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from raygirl999 :
Are you still gone?
from angel2327 :
well, i followed you over to livejournal, but I just realized that your account THERE is deleted! Where have you gone?!?!?!?!?!?
from raygirl999 :
Oh where or where has thintowin gone? Oh where oh where can she beeeeee? If you still read this or have found a new addy please e-mail me at [email protected]. Thanks!
from sizenothing :
OH MY GOODNESS! I FOUND YOU! I have been reading for YEARS. The first time I was anorexic in college I read all the time. Please keep in touch, read my journal and keep writing! I am about to check your diary, I hope you still keep it up. You are the only "username" I still remember and always wondered about!
from laura-diane :
new location?
from iam-perfect :
Hey. Madison18. Some **** was harassing me about being a waste of life so I locked up my diary. Not writing is getting to me so I made a new one. iam-perfect. Hope you're well.
from virginlux :
Hey, I was wondering where your new diary is? I used to write on here as Jess...the rabbit (don't want to give away the actual name, new beginnings and all)...maybe you remember me? I hope we can get linked up, I'd really like to know how you're doing! xoxo
from kait77 :
PLEASE TELL US WHERE YOU MOVED TO!!! I miss reading your entries as they were fun and usually reminded me life isn't so bad. BTW stop by and ready today's entry 3/19/05 it was a great day!
from kait77 :
Come by tell us where you are and check out these two links http://ideashappen.msn.com/Entries/Default.aspx?id=16886 http://ideashappen.msn.com/Entries/Default.aspx?id=21596
from kait77 :
ARE YOU ALIVE OUT THERE???? WHERE HAVE YOU MOVED TO?????
from kait77 :
where are you? u alive/ok?
from shellbell212 :
I'm sad : ( You've been gone soooo long.
from starlight42 :
where are you? :(
from kait77 :
let us know how you are soon and where you are moving diaries to soon
from kait77 :
the kitten is starting to be able to walk short distances (1 foot or less) and eats like it is her last meal ever every time we feed her. This results in huge messes when she goes to the bathroom, which she seems to have no clue she is doing when it happens thus she spends her days on newspaper. I think she is gaining weight though. And at least she is stronger.
from kait77 :
come out come out where ever you are and let us know where you have run off to and hidden
from kait77 :
Hope the change over is going well and all is getting straightened out. have a wonderful summer.
from kait77 :
hope all is well with you let us know something soon.
from kait77 :
hope you get the membership issues straightened out. let us know when you officially move.
from skinny--girl :
holy crap! lions! i just wanted to say a quick thanks for the only kenya link. i just finished watching if for probably the 100th time. it makes me laugh when i'm feeling blah. you always have the best links! sg
from starlight42 :
Why not just call it that- determination or optimism? Let me know if you do move.
from jazzyana :
Well, if you left off one of your "I" words you could call it FIDO... haha, ok I'm a dork. Just thought it would be a cool acronym.
from fleshandbone :
That is why I have two diaries. But yes, I hope you'll still let us share your world also.
from raven72d :
I'll be looking forward to a new diary! But do stay in touch!
from furiouspuppy :
Cool; As long as you stay in D-land, I will be happy with your move (not like you need my approval!!!). I look forward to seeing a new side of thintowin. *hug*
from kait77 :
hope all is well
from raven72d :
Vur' cute little lion!
from starlight42 :
Only Kenya was so funny!!
from kait77 :
Cute cartoon
from raven72d :
I hope you don't lose your photos... Indeed, I hope you'll post more photos from your life... And I do enjoy having that photo-- or almost any photo of Kate Moss to look at... I've always wondered what she was like at sixteen, what it would've been like to date her as a schoolboy...
from kait77 :
yep we can definately make plans now.
from kait77 :
Hope you are ok, major life changing decisions have been made on my end
from kait77 :
actually the only ones who can run for any political office in our country are crazy men or thieves.
from sigh-co :
hey again- see my most recent entry :)
from sigh-co :
hey homie, I've been vegitarian (no meat or fish) for the past 6 years, and it's really not hard once you get used to it. I absolutly LOVE pita bread with lettuce, hummus, cucumber, sprouts, and marinated tofu- it's like heaven in a tupperwear! You're so great to be giving vegitarianism a try :)
from kait77 :
Hope life is going well with you now that the derby is past and things are calming down.
from kait77 :
just remember that somewhere out there is a vet who saves animals from the pound just because she/she loves them
from laura-ly :
http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/video.asp?video=mym2002 -I must warn you, this video is graphic, but it's reality.
from cutething :
appalling story. if you really are considering becoming vegetarian or vegan, it' s easier than you think. let me know if you want any recipes, i' d be glad to pass some along.
from raven72d :
I can never be a vegetarian, but I'm always appalled by the way some people treat animals. I do give money to the Przewalski Horse Foundation (for Small Mongolian Ponies) and to foundations for sea otters and the Vancouver marmot.
from sigh-co :
I heard that story on NPR too. I've always known in the back of my mind that horse slaughter is a big problem that doesn't get very much publicity, so I'm glad that now it's finally getting some. Have you heard about Premirine horses? Now that's some sad stuff :(
from imabrat2 :
What a sad story. I own horses and I'll never understand how people can neglect and mistreat such a beautiful animal.
from kbc :
I absolutely detest horse racing for just that reason. Those poor animals are not seen as pets but as commodities or machines. The owners see them as money makers and when they fail to do that, the horses are put down or auctioned off. It breaks my heart. I refuse to watch races after seeing a horse shatter his leg at one (and keep on running on it). They destroyed him too.
from krugerpak007 :
Oh, no, poor horse. Thats awful!
from raven72d :
Thanks! You are a delight! I appreciate the suggestions!
from raven72d :
Give me advice about getting a truly minimalist look to where I live. All suggestions are welcome.
from kait77 :
You really want a good laugh about small minded people and how easily they are scandalized stop by and see the entry I posted about 1:30 this morning
from roserapturer :
Hehe, it's perfectly cute anyway. i'd love to live somewhere like that. lol
from imabrat2 :
Thanks for the note. You are a sweetie.
from raven72d :
Bring a small puppy stuffling to the office. Puppies are good.
from shellbell212 :
I'm going to be in DC at the end of May for my sister's graduation from GW Law...so I'll be very close to you! I was very curious as well...probably everyone on here is too...what is it that you do? Writer, advertising, analyst, consultant....are you able to give me any hint?--shell : )
from laura-ly :
Haha...that was cute.
from sarahsundae :
moi-tiny waist? why thank you. that is so kind. //hugs
from imabrat2 :
OMG....You are too funny.
from sigh-co :
Wow, that's so amazing that you were at the March. I wish I could have been there! Thanks for the piccies, now I feel like I was. :)
from luxelady :
you have me listed as a favorite - i have locked my diary. email me at [email protected] if you want the password.
from fleshandbone :
I was going to be there and had to cancel at the last minute. You guys carry a lot of our thoughts with you. Take care.
from raven72d :
Wuff! I hope the march goes well...
from furiouspuppy :
I know what you mean about the doom. We live in a frightening time with that imbecile as president. Oh, and thanks for the comment; I still want to lose a couple of kilos...
from skinny--girl :
aaaaah - feelings of impending doom...i get them every year, as the swim suits begin appearing in the stores.... sg
from fluency :
hey, no problem: user: upside, psswrd: down. xox
from sigh-co :
You have the god-given right as a pet owner to remand to be with Paris at all times at the vet- where I work, we like it when people care enough to want to be with their pets; we even let them watch the surgeries. I'm sure they wouldn't mind if you asked to go into the back with her, or to keep her with you in the exam room. I'm glad she's better!
from raven72d :
Poor little doglette! Stay with your doglette and take good care of little Paris...
from laura-ly :
You got the coaching job! w00t! And you're right, stay with your baby...must feel like a child to you, no? Take care, and congrats.
from krugerpak007 :
Shame, I am glad she is ok. :-) xoxo Kathy
from starlight42 :
Glad Paris is ok! I agree with you, they don't need to take her out of your sight to do simple things. It makes you wonder why!
from kbc :
That's one of the funniest things I've seen in a while. I hope he gets paid a fuckload to do that! K
from furiouspuppy :
Hey! It's so nice to see a face that goes with the text! I know that it sounds contrived but I really do think that you are super-skinny and beautiful! xoxoxo Lori
from raven72d :
And great pix!
from raven72d :
An Audi A6 would be lovely.
from imabrat2 :
Thanks...I guess I am a bit slow this early in the morning. :-) If I looked like you, I would be posting my pic all over the place. You are beautiful. It's nice to have a face to go with the diary.
from imabrat2 :
Will you give us another clue?
from starlight42 :
NEVER trade in your car to the dealers! They totally rip you off. Don't do it unless it's the last possible solution. I know it's the ulitmate pain to sell your car yourself, I've lived through that...but you get so much more out of it!! So much more $$. And that's the bottom line. Used Car men suck!
from shellbell212 :
I HAVE AN AUDI!!!!! They are the best vehicle hands down. Luxury and performance no other can match. I have been in love with my twin turbo A4 for nearly two years now. GET ONE it'll change your life girl I promise.--shell
from starlight42 :
I am so with you today on that eating entry...I ate pretty well last week and didn't lose a pound!! I even gave up my mom's birthday cake last night, what a gip!! I hate this dieting process!
from raven72d :
I like the image of waiting and waiting for the shark to swim away... Sounds like my life.
from starlight42 :
that is a weird dream...
from raven72d :
I hope I can persuade you to do me a small favor... E-mail ("Emil") me a couple of addresses for cookware catalogs...?
from imabrat2 :
Sorry you are having a bad day. Happy Friday. :-)
from laura-diane :
all the pictures of the cute doggie, but none of you?
from sigh-co :
I know, Oregon is somewhat liberal, and the irony is that I live in one of the MOST liberal pockets of this state. I think I might have just befriended the only Republicans in the whole town!
from sigh-co :
aw, she's like a little, scrumptious muffin. (sorry, but I couldn't bring myself to say "cute" like all the other notes)
from raven72d :
I've never actually been to an Ikea store. Or an Old Navy store. But I do have a hoodie, now.
from raven72d :
A vur' cute and pettable little friend!
from sarahsundae :
cute puppy!
from mjraven87 :
You're dog is really lovely. I want a dog but my mum won't let me damnit. She promised me one when I got out of hospital but did I ever see even a tail? No.
from starlight42 :
your dog is so cute!
from krugerpak007 :
She is so cute!!!
from imabrat2 :
Your dog is so cute and I love the new couch. I'm finally going shopping for a couch this weekend. Woo Hoo for me. :-)
from whitetigress :
Oh! Your puppy is so cute!
from redstarhelix :
thanks for the kind words. and glad you like they music, they have an album coming out at the end of this month if you're looking for more.
from rosarybeads :
You and your non-asian soy sauce. For shame, Ayli. For shame. LOL And you know I want to hear all about the May trip. :)
from raven72d :
Mille grazie!
from raven72d :
What's the title?
from starlight42 :
glad the roomate is doing better! your trip sounded fun. Also- you DO have to be very careful with soy sauce brands. I, myself like La Choy, I tried Kikkoman once and I hated it!
from nerddette :
Thankyou so much! :)
from imgoing2lose :
hey. ive been reading your diary for years now. i was ana and got to a BONE, past year gained mostly all of it back.. well Ive been trying so hard for a year and it wasnt working but thats it. Im back, and Ill start reading regularly. My regular journal is: http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=icandoitlikenoother if youre ever interested. i feel so close to you and understand you! thank you!! ~natalie
from furiouspuppy :
Hey; Thanks for the message...it's nice to know that somebody understands me out there! How's your roomie shaping up? ttfn, Lori
from dooki :
of course! the dog wasn't the "actual" thing you were trying to protect...it represented something sacred to you, like your fears, or your inner strength. The aligator was threatening it.
