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so hows about o-rens powerful posse. haha i wonder how long it'll take you to read this. *scanning through text* i make me wana puke.
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livesayso : |
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Congrats on the graduation. Now we all get to scramble around for college. And I enjoy reading your diary.
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woohoo5241 : |
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NOTES ARE SERIOUS BUSINESS.
PS: You should also re-add me as a friend, in case I decide to make a clandestine entry of Eltonriffic proportions.
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scndhanxsoul : |
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it might be serious.
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dying-beauty : |
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i miss us.
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scndhanxsoul : |
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whoa thats crazy. so christians having a kid and i dont even know if i have his email anymore. was going to call you yesterday since it was your birthday but i didnt get the chance. you were probably out somewhere anyways. i love you, how are you i have missed you? things are changing. joe stopped calling and somewhere i stopped caring. hes with her now. ironic isnt it? everything always seems to end up the same. im sending you your present this time. aws soon as i get the money to send it. im seeing someone else now. lol redneck. who would have thought. his daddy owns NAPA so im probably going to end up working there. wish you were here. my daddy is moving to colorado. how is mom? my boyfriends last name is baker. wierd. i love you. call you soon. hope you had a FABULOUS birthday. i love you. im getting drunk now. <3
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stupidgoose : |
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Tag
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dioxidedoll : |
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Lolz. Kay.
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dioxidedoll : |
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Oh. Yeah.
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dioxidedoll : |
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0.0 i wore orange pants???
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scndhanxsoul : |
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Joes going to HCC too.. lol he has chemistry with my deli man. towson eh? im going to try to get into the university of baltimore or baylor down here and then im going to try to get into johns hopkins... maybe. but we'll figure it out. my parents said that now... even if my mom sends the money, that im not allowed to go to maryland. at least not until im 18. a year right? a year.
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Sorry about not getting up with you more often, i've kinda had some "things" going on that have been taking up alot of my time. *dies* I'm really glad that you left me a note, shows that you really do love me ;P
(ps, i love you too.)
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scndhanxsoul : |
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yea i guess some things never change. texas is fine i guess but whatever. i dont know if im coming back up there for christmas or not, my step mom told me that she gave rick the option of letting me live there but shes mad because after she tiold him they werent going to give him child support he didnt want me anymore. i wonder if thats true. what else is there? um.... my mom still keeps trying to appease me but i told her not to call me anymore. she still does. i miss you. where are you going to go to college?
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scndhanxsoul : |
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Rick was being a jerk so i ended up not going. i havent slept in almost 3 full days and Tori is Victoria. i feel sick and im still packing... i leasve at 6 this morning... its 2 and i havent taken a shower or anything yet, and im still not packing. THIS. SUCKS. but i LOVE you and im sorry. i really am. i really do.
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scndhanxsoul : |
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if home is where the heart is, why did god make separation? joes parents are suddenly being jerks about their car... i dont know why though. his mom really like me. you should try to go to flipside tomorrow.... im going to be up there because jeffery wants to see me before i leave so im gettign a ride with tori.... and i know you guys dont get along but... i really want to see you so.... please, PLEASE try to come. I LOVE YOU. i dont have school anymore so just call my house tommorrow and let me know. ill be the only one here so dont worry about anyone else picking up. i love you. <333333333
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xaxphyxiax : |
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yeahh. ^_^. <3.
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xaxphyxiax : |
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*dances* YAY!
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xaxphyxiax : |
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I have no idea what movies i haven.t seen. Kinda haven.t watched the whole of a movie in like..forever. Lmao. BUT! Kay! ^_^ ♥ xNiac
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xaxphyxiax : |
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tell meesa i says happie birfdays. pweese?
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tornnbroken : |
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......that WAS you today that i added, right? pisha. like i care...well it said nostalgia so i'm guessing YES. hi. how are you?
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wlostsoulw : |
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I apologize.
But, I must say one thing.
"There is no dark side, or light side. No chosen ones. There is no path to enlightenment, or elevator to Hell. The only thing you can be certain of is..THAT MY VAGINA WILL BITE YOUR FACE OFF AND THE FACES OF ALL WHO OPPOSE IT!
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wlostsoulw : |
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rape! rape!
(your notes page has been raped.)
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tornnbroken : |
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hah silly. of course i have myspace. pisha. http://myspace.com/haereticus there ya go. gosh i feel disgusting for having it. but. eh. it's peer pressure i'm glad i gave into because i'm a PANSY. anywho. yeah. i'm not online much...but i do miss you! i don't know about not thoughtful, it's just changed. so has mine. but i guess we can't evolve as people if everything about us doesn't change...like my first entries? wow. it's such a trip to read them. eh. i love you. hi.
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tornnbroken : |
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hah. myspace. its taking over the world. even though i'm a few entries late....pisha. hi dollface how ya been? ♥
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xaxphyxiax : |
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Eeep?
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xaxphyxiax : |
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I just went and re-read my notes page. Like all of it. And realized that I didn.t fully read your latest note. So yeah, say what you want to say, doesn.t matter if it.s better if you don.t say it, just say it. Yeah. That so made no sense. <3!!!
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xaxphyxiax : |
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*Reads note* *starts to laugh* I loves you, ewin! Weeeeeeeeeee!
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xaxphyxiax : |
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*Nods*
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xaxphyxiax : |
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Heh. I just saw you in the hallway. And i went "ERIN!" Weeee!
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yeh-whatever : |
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Thanks for the happy birthday. Hope things are going well. Life's... its...yeah...whatever. Hehe... Talk to you when I talk to you.
MEWITHOUTYOU KICKS ASS.
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scndhanxsoul : |
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remember how we used to be so popular on here... pages and pages of people who listed us? *shrugs* yea it seems alot of things have changed in that aspect. nowadays... i feel like i have become dull. we used to be so .v.i.b.r.a.n.t. but now? i live for toothpaste and my next paycheck.
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xaxphyxiax : |
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Yay! *plays with beads*...Uhm...i kinda lost touch with gina, i don.t hate her. *is confused on why you would ask*
xNiacx
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yeh-whatever : |
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I miss you. ...I'll be 19 on the 26th. Don't forget to smoke something or drink something for me - ya know in my honor or some shit like that. peace.
