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HEY!!! IT HAS BEEN SO LONG!! I'VE MISSED YOU. I KNOW A LOT HAS BEEN HAPPENING IN OUT LIVES. I HOPE EVERYTHING IS GOING GOOD FOR YOU. MY NEW EMAIL ADDRESS IS karmenj@bgnet.bgsu.edu. LOVE YA!!!
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maibee : |
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welcome back, you've been missed.
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my--life : |
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I was hoping you'd come back too, so welcome back again.
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lovelyxome : |
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lol good..i was hoping youd be back, you have great entries!! COME BACK SOON!!!!!
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childofmine : |
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I miss you :-(
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lovelyxome : |
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happy mother's day!!!!
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lady--c : |
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Happy Mother's Day! :)
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lady--c : |
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Can't wait until you update chica! I hope everything is going ok with you!
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dreamofblue : |
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where did u go?? :-(
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hey its Tay (earthangel07) im back. I have been reading your diary all day. I remember reading your old diary when you were so young,You are all grown up now and its funny to see that now we have a lot more in common.
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Those buttmonkies!! I'm sorry to hear about your car hun. **HUGS** ~♥~
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my--life : |
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your pictures on myspace are soo cute. your daughter is so pretty. sorry about your weekend. i hope things get better for yall real soon.
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lovelyxome : |
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that whole situation sounds really messed up...hopefully things get better. btw, i saw your pics on myspace :-) you guys looks so cute together.
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what's going on? is jerry in trouble? i hope not. are they still holding his brother in law? shady business. i'm sorry the weekend sucked monkey b*lls. *HUGS*
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lady--c : |
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The picture of you and Nevaeh on your myspace page is so cute. Your hair is so pretty, what products do you use on it?
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sometimes you scare me girl, you're so much like me. i wish i really knew you as a person, i bet we would have so much fun together. have patience this weekend, but that doesn't mean you have to put up with any shit. luv ya! *Hugs*
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I might have to go to the library and find that book.
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lady--c : |
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Although I don't have kids, it still seems like an interesting book to read. I might check it out soon. Hopefully when Jerry's sister's and etc. come, everything will be cool. *They better respect you.*
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momma-at-17 : |
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It is isn't it? Well that's what I'm here for!
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momma-at-17 : |
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**HUGS** Your entry sounded like you needed it. If you ever need to talk, I'm here.
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maibee : |
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Wow, that makes me feel a whole lot better, thanks. I was more than happy to touch at least.. :S
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maibee : |
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LOL. Don't worry about it - U R NOT THE FIRST! ;)
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maibee : |
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I sent u a myspace friend request also!
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lovelyxome : |
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hey!! i sent you a myspace friend request :-)
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gangstad0rk : |
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ooh i wasn't trying to say that you were wrong or anything, i was just making a general statement. not directed at you or anything.
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dreamofblue : |
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nowhere. break up with his lazy ass!
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even though i don't necessarily agree with abortion... i don't think people have the right to tell others what they can and cannot do with their bodies.
*shrugs* but thats just me.
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that was disturbing, but i agree completely. i will never understand how someone could do that to a child. my senior english project was on abortion. i know i could never do it.
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aww! you're a good mom. you care soo much and that's really nice. i admire your dedication and love for her. it's beautiful
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crazeecookie : |
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aww! you miss her so much! what will you do when she starts goign to school? or daycare?
but i'm happy she's sleeping on her own now
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lovelyxome : |
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suure, send me your email. in case you didnt know here's mine:BeGlamorous01@aol.com
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congrats on getting your baby to sleep :-) i know how tedious that can be since my mom has a 3 year old..and i know exactly how you feel about your mom..mine does the exact same thing to me. always critcizing, but i guess its out of love, yet it still irks my nerves.
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Thank you so much for you concern and you comment. I’m really trying to take it to heart. Just like any other bad habit. It’s hard not to point out the flaws. But I really am trying (more than before) and I appreciate your encouragement.
