Wrapped up in music...

It’s fire. Pure, liquid fire. Fire running through my veins. Burning, longing, demanding release; yet being forced down, deep inside, being denied a long-awaited embrace, a time to fly. My soul burns for release...

And now...the Heavens are smiling, blessing me with my wish, my prayer. Disbelief floods my mind while power and light surges through my body. I’m lost in a taste of Eternity. My smile shining of Heaven. My soul becomes one with my emotions, my thoughts, my body; and deep inside I cry tears of pure, unending joy. A feeling in my heart that far surpasses any joy I have ever known. This is my tender piece of Heaven.

I close my eyes and the music runs through me. I can feel the melody take me, holding me, keeping me safe though we fly higher than the clouds. My hands tremble, my heart pounds with a zealous fever. My blood runs hot, rushing through my veins. Overcome with pure euphoria, I lose myself in the heart of the music.

I can barely contain myself, I want to cry out loud with words of my soul, but I don’t know the language. I feel more than I understand. But I let it happen, knowing no wrong in endless beauty. I tremble with the fearing eyes of a child. Passing through me; a wave of affections, stronger than my body can hold. I’m blind, caught up in emotions I’ve never felt. Yet out of blindness I see clearly my vision, my calling, my soul laid out before me. Crying out to me like a long-lost child.

A single tear swells in the window of my eye, making clear the path that I should take. The path of beauty. the path of my soul, my calling. The very spark of my life kindled by this music, my passion. I know. I see through the worry, and the wonder. I see God, I see love, I see hope, I see my soul. I know.

The fire remains still, boiling with all the fury of a decade in wait. I can’t wait any longer. I feel a divine presence, the hands of my Lord showing me the way. I pray to see those hands clearly, to follow, to live my dream; what I was born to do. To touch with the Hands of God...

Destiny surrounds me. I feel it’s presence move, circling just out of my reach. I am unable to touch, but long to embrace that which I already feel living inside of me. Fighting for patience, I cry out in longing...When....

A soul in stillness waits. Each day carries me closer to my dream, my reality. I am ready. I am on fire...

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comments:  BERNIE!!! You are a beautiful light....

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comments:  Has turned out to be even more amazing than I ever thought

My favorite music:

'Nsync

comments:  NO, I'm NOT a teenybopper...I truely think they're incredible musicians and entertainers. I don't judge, I just look for the talent. Say what you want...

Staind

comments:  Aaron Lewis- Absolutely amazing voice...so much emotion in his songs...And a lot of hurt...Great music for your own hurting

Train

comments:  Real, deep music. The kind of music that takes you away and brings tears to your eyes...

Brian McKnight

comments:  He is so amazing. I feel weak and just wanna cry when he sings...

The Motet

comments:  The most incredible live band I have ever seen in my life. The lead singer has an incredible voice that makes me weak...Absolutely amazing...

My favorite movies:

Christina Aguilera

comments:  I was appauled by her "new image", but I bought the CD anyway because she is so talented, and i have never been so inspired by a CD before. She is truly beautiful in so many ways, and I feel beautiful listening to her inspiring words...Amazing g

Lauryn Hill

comments:  Her voice is so amazing; strong and soulful, and angelic...her words are just as amazing as her voice, she's a huge inspiration...

Blues Traveler

comments:  John Popper is absolutely incredible....I can't wait to see them in concert....

John Mayer

comments:  Smooth, sexy, and amazingly talented, and I LOVE the funny faces he makes when he sings...

And MORE...

comments:  Dixie Chicks, Fiona Apple, Jewel, Melissa Etheridge, Clay Cross, Norah Jones, Sarah Mclaughlin, Dave Matthews Band, Accidental Superhero, Jack Johnson, Ben Harper, Black Crowes, Keb' Mo', Audioslave, Etta James, Aretha Franklin, Nelly, Rockapel

My favorite authors:

More musicians...they ARE authors....

comments:  Mariah Carey...I will FOREVER be a MARIAH CAREY fan. She's amazing...She was my inspiration all through the 90's.

Michael Jackson

comments:  I will also, FOREVER be a MICHAEL JACKSON fan. I think he is nothing short of amazing. He inspires me

Jennifer Knapp

comments:  Her voice is so so cool, but her words are the most amazing part. She is truely a poet...

Stevie Wonder

comments:  I absolutely love his style. He's so amazing, truely, truely amazing...

India Arie

comments:  Somehow, she must know my thoughts, because her words feel like they came straight from my heart...She's teaching me to sing...

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