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from mybikeislost :
hey now, hey now now - we need(!) to go out for noodles, and you should send me an email to where you always do ~! I tried and it bounced x_x b.
from girlypop :
hello L. hope you're well?
from girls-suck :
sometimes magic sounds like tape.
from sockface :
Yup. A little package should be arriving soon care of the Schultz farm. If I'm lucky then someone you know will still live there. ...Hope you laugh. ::: )
from sockface :
What do you mean? You touch things with only your cuticles and got a facelift? At least with the forecasted (though highly unlikely) disappointment would come some kind of closure. But I really don't think that it's in Ls to become permanently tame. Prove me wrong. I'll give you my legs and a banana milkshake.
from sockface :
!!I'M NOT AFRAID ANYMORE!!
from sockface :
And that's your frigging dvd I'm sending you, not a fucking bomb. fuckingjerrycantrellsongstuckinmyheadgoddammit. ...I really miss your hating punk ass, L. I'm sick with it. Even when I'm happy. Even when I don't remember. Know me now. Forget me then. I'll bring you the fucking head of me then. Let me, L. Let me bring you the smelly maggotted retard asshole half-eaten head of the Phil of yore. Please. We'll put it in your toilet and shit on it together. -me
from sockface :
All right, then. Fine. I'm a damn degenerate. I don't deserve anything I possess and I'm a fucking parasite. I can't explain myself in this little box on this little computer display for shit, and I'm really effing trying. This is no longer a gimmick. No, I am not fucking with you this time. I have very little to offer this world and this world has very little to offer me. But fuck Christ I know what I want while I'm here and I know what I am doing. And that's it. But I take a look around and that seems like a hell of a lot fucking more than most people have to say for themselves and I'm going to give myself some effing value for it. Shit. I have only a few simple ideas to express - ideas which have already been expressed in some form by others throughout history - a few simple as turd ideas before I have a fucking heart attack or stroke or cancer or west nile or whatever and fade into prebirth and one of those just happens to be HOME IS WHERE YOU'RE NOT CRAZY. And that's EXACTLY where I am when my life is shared with people like you. And there aren't people like you except you and your little clones inside my fucking skull. That's it, man. I'm done. It's all out now. YOU where my inspiration for my chart-topping rock 'n' roll albums, my academy award-winning screenplays. Without you, without knowing HOME, I would have nothing worth working for. Fuck.
from sockface :
And your sarcasm mine. :::( <---alien frowny face
from sockface :
Well, I don't think I've ever felt monstrous and flattered in such close proximity before... What you say means a lot to me, I'd say. Simultaneous desires to vomit and squeal with satisfaction (Chaos! Chaos!). I wasn't feeling particularly inspired er nuthin', I will just have these recurring dreams, you know?, about having fun with you and the ratdogs (which never have to come up in conversation when we finally don't see each other again ((assuming you were making a reference to them)) ((although I won't say such a discussion might not be a good idea, however trying blah blah)). I have no questions about them other than about how you are doing.) that are pretty painful and beautiful and crushing... very intense all around, I s'pose. Yeah, that's been going on for about a year now or so, and I really can't say enough about drive and focus of the pure feeling they generate, so I'll stop sounding lunaticish now. Wow, those parentheticals are bizarre. Um, yeah. Here I go, on and on... If you say not to visit your diarythingy anymore I won't, fer serious... I may not be doing much with whatever talents I have, at least nothing to write home about, but I am building SOMETHING... (No, wait. I won first place in the English department for an essay. I definitely wrote to many homes about that...) But yeah, it's all very serious. And naturally so silly. Ha. My memories of you are very important to me. You are an *amazing* person, and your flaws make you even more so. Not appreciating you and then coming to understand that there aren't more you-caliber people out there has made me feel pretty fucking stupid. Hi ho. But we grow wise in some ways while remaining hideously ignorant in others... Que voy hacer... Yeah, so now I'll close my essay here while pretending not to consumingly hope that you develop superhuman abilities of forgiveness for me and that we get to know each other again. ha ha: I hope that in life you find much worth searching for and acquire it at the most fulfilling moment. Live vividly. Many good dinners to you. And: I'm sorry. Really very much fer serious.
from sockface :
Oh, L. The world is so much more Home with you in it.
from girlypop :
Just wanted to say that your entry of 11th April was truly breathtaking.