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xaxphyxiax : |
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Ever had something really worth reading, but then when you got ready to type it, you forgot? yeah. I had something really funny, and fucked for you to read. but i forgot. *looks down at floor* wow i feel dumb now.
xNiacx
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xaxphyxiax : |
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what the fuck is this shit?!? WHY IS EVERYONE ALL OF A FUCKING SUDDEN CALLING ME A FUCKING WHORE? *continues to babble*.... so how are you? lol
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scndhanxsoul : |
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we are all whores. ^-^ if only in our heads <3<3<3<3
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scndhanxsoul : |
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i still havent screwed anybody since asshole... who i hear may be moving back from the hell hole i wish hed gone forever (shakes fists and gathers ammo) if he does...hell leave again right away.... and ill make sure its in a coffin.
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stupidgoose : |
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(does air guitar to below post)...
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woohoo5241 : |
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"it.s been a long time since christmas cookies"
IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE A-ROCK N'ROLL!! (deh-deh, den, deh-deh, deh-den)
IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I DID THE STROLLLL (deh-deh, den, deh-deh, deh-den)
OHHHHHHH LET ME GET IT BACK, LET ME GET IT BACK, LET ME GET IT BAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!!! *sings Led Zeppelin* That song's going through my head now.
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stupidgoose : |
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~whisper~ I'm back... not so much, but all the same. I still remember you.. do you remember who I am? ~whisper fades~
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tear-less : |
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:D hehe. my brainbows cooler than yours! *shoots self before saying anything dumber than that* lmao...
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quickglance : |
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cool. so how was your christmas. now wait never mind, christmas has yet to occur. well anyway how have you been and how shall you be? let me know whats going on lady. quickglanceforward@yahoo.com
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quickglance : |
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hey erin. i would do it all again, for the sake of memories. smile
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scndhanxsoul : |
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im not even sure if thats what i even want anymore. [he spoke a few words that used to make my stomach churn] it seems im becoming immune. an i dont know whether to think it is good or bad.
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scndhanxsoul : |
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REALLY?????
omg!
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scndhanxsoul : |
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443 504 5374 ....represent....yo! *gets hit with big fist of nostalgia* ...thinks things here need to change abit
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wlostsoulw : |
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0_o..?
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tear-less : |
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O.O no! its not allowed to be a sign! its never gonna happen!!!!!! NEVER!!!!!!!
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scndhanxsoul : |
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lmfao... i love you...t hey are making me "dress up" for pikkktures....i look like a mini pam ><
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tear-less : |
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yes it is...and i have no idea. they have a talking condom!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 *gasp* lmao....okay...i'm..gonna stop babbling now...
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scndhanxsoul : |
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but but........
that doesnt make sense.
*cries* and i wanted to see you today
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scndhanxsoul : |
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LOVES!!!! <3
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scndhanxsoul : |
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aww thank you...... i loves you...you know... i think that might just be what ill do.
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xquietmanicx : |
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MEEEEEEEEEEP?
you was the only one though
you and andrew
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xquietmanicx : |
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yes you is :)
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parlance : |
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Thanks :)
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parlance : |
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Thanks :)
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xquietmanicx : |
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LMFAO...i won.t get rid of it i loves it..<3
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xquietmanicx : |
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WHY ARE YOU THE LUCKY ONE WITH THE SPORKS!?!?!? so unfair
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xquietmanicx : |
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i want a spork...do you have any sporks? -ariana
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xquietmanicx : |
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who is tea cake?
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xdxexaxdx : |
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LMFAO...tearing off my face wif a spoon? i.ve always wanted to do that!
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xdxexaxdx : |
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*waves* [misses you]
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scndhanxsoul : |
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hey i dont know why i was thinking this but i guess it just sort of popped into my head... but anyways... what ever happened to Claire?..... i was just thinking about her for somereason..... anyways.. i love you.. but now im debating...maybe i should just quit schooll.... join the army or something...
i can do it... cant i? anyways, i love you so cheer up....ima try to call you tonite... and dont call me mel lol... ambers just to lazy to type my full name4 thats all. besides i call her ambs. i love you.. talk to you later.
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yeh-whatever : |
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Erin. I love you. and Ireland's still waiting. I'm ready when you are. <3
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xrazorscarsx : |
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*waves* i dropped this diary bie bies!!!
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xrazorscarsx : |
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you know what? i.m pathetick...i locked it and unlocked it changed my tempie about five times all within a day...dammit <3<3
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xrazorscarsx : |
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name : unprettie password : envy
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woohoo5241 : |
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LMAO..."he.s emo, it looks good on the resume." That's hilarious. And wow, I'm responding to a note you left in Shalyn's profile...am I crossing a line?!?!? Breaking a boundary?!?! Humping the pooch?!?! Or have I gone INSANE?!?!?!?!? I THINK ALL OF THE ABOVE!!!
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xrazorscarsx : |
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hehe i.m advertising the whol;e 'localfest" thing...
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scndhanxsoul : |
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... i needed a change. i love you.... ill send you my new passy when i change it.. but for now its still the same
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xrazorscarsx : |
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PRETTYFUL PIK-A-CHURES!!!...found new template makes me happy cause it.s all 'finding nemo' and crush is one hot turtle!! lol me thinks i.m hyper..lol <3<3<3
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yeh-whatever : |
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you are so beautiful. much love. always.
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blxxdredsky : |
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hy you got a new puter!!!!!!
i heart you too!
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almostalone : |
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shawn spann cuts?
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blxxdredsky : |
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[the only thing id ever ask of you you gotta promise not to stop when i say when]<---song of the moment. so how are things in J-towne? i found out alot of shit. this has been an interesting week. brandons and christians are one in the same and i knew it but no one listened.... but at least they know now.....Terry broke up with me [not too much cariong on my part]because he "doesnt see me enough" which we all know is a bull shit lie.
then... lets see....
my computer seems to have a virus, im on the subway diet (or trying to try it)
so whatever.
i dont care.
and i miss you...and i cant wait till the 28th
and i cant believe the 22nd is only a week and a half away...
and thats scary. because i dont have shit done.
.....
and i have to wake up at nine on wednesday to see if i cant manage the foot ball team.
i love you erin.
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xrazorscarsx : |
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[wee][woo][wee][woo]
.
.
.
lol
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xrazorscarsx : |
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IF YOU HATE HIM SO MUCH GO FRICKIN KILL HIM!!!
