollard :
That simply didn't happen.
from jenifer-007 :
yeah
from citiesfall :
you are ever confusing.
from citiesfall :
2004-04-10, 2:14 a.m
from gubbination :
It is.
from evenoth :
Definitely stylistically acceptable.
from citiesfall :
of course it is.
from evenoth :
Unfortunately, I can't really argue for Chomsky; he'll have to speak for himself. I don't agree with him on several issues, and I call myself a democratic socialist so as not to be caught up in definitional debates regarding libertarianism and anarchism. Also, I only know about the history of democratic socialism, and I'm very fuzzy on the rest. I just find Chomsky's writing interesting, and it has motivated me to read up on anarchism (about which I clearly know nothing). I personally think it's confusing that he calls himself a libertarian anarchist, but I guess the most-quoted man alive can probably choose his own labels without my input. Anyway: I'd be curious to hear why you still disagree with my definition of socialism.
from evenoth :
I agree with you re: communism, but socialism, again, is more a hybrid of capitalism and communism. Very few people think it's a good idea to go without law and order, which is very closely tied to individual property rights. As my dad always says, "Possession is nine tenths of the law." A system without property rights is one in which robbery and chaos are commonplace, etc. Plus, I think common ownership has a lot to do with individual ownership. Since individuals would be supposed to, say, get a certain amount of rice in a day, it wouldn't make sense to forgo individual property rights, because the rice quotas could be changed without a mode of recourse for those who are short-changed.
from evenoth :
I agree that our friend Noam is probably confusing people (as he confused me) with his odd label. Here's his own explanation, since I don't feel qualified to speak for him: http://globetrotter.berkeley.edu/people2/Chomsky/chomsky-con2.html . Also, I think that property rights are very much enmeshed in both communism and socialism; the whole point is that workplaces are owned by its workers, and that is something that cannot be co-opted. Really, few people disagree with the concept of property rights. They just disagree on how they should be dispensed (i.e., Locke's weird idea that if you combine your labour with property, you own it -- a really great justification for fucking over Native-Americans).
from michaeljfox :
i would like to have your msn please. . . that and I wouldn't mind hearing that damn catchy outkast song. . wait, i'll just turn on this radio. . . That sounded like a terrible pun. . .or rather, that was a terrible pun.
from nana57 :
hmm i cannot really explain, becauase i do not know why. but.. just thought i should let you know about the one who loves you!
from maredeath :
sadly..i love jono and his vision. no lie. what don't i love though? but honestly, i think he's probably a good guy. funny annoying email addresses are good. one of friends has 'cybersexy' or something. it's all ridiculous.
from maredeath :
he does. it's mortronovision@hotmail.com. the most annoying email address ever. and he has msn. which he loves. so you can stalk him internetedly now. good work.
from nana57 :
i have emailed you to confess my newly discovered undying love for you. i do not know who you are, where you live, or what you look like, or even your name. but i do not care, all i know is that i am falling even more in love with you with each diary entry. it is like reading something that has been put away and only opened for me to read. now i know that sounds extremely dramatic but you entice me and excite me and make me want more of you. if you are my one than leave me a note.
from citiesfall :
sorry, i forgot that the internet does not transmit inflection. what i meant to say was "what?" relating to your last (incoherent)entry.
from saxylauren :
Hey, is this Mehta? It's Lauren, from Carlton. You know, your "bride".... riiiight. If this is you, leave me a note on my diaryland journal (my username is saxylauren.)
from citiesfall :
excuse me?
from gubbination :
wow. That one statement could relate to everything I said. But, you knew that of course.
from decidedly :
i'm coming for you.
from maredeath :
ah..i wish i was around to do random shit for the play and drive you guys around some more. and straighten your shirts and dance to bombs over bahgdad.
from citiesfall :
i assume you've read the rave review of your cd on three0sicks. it's mighty rave and deservedly so. when he mentioned that you were all in highschool i though "holy shit, he's right. everyone i know IS amazing."
from ali-lake :
I put up one of the photos that I took of you/your mom/Rory on my website portfolio. The URL is www3.sk.sympatico.ca/vonbae/ali . Could you check with your folks and let me know if that's okay with everyone? I can easily take it down. I'll call you tomorrow (Sunday) at some point.
from citiesfall :
pianos are fun. i hope you buy it from a guy behind the taco time on 21st street.
from rice-milk :
wow. i often leave notes after a great read but i have no fucking idea what to say...
from michaeljfox :
A second printing? Fucking eh!! Congradulations mang. That is awesome. Does that mean you guys are heading on your way to indie fame, with bands the likes of Wilco, GRandaddy, Ween or Semi-Sonic? I think so. Email me when you`re platinum. And for sure save me a c.d. even if it`s on the second, or possible thrid (fingers crossed (drunk or not)).
from michaeljfox :
Heh, save me a copy of your c.d., or force my sister to buy one. She probable will anyway. She`s a groupie right?
from burning13 :
Nothing gets easier...lol. *~Burning*~
from evenoth :
It's coming.
from newyearseve :
hi. i havnt talked to you in a few days. leave me a note or something! Bye!
from ryan-pollard :
You should move in with me. I'll be your body-guard. For serious.
from michaeljfox :
I`ll avenge your death if he succeeds. P.S. I only know how to joke.
from maredeath :
mehta, you should give me your real mail address. and your email address too i guess. i want to write you a letter. i miss you.
from ryan-pollard :
I have an idea for a type of recording that we should do. By we I mean you and me. It's pretty much just gutteral breaths and sounds. But it has to be really layered. I'll talk to you about it l8urr.
from little-i :
well, hopefully yes and no. I auditioned for an SGI commercial yesterday...there were a lot of girls. who knows.
from little-i :
e-condolences. impersonal, i know...I am so sorry I couldn't be at the service, Mehta. I first found out in Albuquerque. My thoughts were with you then; my thoughts are with you now. that's a lot of thoughts
from spotlitegirl :
hey mehta, its kayla. im so sorry to hear about your dad. that cant be an easy thing to go through, my thoughts are with you and your family...i dont know what else to say....
from newyearseve :
i just got home from winter camp, and i didnt know that the service was today. i really would have liked to go. He saved my life once you know... gave me some mitts on the mountain and encouraged me to get down the hill and not die from hypothermia in the snow. My thoughts and prayers go out to yuo and your family.
from decidedly :
hey, mehta. i'm so sorry to hear about your dad. i hope you and your family are doing okay, or as best as can be expected. i will be thinking about you today and i wish i could have been at the service.
from gubbination :
Mehta!
from sadistboo :
*gives you a hug*
from jenifer-007 :
I'm sorry.
from michaeljfox :
????????p.s. I`ve lost my sense of humor. I hope it`s not a problem.
from michaeljfox :
Oh, it could be just ``toe`` . . . it`s really up for discussion. YOu should send me an email and get me up to date with the fringe evolution. lost in anticipation, Super Greg.
from michaeljfox :
Okay, say some ones older brother discovers their brilliant science fair project, a time machine. They some how start it up and have their foot in the time machine while it is sending back to 1462. They basically just lose their toe web in the whole ordeal .. . so then they either accept the lose, or they travel back 400 years to retrieve it. Lots of possibilitys all revolving around the one joke of his lost toe-webbing. And that`s the concept. Or we could just take up the name without explanation.
from alixio :
sounds good, only thing is: i don't have your number...so, what if you send me an email that includes it (alixstoicheff@hotmail.com) and when i get back from the nisbet forest (or next week sometime) i will call you..?
from michaeljfox :
It was not bitten. ANd I think it may requiry a short sketch. . . .I think you can imagine the skecth so I won`t ilaberate.
from alixio :
sorry about that, i was misinformed. seeing as you aren't in school, and my school hours are quite strange, if you wanted to go out for coffee one day i would be happy. do you have my number?
from citiesfall :
what are you doing with dfm? am i allowed to use a nickname for someone i've never talked to?
from charopopulus :
when you told me you wern't going to school anymore it didnt register that you wernt going to school for the rest of grade twelve. what are you going to do this semester?
from citiesfall :
for you: fsb319(atsign)mail.usask.ca
from evenoth :
So sorry.
from evenoth :
I don't write in it, though. And when I do, I feel like it's my guilty substitute for actually communicating with each person individually. You should e-mail me.
from ryan-pollard :
don't forget that you've already graduated, child.
from ryan-pollard :
: )
from ryan-pollard :
so I just read darren's livejournal. in his last two entries (since the show) he has made reference to the band. he really likes yous guys. *just thought I'd boost your self-confidence a smidge.
from nutmeggers :
Well ok, cool maybe isn't the word. How about we say "interesting" since we're both from there. :)
from ljungberg8 :
Have the tickets gone on sale yet? They sold out in minutes in London. I want some :(
from nutmeggers :
Hey, I was just searching SK and found your journal. Cool.
from ljungberg8 :
Do you have tickets for the Pixies in Saskatoon? Dude, you must be cacking your pants with excitement.
from michaeljfox :
I just saw the fringe website and it excited me. I made this strange noise like a cat in heat. Although, I still think ``Toe-web caught in time machine`` is a better title.
from michaeljfox :
HEh WOW!! I just remembered something really important. DId Mitch grier tell you not to get rd of the sketches I sent you?? Cuz the computer it was saved on crashed. . And I don`t think it`s coming back. ??????!!
