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from kayrayne29 :
Hi! I have moved! Please follow me to: http://kayrayne.diaryland.com Happy reading!
from aliboomboom :
It sucks you can't update on her anymore. I always lose touch with people when they leave diaryland. I forget usernames and passwords and everything else if I can't put them on my buddy list. I understand why you left though. As for Ian, I'm glad you see where I'm coming from. I wouldn't mind telling him about Griffin. I'm not ashamed of Griffin. I'm not embarrassed by him or by my decisions. I just don't think it's any of Ian's business. And you know if I told him about Griffin then he would email me again and then the problem would not be solved AT ALL. I sent the short email that I had in my diary so hopefully that will be tghe end of it. Wish me luck.
from krazieespy :
I saw that fuck page too and was wondering what was up.. I hope you changed your password and make it hard combine #'s in it too hun.. I also ♥ Tmobile.. THEY ROCK. Congrats on the job.. and change your password hun ♥ Heather
from simply182 :
Someone hacked into your diary again? I saw that page full of swear words and wondered what that was about.
from simply182 :
Congratulations on your new job! ... I love T-Mobile too though so no T-Mobile bashing when you start working at Cingular! ;)
from eye-heart-me :
Thanks for the comment. Hope your job hunting goes well.
from aliboomboom :
Thanks for the note. You are right. I should have never hooked up with him. Hindsight is 20/20 though, right? I just spent some time reading your diary and I'm going to add you as a fave. I don't know why you weren't on there before. Leave more notes, I love hearing from you. And I totally know hwat you mean about why were you ever attracted to your ex, I feel the same way about a few of mine!
from aliboomboom :
Happy Valentine's Day!! Enjoy it!
from krazieespy :
happy valentines day suzy & elvis :)
from krazieespy :
sweetie I helped ya get a free ipod :)
from eye-heart-me :
I really like what you said about when someone reads your diary and because it doesn't seem like the same person they know, that it's a lie. That's what I feel like people will think if they find my diary. I know Jeremie knows where it is now, and I don't know if he reads it after I got mad at him, but I think if he does, he'll feel like I'm not being myself either in real life or in the diary because I seem so different in both.. But you are so right. Just because it's not what they expected, doesn't make it a lie. There's so many different parts of everyone - that's what a diary is FOR - to express yourself the way you can't in everyday life.
from aliboomboom :
I just wanted to let you know that I'm reading and staying up to date on your life. I'm going through some archives right now. Cute pictures, you are very pretty!!
from alwaysaroura :
Can I get your username and password? Thanks!! And thanks for all the encouraging notes!!
from krazieespy :
congrats on the new job :) YAAA for suzy :)
from eye-heart-me :
Your pictures say that they aren't open to the public, so nobody can look at them but you!
from soverycherry :
You're locked! Could I get the username/password, please?
from krazieespy :
sweetie. sorry about being laid off. I hope things work out... ya need someone to IM or anything feel free to IM me.
from xprincessax :
Happy New Year!
from nikita84 :
Thanx! I'll check it soon! xxx
from eye-heart-me :
Good luck with the new job. Hope you get it!!
from alwaysaroura :
I hope that your holidays were happy as well. Mine were!!
from krazieespy :
Sweetie.. Im just now readin all the entries about elvis.. Im sorry he was sick.. At least he is doing better.. I hope your doing well too!
from simply182 :
I am glad Elvis better! He is lucky to have someone who loves him so much!
from eye-heart-me :
I hope Elvis is ok! =( But don't blame yourself.. dogs get into things and there's nothing you can do about it, that's just how dogs are. And giving him pizza isn't going to kill him, although it isn't good for him. My dog lives off of human food, she won't eat dog food for anything!
from musicnut :
No more pizza for doggy please. :) When my dog was younger, my parents gave her pizza. She had diarhea shit all over my room the next morning. Thanks Mom and Dad. Yeah, just give it dog food and doggy treats.
from krazieespy :
happy 2005! HOT pictures :)
from krazieespy :
I love the new layout... I LUV XTINA :)
from eye-heart-me :
Love the new layout! As usual.. I always love your layouts!
from eye-heart-me :
Hope your Christmas went well!
from lisse :
Merry Christmas to you!
from musicnut :
Merry Christmas to you too!!!!
from aliboomboom :
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! I hope that your holidays are extremely happy!!
from krazieespy :
YAAA. I got your xmas card. it was so cute. I loved the picture of you and elvis.. it was sweet... Thanks again hun :)
from iluvxtina :
ooo let me the new asst manager. I want to move to california :)
from eye-heart-me :
well at least the year's almost over!
from krazieespy :
ohh sweetie.. Thanks for joining my parishilton ring.. I LOVE THE OC TOO!!!
from eye-heart-me :
no fair. i wish i had money to buy the oc dvd. i've been wanting it, but im so poor! lol.
