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from shy-lah :
whoooooooaaaa youuuuu frig . we gotta see each other soon . brittany u and i are a lethal combo . HENCE U SHOULD COME OUT THIS WEEKEND IF ANYTHING IS HAPPENING!!
from erinnolan :
so you are still alive? love, your long lost friend erin.
from xjerkfacex :
LEAVIN' ON A JET PLANE, DON'T KNOW WHEN I'LL BE BACK AGAIN. OH, BABE, I WON'T TAKE JETS GOOOOO.
from stickytack :
HI STEFF, i made this diary land account so i could leave you Internet messages. screw notes on paper being handed back through school, this is the new age of technology and garrett can't spell
from heatherkai :
Happy Valentine's Day my love!
from teensmokers :
Hi Steph, it's Brett, I'm talking to you about getting drunk right now on emSen
from hyperballadd :
girl, are you back home now? i miss you. we should talk. 614 0853. xo. danielle.
from rustyrake :
if you're still alive call me? 605-1172
from thescream :
ummmmmm, call my cell phone and leave me a message telling me if i am staying home all day or like if you want to sleep in then i would go to school in the morning but if not i wont. just leave me a message and I'll check in the morning.
from thescream :
oh my goodness. i will SO see you wednesday. i will SO not be going to school. afternoon or morning, or all day?
from nakedcity :
thank you, that's her number?
from heatherkai :
I love you I love you.
from your-libido :
2813979
from nakedcity :
you wouldn't have jenn maclean's mom's phone number on you would you?
from rustyrake :
There's a certain Chris Potter in Calgary who misses you.
from dannyabboud :
you shouldn't hate me because i broke up with heather. she doesnt hate me for it.
from heatherkai :
Stephy stephy i love you stephy
from rustyrake :
you should listen to the weight by the band.
from thescream :
Mwah, mwahmwahmwahmwah MWAH.
from thescream :
hey b.f.f. HAH. want to picnic with my on thursday? in fish creek? can you have bonfires there or is there still that fire ban? I'LL CALL YOU TOMORROW NIGHT. or the morning after. we'll see.
from erinnolan :
steph payne, i love you. you're still a best friend i hope you know. i love you, i do. lover, erin.
from thescream :
Check your electronic mail! miss me, love me, because I do YOU.
from dustyrain :
You're fuckin weird, but I love you anyway.
from zamblam :
Dear Steph P, Where are you?
from heatherkai :
xoxox love you.
from dustyrain :
I think we should hang out and you should come check out my new pad. Just don't give me any alcohol, because we know how stupid I get when you force alcoholic beverages upon, and by force I mean put me in a 5 km vicinity of, and by put me I mean get there myself, and I have no idea what I"m talking about so I'm just going to go to bed. Goodnight steph.
from heatherkai :
Thursday, thursday, thursday... you and I will see steph's play. I really have to say - I love you in each and every way.
from dustyrain :
I thought I saw you at the mall today, so i ran up and started yelling steph! steph! but it wasn't you, so in some type of nervous response I pretended I wasn't yelling to that person and just kept running. Just thought you should know.
from erinnolan :
holy eff! holy hannah! i stiiiilllll haven't seen you. where in the world is stephanie payne? x to the izzz o! xoxo. lover, erin.
from dustyrain :
Ewwwww what did you get in Cuba.
from heatherkai :
i need to hug you.
from erinnolan :
bah! i meant to say "lover, erin.".... not "love erin." WHAT WAS I THINKING? lover, erin.
from erinnolan :
steph, i miss/love you a whole lot. even though i've been a little... shall we say tempermental lately? you mean more to me than you could fathom, and i can't wait to see you. Love, erin.
from dustyrain :
Look, I'm just going to say it. I miss stupid drives listening to J.T., I miss silly conversations about raw muffins and juice lady's, I miss seeing you at shows, I miss you ruining up and giving me hugs, I miss dropping off resumes at the mall, but most importantly I miss you. Steph, I really think we should hang out, I really need a friend to talk to now more than ever.
from dustyrain :
ewww kissing. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
from sarus :
i think about you quite a bit, and don't know how i get through my days without you. maybe the thought of seeing you soon helps with that. and i always think of you juming up and down in josh's bedroom, and we're fasten to eachother with our arms. the only sounds coming out of our mouths are screams and "i miss yous". i shold go shower and eat something. -xosp
from pumpkinjack :
Thats totally the kind of thing I was thinking. It'll be so hot! Totally gotta go get my nails done first though!
from pumpkinjack :
that note was awesome. I dont' know how to respond to something like that, but it was awesome none the less.
from heatherkai :
Will you marry me?!
from dustyrain :
did someone die?
from hyperballadd :
i thought i saw you today, and got so excited. but then it wasn't you.. so i cried. xo.
from dustyrain :
hey bitch, when are we gonna do something?
from heatherkai :
Yo! I got off work to see my Stephy! :)
from kortnay :
HIZZAPPY BIZZIRTHDAY.
from kat-kat-kat :
hey duder. guess who caved and got a diaryland? MEE
from dustyrain :
hey, I wanna go see Big Fish..wanna come?
from manacrystal :
DOUBLE YOO TEE EFF, MOTHRAFUCKER?!!
from thecomputer :
Dude, are we still going shopping tomorrow?
from heatherkai :
Mwaaah!
from ericnic :
CALL RIGHT NOW! my mom wants you for chicken dinner. but at 1
from ericnic :
well well well. i was gonna come over last night but i decided to stay home and watch movies with my mom. want to meet up tonight later? like 11ish or something maybe. call over here.
from ericnic :
why does it have to be funny?
from manacrystal :
YES I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from dannyabboud :
steph looks like the only one actually making an effort.
from dustyrain :
that's fuckin sick steph. whats wrong with you! you have a boyfriend!
from thecomputer :
i forgot to call you last night so i will talk to you when i get home which will be soonish. word.
from thecomputer :
what time on thursday? i'm free whenever in the afternoon. i'd like to see you!
from ericnic :
Well... We couldve last night, but you guys are stupid..... Come over tonight and drink alot. 398-4585 ill be at a church dinner at like 5 i think.