[you could make it so no one would notice] lol
<3
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noleafclxver : |
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im not a stoner i have no idea what you are talkin about
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comannequin : |
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...Can I help you?
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woohoo5241 : |
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LOL, or the next time I come over. Which, hopefully, will be this week, with Ren. That would be cool. I'm a bit of distance to walk to from Bam's, don't worry about it, don't waste time you could spend with him returning my goddamn DVD that I've seen and don't need urgently or something. And, anyway, hopefully I'll see you this week anyway. Wow I said 'anyway' twice. Redundant, eh?
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xrazorscarsx : |
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DID YOU DIE?!?!?!?!?!...you musn.t have died...yes once again pointless nonsense
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tear-less : |
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........o_O why?
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blxxdredsky : |
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ATTENTION ALL HOT SINGLE GUYS:
...this right here is a notice stating (yessum it is) that if you are indeed a male.... and a very hot one and very single one at that..... you must [in the next five minutes] apply to become a deli man at your local supermarket. because i represent the opinions of my uhhhh... group (yeah group...rite) .....and my... i mean THEIR opinion is that ALL hot single men should work at the deli counter.....with the meat. lol.
...............(can you guess i saw my deli man today?!?!?!.....only this time... he was interested in mwah! lolololol. ....errrrrrrrr.....[forbidden fruit]......geez, sometimes i hate having a boyfriend.....or even an... "almost boyfriend")
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blxxdredsky : |
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who.. who?....lol. i love you.
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blxxdredsky : |
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dont tell diaryland but last nite i cheated on it with greatest journal cuz it was being GAY! lol. .... i talked to jefferrrryyyyyyyyy...... he said he might be moving to PA......*cries*.......*ehem*oh well. anyways..... what are you talking about?...... josh and all...... and shirt..... imbicile......what? lol. im slow. i love you.
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xrainbowxx : |
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o_O
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blxxdredsky : |
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andy called me cuz i got mad and he lied to me..... so if you see em tell em ill call him back... ill be online later... i have to go to work were i am at presently...... so um...... be online at like 5:30..ish. i heart you muches!!!! .me.
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blxxdredsky : |
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"hey... do you think if we sprayed bugs with off, theyd have to stay "off" themselves?" lol
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| from
blxxdredsky : |
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diaryland. pisses. me. OFF!!!!!!!
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blxxdredsky : |
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lmfao! i loves you tooo!!!! muches and muches. and whats up with ...youknowwho commenting on MY song.... lol.....bizotch.
...my nerdernet is fix-ed!!! yay yay woot woot. but i have to go to work later.... when i get home.... EVERYTHING is getting a new name. lol. ... i dont know if i can go tonite... but ill ask. I HEART YOU!!! *throws arms around self.* lol
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almostalone : |
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close yet far is a great great song
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blxxdredsky : |
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y dsoes you hateses me now????? :/ .....blah. i love you. (omg omg omg.....grrrrrrrrrrr..... i hate that cache phrase)
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blxxdredsky : |
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ive been so pissy lately... i love you.
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yeh-whatever : |
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uhhh, Earth to erin: you are pretty!
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comannequin : |
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What the fuck did I do to you anyways?
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| from
tear-less : |
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you should get online!!!!!! now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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almostalone : |
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yes! kidneythieves! horny songs: s&m and spank :) oh yeah i got my period too and the cramps hurt like a mother fucker :D lovely isnt it
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xrazorscarsx : |
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blah...bored..so i.m here to talk pointless nonsense...yay
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tear-less : |
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lol
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comannequin : |
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...O_O?
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woohoo5241 : |
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Yesterday/last night was FUN! And I left my movie at your house cause I'm a stupid ho! And I LOVE Here Comes the Sun.....it's such a beautiful song. No matter what anyone may say about The Beatles (myself included) there's no denying they made some damn good songs (their later ones). "Killer tits"...you would if you had guns that popped out of them like the fembots in Austin Powers, heehee. Perhaps the greatest crazy email I ever opened was one that said "hey its me" and the name of the person who sent it was "Karen". So I opened it up thinking it was our 'ren, and it turns out it's about penis enlargements, and a link to a site about "hot slutty college girls!" Hehe.
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blxxdredsky : |
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she doesnt get drunk, or high... or at least not with me. as for the frolicking??????.....welll.....shes not....eccentric enough for that. ....except for when she gets thosenatural highs and she..... well, thats another story... lol. but now do you know how it feels?? teehee :)
i love you. talk to you friday!!!! (woot)
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tear-less : |
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hehehe. :)
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woohoo5241 : |
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If you let this diary die, THEN YOU ARE LETTING THE TERRORISTS WIN!!!!! GOOD GOD, MAN, ARE YOU NOT A PATRIOT?!?!?!?!? WE DID NOT SAVE THE GERMANS IN WORLD WAR II AND DEFEAT FRANCE IN VIETNAM TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS!!!! George Washington did not get us our indepedence from Japan by letting his online diary die!!!! CURSES!
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tear-less : |
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reeeally. lol. *pet* i'm a bit curious as to why...
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xrazorscarsx : |
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i was gonna write you a note before but i was transfixed by your tempie...all the pretty colors!!!!...haha...dammit i for got what i wanted to say...<3 ariana
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wlostsoulw : |
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I was probably up a tree being attacked my a nest of wasps....*shrug* the things that amuse me.
tsk tsk tsk
oh well...later
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tear-less : |
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heheheeee!
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| from
xrainbowxx : |
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*wants template* caitlin <3s rainbows
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| from
stupidgoose : |
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i miss you too... it's just that i'm lost, my words don't seem to come like they used to
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woohoo5241 : |
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Your tempie is delicious. I wish I could lick your bass........if I'm on my deathbed one day and you stop by, my dying wish will be to lick your bass. And you better remember to bring it too goddammit! :-D
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tear-less : |
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*licks tempie* O.O Its beautiful... *gazes at the colors*
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xrazorscarsx : |
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x_kitty_x...and everyone loveses you...BECAUSE I SAID SO!!!
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almostalone : |
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::nods:: thanks
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theexquisite : |
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Your writing style is rather interesting. I like!
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xrazorscarsx : |
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do you know where i could get one?
