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Hey, remember me? I remember you. You still updating, or planning on it? I'm still updating, AND planning on more... Oh, in case you forgot, anasinger327 and ashley2ashes are both me.

from bpchild :

xx Hey there, your entries are intresting. am new here so. Whats new? xx

from miame :

Hi there! You were BEAUTIFUL in Lana's wedding. You're a pretty woman...you just don't know it!

from miame :

Hey there! I thought that I'd let you know about this typing game on Shockwave. It's called Shark Attack...it's fun and will help you build speed pretty quick. It also lets you know what your WPM is at the end of each round. Good luck!!

from emoxfreak :

i liked your diary it is cool am glad i stoped to look at it, and this is not the last time am gonna pass by. bye :(

from miame :

Thanks for the note. We're not trying to become veggitarians right now. There is no way I could get my husband to give up meat...I know about the not loving yourself thing. It has taken A LOT of work for me to get here. Search for "BodyClutter" on amazon. If you happen to have a little extra $$$ laying around the book could change your life. It did mine. There are a number of excercises that you do in the book (some are in my diary). The author of BodyClutter has a website www.flylady.net it's mostly about cleaning house and following her system made a huge difference in my house....and her book made a huge difference in my life. All my best to you!!!

from miame :

Hey girl! I just wanted to drop you a note to say: You are good enough for anyone just the way you are. If he doesn't like then he isn't good enough for you. I have had the same struggles that you face and I've learned a really great secret....love yourself first and everyone else will follow. So long as you think you're not good enough other people are going to as well. Good luck with your date!!

from redsiren :

aww i'm glad :D ty for letting me :D

from miame :

It's funny that just today I thought, whoa, I wonder if Mr. Coffee trucker will bring as many adventures as Daniel....and look who pops back up. Don't let him hurt you again!!!!

from redsiren :

hope you don't mind but i added your diary to one of my faves. i think ur diary is brilliant. if u don't want it on there, just leave me a note and it'll take it down. keep up ya wicked diary ;)

from miame :

Sure! just email me at turkey_lynn @ yahoo.com Have a great day!

from sun-down :

Hi! Of course you can have my password. Would you mind giving me your email address? I don't want to post it here for anyone to see. Thanks, and take care!

from miame :

I'm so happy that you're back to updating. I'm sure that things will start going better soon! Other than rent...how do you like your new place?

from raygirl999 :

Well I often find myself replaying things I have said and done and hoping that I didn't make a fool of myself. It tends to be worse when i am hungover though. I just figure that as embarrassing as I may be there are thousands of people worse than me!

from miame :

I love your pic! That is too funny!. I hope you get off early! Merry Christmas!

from raygirl999 :

At work on Christmas? Shame on your crappy company! I hope you are making at least 2x an hour. Merry Christmas, don't work too hard!

from raygirl999 :

Hey I see you have me listed as a fave. I wanted to give you my username and pasword. un: donnie pw: darko I hope you are enjoying your new apartment and puppy!

from emaciana :

hello, just wanted to say that i'm reading...

from xoxo-kristyn :

hey i just joined this thing, and i saw that you liked bright eyes. just thought i would try and make a friend.

from anasinger327 :

it seems so odd that your doctor would suggest gastric bypass over diet pills. the surgery isn't something that doctors just give to any overweight person. perhaps she mentioned that because none of that has worked in the past. if your doctors (meaning, get multiple opinions) agree that it's a good idea, and you should understand that purging probably isn't the greatest idea when the surgery's over (destroyed stomach lining could be a major complication), then i say go for it. it's VERY effective if you do exactly what you're supposed to do, and eat what you're supposed to, follow their instructions to a t. and i'm not just talking out of my ass...my choir director had it done about two years ago and it worked wonders for her. she's a whole different person. anyway, good luck!!! <3ashley

from anasinger327 :

aww. good luck with everything. happy holidays i suppose. <3 ashley

from wilyred :

Good, glad you didn't do it. That was just not a good idea. If you want some drug deterrent, google "meth mouth."

from xredbracelet :

you should call him!! also do you realize that you're date is off? it says november 15th!!!

from nymphopussy :

awesome, good for u! 14 lbs is alot when u think bout it. keep doing what ur doing and u'll get there. don't worry if u don't or look any different, it will show when u get to ur goal. -mary-

from ashley2ashes :

sorry i had to do this, but i have locked my diary with a different password. if you want the password... first leave me a note saying "turn around, bright eyes, and check your email!" then send me an email that includes your diaryland username, along with the reason i told you to write "turn around, bright eyes" in the note. if you don't remember, i will only let you know the password if i already know that you are trustworthy.

from diaryofanana :

just stoppin by to say HELLO and keep up the good work. Leila

from xredbracelet :

if you are still interested in having me as your roomate i'm still very willing. whenever.