from krazieespy :
yeah I have my own line at my place too and I have had this SAME NUMBER for two/three years and I get calls for a tina.. IT PISSES ME OFF.. I shut my phone off.. LOL
from krazieespy :
I know what you mean about the ex.. its familiar is how I look at it.. Hes the one that knows me and I wanna talk with him.. etc.. But I think I maybe holding on to something thats not there... Who knows.. I hopet hings get better
from eye-heart-me :
Hey. Sometimes, when I blowdry my hair, the bathroom power goes out because we have too many things plugged in there at once and it shuts it off. All we have to do is go flip the switch on the breaker and it's fixed, but it'll keep going out until you at least unplug one thing so there's not so much plugged in at once. Maybe that's what happened with yours?
from krazieespy :
i love psychics. I wanna consult one too. Im confused. Its crazy. We think alike.. It amazes me how much we have in common.. I hope things get better :) Congrats on the day off!
from eye-heart-me :
I really like this new layout!!
from krazieespy :
I LOVE THIS LAYOUT!! I can read UR words much better IT ROCKS :)
from krazieespy :
Im SOOOO sorry about andrew.. That is horrible. I know the ex feeling.. Its all familiar (at least thats how it is with me)! Im sorry. Its not UR fault.. Cheer up! I hope everything is okay@! :x MWUAH!
from eye-heart-me :
aww.. im sorry about andrew! boys suck =P
from krazieespy :
dont you live with these two?? Angie and Lucy? How is that going to work.. I hope things go well.. If you ever want a midwest girl working at the video store let me know.. I need a reason to go to cali ;0) HA HA!
from krazieespy :
Im sorry hun that you had to find out like that.. Instead of him just conforting you.. I hope you cheer up.. Just remember you have Andrew and you are strong.. You will work this otu :)
from eye-heart-me :
I can't believe Peter! I wish I knew him so I could give him a piece of my mind.. *grr*
from vm72182 :
thanks for the password! :)
from eye-heart-me :
Yay! You're living on your own! I'm jealous. Haha. Anyway, I'm glad you didn't have sex with him, most girls have a lot of trouble saying no (including me) and you just never know when you're not far enough into the relationship how things are going to work out. You should definitely hold out until you get to know him better.
from krazieespy :
congrats that its working out.. Im so happy for you.. I know living on your own is soo much fun. I cant wait until I save money and move out again.. But who knows when that will be.. I owe my mom lots of $$$$.. Thanks for the note girl.. Miss Reading ya!
from dark-doll :
Oct1st. Ha! teehee I can understand how you feel perfectly. I used to make scenarios in my head about what could happen with a certain guy and whatever :P... But then I'd forget everything that I had planned on telling him! :P *sighs* It's kinda amusing. Oh I remember it used to happen with my ex-boyfriend ALL THE TIME! I was so excited to see him each times, that it was making me forget everything lol That guy was driving me crazy (in a lovin' way) :P *take care*
from krazieespy :
With the whole andrew thing(just catching up after a week gone) go with the flow. FIND OUT FOR YOURSELF if that is all he wants. Hang out. Do whatever. You two dont ahve the title yet and have fun your young. LIVE LIFE :)
from dark-doll :
Oh I'm happy about your dad :) I can understand how important that meant for you. ooooh ;) making out's always fun when the guy's hot heheh Good luck with that!
from eye-heart-me :
Hey, I love Paris Hilton, was the book good? I mean, was it worth buying? Cuz I think I might.
from krazieespy :
im so excited for you!!!!
from krazieespy :
Hey. My two puppies are like that too. SPOILED. I love them with my whole heart, I couldn't imangine living w/o them too. HORRAY for dustin letting me keep both of them :) Paris and Nicole (My puppies) Are adorable, loving, and I always ask them how my girls are doing... Or I call paris my little one(she is way smaller than nicole) I love it. I can't imangine life w/o them now :) What a cute entry.
from damefortune :
My diary is temporarily locked because someone's been visiting it a lot from my local network connection. username/password: kill/me
from krazieespy :
congrats on the hot date. I feel out of the loop. I havent had internet for the past week :\ IM GOING NUTS. Just wanted to say Congrats on that :)
from toxicpoo :
am toxic 2. read my diary
from krazieespy :
You dont always hurt everyone... Its just our leo personalities. And you cantblame us for that :) I hope things work themselves out hun... lots of luv. xoxox
from eye-heart-me :
#1: Don't blame yourself for this! and #2: Maybe you should try to talk to him about stuff. Anyway, hope everything works out.
from dark-doll :
Haha you're rigtht! I thought of it, but just too late. teehee.
