Idiosyncracies

ODE TO MYSELF

Lonely soul

dripping salty liquids

through her eyes

bowing her head in shame

for she is ashamed of who

she's not

a woman of the world

like everyone else

like everyone wants her to be

by herself she always stays

longing to be with the rest

like the rest

she remains alone

her hands shake

as an earthquake would

as she dreams of the way

she would like her life to be

smiling

laughing

friends all around

people all around

a reality

far from her own

is what she longs for

poor, lonely soul

her body quivers

her salty liquids drip

her mind wanders

and

she wonders why...

why does she have to be the

only one

the only one

left in the fields of

nothingness

when everyone else

has something to hold on to

and

she doesn't...

My favorite diaries:

walk-away profile - diary
lovesilent profile - diary
empty-dreams profile - diary
enurta profile - diary
choose-life profile - diary

My favorite music:

my chemical romance
the used
simple plan
green day
evanescence

My favorite movies:

Secretary
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Scream
The Breakfast Club

My favorite authors:

E.Lynn Harris
James Baldwin
Sylvia Plath
Audre Lorde

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