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i like that website post secret. i made a layout out of a "secret" but it was based on that song "dirty little secret".. i should put that layout up. but anyways, i kind of understand how you feel about school. i know what i want to go for, i just don't know what school i want to go to or if i'm ready to go now.
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o yeah, i just wanted to add that i feel the same way about school. i really want to go, but i'm not sure where or really for what. i also want to be a stay at home mom and i have the option right now. i want to go to school now, be a stay at home mom until he goes to school, and then work when he goes to school full time. :-)
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you are me exactly! thank you so much for the note.
what's the five minute routine? do tell...
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momma-at-17 : |
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Anytime. BTW I've locked up temporarily, I don't think that I had your email so if you don't get the passwords and such just let me know, my email address is duckyngeorge629@msn.com
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lady--c : |
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Happy belated 18th bday girl! :)
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momma-at-17 : |
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Sounds hectic!! Happy belated birthday though, sorry that I missed it! ~♥~
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lovelyxome : |
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happy belated birthday :-)
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my--life : |
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Happy Belated Birthday!!
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my--life : |
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this Candy [xcandy-girlx] just lettin everybody know my new name
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momma-at-17 : |
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Sweet!! Brownie Points. Woo Hoo!! ~♥~
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childofmine : |
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good luck moving! i hope this means a new start for you. i can't believe how alike we are. it makes me feel loads better knowing there's someone else out there who knows exactly what i'm about. we'll be waiting for your next entry! *hugs*
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I can relate to what you wrote about not being the same person as you used to be. I feel liked I changed in a lot of ways and not for the best. I need to toughen up also.
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lovelyxome : |
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wassup..just wanted to let you know that i love your diary, && as soon as i get the chance im going to catch up on what i missed
<3 lovelyxome
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gangstad0rk : |
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hey miss! surely you can get the pword.
the username is gangster and the pword is whore.
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maibee : |
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Yes I remember you!!! :D Things changed a lot since then, hey? You're daughter is the cutest thing, I'd be soooo proud!
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momma-at-17 : |
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That's neat, I didn't realize that you knew html and made templates too.
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Good luck with the new house. And I love the new template. Did you make it yourself? I hope things get better hun! **HUGS** ~♥~
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I don't live there anymore. I live in Iowa now.
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lady--c : |
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Sheesh! I wouldn't get a guys name tattooed on me either!
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lady--c : |
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Yea, my other diary's name is babygyrl02.
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Hey girl! I'm glad that you are doing fine. I remember when you had your old diary titled stykz. Your daughter is beautiful! Although you are younger than me, in ways I look up to you. You're so young, but you are a strong person in many ways. You're a young mother making it through this thing called LIFE. But anways, i'm glad you're back on d-land. Talk to ya later.
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I found your diary through momma-at-17. I wanted to say hello and tell you that your daughter is beautiful. Gerry sounds a lot like my husband but they really do get better as time goes on. Have a great day...
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Damn she beat me to it. crazeecookie's right though. **HUGS** I'm rooting for you! ~♥~
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i'm happy that you left. i'm happy becasue that MAKES YOU HAPPY and you think that is what is best for you child. i'm glad you mom is willing to help. remember there is always another way, although you might not see it immediately. please be safe. and i hope you find an apartment soon. <3
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I agree with crazeecookie. And I'm so sorry that you have to go through this. You're right, that's not love. I wish so badly for things to be good for you. And I wish that there was something that I could do to help. All I can think of is offering an ear if you need to vent. I'd lend a shoulder too but well... Here's a one via the internet, just note me if you need anything! ~♥~
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you say that no one appreciates you and your wrong....cause Nevaeh does. maybe not now, but 16, 17 some years when she gets to be our age and you see what a beautiful young woman she has grown into, you'll be happy. and she will be happy that you struggled during her early stages to make sure she is always loved and attended to.
please keep her future in mind. that should make you smile everyday. :-)
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**HUGS** Here's a little attention. I know that probably doesn't mean anything but I though I'd try. Remember if you ever want someone to talk to I'm only a note away! I hope things start to get better. If not I'm likely to virtually punch Jerry in the nose. Lol. ~♥~
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Aww, I'm sorry that your anniversary sucked. **HUGS** I'm only a note away if you want to talk.