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woohoo5241 : |
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okay you know what you little shitmonkey I'm gonna pick up on what Meesa was saying a few notes back. People keep trying to define your bitch ass with one word, like "laid-back, angry, wise, depressed, happy" etc...... what these douche monkeys don't understand is you're a very complex person...you're all of those things and so much more. ANd I've never seen/heard anyone say you're ugly/unpretty; why do so many guys hit on you? Unless ugly isthe new "in" thing. But seriously......I mean, like, just because you're not the conventional definition (in both looks and personality for that matter) doesn't make you unpretty; actually, it prolly makes you more prettishness. In fact, you're not especially sexy/smokin' to me, but you remain someone who in my opinion is very pretty (speshally the eyes). (and no, to any douchebags out there thinking I'm hitting on her are dead wrong, I could never go out with her...I look up to her too much...it would be like if Erin hit on Marilyn Manson or something). And Melissa and I should know because I am the kingpin of ugly and Melissa's sexuality is so overwhel=ming that even one of those lovable Negroes could not resist embarking on a pursuit of the exotic yet assumably delicious Caucasian brand of poon.
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blxxdredsky : |
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my. brother. did. not. know. who. sylvia. plath. was. i. flipped. out. oh. my. god. lol. i. love. you. :)
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blxxdredsky : |
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[itll all be alright]
.....dont worry about it. shell get over it.... she always does [it just takes .t.i.m.e.] but shell soon forget about it.
.....im worried though.... because terri is starting to get [attach]ed.....and..... i. feel. bad.
i love you.
ill call you.
try to cheer you up.
i heart yuou
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xrazorscarsx : |
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wtf do you mean by influenced? I AM NOT INFLUENCED!!!
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blxxdredsky : |
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i always seem to miss you by "less than an hour"....:/ i love you. im gettiinnnnggg my puuuuutorrrr fix-eded
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blxxdredsky : |
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your right. you arent pretty.....
..
.
..
....youre /beautiful\ in a way people are just too dumb to understand [comprehend]
"itll all be alright, youre lying, but i dont mind tonite"
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yeh-whatever : |
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how very painful indeed.
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yeh-whatever : |
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i've got a hickie. but there ain't shit i can do to cover it up, so i don't really care.
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| from
blxxdredsky : |
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boo. 4 hours sleep...horny and at work .....mmmmmm yummy combination [.i can taste the sarcasm.]>_<
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blxxdredsky : |
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*gasp*...
that. was. so. cool.
..................................................O_0 im stealing it. lol i love you.
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blxxdredsky : |
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....blah blah blah
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| from
blxxdredsky : |
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i hart you
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| from
blxxdredsky : |
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.....at the bowling alley.....
going to be there till 1
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blxxdredsky : |
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.blah.
i just wanmt to sleep. im prolly going to fall asleep on terri.....
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| from
blxxdredsky : |
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shopppie for guitarieeeees. mmmmmm yum.
use up lots of money.... then kick my brother out with my mad riffs. tubular. lol i love you.
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yeh-whatever : |
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candy cane slide? sounds interesting. lets go.
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| from
mxpxfanchic : |
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"don't be hatin". why does my html suck?
*nUbBiE*
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| from
blxxdredsky : |
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... im thinking about dropping my diary......again. i love you. |stress|
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wlostsoulw : |
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hm?
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| from
xrazorscarsx : |
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lol guess what? YOU PEOPLE CAN SMACK ME AND CALL ME BLONDIE!!!!!...but i.m goin' pink on monday...WOOT!! <3 ~ariana
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comannequin : |
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...Eep?
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comannequin : |
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Hahahaha. Omfg. Me and shane were just at your house! We were gonna knock on your window, but we heard you talking to someone so we left you be. Creepy, eh?
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blxxdredsky : |
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i miss you already. <3 me.
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tear-less : |
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hehe a least you figured it out. :)
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woohoo5241 : |
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I don't minbd "Jesus" at all. :-) And I loveses me them movieses. You're awesome to hang out with, I'd love it (considering I'll be at your house later today too lol). Hey.....Maybe Jesus was a stoner.......he did turn water into wine.......people don't know this, but when he was a boy in school, he became very popular for turning the milk cartons into Jack Daniels and Twizzlers into weed. :-P
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tear-less : |
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i don't mind listening. :)
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tear-less : |
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all these stupid people that are so upset because "everyone ignores them" are pissing me off because if they didn't babble so fucking much about meaningless or untrue shit, maybe someone would listen. i'm just so tired of everyones bullshit, and i feel like a bitch for not caring anymore but i just can't help it. i'm tired of listening to everyone whine and complain. and bitch and bitch and bitch some fucking more. ARGH. yeah. i'm done ranting now. sorry. i'm going now. *waves*
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you [easy cheese] just made my day. i love you. im sorry im all depressed and stressed and stuff.... and this is hell for me, but i dont know why. its what i deserve... and i know its what i deserve...so why does it seem to cut so deep?
xsearingx....a hall for the broken[hearted]
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i flunked both of my exams today... i couldnt concentrate and i ran out of time. 3/4 of them are blank... and i bullshitted my way through the rest of it. but.... tonight, we are going to have some fun. and we are going to bathe in damnation but only because we arent strong enough to forsake it.
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yeh-whatever : |
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you make me smile...
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tear-less : |
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lol. *smiles innocently* nothin...
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blxxdredsky : |
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i just got hit on by a member of the black community.
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blxxdredsky : |
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i almost got in a fight in drama today... with this stupid black boy i REALLY hate. hes just the type of person i dont like. and hes always instigating. victoria said i looked really pissed.... but i wasnt... not as much as i have been in a long time.... but enough. just enough. i was just WAITING for him to say something else. [then they would REALLY know my anger.]....ignorance should really be a sin.
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blxxdredsky : |
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i love you!!! hahaha tis only what she deserved. stupid unfortunate [like i have room to talk]......as for the rest. i know how you feel.... pams going through the same thing right now.... shes all like " i need to get laid.... and i dont want a relationship, but im such a needy person" and i know what its like... to want to have someone there.... inside of you....to feel like they can hold you down and keep you on earth if only for that "eternal moment".... i think there was a glitch in the human development system god might have somehow managed to overlook. ....but i guess its differrent with me. because im not like pam. as much as i liked that feeling [or at least i think i did.... ive kind of purposly forgotten]... i never really got addicted to it...
instead i just got more addicted to [him] and i think that maybe it might somehow have been differrent if it had been with him.