from xredbracelet :

i updated my journal just so you know about ebay postings i have. i'm also offering the 1st cycle of america's next top model. it's in the plastic and everything. box is a little damaged when it was shipped, but it's good in case your interested.

from wilyred :

Well glad to hear from you. Hope things are going well.

from ashley2ashes :

HAHA that idiot nurse. what an idiot. <3 ashley

from ashley2ashes :

so sorry about everything. :-( keep on keeping on girl. <3 ashley

from neverswallow :

you've been on my buddylist, but i just wne through a divorce and had to get another computer. but im back, and im happy to be reading your diay again!

from raygirl999 :

your ex is a fucking jackass idiot. you should get a lawyer and sue the hell out of him. maybe then he wouldn't be such a jerk.

from bone-fetish :

I absoluely love the studs on the back of the neck...I knew a guy that had his top 3 vertibrae pierced horizontally; so hot.

from bone-fetish :

I know what you mean about being triggered by those chicks on myspace. Tyra Banks never made me puke, it's those skinny bitches I have to see everyday at the gym, in real life.

from ashley2ashes :

omg babe...you need to lay off the drinking and the pills. you sound like an extremist version of me. please...just try. <3 ashley

from ashley2ashes :

awwwww i'm sorry about the ridley situation...definitely give him a chance, you said he's only a puppy. if not i'll take him!!!! not that i could actually do that, but i want to. ;-) hang in there <3 ash

from phant-ana-si :

Hey, I am glad to see a lot of ana's here...Would you mind helping me or even talking to me, I need to get back on track and am finding it rather difficult..?^_^

from jerrbear :

I used to live in downtown Oakland but now I live just on the Oakland side of the High St bridge. It's cheaper.

from jerrbear :

Thanks! The banner was originally intended to be boobies; I didn't notice the resemblance to eyes until later. I like your diary too. If you feel like you *have* to lose weight the healthiest way is to just go for long walks rather than drastically change your eating habits. Um...not that I am one to be giving advice on losing weight. Most people I know have given me unsolicited advice and it's all I can do not to stomp their boney asses into the dirt. The best thing anyone ever does for me is when my friend Deborah says "You wanna go for a walk?" None of that "You should blah blah blah." She's awesome and we eventually walked around Lake Merritt several times, I lost fifty pounds that summer without even trying.

from ashley2ashes :

i say go for the april plan. you can do it! i'm doing something similar. good luck. -ash

from xredbracelet :

Are you still looking for a roomate? My email is no longer in use and I have moved so my address is different, however things will be forwarded to me if you send them. Did you get my last letter? You never responded back. If you get this leave me a note at: http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=cherrycrusade or mail me a letter. I'll respond asap. I need to be out of here by FEB 1.

from purex :

Candy and chips and lots of other shit foods are kept EVERYWHERE at my work and it is so. hard. to not be constantly munching on them. That just came to my mind when you wrote about having to bring stuff for the baked potato. I have been trying to limit myself to like one piece of candy an hour lol isn't that sad? BUT IT'S HARD, DAMN IT, IT'S SO HARD! That fucking candy drawer..

from imabrat2 :

Well, I don't know about the Doritos...but an entire box of chocolate covered peanut clusters sounds pretty good to me. Gee, I wonder why I'm fat... :-(

from ashley2ashes :

i hate doritos with a fiery passion. if you wanna lose your appetite for them, just take a bag, read the ingredients, and see all the shit that they're made of. it's pretty gross. by the way, you can go to a health food store and buy chips from the company "garden of eatin'" that are VERY low in fat and all-natural and way better than doritos...in moderation of course =)

from jane-does :

I am back, under a different name. hertinyhands, type "lux" and "veritas" to get in. Would you mind deleting this note? Thanks, and Happy New Year.

from bone-fetish :

Good luck. :) -Bone

from ashley2ashes :

it's on the profile now, i fixed it, the u/n is "turnaround" and the p/w is "brighteyes" (like "total eclipse of the heart" lol) <3 ash

from purex :

kelp pills (suplements? whatever..) are suposed to speed up metabolism.. maybe you could request topomax? that's what i'm on right now, it's an appetite suppressant *sp*, often prescribed for bulimics (also just.. depressed people..) because you won't have the urge to overeat so yeah. people have dropped lots of weight with topamax, that's why i like it so much! good luck

from vintagegurl :

all I want to know is are you wearing the elf costume ;-)

from sinfulgurl :

I know what you mean i think of food when i'm bored.

from imabrat2 :

The day trip to Santa Cruz will probably do you good. Have a nice weekend. :-)

from list-alive :

Hello, I've recently opened a new listing site, and I would like to list you!

from miame :