from funkalistic :
Well isn't my face green? Thanks for the heads up buddy. The spelling error has now been changed, and the day is saved thanks to you.
from thefunway :
No, I realize that the "O" is not capitalized. I only capitalized it to emphasize that there is indeed an "O" and not an "A."
from funkalistic :
I'm afraid you're wrong. The name of the film is Flesh Gordon... the "o" is not capitalized. However, I wish it were, that would make the title soooo much better.
from michaeljfox :
Huh? the pixies? what? You mean Frank Black is coming bck to saskatoon?
from sanityinsane :
you should, i've been loyal all these years.
from sanityinsane :
i can't log on as well. the world is ending. good thing i have icq to back me up. sigh.
from newyearseve :
i cant get on MSN either. :( boo
from isabelviolet :
God you are an angry young man. Umm thanks for the patronizing advice, I guess. It was so...condescending. And yes, it works, asshole.
from isabelviolet :
u:Isabel p:Violet
from michaeljfox :
Yes, well you said you were sending me a letter long ago. ACtually, you said yo had finished writing it and you were ready to send it. . .Why havent you!!1? Don`t make our relationship turn into that movie Swimfan, . . because I haven`t seen it. Do you have my mailing adress? real mail.
from michaeljfox :
So what`s going down with the fringe wirting. . .I`ve yet to see more than one collaberation with graeme from you. I need more. What`s going on? I think i see a picture of a strange girl from grade 3 hanging above your page. . .gotta go.
from jenifer-007 :
what is 'the fringe'? I've heard you use this term many many times (read, not heard, whatev) and haven't a clue what you're talking about.
from citiesfall :
mehta, you are not currently at home. david morgan and myself have decided that you should call blood music and tell them to play on the 17th. oh yeah, i'm helping with that show, i wonder if you know that.
from evenoth :
Well, it's still a sad day when you have your last final and you can't even spell 'doze' right . . . Hey, have you written anything lately? I have some time to read/give comments now.
from evenoth :
Agh, thank you, Mehta. Goodness me. I'll go back and fix that later.
from maricheerio :
No worries, I didn't expect that you would remember me. I didn't think you had communicated with Fred Phelps either, but thought you seemed interested in the subject and so might be interested in the play.. but yeah The End
from soulmaster13 :
Why you would know me? Where did you get the idea that I was the same person as my friend? *laughs* but I guess you do have some kind of mind in order to guess that...My e-mail address is wing_rider13@yahoo.com, if you really wish to know how you would know me, then e-mail me. (whoa, do I sense a bad sentence?)
from soulmaster13 :
Hey, I was only saying you could delete it in case you needed space..I know how that is, it was like that with my old diary...and you don't need to say sorry for something like *that*!!!!!
from soulmaster13 :
Wow, that's depressing. (Your latest entry that is...) I'm sorry everything looks so down right now...(you may delete this if you want, it was just a simple word from someone who reads your diary..*smiles*) Good luck with..um..EVERYTHING! *grins*
from maricheerio :
Hello, I think that I may know you from back in the day of Victoria elementary school.. but anyways, I stumbled on your journal and noticed that you've been corresponding with people about "godhatesfags.com" Have you ever heard of The Laramie Project? It's a play I think you might be interested in.. I guess it's also a shameless plug because I'm in it.. anyways what I'm saying is it's going to be playing at STM in March.. I think.. I forget the date.. damn I'm tired... well yeah, that's all then
from ryan-pollard :
wow mehta twohundred entries. I wish our time was worth more, then we wouldn't waste it on twohundred (or in my case well over threehundred) -
from maredeath :
i miss you already mehta. really take care okay. and email me for anything...
from charopopulus :
by come to school i didn't mean don't come to school...maybe that makes it more clear.
from charopopulus :
come to school tomorrow. you know you want to.
from decidedly :
that site hurt me. in the best way possible.
from ryan-pollard :
I will tomorrow, as I have other books due then. I didn't have much time to really get into it, but from the first 30+ pages I realized I should have read it. Yeah.
from ali-lake :
I miss you too. My bus gets in at 4:something pm Monday. I'll call you when I get home.
from ryan-pollard :
(In responce to a note left in Ellen's dl.) You're correct, George W. Bush won't become the president of Harvard when his term(s) as US president are over - he'll become the president of Yale, his alma matter (sp?). <3. I'm going to bring that Rapture cd tomorrow, but I won't lend it to you unless you bring me Life of Pi.
from evenoth :
To him, it's not even common knowledge enough to be embarrassed about not knowing it. He was the Secretary of the Treasury when the U.S. signed NAFTA, however, which makes it particularly mystifying. Perhaps Dylan would like to take over?
from newyearseve :
i was just reading your online debate/entry. yah wow. Your words just seem to hold power and authority. Lol, it makes me feel smart just to be reading it. also: way to go on the bitches brew jam @ COffee house
from ali-lake :
You'd better finish your homework and call me soon or I'll keep looking up dumb things in Google.
from ali-lake :
As it turns out, Feta cheese may have originally been Italian and then adopted by Greek cuisine. The word does not exist in classical Greek; it is a New Greek word, originally tyripheta, or "cheese slice," the word feta coming from the Italian word fette, meaning a slice of food. Some sources say that feta is the oldest kind of cheese in the world (6000 years old!), but this claim is debated. Just thought you might want to know.
from ali-lake :
Only if you move to --(at this point I looked up the word "Feta" in an atlas because it rhymes with your name, only to discover that there isn't really a town in Greece called Feta where they make Feta cheese. I wonder why Feta cheese is called that then.)
from ali-lake :
There's a meeting at Steve's tomorrow night, 7:00. Could you let Will know?
from isabelviolet :
Not anymore what?
from decidedly :
a good discussion
from ryan-pollard :
go be a sociology major. homo.
from sanityinsane :
it's sortof how it goes. and that makes me think - why quit when it may buh me for the rest of my life anyway? eh, besides the cancer part i'm okay with that.
from gubbination :
oh you..i saw your beautiful "hey ya" for grad video thing..very impressed. very. you should feel better. :)
from gubbination :
but cinimin bun, i enjoyed your ramblings..
from ryan-pollard :
And he laughed again. Then he quickly became serious.
from ali-lake :
Why did you lock your diary?
from ali-lake :
Hmm. Online, are you?
from maredeath :
mehta! omg. i would also like the passcode.
from alixio :
hey mehta-can i get the username/password combo? no worries if not.
from sanityinsane :
locked?!
from evenoth :
The weirdest thing happened. I read your most recent entry, and then you locked your diary two seconds later. I guess I wasn't supposed to read it.
from ali-lake :
I want a password. P.S. "This little piggy went to market, This little piggy stayed at home, This little piggy had roast beef, This little piggy had none. And this little piggy went... "Wee wee wee" all the way home... The words for "This little piggy" nursery rhyme are used to point out each one of the child's toes! The last line in "This little piggy" is used to accompany the child being tickled by the narrator of the poem! This rhyme is extremely popular which ensures that it will be passed from generation to generation. The first publication date for the words and lyrics for this nursery rhyme was in 1728." Source: http://www.rhymes.org.uk/this_little_piggy.htm
from citiesfall :
by virtue of me being the first person to formally request the password to your diary, you have no choice but to yeild to my demand. non-compliance will result in a kind of pain never before experienced by humans. fsb319atmail.usask.ca
from maredeath :
also; i'm using niki's mother's (empty) rental house to par-tay. we're going to go look at it and see if there's space for bands (i really want there to be)..but even if there is, we'd still have to deal with equipment and so on. what do you think?
from maredeath :
hey, what is a formal not-rejection? a formal acception? aka: sweet sweet lovin? hot.
from aznpepsi411 :
Oh man. I was so dazed when I got home that I didnt realise it was 420 when you called. I dont even remember my afternoon.
from ali-lake :
-As good a reason as any. Hello.
from maredeath :
aahh that's weird. where/when did you hear that? i've been trying to figure out something to do. something fun and big and a little crazy. but i don't know if i can pretend i know enough to people to rent the basement for it. or the albert community hall as i was alternatly considering (there we could also have a potluck, etc.). as for when..who know? if you have an suggestions etc, please tell me. also if i do organize something, will you guys play?
from evenoth :
I don't know anything either. I just like an argument. I'd argue against anything (and probably have). Shall I send you another poem? Your comments were really good.
from aznpepsi411 :
word. Ill call you after school on friday.
from evenoth :
Plus, I used the present tense. I can't think of too many classical composers who are famous AND alive right now, but I can think of a few whose work became popular in the years after their deaths. Such is the way with a lot of art, methinks. Ahem.
from evenoth :
Well, the Prez COULD have said that, but he didn't. And I would have said that we no longer have traditional philanthropists around, and that the government can take the role of a more fair monarch in this regard. I would also add that the composers you listed are an exception to the rule; most of the classical music we're familiar with these days is played from the scores of composers whose work wasn't very famous while they were alive (although some of them had some very local success).
from ali-lake :
Oh. Nevermind. You took it all down.
from aznpepsi411 :
hi mehta. do you want to go out on a date on friday? maybe we could get some coffee or something.
from ali-lake :
It was a reference to Rory. But isn't it Prokofiev?
from ali-lake :
It's PROKOPIA.
from michaeljfox :
oh yes, the previous entry was indeed intented for your message board. . .Mehta!! Sometimes I write messages as if I've been having on-going converstions with the recieving person. I think I'm trying to pretend that I'm still in Saskatoon and that I regular see you.