from heatherkai :
Thinking about youuu all the time. I'll be calling you this weekend.
from dustyrain :
you're gay, craig tells me he doesn't have to book appointments to chillax 2 weeks in advance, what up with that biatch? i thought we were like this *crosses fingers*...
from ericnic :
EAT SHIT!
from sdk :
Yooo. It's Scott. Just Droppin By to say "HEY"
from reganesque :
your layout is wonderful.
from thescream :
steph, I killed Andy Warhol was a horrible movie. you actually liked it alot? Kay, it wasn't horrible but it was nothing good.
from dustyrain :
are we laughing that I want to be loved, or that I have to pay 250 so I can woo a girl and get laid.
from thecomputer :
you and leejay are cute!
from kboyer :
Twelve, thirteen days? Something crazy like that. Also you go to school with my little brother?
from dustyrain :
steph, I just want to be loved.
from aswere :
My libido?! you mean to tell me you're my libido!?!? well i've got quite the bone to pick with you....
from dustyrain :
"don't stop honey, don't let em' break you down."
from cadillacmac :
I want to read you too steph. Don't forget steph, TOMORROW!! Saturday!!! call me when you wake up.
from thecomputer :
i had a dream that you and i were on a rollercoaster. it was in the middle of the ocean. see you soon. xo.
from dannyabboud :
I grew up in the slums in the heart of the South Bronx, in a very big family. It was hell, as I remembered my relationship with my family was really no relationship. I was never noticed! Only when I would come home with a new black eye or beat up badly by the older gangs. Then both my parents would punish me. That caused me to rebel against our precious Lord and society. I joined all types of gangs so my so-called friends would look up to me. I also went to Karate school to learn to get even with the guys who used to take my money and beat me up for no reason. And believe me, I got even! I was respected and well known through the gangs. They called me Kato. And till this day people still call me Kato. If only they knew, Kato's dead! Anyway, the reason I became and was always a rebel was because I liked the action in the life-style, and the respect, people would give me. And the fear in their face was a turn on to me at the time. I met this junkie in a club one day and he asked if I was with the Satan's Loners. So I asked him how I can find this gang. For two bucks he took me. They were having a sacrifice at the time with an animal. It was "unreal." I felt touched by this type of people. Mrs. Kaestner, the things I've seen before my eyes, till this day, I cannot believe But I understand who was...[behind] them. As I became part of this so-called "brotherhood gang" they baptized me with the blood of a white cat. I would participate also in practice of witchcraft and ceremonies and sexual intercourse with one another's girl. This was all participation in blatant sin to please Satan. I kept repeatedly getting drunk, drugging, and abusing people who cared about me. And always in fights...I had no peace with myself. I hated the world, everything in it. One night all of us went to a ceremony and it got out of hand. It was "wild". Blood all over the place. Not ours, but animal blood. Blood all over us. So we meditated to destroy the Skin Heads and take over the club for Satan's Loners. And we did just that. We destroyed more than the Skin Heads The club itself. I was not myself that night, Mrs. Kaestner, believe me. I felt strengthening that I know today was "really" demonic infestations. This was an inflow of Satanic powers, but I was defiled! The next day the police had an A.P.B. on us. And only I paid for it. And in jail in the waiting cell I met a real cool guy. This guy was in the Hell's Angels. I had told him what happened to me and he told me that was cool, and that he would like me to drop by the club. I said to myself "wow" this is my chance to meet a real gang! A few days later I went in front of the judge. He gave me a tap on the hand. Only three years probation. I was ready to go to prison. But to my surprise I walked. Anyway, I went to...[Second Avenue and Third Street] and was taken to the Angel's club. I was very surprised. They hugged me and called me Bro [brother]. A good thing the Satan's Loners and the Angels had nothing against each other. They were brothers. They have the same "master". How cheap! Anyway, we got drunk. They sold me a bike. And like the Satan's Loners, they also had a big part with Satan that I can't speak of... But they did them all. I never took part in them. I would always go my own way on my bike. They didn't mind. They respected me for pleasing Satan, and for riding a Harley. We was at peace when drugging or drunk, orgies. Mrs. Kaestner, every day I wished I was dead. I used to think of ways of taking my life because I was hurt. So much pain in my life. I had all kinds of things, but I was not at one time happy... Now, one night, me and my bother was drunk like a skunk, and we had a fight in a bar. I don't know why. But I cut him and he cut me. A man drove us to the hospital and they took care of us. The next day we had a serious hang over... Rachel [my girlfriend] came over to the house and took care of me. So a week later I went to hang out in the corner and got picked up by the police. "Why?" I said. Well the cops said me and a friend robbed a lady's house, hit her and took money and gold from the house. Only God knows the truth and Rachel and the people from the hospital and the family I was with at the time of the crime. And yes, I could have won the case, but a so-called friend of mine was the one who did the robbery, I found out a year later, when I was upstate in Mid-State.-----------I'll tell you the rest on saturday night.--------- Love you lots steph. xoxox
from thecomputer :
i still miss you. you are beautiful and funny and i'd like to see you more. let me know when you aren't busy so that we can plan a sleepover or something. xoxox!
from dustyrain :
I know, that's what makes it funny...biatch.
from snowshops :
venzeuala (spelled wrong) + chile = new mexico mo helped me with the math
from dustyrain :
u suck the big one.
from snowshops :
dream date
from dustyrain :
I For one DO NOT! because you dont answer your cell steph. what up with that huh? it's friday im bored, im sure you already have plans tonight but you're going to cancel them and hang out with dustin... or bring dustin, or do something with dustin....cuz fuck i've got nothin.
from snowshops :
i second that
from dannyabboud :
You're never a bitch! Everyone loves you. Everyone!
from snowshops :
heh, wish i hadent
from erinnolan :
man, i just totally love you.
from dustyrain :
whats shakin sweet thang? Heh.
from twistedlump :
i like the words you write...happy halloween from australia. tAsh> ...wired up wrong...
from snowshops :
YEA!!! AFTER WE TRICK OR TREAT WERE RENTING SCARY MOVIES, SO BE PREPARED FOR THE BEST HALLOWEEN EVER, AND SCOTT WILL BE THERE SO U CAN GET A RIDE HOME :)
from life-is-pain :
you never msn me anymore. you never e-mail me back. what's with this. liam not secene anymore.
