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from the-grey-one :
hey, sorry for the wait. you can email me at kira_o(at)live.com for a pw
from choose-life :
time heals all wounds, yeah? they are 4 years old and if i look closely i still see the keloids. my advice, quit cutting, concentrated vitamin E oil also helps.
from emaciana :
je n'ai pas encore re�u le mot de passe... s t a r r y s u g a r @ hotmail s'il te plait! Aussi, je suis d'accord... la fille dans les photos me ressemble d'un fa�on. Qui est-elle?
from errantnights :
just say how to make it right and i swear i'll do my best to comply
from enurta :
e-mail [email protected] and write that you are xperfume so I know it's you....I'd like to have your password too if that's okay? take care xxx.
from emaciana :
est-ce que tu peux me donner le mot de passe? j'aimerais bien continuer de lire. Merci. starrysugar @hotmail.com
from amazinfuckup :
It's for good. You can email me though and I'll send you the password :D. my email is hate_thisplace AT hotmail.com
from venting101 :
could i have the password please? i miss reading!
from myonlyhope15 :
hi. I was wondering if I could have the Password?
from art-esque41 :
Well at least I know you're still alive! But I don't know what's going on in your life right now because I don't have the password!! I don't want to nag but... :P Just leave me a note to say what's going on please. xoxo
from art-esque41 :
Could I have the password if you've changed it please? Hope you are well. xoxo
from phoenixgrave :
est-ce que je peux avoir le password ? ca me manque de plus pouvoir lire tes posts ...
from xself-imagex :
my new diary is: lightgrey
from phoenixgrave :
you've changed the password again ? it means they found it again ? people's business ...
from rejazz :
can i have the password please?
from choose-life :
password please.
from art-esque41 :
sorry i haven't been on for a while. but anyway thanx for the password, hope everything works out.
from darkthinger :
ooh okay how are you doing??
from darkthinger :
where did I go???
from phoenixgrave :
merci ...je sais que ca ne change pas grand choise, mais je connais cette situation. Pas exactement, pas les memes protagonistes, pas les memes liens entre eux, mais le sentiemnt, tout d'un coup, d'etre bless� jusqu'au plus profond par la personne qui etait au plus proche de toi, de sentir cette sorte de froide fievre, d'urgence de sortir de sa peau parce que ce sentiment ne peut pas s'arreter et ne peut pas sortir, aucun moyen ne serait assez fort.La seule chose que je peux dire est de laisser passer du temps dessus, meme si ca semble impossible. Ma rage passait generalement apres 3 � 5 jours, voire une semaine dans certains cas, bien que moralement j'aurais aim�, pour lui montr� � quel point il avait agi comme un con, rester des mois comme cela. Mais souvent les gens, meme les plus proches, sont terriblement maladroit � savoir ce qui conforterait ou blesserait l'autre, les paroles ou les actes qui leur font le plus mal et ceux qui aident quand on se sent mal. C'est peut etre imporant de lui dire clairement, que tu ne veux pas, et categoriquement pas, qu'il s'immisce dasn tes secrets, et que ce n'est pas un appel cach� ou quoique ce soit, mais une condition sinequanone de confiance... Il a peut-etre cru qu'ainsi il pourrait te comprendre mieux et t'aider mais il s'y ai pris mal. Il a au moins eu l'honnetet� de te dire qu'il l'avait trouv�. �cris des pages et des pages et pages a propos de tout ce que tu ressend, ca calme... J'espere que t'iras mieux .
from phoenixgrave :
est-ce que je pourrais avoir le mot de passe ?
from venting101 :
So, I haven't read your diary for a long time cause I was at home and didn't have the address...but now I'm back at school...anyway...I looked at your pictures and I just thought that I'd let you know, I really don't think you need to be watching what you eat as carefully as you are, i mean, sure it's good to be healthy, but your body is so cute and petite! I would give almost anything to have a body like yours! You are beautiful and shouldn't ever let anyone tell you any different anyways, i hope you're feeling better soon
from phoenixgrave :
Je vis � Lyon, en france. merci pour le compliment, ca me touche d'autant plus que j'aime la facon dont tu ecris, parfois c'est juste genial. Si c'etait une question ... je crois que je tiens le coup globalement, par rapport � l'ann�e derni�re, je c�de autant mais je ne m'�croule plus totalement... et je ne perd pas totalement pied avec la r�alit�, avec une basique... envie de survivre apr�s tout, ce qui n'est pas qqchose de courant. Mais bon, je dis ca ... qui sait de quoi demain est fait ?
