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i'll go to my grave loving you.

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whosaysthat    profile - diary
comments:  'I'm realizing that I have the ability to be a very manipulative person if I want to be. I can read people. I like to read people. Sometimes it's a matter of telling them exactly what they want to hear.'
honestliar    profile - diary
comments:  'I thought about you today in the best way possible why someone was rambling on I felt you inside me again and i felt your lips against me and your hands oh. I left reality and I got captivated by your body.'
diamondsky    profile - diary
comments:  'Why do people tell kids to color inside the lines? There are already enough restrictions in this world. I don't understand. Not all clouds are that perfect fluffy shape. Not all fields of grass are flat. '
thedrink    profile - diary
comments:  'I was asked by a friend of mine why I seemed so nonchalant about the situation that could only initiate our impending doom. Truthfully, I'm happier and saner on my worst days than any of my friends are on their best days.'
oncebefore    profile - diary
comments:  'If you saw me two years ago and then saw me today, I bet you wouldn't even recognize me.'
copperstars    profile - diary
comments:  'these twenty or so walls that surround me have left me wanting out. these one way conversations beg for something more. six o'clock appointments and eight o'clock drug tests. shoplifting is my only vice.'
out-of-town    profile - diary
comments:  'i feel like a scab that someone is picking at; like some is scratching away at me; and soon, soon i will be raw; no more layers of protection around me.its not real.its the exterior.damn, i not so sure about what's underneath anymore.'
im-infected    profile - diary
comments:  'Now all she feels is happiness And she feels love Now he’s the only one That she ever speaks of.'
xoxo-idiot    profile - diary
comments:  'the one person, the one lady, i miss the most is the one that has erased me from her memory.'
lustafterme    profile - diary
comments:  ‘momma tells me not to swear but damn. i fucking hate you.’
tinfoilheart    profile - diary
comments:  ‘the boy has been a communist since the third grade and he wears reindeer sweaters (and not as a joke). what's not to like?’
thecity    profile - diary
comments:  ‘When you leave, if you leave, I will watch you and I will wish you my best and I will walk away. When I think about you, all I'll remember is that baby, we were great.'
monday-night    profile - diary
comments:  ‘i knew where i should have drawn the line, and i didn't, and it doesn't make you off the hook because you went along with it. but if you thought more of me, you were wrong. i make mistakes, too.i just don't judge other people by them.’
kill-my-star    profile - diary
comments:  'i could live off of cigarettes and peanut butter and jelly/banana/honey sandwiches and a mugful of warm clutched between my perpetually cold hands from now until forever'
heartshaped    profile - diary
comments:  ' i should be writing things down can't remember what yr voice sounds like or what song it was or why i talk like i do please don't stop, please don't stop i've never wanted so much in my life'
manualfocus    profile - diary
comments:  simply gorgeous.
screemingink    profile - diary
comments:  A writer pulls the trigger at his temple, enviously ending his life to the killer. Oh the killer, how it kills not only the writer but all else. The killer is not the gun. The killer is the disease'
livebanana    profile - diary
comments:  'wow. I am a terrible person, but you know what? I don't care. I am far too happy to care right now. It's sunny outside, and everything went wonderfully today.'
stillbeating    profile - diary
comments:  'nothing seems to be different. you don't seem any different, even though you've said otherwise. i don't even remember last week, but at least i felt. i know i felt'
silent-stars    profile - diary
comments:  'The saddest thing, though, is that I don't have anything interesting, amusing, or thoughtful to say. I'm not sure I ever really did, but I feel it more now.'
dizzigemini    profile - diary
comments:  'I am withdrawing and can not bring myself to SPEAK. The few times in the past 24 hours, the words are forced, out and quick to the point. I want to be left alone until I can deal with the world and everything I am uncomfortable with.'
eileenroof    profile - diary
comments:  'who needs to go to class when you can take an exam you didn't study for, write essays that are the front and back of one single page, and leave for ten minutes because of a panic attack AND STILL GET A 63?'
staythis--    profile - diary
comments:  'i really wish i had the guts to talk to that boy. + ask him some questions. like why he likes breaking hearts.'
comesailtome    profile - diary
comments:  'in my head he might be okay. in my head he says what i want him to say. does what i want him to do. make believe. pretend. with my eyes closed it's not so bad.'

My favorite music:

matchbox twenty
comments:  ben harper, santana. dave matthews band. maroon five. outkast. prince. george michael. billy idol. weezer. violent femmes.
john mayer
comments:  green day. counting crows. rem. nirvana. nickelback. fuel. pearl jam. black eyed peas. bob marley. melissa etheridge.
coldplay
comments:  blues traveler. barenaked ladies. sublime. sarah mclachlan. alanis morissette. craig david. fastball. the darkness. foo fighters.
goo goo dolls
comments:  johnny cash. hank williams sr. big and rich. paul thorn. steve earl. alkaline trio. dashboard confessional. the beatles. the beach boys.
jack johnson
comments:  aerosmith. they might be giants. jimmy eat world. early no doubt. elvis presley. queen. norah jones. red hot chili peppers.

My favorite movies:

the sound of music
comments:  empire records. mall rats. my big fat greek wedding. the prince of tides. seabiscuit. fight club. a thousand acres. life as a house. sixteen candles. chocolat. the last samurai.
life is beautiful
comments:  catch me if you can. charlies angels 1 & 2. 28 days. bring it on. legally blonde. how to lose a guy in 10 days. donnie darko. save the last dance. stepmom. bend it like beckham.
a beautiful mind
comments:  chicago. never been kissed. billy madison. white oleander. erin brocovich. cruel intentions. forrest gump. airplane. back to the future. love actually. gidget.
the princess bride
comments:  rocky horror picture show. aladdin. finding nemo. high fidelity. while you were sleeping. robin hood men in tights. hope floats. when harry met sally. bruce almighty. envy. patch adams. michael moore films.
pirates of the caribbean
comments:  notting hill. my best friends wedding. dead poets society. wonder boys. what dreams may come. vanilla sky. slc punk. good will hunting. sweet november. girl, interrupted. secondhand lions.

My favorite authors:

stephen chbosky
comments:  jane austin. kurt vonnegut. john steinbeck.
gary soto
comments:  ee cummings. sylvia plath. edgar allan poe.
jack kerouac
comments:  henry david thoreau. f. scott fitzgerald. william shakespeare.
raymond carver
comments:  nick hornby. j d salinger. kahlil gibran.
dave eggers
comments:  harper lee. alice hoffman. michael chabon.

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last updated: 2006-04-17 01:37:16
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