from heatherkai :
I hope you know I think about you all the time.
from lambrini :
hi, ace diary indeed, , definetly be back. gem x
from creg :
we should go take pictures sometime steph. no, really!
from creg :
lighting is totally my scene now, dude.
from xjerkfacex :
Dude, what's Erin's MSN?
from orchidprint :
i'm sarah. i like your diary.
from thescream :
why did ja hafta call me a dumbass?
from creg :
woah it's steph
from heatherkai :
If I don't see you, I think I'll die.
from thecomputer :
steph, i think it'll be really hard for us to find nurses outfits anywhere that don't cost a lot of money. buhhhh. you and i need to run away together. i'm tired of everything. xox.
from snowshops :
noooooooooooooooooooo
from heatherkai :
Imissyou. i miss you. I MISS YOU. (i hope to see you soon. xoxo)
from snowshops :
yoo s dawg
from dustyrain :
btw my friends are all ditching me tomorrow night so if you wanna hang out or something please holla back at me on the tell-E son.
from dustyrain :
well thanks, im kinda all emo and depressed because of the all car accident thing but yah. We're talkin bout the entry right?
from hyperballadd :
only more than agreeing with you. time and place, i'll be there.
from erinnolan :
sorry i didnt call! we went to the flames game and i didn't get home untill late. i love you so much steph! i hope you have a radtastic camping trip. lover, erin.
from dustyrain :
chapter 69, keehee. oh and i crashed my car today steph payne it was fun.
from heatherkai :
I heard a Sean Paul song on the radio and I just had to close my eyes and pretend you were there with me.
from ericnic :
ga ga goooo
from kortnay :
THank you for coming to that show... you're such a pretty girl! HOTT. HOT DOGG!!(Not you..., just, you know.. a hot dog)
from laswell :
If you like music, in general we all have a mellow side and the only music that can make you really mellow is pure instrumental. Words only make us sad in the end cuz all love songs make you jealous if your not in love. Thats why we need to think outside of lyrics and focus on the beauty of audio waves. Try Bill laswell, buckethead, praxis, shawn lane, bill frisell, and the mars volta. They are hard to find so you need to look at amazon or something like this. Let me know what you think and if you like them help them spread their message they have a good one that we all need to understand.peace.
from kboyer :
Thanks Steph, I was begining to think you'd just ceased to exist on this earth. Also, that note was terribly emo. Terribly.
from ericnic :
im trash
from manacrystal :
i like stephanie paynes! they are the good.
from erinnolan :
i know! i miss you!
from thecomputer :
i still want to hangout tomorrow! i'll call you around 3:30 and if i can't get a hold of you i better see you at the show! xox.
from ericnic :
eat a boogie
from ericnic :
think about this. NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!
from ericnic :
think about this. NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!
from dustyrain :
psst steph, you suck! night.
from dustyrain :
stupid head.. I said Hulio. his father, puke lady, HA! and How dare you insult Enrique if he was here right now, i'd sleep with him.
from thecomputer :
yeah, i'd like to hangout wednesday. it's my brothers birthday so i'm not sure if i'll be able to, but i'll check with my family and see if anything is going on. if not, i'd love to see you and sarah. i'll find out what's happening and i'll get back to you. xoxoxo!
from dustyrain :
Hellsss yah! damn, i looked hot today. I got new shoes to! i was thinking of stopping by your house on the way back just so you could see how hot i was, but i thought that would be kind of arrogant and stupid... plus i know you wouldn't of been able to resist me, so i figured i'd spare you of my hulio iglesias like charm.
from radance :
Steph Payne, I want my sweater that you took from my house. I don't care who has it. I want it BACK!
from ericnic :
ok so i think im gonna work until 830 ish tonight. so maybe you will call after that or something? or make plans to meet. call me asap then.
from ericnic :
not for long miss paynelson.
from ericnic :
your knee juice is HOT. H.O.T!!
from ericnic :
think about knee juices..
from dustyrain :
tuti frutti.
from thecomputer :
ahhh i'm really sick too! we should hangout soon and be sick together.
from ericnic :
i had a dream that i ate food.
from ericnic :
AH. I finialy got my network adapter in. but i think i lost my phone. and so im here. on stupid diarlyland. come out tomorrow night after i get off aight? im off at 5 i believe.
from dustyrain :
hi.
from thescream :
Vas-tu telephone moi sur que bon soir? sur mon cellular telephone sil vous plait. merci mon chat.
from kbaa :
good taste in books. love it.
from jealouslover :
Joule's playing a show on the 10th, and the 18th! You'd better come! I'm making wrist bands!
from heatherkai :
So... Will you go out with me already? xoxo
from dannyabboud :
Chris potter, you are not welcome on diaryland notes pages any longer. Steph i hope your studies and life in general are going good for you. Love always, danny abboud.
from rustyrake :
you cunt, you need a friends list.
from pennyjane :
well, you know, life is at a translation, transition, turning, point. things are different, it's peculiar. you must be doing something productive, no?
from fakerlikeyou :
hi steph payne. my name is ellen lee. thank you for saying you liked our template.
from gerricanfly :
word steph. i havent seen you for awhile! note me back. peace out
from erinnolan :
oh dear capricorn, i dont know what i'm going to do with you. but then again, i don't know what i'll do without you, my dear capricorn. lover, erin.
from dustyrain :
I was already planning on going puke lady. HA.
from rustyrake :
i love you too, we should hang out this weekend cause i have it off.
from heatherkai :
I love you so very much.
from dustyrain :
*hanging "like" this
from dustyrain :
you can't leave someone hanging this, quite frankly it's not right.
from ericnic :
i was tucked in bed yo. it was warm.
from heatherkai :
woman oh woman.
from ericnic :
fine
from ericnic :
fine
from dustyrain :
*speechless*
from ericnic :
im going to be at my grandma's until like 330 yo,its her last day in calgary, and then we meet up.
from ericnic :
oh babbby
from ericnic :
where
from ericnic :
how about.... we go to like paradise
from ericnic :
i can go now
from ericnic :
why not?