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almostalone : |
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yeah...um...im lost.
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tear-less : |
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yay deftones!...i dunno. i care. but not about whats going through her mind. i care more about james. and his stupidity annoys me. maybe he'll learn this time. for some reason i doubt it...
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blxxdredsky : |
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i love you
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blxxdredsky : |
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x i walk around with my arm in CJ's and nan says it almost looks like we go out... and i say "no, im just making him a gentleman since hes already at least 75% decent."x
.............
do you want to be my alistar?
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yeh-whatever : |
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hey. i'm coming over.
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blxxdredsky : |
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people keep saying i look sorta like you with me hair cut like this.... for some reason i still get the feeling that you are mad at me for some reason :(.....i love you.:/...
dont be sad... or angry ..... or nuffin like that. we doesnt like that. nope nope. teehee. i love you 'ren
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blxxdredsky : |
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do you still want me to come see you? if you do, me and dave will come tommorrow. or... if thats too soon.... we can always come on thursday. ill call you tonite... or just leave me a note... and let me know. |x|I Love You|x|<3
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xbystanderx : |
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shut the hell up. everyone. including me.
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blxxdredsky : |
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yes, well, i dont appraoch this with depression, nor excitement... nor do i feel numb the way i used to..... so i guess we could categorize this as a new emotion altogether. GOD i hate that word.
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blxxdredsky : |
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i cant go tonite. rick thinks its a bad idea... he thinks theres some connection between the edge and my mood... he says its ironic how everytime i go i end up breaking down or have increased antimocity towards
[her]. but their all lies. anyways.... we were going to the big bash.... but my mother... is being a bitch... and says "dave is not old enough to be your chaperone and children who are 13 need chaperones".....ha!!!! i wonder if she even realizes im 16. i love you erin... and for once.... i hope you are wrong. [though i highly doubt you actually are.]
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comannequin : |
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Um... What is Erin talking about now?
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tear-less : |
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lol. yeah. hes being a faggot. he wouldn't stop talking to me so i finally blocked him. heh. see ya. -ren-
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woohoo5241 : |
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You're really damn cool, if I had an older sister you could come over to my house some time and fuck her
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tear-less : |
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i dunno. lol. i almost just died of laughter....
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scrier : |
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woot! The Rasmus wtf owns!
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tear-less : |
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*giggles* =D!!!
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comannequin : |
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*rawr*
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blxxdredsky : |
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"do you remember the first time i told you i loved you?" i love you erin. "we sing la la la laaaaa lala laaaaaa we sing la la la la laaaaa"
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xrainbowxx : |
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thank you
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everxsilent : |
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=D. i love your posse erin. hehe.
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woohoo5241 : |
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you weren't bitchy to me today...I dunno how much of a consolation that is...but you weren't when you were in bio with me
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blxxdredsky : |
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i hart you! hart! hart! i hart you!
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yeh-whatever : |
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hey. don't forget, I love you. :)
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yee--haw : |
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yes ma'am ;) 5.19.04
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comannequin : |
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...And neither am I... Though, it will be fun to watch... We should get together... pop some poppie-corn... And watch Shalyn spontaneously combust.. [I think she is in fucking love with Karen.]
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blxxdredsky : |
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i loveyou, how does thursday sound? isthursay ok?....i loveyou,illcall youtonite\
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comannequin : |
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It's okay... I'm used to it. I'm a punching bag. But hey, if that makes ya feel better... Feel free.
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stupidgoose : |
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It's kinda funny.. Everyone else leaves these ultra long messages. I guess i'm just a guy of few words.. (p.s. I miss you too) I miss your coolness
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everxsilent : |
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you...feel....better?* i confused myself with what i wrote...
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everxsilent : |
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don't feel bad. its my choice to screw things up [if thats really what i'm doing] i just don't really care enough right now. i want to be able to feel better. and right now, church and God stuff isn't doin it. *hug* i hope you're better soon.
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everxsilent : |
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but.....that was like 4 hours....*sigh* i'm sorry. i hope your porn star comes back soon. *hugs* my brain hurts.
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everxsilent : |
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i think thats the most porn i've ever watched in one day...
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blxxdredsky : |
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i have to go to work now... but do you think that your mom would let you skip school sometime this week so we can see each other? hey, its all ive been doing all week....just....call me, ok? i love you erin.
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blxxdredsky : |
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itll all be ok erin, and that isnt a lie. youll get through it... he isnt going to be gone forever. and hell come back. if he loves you, hell come back. and im sorry i cant be there for you. i love you so much,it isnt right that yoiu were always there for me, and now, when you need me most im stuck in another shit hole of a town, but itll all work itself out fine. there are a million things i want to say to you, and yet say nothing at all, because that isnt what you need. and im not going to yell at you for the [drugs] because i dont blame you for what you cant control. love is our downfall erin and we know it. but i love you erin. i love you. and that is what counts. dont let your past tear you apart, but dont forget it either. cherish what you had, and try to look at it with a smile. and it will hurt. a long time. but if you want me to say what i think you need to hear... time heals all wounds....but yes, tyhe scars are always there. but dont look for fulfillment in substance. ive lost my faith erin, but please, dont loose yours. and as for me? <you know youre right.> i love you erin. and dont you forget it. :?
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everxsilent : |
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*hugs* you'll be alright in time. i'm sorry he had to go away. i'm sorry Melissa isn't there with you. but you'll be okay. i prayed for you last night.....which felt weird. cause i haven't prayed in a long time. but, i'm here for you. if you need someone to be there and no one else is around you can talk to me. *hugs* if theres anything i can do, let me know.
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xrazorscarsx : |
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my mother is pissing me off...so i shall talk to your notes page...i saw adam.s mommie and sister today up at riverside...mattie was near tears...corey said something about you and me and him doing something...i dunno ~me
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blxxdredsky : |
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"the end is the beginning of another end, and that in turn an end again. a spiral of feelings and emotion and pain, but the heart will steer true, it will not let you drown in your own misery...unless you let it." i love you erin. i need to see you.... soon. b day is next week....im hoping youll at least "be around".....for a call or something.
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notanadikt : |
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hi erin! its me. i had nothing better to do so i stole a diary. i'm so stupid. okay. well, i'm going now. *waves* -ren
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everxsilent : |
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*hug* you'll be okay. BE STRONG! *makes fake muscle man muscle* we're all here for you. you can talk to me if you ever need anyone to talk to. i don't mind listening.