from dooki :
I actually know a lot about dreams. A lot of people take dreams for the literal. In fact, your actions were good. The alligator, as you said, represents an obsession, or even deeper, an insecurity. The fact that the alligator was so small probably suggests the end of your insecurities, or the "waning" of. You strangling the alligator is your subconscious telling you to overcome...and in fact you did. However, wasn't it painfully difficult to kill it? Didn't you have to use several tactics to end it's life? I wonder what that could be...You weren't evil. It's hard to see ourselves in such strange circumstances, but that's the power of dreams. It's not always what it seems. The dog could very well be your innocence, or something you're trying to protect from your insecurities. I think you should take some time out on your NEW COUCH to think about what is plaguing you, what is holding you down. You had a breakthrough dream that should be very insightful!
from imabrat2 :
Congrats on the sofa. I am so jealous...I need one so bad. Oh well, maybe next month. For now I'll just keep shoving things under the cushions to hold them up.:-)
from starlight42 :
Thanks for adding me! I've added you as well, because each time I come back, I enjoy your entries more & more! I had a crazy dream last night too, someone was trying to kill me. Yikes. I don't think we'll ever figure out what all of our dreams mean.
from starlight42 :
Thanks for the note. I read your entry, I can understand what you're talking about, especially how guys can use sex as a weapon. It sucks when that happens. I think a lot of guys just want what they want when they want it. It's like they take it personally if you're not in the mood. It's one of my pet peeves too. That's cool about your step mom though, you sound very lucky to have gotten her. :)
from raven72d :
I actually quite enjoy how my face feels after cleanser and toner... I have subscribed to a magazine called Real Simple-- maybe I can begin clearing the debris from my house.
from raven72d :
Evenings more than mornings... Mornings are rush for coffee and toast, rush to shower and shave, head off to work. But evenings definitely-- including eye creme.
from rosarybeads :
LOL Greg and I do that. We grab onto each other and say, "Mine? Mine! Mine!". We're dorks, I know. And then there's Crush (the turtle), whom we quote all the time: "Righteous! Righteous!". We're worse than the girls when it comes to that movie. And. There is a great deal to be said for glorious boredom, my friend. :) xoxo
from raven72d :
What exactly does toner *do*? Do I mosisturize before or after toner?
from laura-diane :
sounds like your roommate is very immature and irresponsible. that's a classic condition resulting in being spoon-fed as a child. i like to call it assholishness. i hope you feel my sympathy through the cable lines. xoxx
from rosarybeads :
((HUGE HUGS)) Ayli. I love ya. Mwuah. Kiss the pooch for me, too.
from raven72d :
I'm a big fan of Ted Allen and Kyan Douglas.
from raven72d :
Update, girl! And...last night's "Queer Eye" was a delight...
from rosarybeads :
You CAN. And you MUST. And you WILL or I will kick your skinny ass! LOL I need thinspiration. I have 4 more inches to lose on my waist and hips and I swear, it's not coming off! I'm doing everything I'm supposed to (remembered to have done) do! Grrr. Maybe I'm about to lose. Maybe that's it. Yes. Hm. You are not oppressed - no one can opress you unless you let them. He knows he's not invited, if he can't take the hint then he's a bigger LOSER than I give him credit for. :) *mwuah*
from raven72d :
I'm glad. I enjoy hearing from you; I'd hate to be thought rude.
from raven72d :
I hope that I've never been rude to you in any way.
from raven72d :
Speed-dating is just...scary. I feel like I can't go out because I don't deserve to be with anyone attractive...based on my age, height, size, looks, poverty, career... I see couples and I envy them and hate them and can't grasp how people ever become couples.
from raven72d :
Happy V-Day, Ayligirl!
from kbc :
Thank you for your notes. He finally realized that he wasn't being helpful at all and apologized profusely (I even got "congratulations/I'm sorry I'm a dork" flowers!). Hope all is well! Kara
from raven72d :
I'm just glad you're here. The other diary-- the photo-imbedded diary sounds fascinating but horribly complex... But I'm still here and reading.
from imabrat2 :
Thanks for adding me. :-)
from rosarybeads :
.... that was meant to read: "what you do". Duh.
from rosarybeads :
If that *episode* continues to read you, that's simply a reflection of his lack of character. Don't let ANYONE, EVER control what you. Or I shall be forced to commence the kicking of your ass. :) xoxo
from imabrat2 :
Way too much work. Oh well, if anyone finds my diary they will either not believe it is me because they have never seen any behavior described in my diary or they will simply know how screwed up my mind and body really are. What's a woman to do? I love your diary. My life couldn't be more different than yours, yet my thoughts and feelings are so unbelievably similar.
from rosarybeads :
*slaps high five* That's my girl! xoxo
from raven72d :
I hope I'll be invited to the new site!
from krugerpak007 :
Oh no, I can not think of anything worse. I hope the person stops because you would be missed! Hang in there and take care! Kathy
from ponyluv :
it totally sucks having the wrong people reading your diary. for me it wasn't even someone i knew, it was someone who "knew someone i knew" and who proceeded to stalk me and write me obscene horrible emails 50x per day. i ended up having to give up on the diary thing although i still read other people. anyways, i'm very sorry and i hope the person who shouldn't be reading your diary reads this note and realizes how shitty they were.
from imabrat2 :
Thank you. I have the gold membership so I'll try to figure out how to read my stats. :-)
from imabrat2 :
Maybe I am being naive, but I am getting paranoid now. If someone is on the computer I'm using, can they find my diary without knowing my user name?
from rosarybeads :
ARGH! I HATE people like that! And that, my dear, is why I'm going to hell. People like that make me all homicidal and pro-arsony. ARGH! Anyway. You. Don't censor shit. In my experience, they'll just keep looking for you (in your reads, and other peoples reads and guestbooks and notes) because they have NOTHING better to do and NOTHING better to talk about, losers that they are. It's a difficult thing to deal with, but there's really not much else you can do but deal with it. ((hugs))
from luxelady :
damn girl it sucks that you're in this position. i hate the thought of you having to censor yourself - what is the point of a diary if not to let out your true feelings and thoughts?? you gotta do what you gotta do but i hope that i can keep up with ya no matter what you end up doing.
from laura-ly :
People can be real assholes. I'm sorry you had to erase all of your entries, but I understand. I've had people find mine, and then have the balls to comment on it to my face...even throw things up in my face during arguements. I think online diarys should be seen to be just as private and off limits as any written one hidden under your bed, to those we know personally, atleast.
from raven72d :
Ummm... The Kiss tops The Breast, since Britney being gay is hot, whereas I find Janet's breasts utterly uninteresting. But... Never feel guilty about success! And just don't tell roomies or any other folk you don't want reading you what your diary name is... If they have to guess/find a name, you should be safe.
from furiouspuppy :
YOU GO, GIRL! Firstly, don't you DARE feel badly about your hard-earned successes! Secondly, think about kicking that feeloader out! If you do decide to stop writing in your current blog, please start a new one and tell me the address. Lastly, please boast about your good fortunes! We like to hear about your good news. No censoring!!!!! xoxxoxoxo Lori
from jazzyana :
wooo hoooo ! good for you =) wish I could see the look on your roomate's face~!
from xemowhorex :
you have me listed as a favorite. if you're still around and care at all, i have had to locked my diary for a while. the username: emo password: whore
from raven72d :
Hmmm... I think there might be potential in infomercial parties-- you do a shot of tequila every time Ron Popeil appears... or someone buys something on the Home Shopping Network...
from raven72d :
Oh dear God... The Super Bowl is coming up... If it isn't bad enough having all this presidential primary stuff clogging the TV, now there'll be the Super Bowl... [Note: I have never attended or viewed a sporting event or ball game in all my life]
from gerberagirl :
Sorry about the note below - I hit 'enter' too quick! You're right, though, it did sound a lot like your last entry.
from gerberagirl :
Ha!
from gerberagirl :
No, no, no! That wasn't about you at all! I'd explain but it's not worth wasting my time and yours....
from raven72d :
Ahhh... now do send me your recipe for an Orange Dreamside... And, yes-- Stoli Vanil is a delight.
from dooki :
I enjoy your diary. Have I already said that? Well, I do. I'm fascinated with your daily ramblings and struggles...I relate to that somehow...
from raven72d :
What do you think is the difference between a dandy and a fop?
from rosarybeads :
((hugs)) I love you. You know this. I have an obsession with my weight, too (another thing that you already know. Damn, I am a broken record today! LOL). You should write as you feel you need to, about anything. Sometimes giving the voices in your head a communication medium can silence them. But, I totally get what you're saying. Love Love Love to you. xoxo
from raven72d :
Ummm, I believe that "maile" = "miles". Typing with one point five fingers does have its disadvantages.
from raven72d :
Frequent flyer maile, my dear, frequent flyer miles! And the sadly neglected Amtrak! A 100-mile radius should be taken as a purely pro forma criterion.
from whitetigress :
I understand completely about not wanting to think about... well, you-know-what. My New Year's resolution, which supposedly doesn't exist, was that. Try your best and keep it up. :) BTW, did they ever figure out what was wrong with your car?
from raven72d :
You must see "The Usual Suspects" and "Spirited Away"!
from rosarybeads :
AHA! You must come to the hell that is Rhode Island and watch A Clockwork Orange with me. It's only fitting y'know. That movie, this state. Bah. :) And help me kill Greg for taking my car and my kid and not telling me.
from rosarybeads :
Lemme guess. T-1 land split connection? That happens to us allllll the time. We have a cable connection through our cable co. as well, which doesn't crash as much (weird!). Make your password a sentence that is really random, that way even if he does see you put it in, it'll take him forever to figure it out. xoxo
from my-oblivion :
are you talking about the gold medal on his chest? well if so, its his crown. he always wears one now cause hes the king of pop! haha
from dooki :
thanks a dump load for adding me to your favorites. Garsh, I'm all gooey, hee-yup! Yew seem like a real purdy diary, like with all them colors you have on yer page, an' the purdy picture journey you take them eyes on, hot damn, I think I's in love.
from joeys-doll :
User: silently Password: undone
from raven72d :
I'm going through a phase of afraid to fly or drive in urban traffic, so I sympathize about ships.
from furiouspuppy :
Hey! Thanks for the suggestions...it's so much fun when people actually play along with the game... xoxoxox Lori
from lauracv :
I agree with you about Ja's mom. Absolutely.
from skinnyboney :
hi darling, just wanted to wish you a happy new year - maybe with a whole lot of money to get those furniture *grin i have to admit: the couch is adorable...{{hugs}} sin
from squid969 :
Aloha! just want to let you know I find your diary very entertaining. So yah... um.... keep doin it! yay!
from whitetigress :
Ugh! I can understand about the car problems! They can't figure out what's wrong with my car, either. :(
from raven72d :
The Villa Style book looks delightful... And whatever *does* it mean that I have a crush on Winona Ryder?
from raven72d :
My couch is workable, but I *must* have a new Big Chair this year...
from jazzyana :
Wow, how did you give up a couch like that? I would dip into savings definately =) Couches can make your day if they're comfy enough. Well, just wanted to say hi. Hi
from raven72d :
What work do you do? Come by sometime and e-mail...
from raven72d :
I like minimalist looks... vur' clean and spare and focused. French Countryside isn't bad...but I do tend to favor Spanish-y or Tuscan styles. What do you do at your home office?
from sarahsundae :
I am freezing my arse off. I hate it.
