messages to vomit-stars:
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from cheesekidq :
hello hello hello? it's freaking 2016!!
from cheesekidq :
Somewhere, yes! E-mail me! It's the same username as this, at yahoo.
from ceilings :
the twists and turns of words. lovely. let's never stop. <3
from hissings :
I'm from Chicago. And you?
from hissings :
username: wannabe password: sedated
from sharpsecret :
start writing again, writing helps, it helps me to read your words, your inspiring and i miss your words
from ceilings :
i'm out here<3 i'll always read your stuff, you're a genius
from calm-panic :
long time no see my dear! its good to see you're still out there somewhere!
from lostkitty555 :
how are you...it's been a very long time. You're writing still amazes me. -Leslie
from an-awful-lie :
your words are amazing.
from itssoeasy :
i read it outloud
from an-awful-lie :
unlocked now
from an-awful-lie :
oh haha cool, html doesn't work
from an-awful-lie :
<i>i don't think i feel my own emotions anymore. i just recognize them and articulate.</i><BR>i think i'm the same way.
from an-awful-lie :
i think destroying myself is the only thing i'm good at
from an-awful-lie :
there's been better days. how've you been?
from thatgirlx :
your words are pure perfection. ♥
from an-awful-lie :
i still think you're wonderful.
from calm-panic :
awesome! its a date! i have NO idea how you're gonna get here, but do it up!
from calm-panic :
well fine then. do what you want. but you can still come over and wrestle if you want hahaha.
from sephiragrace :
<3xo<3
from calm-panic :
no choking...i'd miss you too much. you can come over and we can wrestle! haha. come beat me up and take your frusterations out on me...i'm tough, i can take it!
from an-awful-lie :
your UNTITLEDMANIA entry made me want to cry. i wish i could still write.
from calm-panic :
you have a myspace? hmmmm...now i want to find you! that is if you want to be found...you should leave me a clue...
from calm-panic :
just checking in. seeing how things are looking on your end. things are hot, disgustingly boring and totally anxious over here.
from dispies :
Hey I just randomly come across your diary and started reading so I just thought I'd let you know I'm adding you as a fav...btw Im Krystal
from sephiragrace :
its nice to meet you too. you have a lovely diary!
from intoxicates :
password sent ;o
from cheesekidq :
I wrote you a nice long hand-written letter and then realized I didn't know your address... so you have the option of waiting for me to type it out (my keyboard is broken- missing twelve letters- so it may take a while), getting a very short e-mail, or sending me your address again and waiting until it gets there? I dunno. I miss you, though.
from city-trash :
hey i really like your diary, do you mind if i add you as a fav? by the way i hope things cheer up for you very soon..
from an-awful-lie :
p.s. i'm going to rome soon, and i'll think of you!
from an-awful-lie :
your latest entry is amazing. you write beautifully. i think you're my long lost best friend.
from an-awful-lie :
i've read "wasted" by marya hornbacher as well. and her story made me want to get better and so i tried...but i got too chicken shit to get better. as she said, being sick easier than being healthy. she's so right. i am right here with you.
from an-awful-lie :
update your diaryland more often!
from calm-panic :
well i don't like that you're upset, but I'm glad you're still with us...somewhere out there. Keep it up doll face, reading you makes me smile, knowing that there is someone with such a talent of language.
from calm-panic :
if you're not dead where are you? I'm missing you doll face, come back!!
from an-awful-lie :
yes - miss misery 245
from cheesekidq :
Sometimes I think we're really the same person. Unfortunately, I don't think I can say anything that will help, since I feel so similar. =\
from an-awful-lie :
you're wonderful.
from cheesekidq :
Oh yeah, and I will definitely keep you updated, though it may take me some time to work up the courage to take action. Thanks again. <3
from cheesekidq :
Thank you so much for helping me with this... I really didn't know who to go to, and you were the only person I could think of that I would be willing to trust with this... anyway, what I'm tempted to do, because I'm so afraid of confrontation and I hate conflict so much, is just forget about it and say it's in the past, and if he fucks up again it's over... but I'm trying to work up the courage to confront him and talk to him about it, because I know that's the right thing to do here... You're right about a lot of things, and you helped me to realize certain things about this relationship that I really hadn't thought of. Thank you so much for your help. You're amazing. I love you, Leslie. I really hope we know each other for a long time, and not only because you've helped me so many times. You have been such a blessing to my life. Thank you.
from cheesekidq :
Eh, not a really big deal.
from cheesekidq :
You can delete that once you've copy/pasted/saved it somewhere else, right?
from cheesekidq :
aisdj73s, my username
from sulk-- :
aw, really? i've been feeling like a crappy writer lately. all i do is bitch. haha. well the feeling is mutual of course :) hope you're doing well sweetface
from intrigue-- :
hellooo back! xoxox
from xglowwithme :
I never knew that. Any way why don't you ever use lj any more? =(
from xglowwithme :
[glowlayouts.diaryland.com] tell me what you think. =P
from xglowwithme :
ps. I'm thinking about starting a layout site maybe you would like to join? Maybe do customs for a few dollars? Just an idea. =)
from xglowwithme :
that would be most excellent. =) I'd have to make you a CD too, or send you something cooler. How are you? How are your classes?
from intoxicates :
i really like your writing
from xglowwithme :
mouse I miss you. I think you should send me some good music. <3
from afrosrock :
hmm. NO.<p> argh. that sucks.<br> dya have myspace? Love&&Jazz, ♥ xx
from afrosrock :
Ehehe. Yr welcome dollyhead. ♥ Dya have msn? I wanna talk to you more! X
from afrosrock :
I ABSOLUTLY FUCKING ADORE YOUR STUFF. im constantly asking myself how. im constantly wishing. i constantly hope one day ill be as good as you.
from calm-panic :
i know what you mean. i've been kind of feeling things out since i'vebeen back, checking to see who is still around...i'm glad to see that you're still here, because you were one of my fave diaries to read...ii wasn't around because i thought that all my stuff was gone, including my template, so i didn't feel like starting from scratch...but in the end its all here...so i'll be around!
from calm-panic :
well i know i haven't been around in a long time, but i want you to know that your writing is still amazing to me. i would love to read it all...just sit down and enjoy you for a few hours. don't give up, every artist has lulls once in awhile, it's bound to happen. i'll be reading, so i hope you'll be writing!
from emomofo :
wow that is way kind of freaky! i really like your writing by the way. i tried to add you to my aim but it's being stupid, so add me to yours. xxnerdsiclexx hope to hear from you soon! <3liz
from xglowwithme :
I <3 your writing. ps plur.