It sounds like Daniel is being a butthole. Don't let him take advantage of you...You deserve someone who is going to treat you with the respect that you deserve....A nice FU message is definetly in order! :) Sandy

from purex :

have you neutered him? if all he's doing is acting up a whole hell of a lot, you can try giving him benadryl, it calms cats/dogs down.. not a lot but whenever he has to be left alone, maybe to just give him the sleepies for a little bit you know? good luck

from anasinger327 :

sorry about ridley...maybe he needs to go someplace where someone can care for him 24/7. he shouldn't have pushed it on you, though, especially if you can't afford it. good luck. -ash

from rushgirly :

I'm very new to this site, but have read some of your diary. All the symptoms (overweight, depression, lack of periods etc) sound to me like you MAY have Polycystic Ovarian Disorder (PCO). You may want to go to a reproductive endocrinologist to get yourself checked out. There are a lot of things that can help you! Best of luck to you!

from noneyouknow :

I know you miss him but try to focus on all the stuff you want to do with your life. no sense in waiting for something because you are just wasting time you could be happier.

from me-destruitt :

It sounds like you have your life all figured out...going back to school is an awesome idea. Good luck with your plans and I hope everything works out like you want it to.

from imabrat2 :

I had a pit bull for about 14 years before we had to put him to sleep. He was dying of cancer. He was the best dog we ever had, was truly part of the family and I totally trusted him with my kids. We later got another pit bull puppy and though we raised him the same as the first, he grew up to be a biter and couldn't be trusted. We found what we thought would be a better home for him, but later found out the he got worse as he got older and had to be put down. Good Luck with Ridley. I know you love him, but sometimes the best thing is also the hardest thing to do.

from vintagegurl :

Thanks. I guess you're right...

from anasinger327 :

"much to be desired"?? i don't get it lol. but thanks :-) <3 ash

from purex :

addicted to what?

from vintagegurl :

just a quick note to say that guys usually don't notice it when you put on weight. they get used to how you look, even with 40+++ lbs gained. I've gone from 130 to 210 w/ the same boyfriend (my ex), and he did not notice (he told me when I asked him after we broke up). you're the same fun, interesting girl he was attracted to in the beginning! <3

from jst5mor-lbs :

oh. ok. I was just wonderin' because i love how your diary looks. How do i get mine like that?

from purex :

I don't know what kind of birth control you are looking for, but as far as the pills go, I've been really happy with Nordette 28. Er.. maybe they just call it Nordette. Whatever. Anyway, it doesn't make you gain any weight (at least not for me.. anything I gained was my own bad eating habits lol), and it's been 100% effective for me (thank God!). Just an idea.

from afadingrose :

ummm...hey i love your diary so im adding you

from toshchaya :

Of course! help/me or tiny/again :*)

from purex :

i just read that at one point you were considering AZ, maybe still are.. anyway, i went there to see family and it's def. a great place for weight loss because walking=sweating your ass off! -kt-

from purex :

hey i just found your diary and wanted to say i like it and am adding you as a favorite.. ooo i want to go to a gym so bad but have such an intense fear of people seeing me exercise lol isn't that dumb? oh well..

from comfortm :

username:thiscantbe password:life thank you for leaving a note.

from thekinkymary :

don't u kno that it's bad to binge and stuff? ur still consuming the calories or w/e and just throwing up the food. plus, the stomach acid from throwing up is REALLY bad on ur throat. don't b surprised when ur throat has all these problems later on. try not to throw up, just try... ttyl-mary-

from vintagegurl :

Good luck with your challenge! And I hope you figure out your dog situation. He looks very cute!

from luvcoffee84 :

hey! cute dog you have. like your diary your a sweetie, so I posted you as one of my favrates. ciao chika

from anasinger327 :

get out of there as soon as you can!! you don't deserve that asshole. you deserve daniel. reading your diary, i've come to love him. he seems like the absolute right person for you. i'm not going to say "don't worry" because that won't do any good, but just stay strong, and know that things are bound to turn out great for you. <3 ashley

from skinny--girl :

from what i've read it sounds like getting out of there WAS for the best. also sounds like you left him sitting there on an empty floor to regret his decision - HA! i wanna add that the year and a half or so when i lived by myself was a fabulous time. it's a great feeling to have a place all your own, if you can swing it, you should give it a go - you may be surprised!

from jilll :

hey i'm ana and mia too.friends? ps. do you have a livejournal?if you do, i know you!

from vintagegurl :

Got it. Anyways the situation is changing big time right now, the rents have gone up like 30% in a few years but I know it's still nothing compared to London or any major city in the US. I guess we're still lucky

from vintagegurl :

I didn't get your point. Our minimum salary is about 7.2 dollars, and that's for people without education. I live in "Yurop", you know, the neck of the woods. Have a nice day

from ana-shadow :

hey, du know how to fix it? cos when i look at my diary, the picture looks fine. help would be appriciated! Ta, Serah x

from facka :

Hi, Im a member of two diaryrings that you run, you are welcome to see my diary and to send me a message to [email protected] , oh I forgot !!!, my name is facka, I have ana im on recovery know, or at least I try to be. xxxfacka.