from dark-doll :
Thanks :D I appreciate your comment xo
from aliboomboom :
Thanks for the note. It's been forever since I heard from you. I haven't heard of the hypno birth thing but I may look into it. I don't know what I'm going to do. I am definately having medication though. My friend, Angie, had the same doctor as I do and she had a State All drip and an epidural and she said her labor was pretty painless. I might go with that. I don't know. I think I start discussing that with my doctor sometime in the ninth month, which is in about four weeks. My feet and legs are so swollen right now. It's the worst thing ever. Oh well. I'm glad you liked the pictures, I thought that they were pretty special myself.
from alwayshard5 :
no way sweetheart....lol it is all bout dawson baby...it was fuuny to see that after i took the personality test i ended up being like a pacey...lol but i am a movie fanatic...dawson rules baby! he is meant for joey not pacey...;)
from aliboomboom :
I'm not talking to Ian. Apparantly no one understands. I know him better than anyone and he won't accept this. I can't ask him to or expect him to. I couldn't bear to tell him that I have gotten myself into this situation. It's too humilating. I don't owe him anything, he can call for all eternity and I am never going to answer. I don't mean to be snappy but no one understands how much I have screwed up everything. I do appreciate the notes though. I'm lucky to have friends via Diaryland because my friends here suck. Have a great weekend!
from aliboomboom :
My best friend, Renee, reads my diary from time to time and she suggested the same thing. I feel as if I would have to delete a lot of entries before I could ever let them into my life but it might help. I don't know. I would have to delete most of the entries up until December. I don't know what is going to make it better. My parents left today. They'll be back late Monday night and I guess Tuesday is when my life changes. I'm dreading it but it's got to be done. I need to talk to Mike before then but as of now he still hasn't called and for some reason, I feel as if I am harrassing him if I call him. Stupid? I know.
from aliboomboom :
Thanks for the notes. I love them. I'm glad that you will be leaving a lot, trust me I won't get sick of you. It's nice having friends via diaryland because I don't get the oppurtunity to hang out with my "real friends" anymore due to the pregnancy. I might start a pregnancy journal, that would be fun. What should I name it?
from aliboomboom :
Hi, I noticed that I was on your buddy list and I wanted to let you know that I locked up. I would be glad to give you the username and password though. Email me at [email protected] or leave your email address in my notes section if you are interested. . I would hate to lose you as a reader!! Thanks.
from alwayshard5 :
well thank you...i feel the same with ur entries...thanks and keep on reading..so will i to urs..thanks ;)
from aliboomboom :
Thanks. I appreciate it. I need a good day!!
from alwayshard5 :
hey suzy, well thank you so much for reading my stuff...it is an honor to have you reading my stuff i appreciate it..thanks for showing interest...and it was nice meeting you again..later sweetie
from alwayshard5 :
hey whats up sweetie? i do not believe that we have chatted before or even met...so let me introduce myself...even if you read my entries or not..lol i am trevor...glad to meet you sweetheart...so what's new with you? is it cool if i add u? hit me up later sweetie....oh and how did you come across me and my diary? ;) later babe
from alwaysaroura :
Way to go with the date!! New relationships are so fresh and exciting!! I hope it goes well and I hope your friend's father is okay too! Sorry you have to work with someone you don't like, there's this one girl here that Alexia (aliboomboom) and I hate getting stuck with, it sucks. Drop in and say hi more often, I'll do the same.
from alwayshard5 :
very nice work on ur diary...ur good at what you do in ur diary and on the pages..wow..how did you get the pics to show up like that on ur page? maybe sometime u could hit me up and let me know how u did that so i could customize my diary a lil...that would be sweet of ya..and sweet all together! so hit me up later if ud like...kiss kiss smmmooooooch*! love trev
from groban83 :
Heeey I am just coming on to your diary you seem sweet mwah.
from musicnut :
Yes, I guess it's not really typical for a guy to have a diary, but if you read my first entry (I had mono for a long time) you'll see I had nothing better to do. It just kinda stuck with me since then.
from vm72182 :
I always like when I can read every single entry in someone's diary. I have a couple more to read and then I'll be fully caught up! =)
from girlygirl83 :
Hey thanks for adding me! I actully added you first. I really like reading you! I hope that you have a good day today! or night rather.
from alwaysaroura :
Thanks for the note. I am glad you enjoy all of my drama. I think it will all come to a head soon because I am certainly digging myself a hole and I'll have to lie in it soon enough. Anyways, your layout rocks. I'll be back to read more, definately. Have a great day!
from laurelote :
Hi! Thanks for joining my (Captain!) Jack Sparrow diaryring, mate. ^_^
from nemevoli :
HEY! Thanks for the note!! seriously! ;)
from krazieespy :
Ok, so are you going to write in this one.. More than the other? Just let me know :)
from appleblowpop :
forgive me for not knowing who you are lol
from toxicsmile :
SUZY!

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