from raven72d :
I like Ikea for its sleek, spare lines. I've always had a taste for minimalist looks-- I look with longingat Japanese decor. At the same time, there's something to be said for British Colonial Pukka Sahib Den... At least there are big, overstuffed chairs. A great-uncle of mine did his huge, dark old hacienda in a mix of Great White Hunter and Spanish grandee...I loved the high, raftered ceilings and Moorish furniture... But I do want Ikea... I've liked the metrosexual ideal since I was seventeen or eighteen...
from kbc :
I completely agree with you about the Average Jane thing. But it might also be more challenging to get these women to step forward. Women tend to be more proud of their looks and such then men and it might be harder to get them to sign on as so called "average" people. I don't know. It would be very interesting to see, though.
from raven72d :
The Average Joe discussion is interesting. I do enjoy hearing your thoughts.
from furiouspuppy :
cool, thanks!!!
from raven72d :
Having a marriage or two on one's resume may be a social plus, but I'm not sure that marriage works any more as an institution.
from luxelady :
hey - just steppin in to say i love your diary! the layout and the content both - always great pix. so yeah, awesome!
from onedeadstar :
how do you find out what 'keywords' google you? like, give links to your diary....you know what i mean i hope.
from furiouspuppy :
This is going to sound like a silly question . . . but how do you know if somebody googled you?!?!?! xoxoxoxo Lori
from zoonbaby :
wow... i was just dropping by to see if you had anything good in paris hilton porn, but i was sadly disappointed. let me know when you do, ok? :)
from jazzyana :
Yes! Unfortunately all marching bands have to wear those suck-ass pants. The wide hips have something to do with "universally" fitting lots of people, since the pants belong to the school, not the person. Bla. Probably more than you wanted to know. Basically if you're not fat, they make you look fat. So hey! Everyone looks the same!
from raven72d :
Speed Dating... It sounds like an SNL sketch idea, but I hope it goes well for you!
from kbc :
tee hee. oops. I meant to say they AREN'T all ogres. My bad. :D Take care, K
from kbc :
Good luck with the speed dating. But if it doesn't go so well check out lavalife.com. Sounds ludicrous but that's where I met my Barry. We met almost two years ago (in person after two months of online chatting, were friends for a year, and have been dating and completely in love for 7.5 monts). They are ALL ogres. I promise! :)
from laura-ly :
That speed dating thing doesn't really seem like too bad of an idea. Good luck!
from raven72d :
Have a great 2004... And I will be reading youon a regular basis.
from twomoreyears :
happy belated birthday! I know it sounds corny, but I think it's really inspiring that you have accomplished so much, and that you are so strong, even though you have some health problems. Keep up the good work!
from raven72d :
Darkened bar, black dress-- Laura-Diane is vur' right about that. That's the image of the girl I always hope to meet.
from raven72d :
Happy Birthday to a girl with captivating layout images and a lovely sad writing voice.
from kbc :
Happy birthday!!
from laura-diane :
happy birthday, love! i find the best way to meet new people is to go to a grungy bar and wear a nice black dress. you'll look better than every one of the other girls - guarenteed! and when you have your nice black dress on, you'll feel great. try not to drink too much, though, or you won't be able to walk in your heels!
from whitetigress :
Happy Birthday! You should go out anyway and get a bunch of guys to buy you drinks. :)
from laura-ly :
Happy Birthday, Chica! :) Go out and get your party on by yourself, and you can meet new people along the way!
from hungryangel :
No, I dont post at either of those places! Oh well...
from anaz-gurl :
hello just 2 let u know i am out of hospital till the 27th, so will write in my diary before then (hopefully). Take care and have a lovely Xmas (if u can). Dont let ana completely take over. Luv Sophie xxxxx
from anyra :
hi girl! just a little note to wish you a merry christmas love, peace and succes for you big kisses, anyra xoxo
from kbc :
Hi there. You signed my guestbook shortly after my dad died in July (my old username was BigCanoe) and I'm not sure why I didn't do it before, but I just started reading your diary. Looking forward to reading more of it. Take care, Kara.
from s-u-s-u :
I'm too freaked out to visit your guestbook again after the last fiasco. Thanks for the picture advice. It was all new to me. I know nothing about computers so we'll see if I can figure out even your simple directions. Wish me luck! (I think I should take a computer course or something instead of remaining semi-literate. haha)
from hungryangel :
Hey, do you ever post at the Thinpages? Do you live in Baltimore? I live in Maryland. If you do post at TF, I'm ChocolateWhore=:)
from mindquill :
Hey. I got a little frustrated with the diary thing. I felt like maybe it was wasted effort, so I stopped doing it. I get a little impulsive like that sometimes. But now I miss doing it and I kind of regret quitting.
from sarahsundae :
Thanks for the comments about my pictures. You are too sweet.
from chubbychic :
Thanks for the awesome compliments about my site, it truly made my day. *hugs*
from s-u-s-u :
Sorry, sorry, sorry. I tried to post a sorry note and I just screwed it up more. I sincerely hope you are able to delete all that. Sorry again.
from bloodyvisage :
wow, gorgeous pictures makes me want to dry heave into the nearest available toilet
from s-u-s-u :
Thanks for the note. I've pulled myself together today. I love hearing about your life. Write more!
from suicideblond :
thank you! it's been so frustrating - you definitely gave me some hope!
from wrthlss :
You include a sort of feminist story in your diary but then you put in all these pictures of emaciated women. Kind of a paradox don't you think?
from mindquill :
Hey. I have noticed that I have gotten a few new readers and that they are coming from your site I think. Thanks so much for recommending me to your buddies. I really do appreciate the vote of confidence. Be blessed, and don't worry about asking that guy to leave. You did what you had to do, and it was the right thing. You never have to feel bad about doing the right thing.
from s-u-s-u :
Don't beat yourself up too much about getting rid of the roommate. But I know what you're going through, every time I have to confront someone on their behavior I end up making myself crazy because of the guilt. I don't blame you for worrying about the phone, a lot of people don't seem to have any, I don't know, morals, integrity, qualms about screwing someone over. Good luck.
from ontipey-toes :
guess who's back??? =D actually I'm sorta back. I started writing at a new site and am doing much better. http://shape.blogdrive.com/ These past few days I've been checking up on ya. What are you stats? and goals? I love the pics! ttyl
from sarahsundae :
oh hell, I wouldn't go shopping either. No freaking way!
from anyra :
Hi! just a little notes to let you know how great i find your diary, and, of course the thinspiration you give us... so nice. i love reading you. keep it up! anyra xoxo
from heaven911 :
ugh ur roomates sound horrible. my cousin had horrible roommates and they left and moved out and left her with all their longdistance bills... the one thing i love about those pics... their colarbones... ohh and the last pictures hip bones... *jelous* good luck with ur eating! *Tara
from slalauren :
wow... thinspiration with chicks who are actually *pretty* it's a nice change :) Lauren
from mindquill :
Thanks so much for responding to my pity party. I appreciate the tips, and the forthcoming plug. I have a banner floating around out there now. It is not real impressive, but I am an html retard, so for me, it's amazing. Thanks again. U da best! And you know it too don't you?
from mindquill :
I need help. This may sound pathetic, but how do you get people to read your stuff? You seem to have a lot of people who read your entries, I know I read them, so how do you do it? Forgive my insecurity, but can you give me a few tips?
from s-u-s-u :
You remind me so much of me when I had roommates. Now I just have to put up with my messy husband. Crumbs on the counters used to drive me up the wall. We didn't have tv though, couldn't afford it at the time. Good luck to you.
from emaciana :
user name : thin password: wins you don't have to erase it. the only reason my diary is locked is my mom. i don't care about anybody else reading it. take care.
from mindquill :
Tough stuff about your roomies. You are right though, headon confrontation is usually the only way to handle things. Perhaps you guys could lay down some ground rules that everyone can agree on. Remember, a single decision can change the course of your life, and one of the greatest decisions you can make is what you will and will not settle for. Good luck!
from laura-ly :
I absolutely LOVE your diary. Thank you for giving me so much inspiration to keep on with my dreams; as well as some good reading material! ;P Take care!
from shellbell212 :
my sis goes to law school at GWU!!! So I'm up there in your area a lot and it's so fabulous. I love DC just as you do :) -->still read you everyday girl, *shell*
from wrthlss :
But your pictures on your page are not that far away from that poor skeletal woman. You're not that different, only a matter of degree. I think the T.V. story is there only because everyone is fascinated by her appearance. Morbid curiosity, everyone has it. It doesn't really matter how it comes out. Her personality: a big skinny baby.
from oneteardrop :
hey, i LOVE ya layout...such a thinspiration. get at me. <33
from twomoreyears :
I've been watching ET too, and I think you're right that they must know it's going to turn out okay. I hope.
from rosarybeads :
Exactly. She let it get out of control. She looks like shit now! It's like, why would you let yourself get ugly just to be thin? Not worth it. xoxo
from rosarybeads :
ASSHOLES! You are absolutely right - they came to YOU, you didn't go to THEM, much less go to them to make ugly comments in their gb/notes. Some people have nothing better to do with their time. This is why more people need library cards.... xoxo
from emaciana :
thanks so much for the lfb pics! wow those were awesome!
from banshee-rose :
Hey great site.
from s-u-s-u :
Hi, Thanks for your note. I was so happy to know that there's someone actually out there. I've really been enjoying your diary. Keep writing, I need all the inspiration I can get.
from jesskrabbit :
Hey, I'm honored you still have me in your favorites...been gone a while...it sounds like you're doing really well and I'm glad...I'll be writing at my new site as much as I can ;-)
from laura-diane :
glad you're updating. maybe include some pictures of lara flynn boyle since she seems to be disappearing.
from krugerpak007 :
Just wanted to say hi! Hope you are having an easier time in your new home! Take care of yourself! kathy
from rosarybeads :
I'm writing in Notepad, dude. LOL But I DO have a site, and it will be up soon. We just have like, no time whatsoever for design/etc. for the site lately because of our schedules and my disenchantment with moveable type. LOL :) xoxo
from rosarybeads :
I'm Old Skool Punk, too. Oi! xoxo
from rosarybeads :
Oh!!! Do that! *jumping up and down* Damn, it's too bad that you didn't do the presidential page thing in high school. So do the adult version. Oooh. Work for a lobbyist group. Like, a really werid, kooked out one. LOL xoxo
from skyelarkt :
hey i just looked at your diary on the webring ana-mia... anyways i looove that pic u have. sooo gut ^ ^
from rosarybeads :
I agree wholeheartedly. Long live bitches! :) Half-kidding. I think it's good to do lots of things solo. Builds character and true independence. xoxo
from sarahsundae :
nothing wrong with being a bitch my dear. I am 100% bitch all the time! *wink*
from skinny--girl :
hey - thanks for adding me and my boring life to your buddy list. love that pic - it makes me want to pay for the gold membership. lol. later, sg
from rosarybeads :
I'm so glad that you like your job. I hated your old job for you. :) xoxo
from rosarybeads :
Consider it conquered! :) xoxo
from brook7 :
new to this internet world, but feel somehow at ease. obsessed with suuushi! curious as to the 200/cal a day routine...i have a hard time using the term "ana" but, however, would like to discuss with you. check out my diary...just started, i need pointers.
from heaven911 :
glad ur having fun in D.C.. never been there. *tara
from rosarybeads :
I'm so glad that you have found a place that you can see yourself being happy in. I'm struggling with that issue, as you know, but I'm getting there. Slowly. LOL xoxo
from bigfatc-o-w :
i love d.c., it's such a great city for wandering about, the weather must be gorgeous right now..i'm jealous!
