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from alonenafraid :
http://www.petitiononline.com/butler/petition.html Please check out this petition and help make this poor woman's quality of life a little better. I know this is for real because my best guy friend knows this woman. PLEASE HELP HER!!!
from komradphil :
im in the old AZ and hatin it. But its cool. it could be worse. i could be in some far off desert land. good to hear from ya!
from lizbathory :
I only have one thing to say...... You know you rip shit up, when you can put CB and DKM on the same profile. It's nice to see there are others in this world with damn good taste! Ivy
from chordchild :
::big hug, returned:: wow, thanks. I mean- really, thanks. I thought I was just rambling on in a way no one could ever find interesting, so to read your note was a happy little moment. and brave is, you might be interested in knowing, my very favorite affirmation. danke and take care in your own struggles.
from srch-n-dstry :
I have responded to your comment with an entry; do hope you enjoy it...
from srch-n-dstry :
Sorry, about the double I made down there. Just a wee note to say thanks for the link-up. Though, I'm curious...who among the half are annoying and who is thought provoking in the diary? Just feeling self-conscious...Cheers S&D.
from srch-n-dstry :
Do as the prompt tells you to do and remember: Search And Destroy. http://members.diaryland.com/edit/addpub.phtml?user=srch-n-dstry
from srch-n-dstry :
Do as the prompt tells you to do and remember: Search And Destroy. http://members.diaryland.com/edit/addpub.phtml?user=srch-n-dstry
from sin- :
Hi Gabby, read your entry in The Closet where you asked about Risperdal. I was on it for about 3 years, not for the things you mentioned but psychosis. I'd say it's a very good medication, it puts a dampener on a lot of stuff that would normally drive you up the wall, BUT I personally also felt that it took away some amount of my normal everyday feelings. Everything was made sort of neutral, a steady line of neither good nor bad. Like, I didn't get the low dips but not the highs either, if you know what I mean. When I started on it initially I also had problems with physical stuff, like extreme tiredness (too tired to get up to eat) and dizzy spells but that's apparently quite normal. All in all it's probably the best medication I've been on. If you have to be on something it's always good to be on something that works, right? *smiles*
from ripetomato :
Hey. I'm no John Powers, but I'm auburn-haired and have bleached my hair on several occasions. My advice is, if possible, get the bleaching done at a salon ... they've got hair bleach that drugstores aren't allowed to sell because it's too damned strong. If you can't afford a trip to the salon, I suggest befriending a professional hairdresser and seeing if you can get the badass bleach from them on the sly.
from komradphil :
I am just doing what any friend would do Gabs. Glad you finally did it:]
from komradphil :
*ring, ring* Greetings from the other side mr. ashcroft...How does it feel to know that you are me...or at least one of my creatures...NAZI*phone cuts off*
from komradphil :
GET THAT MAN A SEDATIVE, he took a direct hit from the dreaded....---->GOPHER CANNON<---
from faery :
I was supposed to go see Ozzy as well but he canceled his Nashville date. I was very sad.
from tresmignonne :
thanks for joining me in loving brad nowell.
from subject-1 :
"I hide. Constantly. From responsibility and from criticism. From my past, my present, and my future. From work and from commitment. From emotion and from intimacy. From truth and from love. I exist to help others develop their lives further. To guide them in their evolution, if you will. This much is already apparent to me in my life. The mere tastes of emotion and the roots of experience that I acquire are only tools- tools that enable me to give advice, to share these fleeting aspects of myself with others. I have already come to terms with this, that I shall never fully develop any sort of meaningful relationship or deep emotion... anything but distrust and apathy, that is. I will never love someone for more than as long as my attention span does not wander. I am restless. I am unsatisfied. I am searching for people to use and throw away. I cannot change this, because somehow, I don't want to. I don't feel a need to. I want to keep this bizarre isolation exactly as it is, and I'm not even sure why. I ask questions, and I give answers. I make you think. I love you, if only for the moment. I fill up a part of you that will enable you to move on to brighter days. I let you use me. I thrive on your use of my body. I show my true self. I put you through hell. I move on suddenly and leave you behind, as quickly as I can. And strange it seems, that it doesn't matter at all to you. You knew it was going to happen, because it was painfully obvious from the beginning. High atop the list of dark things that you don't talk about at parties, you can see me in all my true, invisible glory. I'm not someone you keep around. Watch me go, turn around, go find someone new. I'm not worth the heartache, because I will never ache for you. I don't think I ever cared, but I'll never know if I did or not. It's not something that interests me, these emotions that I just cannot feel." I understand this, i went through and am still kind of going through the same stuff in my life... eventually you will reach catharsis and then release and then you will be able to live your life happily ever after... well at least that's how the theory goes... :) -MiKe

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