from dimstar :
I wish things were better for you too :( xoxo Gwennie
from xglowwithme :
Could I have your e-mail so I can send the user name and password? <3
from xglowwithme :
You dumped him? wow. I'm sorry he was a jerk to you, you are way too cute and sweet for someone who treats you bad! Where are you working now? I've been going to college I went to bartending school but I've yet to find a job. I'm living at home with my parents but hopefully in December I'll be able to transfer to the University of Houston. That's about it <3
from xglowwithme :
hey boo! =) Sorry I keep switching diaries and locking them and blahblah it's annoying I know. How is everything, I miss you mousey! Are you still with Kevin? Are you going to college to be a journalist? <3 FILL ME IN! ♥ audrey.
from dimstar :
:'( I want so much better for you.
from dimstar :
I thank you so much. Really, your words mean a lot to me. I hope your relationship difficulties get a bit easier... I am so awful at that stuff that I myself could never offer advice. I dated a major cokehead for a bit and he would come over when he was crashing. It was awful. I would talk to him for hours, trying to make him feel better... So yes, I know what it is like. But I'm awful at it. (((hugs))) Gwennie
from sulk-- :
dood you have an lj? my friend just leaked me the whole cd and it's pretty cute <3
from inthishouse :
i can relate extremly.
from smokes-words :
where'd your lj go? :(
from sulk-- :
oh geez, hehe<33
from sulk-- :
so, does it get better?
from dimstar :
I am glad that you aren't a skeleton... And I hope that you don't get that way. Please, take care of yourself. No one deserves this.
from onthetrain :
your writing is incrediable. each entry blows me away every time. <3
from cheesekidq :
You're so brilliant.
from vampy-kitty :
Wow 2 freakin' jobs huh? where at? Man yr swamped duded, I cant believe yr still surviving. I'm so proud of you bay-beh girl!! Yeah anytime pretty much works for me. I'm doing construction cleaning with Jayson on the side for money. We havn't been busy for the past couple weeks and I think it's going to be slow for a while now. Well, i'll call you at a more appropriate time since it's like 4 am now. Much love and congrats to ya! Amber
from vampy-kitty :
I miss you!!! I want to go to yr graduation too. My life isn't the greatest either... we still have something in common, heh. We need to talk. I mean, we REALLY need to talk! not just say "hey I'll call you some time..." I mean we need to get together and talk. You got my e-mail and number.
from cheesekidq :
You're in the top three of my list of people on the planet that I desperately want to make happy. I wish so much that I could do something for you...
from lostkitty555 :
it may be none of my business and who ever you are talking about...dump him. i hate when guys will have a beautiful girl on their arm and are constantly checking out the next thing. dont sell yourself short and dont make yourself feel worthless by putting up with this cuz it hurts you deep inside and the feelings get even worse. you are beautiful and if he doesnt see that then screw him!
from cocainewhite :
I'll totally make you a CD and find a little something to send you. (just 'cause you rock like that) =)
from cheesekidq :
I hate it when you don't seem happy. Of all the people I don't really know, you're one of the top two or three that I really wish to, and have a really high respect for, and really high opinion of. I hope things get better. PS-I like this green layout.
from cocainewhite :
Mouse! What have you been up to?
from onyx-cherub :
thanks doll. <3
from cocainewhite :
I miss you raver-mouse.
from smokes-words :
i'm so glad! i'm adding you @ dream_policer, I hope you don't mind. <3
from twisted33 :
so amazing. <3
from cocainewhite :
Mousey! :) How are you? PLUR forever! <3
from smokes-words :
do you have a new lj?
from poorpisces :
Feb 27th - Week of the Spirit.
from shoot-down :
ouch, like that did something. ok whatever bitch.
from facetag :
OMFGZZ!!!11ONEONEONE!!!1111~~~ GO SUCK A COCK, YEW F3RK!N DYK3! haha. whatever. you know i love you, ice queen. -the sy
from shoot-down :
dude, wtf is your problem? Stephanie (justenough) is better than you'll EVER be...or become.
from regenschirm :
hey this is teekessel. :P the new one. how are you? whats up with um...was his name kevin?? i think so. maybe it wasnt and now u think im an idiot.
from cheesekidq :
You are so hard on yourself. I can't understand why. You think that you can't write about beautiful things? Your writing itself is beautiful. I love reading your writing. It makes my day better just knowing how much beauty is out there. And talent. Wow. Don't be so hard on yourself. Don't think you suck. I think you're writing is excellent.
from i-love-boy :
hehe. i'm 15 almost 16. everything is actually good at the moment, its just sometimes i drop into a big pit and thats when i seem to write on diaryland. i counting those fucking years down!! thanks for the reply, i feel so special. ;)
from i-love-boy :
i know that feeling all too well. frustrating. lauren xoxox
from redd :
ha. is it? id love to shop and also get coffee with you. i have this feeling about diaryland girls. that theyre all so far away. they probably are. :o(
from to-the-tempo :
hahaha, "you're a failure" is nothing close to happy. :] but thanks for the effort?
from redd :
isnt it sick
from redd :
mm mm mm
from bloodyscars :
how powerful and enlightening. you are.
from cicatrixme :
oh thank god, beautiful is back! diaryland hasnt been quite the same! <3
from direful :
i only read a few of your entries. but you remind me of my favorite psych ward roomie. she's so awesome. you have a way with words.
from oh2tank :
oo la la, thank you!
from fakeing-it :
Hi are you bulimic cuz of your name. I was wondering cuz i am and i wanted to ask you.....um so if you are does you heart beat really fast cuz my is bad.
from vampy-kitty :
http://vomit-stars.diaryland.com/040621_17.html Wow... That's a pretty damn good sypnosis of the path i've taken myself down. It really does feel like that though. Like no body knows i'm alive anymore. There's no one I can call my friend. No one keeps in touch. No matter how often they preach that they will. It's like everyone is afraid of me. Afraid of the person I have become. I have so much time on my hands....but no one wants to spend it with me.....
from abusemyheart :
you.are.beautiful.♥
from boogityx2 :
Dear Vomit Stars, I am neither teenage nor a lesbian nor special nor unique nor precious, and I am no fan of either Tigger or NIN. Thank you for clicking on my banner, and have a swell afternoon.
from maliger :
I'm a friend of a friend... xstudmuffinx has minstrelite, my friend in person, and you on her favorite diaries. I am writing this because her comment was "poetry". I write too, and have a messageboard for you to post for comments, just put up yesterday afternoon. http://dramaartwriting.proboards24.com
from operaticblis :
ur wonderful i love tha way u write damnit -xxxooo bright fuckin red kissez-- its been three dayz since ive killed myself--- ellis
from sad-doll :
You rock my socks OFF! =)
from november-- :
aah i keep forgetting. add pinkbowvomit
from afrosrock :
hello. you are pretty. your added. bye. x.