from heaven911 :
haha ive never had a thing for sushi... unlucky me... my thing is for mexican food... SOOO bad for you. one time i tried to just calculate the fat and cals(its so bad they cant put it on the package)... but the numbers were getting too high it scared me. yea i did the same thing this past summer too plus alot of excercising... so im gunna try again... ahh hopefully ill do okay. good luck to you! enjoy the sushi *Tara
from rosarybeads :
LOL Before I got to the bottom of that last post, I was thinking, "Okay A. What's up with you?" Sushi is so not bad for you, even if you are trying to defat the body. Have a cucumber or a spicy tuna roll. xoxo
from rosarybeads :
Of course you are. I'm setting it up right now, so I'll direct you "in the right direction, and directly you will be directed". :) xoxo
from twomoreyears :
howdy. Sometimes animals eat a ton when they have worms, and it makes their tummies look full and round. You should attempt some poop-inspections, or bestow a fecal sample on the vet's office. Good times!
from madison18 :
I've been having the same trouble with water temperatures lately too.
from rosarybeads :
10/20: Oy vey mamasita! Feel better soon, mmkay? xoxo
from jazzyana :
Just wanted to say I found your diary today and I enjoy reading it very much. Your strength inspires =)
from lauracv :
I am glad you are getting settled! How did puppy handle the move?
from rosarybeads :
10/17: *jumps on A*** and gives a big hug* YAY! I'm glad that you've made friends (I've always thought the fewer, the better - makes for less potential enemies - ha!) and that you're enjoying your surroundings. Wish I could share the sentiment, but it's getting better. And the fact that my postpartum pants are falling off my hips is a definite plus. :) xoxo
from mjraven87 :
hi. i just thought id say that i like your new picture on your diary. a pretty pointless note i know...take care, Shell xxx
from shellbell212 :
I'm dying to know how you like DC...I love it there...my sister is a 3rd yr law student at GWU and I want to move in to that area as well (she lives in Arlington). Can't wait for the long journal entry!!!
from gerberagirl :
Yet another Fresh Start...the Chick has moved!
from anaz-gurl :
Just a note 2 say goodbye, I dont no when/if I'll b upd8ing agen. Read my last entry if u want 2 find out more. Take care of urself. xSophiex
from madison18 :
Good luck. I hope all goes well, be safe. <3 Always, Madison
from cinnabar :
Best of luck - can't wait to hear how the move goes.
from rosarybeads :
09/15: I got to work out today; it felt so good getting back to the old routine. I lost 17 pounds w/o really working out, but I have 15 more to go. Bah! xoxo
from twomoreyears :
I cannot fathom that my dear Johnny is 40, no. He totally doesn't look it. Maybe he just says he's 40 so people will think of him as a "mature actor" or whatever, but he's really 20-something. Hey, it could happen, actors lie about their ages all the time!
from rosarybeads :
09/12 (later...): I hated moving this year,too. But it was to a better place for us, nice-wise and space-wise. Now if we could just get the state-wise thing down, I'd be "all set"... xoxo
from rosarybeads :
09/12: I knew you could do it! Yay! I can't wait to hear more about it. And that is my favorite image of Kate Moss. I love that pic. xoxo
from silentdemand :
I'm so happy for you! Congradulations on the new job, I hope it leads you to what you've been looking for. The new Kate Moss pic rocks ;-) xoxo
from silentdemand :
I'm so happy for you! Congradulations on the new job, I hope it leads you to what you've been looking for. The new Kate Moss pic rocks ;-) xoxo
from krugerpak007 :
Congradulations and good luck with the new job! I wish you lots of success and happiness!:-)Kathy
from lauracv :
Yipeeeee! I am so happy for you. I can't wait to hear the details.
from cinnabar :
Congrats on the new job -- you deserve a break!
from ontipey-toes :
hey babe! I was wonding if I could add your diary to my msn group, project SHAPE lift? [email protected] tell me what you think, please? I hope you find a job that you like a lot. You diserve it! ttyl
from anaz-gurl :
i like your diary love sophie.. check out mine
from rosarybeads :
09/04: Girrrrrllll... take care of yourself. Else I'll kick your ass! :) That club sounds like Studio 54.... xoxo
from emobre :
you seem really a great person. ive read a few of your entries. i feel for you. i wish i could see you help yourself, though, i know its hard. Bre
from sarahsundae :
wow! thank you for the entry and all. you are too much! really! how sweet of you.
from modelbones :
things seem to be great for you, i'm so glad!
from pleasediana :
i've moved xredbracelet
from rosarybeads :
08/22: You silly nilly. So get off your ass and MAKE SOMETHING HAPPEN! You are too wonderful to be sad. I know I'm not the only one who thinks so. The thing about life is, it goes on, whether or not you're a willing participant. Your life is what is going on RIGHT NOW. If you don't like it - honey, CHANGE IT. :) I'm still rooting for you. xoxo
from skinnyboney :
hi sweeheart. i'm sorry to hear that you're depressed...i wish i could help you...take care (i really mean that), {{hugs}} sin
from krugerpak007 :
Shame, I wish I could cheer you up. You are making a great, positive change. Of course that is scary but once you adapt you will see it's for the best and hopefully begin to enjoy your life! Please cheer up! Take care, Kathy
from rosarybeads :
08/20: Good luck to you. I know how frustrating all the job-related stuff can be. As far as looking for your soulmate - you WILL find him. Don't give up. He's waiting for you too, trust me. xoxo
from sapphire02 :
Hun, you are so brave. I could'nt do what you are, as far as looking for a job. Don't delete your journal. Hang in there
from skinnyboney :
have fun with the shopping tour honey! *smiles i was having it just a few days ago in paris...pleasant thing - though it might not be as good for your credit card bill as it is for your feelings...anyways, take care, sin
from sapphire02 :
Sweetie, please be careful!! *shakes finger* you know better than to sleep and drive. Friends don't let friends drive tired.
from jesskrabbit :
This all sounds so exciting! Good luck with the new job, my fingers and toes are crossed for you ;-)
from krugerpak007 :
Enjoy shopping!! Take care and get more sleep!:-)Kathy
from mindquill :
Thanks for doing the chicken dance with me. Woo Hoo! Also, great big gobs of gooey luck on your job hunt. Go forth and conquer!
from wrthlss :
Buy your clothes. You are starting a new job (you hope) and starting a new life. Be happy with your skinny self and buy those clothes. Enough of this I have to lose some weight before I can be happy. Acceptance - that's the word.
from sapphire02 :
Thank you so much for showing concern as far as my grandfather is concerned. I was so mad at that stupid hospital. They won't give any info cause of the new federal law HIPPA. Make sure you have something that says to release info on you to, they won't if you don't. It is ridiculous.
from mindquill :
Yes, at times, we Americans can be quite the collective moron. Many of your entries have talked about how bad you have been feeling. I am so sorry to hear that. My big soft heart goes out to you.
from krugerpak007 :
Hope the job expo is going well and that things are looking up! take care! :-)Kathy
from anaz-gurl :
Ive listed you as a favourite diary. Hope that's o.k. Luv Anaz Gurl xx
from krugerpak007 :
Wishing you the best of luck!! Take care!:-)Kathy
from veggiepunk :
Hey hun, thanx for signing my guestbook and for all the encouragement.of course i'm gonna go, i think? thank you very much. I really appriciate your support! well take care girl. xxminaxx
from rosarybeads :
08/01: LUCK! luckluckluckluck! I hope everything works out the way you want it to. (And I really want to go to DC.... LOL) xoxo
from sapphire02 :
You are very sweet, thanks for leaving me the note about my grandfather.
from shh- :
hey y'all! I just wanted to kinda get in the loop of all the ana girls here on dland. My diary is pretty new but ana has been with me since I was conceived at birth. If anyone wants to talk or something, maybe we can exchange tips and stuff just drop me a note and I'll give you my aol sn!!! bye girls, have a super duper day! *nikki*
from mindquill :
Thanks for reccomending Uncle Bob, I will check out his site.
from pleasediana :
haha ok..i'll just pretend you are 23 since i have no idea how old people normally are when they get their masters. i know ur def under 30 so we'll just play it safe and say ur wonderful 23! woot!
from rosarybeads :
07/28: New York, New York! Yes! Move there and we'll do lunch often. :) And shop. For Prada. LOL xoxo
from pleasediana :
Hello. I have 2 things to say/ask. Firstly..how old are you? To my knowledge you've never mentioned it and it's driving me a little crazy trying to figure it out. Secondly. After you get your things out of storage and put it up on ebay, would you put the link in ur diary or give it to me or something?? I might want to buy something :)
from rosarybeads :
07/27: You're going to be just fine, and you're going to accomplish all that you want to. Because I said so, dammit. And for God's sake - move closer to the east coast ocean. That way I can harass you. 'Cause I'm all about harassing people. :) xoxo
from living2100 :
been reading ur diary for a couple yrs. i was doing so well way back when, havent read it for awhile. dont wanna get better anymore. i miss this thinking. dont remember now how hard it was, you refresh it in me. anyone wants to help..
from ontipey-toes :
300 calories sounds great! The site I was looking at said if you can't go the whole 7 days, then try a few different things such as; eating one meal a day, eating just fruits and veggies, things like that. I'm not sure what all I'm going to do =) ttyl
from ontipey-toes :
Hey babe! I wanted to invite you to join me and some friends for a week of fasting. It will be August 4-11th, 2003. A week truly loving yourself with discipline and self-control instead of directionless whims and mindless indulgence. A week to test your limits and live up to the challenge. A week to make a difference in others' lives as well as your own. A week to purge yourself of unwanted habits and form new, healthier ones. Hope your interest! *hugs* hey, you're leaving your job anyway, don't stress so much!
from wrthlss :
Oh my.
from fluency :
you're too sweet. after receiving a bunch of emails/notes/messages from lovelies like you, i just wanted to let everyone know how i was making out. username: upside passwrd: down. xox
from forshame :
oh my god, get some help.
from stale-mem :
Your banner, is that from the comic Lil Red Stitch? Just curious.
from the-noise :
Hey there, I just clicked on your blueish banner because I just have to ask you if you happend to know the name of the model's face you used. I've been trying to remember her name for days now because I've been looking for pictures of her. And pictures are quite hard to search for when you don't have a name. I know it's Omyhara or something along those lines. If you happen to know please tell me. Thanks. :)
from anawaif01 :
Sorry hehe...Someone from my school found my diary and I was really pissed off about it so I locked my diary. I really hope he stays out of my diary from now on, but It kind freaked me out for a while there. I don't like them reading about my ana life ya know? But yah, I have unlocked it now so feel free to read :) love ya.
from rosarybeads :
07/16: Aw, aren't you the sweetest. :) No, not for the rest of this pregnancy (or at least, I hope not!). My ankles should heal by this weekend, but I have a pinched nerve in my lower back so it's pretty difficult to walk any further than the distance from my bedroom to my bathroom. LOL This blows. But it'll be ok. xoxo
from rosejeide :
The American Fare (Kmart brand) Sparkling Fruits flavored carbonated water tastes good. They're 0 cal, 0 sodium, 0 protein, 0 everything... Peach is my favorite.
from mindquill :
Puppy butt demons? That is great. Officially I am grossed out, but it's still funny.
from sapphire02 :
LOL! That is too funny. Hang in there hun.
from twomoreyears :
haha, I was laughing SO HARD reading about your dog and her shit-demons. It's totally the type of neurotic animal behavior that's commonplace in my house!
from ontipey-toes :
Hey! What type of pills are you taking? Maybe I missed that entry... Take care!
from mindquill :
Thanks for your kind note. I appreciate the encouragement.