from mistakemade :
awesome, you found fannypack. we have videos of a choreographed dance created by yrs truly to "hey mami". you should see it some time, it rules. xoxo
from darlingalex :
*meow* you're my new favourite diary! i'm going to spend a day when i just read through all the entries. i can't wait to hear your tape, and i hope you like the one I've made you! xx
from mistakemade :
ah. welcome to the dark side sugar. xoxo
from zamaroo :
aww... i dated mr. heller's little brother in 8th grade, i forgot about that kid.
from indie-anna :
i wish i could have proposed to michael ian black. aye me. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
quit bein' bored then & get yr ass over here. shiiiiiiit. <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
you so crazy. shut it about friendster! hahahaha. friendster = dorkster. i honestly believe it to be evil. pure evil. i'll tell you a little story about it sometime... sometime soon. <3 xo.
from nativetongue :
i know this is a cliche comment, but im sorry about your dogs. i dont really know what all happened, but i DO know that it sucks to build a relationship with animals (which are so precious and beautiful) and then they just...leave. im sorry for your loss <3
from indie-anna :
RRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT!! <3 xo.
from indie-anna :
well. i hope tonite's show more than made up for last nite. & what's up for tomorrow? i don't even know what time the show is. i get off work at 5:30, so i guess i'll talk to you sometime around then. <3 xo.
from kidcatholic :
yes, i would link you back if i could read yours but unfortunatly.. i can't.
from sooner :
wait. this diary is locked. hmm.
from nativetongue :
thanks for adding me...ill add you. im a bit dissappointed that your diary is locked, though. ::cries::
from indie-anna :
would that j be jeremy? ;)
from shadowbxr13 :
for what's worth...i do miss you. i hope you are good.
from mybikeislost :
I'm selfish.
from indie-anna :
uh oh. you are bad. cheatin' on yr taxes. laura, i say, "damn the man. save the empire." <3 xo.
from girlypop :
Boohoohoo! Why are you hiding?
from banana3159 :
hey what's up with the locked diary?
from indie-anna :
you locked yr diary!? mean, baby, very mean. ;) <3 xo.
from zamaroo :
you quoted me! i feel so loved!
from indie-anna :
oh honey, what you do is far better than dancing. i have to admit, of all the people i've ever danced with, i can think of none other who is as dope as you. we owned that floor. <3 xo.
from mistakemade :
mmmm...i love me some amelie. count me in. hehe <3<3<3
from xmasface :
Wish I was in Chicago. Not only is it warmer, but you've got French movies over there. Shoot.
from xmasface :
I haven't almost peed my pants in such a long time. Maybe something's wrong. I just haven't had a real laugh-attack in far too long.
from banana3159 :
Hey-- I've been reading about your travels and it sounded amazing. I'm so glad you had a wonderful time. xoxoxox
from broknpieces :
i hope you had a good time on yr trip, and that you return safe and soundly to yr dogs in no time.
from delta88 :
hey, are you on swappingtons?
from mistakemade :
for the love of all that is intelligent and right, SPEAK UP! yr both so damn smart. ain't no reason to go unnoticed! <3<3<3
from indie-anna :
dude. i say you guys totally take the joint over. peace out dogg. see you tomorrow. <3 xo.
from foambedlove :
have you gone quite mad?
from xmasface :
You know, there's nothing like blue berry muffins in the morning with Blueberry Johnson. (David Bowie I Love You) Since I Was Six!
from nolimetanger :
the best part is that my birthday is valentine's day. oh, wait, I'm sorry, that was the WORST part.
from banana3159 :
I would have emailed you but my address book is acting wonky and thus I can't. Regarding this: "they all knew you were a horrible boyfriend, but that was ok as long as you were cool to them."-- it was never OK. There were things that were always upsetting. But having been in a relationshipo that had some similar qualities, I could understand some of the dynamic and didn't feel it was my business to condemn anyone, only to offer support and advice based on my own experience. I've known him a long time and he was my friend forever... this goes over the line of bad relationship stuff and into the realm of mysogeny and abuse and it makes me sick.
from xmasface :
I think I'll just have to let you know just HOW MUCH I love it. Did I mention that I only found out that A. has a copy of one of my favourite BJM albums after she left for L.A.? Le Sigh!
from swollenthumb :
I'm not going out.... I hate New years too. Too bad you weren't in Boston, We could hate it together with tea and cake
from xmasface :
How does Alex P. Griffin get his hair to do that? Mine never looked so good as Mr. Cave's.