from ericnic :
are you coming out tonight? gimme ring
from ericnic :
i was thinking.... a late night spy mission should be involved... ive got the gear
from ericnic :
big ones with big bad masks
from ericnic :
we need to get new costumes
from ericnic :
where at?
from heatherkai :
I do I do!!
from pennyjane :
and i wonder what it is that made you move across the way from me. i am going i am going i am going i am going.
from ericnic :
a journey for queens
from heatherkai :
I can't seem to get enough of you!
from ericnic :
oh thats where it is! oh dear. so come over then or call me on my house phone or go online. or DONT.... BARHARHAR
from heatherkai :
YOU make me happy.
from ericnic :
i dont get that last remark...!?
from ericnic :
come over and watch a movie!!! i have zoolander!!
from ericnic :
i read it
from ericnic :
yaw right
from ericnic :
frick stop the lying!! but im vancouver now at this crazy internet cafe, and the dude beside me is like touching himself and stuff, i might go help him out. seeya.
from thescream :
steph i bought you this book today and its all about faces. soo fuckin cool! steph, i actually stole it all for you baby
from ericnic :
i have dental at 230. maybe we play before and then after come with me and taryn somewhere. and i was thinking of sleeping at the hill..
from ericnic :
sorry
from ericnic :
BLA!!
from ericnic :
calll call
from ericnic :
THE PAYNE ARRIVES THIS EVENING!
from rustyrake :
i miss you.
from jealouslover :
Come back then silly girl!
from ericnic :
i have big presents for you..
from ericnic :
take me away!
from ericnic :
theres monsters!
from ericnic :
AHH!!
from ericnic :
gee wilikers. brb.
from ericnic :
why?
from ericnic :
umm= yes?
from ericnic :
ummmm......
from ericnic :
does that mean you like me
from erinnolan :
dear steph, i miss you so much. more than anything, i want to see you, to hug you and tell you everything. i want to hear your laugh, i want to see your smile, i want to soak up every ray of your beauty. oh steph, i really do love you. only 12 more days untill your arrival in c-town. lover, erin.
from jealouslover :
You list Joule as one of your favorite bands?! I LOVE you! (Its Kortnay by the way)
from zamblam :
....bye
from ericnic :
i have a surprise for you when you get back!
from janet-nadine :
when is your birthday?
from thescream :
stephhhhhhhh. your my best friend in the world
from heatherkai :
we have to dance when you come home.
from ericnic :
yahoooo
from creg :
you're the bee's knees steph! the BEE'S KNEES!
from heatherkai :
Come home or the world will crumble. Or atleast calgary will.
from ericnic :
YYAYAYAYAAY
from ericnic :
will you marry me
from ericnic :
will you marry me
from ericnic :
I MISSSS YOUUUUU!! email me!
from rustyrake :
Hahaha, where'd my note go? I think someone hax0red the internet and took it away. But I miss you and hope for your safe return in due time. Have fun.
from la-volonta :
miss self destruct i am waiting for more <3
from thescream :
hah. steph is gone. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaHA
from heatherkai :
Honestly, I miss you so much. I keep waiting at the train station to see you and hug you. But woe is me. I love you, I hope you are having a great time. xoxo.
from snowshops :
have a great summer blue glasses
from erinnolan :
steph payne, i miss you so much. you've only been gone 3 days and i allready have so much to tell you! i should email you. yes, that's what i'll do. love you! lover, erin.
from ericnic :
i miss you. remember our last nite together? and the night before? those were romantic... *sigh*
from hyperballadd :
LOVE YOOOUUUU!! xox.
from creg :
byebye stephsteph. have fun and stuff. take lots of pictures!
from heatherkai :
Take care of yourself. I'm going to miss you! Call me when you get home 256-6414.
from hyperballadd :
i hope you have a wonderful time outside of the country. i'll be thinking of you everytime i enter a panic zone. xoxo.
from erinnolan :
i miss you allready!
from sarus :
STEPH! i thought you would be at rcr tonight. i am here already, and we HAVE to see eachother before you go. -sp
from heatherkai :
I think you're perfect.
from hyperballadd :
hey beauty, thanks for the fun night. i had the best time with you on the ferris wheel. see you soon. MONDAY MONDAY MONDAY!! xoxo.
from dannyabboud :
steph, although i didn't receive your diaryland note until it was too late we still hung out. it was nice seeing you. take care and be safe. ~danny
from sarus :
HEY STEPH! me too. -sp
from ericnic :
the question is then? how about tonite? lets leave at like 4. talk to heather and dan. im going to work now. its 8
from heatherkai :
The question is: How are you so fucking great? I'm going to miss you when you leave. *kiss kiss kiss*
from snowshops :
word. its late why are u up
from snowshops :
blue glassesssssssss hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!
from hyperballadd :
dear steph. you are awesome. i wanted to tell you that before you left. and that i want to hang out with you lots. xoxo.
from heatherkai :
Oh my god! did you hear steph payne kissed me?
from ericnic :
ya right! you lie like a cheap rug
from ericnic :
your always making fun of my laugh..
from creg :
hiya friend. what's happenin'?
from ericnic :
weener.
from erinnolan :
steph, why aren't you on msn? you're the one person who i want to talk to right now more than anything. what a night. what a fucking night. lover, erin.
from erinnolan :
dear steph... when? lover, erin.
from rustyrake :
then maybe you should have been saying something?
from heatherkai :
Taylor + Steph = Love I was excited to see you at the train station like i always do!
from ericnic :
me?
from ericnic :
your dead when im through with you!
from ericnic :
totally. but i have a girlfriend, but we dont talk much anyways
from ericnic :
we havnt talked that much this week. :(
from dustyrain :
Yah I have that effect on all women, sadly I know most of them.
from tactility :
I wish you could've been here tonight - I missed your company! I heard your parents got mad, though, or something. Love you sweetheart, thanks for wanting to come!
from ericnic :
ill show you yummy chicken wrap!
from heatherkai :
mmmmbop: definition - having fun.
from ericnic :
I'll get my boys and then I will testify!
from heatherkai :
oh baby baby.
from heatherkai :
i apologize for having a huge crush on you.