from small-one :
i don't know what to think about the disability thing. i have faced such possibilities (when i was tube-fed on an outpatient basis 2 1/2 yrs ago) and i went to work instead. for me, it was a 'pride' thing, but that damned pride will get you everytime. plus, i think i did it just to prove that i could...keep me posted, okay? xo
from krugerpak007 :
Hi! I like you diary a lot! You sound like such fun! Take care, and I will be reading.... :-)Kathy
from small-one :
you and i are in the same place right now(as i have been for several months now). i was/am "in recovery" but have a 'secret project,' you know? (plus, i gave up the coke thing over a year ago, but i feel ya'). keep writing.
from wrthlss :
You are pro.
from xeriphism :
nice layout.
from a-nymph :
hey, thanks :) Well, http://shrinkodebt.diaryland.com was my original journal. I'm now mostly writing at http://a-nymph.diaryland.com and have been for a while now.
from a-nymph :
I sit here reading your diary and looking at the pics you posted while eating cheesecake. lol If you're interested, my other site is http://shrinkodebt.diaryland.com Take care.
from twomoreyears :
I don't think you have anything to worry about regarding getting your cite shut down or anything. You're not blatently pro, or even moderatly pro, and what you said about not encouraging other people to do what you do is totally true. I like your site. And by the way, shut UP wrthlss.
from jesskrabbit :
WTF? People can shut down your diary? How is that possible? It's outrageous. Your diary is hosted by d-land so these recovery sites would have to go through them. Maybe you and some of your d-land and messageboard friends can get together and put an end to this. I'd be interested in helping. I've been meaning to ask you which messageboards are good anyway. I still can't believe all that. Hang in there, xoxo
from star-chasah :
4 some reson i was drawn to this diary but i don't know whi i'm not thin just short thick and curly aird all the same i liked ur diary maybe its cause i saw a litle me in ur words : )
from wrthlss :
Eat something and you'll feel better.
from anawaif01 :
Awww....thanks for adding me to your favs...I will do the same for u! I like your diary a lot as well! I was getting worried no one was ever reading mine, so you make me feel good. Helps my self esteem hehe. Thanks a lot hun.
from mindquill :
Just added your diary to my favorites. Very interesting and a little creepy. I like it.
from gingerxbread :
i always liked that picture. with the girl bending. shes thin as hell.
from jesskrabbit :
Hehe, you're welcome. I think we'd get along well in real life too. You're going to love seeing Radiohead in concert. I saw them when they toured for OK Computer and it was phenomenal. The new album is really good, especially There There, Myxamatosis, Sail to the Moon, Where I End and You Begin, and 2+2=5. I hope they come here too! xoxo
from veggiepunk :
Hey! Just wanted to let you know that you are not able to watch the documentary because i live in Belgium and i guess you don't live here too (soo sorry!!!�)i'll try to watch and then i'll write every little detail in my diary so you can read it if you want to that is! but i can't promise you anything!hey please can you tell me where u get those pics you post in your diary? PLEASE!!!! SEe ya
from thin-or-life :
I loved your last entry (6/25). " Only when I get somewhere I find out that not only am I not easy, I am downright snobbish. I look around and I do not want any of the men I see to touch me, much less get naked with me. I need to know someone before they become sexy in my eyes. I need to develop a crush before I can get turned on by anyone." That is exactly how I feel about guys and dating. xoxo
from ontipey-toes :
I love your puppy! I can see why ppl admire him. Will you be posting a picture of you? =) I had one very wonderful guy, Tim. ButI left him to go find other guys, I haven't found any yet who mesure up to him. I'm looking for the perfect one too, they're hard to find! Good luck searching
from skinnyboney :
darling, you're beautiful - inside and out, even your words are beautiful. i really can't believe that you're as lonely as you described...plus you are loved by the ppl around here...believe me =) take care, {{hugs}}sin
from modelenvy99 :
Your words tonight were so beautiful and enchanting about your past relationships. Honestly, you are a georgeous person inside and out, and I only hope I can write like you someday. By the way, do you have an email that I can send my password to you? :) Angel
from bionicbunnie :
Finally came across a person who's "like me". You can check my journal out... though its not all about ana.. I try to keep it on the DL :0). Thanks for all your support... i guess reading diaries like yours helps keep me alive...awake... and thriving. Thanks again! ~Christina
from veggiepunk :
hi! i read your diary and i loved it, especially how u post pics(where do you get those pics anyway?)hmmmm....well i'm ana too and i read that you do yoga, i do yoga too and also meditation!i've added you on my favorite entries page!BYExxxxxxxx
from sushichick :
Thanks for adding me as a favourite! And by the way...I'm not really sure why I love "Sliding Doors" so much either. :-)
from jesskrabbit :
Hey! I've definitely suffered from Peter Pan Syndrome for a long time now. I never consciously made the connection between that and trying to stay thin, but it makes a lot of sense. I kind of see it as a revolt against womanhood, or my mother, if you want the psychological explanation, hehe. I would gladly trade places with (almost) any rock star. When I hung out with Ash the other night I realized just how much I want that lifestyle. They work really hard, but not in the traditional 9-5 sense. The fact that you can do it is really impressive, I don't think I'll ever be able to. As far as music, you must have me mixed up with someone else because I've never listened to Kittie. We've always shared a liking for Garbage though. If you're mostly looking for female vocalists, d/l P.J. Harvey, Patti Smith, Sleeper, Rilo Kiley...xoxo
from onlylittle :
i honestly was NOT referring to you, but this other person, who will remain unnamed in case any fifteen year old feelings get hurt (i don't know if that's their age or not), and it wasn't JUST her either... i completely understand the need for change. and maybe i hide behind what i wrote in my diary so that i don't have to have those same aspirations or feelings... you know, i'm fine the way i am, thank you very much. when i know i'm not. that diary is only half me, you know. :) epiphany in noting you back. :) take care. I LOVE YOUR THINSPIRATION. .ol.
from shrinkodebt :
you have an interesting style. I like that you post pictures!
from emaciated- :
Hey there. Two things. First of all, where do you find the pictures of the girls you post?? And secondly... at 93 pounds, you seem to be significantly thinner than most of the girls you post in your diary. I know you're also somewhat shorter (You took my bodybeauty quiz not too long ago :) but I'm wondering if you actually think you're bigger than these girls... I mean, the current model in your template has a rather large waist, quite larger than what I'm sure yours is... Well, I suppose that's it. I was just wondering. :)
from ontipey-toes :
hey babe! Check out these sites when you have time. Their great! I've meant some awesome people who have helped me out with my weight loss. http://groups.msn.com/theskinnybraclet and http://groups.msn.com/superthin
from sapphire02 :
I absolutely love sushi. When I get down 5 more ounds, I am going to get some!
from thin-or-life :
Hey, this is my new diary. I needed one that could remain anonymous from the people who know about my other one. You read so many other diaries that it'd probably be hard to figure out which one of them is mine. You can e-mail me if you want...I just wanted to give you this link. xoxo
from ontipey-toes :
hey! How you doing? That would suck to know you can't do your runs anymore But hey you're being creative and that works. =D I got the Yoga MTV work out video, wow that moves I swear every muscle! hehe Well, I thought I'd just see what's going on with you these days. =) Do you have any pictures online? This whole time I've known you and I don't know what you look like. Have you seen one of me? I gtg ttyl! have a wonderful day! PS do you b/p much anymore?
from wrthlss :
Scary.
from raven72d :
Raica Oliveira is beautiful indeed!
from sapphire02 :
Pilates is great! I don't nearly do them like I should. For the fibro. can you swim or does that make things worse too?
from wrthlss :
Disturbing pictures.
from sapphire02 :
So glad to se your'e back! Love the pics.
from jesskrabbit :
Yeah, we're old-schoolers! ;-) I'm starting to like Adrianne (I think that's her name) too. Is windsor pilates a class you go to or a video you do at home? xoxo
from sylviashadow :
Thanks for taking my survey!-sylviashadow
from jesskrabbit :
Elyse is the coolest! I love every sardonic thing she says...let's hope she wins, wouldn't it be great to have a pessimistic, educated model come out on top? Missed You xoxo
from wrthlss :
Of course you like Elyse becasue she is painfully skinny.
from angel2327 :
I'm glad you're around too! :) I'm at http://www.livejournal.com/users/ahappythought/ Missing you!
from teana :
hey, glad to see you back...and alive and well and all of those fun things. i'm back to my diary and writing some, but not as much as i used to--busy with life. hope that you're ok--i'm interested a big update on stuff :)
from ontipey-toes :
hey! Long time no talk. I've been kinda off somewhere and not here, but I'm back and so are you! =D Check out my diar when you get a chance. I'm doing better ha and yet never good enough at the same time. Anyway, this is Hannah. The one with bulimia, no1knows-ed, yeah I hope it hasn't been to long that you don't remember me. Check out my site when you have some time. It's on my pro-file. love ya!! Glad you're back babe!
from roxychick456 :
You haven't updated in a while, i hope your okay! I just wanted to let you know that your kind words about cheerleading really helped me out! Varsity Tryouts are coming up and the coach and alot of the girls on the squad already have told me that i prob will make it! I'm so excited! I hope everything is going v. well in your life right now :) thanks!!!! xoxo-laur
from caged-freed :
saw you were a member of the edsufferer diaryring and thought this new forum at caged-freed might interest you. check it out, if you can, and take care.
from wrthlss :
I hope you are all right. Give us an entry when you are feeling better. Best sishes.
from chained-soul :
Hey, it's me, the fellow Georgia Girl...Old diary is alishayne...Been keeping up with you, and I started a new diary...Please take care, and hope to hear from you soon...Ali
from rouge99 :
:( I wrote you a guestbook entry with a site you could check out on fibromyalgia. I am going to put the link here since it doesn't let me sign that fast again: http://my.webmd.com/content/article/6/1680_51251.htm?lastselectedguid={5FE84E90-BC77-4056-A91C-9531713CA348} If this doesn't work...which I am doubting it does go to WebMD and type in fibromyalgia in search. If you need me to e-mail you the website I will. XOXO Melia
from anorexicstar :
Hey,it's me anorexiclife. I changed my diary name. Anyways sorry i haven't wrote that much it's cause i keep forgetting about this site. I promise i'll try to write everyday!
from loll-y :
hi i have a new site which you can jion if you want to go to http://poshgrrl.proboards13.com
from nicolekg :
Hi. I'm Nicole and 'ana'. I've been looking for someone else with ana/mia to talk with. My AOL IM and E-mail is: [email protected] Hope to hear from you soon.
from wordy7 :
*whines* where are youuuu? now my worry has become panic. at least send a message telling me that you are alive.
from chioma :
in your last entry you said that you were in a "black mood". i hope everything is okay. it is very worrysome when you post like that and then dont post for a couple of days. remember to take care of yourself.
from no1knows-ed :
hey! We song very much alike at the moment. I am like you almost exsactly where you are at. Thinking about what if I do take this nife and cut my throat or something like that. The mood swings are so often. They're messing up my life and more sivere everytime. I can be laughing then a min later quite and with drawn. I am supposed to be taking my Prozac, but am not at the moment. =S If you've read my latest entrys you know I've been cutting more. I hate my life. I dispise what i have become. If nothing changes then maybe it will come down to leaving even if it means causing my family pain. How selfish is that? Love you lots! bye!
from rouge99 :
Hey Ya! I am getting kind of worried. In your last entry you were not in a good state of mind. Please write soon! Let us all know your okay! Lots of Hugs! Melia
from rougeana99 :
Hi Ya! I am changing my diary name to rouge99 because I think my Mom might know about the rougeana99 diary! :( It sucks but I hope its not to big of an inconvience! Lots of Love! Melia
from macdiva :
You've got my favorite Kate pic EVER on your page! Love it!