from xredbracelet :

thank you. we weren't really close it just hurts at a core b/c his sun has cerebal palsy and is stressing really badly now about being able to have enough money to take care of himself. i was going to try and find a place and see if he wanted to move in with me, but i thought we had at least 2.5 more months. about chad...yep. booty call. have i mentioned him lately? i'm so fucked out from one minute to the next that i have issues remembering what i've said. him and i are still just right there. we hang out a lot more now and go on 3 30 in the morning road trips to one of our friends houses out of town. it's always fun. i got exposed to some crank from a contact which made me horribly sick the next day. since then i've ate twice in the past 3 days. i'm thinking it was a dumb idea, but otally good on the weight thing. i'm really wanting to lose. i'm going to email you tonight. i miss you oggles! if i can find my cord i'll send you a pic of my hair. it kinda reminds me of yours when you first got it cut short.

from anasinger327 :

lollipops are basically just really thick black briefs. like, really, really short shorts with elastic around the legs as well as the waist. lindsay calls them "vagina pants" and since the dresses exposed the front of the lollipops completely, they were called "vagina suits." i swear everybody called them that, even v and linda.

from vintagegurl :

hi! it's just that my counter thing showed I had 999x visitors, and I wanted the 10.000th visitor to say a little something. But they didn't!! :-"( good luck with daniel and everything!

from krichelle :

oh man.. i have a closet full of skinny clothes too. and its sad that now that im losing weight again and i can fit into a size smaller, i still think.. "these were my FAT pants still though.." *sigh* love ya

from laura-ly :

I'm not trying to rain on your parade...but 140 by august doesn't seem very realistic. Fasting like you're saying you want to will kill your metabolism by 20 lbs. lost from now. 10 lbs. a month is more realistic, and you'll be much more likely to keep it off in the long run. Plateaus suck, and are very discouraging, so try and avoid one if at all possible. But good luck with whatever you do...and exercise will definetly help. Take care.

from roamany :

I hope everything works out for your and your boyfriend, I'm kinda going through the same thing and reading your last entry almost burst into tears. I don't have any advice, and you sound more clear headed than me anyhow. I just wanted to send you good wishes and hope that you're ok.

from krichelle :

your diary is unlocked now! hurrah! thanks for the note! i got lucky and it appears that his fishies are all alive...which is a good thing cuz he's obsessed with his tank.. he's got a few thousand invested in it.. he'd *know* if anything were dead lol... hopefully nothings dead! *fingers crossed*

from laura-ly :

I like "can't let go", as well as "sryinge".

from thintowin :

Wow, you are gorgeous and I love when you post pics. That pic with the new piercing? Stunning.

from urrha :

wow you have the prettiest eyes :) take care

from thekinkymary :

lol, i live in antioch and most of the entries r from antioch and the ppl and my friends that live here too. sooo "antioch" has helped me get to where i am w/ 210 entries. lol just silly i guess, ttyl-mary-

from noneyouknow :

It might not be any of my business but I think that you should follow your dogs led and get rid of Daniel. He is just a user and even more a loser. Animals are said to have a way of sense good and bad in people and it looks like he senses bad.

from xredbracelet :

i think it's just the computer setting little lady! it's black on my screen :)

from imabrat2 :

Your font looks fine.

from thekinkymary :

wow, i didnt think of that, but no, i dont have huge boobs, just a regular b cup. but i'll think bout that... ttyl-mary-

from andmia :

thank you much!! yeah-- i thought it was more uplifting then the girl purging! andrea

from xoxtasxox :

hey there just wanted to let you know I added you to my profile as a favorite diary. I also added a link to your diary on my diary. I just needed to say that your diary is awesome and that I am glad there are people like you in this world! Also, I love your layout. It has kind of a press-the-button-get-a-surprise feel to it. Anyway, your diary and what's written in it are great. Oh, also I usually add a quote as a comment with peoples usernames in my profile so if you have any favorite suggestions or quotes, just let me know. You can just leave a note, that would be great. Can't wait till your next update! Always, roo <3

from anasinger327 :

awesome hair!!! would you believe the only time i ever dyed my hair was when i was like 4 years old at my friend's b-day party, i wanted it to be red like ariel in the little mermaid, but it came out kinda green...YOU on the other hand have a great color going there; it reminds me of thing 1 and thing 2. that's a good thing. :-D <3 ashley

from thekinkymary :

lol i'm sorry, i didnt mean it like that. i'm the kind of person that likes alot of stuff going on when i see something. so a plain, one color thing won't catch my eye, instead, a multi. colored object will. i'm also the kind of person who checks email, while listening to music, while talking to ppl, while playing a game at the same time. im weird like that, hyper minded, i guess. ttyl-mary-

from emotivatedx :

yes, swwwwooooooonn and drooool. ;)

from emotivatedx :

your music taste makes me swwwwooooonnn <3

from imabrat2 :

I made the changes you suggested. Thanks, I'm glad you found me.