from banana3159 :
Hey sweets. Thanks for the card. Not geeky of you at all. I thought it was charming and hope you had a lovely holiday. xoxoxo
from xmasface :
Since you stopped the pop, I've started. I haven't consumed so much of that bubbly stuff in such a long time that I can't even recall. Maybe it's from having gone to the cinema so more often lately. I know you can master it, though. 10 days is a good go of it.
from indie-anna :
you & my mom should talk. she's a receptionist at a vet clinic these days too, and ohhhh, laura, the stories she has. ;)
from mistakemade :
yr "two kinds of love" entry scares me...a lot.
from girlypop :
oh, another libertarian leftie! let's start a ring :)
from banana3159 :
I too am a leftist libertarian right on the edge of anarchism. I mean, aren't all the cool kids?
from indie-anna :
dude. i swears it. you get past the 3 day mark with no coke, and yr headache will go away. then you'll start getting headaches when you give into temptation and have a coke. be strong sistah. it really is all in yr head. ;) and remember how good aquafina is!? c'mon mannn. <3
from indie-anna :
and i like him. he's dope.
from debbie61377 :
oh wouldn't you like to know!! actually right now i am dodging phone calls because the friggin landlord keeps calling because HIS rent check bounced. nice. all i ask for is a little responsibility. is that too much to ask for?
from xmasface :
Anyone who develops an impression of you after only reading 1 entry and not bothering any further shouldn't bother you. Then again, "People should get beat up for stating their beliefs."
from debbie61377 :
i know who jude is! do i win a prize?
from broknpieces :
lucky guess!!!! i am shelley! howd ya know???? and your laura?? correct me if im wrong, please?? one of these days ill have to meet you. i had no idea i was famous though. you learn something new everyday. he he he, i am such a dork.
from the10thfloor :
i never watch it either, and matt had it on. just as he was about to turn it off, mr. fallon walked out in red, and oh. my. god. now seriously, i'm willing to bet almost any guy in a red velvet suit would make my day.
from xmasface :
You've summed up my relationship with a certain Chicago boy just now. Both of your entries today have really hit home for me. You are one of the most passionate people I've ever had the privledge to know. Bless you.
from myra-lee :
I was pretty much a straight A student all through college. I fucking HATED group projects. I always did way more work than everyone else, and people always tried to take credit for my work. Sounds like you still outdid those lazy fucks, so good for you. But - being an academic spaz - I certainly know the feeling of deserving an A and getting a B+. That sucks.
from rotinigold :
I'm pissed for you. Urgh. Seriously.
from banana3159 :
I can dig that though. There are certain situations, no matter how much I love someone, that I wouldn't want to be a part of. I might want to chill with somebody and ask, "What are you doing?" and they might say, "We're going skiing.", and dude-- even though I dig you to bits honey, I'd rather stay home and ravage a pint of rocky road, you get what I mean?
from xmasface :
I knew that'd be you. The Count. Hah-heh!
from indie-anna :
i'm not punk at all either. which is all the more reason for us to get dressed in white and go dance like grinning idiots. heehee. get better first, and i'll do the same. :)
from rotinigold :
I think that once you get to be what people would consider grown up stage, talking about yourself too much means that you're too self-involved. And I've been wondering if that feeling comes from the outside, or the inside. I had problems opening up when I was young, now I'm shut up like a clam. Oooh, look at me talking about myself. LOL
from banana3159 :
I was thinking the exact same thing today.
from xmasface :
Have you ever seen the Woody Allen movie Manhattan? Debbie and I rented it last night and I dug it. It's really gorgeous first of all, but it also reminded me of some of the things you wrote about in your entry. I don't know what you'd think of it but I'm just curious and haven't had any sort of communique with you or B. lately so I thought I'd drop this line.
from banana3159 :
Hey sweetie. Are you OK? Email me if you want...
from indie-anna :
dude. he looks so much different in that picture. not a thing at all like the credit card number scribbling out crazed man he appeared to be before. and what are you talkin about not being able to talk to him, you fool? you already have! :) i'll make you an "i <3 talking to the band" bracelet like the midget one you made me to get you over yr fear. ;) heehee <3
from banana3159 :
Ummmm... what? You can't leave. That makes me sad.
from banana3159 :
I am so sorry.
from banana3159 :
Personally, I think PSH is one of the hottest men ever. I'd give anything to go to bed with him.
from mistakemade :
damn straight. make those scary republicans go away! <3<3<3
from rotinigold :
Their music sounds so special.
from banana3159 :
GAH! I so wish I was in your area. The Trembling Blue Stars make me so sad (in a really good way)
from banana3159 :
Oh Laura, those dolls made me laugh so hard. Thank you for posting them.
