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I know I'm not perfect

I've dealt with a lot- eating disorders, SI, depression, an abusive relationship, self-hate, horrible drug addiction, the whole thing, but I came out of it all alive and I am trying to make something of myself. This is my journey.

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mylostdream    profile - diary
comments:  Beautiful.... I've been reading her for a long time, seen her struggle through everything. Hopefully she can get better soon. She deserves more from life
anadoll    profile - diary
comments:  Recovered and relapsing... Been reading hers for soo long
just-fine    profile - diary
wanting-kind    profile - diary
comments:  New diary for still-i-rise
sharpsecret    profile - diary
comments:  beautiful. She reminds me of myself
comfortm    profile - diary
pinkcrayon-    profile - diary
comments:  wishingbarbie from tf
dimstar    profile - diary
comments:  I hope she can find the strength to recover
imanobody00    profile - diary
comments:  So much self-hatred... I wish she could see the person everyone else sees
drowningblue    profile - diary
comments:  She suffers so much :hugs:
dissolving    profile - diary
ethereal-red    profile - diary
comments:  She's so strong.. I'm proud she's trying to fight her demons. I hope she wins.
cupcakeslut    profile - diary
purgingme    profile - diary
comments:  "i feel filled with lead, poison eating at my insides. weighing me down, no longer floating through this day but dragging the bottom of my own ocean. "
mirrors-lie    profile - diary
comments:  She's struggled so much. It's really sad to see that she's lost so much weight again.
gyka    profile - diary
comments:  see so much of myself in her
getinline    profile - diary
callalilies    profile - diary
perfect-10-    profile - diary
honulife    profile - diary
amazinfuckup    profile - diary
comments:  great writing
complex-ptsd    profile - diary
comments:  such a hard life
w-barbie    profile - diary

My favorite music:

Fiona Apple
comments:  "Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love"
Bush
comments:  "I'm never alone, I'm alone all the time"
Sublime
comments:  "Annie's 12 years old, in two more she'll be a whore... Nobody ever told her it's the wrong way"
Marilyn Manson
comments:  "Hey, and our mommies are lost now. Hey, daddy's someone else. Hey, we love the abuse because it makes us febut I know I wanna disappear"el like we are needed now...
Slightly Stupid
comments:  "Hey now Mr. Officer come charge me all the time... Got me for possession beut I swear that it's not mine"

My favorite movies:

Romeo and Juliet
comments:  It's a classic
American Beauty
comments:  Beautiful
Virgin Suicides
Fight Club
comments:  Chilling

My favorite authors:

Steven Levenkron
comments:  The Luckiest Girl in the World, The Best Little Girl in the World, Kessa
James Frey
comments:  A Million Little Pices... Absolutely the best memoir on drug abuse I've ever read hands-down. I love his writing style, it really lets you imagine what it would be like to live his life. I would recommend this book to anyone.

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last updated: 2008-12-04 07:57:09
this user's total entries: 426
user since: 2001-12-11

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