from november-- :
i know too many and they never want to feel better. i think summer or being sad makes me listen to shit music if that means being emo too. but im coming to my senses. oh what was i gonna say i was gonna say gimme a good song to danc e around to please<3
from oh2tank :
kick ass, & good luck when ya get there
from november-- :
haha both sound like rad ideas<3
from oh2tank :
awsome, tell me how beauty school is, i won.t be there for a few years. i.m still a youngin'
from highxglitter :
b e a u t i f u l
from leely :
OHMYGOSH. that was beautiful. <3
from november-- :
goddam. you are so awesome.
from november-- :
awesome. well i think we should celebrate. with alcohol and flowers
from la-woman :
totally added it. <3
from vampy-kitty :
Isn't it sad that the world has to reject diversity. I think it's very slowy getting better than. A friend brought over a couple black friends tonight. I was glad to see one of them opening up. Telling us how he was nervous infront of us at first, scared of first impressions. But our Calmness and security made him feel at ease. So mabey the whole world isn't fucked up. Just the certin people who want to fuck up in it. <3<3 Love you lots, Amber bug
from xsaccharinx :
my dear leslie, my computer blew up. ...or just. stopped working. either way, I won't be around very much. hold up the fort for me while i'm gone. don't worry. i'll be back. YOU CAN COUNT ON IT. MWAAHAHAHAHAAHA. much love.
from avantbedroc :
'blow it away' in a packet. your diary is a visual fix .xox.
from november-- :
oh yeess i am serious :)
from to-the-tempo :
thank you for your concern, really. my parents are never home to notice, or else this would've probably ended one long time ago. i never thought i would end up where i am, but it's too late to turn back. but really, thanks for caring. :)
from la-woman :
oh, i totally will. <3<3
from la-woman :
oh, i love it! my favorite design is 'stars', it's so.. pretty/different. it's not your conventional stars layout! they're all awsome. <3
from la-woman :
oh, pshaw... you know you rock. <3 Thanks for the sweet words! honestly, i know what you mean. i really only read like.... four or five people who are on my buddy list, (counting you, duh. <3), so i'm glad that you also enjoy what i write! i try to be semi-interesting, hehe. yes, i did have the lola layout. i loved it too, but i get bored easily, i guess. i really like your layouts as well. they're so simple, so all of the focus is on the words that you use.
from la-woman :
that's exactly what i worry about. i really think that i'm fadding into the woodword of all of the other angsty teenaged writers, and i HATE it. i have to start writing differently, and for MYSELF. or something.. heh. it's good that i'm not the only one who feels this way. <3 And, it might not count for much, but i think that your poetry is better, and more original than a lot of other diarylanders. <3
from facetag :
wow. you & carl scare me sometimes...damn chicken lover
from teekessel :
she writes amazing poetry. that's nothing new.
from xsaccharinx :
my boyfriend's an ass too. there's no escape. such is life.
from gloryxxfades :
pretty<3
from blow-it-up :
duh. <3
from blow-it-up :
thanks <3 exercise does help. and so does listening to music. loud, angry music. gotta love it; ♥
from blow-it-up :
i'd choke on a pill and a song with you any day. you rock in an awesome way. :) *and no i did not rhyme that on purpose
from teekessel :
oh thank you, darling. i am in ripped in half, and my boyfriend is getting jealous and suspicous and mean, and i keep telling him he has no reason to be, but he has a reason. the problem is: wtf to do?
from vampy-kitty :
Haha, I will slowly deteriorate with the rest of the world. "Here in my car I am..." I dont know any more of the lyrics, hahaha
from vampy-kitty :
Well, some foot prints are in my heart, but the others left these vast holes in my jello like brain. So no matter what i will always fall into those large leslie holes that make me think about you. Love you!
from fearnloathin :
yup you found me :)
from sad-doll :
WTF mouse? you're the fucking coolest person ever! =)
from blow-it-up :
being uncool is the best way to be cool these days. so don't worry about it, bitch. <3
from blow-it-up :
oh yeah. i mean, what else could we compare to? ♥
from blow-it-up :
we're just too cool for y'all happy people. ♥
from sad-doll :
mouse! i miss you =(
from vampy-kitty :
Well, there is always bad shit going on. Some things are just worse then others. Jayson is just really sick. He cant eat because he throws all his food up 5 minuets after he eats. Fuckin dry heaves.
from parlance :
I've never had a boyfriend before...
from cheesekidq :
*fascinated*
from parlance :
Trying to get your message to stay, huh?
from anti-project :
nope, i love you even more now. :) <3
from highxglitter :
no i still think yr awesome whether u like it or not ;p
from sad-doll :
always!! ^^
from thefallofart :
this is good stuff
from november-- :
translators are friends XD
from november-- :
:(
from teekessel :
noooo ur diary may not be dead. that is NOT allowed.
from highxglitter :
nooooo
from im-alive :
hi i be josh you've kinda distent lately whats rong call me some ime 391-0671
from la-woman :
i hope it isn't. <3
from highxglitter :
<3
from la-woman :
yeah, i know it'd be VERY hard. i know that i couldn't make a living with it, but i'd like to try to make something out of it, you know? i'd love the names of publishers! i'm in the buffalo, ny area. thank you for your help. <3
from blow-it-up :
let's blow up the stars together. um. now.
from anti-project :
well i was born in england so technically i am. but i live in australia...why do you ask? <3
from teekessel :
hey! thank you for your note(s), it really means a lot and its nice to know someone knows what i feel like. i understand what you say about you and kevin. sadly, its ME who gets depressed when im without bente, and not the other way round. how long have you + kevin been together?
from lovemetwice :
not so much. but i will be. and thankyou love, you are far too sweet for caring. xoxoxo
from lesthanjill :
haha...that's funny - i still feel like i am 12. =] enjoy being in charge at the news!
from justenough :
haha ive known about your diary forever. i've always loved it. ♥ keep up the amazing work
from lesthanjill :
i hate to see your beatiful words so tragically hopeless... remember nothing is ever too horrible to live through. <3 les
from oceans-depth :
I love the way you write and your temp is Hot. You seem so Interesting. xoxo Deja
from parlance :
B) Yup.
from parlance :
LKSJdlkasjdlkajs!!!
from sisuicide :
hmm...this an asshole, superficial note, but all the same, i flipped not only with your writing, but with your layout, where did you get it?? or did you make it yourself??
from vintagetrash :
whoa. you are fucking HOT ♥
from november-- :
....fuck. <3.
from suicideinc :
mm yesh, i know how hard it is. one time i had stopped for a year and for some reason i started again. :( i've had a lot of my friends die because of it and i still am dumb enough to do it. thanks for caring, though. <3 jacq
from shootmyheart :
merci & ditto. the picture on your temp is gorgeous.!