from phoenixgrave :
A propos du post pr�c�dent, celui sur la pression... C'est la meme chose pour moi en ce moment.. trp de choses � la fois, chaque soir j'ai l'impression que je vais suffoquer. En plus je procrastine, je fais monter la pression et les moments de pause que eje me prends sont extremement amers... A chaque fois j'ai l'impression que ma peau est tellement fine et moi tellement vuln�rable et je vois, je sens des rasoirs lac�rer mes bras, tout le temps. pour l'instant j'ai r�ussi � m'emp�cher, � juste faire quelques egratinures ridicules. J'�cris au marqueur sur mes bras "You are dreaming" pour me rappeler que je suis en trian d'halluciner, que ca n'a pas beosin de deveir vrai .. J'ai tellemnt envie de fermer les yeux et que tout s'arrete.
from xself-imagex :
oh, it's all in french. :(
from xself-imagex :
username: username password: fuck it's nice to know that SOMEONE reads this. i'll have to check out your diary. i appreciate it a lot. <3
from saidforever :
i do, do wish that my french skills weren't so limited. five years of basic french isn't enough to truly understand.
from venting101 :
I hope that you are OK...you haven't written in a while and I'm a little worried about you... be strong *hugs*
from art-esque41 :
It's CRAZY how we're so much alike! I just graduate and I never thought I would live long enough to do it. I was always, always thinking I was going to die or kill myself before I made it to this point. wow :P
from trip-on-love :
Tu es une personne interessant. Est-ce que tu aimes parler en francais? Je l'aime!
from saidforever :
thank you. finding someone with the same views is always wonderful. &i will get onto to reading your diary ... right now. [thank you again for commenting; not many people do. <3]
from venting101 :
hey! i've been reading your diary every now and then for a few months now and I find it, and you, to be very interesting! I hope that your mood has the chance to brighten soon and things start to go your way :) and good luck getting your weight back to what you want! you are lucky that you can lose it easily! anyways...Talk to you later!
from deffie :
No! I had it locked for a bit because this chick started reading it who I REALLY hate in town here and she was telling everyone everthin buti it's fine now. If it's ever locked again you can get in with User : xoxkathxox and pass: jibberjabber :)
from real-lies :
If you want... username: honestly pass: okay :) x
from art-esque41 :
once again, i agree. Dreams are sooo much better. I actually dreamt last night about being in the perfect guys arms (and it wasn't my boyfriend:S) But I woke up wishing I was still there. Whole new meaning to Man of My Dreams. :)
from deffie :
I'd read your diary if I could decipher french :)) I guess they teach french in school for a reason then, eh?? =) >.<
from art-esque41 :
wow, i thought you were describing my childhood:P. well theyre pretty close. I was ALWAYS sad when i was younger, my mom was like "why won't she shutup! stop crying dammit". That just made me cry more. And in school i was so afraid of being embarrassed I would blush just thinking about it. Even if I wasn't embarrassed, I would just start blushing and I felt like dying. It didn't stop until I started working, cuz that kind of forced me to stop being shy. I started getting panic attacks at the same time, but I also started cutting then too. And that was at the same time as my first love. I got all angry and went to punk then to metal. My second love, was also a cutter and understood what I was going through. The only significant difference I guess is that i don't do drugs. I would however drink all the time if it didn't hurt my stomach. Nothing like getting lost in booze.
from darkthinger :
my new diary is http://deceptacon-.diaryland.com I'll still write in Darkthinger (don't forget the -)
from xsketchbookx :
LOL yeah its cool that u added me :) take care
from xsketchbookx :
Ummm i don't recall who this is im sorry but hello! And i noticed you added me I like ur template!
from deffie :
Muahahaha! Yay, you replied! ^^ >.< Erm..Yeah. Wow. I didn't think anybody ever really took the time to actually read O.O;;; Still in shock. I'm realizing mainly this week how many people actually are! It's scary, almost...>.< XXXPPP Muahahaha? *Pee's on the rug* Aww..AWA AWWW NOOOO. See? You gone and got me all excited. :P
from deffie :
Hello! ^^ I love your layout, and have seen you around CC. Muahahaha. Thiought I'd leve you a note too. Seeing as you (LIKE ME!) Don't get many.
from pushed-over :
♥♥♥
from nyriad :
i can't believe no one from cuttersclub has sent you a note. well, let me be the first. if you ever want to talk, my IM is rainyday1712.

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