Well fuck me, but I don't think healing is from the inside if this is what I have to work with.(This diary is where I post my poetry. And then some.)
Her thoughts spilled into the paper cup,
Salty, strangely melding into coffee tears
Like the tides of her life, rising in time
To heartbeat rippling through doorways,
Coming in through the bathroom window,
Settling into a room without a door.
And she takes it out on the cup,
Now a crumpled mess in her hand
Moonlight daring to touch human skin,
She's holding on because she knows
Maybe, it's raining somewhere out there,
And she wasn't caught in it, she wasn't
Caught lurking in the shadows, Grappling
With herself, gnawing at her veins, ripping,
Tearing at her heart,she wants to stop thinking,
And she says, won't you dance with me, naked,
To music from the inside?
 My favorite diaries:
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lush profile - diary |
| comments: My LJ is a mask, hers isn't. Still, I enjoy her words here more. |
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caveshadows profile - diary |
| comments: Words dance from her heart, at her feet, into her poems... I miss you Anne. |
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mynameiscat profile - diary |
| comments: Her name is Cat, she is a young poet in the making. |
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stumblings profile - diary |
| comments: The softest heart, the kindest soul. |
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kranebere profile - diary |
| comments: About time, eh? |
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overtaken profile - diary |
| comments: She's the little plant that grows between the grey cracks. The one you never notice until it takes down the whole damn wall. I think I may be in love with her words. |
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bitch-n-moan profile - diary |
| comments: Mine and Ange's diaryland for journal templates. |
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giallothang profile - diary |
| comments: She is a drug. |
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greytanit profile - diary |
| comments: I may someday put into a poem the way I feel when I read her. For now, I will hold it at the tip of my tongue, and let it sink in, and me slowly with it. |
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loveberry profile - diary |
| comments: I hope she comes back soon. Or I am going to go up the fiery staircase and knock on her red door. |
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infiniteaaah profile - diary |
| comments: Em. :o) What can I say. The first talk was bizarre. Bizarre but good. |
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pura-vida profile - diary |
| comments: "I’m hypersensitive about the acronyms HIV and HPV and never want experience the agony of AIDS, or the milder sentence of a warty vagina." |
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actualeyes profile - diary |
| comments: You'll keep pressing backback til you hit her first entry. I swear. |
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mythmaker profile - diary |
| comments: and when she is finished with this, I will get a signed copy with lipstick kisses all over it. *grin* |
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ssteedman profile - diary |
| comments: He got on this list just because a) he's South African b) he likes jelly tots. ;o) |
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purplebanana profile - diary |
| comments: "Me: grossly inappropriate, lesbian, living in London, writer, PhD student, wears cool purple glasses, foul mouthed, spiritually curious, honest, blunt, and a white girl with soul. Hi." |
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krugerpak007 profile - diary |
| comments: If you have noticed your cookie jar to be depleting of contents of late, look no further, here's your culprit. ;o) Her hotness will make you forgive her right away though, maybe even offer her more cookies. :p |
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greentealeaf profile - diary |
| comments: You are a Dar Williams song |
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starfreer profile - diary |
| comments: And I'll keep you playing in my head simply because I can't stop thinking about you |
My favorite music: |
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Ani DiFranco |
| comments: Every ace, every grace, every near miss, every decent kiss... my pretty girl. |
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Cynthia Alexander |
| comments: I have seen, I have been to places far and deep in my kind. Only to find comfort in your strangeness |
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Catie Curtis |
| comments: also Alanis, Shawn Colvin, Indigo Girls, Sheryl Crow, Dar Williams, Beth Amsel, Michelle Malone, Kris Delmhorst... |
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Jason Mraz |
| comments: The Gurge, Manic Street Preachers, Belle and Sebastian |
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Imogen Heap |
| comments: That voice drowns me so reverently deep. I liked her solo better, but I like Frou Frou too. |
My favorite movies: |
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A Clockwork Orange |
| comments: Kubrick films... |
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Billy Elliot |
| comments: I don't know, son. I never made it past Durham. |
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Anything by Kevin Smith |
| comments: Chasing Amy, Mallrats, Clerks, Jay & Silent Bob, Dogma |
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Heavenly Creatures |
| comments: Hmm.. Better than Chocolate, But I'm a Cheerleader, Aimee and Jaguar... I love anything with Clea DuVall in it as well btw... I'd marry her if she (or I for that matter) wasn't taken |
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Before Night Falls |
| comments: The beautiful and naked life of the child of always. I felt his pain. |
My favorite authors: |
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Joan Aiken |
| comments: "Midnight is A Place" will always be that benchmark book, the kind you just should not read when you are 11 and already beaten by the world. |
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E. Annie Proulx |
| comments: Sometimes I am Quoyle. |
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Rosalyn Chissick |
| comments: Catching Shellfish... I don't know why not so many people know this book. *sigh* |
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Jeanette Winterson |
| comments: Sappho, Edna St. Vincent Millay, Emily Dickenson, Rita Mae Brown |
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Virginia Woolf |
| comments: She was mother's milk to Jeanette Winterson |