from la-woman :
thanks for the info, i will read up on it for sure. <3
from la-woman :
i'm hesitant to ask the parentals for some sort of doctor's visit. i have the feeling they'll think i'm making a mountain out of a molehill... and maybe i am.
from lostkitty555 :
yea that happened to me too, i still had my permit when i turned sixteen, i didnt get my liscense until the spring i was seventeen. it sucked! my mom was so mean about me getting it. haha
from lostkitty555 :
were you getting your liscense?
from lostkitty555 :
dont feel that way...you reach the world thru you being you and your writing...:-D hope you are having fun at the DMV the second most hated place on my list...(#1 is the airport) hee hee love leslie
from dizzy-up :
i can't help it, i love her so much, she'll always have my heart in her teeth. chewing me up and spitting me out over and over making my heart beat stop everytime she leaves me.
from vampy-kitty :
Woah, dude it's strong... Did she really? Did she actully do it? Fuck dude,I feel bad. I always so stop look and think about "what would have happened."
from highxglitter :
i've done that so many times; stare at the big X drawn over the face of a boy that i used to hate in middle school & i wonder what ever happened to him.
from xtinax90 :
Your very welcome, though I speak the truth
from lostkitty555 :
girl you change layouts like you change undies! hee hee looks cool! you write so well! i love it! love leslie *i cant stop raving, i cant stop raving*
from sad-doll :
I love your new layout! Super duper cool! ^^! <3<3<3 Audrey
from xtinax90 :
jesus..you write beautiful...
from cherryfire :
orange highlighters rock. ;x <33
from plastictape :
"vomit-stars" --that is fucking genius.
from lostkitty555 :
that is a picture of you! you are so hot ;) hee hee maybe...if you move to AL if i ever get a new car, and away from my bf for two mins..i will drive down to see you..cuz im in wv...and im sure AL is not that far away. hee hee...-love leslie
from lostkitty555 :
are you moving?!?! i love your plur picture...its awesome!!!!!! its so pretty!!!! weeeeeeeee...hope you are doing alright...love leslie
from x-anxiety :
beautiful new[ish] layout leslie. i love yoou.
from vampy-kitty :
I dont completely understand. I understand that doing drugs has changed me. But just cause I did them in my past, that makes me a druggie for ever? When I quit doing them, that changed me too. You know it's like you dont really care who I am anymore, just because of my past actions. Im like the enemy because I do bad things, or more so I did bad things. I geuss it's cause your afraid of me bringing you into that kind of lifestyle again. You know I do have a life outside of getting messed up on some drug, or herb for that matter. But I geuss my life is just so far from yours. I mean, if I started going to all the raves and partys you go to wouldnt that also make me a different person? I think everyone in my life has an effect on me, I change everyday. I geuss you dont care to know or see that change. What can I do to make you want to care about me? Or do you think there is nothing left for us to do?
from vampy-kitty :
So first off, Is the latest entry about me? Secondly, Do I dissappoint you? Is it really that bad? I mean seriously? Dont you belive that there are many gods? dont you belive there is something else out there? Am I just a totally different person because I belive in god? Are you going to hate me for what i've become? Please do tell me, something... Am I just that damn bad of a person?
from la-woman :
hey.. thanks for adding me back. <3 the prev link isn't working because i just changed my template, and diaryland is doing something funky with my older entries... the template is fixed now, but like i said, diaryland is funking everything up a bit.
from lesthanjill :
i love love love whatever the lines on your layout are right now, what is it from? <3les*
from xshebreaks :
thank you for adding me. i meant to tell you i added you, i guess my mind escaped me. xox
from onyx-cherub :
word for word how i feel.
from x-anxiety :
don't beat yourself darling, you're better than that.
from dotgirl :
about that entry about the crush on that girl..the first things i thought was.."mmmmmmm girls"..i just thought i'd share.
from x-anxiety :
i love the new layout!
from lesthanjill :
baby just kiss her, and then you will know. <3 les *
from x-anxiety :
i miss my leslie
from lostkitty555 :
awwww, what did your teacher say about that essay?
from highxglitter :
beautiful
from vampy-kitty :
oh baby girl, dont be mad, or sad, get glad. or get glade(sp?) because there airfreshener atleast smells good, better than this stinky ass world. like the glade whisp commercial, Where the little container goes "puff" and shoots out some white mist ever 10 seconds. We always say "Hey man, theres a little mouse in that container, just smokeing up! Man thats one tweeker mouse, he's gotta be high as fuck! I want that little methy mouse." lol we have to much time to think. Leslie, I miss you so much! I miss getting bored with you and wishing we had something(or someone) to do. So to occupy our time we would dance in the rain, or jump in puddles to see who can make a bigger splash. Then we walk in all soaked in water and her dad yell "take off your shoes" like it will change anything because were going to get the dirty carpet wet anyway. I miss watching you lay on the floor, giggeling, saying "man im spinning! heeheehee" I miss going to punk concerts and debating on who will enter the mosh first, until one of us finally pushes the other one in, just so we could have some one to push around in the mosh and not feel so lonley. I miss that extream rush I would get when I get in the mosh, and when you get flung out of it all you want to do is get back in because of how amazing that rush feels, just spinning uncontrolably. It was better than meth, hell it was better than coke. I miss us, and mosh, and punk, and all those great things we did that would make us happy. I miss our immatuarity, and the occasional, up all night intellectual conversation. I miss the talks of makeing a revelution. I miss it all, so goth damn much. I love you so goth damn much! hugs and kisses, and mosh! Amber, missing it all
from lostkitty555 :
i applaud you on your "fortune cookie" entry. it was beautiful and its rare to find a young person that even understands the complexity of the capitalisitic bull shit in this country. i feel the same way about walmart that its turning our society into a bunch of white trash junkies.
from emofuckup :
no not bi-polar. but that wouldnt surprise me. i hope youre coping well... <3
from lesthanjill :
i want to work for cosmo too!!! we will work together one day i can feel it, i am at michigan state univ. right now, i work for the newspaper, good for the resume...high stress sucky job at times tho.