from imabrat2 :

Oops, I have it. Thanks. :-)

from imabrat2 :

Thanks for adding me. Can I have your password?

from zoerouge :

thanks for the password. I was kind of sad when I got blocked, then check my notes and was able to continue reading your diary from where I left off. It sounds werid and somewhat freaky but I really enjoy following your diary. anyway debt sucks (currently 20,000 myself) but nowdays it is just another fact of life. Tell D i said hi, what happen to your chick friend and try and post some new pics? thanks bye

from ccoffeegirl :

Hey...thanks for the password. I'd found your diary awhile ago and then I was offline for a long time.

from step-inside :

Dude...I'm retarded. I realized after leaving you that note that you'd already given me the password. I hadn't checked my notes in a while. But thanks for e-mailing me the password anyway, lol. Take care <3

from x-gia-x :

hey, thanks for your note. im still around but im not reading diarys as they arnt benifital to my recovery im doing very well now i dont plan to slip back into my old trends and diaryland diaries were a little to Pro ana to do anything good for me. but thanks for considering me all the same and i promise i will check out your diary soon and see how you are going.

from step-inside :

Hey I was wondering if I could please get the password to your diary? My e-mail is [email protected]. Thanks! :)

from krugerpak007 :

Your life is really interesting, it really is like a soap opera that I tune in to everyday. Please take care! xoxo Kathy

from stupid--kid :

heya, i read your diary from time to time.. well alot.. hehe can i have your password pretty please? i wish this many people read my diary, and left messages, but im boring.. so i guess thats why.. ta ox

from thinplease :

guess you need my email address: [email protected]

from thinplease :

hi, i am an avid reader of your diary, may i have the user name and password to keep up??

from angelofmine3 :

hey this is lostlilone3... i changed names on here.. thank you for the password :) take care- Brandi

from thintowin :

Thanks. I do still read your diary almost every day. :)

from kbc :

Thank you for the password, I do read your diary! K

from cicadas :

thanks

from vintagegurl :

OK, thanks! I do read it

from thekinkymary :

ok, thanx, oo thanx on the lil kitty thing, shes so cute!

from laura-ly :

I'm definetly still around...and thanks for the password. I still read you daily. Take care.

from glasssnail :

Man. I'm sorry about that guy. Things sound so complicated right now. Take care hun. :hugs:

from thekinkymary :

no, thats awesome that u like my diary, i liked urs too, and adding urs to mine. im glad i found out u liked mine. ttyl-mary-

from thekinkymary :

umm i was looking to see who has me as their favs and i saw u. i dont remember reading ur thing, but i am now, but y is mine a fav of urs? is it cool, was it something u read? id like to kno, ttyl-mary-

from blondiegrl24 :

Hey...sure I am fasting actually as of today....feel free to email or im me. I'm not always online very much, but I always check my email. We can support each other together...i have lots to loose-thats what happens when you kind of take a break from obsessing about your weight..it just sneaks up on you! So, I am trying to lose a lot by Spring Break which is like a month and a week or so away. I am mostly gonna me fasting though with a little bit of restricting cause duh-i know theres no way I can fast for as long as I ReALLy want too. Oh and I love ur diary so far...i just started reading it, but I can identify with a lot of your stuff....i had a guy situation like yours going on for a while too...but I'll talk more about that later....Let me know if u wanna support each other as fasting buddies! I have to do it this time!! xoXOxo

from fatgirl- :

thank you for the note. lol, that is actually pretty funny.

from anasinger327 :

WOW...your life is like some crazy dramatic novel that's actually interesting. i think both you and matt did the right things, and now you should just try to be friends and put this saga behind you. as for daniel, you have to leave matt to get over that on his own. and yes, daniel has to make up his mind about you, but you have to leave him to do that on his own as well. i really don't know what else i can tell you. hang in there, though. time will help to heal these wounds, even if the wounds leave scars.

from anasinger327 :

i don't think you're a whore. honestly i don't. you can't help the way you feel, and you can't help it if he feels the same for you, and that he wants to do something about it. but i agree with thintowin's comment below...you have to make sure that when he's with you he won't secretly want to be with anyone else. right now he just sounds very confused about what and who he wants. and maybe you should just be his friend for now, until he knows for sure. and trust me, you'll know when that happens. best of luck!!! <3 ashley

from sweetvanity :

I can understand where you come from. To a certain extent, I'm sure I'd let myself make the same decisions just to feel something.

from thintowin :

Hey there. I just wanted to say that I think his girlfriend must be really blind, dumb, or naive (or in denial) because I would never stand for (or believe) my guy staying with "friends" from 1-7am every night. She must not be the sharpest knife, or she is too afraid of losing him to bring it up. Please, if and when he dumps her for you, do not let this happen to you. If you suspect anything, bring it up immediately, don't suffer in silence. What a miserable way to live.

from magic-dirt :