from mistakemade :
oh laura. the fun of online quizzes has only begun...i <b>made</b> one!!! go to http://quizilla.com/users/jewsrockmyworld/quizzes/what's%20yr%20show%20personality%3F and sit in awe, because i made that with my own blood, sweat, and tears...mwa ha ha!!! <3<3<3 did i fail to mention that i'm ever so happy that you and a certain someone *coughsarahcough* made amends? i told you she loved you...;)
from banana3159 :
Thank you so much.
from idiomatic :
huh. i read this (http://minderella.diaryland.com/trade.html) right before i read this (http://tremble.diaryland.com/021028_75.html).
from mistakemade :
you know whats really weird? meghan and i totally planned on having a donnie darko halloween party. but...i dunno. i don't talk to her anymore and i'm a jabillion miles away. why don't you have it at emmett's? ha ha ha <3<3<3
from banana3159 :
Um... I have that feeling ALL THE TIME.
from indie-anna :
i played the very first new kids album at work, and all the hipster kids looked at me like i was crazy. it was something i knew only you would truly understand. "pop. pop. pop. pop. pop. popsicle. sicle. sicle..." jesus h., what the f is wrong with people? <3
from tweettweet :
what an adorable diary!!
from iremainyours :
i'm glad you added me. a messenger bird's song is one of my favorite of his. have a nice night dear.
from rotinigold :
I would also like to give a "what up" to The State. When that show went off the air it was like losing a limb. Yeah, I'm really glad you didn't mention the fact that when Kelly was burnin down the house, all I could do was bounce in my chair and say, "that's my roommate!"
from banana3159 :
I'm really glad I got to meet you. I hope you'll come to our prom.
from xmasface :
Happy birthday, girl: http://mix-tapes.diaryland.com/021002_90.html -Buddy
from xmasface :
That's a really beautiful story. Do you know where you're staying in NYC? I recommend the Carlton Arms because it's pretty cheap and it's really funky. I had a great time there. And especially I think you should take the Chinatown bus. I hung out with Debbie last night and we were planning for the party and everything. Fun, fun! O, yeah, and, "embrace the cheez."
from debbie61377 :
no need to explain sweetpea. it's all good.
from xmasface :
Wouldja like to hear a story? Here goes, kids: One of A.'s favourite stories was about meeting this friend of hers from highschool. There was this girl who always secretly liked her; thought she was the bee's knees and on a babel-esque tower of coolness. So, one day they both started talking after a class they had together. They were walking down the hallway when A., at the epitome of coolness, walked straight into a pole. Unfazed, she took a step back and continued on with the conversation and their walk. Later, her new friend told her that that was when she knew they were going to be good friends.
from idiomatic :
my opinion is that bill is a douchebag.
from debbie61377 :
TODAY'S HOROSCOPE... Your reaction to a major change could result in either your wildest dream or your worst nightmare. Think before you act, but make it quick and don't overanalyze or you may miss a golden opportunity. In a fast-paced environment, yesterday's list becomes meaningless. It's just as well that you already threw it away. The ability to change gears seamlessly is key. Respect the opinions of others, especially if they are people you love. A partner may come up with an innovative solution to something that has been perplexing you.
from indie-anna :
so i know i probably shouldn't even be "here", but. i am. happy thursday. and have fun at the show - i am so jealous i don't get to go as i have to workity work. but i'm sure it will be a thursday you'll never forget. and clarke's on belmont. best grilled cheese around. i think of you every time.
from mistakemade :
you know what's funny? remember via, of course you do, well her boyfriend joel works at disc replay. ha ha, i couldn't stop laughing when i read your entry...oy vey. <3<3<3
from xmasface :
Not that this should come as any sort of surprise, but I would love and adore you both even moreso if you would be so kind as to even dub me a copy of The Glove on tape. I will, Seymour-esque collector that I am, no doubt continue to seek it out in any case. BTW, I have the same request as Grandmadeath re my "favourites" list.
from mistakemade :
[...just that kid i knew...] beautiful.
from debbie61377 :
hmmm...don't knock it till you try it.
from grandmadeath :
I understand that you might want your diary kept personal. And since I don't really know you, I will understand if you want me to take you off of my "favorites" list. Just email me. Jeremy told me that he gave you my screen name. Sorry for any misunderstandings or what not. Meghan
from indie-anna :
did you know that ruby tuesday's GOT RID of the portobello mushroom sandwich? the last time we went there was the last time i had one. somehow, it makes sense.

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