11:20 p.m. - 2009-06-27
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There's a lot of things going on in my head, nothing significant, but it is relatively important.
I need to be a better uncle. I mean, I treat my nieces and nephews well. But I never spend time with them and I'm easily irritated.
I need to really become a student of life. I feel like a hypocrite when people ask me about for advice on life. I tell them a lot of things I've failed to do myself.
I need to be a better friend. My friends call me and I just stare at the cell phone. I don't like idle chat much, but I'll talk if it's important to them. Being a friend isn't just about listening to problems, it's much more. The old me knew that, but the recent me don't seem to care.
I need to pay attention to what's going on in the world. I've never been fond of watching the news or keeping up with current events. Maybe that's why I don't have opinions, you have to be in the know to have one.
I want to say other stuff, but I'll leave it here because I'm sleepy and I'm in the mood to listen to some music.
I can't wait until pay day! Tori, DMB, and maybe Eminem. I really want to buy Liz Phair's old stuff. Oh and 10,000 Maniacs, and Curtis Blow, shit...some Stevie Wonder and Van Halen too.
I really want to get into some ambience. I've only listen to Amethysium and I think that's some of the coolest stuff I've heard in a while.
I wanted to buy some imported J-Pop and J-Rock, but I don't know the name of PolyABC's or Nico-touches-the-wall's new album. I probably couldn't afford both anyway, I'd be out of fifty dollars and that's a used game from amazon or half.com.
Also, after reading a friend's entry on livejournal, I was compelled to buy some books. I bought books by Marget Atwood, Virginia Woolf, Sara Douglass, and Tori Amos. So I'm not in the position to keep wasting so much money. Especially since I'm just working part-time now.
Sheesh, when will I get that winning lotto ticket? I guess I should play first.
