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i'm leaving my old description here. this diary is..amazing for me, to reflect on. six years ago i started it, and i spiraled out of control. with a bmi of 11, i almost died. ..but i got better. against the odds, i pieced my life back together.

and this is my story.

<i>my name is unimportant, just know that i'm another ana girl. i live my life in the pursuit of being thinner. i've been doing this since my 16th birthday; it's like on that day i realized how fat i was. i was 120 lbs and thought nothing of it, but little did i realize i was on the road to being just like the rest of my family...severly obese. i vowed that day to be skinny, and i'm still working on it (and have discovered i will NEVER be it, at least in my mind). i've long since passed my original weight loss goals, yet when i look into the mirror, i still see a fat girl looking back. i can't stop now, i must be as thin as i possibly can. and i will do whatever it takes to get there.</i>

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comments:  she's such a sweetie
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comments:  an absolutely amazing person
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comments:  haven't heard from her much lately, hope all is well!
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comments:  the struggles this girl goes through...*hugs*
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comments:  gosh she is such an amazing person, so strong
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comments:  she's such a good writer
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comments:  gosh you poor girl...and i'm sure you're beautiful too *hugs*
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comments:  i hope things get better for her, she's amazing as well
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comments:  in the same cycle i am
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comments:  yep, mia is so addictive just because of those times when it's so easy...
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comments:  beautiful diary by a beautiful girl
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comments:  all i can say is *hugs*...you're so honest and don't deserve this
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comments:  i love the way she writes
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comments:  oh good luck to you!!
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comments:  a sweet girl
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anawaif01    profile - diary
comments:  reminds me of myself a few years ago
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comments:  writes beautifully
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comments:  so sweet, so deserving of better
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comments:  six months of no purging...wow!
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comments:  she's been suffering for so long...i wish you the best hon, please take care of yourself
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comments:  such a sweetheart, saddens me so
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comments:  just started reading. i relate to her struggles as well

My favorite music:

nine inch nails
comments:  love every song
tool
comments:  i don't know what people have against lateralus, i think it's just as good as aenima, if not better
orgy
comments:  their style suits me perfectly
incubus
comments:  i saw them live and fell in love with them
cruxshadows
comments:  beautiful music, it's goth but the use of violins and industrial is incredible

My favorite movies:

lord of the rings: the two towers
comments:  amazing movie, and if you don't have the soundtrack, get that too!!
interview with a vampire
comments:  beautiful images, beautiful movie
fight club
comments:  it's not often a movie comes out where you actually have to think about it
vanilla sky
comments:  i loved this movie, i know it confused a lot of people but i absolutely LOVED it
girl, interrupted
comments:  it's funny, i didn't really like this movie all that much when i first saw it...now i love it!!

My favorite authors:

anne rice
comments:  makes you think differently of vampires...and sex.
J.R.R. Tolkien
comments:  tolkien is amazing, i love the way he writes
stephen king
comments:  can't deny i love his books
laurell k. hamilton
comments:  her vampire series is awesome
robert jordon
comments:  someone got me into his books and now i'm addicted!

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last updated: 2009-08-27 16:59:19
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user since: 2001-11-20

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