from michaeljfox :
I'm gonna bank on the belief that experience is more important than intellect. I think you surpassed me in intelligence right around grade 1. Unless we look at it in a genetic standpoint, cuz then I'm done at your conception. In any case, the point I'm trying to make, is that I can't understand your cryptic entries half the time. So, . . . stop being so smart? I don't know the answer to our problem here actually. It might involve you huffing a fair amount of paint though. We'll see.
from aznpepsi411 :
It means (although you did not include the entire quote (and I am just rewording it)): Rothbard rejected a valid implication of the utility function. In the neoclassical way of documenting things If 'a' is greater than 'b' then 'a' will be chosen.
from aznpepsi411 :
I think Im an economist.
from sanityinsane :
i think i just may trek to your house sometime soon then...
from sanityinsane :
you live very close if i'm correct. you live by robyn, right? close to ling street? if so, yes, you are very close, a ten minute at most walk from my house. i was gone in toronto and winnipeg, but only for four days. so really, how could you have missed me when it's been longer since we're seen eachother!
from thefunway :
Because I don't actually live THAT close to your house ... I don't really know, actually. You were gorn for a while, though, right?
from sanityinsane :
if you live so close to my house why do i never see you?
from michaeljfox :
heh mehta, what's up? did graeme give you my copy of enders game? if so. . or even if not, send me your copy of micro-serfs, or surfs. . or whatever it's called. or rather don't send it to me, get my parents to send it to me. so really just drop it off at my house if you can, or make graeme drop it off.
from ali-lake :
Ah. You got your graham crackers. Good. Sorry about fathers.
from raisintoes :
precisely
from little-i :
yes, o clever one. You are right about the spelling. I puzzled over it for a very long time (adding extra z's and s's and c's all the while) but settled on the simplest (mis)spelling. He does deserve to be spelled right. thank you.
from ali-lake :
Yeah. Hey - November long weekend. Boston. Whaddya think?
from raisintoes :
Do you know, I meant to misspell that.
from raisintoes :
precisely:! also : ; and . ""
from ryan-pollard :
yeah, sorry. that was pretty obscure. it was about that guy [i've forgot his name] running for city council in ward one with all of the wacky ideas. i was thinking about him and how silly a 10 o'clock curfew would be. why did you call me today? it's 9:30 now so i'm not going to call you back. i'll wait 'til i see you at school at 8 tomorrow.
from ryan-pollard :
"oh, sorry guys. it's 9:45 and it takes me fifteen minutes to get home so i gotta go." wow that would be fun.
from maredeath :
i didn't understand that wretchdpixie note. unless it was about wanting to see sweet constantine.. you should come to lydia's on sunday and play. jm said he'd talk to the guys there. it'd be good i'd think.
from charopopulus :
i hope you are feeling better mehta...mr. friesen misses you, he told me so. charlotte ps. why does it say "can't." under my name in your profile?
from evenoth :
Absolutely! Ask anyone -- Ali, Alison, Fraser, Greg, or Tina could tell you, to be alphabetical about it. I sent you an automated e-mail, but I guess that was to your old address.
from citiesfall :
i also think it's neat how his occupation is listed as "independant" in the newspaper when they clearly mean "unemployed".
from citiesfall :
what; you don't think a ten o'clock cerfew will make our city a better place? i'd get ticketed every monday on my way home from school. ah well, the election is one day before i become legal voting age. take that democracy!
from ali-lake :
I updated and then deleted several hours later, you see. You snooze you lose. Hey does "sick" = at home? I'm going to try calling . . .
from evenoth :
Hey, and guess what -- there is an entire class devoted to the plays of Samuel Beckett here.
from evenoth :
That you may.
from moreneta :
where did you go? where did I go? I guess I'm back on d-land, sort of. username: han/password: xiang
from evenoth :
You should send me your poetry.
from ali-lake :
Should we do that today? The photographs? I'll call you at about 12:30 (after church).
from ali-lake :
Onto my hard drive. I got annoyed at past-me and past-my writing. Wanted to turn over a new leaf and all that. So far it's just blank. Oh well. I have something ridiculous to ask you tomorrow!
from little-i :
By Mel, do you mean Melissa? And if so, what's her address?
from ryan-pollard :
oh. and i agree with greg that you handled that whole thing pretty [quite] poorly. gladly, i don't really care that much on the matter. but for the sakes of those who might have, it likely would have been nice to at least say something about it and not be so secretive. i should have a discussion with you about this some day.
from ryan-pollard :
i had just finished reading this thing on how there was a us supreme court ruling which made it so sites like this could continue to run without any interventions... looking back i really didn't word it that well at all. but thanks for critiquing everything i do. cunt. and how don't you love the template? what isn't there to love about it?
from aznpepsi411 :
i remember the event distinctly aswell, but not the movie. I also watched it twice at graemes, and once on my computer. As for favourite authors, that will be fixed.
from michaeljfox :
So you guys are auditioning poeple next year eh? That's interesting. Actually, I would be interested to hear what other "non-core" members of Wheyon/no follow up have to say about that. I personally don't realy know what I think. Could be a good thing. . . on the other hand it does remove a sort of communtiy aspect and replaces it with a sort of hierarchy of talent/organizer status. I guess there wasn't really any room for discussion? I dunno. . .I'm thinking out loud. Anyway you should email me. More for just communication and goodness sake, than this specific subject. . .or maybe I'll email you. . .anyway this is my address "oppositeofgreg@yahoo.com"
from ryan-pollard :
...i have a link to the police scanner a couple entries ago.
from little-i :
well- I've established quite the reputation for myself, based primarily on my ramblings here. I regret sharing any of it, really, seeing as a) most of it was misinterpreted (largely my fault) and b) my gallavanting has become insignificant to me in comparison to my time spent with Shenoah.. I don't know. I'd rather talk to people's faces. About serious stuff, anyway..
from ryan-pollard :
..."are you in a play about the russian revolution?"
from mrjordo :
Yeah... I kept sending you e-mail and I kept getting messages back saying your e-mail address didn't exist. I phoned the directory service and couldn't get your number... and I remembered your online diary. So I went to google and typed in the words "Mehta", "fringe", and "ADOM" and eureka! I found you. Anyway drop me a line (306)922-1554 j.delorme@shaw.ca P.S. Lintott is worried about you too
from thefunway :
Since you don't have a profile yet, I'll reply to you here. Wow. I sent you a couple of e-mails, but apparently the address I had didn't exist. So, er. Yeah. How did you manage to find me?
from mrjordo :
Found you!
from ryan-pollard :
do you happen to know where Matsuma is? if so, i would be interested in watching it, as would several others i would assume. i don't know what made me think of it, but i haven't watched it in probably over a year and i miss it. we need to be more productive, fuck that fringe shit. movies are the only media!
from ryan-pollard :
well i didn't mean it to sound like that, miss dykes. so you can fuck right off and die.
from charopopulus :
Mehta, Rayn Pocard's latest entry makes it sound like you have your timetable for Bowman. you should tell me what classes you're taking so i can see if you have any of the same classes.
from ryan-pollard :
and by that i mean i have nothing to say. i'll see you at the fringe, good sir.
from ryan-pollard :
'y'pants ah on backWads' !
from ryan-pollard :
'just felt you should know.'
from aznpepsi411 :
you were mentioned in the star phoenix (damn that word) as cam fuller's favourite play. Which either means he saw the first show or was just trying to be funny/hip with his raymond bashing joke which incidentally is also made in your program. Not the same joke, but one about raymond that is.
from ryan-pollard :
dude, you're HUGE!
from aznpepsi411 :
I am definitly coming to the show tonight, and if you dont call me before hand, I will loiter after the show and intercept. Was the play in the paper or something? what caused this buzz?
from sbassman :
so i took your advice about reading diaryland while im away. ill have you know that i not only understand your xtrm reference, i think its hilarious. so its not just you laughing at your on joke. i believe we were standing in front of the diary queen stand last summer and you wondered if you could have a Xtreme choclate blizzard that was so extreme that it would have no use for any vowels. reducing its title to Xtrm choclate blizzard. you and mr. pollard then embraced. unless i misremember the occasion, and i highly doubt i do.
from sbassman :
ugh. im somewhat desperate for your email address im afraid. so desperate, in fact that ive had to log on to diaryland to ask you for it. you can either leave a note somewhere (i think my note thing still works) or email me at tbran_spaceman@hotmail.com
from little-i :
I almost caught you online. drunk and partying, no less. sigh...it could have been great fun. I'm doing benadryls tonight. yes. the saturday night toxin of choice.
from ali-lake :
Cite. Of course. And YES to space rock! (...What exactly is space rock?) Please note, I haven't hit any drums for a year, so I may forget how.
from ali-lake :
It§s so good to hear that. And I wasn|t worried about the Cummings business at all. Mainly I was laughing with delight at the fact that you¤re the only person I know who would know that type of thing, correct it, AND carefully site your source. I love it. Home soon home soon homesoon.
from charopopulus :
I'm glad to hear that your dad is doing better... i'm trying to figure some stuff out on my bass and it's not working. sometime when i see you will you try to help me? i know that's vague but i don't really know how to form what i need to know into questions.- Charlotte
from ali-lake :
Damn. I thought I was being all correct and respectful to Cummings. So much for thinking. I(...) I!:,§*µù¤^¨can()t find the apostrophe on this annoyingly eccentric Spanish keyboard. (keqboqrd:) Oh well. How()s everything going?