Lol you dirty girl. Well, the poor boys who take them, their dick shrivels up really small. Which is strange considering they get so damn big everywhere else. But for the ladies your clit gets fucking ENORMOUS and you can orgasm just from coming into contact with anything. Hmm tempting.. not. Or maybe she was full of shit. Oh and I like your diary too :) Love Kat.

from thintowin :

Hey! I love swing dancing... I actually used to teach the juitterbug, but then moved to swing (much better/easier basic step) and it is great. But I suggest you have Daniel learn from the video with you, not something you can really learn without a partner. The Charleston on the other hand... :) Have fun!

from bootlckr :

I have learned how to bellydance from video tapes. It's like any workout tape you'd use. Once you do it enough, it gets easier.

from bigcanoe :

Hey. Sorry 'bout that. Username = big, password = canoe. Okay, I know, I'm not very creative. :)

from heaven911 :

i love your diary so much... you should definetly talk to him... its not fair that you owe money.. and he's able to get things that rnt even neccessities... he should at least be considering taking the things out of ur name. have fun at the wedding and the party.. im sure ur friend will understand *Tara

from laura-ly :

Hey chick! I was looking at your "progress" pics, wow...you can really see the difference. Keep up the good work, and keep posting those pics to show us your improvements! Take care!

from xredbracelet :

i'm glad you're doing good and you're back! and omg! i forgot alllll about the bracelet b/c no one ever replied to it! dude, if you really want to you can make me one! i don't know if you have the beads, but if you do you could just make one of those. the others take so much time an di know you are busy anyway. but it's up to you. :) thank you oogles! if there is anything i can ever do for you, please let me know :)

from xredbracelet :

ok so i guess it's my turn to ask. 9 days and no update? are you ok?

from anasinger327 :

wow...what a loser that guy was. you were so right for not "participating in his cheating ways" like you said. i commend you girl! you're definitely on my favorites list. :)

from coldburn :

You are right, you did nothing wrong. The guy is just pissed off and embarassed. And probably feeling ashamed. So don't sweat it, girl. You did the right thing. There will always be creeps like that guy, but not all guys are the same.

from fcukinreview :

Hey I just started a new review site I was wondering if youd like to be reviewed if youre interested visit us at http://fcukinreview.diaryland.com -- Thanks!!

from vintagegurl :

hi thanks for your answer to my little question, I think you're right... about my scale, it's a digital one that also tells you your fat percentage, I bought it for 50 euros (50 $) I think. It's way more motivating than my old normal crappy scale because you can see even the smallest losses and you don't have to guess your weight! I don't regret this purchase at all! See ya

from bootlckr :

There's a diet that I'm going to start to just cleanse out my system. It says you can stay on it longer than seven days if you want. But if you want to check it out it's at: http://www.idiet4u.com/diets/sacredheart.html

from shh- :

username= shh-.. password=don't tell! love ya! xoxo *nikki*

from shh- :

I locked my diary so if you want the password just write about it in your next entry and I'll be more than happy to tell you!!! :) take care! xoxo *nikki*

from vintagegurl :

Wow! You look so good and cool! Honestly you have a very beautiful face and the hair is just great I love it!!

from zoerouge :

wow, just another note about how cute your hair is. You look great! I bet it makes Matt jealous to see you getting a new hair cut. I have been following your journal for a while, and Im glad to see you moving on from matt, going to concerts, seeing some boys, and keeping us informed! Cute pics too, it helps to see the person behind the diary. Thanks for being brave enough to post the photos! love, zoe

from bootlckr :

I love your hair. But I really don't think the other color looked gothic. I have bleach blonde hair myself, but I'm thinking of getting it dyed black.

from miapiglet :

Your new hair is nice... u are beautiful! :)

from fat-ana :

the new hair style looks great!

from miapiglet :

Awww.... you are so very sweet. Thanks for being you! I love reading your journal, and I think you are an amazing gal. Keep in touch! <3

from miapiglet :

LOL!! I got the pay paled nickel! You shouldnt be sending me money when u are broke! Hehehe.... it really put a smile on my face when I got that though... thanks for making my day <3

from xredbracelet :

as it stands right now i'm either getting a pomeranian or a pug. my dad says it has to be small if it's going to be inside, and that was fine with me b/c i was thinking pomeranian all along. they are sweeter that way i think. i'm not getting it from a breeder because i think that's terrible. i went to the humane shelter today and all of their puppies were going to grow up to be big dogs. i'm going to check back soon when i'm sure they will get more. i'm going to be looking in the free section of the paper for free puppies and tomorrow when my dad goes to work he's asking our old vet who has since became a friend of the family if he knows anyone with pugs or poms.

from miapiglet :

Where's my nickel? ;)

from vintagegurl :

thanks for your message! i'm very happy but scared too! I hope to continue to lose weight!! <3

from bootlckr :

As much as I wish I could donate money, I only make about 200 dollars a week. Sorry.

