Just Call Me Blaze


More or less, I have this on-line diary, to find out who I am, or who I would like to be. I do not have a paper diary that I keep on the side, this is it, and this is my REAL diary.

I am a bisexual Canadian female, with a boyfriend; we have been together six and a half years (as of June 9, 2006). All unattached folks feel free to detest me now. My date of Birth is June 9th 1983, that makes me a 23 Gemini. I am one of those sinful people that put my gum under the desk, table, etc.

I am sarcastic, stubborn, funny, crazy, outspoken, brave, and original. I have has a strong love of music of almost any kind, rain, the way it smells after it's rained, and many other random useless things that eat up my time and "valuable" brain space.

You want to know my twisted inner workings? I am just trying very hard to like life. I went to Briar Hill Elementary, Queen Elizabeth Jr High, William Aberhart High School, and just graduated from the University of Calgary with a B.A. in Communication Studies. Other then that I cannot state what I am in these few lines. I do not know who I am, what I want, where I am going. I am just like everyone, boring, lost, and thinking I am the only one that is like this.

I have nothing more to say here, unless I want to take up the WHOLE screen. Then you will have stop reading, and all my effort will be in vain.

so please read my diary, leave a message letting me know you stopped by, and then add me to your favourites.

Later Days,

Blaze

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comments: The love of my life, we have been together for 6 years, high school sweets. He does not write much. When he does find something, he talks with such deepness I fall in love all over again.
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comments: I put him on a dais. He is so sharp, multi-layered, and amiable, I find myself often overwhelmed him. He writes innately, with such perception That I cannot help but be enamored.
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comments: The closest thing I have to a best friend. She is my educator, in my spiritual quest. She has a dark sorrow lying under her effervescent exterior that shows itself through her writing.
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comments: A friend of a friend, I feel that our rapport should be more then causal, yet we harbour a close aloof connection. Her diary is locked but I am grateful that she gave me a PWD and happy when she updates.
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comments: The closest thing I used to have as a best friend. We met in Jr. High, and kept close for a few years after. I do not talk to her anymore, but I feel like we still have something because I get to read about her life.
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comments: My co-worker for the past 2 years, we got much closer this year. I am proud to call her my friend. Her diary is new-ish and I made the template. I see her as my mirror reflection, and when time permits, we have lovely chats.
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comments: My new comrade from work, I have a blast being around her. I never talk so much about nothing/everything to one person in such a small space of time. I love getting to know her better, and expect that we will be pals for a good long time. I made her templ
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comments: I Was randomly looking at diaries. I saw his name and HAD to click. I fell in love with his writing. I wish I could meet him.
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comments: Weak personal conection, but I enjoy reading whne she writes. Perhaps I enjoy her so much, since its all sorts of info about the area I live in. or ... maybe not.
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My favorite music:

Amanda Marshall
comments: Life passes so quickly You gotta take the time Or you'll miss what really matters You'll miss all the signs I've spent my life searching For what was always there Sometimes it will be too late Sometimes it won't be fair
Train
comments: She only drinks coffee at Midnight, when the moment is not right, her timing is quite-unusual you see her confidence is tragic, but her intuition magic and the shape of her body - unusual
The Beatles
comments: Words are flying out like endless rain into a paper cup, They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe. Pools of sorrow waves of joy are drifting through my open mind, Possessing and caressing me.
Barenaked Ladies
comments: We've got these chains that hang around our necks, people want to strangle us with them before we take our first breath. Afraid of change, afraid of staying the same, when temptation calls, we just look away.
Goo Goo Dolls
comments: And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yhea you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they&

My favorite movies:

All Robin Williams Films
comments: "No matter what anybody tells you, words & ideas can change the world." --From Dead Poet's Society
All Disney Movies
comments: "Woody: T-O-Y......Toy! / Buzz: Excuse me, I..I think the word you're searching for is, Space Ranger. / Woody: The word I'm searching for.... I can't say because there's preschool toys present" -- From Toy Story
Monty Python
comments: "King Arthur: The swallow may fly south with the sun,or the house martin or the plover seek warmer climes in winter, yet these are not strangers to our land. / Soldier: Are you suggesting coconuts migrate?" -- from The Holy Grail
The Shawshank Redemption
comments: "...Truth is, I don't want to know. Some things are best left unsaid. I'd like to think they were singing about something so beautiful, it can't be expressed in words, and makes your heart ache because of it..."-- Red narrating
American Beauty
comments: this incredibly benevolent force, that wanted me to know there was no reason to be afraid, ever. Video's a poor excuse, I know. But it helps me remember... and I need to remember... Sometimes there's so much beauty--Ricky Fitts

My favorite authors:

William Goldman
comments: "...the tree trunk hit her,the pain was strong, but not enough to ease her shattered heart. Back to her room she fled, back to her pillow. Safe behind the locked door, she drenched the world with tears..." -- The Princess Bride
John Marsden
comments: "It's a mind game. You've got to be strict with your own head. Being brave is a choice you make. You've got to say to yourself: 'I'm going to think brave, I refuse to think fear." - Ellie, The Dead of the Night.
J.k. Rowling
comments: "The wand chooses the wizard, Mr. Potter. It's not always clear why. But, I think it is clear, that we can expect great things from you. After all, He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named did great things. Terrible...yes, but great" -- HPPS
O.R. Melling
comments: "...somehow, somewhere inside me, I was connected to it. We were all human beings together amazed by the mystery, the power of unseen forces, belief over pain, mind over matter..."-- excerpt From My Blue Country.
Maya Kaathryn Bohnhoff
comments: " From the pictures her words paint in your mind to the emotions and desires of the characters that you feel deep in your heart, your mind will live in the world of Kassia and her earth magic." -- On the Spirt Gate

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last updated: 2006-08-06 00:15:12
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