from sanityinsane :
good luck to your dad.
from charopopulus :
her name is Katy and she's just one of my sister's friends from school (my sister brittany, the youngest). Yes she looks like you from the front but obviously in a more girly way. that's too bad about your dad, i hope everything works out with the operation.
from raisintoes :
I'll miss you.
from ali-lake :
What's happening? Write me an e-mail if you can/want? (alio8@hotmail.com) See you in a few weeks..
from charopopulus :
i saw your female twin again today. she is friends with my younger sister and was in my kitchen when i woke up this morning. i said, "o, hi mehta" and walked away and didn't realize what had happened for almost an hour. i don't know what was more weird, the fact that i didnt wonder about why you were in my house when i woke up, having breakfast with my sister or thinking she was you...odd
from aznpepsi411 :
mehta. what is your number. I may figure it out before you answer this, but I need to be able to organize some things with you.
from sbassman :
heh mehta this is greg on tom's account. if you don't need your ness creek ticket you should maybe send it my way huh? huh? see you in a couple days.
from twinklerunt :
P.S. Anyone who says "Wowzers" is a genius
from twinklerunt :
I love your layout by the way. Reminds me of Lucky Charms. Did you know my birthname means "Rainbow"? How odd is that. Conversation between me and my dad: Dad: "She looks anorexic!" Me: "Yeah, that's why they call them movie stars." Dad: "But, she looks like she's going to die!" Me: "She probably will. Most people tend to." Two Rhyming Words: Wiggle. Jiggle. Thing I'm Afraid of: glass elevators. My most Prized Possesion: an incredibly tacky jeweled ring two stories high. Faveorite Phrase: "Whatchu sayin' fool?" (except you have to say it like Mr. T.)
from aznpepsi411 :
ya
from maredeath :
sure thing.
from aznpepsi411 :
boohoo.
from maredeath :
i'm thinking yes. i might convince fraser to attend as well. you should call me tomorrow eve. (665-6472). or leave me a note on how to get ahold of you. or just see me there. yes. ah, quite. i haven't seen ryan in years.
from moreneta :
I've been playing Roumanian Dances by Bartok for about a million years now -- I put it on hold to work on my exam. I'm playing that, some Brahms waltzes, the infamous Chopin harp etude, and some random Bach sinfonias to keep the fingers in shape.
from maredeath :
is it tomorrow (tuesday) night?
from ali-lake :
I'm glad that Aronofsky didn't direct Cube. Someone told me that, and I automatically assumed that they were correct. I need to work on my skepticism. Why silence? I miss you again/still/anew.
from angel-babybo :
hey nice talking to ya the other night. Hope you have an awsome time at the Fringe!!! seeya! Zoe xoxo
from twinklerunt :
R-a-l-p-h F-i-e-n-n-e-s. He was in Quiz Show, Red Dragon (he played, well, the Red Dragon), and many other films and ... Er ... Blaggg ... I'm ashamed to say this but he was opposite Jennifer Lopez or Jippy Loo or whatever her name is in 'Maid in Manhatten'. But I have reasonable evidence that he was kidnapped, drugged, and forced to do that film against his will. Anyways, I'll put it this way: he's #2 on the list behind Crispin Glover.
from sanityinsane :
we're on at the same time....... again
from sanityinsane :
i think it might suit me more than margaret or maggie, so maybe i shoudl try to get people to call me that? no, it wouldn't work.
from michaeljfox :
so i've decided i'm gonna come to your next fringe meeting and ask if i can stage manage and help out in "non-acting/full time" ways. plus i think graeme and I are going to revamp that script i found and yeah.
from twinklerunt :
Cheerio, cheerio! Wow, I am a 56-yr old man living in Nevada. That was possibly the most hilarious thing I've ever read. Well, in London they have bright little reminder notes on crosswalks telling you which way to look so that you don't get run over by a muffin British cabby. Oh, and I got my hand kissed by two men. Absolutely charming. Happy un-birthday! Ralph Fiennes says hullo.
from aznpepsi411 :
ya, it is. and I wasnt sure when we started. but we did do a lot of filming that year.
from newyearseve :
ok mehta deal! i wont tell if you wont tell...
from foxy-flames :
Hey Mehta, just decided to drop you a note. Haven't read your diary in awhile. By the way I wrote another poem if you like I will send it to you. See you in the chat room bye!
from aznpepsi411 :
bridge building is necessary for obtaining the ring of the high kings at the bottom of the caves at the north west corner of the wilderness (logs from animated forest), renaming the character helps you remember what monster you need to kill to get the courage skill from the old barbarian in the beautiful clearing south of the pyramid, level 10-14 is when i go to the CoC, nothing wrong with killing the outlaw town except Yrrigus the master theif can teach you skills you may need but arent necessary, ya infinity is scary and make sure you dont take sis down there because you can die from overburdenness because they dont disappear when you drop them, getting trapped isnt that hard so just stay in the top nine levels so you dont get corrupted and killed by savage monsters, get shock immunity if you get fire from your class skills... crowning permanently blesses you and removes cursing and dooming, i am almost always a gnome, and my favourite classes are wizard (beat the game with one), priest, and weaponsmith (if youre going to be a weaponsmith, be a dwarf or troll. Try drakeling or dark elf, they get alertness, arguably the best skill in the game. Yes, 99% of the time i do the village elder quest because of bridge building and healing, do the druid quest if you dont have herbalism. Hope that helps.
from moreneta :
Francois Poulenc is positively delicious. Less angsty than Ravel, and less flaky than Debussy. Mouvements Perpetuels are just so lyrical and...lovely. I'm incoherent. I'll be quiet now.
from aznpepsi411 :
gold = nothing. remember that. except when you want to get crowned (pre/post). I just get healing and bridge building, make sure to remember your first kill (rename char as it). After BridgeBuild/healing go to CoC or infinity to build level. Dont bother w/pyramid, get fire immunity as crowning immunity, Dark forge, go to ToEF, Bugville, Avoid minotaur maze, get orbs, get needle/sting, get ToRR if you want, beat game.
from thefunway :
You might be insane, but that is not a symptom of it: the format of yesterday's entry was all screwy, so I made a new entry with the same text but a different format. Sorry for the chaos.
from charopopulus :
weird. i just opened this and it said you had a new entry so i clicked on it to read it and it was the same one as i read yesterday except when i looked at the date it said today. maybe i'm going insane.
from charopopulus :
hey mehta! i have found your female twin. it is one of my little sisters friends and it the resembelence is more then uncanny. anyways, that's all i really wanted to say other then it's awesome that your moving back to saskatoon! i should go study for biology...bye
from michaeljfox :
I just dug up a rather funny script that me and graeme wrote a couple of months back, I'm gonna run it by graeme again but you guys could maybe use it as a sketch.
from moreneta :
The new template should be compatible in all browsers except...perhaps...Safari? Then again, if you're using Safari, allow me to take a moment to mock you. I wish I could tell you that you were missing something fascinating and insightful. But, since I can't do that without being a barefaced liar, go read here: neuroticaa.diaryland.com. You might like it.
from ryan-pollard :
holla in new york, yo they say i'm loco, the plan is to put the whole rap game in a choke hold
from ryan-pollard :
sorry about the vic gym...
from decidedly :
hey,mehta! come to town. right now. or at least soon. we must bond and right a play. our venue is the victoria school gym and we have the date for our tech rehersal but i can't remember it at this moment. the vic gym sucks but oh well. werd to my homey, keep it real.
from michaeljfox :
fuck sorry mehta, it's actually "oppositeofgreg@yahoo.com" yeah, so try again. and there wasn't any planned out snide comment that i was going to make. more or less i wanted to make fun of that girls empathy and compassion for you. I don't know why. anyway you know i care about you. fuck now your making me do the opposite of my orginal intention. . .you emo bitch!
from deepellum :
totally random diary reading. it's fun!
from thefunway :
You're supposed email address does not exist. What is the bastard-like comment?
from michaeljfox :
heh mehta, man i wanna say some ass comment about your emotional state and the previous comment on this page. i think im becoming more of a bastard by the day. anyway you should send me your email address, mines theoppositeofgreg@yahoo.com
from isabelviolet :
The repetition of words makes them jump. Your feelings are so well-displayed, I feel like I understand exactly what's going on in your heart. The insistence, the desperation, the NEED. Maybe because I move in and out ot those same volatile emotions. I don't know. I feel a connection with what you wrote--it's so tangible. That is what captured breath.
from isabelviolet :
Perfect. Your diary is fast becoming one of my favorites. Your words capture breath.
from twinklerunt :
Thought you'd like a message from London. Hullo!
from michaeljfox :
heh mehta when are you moving back to saskatoon for the summer? today was our (grade 12 bowmaners) last full school day.
from raisintoes :
(please shoot me with poisonous knives)
from raisintoes :
ingest indeed. these ain't no hollow tubes: I'm completely finnished.
from michaeljfox :
this is greg. . . im officialy entering the world of diaryland under this alias. michael j. fox signing oddjkjaksut outndt. . . out. forgive my parkinsons.
from emo-dizzork :
Ahh I know what that is, I'm not that dumb. I just didn't know what "Saskatoon" was
from emo-dizzork :
where is SK?
from aznpepsi411 :
ive made it to ToEF but i just cant get past that. I have to decide whether I'm going to try beating it sans-save-scumming. Very time consuming.