from vampy-kitty :
Hey, come over after school some day in the next 4 days. I Have some clothes to give you. Yeah Were moveing the 30/31 of this month. I can't WAIT! Man I'm all messed up on snuffadelic right now, it's so cool. I <3 legal herbs. Jaysons good. work stressess him out. Well talk 2 u layta Amber, floatin
from lesthanjill :
i accidentally posted this in my notes..haha. but i am putting it in yours too beautiful. yeah i totally know what you mean..coke is way too much fun..end of that..all good things have endings i guess. anyway-i have no clue really what i want to do. something to do with writing-journalism or what have you. or something political...not so much to run for office but to lead protests haha * or manage someone's campaig/platform/write speeches. or just drop out and live on the beach somewhere...selling mix drinks from a stand. *smiles* with love-les *
from lovemetwice :
thankyouthankyou. i made the layout myself. yay! and ohyouareSOafavorite! xoxooxx
from lovemetwice :
you're beautiful. honestly. and somuchmore than my words can say. xo
from lesthanjill :
i have to agree with everyone else...i totally relate to your convo..the drugs.. i never did many pills but coke, coke was salvation. my world. and my ex boyfriend got into it with me thru a friend of mine...and my current b/f made me quit. and he would die if i did it again...and i've distanced myself from everyone who has connections..but if it was offered to me..i could never say no. good luck. love*les
from vampy-kitty :
Hey, I read the conversation. You know it was kind of cute, kind of sad, and kind of reminicent. Heh am I still an old friend? Even though I dont do all the bad shit? Even though I choose alternative herbs? Man, I know exactly what you mean with alive! Are you gonna hang out at all when we get to the apt? It would be cool to see you ya know, reminice. heh, I wish I could say "i'm never gonna do them again" but i know i cant. I know we will never buy again, cause we got rid of allll the numbers. I think were strong. Man you need to see jayson, he's doing so much better. He's so happy. Man, just talk to devin, he knows now. Jayson even calls devin his friend, hehe it's cute. Yeah I'm gonna go, Layta! Much Love Amber bug
from anti-project :
haha yeah photoshop used to scare me but its great when you figure out how exactly to use it...unfortunatly just as i started loving it my brother deleted it! oh & p.s i can relate to yr recent entry. ex-pill popper. sometimes i wonder if its true what they say about 'once a junkie always a junkie' because somewhere inside me i still am...anyway. you rock :)
from anti-project :
ooo yes i did! thank-you so much! its pretty crappy as i only have paint to work with! i've always loved yr layout! its so simple is amazing :)
from vampy-kitty :
Well I did think it was about me at first, thanks for clearing that up for me. So You guys arnt on very good terms hmmm? I hope everything clears up for both of you. I want to go to a punk concert some time soon. Everyone should come! I miss the mosh! hearts and kisses Amber
from lostkitty555 :
ok well you're friend there just totally blew me away...but you're a smart girl...you'll make the right decision...have fun :-D
from vampy-kitty :
Dude, Who ever that is Talking about living with her boyfrind, Shes obviously with the wrong one. When jayson and I live together everything is so much easier. I mean, of corse we have our spats, but they never last more than 30 minuets. It's just a good feeling knowing that your the one they come home to, to love every night. And as for the stripping thing, Right on! Karena is a watress at deja vu, she gave me free tickets to get in. So when I turn 18 I'll take ya! It's great to know you guys are looking foward to and apt, Much respect for ya! Much luvs, Amber
from sad-doll :
I love you raver girl ;) you're fucking amazing! && so coooool!
from lostkitty555 :
ok first of all...listen to me...please..im not trying to nag. second of all...if you have a lot of time sometime...like a cold, blizzardy day that you are not doing anything and your parents wont nag about you being online...start at the beginning of my diary..and read it...you will find out..what its like to live with a bf...and im not the only one taht says this...i mean...granted you two might be soul mates and might get along fine...but you should understand what you are getting into...and what emotions and feelings and things await you. just be careful and think long and hard! and third...if you be stripper...yes its mad money..but sometimes its a lot of drugs...and the bosses taking advantage of the girls..so be careful. i wouldnt recommend it..and it might put a strain on your relationship(s) but whatever brings the dough in right? just be careful lil raver baby! ;)
from anti-project :
np, & i'm back. my hiatus was short-lived. i hope everything works out well for you xo.
from lesthanjill :
you are not only an amazing writer but you have a cute life *...good luck with the boy.
from vampy-kitty :
Man, so if your mood swings are so bad, why dont you get some meds? Still havn't gone to the docter eh? Cause I don't want you trying to attack yr self like that still. So how have you been latly? Life bringing the rainbows and pots of gold you need? heh, I just hope your alright. Much Luvs Amber Chika
from vampy-kitty :
Dude whats wrong? Is something up in your relationship? Dude yr starting to scare me, heh O,O;; Luv you! <3
from anti-project :
i think yr a amazing writter! xo.
from radiowire :
i'm glad you liked this hurriedly-slapped-together mess :)
from sad-doll :
<3<3<3 I love my mouse she is amazing!
from calm-panic :
Hey hunny, I don't know what's wrong, or how you're feeling. the last entry I read of your's wasn't really on the good side, but i hope that you're all right! *huggles and smoochies* I hope that you are alright. You have all my fond wishes!
from panda-baby :
My baby-love, I will not only tell you when I start building my beautiful smile palace, but I will come sweep you away--for as long as you may come--with my gumdrop wings. It is not far away. I have decided I will have a published novel by next year. A wild unrealistic decision, which will surely happen since all my life is wild and unrealistic. By the year after next, my senior year of uni, I shall have a small bit of money for the humble beginning of the glitter house. If not, the world will not be at loss. The palace will come whether easy or not, because the world cries for it. I love you, my Leslita. Stay strong, because all the world is in front of you. Do know that the fae is there, and let it seep inside your pores from the saccharine air. The Darkness did not take the Empress, and it shall not take you. Pretend my arms are warm vapor, and that in bad and good times they are always there--stretching to grant you deep cinnamon hugs. I promise you that they are. I heart you. Sweet dreams tonight.
from lostkitty555 :
i like what you said in vivica. you're writing is so pretty
from face-yrself :
id like to point out (nomatter how stupid it may be) that now your writeing like me... ok... so mabye me edgar allen poe and a billion other people... but still hope is around the corner... for other people as well as you... with love, malachi
from calm-panic :
Well, I hope you feel better. I hate losing pets, it really is heart breaking. My friends always laughed at me when I got all bummed out about my animals dying, but I feel your pain, trust me! *smiles* Oh, guess what!?! I get to go to a 5 day rave in the summer with all my closest friends! I'm so excited!!!! It's gonna be fukkin earthshattering!!! 5 days of dancing! YEAH BAYBE!
from calm-panic :
First death of the New Year? Are you alright? *huggles and smoochies*
from emofuckup :
it would be colorful and less gray... rainbows and music... and thats all we'd need
from emofuckup :
oh and you are so lucky for that... the world should be filled with amazing ravers like you <333
from panda-baby :
*hehe* Aw, I love you too, Leslie-girl. You are the best stranger to have.
from emofuckup :
ive been there as well, but i guess that im still recooperating and life isnt always as beautiful as it should be.
from emofuckup :
i suppose that you're right... and i guess theres nothing else to do... so live and let live... right? hm. i dont know anymore... love darling...
from emofuckup :
and i think the world likes to see the broken ones suffer and crawl as they gasp for their last breaths...