from rougeana99 :
Hi Girly! I noticed that you where 5'3 1/2 feet! So am I! Exactly with the 1/2 too! I was wondering (of course only if you want to share) what your weight goal is!? Lots of Love! Melia
from jess29 :
Thanks for adding me to your favs! I love your diary and can't wait to read more.
from kitty9 :
I'm back from the "getting fat farm" hahaha
from rougeana99 :
That is weird! I wasn't able to last pratically all day with just carrots though! You have very strong willpower! By the way yummy dinner you have tonight! ;)
from wordy7 :
No I wasn't being sarcastic. :) You really are funny and thanks for the note. Sorry I keep leaving you notes, some of this stuff belongs in emails but I am lazy.
from wire-ending :
i really like your diary, great writing
from kait77 :
I wish I could email you to explain all we have gone through. My official diagnosis is APS with strong suspsion of SLE, the only reason my rheumetologist didn't diagnos SLE (Lupus) is that I may actually wind up with MCTD later on. I do not get the steroids yet. I do take plaquinil. My advise to you is two things 1.) get refered to a rheumetologist and get tested. 2.) Email me and I can explain a lot. I have several old spinal fractures which adds to my problems, I can thank my ex for those. I also had heart problems when pregnant- my heart couldn't handle the strain of a baby but as long as I lose weight and never get pregnant again I will live a fairly normal life heart wise. I also have an ulcer which is agrivated by my medicines. I have multiple little complications. If we can get me a new rheumetologist most of my problems will be controlled. Real treatment is hard to come by without insurance. Financially things are rough for us right now because we have gotten 4 lemon cars in a row and hubby got laid off and has not found an equivalent job in a few years. So for now we are making due on a less than perfect income. Keep reading my journal because it will show you what a struggle women can have convincing doctors to listen. I am slowly trying to get things fixed but the doctors available to me suck unless I drive several hours. I will be glad when we move in June 2004. I wish you luck and like I said email would be easier.
from modelenvy99 :
hey i was wondering where you found all those great hilton pics.....I haven't been able to find many of them. Thanks a lot! :) Take care, and I hope you have a great new year!
from rougeana99 :
Thanks for the Thinspiration. The Hilton sisters are one of my favorite triggers! Lots of Love, Melia
from wordy7 :
Ha ha. I loved the Hilton Sister's tips on losing weight. :) You are so funny. Wish I were as clever as you. Anyway...have a happy 2003
from roxychick456 :
That has to be the sweetest note i've gotten in such a long time. Thats so great that someone else cares and thanks for reading! :D
from pacifiste :
merry christmas smooky poo! you will have to be satisfied with a teleported warm hug from me...: ) glad to hear from you.
from anorexiclife :
Hey,i'm still here i just haven't wrote in awhile.
from no1knows-ed :
Hey babe! I'm glad your not for the pro-ana sites. They helped me let my ed get stronger and take over more of my life. I don't visit them anymore, because I know I'll go back to the ed behavior. One thing. Whitney is/was anorexic. Are you against ana or just the sites?
from wordy7 :
thanks for the thinspiration.
from loll-y :
***hi just wanted to say i love the layout of you diary and the pictures will read more later***
from ana-angels :
Hi, I saw yourself listed as ana/mia, and wanted to say hi. I've been anorexic and bulimic in my time, and have also had really bouts of depression. If you want to find me for a chat anytime, then check out my diary @ http://ana-angels.diaryland.com, or my ana/mia site called AFAM @ http://www.geocities.com/anorexia_afam. I just added a new message board and would like to extend an invitation to be a part of our community :) Take care Sam
from obsessional :
Hey there girlie! I just recently added a lock to my diary, hope you don't mind. For some reason I can't send an email out of my email without someone emailing me first...confusing isn't it? Well anyways if you want a un and pw then just email me at [email protected] and I will surely give you one! BTW I love your diary!
from no1knows-ed :
lol, You know the picture you have on your diary now? It is good insperation, and I like it. My grandma walked by and asked about the picture she said "that girl looks anorexic. Is she sick?" I said "I don't know. This is a diary site and the chick just put a pic on it." If only you knew grandma. This girl is what I want to someday look like. Just wanted to let you know. I thought it was a lil funny!
from no1knows-ed :
Hey could you please read my last two entrys. It's about what happened today and yeah. My brother, mom, and dad know about the blood. =( It's all in the entry. Please read it when you get a chance. You are the kinda person I need now. The note did help. =) I hope you find out what you truely want and find out what's at the core of you wanting to loose weight. Cause girl, I think you are already beautiful.
from anagirl- :
Just checking in on ya! Are ya alright today? Come on girl, it's going to be alright. You are stronger than you think. You need your snap to deal with this...come on now, get up! Stare life right in the face and don't take shit from it girl!! You can do it! Be strong.
from anagirl- :
Girl! I feel ya! Death is harsh and not getting to say goodbye is even more harsh! Ya know, your grandma sounds like a beautiful person. She sounds like she would understand your situation. And you sound like you know she would have understood ya not being able to make it there on time. It was a judgment call, and you were under stress at the time. Forgive yourself. Have some compassion for those that didn't stay with her when she passed. Your heart and soul was with her, and well, I think she knew that. People near death see things that we dont. And this "time heals all wounds" thing, well, it's not that you forget, it's just you learn to deal with it and move on. Forgive and have compassion. Now, I know you are going to the wake and stuff...right? Right!!! Well my friend, that is your chance to say goodbye for the final and last time. You can still talk with her, and you can still think of her and you can still love her! Do not, and I repeat, DO NOT waste your time killing yourself over the past. She would want you to follow your heart and live your life the best way you can! Go visit her grave, leave her flowers and make peace with yourself. You will be with her again, someday. Take care. There's people out here that care about you!
from roxychick456 :
thank you so much for the sweetest note, but may I ask you, why did u stop coaching?
from laura-diane :
my heart goes out to you. you're in my thoughts and prayers.
from laura-diane :
who died, doll?
from jennstarr :
I love your diary! I can totally relate. I just started a diary here at diaryland. Keep up the great lit=) XOXO Jenn
from skindip :
hey, i just wanted to say that i looooove the picture in your journal...way triggering! skin
from lanikai :
Hey its me chicka :) I am sorry, I thought everyone knew I moved. I am at my own home now...come and see! http://www.geocities.com/borntosing77/diary.html HUGS! ~*Mary
from mona-monzano :
thanks so much for the note. I'm a wreck trying to put myself back together, but knowing you're there has helped with some of the pieces.
from anorexiclife :
I like the last picture with the girl gettin her makeup done...she's real skinny.
from no1knows-ed :
It's me again. hehe I ment to tell ya wich pic I like the best. I like the one where the girl is twisted and there's a sew shell on the bottom. ttyl!
from no1knows-ed :
Hey! I missed you so much these past weeks! Kept hoping everyday that you would come back. I have been doing fairly well this past couple days. Had my hard times but am better now, but that's really a personal opinion. I quit my dreamofana as well as tobeskinny and now have this one. I love you and miss you when you are gone. I'm cheering for ya! =D Hannah
from tobeskinny :
Ayli- How's everything going? I miss you. I hope you're doing ok. It's weird that I don't even know you but I care about you. =) Whatever's going on don't let it get the best of you. But if you need to break to be able to keep going. Then you gotta do what you gotta do. Love ya so much! xx(hugs)
from pacifiste :
*gasp!jumps on you and smothers with a hug...* hi hunnnnnyyyyyyyyyyy!!! i think it's been more than a month?! aww, how you doin babe? i'm really diggin the 'heroin junkie admirance' i TOTALLY know what you mean...just everything. its fucking stellar man! <3krista
from amethyslylac :
hi. i just joined your skinny-bitch diaryring. my diary is private so here is my password if you would like to read it. password: asiam
from laura-diane :
you know, i went to that page you listed today (9/22) and was pretty unhappy about most of those surgery people.. even their after pics weren't the best! =(
from noelle881 :
I think if the weight loss pill can cause death then you should not take it anymore. I don't want you to get hurt or anything. you said it does weird thigns to your heart. Maybe that is the reason your heart does weird things. Maybe if you stayed off of it for awhile, your heart would stop doing that. Then you would know wether or not the drug hurts you.Thanks for the thinspiration! I'm trying so hard to lose weight and you are helping me by giving my inspiration.
from tobeskinny :
so fun to see what everyone else writes. =) I would love to do IM w/ you sometime. I usually use MSN but I do have yahoo. Either works for me. Not much else to say except this. What should I do about Linda my dietitian? She somehow gets little things out that seam to make me stay longer and she messed w/ my mind. Sucks big time. Another thing. My jaw gets like that also. Try not to open your mouth up wide and stay a way from apples
from laura-diane :
i really enjoy your diary. laura
from wrongwayjane :
hi...just wanted to let you know that I could read your posts all day - I have no idea how old you are or where you are from, but you have a very interesting view on things. Keep up with the 2-4-6-8 plan, I know its hard - but man it works....what about jello? The light stuff has only 8 cal a serving, and with 3 servings a box, that is only 32 cal...and that stuff fills you for a while. Keep up the good work, hope you reach your goal! Jane
from morguecrawl :
Win what? What's so pretty about knobby knees and elbows and HUGE heads? What's so attractive about saggy breasts and sunken cheeks? Ana is one ugly bitch and Mia is hot on her heels, let me tell you.
from call-me-ana :
Hey sweetie, Are you online at the moment?? If so, please email me [email protected]
from call-me-ana :
Hey sweetie, Just letting you know that I'm thinking of you and totally think your roomie was unfair in taking this out on you. You were entitled to know what the hell was going on. I hope you find something better soon! Take care xxoo
from irishgirl112 :
thanks for the note......unfortunately i'm too depressed at my sheer fatness to say anything else :( but thanks...
from tobeskinny :
Is it easyier to not binge if you don't purge? Cause that's what I got from what you wrote today. For me if I do binge, my mind is always on the food inside of me that I can't rest until I do purge. BuT if that does work then I'll try it that is IF I do binge. I'm proud of you. You did really well this week. You know what? You and this other chick our my insperations. =) ttyl! PS what's your name? First name or is there a name I can call you?
from tobeskinny :
Hey, It's me =) Thanks for writing me back. But why is it ok for you to skip and eat basicly nothing and not ok for me? I don't want to be fat either.
from mona-monzano :
Yours is the only diary that I read on a regular basis. I'm really glad that I found yours. Good luck with everything.
from tobeskinny :
Hey girl! Thanks for writing me a note. =) I bet lots of ppl want to talk to you so I'll make this short. Since I am in school, what do you suggest I do eating wise? I take my own lunch so that I can choose what to eat. Do you have any suggestions? By the way I can easily skip lunch and breakfast. Love ya lots!
from pacifiste :
yea ma'am, i wouldn't mind a teensy bit if you added me to your favorites, being i'm not the favorite of anyone except chordchild right now. : ( hee hee, i love you...ggrraaaahr
from pacifiste :
you're not the only one whose been bad and gone, i moved my little ass ...again. how you doin darlin? -anathyst
from sharontate :
I just wanted to drop by and let you know that your diray is beautiful and moving...I totally understand what you are going through. I am new to diaryland, so if you want to check out my diary, feel free. (sharontate)
from munky9158 :
hey girl! just read your entire diary in one go! it was so nice to read my own kinda thourts and feelings, really supportive. i sit down in the shower, yeh, best way! just thort id let you know how great u r! so good to read another girl who feels the same! feel free to drop by my diary if ya want. keep it coming girl! love loz (munky9158)
from zettes :
Hey, I just got a new diary and I am looking for friends in diary land! Note me back sometime!