from emo-dizzork :
I come from Oklahoma. Yes, yes, with the rednecks.
from emo-dizzork :
I love your diary title on your profile. I literally laughed out loud at that one. Much love.
from aznpepsi411 :
yeah, now I just have to go for the ultra endings, and go for beating it without save-scumming
from sanityinsane :
i had a fairly similar exprience with death. two days ago i saw an accident infront of my school, two people carying a dead body into the ambulance. i saw his face before they covered it. with cuts or maybe burns all over it. obviosuly i don't know this person but it sortof hit me and made me realize my mortality. out of the people i told too many just said "cool".
from fairydudette :
example number one: i didn't know you were being sarcastic, but now i have an excuse for being dumb and not seeing it! so this summer's going to kick mucho booty.
from alixio :
that would be awesome. i have to go to bed now, so this message convo will have to end-hopefully i'll see you soon!
from alixio :
that's awesome-where is your house in s'toon? (the 19th is my dad's cd launch-that's why i was asking)
from thefunway :
The 19th? Ack ... probably not. I'm in on the 24th to the 27th ... I think. I hope. I'll be around a great deal throughout July and August.
from alixio :
that's true. and i, personally, would like that to change. soon, if that's alright with you. are you coming into town soon? will you be in town on the 19th?
from ryan-pollard :
you XTRM boy...
from aznpepsi411 :
yeah, I too found it extreme. WHat do you mean you have a house in Saston? w/ or w/o rents? (<--sweet sentance) Where?
from citiesfall :
"tight like my virgin bum" is the most shocking phrase i have ever read. i yelled aloud in my empty basement upon seeing it.
from fairydudette :
true, but now i have an excuse for acting dumb if i do.
from isabelviolet :
I thought you lived in Canada, you sneaky one. Great diary--I am totally in support of NCMO (Non-comittal make-out). Experimentation is the only way to find anything out.
from fairydudette :
today was my last day of finals. i'm pretty happy that summer is here, because now i can act dumb instead of intellectual. what's news with you?
from ryan-pollard :
saying i have a future now, you fucker, ashely smith asked me about you today, i said you lived in pa now, she said she knew that
from novocan4soul :
It's Uzz...Thanks for the note. I will never refuse critiques no matter from who. Yea, i am a comma freak...I got to stop it.
from charopopulus :
mehta, why is it funny for so many reasons that you had a crush on me?
from momycat :
well i rememebr pie anyways.....maybe im making that up
from moreneta :
Joyce is...as English as Swift is/was. Which is to say, not. Joyce is most associated with Dublin & Trieste, Italy, I think, but being the superficially aesthetic person I am, I preferred the label 'England' to 'United Kingdom' and sucks to the IRA's ass-mar. At least Golding was English, dammit. Stephen Daedalus will be turning over in his cold, lonely grave. (Really, I just like dipthongs. 'ae' 'ae') Hmm. I think I've babbled enough now and will leave you in peace. I like your diary.
from momycat :
oh yeah....i remember his final scene involved pie
from ali-lake :
It was a guy. Holding a flower.
from fairydudette :
I was just checking my email, and I recieved a message that said, "We are the #1 MALE ORGAN ENLARGEMENT supplement on the web. We guarantee the success of our program or we will refund every penny. Come find out why more men AND WOMEN come to us than any other site. Click Here to enlarge your member 1-3 inches in a matter of days! How disgusting can America be? I thought I oughta share.
from citiesfall :
speaking of underaged punk girls, f(x), graeme in particular, has developed a significant following of punk kids. remember when graeme plugged his one act at the show? well, a couple of those punk kids were at the plays tonight.(!) apparently, one of those punk girls has been coming on to dj enron himself via threeohsix.org personal messages.(!)
from ali-lake :
Or "it's," rather. Pardon me.
from ali-lake :
Because its a quote. My art teacher gave me that comment on the back of one of my paintings. It was a master-study of Manet, you see. And I liked it.
from citiesfall :
my first reaction after reading your dream was "i'm so sorry". my second reaction was "you can too have two bass players. in fact there used to be a punk band in saskatoon called "robster craws" that had two bass players." take that defeatist dream girl!
from ali-lake :
I like your new look. Seeing as how for my past few months the entity of 'Mehta' has consisted of an internet page, I'm allowed to say that. "Your new look." It doesn't make you look fat. Secondly, what I like especially about New Utopia is how much they care about the wildlife. I mean, Maureen sounds really passionate about it. Laying giant concrete blocks over a coral reef isn't gonna be a problem compared to the amount of wildlife she'll save with that kind of enthusiasm. Thirdly, what's your number, sugah? E-mail me it.
from momycat :
that was a long time ago.....grade 9?
from sanityinsane :
gimme your grammammys number pwease. haha eww.
from sanityinsane :
i'm leaving you a note, so now when you're sitting at your computer loading and re-loading your notes you'll be pleasently suprised.
from angel-babybo :
hello. like the template. like your writing alot. bye.
from ali-lake :
I say. Funny AND sweet.
from jenifer-007 :
hi, you may not remember me. I was the sickeningly pathetic girl whining to you about how all my boyfriend does is say I'm beautiful. Oddly enough, you didn't make fun of me for it. so i wanted to drop you a line, saying thank you for taking me seriously, and listening to all my tedious problems. CIAO.
from charopopulus :
haha...well i got your message that you sent yourself to me. thanks. i think all that stuff works now.
from sanityinsane :
okay i'll try it.
from sanityinsane :
their's a diaryland chatroom?/?
from sanityinsane :
well that's not very nice. feel like talking?
from sanityinsane :
i always am
from decidedly :
fuck you. you had sure as fuck better bring fucking jordan delorm with you. otherwise i'll fucking stab you. i'm happy to hear you will be in town.
from sanityinsane :
we're always online at the same time
from sanityinsane :
you shouls play a show in saskatoon, and i'll point to you and say "i used to be friends with that guy"
from fairydudette :
people don't really leave notes for me.
from fairydudette :
hello friendly old sir! i don't quite know if you remember me, but i just started reading your diary again and it's so scrumdidlyumptiously beautiful that i decided to write you a not about it. you know how small this world is? your correspondent "twinklerunt" is a very good friend of mine. meaning...well...whatever you want it to mean. have a jolly good day.
from sanityinsane :
ohh metal. i'm.. sure... you'll.. enjoy..... that.... wait. unless you will then i'm sorry.
from thefunway :
Since I can't communicate with charlotte in any real way, I'll just talk to myself loudly enough that she might hear: "Click on the 'edit your profile' link under 'other stuff' on the left hand column in the diaryland member's area."
from sanityinsane :
saturday?
from charopopulus :
you guessed correctly...im sorry for not making it more clear. i dont have a profile because i am inept when it comes to computers.
from charopopulus :
charopopulus= charlotte.
from citiesfall :
how was the jazz show?
from sanityinsane :
i don't know if that was mine or both of ours... but it fucked up. in any case, i'll talk to you later, i gotta go to school in a couple hours. nice talking to you.
from sanityinsane :
okay i'm signed in. how do we find eachother?
from sanityinsane :
okay i'll try... but i'm really bad at this chat room stuff..
from sanityinsane :
your parents are gone right now? i suppose i can't call you anyway, because i really don't think we have this long distance plan you speak of... you should get msn....
from thefunway :
What is your phone number? email it to me. no wait. If you call me, if you have a long distance plan, it'll all work out. my mommy and daddy are all gone, so ringing phones are okay around here.
from sanityinsane :
i really am. wish i could talk to you ni real life instead of on the computer. even on the phone?
from sanityinsane :
i woke her up just the right point, she appreciated the tea and food as much or maybe more then i expected. can you get heat stroke in bad weather??
from charopopulus :
i dont even know if you know ive been reading your diary... the last time i saw you i was drunk and waved meniacly while you tried to get away as soon as possible. it made me laugh which in turn made me fall down...i don't really have a point to make in this note other then to say hi.
from twinklerunt :
Of course! No problem at all. So you want to order a weekly dose of the snail? Coming right up on a serving plate held by an odd girl on rollerskates. Now, I can't just magically pop them into your e-mail account, I need an actual adress ... Just kidding, that was sarcasm in a non-offensive playful way, right? Happy Dinosaur Day, by the way, now gimme your e-mail adress before I chop off yer head, arr.
from ryan-pollard :
you try a lot.
from citiesfall :
my god you are a bright kid.
from twinklerunt :
You can just tell me, and I swear I'll tally your vote, nothing rigged going on here, I swear I don't live in Florida.
from ali-lake :
What was the conclusion? (b/w you and your dad).
from ali-lake :
"You have an amazing style of writing - I've never seen anyone pack so much 'wrong' into so few words." Hoooo... good argument...
