in this diary..

ending the old and starting the new, this is me. I dont put up with anything, and i dont care about much. ( at least i try not to) i have very few freinds, for lack of trust. The friends i do have...i cherish with all my heart. I say "i love you" when i mean it. i want someone to hold me when im sick. Im slighty emo and i dress "diffrent" from other ppl. I hate when ppl say they know things about me, but wont tell me what. It kills me when i cant do the things i wanna do. Im in Love with my best friend and its been 4 years that ive known him. im a high school senior who dosent wanna grow up. I hate cheerleaders and peppy dancing "spirited" ppl. I dislike cheaters, ppl who know they're doing wrong things, but still do them. I hate only one person in this world (for good reasons) I have no life. My life is composed of Band. Ive been in band for 6 and a half years. I can remember only one time period in my life where i was actually happy. (very recent) My parents are trusting, but not trusting enuff. I dont drink, smoke, or do drugs. I like alone time. I wish i had alone time. Im funny sometimes...mostly stupid. i tend to make up words just for kicks. i miss my grandfather. Somtimes i wish i was dead. many times i wish i was dead. I search for the purpose of living and love and why God hates me so much. I believe in arstrology and horoscopes, life and death. I wanna believe we die and goto heaven.

Saves The Day- As Lovers Go

"I've been bleeding well from this old wound

cleaning it with salt so it will still feel new

sometimes eyes turn black sometimes scars are tracks

but everytime youre gone I wish that you'd come back"

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comments:  kassie, truly going somewhere in this life.

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comments:  Christine!! heh, my oboe buddy...of course i dont play oboe, but its alright!

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comments:  betty...She used to be one of my bestest friends..but things change and so do ppl..shes still cool and all.

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comments:  Ana..she rescues me from churches.

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comments:   Stephanie..strange...but a friend.

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comments:   My mini-me i dont know how i could live without her...its like holding my head under water and expecting me to breathe..its just not possible!

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comments:   These people

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comments:  *heart* Blink182

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comments:  just as much

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comments:  as i do!

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comments:  ^--Blinkfanz..( ^_^ just like me!)--^

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comments:  her cat pees on everything...that just makes her cool already.

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My favorite music:

Blink182

comments:  Saves the Day, Thursday, Something Corporate, Dashboard Conffessionals, Death Cab for Cutie, Funeral for a friend, BoxCar Racer, Alkaline Trio, Taking Back Sunday, Brand New

The Early November

comments:  A perfect Circle, Get up Kids, Hot Water Music, Simple Plan, The Juliana Theory, Larger Than Life, Pedro The Lion, Reggie and The Full Effect, Rufio, Sense Feild, Sparta, At The Drive In, The Mars Volta

Senses Fail

comments:  Thrice, the Ataris, YellowCard, Armor For Sleep, Favorite Atomic Hero, From Autumn To Ashes, No Motiv, The Weakerthans

I *heart* joe morro

comments:  The Movie Life, Sick of it All, Me First and The gimme gimmes, Green Day, Jimmy Eat World, The Vandels, NOFX, No use for a name

I *heart* tom delonge

comments:  Less than Jake, Dillinger Four, Doves, Desaparecidos, Hella, the eyeliners, Finch, Hey Mercedes, Nicotine, Minor Threat, RX Bandits, Drive Till Morning, Slick Shoes, The Starting Line, Decemberists

My favorite movies:

Favs

comments:  DONNY DARKO, Contact, American Pie 1&2& American wedding, Dogma, Chasing Amy, Jay and Silent Bob,

Gurl flicks

comments:  Shes all That, 10 things i hate about you, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Idle Hands, Empire Records, Cant hardly wait, commited,

oldies but goodies

comments:  The Goonies, My girl 1&2, Now and Then, the 5th element, Ace Ventura 1&2, American Beauty, Armaggedon, Austin Powers, Being John Malkavich, Titanic

screamys

comments:  The Faculty, Identity, 28 days later, house of 1000 corpses, tales from the crypt: demon night, stigmata, We Cravens New Nightmare, The Craft,

cool shizznick!

comments:  The urethea Chronicles1&2, New Found Glory:The Story so far, Boxcar Racer DVD, Lilo & Stitch, A Nightmare before christmas, Daria, South Park:bigger longer and uncut, Who Framed Roger Rabbit?,

My favorite authors:

Jillian Anderson

comments:  "Speak" my bible

VC Andrews

comments:  "shooting stars" clearly about growing up and filling in the void.

Wendelin Van Draanen

comments:  "Flipped" Gurl loves boy, boy hates gurl...gurl gets over boy, boy cant live without gurl.

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