from sad-doll :
I love you! :) Thank you for talking to me last night, and sending me the supergirl mix, but I lost your address so can you send it to me again, if I'm not on AOL could you email it? [email protected] LOVE YOU DARLING! ♥ Audrey
from emofuckup :
oh i know! isnt that amazing? hehe... i've got lots of beads now. i've been spending the past 2 days sorting them out. woo! <3333
from onyx-cherub :
you are a beautiful poet.
from d-invsblegrl :
merry christmas miss pretty words
from sad-doll :
mouse-- I fucking love you. :D
from leely :
happy holidays mouse <3
from down-fallen :
you are so beautiful. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
from emofuckup :
oh! you my dear are a true starchild! i love your writing and your template and your taste in music, even though you dont like emo... i do LOVE techno... oh so much. its because i was raised in germany, and they sure as hell make some good music. hehe. i adore your writing... every word is like a drop of honey. thick and sweet and filled with delight and emotion. <33333
from jade-rain :
I like your writing.
from calm-panic :
Yeah, facing the 'real world' is a real kick in the ass sometimes. But just remind him how rockin' it'll be to just...be. Lol. If that makes any sense. I can't wait. Nothing is going to hold me back.
from damsel-lost :
hey gorgeous;; i love you so so much. happy belated three months. never never forget how much i love you && that i;ll always be on AIM for you. [hearts x infinity] Starling
from windowpain :
um whoa. you rule. <3!
from calm-panic :
I'm 17...I'll be 18 in June, and also graduated by then, and therefore...FREE!! mwhahaha!! How old are you?
from highxglitter :
amen
from calm-panic :
Yeah, well, next summer I'm free, so I'll be out doing everything that I've never done. My parents are really protective of me, so they tend to keep the leash a little tight. But I'm moving next fall, and I'm gonn abe basically on my own for most of the summer too, so I'll be around doing everything, it'll be great! *smiles*
from face-yrself :
now mouse, in the case i havent told you a million times before and again... im here for you... and i know ive told you i love you, so for any other time you feel a lack of love get ahold of me and ill be there as soon as i can to make it all better... the best i can at least, i hope thats better then nothing...
from calm-panic :
I'm jealous. I want to go to a rave so bad. I want to dance my ass off all night. It would be awesome. I have friends that set up big parties and DJ and shit and I've been meaning to go and visit them, but I'm lazy. Yeah, just thought I would let you know that I'm jealous of you!
from calm-panic :
Wow, I thought my notes was the novel, boy was I wrong! Lol. Well, atleast you have someone to focus on. I don't have any desire to want anyone else. They wear me out way to quickly. Lol. But yeah...good for you! Lol.
from highxglitter :
i can email it to you if you want. if so, plz give me ur email <3
from calm-panic :
He doesn't get to me persay. I mean, he does, but not in the way everyone thinks he does. He astounds me in so many ways. Like, 'WOW! How can someone be such a prick and still want to be my friend?'...'Holy Shit! He cheated in me twice and still wants to be my best friend!'...'For fuck sakes, he still has some of my shit and I want it back!' And along the lines of my stuff, he was at my house, and he had my cuff on (a leather braclet thing) and I litterally try to beat him up to get it back (of course I lost, because I'm not a big strong guy) But for crying out loud!! You know? (Wow, it's a novel!! Lol)
from panda-baby :
Awww. I love you, Leslie-girl ^-^. You always make me smile. I hope you have the warmest of warm holidays, too, with your starry-eyed boyface and saccharine sweets and layers of melty blanket sleep. Have a good New Years too, the very best. Start your year just as you would want a year to start.
from panda-baby :
You do not have to be tragic to be beautiful. You can just be strong beautiful. And you are. And it is perfectly imperfect.
from xstudmuffinx :
I don't hate candy ravers.
from calm-panic :
What are you talking about? I love kany ravers. They're cute, and fun loving and beautiful, and all the colours of the rainbow. They're great. I have lots of my friends that are just like you hunny, and you know what? I love them with every bit of my heart. Sometimes I wonder how my heart doesn't explode...Keep your chin up doll, you an amazing creature, you just haven't found your niche yet. It will come, it always does. xoxox
from lostkitty555 :
I LOVE KANDY RAVERS YOU CUTE LIL THING YOU! HOPE YOUR FELLING BETTER! AND MERRY X MAS!
from highxglitter :
i like kandyravers ;o
from lostkitty555 :
one time in 8th grade, i got the flu so bad i was thinking like you. i was so sick i prayed that god would take me. im serious. it was rough. but hang in there.
from oh2tank :
you are beautiful. end. of. story. xo.
from maladroit17 :
Damn. I can remember being small and believing in God without question, but as you grow up it gets so damn difficult, and seems totally unrealistic. How do people get so obsessed?
from calm-panic :
I'm really sorry for your loss. I understand what it feel like to lose someone close to you, and you have all my best wishes and fondest thoughts.
from confuzzleded :
Happy Turkey Day!!!!!!!!!!Love you much! MUAH!! <3<3<3-Sparkles*
from x-anxiety :
thank you for yr note[s]. the first one made me cry && yr second one made me smile. its the best feeling in the world;; knowing that someone cares. [hearts x infinity] Jessica
from calm-panic :
darn tootin'...Kill Bill..*shifty eyes*....
from lostkitty555 :
whuuuut!!!! omg that is crazy! haha we are destined to be friends:-D hee hee. yea i have all kinds of kandy(bracelets) if thats what you call em :/ i like hhc, and hard trance and hard house, and dnb but im not a mean junglist:-D i just love techno/electronica yay! weeeeeee ok talk to ya lata...im gonna put you on my aim buddy list too:-D
from lostkitty555 :
whuuuut!!!! omg that is crazy! haha we are destined to be friends:-D hee hee. yea i have all kinds of kandy(bracelets) if thats what you call em :/ i like hhc, and hard trance and hard house, and dnb but im not a mean junglist:-D i just love techno/electronica yay! weeeeeee ok talk to ya lata...im gonna put you on my aim buddy list too:-D
from x-fragility :
so pretty. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
from lostkitty555 :
oh my god another raver just like me! yay! i just put you on my fav diaries thing:-D hope you have a good day:-D love leslie
from loser-kitty :
what does the r stand for in plur again
from solitary- :
eureka's castle kicked it.
from highxglitter :
ahhhh i LOVE techno and trance, for a while i used to want to be a dj until i realized it was just too complicated. rocko's modern life is the shit ;o
from loser-kitty :
"i cant do anything else." you can write =D
from be-my-heroin :
that was so..powerful; i'm on the verge of crying. fucking incredible.
from panda-baby :
Absolutely wonderful. I love it. Embracing the darkness with the light.