from rustyrake :
you shouldn't be a weirdo to me when you're high, it's something charlie would do. and you don't look like no motherfuckin' charlie to me!
from ericnic :
we are playing today. call me
from ericnic :
I wasnt mad, I just couldnt hear at all. and I was sooo into the 007 we were watching. sorry! but i like her.
from ericnic :
viagra
from creg :
oh of course. whennn do you leave? for how long are you gone? (i left this note on my own page because i'm SMART)
from ericnic :
Drinking alcohol can temporarily impair your ability to get an erection. To get the maximum benefit from your medication, you should not drink large amounts of alcohol before taking Viagra.
from ericnic :
ninjas soon?
from la-volonta :
i am ian. i don.t think we.ve met. i like you too. i used to have a diary named "barbieboy" and it had pictures of mutilated barbiedolls. that was so long ago, i was so naive. i just got in from getting my dad and i.m very tired! i like you too
from dustyrain :
oh shh you. they still sell those at A&W every now and then, you just have to look. What are we talking about here?
from la-volonta :
lieing in bed thinking of a way to call you
from ericnic :
should i pick up a chick?
from xjerkfacex :
Should I pick up an eighth?
from anti-gens :
THIS saturday?? i work until nine thirty! maybe after?
from tactility :
Thanks! So far things are fantastic, but I'm missing a few people, YOU in particular. I love you to death.
from ericnic :
may I? call me.
from heatherkai :
no, i always love running in to you! :)
from erinnolan :
steph, this is going to sound corny, but i appreciate that. i appreciate this. i appreciate you. i love you. i fucking love you. i'm waiting for you to finish your french exam right now. hope it's going well. you mean a lot to me sweet heart. lover, erin.
from ericnic :
you update. wanna go to V V?
from so-dead :
god. fuck, i. love. you.
from ericnic :
true.
from ericnic :
of my pie.
from rustyrake :
someone sure isn't a piebald fan...
from rustyrake :
yea! you're part of it. good luck on your tests and whatnot this week.
from ericnic :
hey! your part of it.
from ericnic :
oh! tonite!
from thescream :
stephfffffffffffUH. leave a note with your mouth. you know sadie? limonata.diaryland.com is sadie.
from ericnic :
kiss me
from erinnolan :
steph, i love you. lover, erin.
from rustyrake :
;), love ya. I'll give you a call after I get off work!
from rustyrake :
shit g, i thought this suckah wasn't serious no mo? <3 chris potter
from tactility :
for sure! i would absolutely love to do something, before we leave. saturday? sunday? monday? are you going to markus' house tomorrow night?
from mattmilne :
The curiosity?
from xjerkfacex :
The zoo? Saturday? Yes?
from ericnic :
yes, and vibrators. everybody needs one these days.
from xrandux :
Run away to Albania. To the promised land!
from rustyrake :
Help me get good pictures for my site. It needs content!
from ericnic :
flour.
from janet-nadine :
pretty girls play poker.
from heatherkai :
we'll rullle the schooool. well maybe not.
from ericnic :
im a sheep.
from ericnic :
make me horny
from erinnolan :
im hungry. let's go eat. alright.
from erinnolan :
spacms eh?
from erinnolan :
it's cause you're plump.
from erinnolan :
fuck you. i have terrets. i dont know how to spell.
from erinnolan :
WAY TO READ OUT LOUD BITCH.
from erinnolan :
ya. a library. lets shoot that little girl.
from erinnolan :
IT'S A GOOD FUCKING kinf OF FREESTYLE!! THAT'S WHAT
from erinnolan :
man steph, you're so black. blackity black you. like the cat.. that was fat. and wore a hat... untill i beat it with a bat.. and then sat. cause i'm fat. and shizznack. lover, erin.
from erinnolan :
FUCK!!! but you're the one who sucks assholes... stupid fucker. asshole fucker!!
from janet-nadine :
you are tres cute.
from ericnic :
you got it! be at 420 love bus today.
from ericnic :
CALL ME ASAP!
from ericnic :
CALL ME ASAP!
from ericnic :
So, are you coming to Red Deer on tuesday or not? It's a sleepover in Daniel's van.....
from thescream :
whips hurt. ouch
from indie-snob :
hello there! i added a review of a Q & Not U show I saw the other night and thought you may be interested. i have a bunch of other concert and album reviews here, too, including the Yeah Yeah Yeahs and Hot Hot Heat. check it out, thanks!
from rustyrake :
update your diary and not call me back? bitch!
from ericnic :
if thats what you call it!
from ericnic :
wut wut. love
from zamblam :
Hate to have to ask you on diaryland...but how's the comic going?
from anti-gens :
there.s an eighties party on friday. let.s rock the casbah, baby.
from heatherkai :
i like your new layout alot. margaritas tomorrow! love always
from rustyrake :
I like your new layout. Bring your camera on Sunday.
from underwrite-r :
Maybe we should prove our love to the state and get married.
from ericnic :
hmpffle.
from creg :
FUCK YOU. oh, i mean. we need to have talks about this mix cd. TALKS. bring the old one to school tomorrow or something. i'm afraid to have DUPLICATE TRACKS OH NO. pleasethanksbye.
from heatherkai :
love you like a brotha. fo real yo.
from erinnolan :
SHIT!!!! i just remembered before i logged on here.. don't hurt me steph. i love you. love, erin.
from creg :
it's a picture of a person waiting for a plane. thanks yo... oh you're over there
from rustyrake :
Chris Potter misses you. I think this Sunday should be Chris Potter+Steph Payne date day, because I don't have the work that day.
from ericnic :
update you geeker.
from anti-gens :
like, if your diaryland notes were a bathroom wall, somewhere near the back stall it would read in red lipstick, 'for a good time call three eight three zero one eight seven'.
from heatherkai :
we gotta hang out soon.
from ericnic :
nice teats
from ericnphoto :
spayney?
from rustyrake :
I LOVE YOU TOO, STEPH PAYNE.
from heatherkai :
you=love. xoxo.
from john-gerrard :
jets to brazil
from thescream :
well you should have done your homework earlier so you can walk now you idiot. you're such an idiot. thank god its friday.
from rustyrake :
STALKER! STOP STALKING ME STALKER! Hey let's hang out on Sunday!