from anakitten80 :
Thanks for the note! I just got through reading a bunch of your diary and it's nice to read about someone who lives with similar stuggles. Take are!
from sapphire02 :
Oh my goodness, I just clicked on that ghost link. It scared me so bad that I got up and ran out of the room. Good one.
from sapphire02 :
Lol!! I just read your diary and had to comment about your sitting in the shower. I totally sit through the whole thing. I have done so for years. I'm so glad that someone else does the same thing.
from ecstacy-eyes :
Wow, I'd love to be able to go out and just buy a new laptop. Heck, any laptop. I think I'm getting one as my graduation present in a year and a half! So it's all good. Thanks for signing my guestbook and all. Just trying to feel like I belong here. Keep in touch plz!
from sweetpepper1 :
Hey-hey girl! Cheer up, it's the weekend!! AND it's beach weather!! Yea! Great to see you're back!! Take care. Your ana-sister, Susan
from ecstacy-eyes :
I love your diary!! I am new here, but I hope I can get mine looking that nice!
from jesskrabbit :
Yeah, Pink is a badass. I totally support your trying a slim-fast-like diet. It gives your body lots of vitamin and a lot of people even loose weight and tone up when they get on a stable routine of to eating a little more than they had previously been eating. It's great for your body. Keep it up ;-)
from sweetpepper1 :
I knew it!!! I thought I just related all that to Pinks song...but now, you have made me sooo sure! Thanks! And sorry to hear about the laxitive situation! Girl, it was tooo strong for ya! Ya gotta remember your body weight vrs. the pills. You are not as heavy as you were when you stopped (are ya?)...so ya take less now. Or at least have 1/4 of a bananna (or something) in your tummy...(you'll shit it out later, plus it calms the tummy while the pills go into your system...so I'm told). Well, have a great weekend! Your ana-sister, Susan
from thinwishes :
Sorry to hear about your break up. If you need/want to talk, just IM me. I'm lucky that my hubby understands my issues. You'll find someone like that too. HUGS!
from sweetpepper1 :
You go girl!! Take all the time in the world to meet your personal needs. You are worth every minute of it! You gotta have time to gather your thoughts and put them all into perspective. I have known friends (and myself)to end a long relationship...only to realize that it was just a crutch as well as a secure safety zone for ourselves. Threw time, in the absents of the lost love, we began to feel safe w/in ourselves. We realized that we lived to please someone else and forgotten what we really wanted out of life & for ourselves. To be friends with that lost love is gonna take guts and a ton of will-power! But hey, it's been done. I did it...as matter of fact, I am gonna be a brides maid at my ex-husbands wedding soon. Seeee, it can be done. So, pull those boot straps up and stand tall girl! Show the world what an awesome person you really are...take care & stay strong! Your ana-sister, Susan
from jesskrabbit :
Hang in there babe. I think what you did was incredibly brave. I admire you so much, you're a sharp, strong person and if Josh can't deal with your ed there is someone out there who can, and he will want to, I promise. I'm setting up a new diary for more private matters (including weight-loss) under the name violatedvein. I also wanted to let you know that I have a bunch of pictures of Shirley from the Version 2.0 tour in '99. I snuck my camera down to the pit...hehe. E-mail me if you want them: [email protected] Lots of love, Liz
from sweetpepper1 :
Oh girl!!! Ya know, this too shall pass. I know how it is when you spill your guts to someone and they turn around and shit on ya! That sucks! It's like more confusing than when ya started! BUT, look at it this way...it's all out now...all the cards are on the table and ya get to be yourself around him now. If he walks out on you because of this....he never really loved ya to begin with. A relationship is not just for the good only...it's for good, bad, happy and sad. I know it hurts, but perhps there is something better in store for your future. I hope everything is okay between ya'll..but it sure sounds like you need to find out where you stand in that relationship. As for the "razor burns" ...DAMN! If he cuts himself shaving like that then I could see the lack of concern, but really now! Nobody butchers themself shaving like that...not even my 11year old daughter! I wish ya the best girl. Just remember, that no matter what...Be yourself. Don't live your life in a huge lie that will bind ya from being happy. You are really an awesome and wonderfullll person...anyone here can tell ya that. You may not be "perfect", but look, who is??? Even top modles have imperfections...and EDs...and other dark problems that only a few people know about. You are not crazy, you have your snap girl...and a good head on your shoulders. Don't let anyone tell ya anything negitive...go for the positive. You'll feel much better. Take care!!!!
from teana :
I know this will probably sound cheesy, but I'm really glad that you told Josh--at least some of it. I know that you're right about most guys running away when they hear stuff like that, but you never know what's going to happen. Nobody's perfect. And so what? If he doesn't realize that you're an awesome person--with or without your ed, then he doesn't deserve YOU. I do hope that things work out ok in the end...and I think they will.
from sweetpepper1 :
Hey-hey!!!! Nice pictures!!! Ya know, to stray off the liquid fast isn't a crime, but I am proud of ya for doing a re-start. You are really gonna do fine...Plus, being the weekend, you may be doing more active things and that will stray the thoughts of venturing from your fasting time. I wish ya all the luck in the world girl! Take care and talk to ya monday. And hey, I have faith that you will stick to your goals..you have done it before, so this time will be a sinch for ya. No problem!!! Until then, just remember this...a moment in time is always a new start*smile*. Have a great and funfilled weekend...your ana-sister, susan
from katrina2 :
Hey there! Thanks for advertising the site! Hey I realized that I had read your diary before I ever even STARTED The Art of Reduction! I thought it was super good. I totally relate to the Bulimia stuff, though it is a bit triggering for me, and I am trying so hard to stop. But anyway...good work!
from floaty-ana :
hi im new to the ring but im a long term friend of ana, its comforting to know theres others like me feel free to contact me
from joyjoy1 :
Hey-hey! Thanks so much for the new site. The Art of Reduction is the best site I've seen yet! Your diary is something to rave about too...honestly. You put a lot of effort and time into it....thank you. And just remember, you are not alone, you are awesome, and with this new site you found...reaching goals will be easy now. Thanks again *smile*!!!
from okay-hay-bee :
Thanks very much! You are so sweet! And I have to say, your diary is my favorite (that's why it's first on my profile list)! : ) Thanks again! From, Jen
from katrina2 :
Hello! I have a new Pro-Ana website that I am trying to tell people about via word of mouth! If you would like to see it, email me at [email protected], and I will send you the URL!
from anathyst :
hey darling, i think im closing my diary back up again...just because its become more of a *storage* space for my other diary. i will let you know when/if i start up another one or resume this one...thanks dearest - your one and only hexagonal bitch <3
from ivorylily :
Hey! I just wanted to say hello and that I've read a few of your diary entries...you have a great diary! I'm really sorry about your id, i hate when i lose things...it always seems like i can see whatever it is EVERYWHERE, or remember seeing it there, but it's just disappeared. Don't worry though, you'll find it!! Anyway, sorry for the rambling...good luck with your fast! :)
from narcisiss :
Hey babe! I'm in Seattle. No computer. *cries a little* Hanging out with my evil twin, (Dan Korb) but I'm not dead. I miss you all so much! Are you goung to go to the Diaryland convention thingy? It'll be nerdy but I'll go if you go...wanna? I tried to check out your diary, but just the picture would load...FIX IT! I'll go now. Just had to send a shout out to my ninjas! Still pimpin' Danielle
from djelighoti :
sorry things are so hard right now. The egg-selling thing can give great money but the process can be difficult. There's a LOT of hormones involved which can make you go kind of crazy as well as gain a fair amount of weight. I remember Jane did an article about it a few years ago. It was really informative. Good luck!
from celerystick :
hey, girl...i just wanted to say hey, and thank you for your nice notes. i haven't had time to write to ANYONE lately, so, don't feel bad. i love hearing from you and i love reading your diary. please, keep in touch! ly2x!!! ~*~Cel
from bruisedbean :
hey I really enjoyed readin your entries, plus the design is so simple and nice. I love your writing ;)
from anathyst :
Hello hunny!!! Sure you can have a password =) The only real reason I locked 'er up was because the boyfriend had access to the poor thing and it's full of trigger pics and all that good stuff - you know how that is...gar. Anyways...your user name is thintowin and your password is "analovesus". Seeya hun, have a good time with Josh this weekend, hope things go well =) -your one & only hexagonal bitch (i left this same note in your guestbook, i didn't know which one you'd get sooner)
from djelighoti :
wow - didn't mean to sound so cranky. must be friday afternoon.
from djelighoti :
What a pain in the ass it was to leave you a note. I had to get set up with a member name and everything. I just wanted to say that not everyone believes in god. And I think you might be surprised how many people out there think the same way you do. In a good way.
from okay-hay-bee :
Hey there again! I hope you can find 101 good things about you! It would have been cool if you could have put them on the 101st entry you made! I don't think I could find even 25 good things about me! Maybe not even 15! Oh well!
from jesskrabbit :
How tall are you? If you're under 5'8" you could do print modeling! XOXO Liz
from okay-hay-bee :
Thanks for leaving me a note, you are the first one (other than myself)! : ) Well, I didn't do too good at my diet the past few weeks, and I'm still smoking! But you can read about it in my diary later if you want! But I am being careful, and you too! Thanks again and take care!
from anagrrl69 :
Hey thin, its actually Katty20000 in disguise! Just wanted to inform you that, in a vain attempt to start yet AGAIN, ive got my new diary up now...Im Anagrrl69!lol. As if.
from jesskrabbit :
I can't believe what that ignorant bitch wrote in your guestbook. Does she have a diary? I want to see what you said in response to her. XOXO Liz
from recentmoon :
hey, hon! i'm so glad that trick works for you!! i never eat chocolate, and trust me, i used to be completely addicted to it! anyways, hope all is going well for you, chica. take care of that wonderful self!!! :)
from wastedcamel :
i do eat ketchup with pretty much everything, but it is actually really good on salad, eapecially salads with chicken in it.
from jesskrabbit :
I think it's so cool that you read my diary. Those pictures are the singer Jewel, but ideally it'd be Courtney Love or Shirley Manson, hehe. I got the design from chicktemplates. I am going to be setting up a page with pictures of me though, to use for modeling forums and stuff. ;-) Liz
from jesskrabbit :
Whos is the iceskater in the blue outfit you posted on Sunday night? She's gorgeous. Also I was wondering, do you think the book by James King's trainer is the best one? She looks beautiful in Slackers. Hang in there XOXO Liz
from akagrl :
i want to see your thinspiration photos. would you consider creating a link? a virtual wallpapered room?
from myso :
Go back and check out my diary...........it is reopened. My entries I moved over to my new one at livejournal which is a private one only but if you have livejournal let me know your s/n there and I can add you so you can read it. I feel safer there. But this one is now a public poetry corner and you will probably like this as well. So come back over and check it out. A new year a new idea a new beginning!!!
from alishayne :
Thank you SO much for signing my 'book. I think it's cool that we both are from Georgia. After reading your diary, I am going to start running or rollerblading on Monday. Hope we keep in touch, and get to chat soon. Take care, you!!! xxx, Ali
from teana :
psst...my diary is open again...just thought you might like to know
from katty20000 :
woah I just read how you friend D lost 14 pounds in 2 days after following your advice...and the advice is, please?!!!!!!! xxKxx
from katty20000 :
Hey,just to say thanks for signing my guestbook too! Had a skim of your diary between homework, its great! I wish I could design it like that. Hope we keep in touch! To ANA...and beyond...lol xxKxx
from jesskrabbit :
I think it's cool that you revealed your weight. I'm 5'9" and was 115-120 while I was anorexic. I want you to be healthy but at the same time I understand and want to you to feel good about yourself. Have fun in Florida ;-)
from akagrl :
first, thanks for the words....that was a nice surprise. second, when i click on your diary all i get is the photo, no text, no diary, no past, previous.... am i doing something wrong? are you on a hiatus? i know nothing about you and i'm curious about the grl who left me such a sweet note in my book.
