pcfulchaos's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Human Bee-ings Sunday evening : It�s like everything was amplified � and now that all has stilled � my head and ears are still buzzing � and trying to adjust to the quiet � Or is that just a blood pressure surge � Monday morning: � not so today � a sip of coffee and the day takes shape in my mind�s eye � with built in buffers naturally � with this many people in my immediate circle and all the outside forces, I�ve learnt to be adaptable. There�s something about ritual however that soothes the soul � for we are creatures of habit at best. Ritual, routine � is communion with self. Those stilling moments that acknowledge our choice, our responsibility to ourselves and to things outside of our circle of gravity � peace amidst the chaos. I love these stolen moments � though the �stealing� is a misnomer as these minutes are carved out of most days � found and made possible without much effort anymore. But there was a time when finding time was near impossible, or so I thought � now they flow naturally within the stream of a day � offering me different perspectives as they rarely occur at the same time two days in a row. These early morning breaths are the best � the air is still fresh � and I imagine that the birds and squirrels have just awakened, the bees have buzzed out of the hives with sleep still wrinkling their wings � it�s a god-like feeling. The grass is greener, dew drops more reflective � as my eyes spot the webs across the back fence near the pink �Stefani�s Garden� sign � � and then the golden buzz is shattered by the first loud squeals of civilization � a lawn mower buzzes a few streets away, a garbage truck rumbles on a side street � children giggle as they ride down the street on their bikes � and before these sounds are fully digested, there are more � and the world becomes filled with the buzzing of our human hive � 10:46 a.m. - 2008-08-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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