from ericnic :
420 love bus.
from sarus :
sarah loves steph. -sp
from erinnolan :
bahah, i just hit you in the head. asshole. love, erin.
from erinnolan :
think fast!!
from anti-gens :
well jesus. you.re amazing.
from ericnic :
wham.
from ericnic :
OH! i get it. You've been workin on this diary entry FOR THREE MONTHS!
from rustyrake :
Holy update, batman.
from kboyer :
I'm really glad you're updating again.
from ericnic :
and some speedo shortz.
from ericnic :
I got a new N.W.O shirt at value vil yesterday. NOW, whos white trash?
from ericnic :
PIZZA"S READY!
from john-gerrard :
Booger bum.
from tactility :
JESSICA! (but it's a secret.)
from kortnay :
wow. Thank you so much. I really appreciate you telling me that... some one was spreading lies! hehe. xoxo. Soon. We will meet again. ;)
from ericnic :
my name is anego montoya. You kill my fada, pre pare to DIE.
from anti-gens :
tearing apart the scene, from diaryland HQ. this is me, adding you to my list.
from so-dead :
this is julia i<3you
from dustyrain :
is that bi curious love? teehee
from sarus :
me either. is it at your house? and when? -sp
from erinnolan :
i love it how everytime you're drunk you find a way to tell me you love me. i love it how you wait for me outside my biology class every day. i love how you share your mad phat clothes with me. man, i just fuckin love you. love, erin.
from rustyrake :
BEWM BEWM. Find a way to sneak into the Night Gallery tonight, it'll be fun!
from creg :
more like jean CRETIN!!!!!!!1
from erinnolan :
wow.. french class did pay off for you. love, erin.
from erinnolan :
jean cretian represent!
from rustyrake :
I am at work. I hope you're somehow on tonight at like 1:30.
from rustyrake :
I love the personal meaning ot cryptic notes. No one else, except that special someone can have a hint of what you're talking about... except your best friend.... That happened to me tonight... It was great, but creepy at the same time. I was in your hood tonight. Honestly what I felt was less than 10 minutes from your house. I probably should have called you when we got there early to see what the scene was. But whatev, it'll happen next time. Have fun, I'd really like to see you soon. xo.
from kboyer :
I'm so so confused.
from creg :
hmmf i know. tomorrow? i'll bring the holga.
from erinnolan :
what the fuck are you talkin about? mean people fucking rule.
from rustyrake :
I really wish you'd e-mail me back...
from creg :
some day i'll be as cool as you... some day... (oh, msn signed me out, sorry)
from creg :
i'm awesome.
from erinnolan :
he's ugly now. and it fucking rules.
from thescream :
no, I'll give you chocolate
from thescream :
give me a break give me a break. break me off a piece of that KIT KAT BAR
from deathcube-k :
wanta move to vancouver? :P
from thescream :
i do too.
from rustyrake :
I miss you quite a bit.
from erinnolan :
don't worry. nothing happened. and im not falling inlove with him again. nope, not this time.
from sarus :
i love you too. -sp
from rustyrake :
I start taking calls today, I'm nervous!
from kboyer :
Really liking your diary lately here.
from rustyrake :
Note note note, a note from Chris Potter. I'm really fucking tired, I wish I could just sleep all day and call you after and have another phone adventure. Have fun at school. xo.
from kboyer :
Okay, see how many notes I leave you?!
from kboyer :
Huff duff it sounds kind of cute, do you want me to delete the note or something?
from erinnolan :
erin hearts steph
from rustyrake :
You're entries are always so emo, dude. cheer up. *hugs*
from kboyer :
Dearie me you sound like you had quite the party by yourself. Then again I was sitting next to the toilet at Ryan's place almost dying from alcohol poisoning. I hope you're feeling okay, and I leave you notes.
from zamblam :
[BIG GIANT FUCKING HEART!]
from zamblam :
more like narkus
from deathcube-k :
haha i can't believe i remembered my password...i used to use this like a year ago...it's richie from timmy hos...just cruisin' the web bored on an early sunday mornin'...droppin' in n' passin' out...g'night
from zamblam :
I (heart) drunk steph...and sober steph...
from rustyrake :
One more week, dude.
from greenolive :
hello ma'am. Passing by from the cpunk site. anyways..
from rustyrake :
i remember when we just met, it was freshmen summer i can't forget... good song.
from pennyjane :
I did find that boy, but uh, he was already in when i got there, so i went in and dillon waited outside, and he had already sold the ticket to someone else! so i was alone. but i still had quiet alota fun though! i saw a few familiar faces and a 50 year old banger dude growled at me because i was small and kept flying out of the pit at him. Um soulfly was really good though. man.
from erinnolan :
i know the feeling.
from erinnolan :
i heart you so much steph payne. love, erin. xo.
from erinnolan :
you're pretty.
from erinnolan :
167 millpark road SW
from pennyjane :
Are you going? what's this about being grounded girl? call me if you want, 284-5580
from erinnolan :
im sitting here.. bored off my ass.. thinking about how much fun we would have had this week. jesus! well, maybe i will call you from work tonight. love, erin. (muuuah!)
from kboyer :
Also, I think I was getting high at Truth Axis when you called. Sorry.
from kboyer :
Huff duff one of the better things I've ever read.
from xrandux :
Emoey Emo.
from rustyrake :
Hahaha, I rule giving the wrong person the wrong note. I'm a moron, sorry.
from rustyrake :
Fuck, so much moronic bullshit i'd say to you if you were here. I gravely need to talk to you, sarah.... peace.
from erinnolan :
i miss you so much! it's rather comical.. but i do!
from thescream :
are you still up for soulfly this wednesday? i'm hopefully going to be here for wednesday. i have to go to fort nelson - grandma's nearing end.
from rustyrake :
I'm pretty good. How are you? I'm totally up for hanging out in a month, we still have to have our zoo date.
from stefan :
Things are alright. Tonight wasn't good, though. How're you? I'll add you as soon as MSN works, again.
from heyhey105 :
hey if you like good music you need to check out www.falkinblues.com this a great new local calgary band.