from bootlckr :

There's a pill that is in stores called Startch Away. It's supposed to help block carbs or something like that. I haven't tried it yet. But I saw the commercial on t.v.

from ana4daniel :

i read your profile and love all your pics, music, books... then i read your awesome diary! its unbelieveably human and endearing... thanks so much for posting it... i still have more to read but i just wanted to tell you...

from bootlckr :

First off, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!! Second off, Go see a doctor. Tell him about the fleshy thing and all the blood. I'm no doctor but it sounds REALLY serious.

from pleasediana :

i've moved xredbracelet

from miame :

Hi there! I just wanted to send you a great big HUG. I sure hope that everything gets better for you! Sandy

from shrinkodebt :

that's a lot of eds you have listed there in your profile. take care of yourself, ~odebt

from shh- :

If you ever need someone sweetie, I am here! ALWAYS remember that! :) have a good day! xoxo *nikki*

from anasmyway :

I saw that you left me a note a while back and I don't think I ever got a chance to say thanks. I was at 225 now I'm at 208. :) so I'm doing good slowly but surely lol. :) I saw that you are running one of the rings that I joined. I'm actually looking for someone to make a ring for our little support group if you are interested let me know Mwah

from anasmyway :

I saw you had me as a favorite. I actually do ana mia mondays if you would like to join please send me an email at [email protected]

from prettywastex :

The PB diet is nothing but eating PB and drinking watter/diet soda. I go with about 4 tbs. per day and lost 10lbs in 2 days... HOWEVER, I lose weight quickly at firts- becuase I have a lot to lose. Its a mono-diet, and others that work are milk/dark CHOCOLATE and water, gummy bears,jelly beans ect. Sounds too good to be true? It's tougher then you'd think. Also they cause a laxitive effect, and your under nourished after a few days-- so u may feel like shit. The PB is my fav cuz i LOVE PB, and it keeps u full/cravings away. It may also get u into ketosis, becuz its semi-low carb. good luck! =D <33 Jenn

from pleasediana :

wow..looks like i need to start saving my pennies then!! and yes..you were right. it's indiana.

from only10more :

just wanted to wish you good luck with the atkins diet!!!

from miapiglet :

omg...IM sooo sorry about u and matt. At then end I thought i was going to cry...and I dont even know you! Just remember that in life you have to look out for number one...and thats you. Hang in there sweetie!

from shrinkodebt :

awh, girl, that's hard, I know. Just take it a day at a time.

from bootlckr :

I think that every once and a while we have to give into our cravings. Like the other day there was homemade birthday cake at work. I kept fighting with my self. Finally I cut a very very small piece(the size of one of those wide sharpie permenant markers caps). And I felt better because then I curbed the craving and it was soooooooo good!!! So just keep up the good work.

from only10more :

keeping track is always a good idea! i wish you the best!

from only10more :

UGH!!! i totally understand where you're coming from, and know how you feel. you're awesome, no matter what! : )

from pleasediana :

Boys are oblivious to most things. Do you ever notice when u get ur hair cut girls seem to notice but boys never do? That's their nature. I've seen those pics before and I checked them out again and this just proves how oblivious boys really are! Yeh..ur face looks thinner..but hello..can he not see how flat ur tummy got!? Or how much tinnier ur legs are? You can't really see ur arms since they are folded back but even like that you see a difference! Just remember, it's a boys nature to be unaware of the obvious.

from bigcanoe :

Don't worry about Matt. He's a boy and is therefore hindered by a natural incompetence. :) If it matters any, I can see the difference. Congratulations!! Kara

from bootlckr :

Guys can be such assholes(i know cuz i live with my own)!!! How dare he fucking go online and talk to other girls. A couple of weeks ago my man was looking at other girls profiles on a dating thing online and oh was HE in trouble!!! No sex for a week. And I don't see how he couldn't see a difference in your pictures, I sure did. Guys are all selfish. Yea they have their good days and those are far and few between!!! LOL! By the way, that Jason a.k.a. Nipple is hot!!!

from wrthlss :

What are otter pops? Why did you get your tongue pierced?

from bootlckr :

What type of vitamins should I take since I'm obviously not getting my daily value from food?(lol)

from bigcanoe :

It' me again!! The iron pills are a bitch. They make your bowels "sticky" and therefore constipate the hell out of you. Lovely, eh? It'll sound weird but pablum is a great source of iron and is easily ingested by your body. I used to mix half a cup in with cereal and I couldn't even taste it. Spinach salad, apricots, broccoli, and eggs are pretty good sources too although red meats have the highest levels and that type of iron is more easily absorbed by the body. Anyway, I'm not an iron expert.... I just pretend! Take care and congrats on the weight loss! Kara

from bigcanoe :

