josh is back. the first memory i have of him was in 5th grade marine biology. we had to disect a fish and we were the only ones not grossed out by it. i'm pretty sure he threw a heart at me. god, i adored him. the last time i saw him was about two or three years ago and all i can remember is laying on a couch with my head in his lap while he read a book out loud to me. houston has a black hole at it's center that draws people back here whenever they try to get away. it's polluted and hot and humid and flat and people drive like shit on pothole covered streets with neverending construction around every other corner. i can't go an entire month without running into some long lost friend or some shit. normally i would hate this but today all i can do is sit here with this stupid grin on my face and wait for him to call me.

listen to "fuck ya'll we're from texas" by 30 foot fall.

it has nothing to with josh. it's just funny if you're from texas.

also. i just remembered. if you know who bickley are, my tits are on the liner notes of one of their albums. i was like 16 or something. i'm pretty sure i could sue them.

alcohol + local bands + me = bad

did i mention josh is back? it's a good thing i love my fiance. yep.

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