from twinklerunt :
So, my best friend and I are opening the voting polls -- you are voting for president and you have a choice between Cow and Snail. Who do you vote for? (Along with detailed explanation)
from twinklerunt :
Here's the rest of my entry, although I am absolutely befuddled as to why you can't read the rest of it. Could you see the little scroller bar on my dairy (diary)? -- "$66, doesn't matter, priceless, breathless. I don’t know how I’m going to get it, considering my upcoming Europe trip is keeping my money-spending at bay. I don’t think I’ve ever wanted something material more in my entire life. Blimey, don’t I sound absolutely depressing! I’m usually perfectly pleased with my cheap treasure clothing and scruffy accessories (my entire outfit right now probably cost less then $10 -- old men’s silk chocolate pants, black tee with Clifford & Muppet pins, a fake plastic rose, $2.89 Animal watch, incredibly tacky sapphire ring, 1¢ kiddy ABC barrette); I haven’t even bought anything from a real clothing store in who knows how long. Maybe all that pent-up materialistic energy inside me just exploded when I saw that dress. Yegads! So Nutty Fusswhip III and I have this top secret plan to make Cow memorabilia and sell it around the neighborhood, specifically, to my neighbor Francis. Sometimes I think we’re basically reincarnations of Audrey Hepburn when she was a little girl. Dunno why. Hugh, Hugh, Hugh. To see you standing there, head tilted with an odd expression on your face, wearing that Smith & Hawken collared shirt tucked into your Mr. Tight Pants Man pants, with a polka dot background and looking like the most absolutely ridiculous thing I’ve ever seen. We love you, Hugh! Well, Clay just called me on the telly. I told him he must be absolutely delighted that that buffy military bloke was finally kicked off, right? Of course, Clay was vague in answering, for he is always so sweetly nice to everybody. So I told him that he is nice enough to enough people to say one naughty thing about one person. “Well then, I’m bloody glad that motherf*er is gone!” he giggled, then stopped and changed the subject to his interest in purchasing a Mrs. Mudd suit. We had a tough choice between light pink and brown. Personally, I think Clay would look absolutely dapper in light pink. SHEENA B.
from twinklerunt :
Well, then, say "Happy Birthday" instead!
from twinklerunt :
Of course there's a point to my grape teeth poem! It's an existentialist statement on the neo-stigmatization of society! Just kidding. Don't you love it when you make a little pretty work of art and some critic is all, "Oh, I detect subtle inner meanings and it makes such a statement and blah" and you're like, "I just felt like coating a plastic rose bush with glitter." Dada hearts forever!
from twinklerunt :
Grape-stained juicy juice teeth. Lollipop dazzled tounge underneath. Sugar gritting down tooth enamel. I think I have a sparkling skull. Late night lollipops Need fresh raindrops To clear my mind From this sugar grind Halloween rewards tooth decay. Plastic creatures in neon capes. Crunching mouths full of sugarplay. Sneakers blinking reflective tape. Late night lollipops Need fresh raindrops To clear my mind From this sugar grind
from maredeath :
agreed. when are you next in town?
from ryan-pollard :
i don't disagree with you about rifkin - at times he's just insane and compleatly irrational. but at times he's insitful. really though, i just put him on there because i was reading a book by him. i'm just shallow.
from aznpepsi411 :
omg. u r tryin it? if it gud bring 2 stoon!
from maredeath :
that's odd that you would mention both toby and identity, as i really thought i saw toby at identity. i don't think it was him though. in the few days following that movie i've been bothered by the lack of character development. i mean, these were really characters kind of...but i feel as if, even john cusak's character was flat. flat flat. i don't really have much to think about in terms of the movie. it didn't give me that much to ponder. maybe i'm just not deep enough for this shit.
from ali-lake :
Hm. I don't think it really does. make sense. And more like 2.6 (because i'm travelling around with ellen in europe until mid-july-ish) And, you'd better keep writing on diaryland.
from ali-lake :
I was probably staring blankly at nothing in your dream because that's what I did all of yesterday. 3 hour train to Wil, too much marijuana, 3 hour (fairly weak) emo-hardcore show, 3 hour train ride home = 9 blankly-staring-at-nothing hours. The highlight was a drunk shirtless guy from the Southern U.S. who danced around and said "yeehaw" a lot. I stared at him blankly. And hey, I miss you too, y'know.
from twinklerunt :
You can read my play when it's pretty like a pink snail and finished. I have been writing it for almost seven months now and it's still spontaneously combusting. I'm taking a beatnik & intense playwriting class from Dan the Man who is the most genius playwright of all time. It's really enjoyable to bring your play every Saturday, listen to people read it and find out what sucks and what is nice and write and write and write. My play is about a psuedo-avant garde play that explores the realm of the Fancies. What are the Fancies? You'll have to find out in my play. Anyway, keep romping, I'm sorry my note is so short this time but I hear ladybugs distracting me.
from aznpepsi411 :
www.adom.de but im sure you knew that off by heart, as everyone should.
from twinklerunt :
How have you been, jolly good fellow? Terribly enjoyed your last entry. My last 24 hours: 1. Read Rat Catching by Crispin Hellion Glover 2. Write a song titled "The Eyeballs" 3. Write a song titled "Dear Dinosaur" 3. Get frustrated by a friend's obscenely obvious attempts to be secretive 4. Play guitar, out of tune, sounds actually more poetic or something 5. Eat apples with honey in a blue bowl 6. Wear a funeral hat with black taffetta over the eyes 7. Sit on a velvet red couch writing things 8. Listen to "Burke's Law Suite" 9. Continue re-writing my effervescent, maddening, and infuriating play entitled "Artistic License" 10. Sleep. 11. Dream about a certain boy whom I definetly know in real life 12. Wake up, wonder why he kissed me in the dream 13. Become paranoid, go back to sleep 14. Woken up by thunder, think it's a bomb & start crying. 15. Douse my eyelids with glitter, pronouncing myself a pixie 16. Get offered a pink mullet 17. Play guitar again 18. Give my phone number to a young man 19. Crave cheesecake 20. Get dressed -- a skirt that would normally belong to a 5-yr old due to style but belongs to me due to size and choice 21. Smother elbows in watermelon sparkle lotion 22. Hear my dad playing the ukulele 23. Write letter to ex-boyfriend with a French name 24. Read your diary. Begin writing you a note. Okay didn't really do all those things within the last 24-hours. More like the past few days. But isn't that what you call Artistic License
from alisinian :
would you so humour me as to write something about me in your diary? I'm most curious to see what you'd come up with. somehow the void gives the worst feeling of all. I'd like you to come around. around enough for me to see you. i'd like to play music with you again.
from maredeath :
thanks mehta. you waving at my from that car made me laugh all day. and shake my head. what are you talking about, biting?
from aznpepsi411 :
Did you get the new version of ADOM? It amnesias all of the gammas.
from monkeybaby06 :
hey sorry i left so rapidly but i had to leave for "work" if you would still like me to send you some of my writings email me @ carebear1006@yahoo.com hope to talk to you again sometime
from citiesfall :
the thing about melissa is that she has: A-an award winning smile. B-a house devoid of parents who complain when we rock too hard. C-a drum set, bass amp and P.A. system. the rest of the band is lacking in all three of these areas.
from twinklerunt :
OOOOOOHHHHHH!!! I just read my own profile and I realized that I wrote that I met Owen Wilson. Now I see why you asked the Wilson question. Yes, he was the friend of this director guy I was talking to at the Cinema Paradise film festival, and he came up to us and offered us ginger candies. I was supremely charmed and almost fainted. He kind of walked with this funny bounce. And later that day he took off his lilac&peach striped t-shirt and biked away and biked back on this retro looking bike. I spied on him through reflections in windows 'n stuff and semi-stalked him throughout the film festival I saw him at. Later, I said, "Bye slinky man!" okay fine I didn't say that but I should have. Anyway, the whole event was UNCANNY.
from twinklerunt :
You should read Arthur Kopit's play "Oh Dad, Poor Dad, Momma's Hung You In the Closet and I'm So Sad"
from twinklerunt :
Dear The Fun Way, Ahoy matey, this is TwinkleRunt. I basically check my 'notes' probably every century so I'm horribly sorry if you signed it two million years ago and never got a response and thought that I am quite rude. I am responding to your message five seconds after I first read it. Sign my guestbook sometime, oi? Oh my gosh, thank you truly truly for the compliment on my diary! I think that's just splendid that you found me through obscurity. I can add you to the list of two and a half people who have read my diary and enjoyed it. Now, in response to your questions. 1. Weeb is my friend's English bulldog. 2. the whole Amelie layout thing: I am basically o-b-s-e-s-s-e-d with the French. This has absolutely nothing to do with the whole present Americans-Against-France ordeal, although I do still call french fries french fries. I loved the film, and yeah. You might have learned from my diary entries that I am very obsessive when it comes to things that I like. I have been known to leap across tables savagely to gain ownership of a toy spaceship. 3. I can watch Waking Life every month because, well, back to the whole obsessing thing. I am truly obsessed with it. 4. I don't understand the 4th question: "Did everything that came out of the Wilson boy's mouth hilarious?" I have a feeling you're talking about Owen or Luke Wilson? Or maybe I am completely off track. P.S. You are making a film? That's very, very jiving slinkster. I recently made a film called 'Rosecheek' it's about a girl with a rose growing out of her face. It is very avant-garde, and by that I mean it's really crapilly edited. But I've always had a passion for making films ever since I made lego ones when I was a little fairy kid and since I fell in love with Sergio, this amazingly pretty and philosophical filmaker guy. P.P.S. e.e.cummings??? WES ANDERSON??? WES ANDERSON!!!!! And all the awesome jiving artistic entries?! My goodness gracious holy guacamole holy crap, you rock the cazbah like I can't believe. You are my hero. P.P.P.S. Do you like dadaism?
from citiesfall :
are you in a play about the russian revolution?
from citiesfall :
that's a real shame. actually, chris dean told me that last night but i refused to believe him. to quote a great man; "parents just don't understand."
