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Ever wonder how you get to the thoughts of people? Ever wonder what goes in their heads? And what they are thinking of? If they won't tell you...look in their DIARIES! Or...in their poetry...

Damnit, what do you want me to say? I'm fourteen years old living in cow country. I have yet to begin and enjoy life, but hear I am rambling on about how it makes me uncomfortable. It makes me angry just to say these words. But, if I don't say them, no one will for me.

And what can I say to make you read this diary of mine? It's not out of the ordinary and it's definetly nothing special. But here, I am begging you to read it, to tell me what you think. And to let me know that I'm not going insane.

Oh, and I use to have comments about my favorites, but then I realized no one ever really is interested in reading those. They don't care about what you think of it, just WHO it is. So, if you want to know what it is that I love about it, or what made me choose it. Ask me.

My favorite diaries:

moondust13    profile - diary
comments:  Too damn many good quotes. :)
waterlily87    profile - diary
comments:  "Do you know what a great feeling it is to lay on your bed, the last rays on the sun coming in your room, a beautiful breeze coming in and washing over you? It's so wonderful. It feels like summer. I've got this summer feel about me. &q
bookreview    profile - diary
comments:  What a great idea! My own review is on 'The Last Unicorn' - Peter S. Beagle
apehead    profile - diary
comments:  The Slinkster Coolest of the Cool
incline    profile - diary
comments:  "And it's a strange how we're selling out time and we wait we are lost in a clever game running from our lives. and they lead us on...
not-it    profile - diary
comments:  "i wanna know what kind of fucked-up world we live in when going grocery shopping in upper class suburbia isn't safe from the sex offending sick-os of the world. i wanna know. "
rinoamaxwell    profile - diary
comments:  "But can't you tell that I'm afraid of commitment? I would probably suffocate to death if I had a boyfriend. Even if I was on making-out terms with him. Because I love guys, I love flirting, I love...guys."
sneakydaria    profile - diary
comments:  "So last night I sat here in front of the computer. Wasting time for lack of anything to do. Then, tired, I went to sleep."
soft-tears    profile - diary
comments:  "I have an odd feeling inside of me. I feel...nothing. Not angry, not sad, definetly not happy. just ...nothing. "
unthoughtof    profile - diary
comments:  "Dont hate me because my hair is short, long, curly, straight, or whatever u think it shouldnt be. My hair has nothing to do with the person that I am."
peasantwench    profile - diary
comments:  "You know, hormones REALLY suck. I will so NOT miss this raging hormone teenage agnst crap. "
mizundaztood    profile - diary
comments:  "He says I don't open up enough about myself...I don't blame him. I can't."
haphazardly    profile - diary
comments:  "The clouds broke with thunder for the first time this year. Sudden and dark. Heavy. I am in my element when it storms. My eyes change to meet the clouds. Grey. My body tingles. I am a thousand cells wanting release. There is something sad about toda
wookiegirl    profile - diary
comments:  "do you ever feel in despair of the world and that not matter what glimmer of happyness you see you know you wont be able to keep it? and it doesnt matter anyways cause someone would either take it from you or it didnt really exist anyways."
belle-black    profile - diary
comments:  "Why then do I torture myself with the never ending thoughts of not being good enough? Why can't I accept who and what I am, finally becoming beautiful in my own eyes and living the dream in my head?"
aprettylush    profile - diary
comments:  "There's so many things in movies that make me cry. Most of it is seeing what I don't have. I have no one to hold in my arms. I have no great love to look back upon and reminice. No one gives a damn. But I give a damn. "
che    profile - diary
comments:  "You'd think someone who likes his dreams so much more than his life would spend a lot more time asleep"
cleansheets    profile - diary
comments:  "...possessions can't love me even when i need them to and neither can you. see, i've got this feeling called tomorrow that i can't get to when i can't breathe and your lips are covering my mouth"
zoe-marleen    profile - diary
comments:  "I just can’t believe that somebody on this world thinks that I’m beautiful inside-out . That I could make a difference somehow . Somebody , who listens to me talking and singing...Somebody who kisses me , no matter how much lipstick I wear."
julietlives    profile - diary
comments:  "We find oursleves totally fallen apart and begging for glue to aid our wounds and numb our hurts of the heart. I promise you, the answer doesnt come from school, or parents, or lovers...it comes from ourselves."
vitality    profile - diary
comments:  "they won't make me feel idiotic when i make immature comments... they will laugh hard and kiss me harder. then, when we drive over the golden gate bridge, they will hold my hand and sing softly in my ear. "
coldhearted    profile - diary
comments:  "I've always come to realize thate everyone wants someone. Everyone is lonely. But not everyone takes it upon themselves to complain about it, so I will try not to also."
swallowme    profile - diary
comments:  "I advise everyone to fall in love as many times as they can, and if you're lucky it'll be with the same person over and over. "
unrequited13    profile - diary
comments:  "when you meet someone you just know. and suddenly all their qualities become what you never knew you were looking for... not the other way around."

My favorite music:

Linkin Park
comments:  There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface, consuming, confusing. This lack of self-control, I fear is neverending. Controlling, I can't seem to find myself again. My walls are closing in. Without a sense of confidence and I'
Thrice
Something Corporate
Tchaikovsky
The Juliana Theory, Taking Back Sunday, Thursday, Yellowcard, Finch, Simple Plan, The Used, All-American Rejects, Sum 2

My favorite movies:

What Dreams May Come
The Last Unicorn
City of Angels
The Man In the Iron Mask
Sabrina
comments:  Damn, no more space, and the Shawshack Redemtion

My favorite authors:

J.R.R Tolkien
Peter S. Beagle
JK Rowling
William Shakespeare

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