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xrazorscarsx : |
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the internal debate is over...i don.t like cj anymore..JOY!
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everxsilent : |
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=D
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woohoo5241 : |
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And additionally, Nire, (yes, Nire) I don't really care whether or not you become "friends" with Karen. You guys could be best friends, or fuck each other, or start a bagel company together or become best friends and fuck each other after starting the bagel company, I don't really care. You're not Satan or something and are going to possess her and keep her underground in some hellish church of evil (EVIL! I say!) for all eternity. My worries lasted only a few days, centered around her leaving us behind (not you stealing her away), and my fears weren't really even based in reality because I was stressed out and fucked in the head at the time. So stop making it seem like I'm going to rip your arm off and force it up your ass if you leave Karen a note or care about her. And after all, if I had a problem with you, then why did I have you sing back-up vocals on my hit 1985 single, "Columbian Pina Coladas and Fresh Incest Pie" ?
*tips hat to Rine and gives her a free box of Rice-A-Roni and a passport for the next time she visits the nation of Chuckaslovakia* Ciao
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woohoo5241 : |
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Yup, and for porn I download pictures of peanut butter jars...... with no lids or labels on!
=-O.......and sometimes, when I'm feeling REALLY kinky...I download some peanut butter-on-jelly action.....woo-ha!
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woohoo5241 : |
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Yup, and for porn I download pictures of peanut butter jars...... with no lids or labels on!
=-O.......and sometimes, when I'm feeling REALLY kinky...I download some peanut butter-on-jelly action.....woo-ha!
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everxsilent : |
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lol. hey! i don't get hard-ons from peanut butter....wait...*blinks*....i don't get hard-ons period, do it.... *giggles* that'd be a little weird... erm.....yeah. anyway. i'm going now! buhbyes!
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everxsilent : |
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lol. stimpie! mood swings are bad....
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xrazorscarsx : |
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call me whatever the fuck you want
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everxsilent : |
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horniness is a plague and its going to get us all!!!!!!.....it got me.......='(. lol. wee. okay, bad karen. not allowed on compie today. *waves* byebye stimpy! hehe...stimpy's funny...
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everxsilent : |
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i'm falling apart. can't help thinking this is all my fault. all my fault. all my fault. what if i had done things differently. would they have turned out better? i can't sleep anymore. i can't eat. i'm losing it. and i don't know what to do...[guilty]
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blxxdredsky : |
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>is it just the rain... or is it true my life is meaningless? xlxoxnxexlxyx and no shoulder to cry on...but who ami to complain, when it seems that now not only your beauty, but also your pain outweighs mine. [hes leaving, yes thats true...but not forever.] i. l.o.v.e. y.o.u. dont ever take those words for granted. <
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blxxdredsky : |
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i cant go to hfs.
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everxsilent : |
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=D lemme know what its like.....if you make it till then without playing with it...
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xrazorscarsx : |
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yea...talking to core and copy-ing and paste-ing the talking ness to let other people to read will do that...and core is a MEANIE!!
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everxsilent : |
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i hate being angry though. i'm used to sadness now. but i don't get really angry too often. so i flip out when i do...its not good =(
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blxxdredsky : |
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i didnt go see apc.......
im sorry. if thers anything... you know i could just umm....""go fer a walk"" fer a couple of....DAYS.... if you wanted me tooo...i heart you erin.
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blxxdredsky : |
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monday 3-7 friday 3-5, sat. 12-5....work. sucks..... i love you!!!!
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blxxdredsky : |
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gasp!!! well, if you do end up s.p.... then maybe i will check myself in. i had a break down yesterday... but....this is not the place to disscuss THAT. i know what will make you happy!!!! you can beautify my diary feer me. beautify is what we do and beautify is what will always cheer us up.... its inevitable.
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mxpxfanchic : |
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do you understand the meaning of love without condition?
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mxpxfanchic : |
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erin.. ... ..... ummm. well, i lost it today. this guy hit me in the head, so i took him by the neck and threw him up against the wall.... /anger/ and then i went to bathroom and cried, and i tried to make myself throw up so i could leave.. but i have no gag reflex.. and. no one cared. no one cares about us. not even my "closet friends".. they just sat there and enjoyed their lunch. i weigh too much. and no one will understand except you. you won't shun me. they shun me. they think im wacked. and daniel was trying to get me to sniff paint. we were painting a house. he said he wanted to see me high and drunk. he said i would be funny. i told him sure. but my "friends" said i couldn't. normally i hate daniel. i hat him cause he thinks he so much better than everyone. but he was cool today. he was gonna show me his stomach cause he said it was hairy. {i've already seen it} it doesn't remeber though. barney said i'd be funny high too. i got to she barney high. o, it was great. he came over and woke me from my sleep so i went to say high. and since i was sleeping i didn't have a bra on. and he gave me a hug. and we almost fell over. and he was like "new medication i'm on, i'll hook you up later.. and you and you and you(to my dog)" don't forget where you came from., .x. much love .x. Nuby
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stupidgoose : |
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I know you don't know me that well.. hardly at all, but if you need to let some anger or just tell something to i'm here. It may seem odd, but i can talk to you too. [J.A.L]
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everxsilent : |
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*shifty eyes* =D
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everxsilent : |
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justin just yelled at me about eating...*shakes head* i hope you get to see melissa.
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blxxdredsky : |
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its funny how your the only one who ever has been, and ever will be my friend... (i mean look at my notes page.) and its funny how your the only person that my mother can use as a weapon. .....erin....i need to get out of here. the number is in my pocket and the phone is by the door....im scared...im thinking about going back (ha!)
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blxxdredsky : |
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please call me tonite. please. im at work. i get off at seven. we...i need to talk...i love you.
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everxsilent : |
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=D i heart mrs.hendrick.
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everxsilent : |
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*laughs evily* my gramma is leaving her asshole boyfriend to go live in a pretti house near me. and i get to decorate! man.....this is gonna kick ass.
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everxsilent : |
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[it covers 3 months]
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everxsilent : |
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i might be able to get you birth control....i have a crazy sample pack you can have once i get the real one.
