alqualonde's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 7 years Ah yes, here we are again. On the 24th it will have been 7 years since I created this woeful diary. And a few months from now will be the anniversary of when it ruined my life. I'm still feeling the affects from it, sadly. My life has pretty much been nothing but a continual downward spiral ever since and there's still no sign of that changing any time soon. But can I REALLY blame it all on this website? Not really, but I think it at least deserves some partial blame... Although, I'd like to think a lot of good things have happened to me since then, in hindsight it all adds up to a steaming pile of shit. Perhaps I'm really the one to blame, or maybe it would be prudent to lay the blame on the trolls that attacked my inner thoughts. Perhaps it really doesn't even matter anymore *shrug* all I really know for sure is that I'm still in search of someone to understand me. Still in search of reciprocity. Still in search of someone who will love me BECAUSE of my differences, not inspite of them. I suppose only time will tell if that will ever come to fruition. See you next year, Diaryland. Perhaps by then some sort of good fortune will finally be wrought of this mess. 4:59 p.m. - 2010-03-08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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