from thescream :
messed around with the laws. don't feel like i can leave you notes here anymore. think you forgot about tomorrow. remembering that emails are better. point form saves the day
from erinnolan :
so fucking tired. im useless. sleepy.. ahh. craig says he rules. and it's true. *passes out* xo
from rustyrake :
:/ that totally eats shit.
from erinnolan :
WOAH! now im grounded for 3 months instead of 2! and im a heroin addict in the sex trade.
from rustyrake :
Hey, we should hang out this week. How does Wednesday or Thursday strike you?
from erinnolan :
okay kids.. steph isnt actually crazy.. the note that says is from her is actually from me but she was logged on and i'm stupid.
from sarus :
i know what happened. all i know is i better not get a call to my house. seriously. i hope you're ok. -sp
from your-libido :
haha, yah. i do see the humor. it's just so unfortunite. i should have seen this coming. i did see this coming. jesus! everything is gonna be allright.. um ya, lets go with that. p.s-mr.stzogern talks funny. hehe.
from erinnolan :
dearest steph, i am so very sorry that you got caught. if my parents weren't physco paths your mom would have never found out. this weekend would have been so much better. i cant believe that happened. fuck. so, in conclusion.. my parents hate me, i'm grounded for two months from the phone, computer, climbing, and going out anywhere.. my mom thinks im a whore (she keeps on asking me if i have sex.. and she wants to take me to the doctor to see if im a virgin and to see if i have any std's. she accused me of being a prostitute. hah.) so um yah, i hate everything! how about you?
from rustyrake :
Update Update!
from rustyrake :
You best be at the show tomorrow, suckah. I pitty the foo who ain't at the show.
from kboyer :
You should have called my cell phone or something. Sorry about missing your call.
from erinnolan :
hahaha, maybe if you were emo enough? that's the funniest thing i have heard. oooh, i have creepy dude stories for you. remind me to tell you tommorrow.
from zamblam :
Eep... I'm glad you liked it. I (heart) S.P.
from xrandux :
Heh. No problem. And I take it that metaphore meant you were busy?
from erinnolan :
stephanie payne. stop being so god damn lazy and add a freaking entry. OR ELSE!
from stefan :
I am going to be at all of those places this weekend. It should be a great time. xo. Stefan.
from kboyer :
2312 9th ave NW T2N 1E7. x to the oh.
from zamblam :
tears and frowns :(
from rustyrake :
Well, why the fuck not? This sucks!
from erinnolan :
awe, i fuckin love you too. you are definitly one of my favorite people. xoxo
from jstorey :
That entry is HIL-AR-I-OUS! Sorry I'm never online when you message me over MSN, I guess that I'm just so gosh darn busy. Hope you are doing well.
from erinnolan :
steph, i had fun with you skipping class and doing art today. we are a bad influence on eachother. heh.
from kboyer :
Doot doot missing you doot doot.
from sarus :
weird, and she knows your name cause i said i was with you last night and stuff. you are the bestest. -sp
from rustyrake :
We need to dance to 50 cent more often. I'd like to go for coffee with you on Monday or Tuesday, would you be interested
from thescream :
i've always thought, the best times end up on diaryland.com!!
from roftlmao :
xoxo
from stefan :
we danced. we kissed. we had a really good time. we should hang out more often. stef/steph on the attack!
from kboyer :
Because you really meant to say Mwah?
from kboyer :
You mean what? What the hell is going on?!
from thescream :
she says: 'fancy you two being friends, the two people most prone to dying for different reasons!'
from sarus :
agreed. punch this into your phone when you feel you need to. 2835485. -sp
from roftlmao :
merci. name=Jossette <3
from dustyrain :
WITHOUT your melodramatics.
from dustyrain :
Funny, wouldn't here be the most appropriate place to do it? I mean really on a diary website...somewhere where we rant and rave about all these weird notions we have in our heads? Somewhere where you can express an opinion without being criticized. I don't see a better place considering I really see no desire to communicate with you in person (in your current state of mind). Deal with it now. Hmmm so is it back to the days of Ignoring each other? Respond to that without your melodramatics.
from dustyrain :
you mean to say you didn't see that coming? I thought you were like the camera? You aren't the same person. You've changed. For the worse. You wonder why I don't talk to you much anymore? It's because you aren't You... you're different. So before I'm labelled as an asshole take a look at yourself. A long look. I'll pose just one question, Do YOU like what you see?
from jstorey :
Actually the whole note was typed up terribly, let me start again: Okay, so. We only were able to watch the first half, but we were talking far too loud so Chris told us he was going to show the movie downstairs. So we just hung out upstairs and played videogames all night. It was enjoyable. But you should've come. I hope your night went better then it was already...not? You know what I mean.
from jstorey :
I meant watched, not watch.
from jstorey :
Unfortunately, we only watch a little bit. Then Chris said we were too noisy and he brought it downstairs.
from zamblam :
We MUST do it again sometime... (Must as in there is no other option)
from dustyrain :
and I don't like what I see.
from dustyrain :
I've grown accustomed to your face.
from ohmakemeover :
oh you gorgeous you. xoxo.
from thescream :
clock hands and puking. hands and puking with aren't good especially with ripped nylons. I love you steph and this probably isn't the place to say it with hands puking.
from zamblam :
You know it. Nyquil like a mutha fucker.
from sarus :
i miss you too. -sp
from xrandux :
254-2250. I'm feeling uber sick today so call me tomorrow. -xox Randizzle
from zamblam :
we need to talk more...and then totally makeout alot.
from dustyrain :
ya thats right i said bretter.
from dustyrain :
Feeling bretter from the raw rasperry yogurt muffin juice lady?
from dustyrain :
Thankyou... but that doesn't mean your off the hook for hanging out with me this weekend. Mwauh. ha.
from jforester :
'dream of better things to come. ten minutes after finishing we're packed up to go home and face another day. cause, once again we were not paid enough to cover food and rent. or anything we need to make these roadtrips not a dream. i'll dream of better things to come'
from xrandux :
Wow! That part about the cigarette turning black sounded like me. Maybe everyone else will turn black when I'm around. Then it would be like Africa. Heh. I joke... Anyway, have you sent me a letter back? I'm just curious, since I think my mom thinks those are something else and I never get them. She did with the last one. Take care!