from jessyka41 :
hey thankyou so much for the 'happy birthday!' being old can't be as bad as i expect, but thats depression for you eh? nah i'm feeling better-ish now. and hey, good luck with your goal! how tall are you? just stay safe!
from thintowin :
note to readers: anorexia and bulemia are *not* the same thing.
from daisyfaerie :
i'm a little confused. you belong to a ring that claims to want to help victims of bulimia, yet on your profile you encourage those who suffer from anorexia. and yes they do SUFFER, there is nothing cool about anorexia. and i should know, i used to have it. i have a serious problem with the icon for the "skinny bitches" diaryring. i have overcome my disease and i firmly believe that i am more beautiful now than i was then... all 125 pounds of me. beauty comes from within, not from taking up less space.
from myroom :
fyi - tanning killed my mother. skin cancer, malignant melanoma. whatever you want to call it. no joke... it doesn't take a bad sunburn or tanning all your life to give you cancer.
from ana4life :
I luv the idea of liposuction kits! That would rock!!!
from ana4life :
Hey! I just wanted to say "Happy Belated Birthday"! I hope you had a good new year's! Your diary is great!!! i am new to diaryland. Just wanted to drop ya a couple of lines. buh-bye!
from jesskrabbit :
Hey! Actually I'm not that tan :-( It's hard to tan winter-white skin, but when I go during the summer...that's another story. I can totally sympathize about your bickering with Josh. Most of my boyfriends have had worse PMS than me! But it sounds like you two have something special so I'm sure it'll blow over. I hope you had a happy birthday and a great Christmas!
from narcisiss :
Hey! Thanks for adding me to your favorites! (Yay! I'm a favorite!) I'm going to go to Goodwill and get my new(old) uniform suit thingy. I appreciate your input! You have good ideas about that. (A TRUE PUNK AT HEART) I like you. you interest me, and I will add you to my list as well. I will be visiting your Diary religiously....XOXO Narcisiss
from narcisiss :
Happy Birthday! I don't know you but I hope you have a good one. I, too, have problems with depression, especially during the Holidays. I hope that you're not really anorexic. A lot of girls in Diaryland do. I am worried about all of them....Why don't they want to just be HEALTHY?. Girl + no food =sick. I LOOOOVE Shirley Manson!!! I've been to Four of their concerts, and they are great! I'm hoping to see them in January when they tour Australia. I've enjoyed reading your diary, and I ope you're not starving yourself, because I want you and your diary, to stick around! XOXO, Narcisiss
from katediana :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
from katediana :
hello...i actually wrote that note yesterday and for some reason it showed up as a 1998 entry....weird.
from beautyisthin :
Happy Birthday love!!! I hope everything goes well for you and your wishes are fulfilled! : ) (so sappy am i) <3Love<3 Krista
from skindip :
*HaPpY*bIrThDaY*!!! love, *skin*
from skindip :
oh my gosh, that liposuction story was TOO FUNNY ~ hahaha! *skin*
from jessyka41 :
awww thanks for the note, you're such a sweetie!
from angel2327 :
Hey, that's great that Josh is back! Whoa, you are a sex fiend! :) (I'm so jealous!) Whatever happened to the guestbook, anyway?
from jesskrabbit :
Ughhh...I'm sick too. Throat hurts. No appetite. If I'm going to be sick I may as well not eat and save $$ to spend on Christmas presents, right?! Yeah, that Hollywood Diet stuff has worked for everyone I know that's tried it. Calcium supplements also reduce fat stores in the body, and since you run so much, they'd probably be helpful.
from deaddream :
Thanks so much for leaving a note in my diary. It makes me feel better that people are actually reading what I have to say. Your diary looks soooo cute! Oh yeah..I hope you feel better soon! (I have a weak immune system too. It chucks.)
from jesskrabbit :
Maybe the only shit you're taking is that that you give yourself. I used to work at Smoothie King (I'm addicted to smoothies) and we sold a ton of this Hollywood Diet stuff. It's supposed to flush out your system.
from fluency :
you are such an inspiration to me.
from fluency :
you are such an inspiration to me.
from celerystick :
hey, love your diary. keep up the good running!! very motivational.
from jesskrabbit :
I hope you hear from Josh soon ;-) What are these fasts you're researching? I thought that a fast was where you just don't eat. I really admire your strong personality and sharp-mindedness. You seem like a high-powered woman who doesn't take any shit.
from symmetree :
man. reading about your running really inspires me to get back into it. i used to run 8-12 miles a day. now, if i run 8-12 miles a week thats an accomplishment. i love reading everything you have to say...xoxo
from bracha :
Hey, I enjoyed reading your diary and noticed you listed me as a favorite. Thanks! I will keep taking a peek now and then. Hang in there, I KNOW what you are going through.
from jesskrabbit :
Hey, Your page got my attention because I have a major girl boner for Shirley Manson, and I've been reading all your stuff. I bet you're fucking beautiful and I wish you could eat, but I've been there. Are you at least taking vitamins?
from girliscrafty :
nice diary, i understand what you're going through, i'm still struggling with the same situation...only i'm not successful. what is the definition of anorectic?
from teana :
hey, just wanted to say thanks for signing my guest book...i took a look at your diary and it's pretty nice :). anyways, just wanted to say hey!! i'll probably come back and read more later when i'm not going off to workout. good luck!!
from angel2327 :
Ah, gorsh, it was nothin... I just cut and pasted some html code in. But thanks for the recognition. You're making me blush.... :) Sorry about your car! My bf has AllState and he swears by it too. Oh, I keep looking at your page and I think I'm in love with Shirley Manson now.
from ahiddenplace :
I love your new layout, shirley manson is so gorgeous!
from ahiddenplace :
I need your email address so I can send you my password:)
from ana4life4me :
Hey, girl, im so proud of u running a marathon!!! yay!! hey, don't listen to the cow at work...how do u think she got the way she is?? misery loves company. just call her misery!! ;) anyhow, keep it up, and tomorrow *think thin* oooommmmmmmmm*thin*oooooooommm*thin* a4l4m
from ssamantha120 :
Ahh.You reminded me I must-go-tanning! I have been experiencing ex-boyfriend car syndrome too! A masters program, yay! I am going to be without internet for a while(Ihave no phone in my apt.) But I sooo want to keep in contact with you, I have loved the support and motivation I've found on-line. Good luck with your marathon. Oh, and Hemingways dialouge is wonderful! I just O.D on him, that's all. Read everthing he wrote back to back. I feel I must read ALL the classics, cuz I'm not in school and my brain is getting all mushy. Best wishes. Ug . . good luck with Thanksgiving, what an ass-kicker of a holiday. :)
from lynnyair :
hey girl! Totally loved your diary. That is so cool that you tan. I am thinking about starting tanning. Anyways, I updated my diary, and will add more entries ASAP. Email, I would love to talk w/ you more... [email protected]
from fresca-girl :
Hi there, I don't know if you were interested in emailing me. I was thinking since I read your beloved J was in the Navy and was deployed maybe you would want to chat with a Navy hater. :-) Is your "J" in a special forces group or on a ship on deplyment? My own important special someone will be leaving me soon so I know what you are thinking about as well as the missing part. [email protected]
from fresca-girl :
WOW!! Thanks for the email. I didn't really think anyone was out there reading my diary. It surprised me. Most of my entries are about work since work makes me the most irriated and this is such a great way to vent with out harming anyone in the process. HEHE HE Thanks, keep in touch too. It is nice to chat with people.
from ssamantha120 :
ok,I'm done. Big bad hypocrie me but do not start with the Ipecac. Even if it dosn't kill you the first time you get really reliant on it, and it gets you into the pase where binging is suddenly ok, cuz you know you can get rid of it which =very very sick and sometimes not even skinny from the constant binging=hospitilization. Just alltogeather bad times. Restriction works so much better. It sound like you are doing good, yay happy drunk times! I so miss those. Oh and its so great when you don't eat all day then go out drinking cuz your tolarance drops and youre a cheep drunk! Best wishes and major hugies!!!!!
from ssamantha120 :
hey hey hey, I need to check in on you more often. arg, bad me, ok i'm a gonna go cetch up on your entries
from thintowin :
I'm writing myself a note because, hey, I'm a dork and I'm really bored. If anyone cares: when you edit your diary, the paragraphs get all jammed together. Who cares? Well, I do, but mostly cuz I am so fucking hungover and can't distinguish between one line and the next. Yeah, this should have gone in my diary. Whatever.
from jessyka41 :
hey i'm really liking your diary! i just wanted to say, please don't get ipecac, from what i've heard using it is a horrible experience, and really bad for your heart- you could die! so please please, if you must purge, use another method. us ana's have to look out for each other!
from angel2327 :
Hi! Sorry I forgot to add the address, although it is on my diary.... it's [email protected]. Whatever way you want to do it. But please know that I am leaving for Florida this afternoon, so if you get back to me after that, it'll take me a week! (Even though Ana4life says there's internet at Disney, I doubt I'll get much time in!) ~~AlissaXOXO :)
from ana4life4me :
hey, my e-mail addy is [email protected] e-mail me ur addy, we can hook up on im!!! cel
from ana4life4me :
Hey, i just wanted to say u have a great diary..I totally understand trying to make a show of eating in front of other people... i do that too, then i end up eating more than anyone else., i have actually started faking to like really gross healthy food... My fave is "MMMMM....this is good!! who needs ranch dressing, when there's lemon and salt?" and then everyone thinks im just weird, but 'no wonder she's losing weight!' haha, so sneaky!!. anyhow, i love ur diary, keep up the good work...and hey, i'd take angel up on that offer for html help...morgan did my diary for me, and i think it just rocks!!! I have no idea how she did it, but it's so cool!! anyhow, im kinda biased. lol see u later!! cel
from angel2327 :
Oh, a THIRD message from me in a row.... I forgot to write something last time.... "Very much like me inside..." that's the best compliment anyone has EVER given me. :) Also, do you want some help with your HTML??? I noticed your journal looks a little confused.... oh well, just let me know if you do!
from angel2327 :
Hi! Thanks so much for signing my guestbook... I love to write stories and philosophize, it's just hard to do at work, so I tend to write fluff. I will try harder though, at your "urging"!!!!!!! Much love, AlissaXOXO
from angel2327 :
Just stopping by to give a read... I love your thoughts. Good luck on the long distance thing.... It's so hard, especially when you can't just give a phone call!!! **hug** ~Alissa
from ahiddenplace :
Thanks for leaving me a note:) I like your diary and i like yellow:)
from buttercup79 :
hiya.. thanks for taking the time to read about me. It's not always that interesting, but I get a funny in once in a while. e-mail me sometime...
from white-snow :
Thanks so much for your support of me in cheerleading! I don't know that I will go on to do it in college because I am overweight for my height and they only want rail-thin girls. But I'm enjoying it now in high school. Good luck in everything you do, you have an awesome diary! luv ya
from ahiddenplace :
I like your diary:) Come check mine out sometime.
from ssamantha120 :
"Time to get skinny" Amen sister. All praise sister thintown in sweet diaryland for she hath brought thinspiration apon this bloated boo-boo aka Sam, who shall hensforth make no haste in getting her ass to the gym.
from krispiepop :
you're not really living up to your name by the sounds of it. take my advice stay off the caffeine, even if it doesn't stimulate you're appetite it will give you water retention which will make it impossible for you to lose weight.

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