Hi again. I'd suggest having your iron levels checked if you're always tired. I was like that last summer. I'd wake up after nine hours of sleep and have to take a nap two hours later. Turned out I severely anemic and almost required a transfusion. It's worth a shot. The iron pills aren't much fun but there's a Michelina's lifestyles spaghetti and meatballs frozen dinner that has like 700% of your daily iron intake and is only about 300 calories. Just a suggestion. Take care, Kara :)

from ghostofgor :

My coming here was a accident, just random. I wont venture to scold, or demean here. And I do understand its all in your mind dear girl. The pounds that is. I could ramble for hours on diet and excersise, but I wont. I weigh close to 300lbs. I stand 6 ft 2 inch. As well as I carry the weight, I looked "ana" when I was below 215. Not all bodies are the same. And whatever caused you to feel as you about yourself, is saddening. It didnt have to be this way. Time will be the thing which gives you what you want most. I can help if you want it. I work for Sports Authority, in the fitness dept. I was also a Marine for 8 yrs.. Proper diet, can be just as benificial as working out. Starving yourself, and working out can be dangerous. Do be careful. GOG

from sadeyes85 :

i'm def getting some (bikini zone). do you think that veet wax that you heat up with warm water would work?? or be better? waxing feels soo much better and it lasts awhile..i don't want something that's gonna rip me to death. none the less thank you for all ur help. you have no clue how much i appreciate it!

from mariarilke :

hehe, whatever you say =)

from bigcanoe :

The body modification plan is the one I follow too! Although there's really only two things I want as I already have my tongue pierced. I want a tattoo at 170 and a belly button ring at 150 (although I may still be fat then). It's nice to see someone struggling who is the same weight as me. I feel I have more incommon with you than with those who weigh 106. Good luck to you!

from anasboy :

thanks for letting me use (steal) your link for my fitday journal. you know what they say: "immitation is the greatest form of flattery". i love reading your journal, your journals the first one i read when i log in. hope you get to your goal fast!

from ingested :

a few years ago, i was at 200 and wore a size 12 / 14. no fat role over the pants. i realize that it was muscle and muscle weighs more than fat.

from caged-freed :

saw you were a member of the edsufferer diaryring and thought this new forum at caged-freed might interest you. check it out, if you can, and take care.

from slowlyinsane :

I just want to say that you are not a pig. You are beautiful, and strong, and one or two, or a thousand mess-ups can't change that.

from saresare :

I hope your becomming more healthy for healths sake goes well...I only read a couple of entries when I have time I'll read more ^_^ Have you talked to a nutritionist? Next week I'll be starting the whole monitoring what I eat again stuff I'm starting out at 210 hurrah

from sharpsecret :

ur not a pig u are beautiful <3

from ingested :

awesome. we can sing saves the day songs and lament together. :)

from ingested :

that was very nice of you to say. it even got a half smile out of me... xoxo. <3. i'm gonna list you as a favorite. mind?

from miaohmia :

What is 2,4,6,8? I assume it is a diet, but what do you do?

from hugznkissezz :

good luck with everything I have faith you can recover =)

from roamany :

thanks for the words of caution. i get far too ahead of myself sometimes and feel like i can take the world on, but you are right. i've got to do this the *healthier way. thanks again=roam

from sylviashadow :

Thanx for taking my survey!--Sylviashadow :)

from x28-06-42-12 :

where did you get that picture on your profile? i like it.. leave me a note and lemme know pleaaaaaaaaaaase! thanks!

from poshgrrl :

Hey you made it on to the forum yeay! one of the other members suggested I make up a diaryring but I dont have a gold membership so If you want you can put the forum url into your html so that it shows up on your diary :) happy you jioned

from michelle78 :

I love your diary! You know what I am Pregnant right now, so I have to eat, to be healthy for the baby, but I am in the same boat. Before my first son I was Ana and my weight was 120. I gained 80 pounds after him and had only lost about 20 pounds since I had him. Now I am PG again with our second baby. I can't wait to have this baby so I can be ANA again. I will need all the support I can get! I found that being ANA when I was 120 a WHOLE lot easier then it was at 180. I got depressed alot because I wanted the weight to just pour off like before. I also found being 180 it was harder to get into working out. I would love to chat with you from time to time and see how your doing and in 6 months maybe you can help me with my ANA..... afterthe baby. Help be my support. Anyways I am here if you wanna talk! Michelle78

from poshgrrl :

Your on the board are you still having trouble logging on? because i think your there twice did you get a password emailed to you? when you do just go to the board and at the top it say hell guest please register or loggin so you loggin and enter your name and password and theres a little box that either keeps you logged in for about two days or as long as you want you should still write down your password though hope you can figure it out

from poshgrrl :

HI! Love your Diary Can you please jion my pro-ana http://poshgrrl.proboards.com

from ruhee :

happy new year!

from boyrepellant :

hey--i like your diary and wanted to talk to you about ED's but you don't have an aim name listed. also, i have a lot of pedro the lion stuff, email me or leave me a note on my journal if interested

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