from aznpepsi411 :
I find it strange that you could greatly appreciate a joke that I only started using a short time ago... unless you witnessed the power of HC-714 and have just been gone for less time than it seems.
from citiesfall :
it is the most extravagant thing i have ever seen.
from citiesfall :
why thank you kind sir. your compliments truly honour me. in return i grant you this web address. http://www.washburn.com/products/bass/bootsy.shtm
from citiesfall :
ah, i see. it's two halves of a seatbelt buckle.
from citiesfall :
congratulations on being the first person i know to use the phrase "mack-daddy". i also like how knowing mitch greir is kinda like being a lesbian. ever notice how there's no male equivalent of "lesbian". hm. also, how should [] be read?
from aznpepsi411 :
were going to watch it soon and shotgun beer, maybe when you come to town again. When is that anyway?
from ryan-pollard :
wow, that's so much better. too bad i didn't think of it. his penis - of corse!
from ryan-pollard :
he won two grammy's. maybe he'd be really nice and let you touch them.
from ali-lake :
herbie hancock! I forgot to tell you: Barcelona was my favourite. Beautiful. And it was odd, because I kept thinking, quite irrationally, that I should run into you there. I didn't. Oh well. How's with you?
from citiesfall :
i see. so i guess you wont be able to see the festival then. that's too bad. hey, i'm writing a play for the fringe, did i tell you that?
from citiesfall :
holy shit, you should play in a metal band. that would be bloody awesome. where are you going on the break? here?
from aznpepsi411 :
I think II is better overall. Considering the hilarity factor (also known as my invention the H-factor) it is far funnier.
from ryan-pollard :
sorry. i was tired ___
from citiesfall :
wow
from aznpepsi411 :
MEHTA!!! guess what was on Space last night? WIZARDS OF THE LOST KINGDOM I!!! I would have phoned you had I known your number, I tryed to phone graeme and tom but no one was home. ANd as MY revue for the movie, it was exactly the same as II except rat boy was less of a rat, and more of a cute little boy who had a man in a fur suit as a companion called forlax. They traveled with a champion named CORE
from ryan-pollard :
i sit here and listen to andrew wk. that last entry was nothing like andrew wk, it didn't have as much rythem. i forgot the word i had decided to use to discribe it, but you know all of that.
from arch-box :
dear sir, my new diary is named decidedly.
from ali-lake :
cessez de me flatter, s'il-vous-plait. vous...? but yeah. i should also write you an email. look at all these people that are trying to write you emails but failing. where should i go in barcelona?
from citiesfall :
ugh, i just wrote you an email for about forty minutes (it wasn't that long i just write slowly on this damned computerbox) and when i positioned the interactive "arrow" above the grey box marked "send" my email "account"'s built in "security" feature logged "me" out and erased "my" "email" "to" "you". i will try again soonly. buh. just thought you should know i was trying.
from raisintoes :
O, grammar king: I flail my arms uselessly in your direction.
from raisintoes :
it was a pretty good ryhming verse. I happen to approve, quite highly of: O Lucky Jim, how I envy him. O Lucky Jim, how I envy him. author unknown (!?!)
from ryan-pollard :
you don't have to take me so literally. we could just be those two lame comic characters and have fun, but no - not mr. lame-boy mehta.
from ciaramyst :
Thank you for your comment about my banner ad, next time I run it I will change it :)
from ryan-pollard :
you said i was an annoying comic, and 'hi and lois' is quite the annoying comic...
from golfwidow :
Thank you for the information. Now if you can please tell me whether or not anal retentive should have a hyphen, I'll be able to sleep tonight.
from ryan-pollard :
i'll be lois, and you can be hi.
from citiesfall :
a demon eh? that's funny, for some reason that review makes me very very happy. i will go to absurd.org, but some other time when it's not 11:07 pm and i'm trying very hard too care about school and sleep.
from ryan-pollard :
have you guys actually been accepted?
from ryan-pollard :
i love you more than life itself. am i going to see you on friday? judy just told me to go to vic's on friday, so i put two and two together...
from citiesfall :
yay! i'm exited for you guys. and the world. i expect you'll be sending darren bernheart a special invitation/thank you letter.
from citiesfall :
i think that "." is just a lesser version of "!" or possibly just "!"'s absence. yeah, "." is the neutral state and then you add a "l" and you have "!". i know i went on longer than i had to just then but "this" is just too much fun.
from getout00 :
I'm sorry that it anti-upset you.. I'll try to make it stop sometime. Later.
from arch-box :
mehta. no jokes, that is one of the best band names i have ever heard. come to the city more often. move in with me.
from aznpepsi411 :
correct me if im wrong, but I believe that these two words are prime almost rhymes: bunch and lunge.
from rubysoho15 :
Nothing really. Because, what does it matter? I dont know you, and I likely never will.
from rubysoho15 :
Anyone who leaves a note outright insulting on of someones favourite bands is very intriguing. Takes guts...or something. And if your reality involves making a direct attack on mine, I'd say you have too much time on your hands. Get a hobby or something.
from rubysoho15 :
Had I been insulted I wouldn't have answered. Maybe you intrigue me or something.
from getout00 :
Nope don't know you. I am Amy. I live in Saskatoon. I attend Walter Murray. I was just looking through diarys and yours was interesting.
from getout00 :
Yes... Randomness.. I also like pickles. Pickles made in Saskatoon are the best
from rubysoho15 :
Next are you going to say that my diary is boring, obvious, and generally bad?
from rubysoho15 :
I'm sorry that you don't like my taste in music?
from getout00 :
I'm going to stalk you now. MMmmmmm k?
from ryan-pollard :
tom your dad. tom brannen can fuck off and die. haha.
from ryan-pollard :
your latest entry reaffirmed my love for tom.
from maredeath :
mehta, i'm sorry for being abrupt on friday last. i find you awkwardly delightful, and yet am too awkward to make awkward conversation. or anything. especially when in moods....
from aznpepsi411 :
johnny cage is a character from the original mortal combat series. As a coincidence he is an actor.
from raisintoes :
it isn't.
from sanityinsane :
i hope so.
from sanityinsane :
we could go monday... but it would have to be before 6:30 in the morning when i am due for surgery... when else are you free?
from sanityinsane :
mehta are we still on for tea??
from ryan-pollard :
you should stay at my house weekend
from ryan-pollard :
is john cage nicolas cage's brother?
from aznpepsi411 :
no. no i did not catch that fish for a compliment. But once you mentioned it, I did. Your Good! ... But Im Bettar! (Star fox 64 reference) But really people, the fish was this: <-------> big! reallY!
from ryan-pollard :
you're the best endings
from citiesfall :
i had the exact same reaction.
from citiesfall :
well, i didn't write that. nope, just ripped it off. i tried to denote that with the use of quotation marks. ah well. now people will just think i am smarter than i really am.
from ryan-pollard :
NO
from alyssabean :
haha. can you prononce that word? can anyone?
from ryan-pollard :
...feelin' the banana meltdown is a line from an obscure song by an obscure band. i used to change that thing pretty often, and just put any weird thing i could think of in there. i guess i stopped changing it. <P></P> on a side note, you won't be able to come to my house on sunday, because i'm not going to be here - well, at least until around 10:30-11:00. i see you later tonight, (i'm writing this on saturday, you know, the day after thrusday) so i'll see you sometime today.
from citiesfall :
oh my god you are genius. really. that was fucking funny.
from alyssabean :
i loved catcher in the rye. right after i read it though i started writing like him, too. sooo good.
from sbassman :
what is your number in PA?
from citiesfall :
don't worry about it. there will be other shows. also, soon we will be famous and you will not be able to escape us even it you want to. the show went well. it was really informal so you could have walked in and no one would have expected you to pay anything. the only open door was around back, so i see how you could have been confused. ah well. thats the way it goes.
from sbassman :
coolio
from sbassman :
are you coming in this weekend? psst, i mean the weekend of the 18th. you can stay at my house if you want.
from citiesfall :
i love you mehta. i know for a fact you're going to do amazing things with the little chunk of history afforded to you. and i'm glad you're engaging in social excursions. we're playing a show on saturday night at a peace conference. i think to go you probably need a pass for the whole conference. if this is the case i think we could sneak you in with relative ease. tell me if you want to come and i'll arrange the scam. fucking peaceniks. they deserve it.
from sbassman :
well, its not the same thing......i ...i guess it is
from citiesfall :
god damn it. i knew i should have checked the internet for an amazing name like that. well fuck stevie wonders drummer. what right does he have to rip off kurt vonnegut like that. thanks for bringing this to my attention though. it was good to see you this weekend.
from arch-box :
hey motherfucker. you are very cool. no matter what those mr. clean drinking PA babies think. you should come into the old city soon. werd.
from sbassman :
69 total entries for mehta. whoo! oh god i need a drink.........
from sanityinsane :
email me!
from aznpepsi411 :
come back soon, and thank you for yo' advise. it means something
from raisintoes :
I am not in germany, not this next week at least! however, it is true that I had not updated in ages. AGES!
from ryan-pollard :
brilliant, just make it less funny
from aznpepsi411 :
yes, i do intend on joining the nerd kingdom, but keep it on the dl due to obvious reasons. sorry i missed you leavin'. see you soon
from pigment :
Don't be sorry. Every talks or informations about C. Castaneda are very welcome! So thank you! I will search this book soon...
from citiesfall :
i love you too.