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everxsilent : |
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yeah...its easier then it would have been without them though. i guess. i can't even get away from missing him when i sleep. because then i dream about him and it makes things about 200x worse...=/
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stupidgoose : |
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I'll spend a night with you, and when you fall asleep i'll protect you from any nightmares... [J.A.L.]
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stupidgoose : |
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But no-one can ever understand me... How can you like what i write... ? [J.A.L.]
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blxxdredsky : |
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dont be angry....be.....um.......oehngitms....but not angry.
i loves you!!!!
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blxxdredsky : |
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i have a .c.o.n.f.e.s.s.i.o.n. to make.
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stupidgoose : |
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i'm not gone... just quite. sorry i've been trying to deal with some stuff i didn't want to put on my thingy. if you ask nicely i might though. :) J.A.L.
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m-a-n-s-o-n : |
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Awesome layout and very good writings. Oh and yeah, Placebo is yum.
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parlance : |
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okay, sure, i promise :]
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parlance : |
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We do...what we do...to get by...
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everxsilent : |
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O_O *cries* i don't want to think about it... well....at least i get to miss school....or part of it. dunno if my moms making me go back afterwards or not...
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uxcxthrewxme : |
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lol. sorry.
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notanadikt : |
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...*shakes head*... I'm sorry.
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almostalone : |
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hmm...i.d like to attend the sex badgering...i.d like to see what they have to say about we horrible people who are in love and had sex.
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xrazorscarsx : |
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OD ON THE SUGAR!!!
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almostalone : |
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today is a bad friday for everyone. [[april 9th - the friday from hell]]
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notanadikt : |
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Umm.... *blinks*...
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wench77 : |
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well, at least if he's honest about it. I know lots of people who get into relationships they don't want just FOR the sex. Very annoying, to say the least. hugs.
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wench77 : |
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howdithere! Is it really you? looks like your writing on the latest entry, anyway. I did notice on my buddy list yesterday that it was 80 days since you shut down your xquisitepain diary. yup. So how are you doing? I see you've already got nearly 200 entries, so you didn't leave diaryland altogether! Well, welcome back and thanks for giving me a shout! I'll come read. :) And yeah, whatever IS up with cute guys joining the KKK?? You should let em know that is NOT the way to get the cute girls! Scary horrid thing. tah!
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notanadikt : |
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Well, I stole it from Karen... who stole it from Shalyn... So don't thank me.
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notanadikt : |
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It's just a feeling
I get sometimes
A feeling
Sometimes
And I get frightened
Just like you
I get frightened too
but it's...
(no no no) No time for heartache
(no no no) No time to run and hide
(no no no) No time for breaking down
(no no no) No time to cry
Sometimes in the world as is you've
Got to shake the hand that feeds you
It's just like Adam says
It's not so hard to understand
It's just like always coming down on
Just like Jesus never came and
What did you expect to find
It's just like always here again it's...
(no no no) No time for heartache
(no no no) No time to run and hide
(no no no) No time for breaking down
(no no no) No time to cry
Everything will be alright
Everything will turn out fine
Some nights I still can't sleep
And the voices pass with time
And I keep
[repeat]
No time for tears
No time to run and hide
No time to be afraid of fear
I keep no time to cry
(no no no) No time for heartache
(no no no) No time to run and hide
(no no no) No time for breaking down
(no no no) No time to cry
(Cradle of Filth) Things will be okay kid, jeesh, you are worse than I am!.. and your friend fucked up your notes with that last one...
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notanadikt : |
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I fuggin' hate you sometimes... But I'm sure you feel the same about me...
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yeh-whatever : |
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because you are sexy. i love you
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notanadikt : |
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Ya know... That's really mean... Stupid... *rabbles under breath*...bitch.. blockin' meh... *stumbles off*
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almostalone : |
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::shields eyes:: look at the bright sunshiney-ness of my diary!
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feeltheopium : |
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Nirvana is GODLY. :x And... hi to you too, hee. Umm.. I really like your layout, with the black lyrics. Very beautiful song.
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brokenwords- : |
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black by pearl jam .. ah, you're lovely<3
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almostalone : |
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yr layout is fukking sexxxie erin!
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xrazorscarsx : |
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is there aposeded to be a pikature on the tempie?
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xrazorscarsx : |
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i found a new template thingy...and i.m stupid...can you help me fix it? plz?
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almostalone : |
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why havent you been at volleyball yo!
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yeh-whatever : |
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i may be sexy, but you're sexy....er.
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notanadikt : |
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Side note: Got internet, yay me.
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notanadikt : |
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Well... I found out everything from Joe... I'm not sure what to do now. Where do I go from here? They told me not to let Karen's bullshit to be the end of me... But I don't have much else do I? Do I deserve to constantly have this happen? I'm not enough am I... I'm scared.
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blxxdredsky : |
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i heart you!!!!!
hey ive got a new word for us (myowncreationthankyouverymuch)
we have elbows... and we have inbows.
teehee
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blxxdredsky : |
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it done.
i meet with the lawyer on wednesday...
and after that...
well...
well see when im leaving...
im sad..
but i cant figure out why....
i should be happy!!! :/
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die-beauty : |
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thanks. i hoped someone would understand. i guess its me being stupid. or just loving something you hate.
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almostalone : |
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::pet:: everyone wants to play with my hair now ::cries:: ::runs away::
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| from
almostalone : |
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erin shhh! yr not ugly!
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blxxdredsky : |
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uhhh....i dont know a michelle.....
mmmm.... no....
only victoria... and cosette....
pfsh...
making new imaginary friends for me now are we??
*shakes finger*
we'll have none of that... i am perfectally capable.
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xrazorscarsx : |
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changing my name is too much of a problem...so like i won.t...yay makes you happy-ish...lol
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blxxdredsky : |
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whos michelle?
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blxxdredsky : |
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.I.love.you.
we need to get a recorder so we will always remember.
Xforgetfullness is a blasphamyX
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| from
yeh-whatever : |
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you know what? i love you.
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| from
blxxdredsky : |
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grr... i just wrote this entirely huge note to yu... but i went to send it and it kicked me off!!! grrr... this is not a good day. i love you erin... ill tell you boutit later if i get a chance to call you (i gots to call the lawyer today *yikes*) ill see you fridya possible~
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blxxdredsky : |
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i cant beieve it. it wont let me link a picture into my background unless i upgrade.... what the fuck is up with vp? i dunno, but im gonna cry....
