♥ ♥ ♥ Sometimes I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- grandma Last night I went out for dinner with my dad, H and my grandma. From the moment I saw my grandma I know that she was not feeling the best. She told me about her doctors� appointments that day and how she not has new prescriptions to take. Something seemed off. Grandma seemed like her thoughts were far away. There were several times when she referenced Grandpa, who has been gone for several years now. Grandma rarely mentions grandpa, if she does, it is in passing moments. Last night though, she mentioned how my dad and grandpa replaced car batteries and parts all the time. When I ordered a beef dip, she commented �that beef dip was Vic�s favourite.� My grandma is 92. She is aware of her surroundings, she lived independently until one year ago. She is acutely aware of body and how she is feeling. My grandma�s nostalgia and reminiscing of my grandpa scares me. They would have been married 60 years this year had he still been alive. I think she misses him, now more than ever. I think she wants to be with him and is trying to bring him closer to her. I think my grandma is dying. 8:50 a.m. - 2012-07-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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