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Your daughter is sooo freakin adorable, she is just beautiful. You seem like such a good mommy, so you should be proud. You mind if I add you as a fav?
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thanks for adding me as a fav! your daughter is absolutely adorable! (even if the pics are three months old) it's almost ridiculous how much we have in common. i always like having another person i can relate to.
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AMEN!! I absolutly LOVE that entry!! Puts words to a LOT of the feelings that I have. You go girl! Without Nevaeh and Taylor we wouldn't be the better people we are today because of them!
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let me clear this up, i was not speaking about you, i was speaking about one person in general. i was not saying all those things are applied to everyone. because hell, my grandma had my mother when she was a teenager and she still persevered. all that entry was dedicated towards one person. She seems to think that because she got pregnant that that is an excuse for her to live "comfortably" off the government for the rest of her life. and it shouldn't even be like that. she has two children at the age of 18 and i can't possible fathom why she's not out there providing for her children. Because she is still out running the streets the same way she did when she was 15, 16 and it should not be like that. I’m not downing all teenager mothers and I’m not saying that they will all fail because that's not true and it would be ignorant to say. Some people take the responsibility and she didn’t. I was lashing out because she seemed to thing that somehow she’s living “better” than me because she’s going to school and “Skipping class, hanging out and fucking around with people of the opposite sex”. Please do not think I am that ignorant and closed-minded. Because I’m not. Sorry for the misunderstanding.
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I'm glad that things are looking up for you. I know it must be hard to be in your situation but I know you are a strong young lady and you'll pull through. Nevaeh is so beautiful. I can just picture her trying to crawl. :)
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I'm glad that things are better right now. I truly do hope that they stay that way. And as for Nevaeh, she's and absolute DOLL!! She's so precious, and my, that head of hair. Lol. She's gorgeous, she really is. She'll be a heartbreaker someday. :) Anyway, I hope things continue to stay good between you and Jerry, and I hope that it doesn't turn into another week long where he'll help and then go back to his old ways. ~♥~ I'm totally behind you!
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i used to read you! omg! i'm so happy that you came back. you probably don't even remember me reading...but i did. and i'm happy that you're still safe.
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Hey April. I am so happy that you're back on Dland. I not happy at all to hear about your situation. Girl, your entries brought tears to my eyes. You do not deserve this. Your daughter does not deserve this. It's a bunch of bull shit. It's hurting me and I'm not even in the situation so I can't even imagine what it's doing to you. I think the letter was a good idea too. He needs to check himself for real cuz this shit is not cool. Keep your head up. Put you and your daughters best interests first. If you have to say "fuck jerry" then fuck him. Be strong and you know I'm here for you.
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I think that a letter is a wonderful starting place, I wrote one to Taylor's father. I think it's a good way that really gets your point across. And I'm glad to see that you'll stick to your guns. You're right, if he can't shape up than you and Nevaeh don't need him. He sounds a lot like Taylor's father, only difference is He's never met his son, but just because Jerry has met his daughter, and he's "in her life" doesn't mean that he's a father. I hope he shapes up for you and Nevaeh sweetie, but if not, I really think that you're doing the right thing. **HUGS** I'm here if you need to talk.
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heyy! welcome back to diaryland, i think i may have been by your old di once or twice. but anyways, reading your first entry, makes realize how i been treatin my cousin. she just recently told me she pregnant and all of a sudden we just stopped talking. it could be here as mush as me, but i realize could make an effort too. but anyways, you seem like such a strong person. your daughter has a purdy name too.
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Aw, I'm sorry to hear that. Super excited you get to talk to Jared though! I hope things start to look up. It sucks being "stuck" in a spot you don't want to be stuck in. I look forward to seeing what happens!
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OOO! I got to leave you your first note. Lol. Sorry. Anyway, thanks for the add! I've added you too, I like what I read so far and I look forward to many more entries. Also, if you EVER need someone to talk to about ANYTHING know that I'm only a note away. ~♥~
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