from loser-kitty :
that was intense man, that was awesome
from yr-dead :
Beautiful. Abso-fucking-loutely beautiful. I am at a loss for words. Yr amazing. <3 patrice
from justenough :
your words never fail to BLOW ME the fuck AWAY. you are the epitome of amazing.
from x-anxiety :
your writing is beautiful. you.re amazing. <3 [xox] Jessica
from radiowire :
your writing and your layouts are so pretty.
from panda-baby :
And we will catch those falling stars and have such orange brilliant times. That will be wonderful, Leslita =). You are beautiful too, a young bright angel in a forever expanding rough. I imagine it will be terribly hard to let you go from the very first day we meet!
from panda-baby :
You are right. It is Rusty. Good call *sad smile*.
from teekessel :
hey. your layout rocks...does html not work in that kind of box? that sucks because otherwise id use it too, its cute :) <3
from cdghost :
thoughts, phrases, lyrics, sayings, comments, poetry, etc etc... hopefully you or anyone can read a word or entry here and there and identify..
from onyx-cherub :
fly, my sweetheart.
from calm-panic :
Flying in love. I like that. Tragic, yes, wonderful too? Most of the time....
from cdghost :
i wish i could eat your words or your brains..good stuff
from panda-baby :
Beautiful, I have been through this. 100 pounds. Flesh over the once visible collarbone and spine and ribs. But babydoll... the sharpness, coldness, square shapes... they are not what women are. Curves. Breasts and hips and ass. It is BEAUTIFUL. I am just now realizing that, so I do not expect that to be any help to you. But think about something... when you look at someone, do you just see girlfaces and boyfaces? Bodies and bones and flesh? Or do you look into their eyes, try to see into their souls, awe at their movement and emotion? How you judge yourself is inevitibly how you judge others. Do not set yourself up to judge others. Do not judge yourself. You, my dark glitter caterpillar, are beautiful. Just the way you are, flesh or none.
from lesthanjill :
wow.. i love you diary!
from fix-my-heart :
could you email me so i can email you the picture i'd liek and see if i can type all i'd like out for you. if that'd be okay.
from im-alive :
ok ill try but a never git to see him and i wont be able to see him out of school untill next month unless i skip work and i can do that cuz i need th money so... see ya and w/b
from confuzzleded :
Mouse can't die, I won't alow her to. What's wrong? Is it the whole Lara being mad at you thing? I just think that she was upset that you didn't call to tell her where you were and stuff. But don't worry it will be otay. As for her hating you I very much so doubt it. So no worries. Love you -Sparkles*
from darknessred :
to be hon3st i dont know... i know her mom wasnt to happy about it, but its lik3 th3 last two tim3s you've spent the night its like it was you and k3vin, and i know for a fact that coming in at 6 is too lat3... i dont blam3 it on you if you lost track of tim3 but still, i dont know... but lara hating you, i doubt it...
from darknessred :
to be hon3st i dont know... i know her mom wasnt to happy about it, but its lik3 th3 last two tim3s you've spent the night its like it was you and k3vin, and i know for a fact that coming in at 6 is too lat3... i dont blam3 it on you if you lost track of tim3 but still, i dont know... but lara hating you, i doubt it...
from xroxyx :
ohhh I love you <33
from minkie :
wow you get some very nice notes from nice people so i will eat them also only cos you have no parsley
from minkie :
i will eat your diary instead of parsley. dammit.
from minkie :
i don't see any parsley here so i will go back home dammit
from maladroit17 :
meh...highschool drama is the worst.
from calm-panic :
Don't be a smart ass and just write in your damn diary! *wink wink*
from tearsnmisery :
hey don't let anyone get ya down. I'm your friend whenever you need me. And yes it is just highschool so there is really no need to worry about all the idiotic drama. love ya. -Sparkles*
from leely :
that layout is fucking lovely <3!
from cdghost :
its not everyday someone comes onto you..but a pick up line on line :) that made my day..hhahahhahahahahhahahahhahahah:) you are coool like antarctica...Peace cdghost
from cdghost :
people are beautiful and you are also beautiful
from calm-panic :
Thanks, I like my screen name too. It's from a few years ago, but I still enjoy it. I like your's too. "vomitpinkstars" it's awesome. Anyways, yeah. Keep up the writing, I'm in suspense here. Or is that the angle you're going for? *gives you the shifty eye*
from confuzzleded :
Hey yeah I think he needs to be slapped too! lol But then again he's a guy wait did I really expect? Love you. Peace out!
from tootsie-roll :
uhmn.. im sorry. but who said it wasnt a typo? dont worry. ill take you off the list.
from calm-panic :
I agree. Parents can be cool. I can't wait to have kids, but I'm sure they'll resent me as much as I resent my parents half the time, but that just comes with the territory. I just wanted to tell you that I love your writing. It makes me smile, no matter what the subject. But yeah, anyways. Have a nice day/night/morning...whatever.
from cdghost :
I love your lay-out and your entries are like poetry
from confuzzleded :
thanx mouse that means a lot to me. And I hope we'll always be friends. Love you. Peace out! -Sparkles*
from calm-panic :
Parentla units are the most confusing and self absorbed people on the planet. Don't bother trying to understand that fact. Just let it be. It will save you a lot of energy that should be put into more important things.
from pixielate :
ok, this is teekessel. now: question: go to pixielate.diaryland.com (uname: ann pword: noonecancome ). now that layout was totally totally inspired by you (own code though, i swear :P) i just wanted to let you know &that i.ll link u :) if its not ok then thats ok too. <3
from teekessel :
a) you are gorgeous. b) i am SO in love with your layout. i want to have it, haha. i don.t know why. it.s so simple but so sexy.
from bruised0x :
righteous. <3x
from onyx-cherub :
you're gorgeous.
from yr-dead :
tell me of a magnificent art college in yr state, and perhaps one day we will get to hang out and be stupid together. <3 patrice.
from brokenmirror :
of course YOU are one of the few stars that NEVER stop glittering. <3 u =♥=
from sad-doll :
<3<3<3 I love you ♥
from tearyxeyed :
gosh you're amazing! <3<3
from sliceana :
Hey your music choice is Awesome. I live in the springs and I go to Rampart just like EmoVag. And Fight Club is ORGASMIC
from emovag :
I go to Ramfart I mean Rampart whatever
from emovag :
well hello there. I'm from colorado springs
from x-fragility :
you are amazingly beautiful. more than anyone else i know (not that i know you) <3<3<3
from shes-so-dull :
most of the time i live near the broadmoor. yeah colorado sucks a lot. :D
from justenough :
im glad i could make your day then. ♥
from yr-dead :
yr so fucking beautiful. <3 patrice
from justenough :
you .amaze. me
from face-yrself :
im sorry to hear, that you think f all men as clones. becuse know if were branched of of anything its a fucking caveman... i know men are honestly extremly assinine all including me, but id hope you'd not think of absolutly all of us as that... i mean were not all that way, theres good guys out there {somewhere}... you deserve the best, and i hope someday you find him... malachi
from onyx-cherub :
your poetry is beyond fantastic. caustic, with hard-hitting reality and captivating rhythm. you've got talent.
