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I would love it if you would email me the pass to your diary tia. It's been awhile I know but I'd like to read your stories again =) My email is in the profile.

from co-dependent :

Sorry about the last one, hit the wrong button.. I don't know you and I don't know what it's like to lose a mother.. but for what it's worth.. I'm sorry.

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from readthisline :

That entry was beautiful, and so sad. I'm sorry about your tragedy, I knwo what it's like to lose someone. A close friend of mine committed suicide just under a year ago, and to this day it eats at me because I still believe that I could have done something to save him. But I never did. I've added you to my favourite diaries, I hope that's ok. Other than that I dont' knwo what to say, other than I'm sorry. And it always hurts

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from officehours :

Gotta love Bebop...

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from orgami :

its like 11:51 here at Clear Lake Ontario Canada just fifteen miles from Huntsville North On eleven on the old 592 totally dark and cool outside just houses cottages and quiet hills I have been up for days My father passed recently and I had not seen him for over a year even though I only lived seventy five miles north perhaps because I an On disablity at forty perhaps because we had a good time and i wanted to just remember that perhaps because my life was so up in the air that i stayed away afraid to ever really meet him on the level of the kind of strong provider he was to us I am an addict going to meetings now but not then He could nitpic too and i never wanted to get into that with him too many hours and days spent at odds with one another living in a house where we did not like what we had become and too liking to want each others approval to leave basis of al realationships begins with what we absord digest digress hide remake strenghthen weaken build up resistance too and come to a peace with our peers its one of the most exhausting things I am doing of late My Lori is at home tonight in North bay and i am here at a childhood freinds his new wife we all get along all intelligent creative with much empathy towards others Blade Runner that was what i loved about phillip k dick was Empathy i had never heard that before but it is so hard to hang onto to value to keep protected like we keep our souls and selves or try so much tears at us sucks at our bones and psyche my eyes and Loris eyes show the years of that struggle yet we smile still not hardned and fired to brittle bitterness perhaps its the music or maybe the peace finally we are making to mend what fences need mending what we wall out or in when we build 11:59 a.m. i am a lot of things to people who like me and I know they are right in their judgment of me Empathy good Karma I try I bully the bullies though I sit and translate silence apart from people we are human we need to be touched we need to be told we are beautiful and heard and soft and caring or too much of a bitch or bastard when we are hard and on our flint making sparks and trying to heat things in our haste in ours struggle to understand what is is we are too make of this what we have right Now HERE said Lori when I asked her what it was I was most to her HERE and so I live and i talk non stop about everything and anything and I was well read and travelled enough in my day and met enough people to formulate my basic outline of others but never let anyone in my silences or my constant stream of babble like the brook was to keep everyone away i want to tell Lori what I feel I want to be able to listen to her and hear her when she speaks slowly I learn more about her every day she gives me beatiful pages of dialogue to put in my minds book as the Book Men are from Mars Women are from Venus that I read sometimes we need our peace time our R&R let our souls air out that space where we stick to our partners like siamese twins I dont know i have been up for days going to read the Hobbit while I am here it is in my room with the books I have drawn a bit since getting here cartoon or illustrations type stuff I am good I admit this I like your japanese anime I loved Spirited Away "Sin" and the river spirit No-face wonderful dream stuff Tia Marie mellow and soothing tallow in a cyrstal glass fire in the cux of need addiction numbness I can hear Marianne Faithfuls voice Sister Morphine the ragged harsh band playing behind her I sold it for money for us last months less time on headphones more time being with Lori I have a daughter who is fourteen and plays guitar She wants her mother to buy her a pink electric when she graduates to eight grade She thinks I am a character and tells me about the stuff we did when I last saw her when she was four I loved her and still do she still calls me Daddy still and I call her Missy but if we should ever let that space develop i will understand the river is wide and shallow and deep with currents going upstream beneath the surface and roiling down there in the plot where the bottom nears perfection where the stones are smooth where sleep waits for those going into the heart of darkness .........

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from for-riley :

Sorry about that! I hit the button by accident! :) But I like your diary anyway. :)

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from bleedheart :

sorry for putting a blank diaryland note.Just wanna say Awesome layout!

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from mrgrey :

I'm confused. Where am I supposed to "donate" my wang?

from sorceress-47 :

ok i haven;t read your updates yet but i will definitely get to that..... :) luv ya

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from fuckingslag :

so....let me see if i got it,you feel terrible cause...you are fat? What the fuck is wrong with you?

from tia-marie :

At least I hope to be publishing soon!

from shi-ou-sama :

publishing in the future?

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from sorceress-47 :

thank you SO much. you rock

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Korgy

from korgy :

Hi Tia, I was just checking out your site. You did a great job with it. The music is great too. :) *~Kori~*

from sorceress-47 :

I like the new template

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from lilaznd3vil :

manner=banner. Argh now I can't even spell..

from lilaznd3vil :

Hey I saw your manner and had to stop by. Well even though I didn't have much time today to read your stories, I do love what I've read so far!

from sofox :

My computer says: "I watched," he replied, and kissed me softly. "And might i say, a stellar performance on both your parts. I'm pretty damn surprised you didn't hear me come. It was a little better. Maybe something a little better. Maybe something a little better. Maybe something a little bastard?"

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from nora555 :

Saw your banner. Nice lay out. I'm hispanic. You cant get away from us we're everywhere ;-) Bye I need to learn about lay outs if you have time to help a sister out. !!!

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from retsuookami :

Whoo!! Happy B-day, kid. Dun worry too much about that whole "getting plastered off your ass" thing. Sometimes it does a body good to forget all your pain for a while, ya know? Long as it doesn't become habit...Either way, FEEL BETTER, damn your eyes!

from closr2myself :

Hey Tia, this is kind of neat and I thought maybe it would cheer you up a little: "If you a man would be If you know what love can do Have pity and suffer me With welcome to come to you." This was found inscribed on a wall in Pompeii....basically, it's the Roman version of graffiti....I just thought that was pretty awesome and maybe you would too.... Hang in there <3

from lady-dra :

blah sorry anyhow i saw your banner and i love it as i do cowboy bebop anyhow later :)

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from iceyangel11 :

I'm sorry, i dont know what happend with that "must be logged in" thing because I know I never left u that note. sorry.

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from retsuookami :

*sighs* I told you. Doubt leads to fear, and fear leads to self-loathing. You can always talk to me. Or you can talk to him. Either way, luck to you.

from catpewk :

If you're lucid in these dreams I'd like to try an experiment...

from retsuookami :

The fundamental danger of thinking he doesn't want you is that you rapidly incorporate that belief into your every fiber, and thus you are easily swayed into thinking that he has truly cast you away. Confidence is key, my friend. If you can keep faith in your god during these times, you can keep faith in love. Luck to ya.

from madam-rose :

great site. you are a really good writer :)

from retsuookami :

If I was witty today, I'd have a really really good response to being smacked around with Green Jello. As it stands, I'm just going to have to sit here and ponder it for a while, before I decide to go outside and freeze my ass off in the friggin cold-ass winter. Boo for cold.

from retsuookami :

I've been hug molested. I'm utterly, thoroughly, and completely scrd now. Meep. *flees* Oh yeah? Well I've read...entries...in YOUR...stor..y...</lameass> >> << *flees more*

from retsuookami :

^_~ Close enough, though. (Muahaha, now you have to go back to my journal and check what it was that you said to reference it to what I'm saying now! </evilgenius>) Either way, I approve. Write more. Now.

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