from sbassman :
im not suprised you didnt get it. here is a hint: "here is me, that is alex, and my three droogs.....ect."
from citiesfall :
i also, can bring my dad's tripod. it's a photography tri-pod so it doesn't have a "fluid head" according to my dad. But i think it's pretty close to the one we used for matsuma. i'll talk to you tommorow.
from arch-box :
hey you can use my tripod if you want. although it might not be as pro as you require. none the less it is here if you need it.
from sbassman :
if you get that obscure reference i'll give you a million points. but you only get one girl.
from sbassman :
ahem, I made up depressed clown, that is ME.
from ali-lake :
the funny thing is that i was wondering if anyone would call me on that, and i knew that you'd notice. It was stylistic. So. There.
from citiesfall :
mr. coffin? bwac! what's going on? you always tell me you're not moving and then i read that you are moving. i am confused.
from aznpepsi411 :
well, if what youre feeling is wrong, i want to be incorrect myself aswell...
from sbassman :
you make me feel you make me feel you make me feel like a natural...woman
from raisintoes :
"I do admit it. I do not deny it" -Sophocles.
from ali-lake :
oh... i just checked my phone, and found your message. so, disregard the last irritable note i left. by the way, your message made me grin. in happiness. it made my... hour and a half. and also made me realize i haven't seen you for quite the long time (or anyone)... but i shall see you soon..! after contacting someone in a position of power.
from ali-lake :
tech run? tech run? eesh. let me know what's going on... when are the performances? do i need to be anywhere on the 2nd of august? (if so, i should know soon...) also, i'm hard to get ahold of by phone, i think. i've been out more than home for the past long while. so leave me a note.
from citiesfall :
oh mehta, i don't know what to say. except that there are people who love you. very much so. belive me, i've talked to them. if it would help, and if it was humanly possible, i'd give you some of my corn chips. god knows i have a horrible over-abundace. (i know that's not what it's about, that was just an attempt at a funny joke. ha ha.)
from sbassman :
hi mehta, its not that i didnt want you to stay my house, its that i had alot of stuff to do the next day.... and my dad got me up early to watch the british open
from thebolio :
whoa...hey mehta this is matt i dont own it brahm found it at tramps its actualy alot higher quality than the first one....it has a plot but its still wizards so ya
from ali-lake :
hi! hiii! i'm back because i just added more to that entry. i realized i wouldn't be able to sleep if i didn't write a list. so yeah. umm... how's it going? maybe you're still up? hmm. no, i think this is somewhat less dumb than icq. at least we aren't having the typical icq conversation of: "hey. how's it going. pretty good. what's up. not much u. yup not much :)" ... wait. i guess we are having that conversation. just with more and bigger words. hmm. good night.
from arch-box :
hey mehta, what the hell is your e-mail address you fucking grandma handjob.
from citiesfall :
by the way, you should explain your screen name to me. does it have something to do with all the different "ways" of toaism, confucionism, budism etc?
from citiesfall :
aww, well you're just too kind to me. actually, i was thinking the same kinds of things about you. when we grow up, we should be pretentious and co-authour books together. i've got some more stuff to write to you in that black binder so i will try to get on that as soon as possible.
from ryan-pollard :
oh boy- we need to get you some scripts. oh boy- we need to get scripts. tomorrow is sunday. i'm not even sure if you'll still be here, but i'll call you.
from ali-lake :
hey. didn't i already give it to you? oh well. it's hikorie@hotmail.com.
from ryan-pollard :
sorry for blowing you off today. my mommy was giving me a ride, and i guess i shouldn't have said that i would come back later, when i wasn't sure at all if i would beable to. i would be interested to know what classes you have, and if i am in any of them. i hope you're still here next year, otherwise, i'll have to hang out with tom. good day.
from ali-lake :
once, me and ellen tried to call you. but, alas, as we began to push buttons on the phone, we realized that we didn't know your phone number. so this is mine. (652-6546) yup. perhaps you'll dial it sometime. then we can get some kids together and stop not being good friends.
from alixio :
agreed-i will eliminate it. but shouldn't it be posessive? maybe? so gypsie kings'?
from aznpepsi411 :
i saw maty on the canoe trip, he said hes keeping WOTLK2... so i have a plan to trick him into letting us into his house... ill tell you soon.
from citiesfall :
nice to hear your tendons are back in working order. those are things you should keep.
from ryan-pollard :
in that last entry you sounded so much like graeme. ola.
from ali-lake :
hahaha... yes! good entry. well articulated, even though it was indeed a clip show, mostly. it made me strangely optimistic. what silly, silly people we are. and what a hell of a lot of fun it is. i'm gonna go cook food. so long...
from aznpepsi411 :
BananaPeeler@toosexyforyou.com
from ali-lake :
there IS no overusing this method of communication. or if there is, i'm the culprit. the culprit. man... mehta, i hope you don't move again. (that phrase sounds overused and empty, but it's quite heartfelt.) i want in your mind. thought-lust? anyways, we should go for coffee and do some toby-reminiscing.
from citiesfall :
sorry, i may be overusing this method of communication but i must say, leaving the link from your profile to your diary as "this can be anything you want as a title for your page, for instance "joe's diary"" is pure comedic genius. i commend you.
from citiesfall :
good day sir. i think you misinterperate my ramblings. not EVERTHING sucks. for instance, yesterday i climbed a tree by the river and at the very top i found a rusty bicycle chain. find fault in that, i implore thee. anyway, i definatly would like to hear some of you "contraversial" solutions to fixing the rest of the world, you should email them to me at lightafire@the-stock-market.com. see, even my email adress projects a sense of self-congratulatory "alternativeness". well, im off to drink 40's for the revolution. i eagerly await your response.
from jenne1017 :
Hey---Happy Sign a lot of GuestBooks Week! Hop on board!
from ryan-pollard :
...you and your tetris...
from aznpepsi411 :
AY WHEY!!!!1
from aznpepsi411 :
what are we getting?!?!
from aznpepsi411 :
it means that im going to have a nervous breakdown sometime soon again and go insanely out of hand. now that i said that, it wont happen.
from ali-lake :
tobytobytobytobytobytobyTOBY. there will be that much toby. seriously. a lot. it'll blow you away. yes, just follow the mobs that will be streaming through the streets to my house, just to see toby. maybe i should charge admission.
from alixio :
bah! i just wrote "like shy" sorry the "like" came from a typo before. gaaaa! btw-if you want to call someone tu peux toujours telephone moi. (bad french..oops)
from alixio :
i really want to, but everytime i come outside and see you guys i start to feel like shy and like im intruding. i don't mean that to mean anything other than exactly what it says. so i just don't.
from ali-lake :
wow. i'm a note-leaving fiend!
from ali-lake :
come to my house saturday evening, okay? this applies to anyone else reading mehta's notes as well. toby-fest. a tobular extravaganza. tobe-party. etc. you may or may not know where i live. it's... by alisinian's house? call me if you don't know where.
from ali-lake :
and yah! notes are extremely good.. because you can read anyones, but they're still personal... (somewhat). we should abandon all other communication.
from ali-lake :
i think i've seen grendel. does it have crazy illustrations? (maybe i dreamt this book... nevermind..) well. guys'/guys's. interesting. we really, really just need a "vous". you still didn't tell me who will ferguson is, and why i'm like him. well i'm off to the library. perhaps i'll remember to look up generica. and will ferguson, for that matter...
from ali-lake :
on second thought, i might be wrong about the punctuation.
from ali-lake :
3 things: damn. who's will ferguson? damn. second, it's ?" other punctuation goes inside the quotation. third, ellen said she had a great time talking to you at that reading. i wish i could read both of your guys's (ugh. guys's?) writing. i don't write (or haven't for a long, long time). maybe for lack of inspiration (idolization?). generica... i'll try to remember that. i think you're the type of person that i should most definitely take book advice from.
from ali-lake :
hey! mehta! er remember when we played badminton? yah... well. i hope i see you at some point. that's all.
from ryan-pollard :
-but good luck. i hope it goes well, and not to agrivatingly long.
from ryan-pollard :
..i'm not going to your reading..
from maredeath :
i don't get your username.
from maredeath :
it creeps me out ever-so-slightly to think about you and ryan having sex. i'm not so sure that this is so irrational.
from ryan-pollard :
-the last time i saw you, we almost macked, but we didn't. i've had enough of our almost-macking. i think i might dump you, for the make up sex.....i'm sorry. i really don't have anything to say, except listen to a group called DAT Politics.
from aznpepsi411 :
i get your name! i get it! i also enjoy adom like you. get a good file going and so will i, then we can be adom buddies and trade characters! im on my whey!
from alisinian :
i have a vendetta against (for?) mehtas. i have a request, particularly that of a certain alison wanting to be on a certain mehta's favorite diary list, preferably with a rather flattering comment adhered to it.
exeunt.
from maredeath :
i'm hungry. for brains.
from alixio :
oy! i remember! am i below being added to your profile? just like you don't take me seriously?
from alixio :
points of order for this message: 1) i second alison's request to read your play. please, that is. 2) o fuckety i can't remember. i knew there were two.
from ryan-pollard :
-i should call you tonight. then we can mack
from alisinian :
!the first the first the first the first the first to sign mehta's notes. buh is not so interesting. hey i really do want to read your play--you friggin won, mehta-- so if you would please do whatever it is you have to do and bring it, i might consider baking you cookies. oh shit. commitment.

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