from sephiragrace :
i just love your writing! xo♥xo
from nessiegurlie :
I just read one entry and I loved it. I also read your profile. I agree, routine is so monotonous and mind boggling. But the only way to break out of the norm is to step outside of the box, and I don't know if I want to leave my protective barrier just yet.
from sephiragrace :
you're very welcome love! ♥
from star-blood :
thank you :) that would be awesome to meet someday, i love yr writing so much [that would be why yr the 1st and 2nd favorite on my list]]!! i only wish i could write as beautifully as you do.. keep it up <3
from sephiragrace :
oh oh oh just lovely!! <3
from open-scars :
ooo yes! It makes me want to do something with mine!!! [[Keep it forever!]] (♥) Laura
from be-my-heroin :
<3 the new layout. *muah*
from open-scars :
oooh I looove that layout soo much!!!! :) ♥
from open-scars :
Oh! I looove! your layout, its so simple and it is just great really! Yeah i suck at html too [if you couldn't tell! hehe] hehe yeah huzzah for the web monkey! [♥]
from fucked-raw :
you shouldnt even have to be told how wonderful you write ....sorry...im still catching my breathe,because your words took it away.....
from open-scars :
gosh you write amazingly! ♥
from confuzzleded :
love you Leslie <3<3<3 you are soo great and inspirational never change for anyone ever. Sparkles P.S. I would never ever hate you.
from dorkfists :
thanks. ..you're so fucking cool<3
from be-my-heroin :
love is wretched. i would say we should start an anti-love club or something, but the last time i tried that i fell in love the next night. -<3jen
from indie-snob :
Hello there! I just added a review for two Modest Mouse shows I saw last week and thought maybe you'd be interested. I have a bunch of other concert and album reviews here too, including Radiohead. Check it out, thanks!
from boltedwrists :
Thank-you :) :) ♥ now I can read your pretty writting always! ♥
from boltedwrists :
Thank-you [for your note]. You write very very pretty words, may I add you to my favourites? Take care also xoxoxox
from blood-stone :
Your diary is awesome.
from darknessred :
yeah i do that with things or people i care about... but i kinda just found it on my comp i forgot it was there... :) <:
from leely :
oh yes &like butterfingers and kettlecorn<3333
from leely :
yummy. i could eat up all your words and then eat you. <3
from pentup-angr :
<3 i like
from thisisamess :
where are you.
from xroxyx :
i'll stop the world and melt with youuuuu =) yes. let's definetly sail away.. [right now] <3
from sad-doll :
♥ I loved your last entry I love yoooou!
from leely :
;whoa__ your notes page is full of these}} ♥♥♥ little creatures<X3
from leely :
you are going to be such a bad ass when yer eighty♥!!!
from leely :
oooh; you write lovely<3
from sewer-rat :
your old layouts are better, i think.
from leely :
well then you better never ever quit writing either darling[!!]♥
from xroxyx :
iluvYOU like [whoaaaaa] !
from leely :
you write the prettiest stuff♥; no, really[!]
from sad-doll :
♥ I LOVE MY MOUSE! ♥
from sad-doll :
♥ I love you-- your writing is so amazing just like you my love. it's just poured from you heart I suppose I love you soooo much! More than pixie sticks, and menthol cigarettes, and carebears! I lovelovelovelove YOU! -- Audrey
from leely :
&do you remember how it felt when you were a little sixth grader and you had just found out that your crush liked you? do you remember the warm fuzzy feeling falling to your tummy from your throat that insantly made you smile with excitement and feel like "someone likes me[!]"? well, that is exactly how i felt when i read your note. thank you♥
from xroxyx :
crazy like whoaaa. <3
from leely :
darling, im so sorry that best friends leave you for the worst excuses but she will come back. she will realize that happiness doesnt come in a bag or a man who is eleven years older than she is. i love the way you write, my pretty; in both here and in xwhyx. you write so [fucking] beautiful full of feeling and reality that seems to open up our eyes and feel like we understand. never quit writing, you have a talent. and i am just one of your many admired fans that loves both you &your writing. i hope your friend realizes the mistake/s she made. <3dalila
from emovaries41 :
hey, i just kinda stumbled onto your diary, and now im glad i did. its pretty hard meeting people who feel like their life is being wasted here..because everythings routine and its never going to change.its good to know that theres someone like you out there. keep writing..its art.
from xroxyx :
haha yes'mam. <3
from be-my-heroin :
i'm glad you're not leaving 'cause you are fucking brilliant &beautiful &wow !! <3jen
from resonant :
you are beautiful
from be-my-heroin :
noooooooooooooooo !!
from heartshaped :
thanks sweetie. good luck with things. xo.
from heartshaped :
thank you, girl. and the same to you. we should talk. xo.
from xroxyx :
<3
from yr-dead :
you are a beautiful butterfly. <3 find me at yr-dead.
from murphykins :
hey tHERE!
from rollerqueen :
as far as i know, yes he has turned her on to drugs. i think she's only chased heroin [ no injection - shes afraid of needles. ] but it doesn't matter, i just wish she wouldn't let him do the things he does. she destroys herself & she doesn't deserve the life she's giving herself.
from lost-flower :
perhaps we could get together, yes, darling that would be awesome. ♥ ♥
from xoexoh :
the goo goo dolls are just lovely arent they?
from lost-flower :
thank you love. i live in denver how about you? i found ur diary thru xoexoh of course and have been reading it the past couple days, i just fell in love, you are beautiful. <3
from xoexoh :
...and the link looks lovely as well<3
from leely :
its just lovely♥
from insertsmilex :
<3
from thisisamess :
you really have no idea how amazing i think you are.
from xroxyx :
aww thankyou gorgeous =) [and i think your poetry is absolutley beautiful =x] <3
from teafuck :
(blush) thank you thank you made my day
from teafuck :
I'm still in love with your writing..<3
from heartshaped :
prettyyy.
from teafuck :
you are verry pretty
from awannabeme :
this layout is awesome
from isisi :
hey, i locked my diary, if you want to go on reading, use "isi" as username and password.. by the way, i really like your diary.
from awannabeme :
there is this picture of you. it reminds me of this really wonderful song. and it makes me want to run away with you okay?
from heartshaped :
<3
from heartshaped :
this is beautiful. i'll be back. happy holidays &everything good. xo.
from invade-me :
i love this. xo.
from staythisway :
kristy hearts leslie
from staythisway :
i like your diary. i can relate to a lot of what you say. take care <33

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