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guess who i met... joeys sister jessica or something.. but i was like woah.. cause she just randomly starting telling us about what happened and i was like i*ve heard this before.. and then i asked her if adam was his friend anmd she was like yeah and i was like WOAH!! small world.... yeah.. well. ummm. bye :D Nuby
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yes you may messes with my dairy. yes my dairy. lol. no typos heya. joshies is a stupid jealouses..... i had uuu firstest.
oh well. i love you seeeestah
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i heart you pathetyic wonderwoman!!!!
we are the alter egos of the notorious superheros!!!
coughbongmancough
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dude your diarie gets confuseing...who supposedly likes who?
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why would i be mad? what did you do....*shakes finger*
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....hmmm....
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notanadikt : |
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I seriously doubt Adam's parents will see his grades when he switches schools and what-not... But I may be wrong. *shrug* I'll be going now...
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just read previous entrie of yours...yay i.m actually LoVeD...yay...
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you suck big time erin !...but whatever...i wasn.t going to make him cheat on her cause she.s like my bestest friend and he.s just some hott dude she goes out with..which sucks...and i.ll get over it... cause i.m like that...i.ll like one dude one day and then hate him the next...~`ariana`~
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sorry just saying this is my new diary..used to be life-is-dead..i got bored with it..like i get bored with everything else lol!
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talkin bout the justin thing....:gives up: :waves:
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...have you ever started to leave a note with the intention of writing something worth reading yet when you got to the leave a note page you forgot what you were going to right. Kind of reminds me of this incident.
-Drob
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:smacks self: i'm a dork. a deaf one too. wow.... :laughs like a maniac at self: :runs away:
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Forgive the horrible typing in my note below... I had Karen write that for me. 'Spatz'? I said place bets* Anywho... I only really did it a couple times awhile ago, I don't think I'll do it anymore... Pills is better. Yup yup. Cheer.... leading... *cringe* Leaving for the ocean today at about 2. *Shrug* I'll be going now.
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i would like to remind you, that you are the same kind of wonderful. we are made from the same wonderful fabric, you&i. <33
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i called you mainly cause i knew it annoyed you... my school counselor saw my cuts and now they think my dad is beating me or some shit like that. now i have to go to some therapy shit. wanna play spatz on what mental disorders i have?
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i'm going to go see that today..hopefully..
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tornnbroken : |
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hah that's ok..i was wondering...lol
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i love you.
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josh scares me sometimes... and i gotted your number from the phone book so technically justin didn't get your number from me. haha, i'm done being stupid. :waves:
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notanadikt : |
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Oh... And I met Josh and Dan at the mall-ness... *Shrug*
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notanadikt : |
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Pfft... Don't flatter yourself... I got your number from Karen. I don't even remember my own damn number let alone your's... :P
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almostalone : |
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lalala ::wanders aimlessly:: im not tired anymore...its jayson's birthday...weeeeeeeeee dont give him no money though, he.ll just use it on weed ::cries::
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I'm scared... I said I didn't trust Karen before... But I did... I just have to say it as a sort of defense. But after this. I really don't. I think she is still hiding something, she isn't being completely honest. And now I have the right to be paranoid. But it's like they say, "Just because you are paranoid, doesn't mean that they aren't out to get you." But what's worse is... She really is all I have. It's not like I have any real friends or anything. Sorry for bitching to you. But pretty much everyone else wants her to dump me for Joe... Last resort. Though, I probably would have bitched to you anyways... :\
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So you are the only one who gets stressed? After the last week, I have every right to. 'Specially after the Karen/Joe thing. Probably shouldn't do this much though... Counted 67 on my arm... :/
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The flattery makes having the stupid thing worth it. =) So thank you.
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i know its a few days late, but will you be my valentine? i love you .
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i agree. i talked to him about it today. and her as well. and made up my mind. alright :sigh: i'm done babbling....yet again.:waves:
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thanks for talking to me the other day. i'm such a stupid little girl. i've made up my mind though. sigh. what the hell is wrong with me. :bangs head on desk: why did i ever think of doing that.....i love him too much to think of giving up hope for us. gah. :cries and bangs head on desk some more: oh well. sorry for this stupid notey thing. :waves: :runs away:
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*Yet another note* Sorry, I feels like writing you lots of notes. This time I gots to say that I -love- it when you write about your depression... Stuff like that reminds me that you are still just another stupid teenager like the rest of us. 'Cept not as stupid... Or teenager-ish... Ah hell. You get what I'm saying. Bye for now... can't promise that I won't leave another one. DUM DUM DUM!!!!
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Aunt got hit by an 18 weeler***
Sorry, stupid wireless keyboard.
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Aunt got !8 weeler, so we have been back in Ohio since Thursday... Yea, sucks. *Shrug* Made some good of it, stole a shitload of percocet from my grandmother, my uncle gave me beer and some weed. So -somewhat- fun. We will prolly be back tomorrow 'round 10 at night... And we had to cancel the Comcast thing again. But they are coming back for the 3rd god-damn time Tuesday... Let's hope that we actually get internet this time. *Crosses fingers* Waaaait aaa minute! You almost sounded like you wanted to talk to me! Damn it! You are supposed to hate and ignore me! *Pouts*
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Spit... I was fucking obsessed with that song in 8th grade... It's still great, though. Perfect for venting when you are pissed/stressed. I feel like hug-whoring... But I'm not about to go hug people I don't know. *Shrug* Oh yes... I never got a hug from you... I was planning to run up and steal one then run away laughing like a maniac... But I forgotted. Oh well, some other time. *Weird slasher riff thing* Mwahahaha.
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awww thanks..:)
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icomeundone : |
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darling, that was beautiful what you said about tears. well there is something i know about you now.. you can write beautiful notes. see that wasn't so hard now was it? teehee, just teasing. i heart you have a wonderful day!<3
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tell me about you...
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icomeundone : |
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why thank you. i love you too then. keep in touch. adding you as a fave.<3
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life-is-dead : |
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thanks! you rock \m/..i'll add you too :)
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i too am tired of it all. everything will be perfect when its just you and me. no world, no worries, no pain. just getting high under the sky......
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*Leaves note in super-secret-like diary* Washa! Sorry... I don't have internet at home yet... So I'll just bug you like this for the time being. Buh-bye! ;)
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