from zamblam :
Hot.
from dustyrain :
Holy shat steph.. very very very nice msn profile pic.. *starts drooling*
from sarus :
i am sorry. i am sorry. i am sorry. my mom won't let me go anywhere. i am sorry!!! -sp
from zamblam :
at first I thought your message said "Your libido is very exciting sir!" So I was like...YES!!!I'm in! But then I re-read it, and now i'm like...yeah, i'm excited too *sigh* -markus XXXoxoxoXXX
from dustyrain :
Care to elaborate? I'll have to agree on that we french definitely do suck...
from smack1 :
STEPH!!! You are soooo wicked. We should hang out soon. Fuck, your # washed off my hand. Damn it.
from jekylandhyde :
ah no need. you could get to see them...?
from stephenbank :
you name the place, you name the time. I'll name the whipped cream (cool whip).
from stephenbank :
I'd like to lick you a lot.
from jekylandhyde :
indeed. have you ever seen them? i saw them in a poky club once and got crushed in the mosh!
from jekylandhyde :
i saw yeah yeah yeahs on ya profile :-)
from liamoneill :
I'm jealous!
from thescream :
yea. naw
from thescream :
loo
from thescream :
zur.
from patheticjenn :
Don't worry about it. I was with Spencer and Markus, so I didn't get bored or anything.
from xrandux :
Good! Fudge = good. Give me a dingle (254-2250).
from sarus :
yeah dude! i agree...-sp
from ansontran :
Don't listen to Randu. Even yes-goodniks have smoked pot.
from xrandux :
You've been hanging out with Jenn too long. Pot is for no-goodnicks.
from sarus :
i hope i would be able to make it to evita. i don't have any money right now. just a bus ticket for tomorrow. my phone number 283-5485. -sp
from patheticjenn :
Hey, Sweet cheeks. Can you bring my Elastica c.d. the next time I see you? It would be muchly appreciated! Jenn.ooo.
from xrandux :
I finally got your letter. Flowers, nice touch! Those two guys sounded really creepy. I'm glad you're the kind of person who can find humor in a situation like that. I would! Until next time, Ms. Payne.
from thescream :
hey steph don't forget to bring Ali lollipops tomorrow for her birthday. we exchanged words tonight and before one thing leads to another - just bring the stupid lollipops for beautiful ali.
from roboticamour :
Steph is going to be in a concert of sorts?! I wasn't informed of this. But, I would love to. Add me to MSN, madam. [deryabagirkan@hotmail.com]
from ansontran :
No one seemed to notice I was drunk. But at least I was having fun!
from xjerkfacex :
Weird.
from thescream :
i am kind of sad about the maple leaves though. when going up the escalator today at work "I miss steph" came out of my mouth. like, whats up with that?! are you smiling yet?oh....
from thescream :
fucking insane! don't you think its weird how i think i knew exactly what you were talking about in almost everything you wrote in your last entry? like, wow. 15th? birthday? so, i guess i have to plan that.
from kboyer :
French people suck.
from roboticamour :
Yes, I am up for it. I'll just wait until you go / get back until I start masterminding possible days of amusement.
from kboyer :
Update your diary soon! I am worried you've fallen in love with the french and their damn angular faces!
from jstorey :
Oh, what? Thanks dudes. Well, perhaps I'll be seeing you at Stephen Bank's play on Wednesday?
from thescream :
Stephanie has a present for you for when you go away to a sad place. Stephanie made it for you hoping it will make you happy and knowing it will make you happy because of that. Stephanie wants you to mail her from montreal, as well as collect her REAL maple tree leaves for her wall. Stephanie also wants you to have a great time in spite of things a-pooey! Stephanie also knows that you hate it when she talks in the third person. but remember, stephanie loves you. and, don't fret: stephanie will help you find some black clothes. MWAH. sincerely, stephanie.
from wateronsand :
is that for you and jenn, or you and other steph? or something else, because I already have other steph on my list of people to get tickets for.
from patheticjenn :
I think I love you. So what am I so afraid of? I'm afraid that I'm not sure of A love there is no cure for. I think I love you. Isn't that what life is made of? Though it worries me to say I've never felt this way. I don't know what I'm up against. I don't know what it's all about. I got so much to think about. Hey, I think I love you. So what am I so afraid of? I'm afraid that I'm not sure of A love there is no cure for. Jenn.xoox.
from roboticamour :
It was splendid to see you, too. I usually don’t share the fact that I can belly-dance with anyone, I was a bit inebriated that evening. Usually, I’m simply like, “Belly dancing, what’s that? I have no clue what you’re talking about. No hint as to what you are referring to. None whatsoever.” It’s just like when people ask me if I watch the ‘Gilmore Girls’.
from patheticjenn :
AHHHHHHHH! It's you!
from xjerkfacex :
New Years was fairly interesting. How much did you drink, anyways? I remember keeping you from drinking anymore whenever you'd try grabbing something. Well, a few times, at least. Yesterday was a terrible hangover for me. Want to hang out today? Call my cell at 660-4191, if you'd like to. --Sean
from thescream :
oh mah lordy(.)
from j-jackit :
i didnt drive anyone home last night, you got the wrong guy. at least, i don't remember doing so.
from hedoniste :
My christmas was good in general. Although I was a little weirded out by a dream that I had on christmas eve which involved a lot of cock.
from thescream :
you always were the queen of non-ambiguous statements. motherfuck! new york?! puh-cha. my neo-lunar system disagrees with the church system. I realized that in church tonight. motherfuck!
from wateronsand :
You're right babe. You both deserve better.
from kboyer :
I'll be back in town on the 26th...
from thescream :
sure it was, homegrrrl! my mom had people over tonight. "hey, welcome to my christmas shin dig, my daughter stephanie didn't come home until 3 last night! laugh please." was her stupid greeting. SO, guess what I did? I took mud from work today (like, the body stuff) and had a mud bath, and started to shave my legs but I just couldn't do it. I got a new fish, with a new bowl too, its red and purple.
from thescream :
I saw plenty of mary kate and ashely olsen movies at blockbuster the other day. I thought of you. and soda mousse. and you know what else!

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